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Guns, Bullets, Weapons, Cartridges, Armament, Army

Astral combