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Waterfalls, Mountain, Nature, Stream, Water, Flow

This is going to be a long post but I’m really tired of the BS and want to put closure on it. I will still need another post but I’m trying to wrap this up. Most of my posts and Organic Gnosticism material go back over twenty years to a time when I thought that I really had something important to share with others. Since then I realized that my personal path belongs only to me and that each person must find their own path and that personal effort is the only thing that is important for healing and soul growth. Then, later, I realized just how messed up and insane our world really is and that our society was already infected with toxic beliefs and was being brainwashed. I realized that Organic Gnosticism could offer antidotes to the toxins that already infected us so I decided to keep sharing this material. I’ve done it for years now, posting all over the place with rarely any comments or feedback of any kind. You can only push a chain down the road so far and while I will still be sharing and posting from time to time the Organic Gnosticism material is essentially completed. Make of it what you will.

The symbolic overlay of any tradition or spiritual or magickal path, its rituals, ceremonies, beliefs, are all deliberate distractions, distortions and ways to hide what is really important which is the mental, emotional and spiritual healing and completion of the soul. Most people can’t see the forest for the trees. They are caught up in glamour and illusion.

We are all damaged and broken and most of us come from dysfunctional families. I had a nervous breakdown when I was nineteen and my entire world fell apart. My heart broke and I could no longer feel my emotions. But my Rosicrucian studies, prayer and meditation propelled me upon an spiritual and mystical path that allowed me to exist and function within a secondary personality, one that was more healthy than the one I left behind. Secondary personalities are created because the ego or sense of self is too weak to survive on its own. Most secondary personalities are considered toxic and it is only beginning to be recognized the importance that healthy secondary personalities play in the healing of the soul and psyche.

I became a Rosicrucian with healthy and stable lessons to learn even though I had lost contact with my emotions and was living in my head. Our entire society is living in their heads! The magician makes use of the assumption of god forms for the same purpose. This is the deliberate creation of a secondary magickal personality that grows stronger and stronger until it replaces the wounded self. In time the secondary personality will heal and absorb the original personality and become one. . .

In alchemy the killing of the lion and bringing it back to life again is the same thing. The shaman cutting their body into thousands of pieces and then putting it back together again is another way of saying the same thing. Have a nervous breakdown and through a healing process become whole again! Kill the emotions and passions until you are living in your head and then bring the emotions and passions back to life again.

The mystical path is living in your head and the magickal path is coming back to live in the real world. Both paths must be traveled before one can become whole.

So I was living in my head and filling my head with all this BS. Finally, back in 1991 I crossed the Great Abyss in an effort of spiritual suicide in which I desired with all of my being to extinguish myself in SOURCE. Problem was that I couldn’t stay there! When you are at the state of Unity there is nothing and there is no place to go except back down! Unity and nothing are basically the same thing. There is nothing else and it is an abomination. Even SOURCE divided him/her self to rediscover who he/she really was!

The downward plunge back to reality was the magickal path. How to bring the lion back to life, find the scattered pieces of my soul and put them back together again. The was the confronting the black shit of my life, all those things I had denied or avoided in my mystical pursuit. In alchemy it is called the corruption phase, death and decay. Its when you learn to transmute black shit and poisons into medicines and elixers. Its when you deal with things and it is not pleasant at all.

Scientology and Book I Dianetics processing were powerful ways of going back on the time line and bringing those trapped and repressed emotions and pain into conscious awareness. So was going to Alanon meetings and other support groups. When I shared my story I was simply sharing everyone else’s story. The Viscott Method was another way of helping me find where I was not being truthful to myself. I would record myself answering questions and then listen back to the tape to find where my voice was cracking or I was being evasive with myself. I saw a psychologist every week to keep tabs on my progress to make sure that I was not going crazy. I was not going crazy, I was healing!

That secondary personality had integrated and brought back to life my old original personality that had been dead for many years. Even though I was forty years old I was experiencing the emotions of a nineteen year old because that is where my emotional development had stopped. I had a lot of catching up to do.

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Forest, Stars, Mountains, Night Sky, Summer, Night

Jane Roberts began channeling the Seth material in the 60s and her books remain some of the finest channeled material in existence but sadly few people in today’s world even know about her. Some even believe that almost single handedly she was the force that started the New Age.

Books such as “The Unknown Reality”; “The Education of Oversoul Seven”; “The Individual and the Nature of Mass Events”; “The Nature of the Psyche: its Human Expression” all explored such concepts as parallel lives, how the past, present and future all exist in ever changing creativity, and how parts of us are living other lives in other times and places right now in the ever present moment.

You didn’t sit down and read a book by Jane Roberts. You read a few pages and then put it down to absorb and reflect upon what you just read. Each one of her books (over twenty) was 100% pure catalyst! You could feel yourself start to go into an altered state just reading her stuff!

Dick Sutphen was another great pioneer who people have forgotten. He was the first to explore past lives through hypnotic regression on a mass scale. He had self programming tapes for just about anything and explored the cutting edge of hypnosis, self-programming and self-empowerment. I probably spent over $1,000 on his books, tapes and even went to a seminar.

Organic Gnosticism in indebted to him for many of its most powerful concepts.

Speaking of hypnosis, Dick Sutphen introduced me to the ideas of Milton Erickson who is perhaps the leading innovator of hypnosis therapy today. His work influenced in turn the remarkable discoveries of Bandler and Grinder in NLP or Neuro Linguistics Programming. This very powerful material was also highly influential in the development of Organic Gnosticism.

NLP is one of the most powerful technologies available in today’s world and needs to be respected for what it is. It can be a powerful force for transformation and self-empowerment and it can also be abused.

These masters helped me to understand the true nature of hypnosis and altered states as the art of capturing someone’s attention and directing it where you wanted it to go. This is a natural skill made use of by every good story teller and beautiful woman!

Famed occultist Dion Fortune wrote about the importance of altered states in the process of soul development and magickal work. In essence there needed to be two people, one to produce an altered state and act as a guide for the initiate. In pathworking for example someone needed to lead the pathworking for those in meditation.

Dick Sutphen and NLP taught how we can produce our own meditations to guide us. Today I create extremely powerful meditations for my own use and exploration and have shared many of them as part of Organic Gnosticism. These include basic energy ball meditations; group portal meditations and shifting the point of awareness meditations among others. But the roots of these meditations lie in this technology.

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Stream, Brook, Rocks, Boulders, Moss, Water

What often happens is that as we construct our personal paradigm we create an artificial system which may or may not reflect actual life experience. We avoid or ignore any inputs that challenge our belief structure. This is the danger of a paradigm. A matrix is an open ended structure that does not avoid anything. ALL INPUTS ARE VALID! We just need to understand in which context they are valid.

I’ve found two books by George Makari extremely useful in understanding both sides of the issues of what is conscious awareness and what is the soul. These are “Revolution in Mind; the creation of Psychoanalysis” and “Soul Machine; the invention of the modern mind”. George Makari is director of Cornell’s Institute for the History of Psychiatry, associate professor of psychiatry at Weill Medical College, adjunct associate professor at Rockefeller University, and a faculty member of Columbia University’s Psychoanalytic Center.

The most important takeaways from these fascinating books are the realizations that no one really knows what causes conscious awareness and what the soul really is. No matter what the materialists may say or think, the debate on these things continues. There is no clear winner. Most of these arguments go back to the 16th century!

Julian Jaynes in his amazing book “The Origins of Consciousness In The Breakdown Of The Bicameral Mind” may be one of the most influential books of the twentieth century in the understanding of the soul and the observer self and the role of reading and writing in the development of creative consciousness. He taught Psychology at Princeton University but is now dead.

Richard Dawkins in his book “The Greatest Show On Earth” proves the evolution of physical life on earth, but does not in any way disprove the evolution of the soul or human consciousness. He simply is looking at one side of a two-sided coin.

Melanie Phillips, former left wing award winning journalist, has written many books including “The World Turned Upside Down; the global battle over God, truth and power”. She confronts the question of if we are living in the age of reason why are we behaving increasingly irrationally.

Just a short excerpt from the back of this book:

“The loss of religious belief has meant the West has replaced reason and truth with ideology and prejudice, which it enforces in the manner of a secular inquisition. The result has been a kind of mass derangement, as truth and lies, right and wrong, victim and aggressor are all turned upside down.”

In this extremely brief overview I can share that what seems to be missing in modern society is the belief and awareness of the true nature of multi-dimensional reality and how human awareness can both at times act like a particle with a tight focus inside the body and at other times act like a wave that extends across the entire universe.

In my next post we will explore some of that science.

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Sci Fi, Spaceship, Ufo, Futuristic, Future, Ufos

In part 1 I mentioned new scientific evidence of an ancient advanced civilization buried beneath the sands of the Sahara desert. I also mentioned scientific evidence that is beginning to show that the Sahara desert was once lush and tropical and changed almost over night around 3,000 BC. I then mentioned the work of Zecharia Sitchin in decoding Sumerian tablets which described a war between two ancient alien civilizations which destroyed the entire area. Those clay tablets exist. They might have been translated correctly or not, but they exist as the earliest known form of writing.

What I forgot was that Plato also writes of the war between Atlantis and those who lived in the Mediterranean. Pre-Helenic Athens was the victor in the final defeat of Atlantis! This is what the Egyptians told Solon according to the Timaeus. Go ahead and read it! This is secondary proof of a massive war in the Mediterranean.

Atlantis was said to be wicked and sought to enslave the human race for its own purposes. The ancient Greeks were nomads from the Aegean area. We are also talking the peoples of the Pontic Steppe! Those red haired peoples that came from the north of the Black Sea.

Nomads did not take slaves because they had no use for them. They lived in tents and moved all the time. They were fierce warriors and believed in freedom and open spaces and living in harmony with nature. They only took what was needed for survival and left the rest. They were rugged individualists.

In contrast the Atlanteans were city dwellers and needed slave labor to work the mines and plow the fields. They were a human collective hive mentality ruled by an elite.

So far everything I’ve said is pretty solid according to scientific findings and written records. But when Solon visited Egypt and learned these things he was also told that Athens was older than Egypt. This could not be true in the sense that the pyramids had been built far before this great war. They had been built with alien technology long before 3,000 BC. The Egyptian civilization that Solon visited was a new and recent human reclaiming of the lands and territories that had once been lush and tropical but were now arid desert. It was a civilization that was desperately trying to recover lost wisdom and lost technology. The same thing was happening in Sumeria where they were writing this history down on clay tablets.

So you had remnants of a city dweller civilization and remnants of a nomad civilization that were both reduced to primitive survival conditions and struggling to recover their lost wisdom and technologies. And since the nomads had won this war, they were the new elite rulers that took on the protection and guidance of the human race through this difficult time. This was all taking place around 2,000 BC.

What I might correct is that apparently this war was not fought by humans at all but by aliens and one alien group was interested in the enslavement of humanity and the other alien group was interested in the freedom of humanity. After this war of aliens the humans were largely left to their own devices.

End of sledgehammer. Again this is as far as I’ve got.

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Halloween, Holidays, Mystery, Fairy Tale, Moon, Crow

As many of you know I celebrate Samhain or Halloween as the 2nd full moon after the autumn equinox. I celebrate this as a lunar festival when the veil is thinnest between the worlds and that is during the full moon. This year it is very late and occurs on the 19th of November. So the harvest continues till quite late in the year. The lunar and solar cycles are not coinciding very well this year and you can consider it an orb of influence that will last from 30 October to 19 November.

I’ve just finished a very intensive deep dive into the origins of the proto-Indo-European Pontic Steppe nomads that roamed the Pontic Steppe living in wagons and herding their cattle on horseback. These were my ancestors, Haplogroup G that clustered around the Caucasus mountains and Pontic Steppe in neolithic times, 3,000 BCE and even much earlier. So I’ve been getting in touch with my most ancient roots!

I’ve also just finished a deep dive into the origins of the Druid culture that also was related with my ancestors that somehow managed to get from the Pontic Steppe to Ireland around 3,000 BCE bringing the hospitality concept with them. The hospitality concept is that of the warrior nobility protecting the common population in exchange for tribute. The Druid culture seems to have arisen in support of this sacred obligation. So I followed that to the point of the collapse of the Druid culture in 472 CE and the massacre of the Long Knives at Stonehenge during the sacred Beltaine festival. You can read about some of this on my other blog OAK Inner Circle.

There was a third research that I have concluded at the same time. I recently completed reading “Suggestive Inquiry Into The Hermetic Mystery” by Mary Anne Atwood. This was a classic text that collected almost all the known works on alchemy and sorted them out. Those that have followed me for several years know that I have traveled a tantric path that has sequentially permanently developed and activated my various non-physical bodies from the top down. This has taken over twenty five years but it has completed itself. My research is about others that have followed a similar path.

I can say with absolute conviction that hermetic alchemy in Mary Anne Atwood’s book describes the exact same path that I followed as does that described by Mantak Chia, Julius Evola and Aleister Crowley. Of course the terms and concepts are cryptic, but the sense of repeated purifications to achieve a purified soul body or immortal physical body are all talking about the same thing!

This alchemical path has been known by the ancients for thousands of years and hundreds of masters have traveled it!

But there is one difference in that most of these people have developed their soul bodies from the bottom up and not from the top down! That is the only difference that I can see. Life was much more difficult for people in the ancient world before reading and writing was discovered and they developed the lower nonphysical bodies out of survival needs. The root chakra was strong because it needed to be! They had difficulty with the higher levels.

But we today live in our heads and it is the lower levels that we have trouble with! So we need to reclaim our magickal link to Gaia, mother earth, and the Womb of Creation. Normal conscious awareness needs to be integrated with our etheric body. Doing this requires the activation and integration of the Shadow Aspect! It is not pleasant!

In any case I am moving on to my translation projects. I’ve reached a good point of closure with the above subjects for now. Those that are interested will know what to do. I’ve given more than enough clues in my numerous posts over the years. Those that don’t get it never will! I just want to say that I’ve proven to my own satisfaction that this same path has been followed by thousands over the ages! There is nothing new about it!

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Guns, Bullets, Weapons, Cartridges, Armament, Army

Astral combat takes place at a specific location within the astral planes and it represents a weak or vulnerable spot in your aura. Astral combat is all about energy and at first you will not have much energy, perhaps barely enough to maintain your astral body intact. So in a way you are fighting for your life! At least your life in that astral body!

Astral bodies require a lot of energy to maintain and permanently activated astral bodies will automatically pull and draw the energy they need from open energy centers as well as from the physical body. The lower the astral body the more energy required to keep it viable.

Astral combat automatically strips both combatants of available energy at that specific location in a form of mutual destruction. So each combatant needs to draw more energy for the conflict itself from other energy centers, cosmic power sources or the physical body itself.

I’ll give a few examples:

You and your opponent are both naked and in hand to hand combat with knives. You are both fighting for the lives of those particular astral bodies.

You have a weapon like a gun but it won’t fire. That’s because its energy has already been used up. That you still have a gun even though it won’t work suggests that there has been a draw and no clear winner or that you have just barely won.

You fire two or three times and keep missing the target or only hit the target on the last try. This means that your opponent is successfully blocking you even though you are stronger energetically than they are. If you do manage to hit the target after several tries of course you have won the exchange.

Your opponent fires several times at you and you absorb the impact of the bullets and heal yourself. This is when you are so powerful at that particular level of the astral that you don’t even need to protect yourself. The fact that your opponent can fire several times at you suggests that they are quite powerful as well. But they are not powerful enough to change the outcome of the battle.

These are all situations that I have found myself in over the years. I’ve even had a bazooka as a weapon a few times! Its always the same. There is mutual destruction of the energy of both sides until only one is left.

There is one other form of astral combat that is worth mentioning. This was after I had tamed my “alligator puppy” and was using it to defend myself. Someone asked me for help and protection. They had gotten on the wrong side of a Voodoo Highpriestess from New Orleans and was being attacked. I stepped in like an idiot and was immediately under attack as well and I sicced my “alligator puppy” on them to protect me. All that was left was a quivering stump coming out of the ground. My “alligator puppy” had completely severed my attacker’s connection to the earth and destroyed it.

Magick circles, power objects and spells have nothing at all to do with this level of astral combat. What I’m talking about is pure power and no tricks. There are lots of magickally powerful people out there and you don’t want to mess with them. This is a rough and tumble group of people that is an elite society in itself. I’m proud to be a member but there is no leader.

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Fantasy, Angel, Mystical, Wing, Magic, Mysterious

This is a difficult post to write because I don’t know as much as I should and I’m still figuring things out but we each have a male or female soul and it doesn’t matter the gender of our physical body. It determines how our soul progresses on its journey and to permanently activate each of the seven astral bodies we need to exchange energies with the opposite gender soul.

Some people find it normal to dream in complex environments and others dream with only the minimum environment needed for the dream to take place. The person who dreams in complex environments has a female soul and the one who dreams with only the minimum details has a male soul.

Those with female souls are traditionally known as spinners and weavers of the soul substance and have the ability to astrally give birth to astral bodies out of particular chakra energies for other people and generate those same astral bodies for themselves.

Those with male souls provide the energy and soul substance the spinners and weavers need to create astral bodies for both of them out of a specific chakra energy.

The female soul is like an apple, tightly integrated with all the layers merged together as much as possible. Their focus or ability to spin or weave is only around one chakra or energy center at a time. They gradually build up their soul with the oldest souls and the most magickal souls being able to spin or weave the etheric substance. These are very rare and also called natural born witches. Other weavers or spinners will work with the energies of the other chakras.

The male soul is more like an onion with many layers and they build up each layer one at a time with the help of a spinner or weaver of that particular layer or energy. For all seven possible astral bodies we all need to exchange energies with seven different people or soulmates who have energies that are compatible with our own. They are on the same frequency that we are! There are always more than one person that has the ability to work with us as a soulmate. There are always others on the same frequency as us. We can find them if we try. We walk the same paths with them for a space and then our paths divide. It can not be any other way. Even Divine Counterparts walk different paths from each other although our paths may cross from time to time.

When we have completed all seven possible astral bodies and our soul has developed as much as possible we find our Divine Counterpart and in uniting with our Divine Counterpart a male soul becomes a female soul and a female soul becomes a male soul. The one complete soul created with the Divine Counterpart then divides in a form of cell division and both souls continue the next higher octave of the soul’s journey alone, but not alone because they carry each other in their hearts. Energetically they have switched places and are now exploring the world created by the other.

We have all evolved from divine sparks of life. We have experienced lifetimes as each type of life form and species. Who we are and what we are can never fit entirely within one individual physical body. So once more we set out upon the fool’s journey, but this time from the opposite perspective.

We are all helpers and teachers of each other. We are all at different points upon our soul’s journey. When we offer a helping hand to others, they in turn will offer a helping hand to us in difficult times. Together we are all creating the ultimate reality!

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Wolf, Howling, Animal, Wild, Nature, Wildlife, Snow

Now that we talked about the Lunar cycle, the Solar cycle and the daily cycle we can talk about timelines and spheres of influence. In general the Spiritual Planes involve big picture events or mass events while the Magickal Planes involve more individual events. This means that things like wars, elections, pandemics and natural disasters; all things considered mass events sort themselves out in the Spiritual Planes before they can manifest as physical events. Our individual reactions and how those mass events affect us personally are sorted out in the Magickal Planes. This is just a general guideline but it shows how mass events project themselves ahead of time within the Spiritual Planes. In fact, the outcome of most mass events is determined one year ahead of time before they actually occur.

What I’m talking about can be considered global, national or even local and community timelines that gradually form around existing events as a probable blueprint of what will happen.

But individuals are the real wild cards and the sphere of influence of one single individual can wildly sway and alter the outcome of local, national and even global events! That is true magick!

So we need to look at the sphere of influence that an individual has. Let’s say the ordinary person has a sphere of influence of sixty miles. That means whatever this person does in their lives affects the lives of those around him or her for a radius of sixty miles. They affect friends, neighbors, coworkers and people they come in daily contact with and those people in turn come in contact with others.

Then there are those few people that have extremely large spheres of influence like celebrities, politicians and national leaders or the rich and powerful. But there is an even smaller group with an even larger sphere of influence and those are the masters and adepts that live behind the scenes and their sphere of influence is not in the number of people they influence but the quality of the few individuals that they influence! Through their sphere of influence these wild cards are able to create more wild cards until things truly become magickal and defy rational thought.

During the influx of Spiritual Light at the Winter Solstice these Wild Card individuals or masters and adepts draw incredible amounts of energy into them and into their timelines and when they compound that influx of energy by rupturing the astral fabric on a daily basis they become the kingpins that hold local reality stable around them.

So once more we see the importance of daily practice in living a magickal life. A true magickal practitioner creates timelines and not spells for one or two things of small consequence. They also put out immense amounts of energy on a daily basis and make every second of their life work for them!

Compare this to the ordinary person who goes with the flow in life only putting out as much effort as required to stay alive. These people are completely at the mercy of external events and are being constantly rattled as the foundations of their very world shakes beneath their feet. Which one are you?

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Nike, Sculpture, Statue, Fountain, Vegas, Victory

I’ve been researching the Druids and the Celts and was intrigued by a reference that suggested they might have been influenced by the Samothrace Mysteries and the Phoenicians who they traded with. So I ordered a book called “The Great Gods of Samothrace and the Cult of the Little People” by Carl A. P. Ruck. It was just published a few years ago in 2017 and I felt it would contain the most modern information. I’m about half way through it but far enough to make a few generalizations.

The Samothrace Mysteries were pre-Hellenic Greece and lasted over a thousand years. They were very famous and many influential people took this initiation and it was very popular. It was also open to any gender, or class of people. Many wealthy parents sent their children there as a rite of passage into adulthood. So it was an event that could take place any time of the year without any special planning or studies. You just needed to show up and it was offered to you.

In general this initiation offered protection and safe passage through the storms and tempests of life and involved the partaking of a wine laced with a hallucinogen like LDS and a Bacchanalian event or sex orgy. That pretty much sums up the book and like almost all modern researchers there is no recognition of the spiritual, occult and metaphysical truth behind such initiations or what they really conferred upon their initiates. But this research does give important clues as I will attempt to show.

My own path in life has allowed me to travel both the mystical and magickal paths to their conclusions. I have permanently activated all seven possible astral bodies including my etheric body and function normally on all planes. The magickal path for me has been a tantric one and I know quite a bit from personal experience. This allows me some insight into these things that is not available to those researchers who rely exclusively upon logic and reason for materialistic solutions to all mysteries.

First, the Samothrace mysteries were Goddess related and led to the establishment of the Eleusinian and Dionysian mysteries which came later and were also wide spread throughout the ancient world. Being Goddess related they were undoubtedly led by Priestesses and sexual in nature.

The tantric path is natural for women and leads to the relatively easy and quick development of the etheric body which is the non-physical body generated by the root chakra. It is also the body which is the most magickal as it functions below physical awareness. So you have a group of women that are working with sexual energies in sacred mysteries on an almost constant basis. They undoubtedly all had very strong abilities to work all types of magick! And by this I mean real magick!

Etheric energies or root chakra energies:

Located at the base of the spine, the pelvic floor, and the first three vertebrae, the root chakra is responsible for your sense of safety and security on this earthly journey. Balancing the root chakra creates the solid foundation for opening the chakras above. Imagine that you’re laying the foundation for a house in which you’re going to live for a long time. A solid foundation embedded in firm soil will provide the stability you need to create a home filled with joy for years to come.The root chakra is comprised of whatever grounds you to stability in your life. This includes your basic needs such as food, water, shelter, and safety, as well as your more emotional needs such as letting go of fear. When these needs are met, you feel grounded and safe, and you tend to worry less day to day.

So this is what the Samothrace initiation did for initiates. It completely opened the root chakra center and permanently activated their etheric body! In doing this it did grant them safe passage through the storms and tempests of life!

Life was very hard in ancient days and people were much closer to the earth than they are today. So they probably already had many of the 32 possible awareness points already activated at the etheric level. They just needed an extra burst to make the final earth connection to the womb of life and these tantrikas were able to provide it for them.

In working with sexual orgasm energy two orgasms close together are enough to rupture the astral planes. What happened at Samothrace was much more powerful by using at least three orgasms in a group setting combined with an hallucinogen to completely burst through any barriers and a rebirth experience that permanently activated the initiate’s etheric body. From an occult perspective this meant lasting protection and the ability to do magick as well.

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Animals, Forest, Silhouette, Deer, Wild Boars, Fog

Now that we understand how the Lunar, Solar and Daily cycles work to balance events and objects within the Spiritual and Magickal Planes so they can manifest within the Akashic Records as physical events its time to take a look at the big picture. Our entire universe and we ourselves emerge from a trinity of Sources which create the framework of what we experience as reality.

Everything, including ourselves, started out as a simple photon or spark of light and and its counterpart an electron. Because of the constant addition of new photons within our universe we were forced to age and grow more complex. We found our first Unity as we became an atom of Hydrogen as our north magnetic and south magnetic natures merged in Unity for the first time. You can’t really say that we had souls or awareness yet as we understand those things, but we existed.

Over time we aged and grew more complex becoming an atom of each element in turn with the addition of a proton and electron and finally we became an atom of the final element Oganesson. There was no place else to go and we were simply a drop in the cosmic ocean of this final element which is also called the Cosmic Womb. This was our second experience of Unity as we merged once more with all that is. As we became part of the Goddess of Creation.

From out of this vast Cosmic Womb came molecules and compound molecules, then stars and planets and we in turn were all of these things although we were not aware of it because our awareness of that of stars and planets and not of living souls.

Then on some planets cellular life arose and we were that cellular life. Our individual history and journey is written in the Akashic Records because the Akashic Records is that life! It is our journey of becoming, past, present and future all rolled into one. And the Akashic Records continue to unfold and we write and rewrite our individual journey.

So the Akashic Records are the 3rd Unity that we experience and the record of our soul’s journey is who we really are!

So the Akashic Records emerge out of the Cosmic Womb of Creation and we in turn emerge out of the Akashic Records. We are given an etheric form based upon our individual past life experiences and that etheric form creates our physical body and our entire lifetime or our destiny at the moment of our birth. In addition to our etheric body and physical body our other bodies are formed as well, our lower emotional body, upper emotional body, concrete mental body, abstract mental body, concrete spiritual body and abstract spiritual body as well as our original photon body or the divine spark of light that is our origin. All of these bodies emerge from the Akashic Records at the moment of our birth but we are not aware of them.

Life in a physical body is the 4th Unity that we experience and our awareness is centered around the heart which is the center of life for us. Our heart center is the balance of the male and female energies and the seat of our soul. Our Higher Self and Shadow are secondary personalities that must be integrated for us to become complete. It is our heart that is the seat of our conscience and the source of all truth for us.

Our Higher Self is those things that we wish we had but can’t find inside us. Until we can find those things inside of us they will be eternally out of our reach! We can see them in others but not in ourselves and that is the task. We keep pushing it away. We need to find the divinity within our selves and then we can find the divinity within others as well.

Our Shadow is what we once were and what we once did to stay alive. It is primitive and violent and we do sense it stirring inside of us and we are afraid of it. We want to be human and not animal! In fear and disgust we push it away and reject it although it only wants to keep us alive. It wants the best for us and wants to protect us. It knows what must be done to stay alive but we won’t listen to it. We need to learn how to listen to it.

So both the Higher Self and Shadow are secondary personalities and both work against us because we are not consciously aware of them. They are subconscious impulses that work against our conscious awareness and will continue to be our greatest enemies until we find a way to integrate them and accept them. That is why so many of the things that we do are self defeating.

This integration process begins at the heart and with our sense of self or our Ego. Our sense of self or Ego needs to be strong and healthy if it is to integrate both our Higher Self and our Shadow. That is the only way we can achieve mental and emotional health.

So we begin this life with a fully activated and permanent astral body created out of heart center energies, concrete mental energies. All the other astral bodies exist, but not under our conscious control. In fact, in many ways they work against us. We need to become aware of them and permanently activate them under conscious awareness. That is our spiritual journey.

It is this astral body created out of heart energy that first visits the Spiritual and Magickal Planes as we sleep. As we develop the other astral bodies they in turn become active as well. But first we need to activate them and we do that through intense living and generating enormous amounts of vital life force energy!

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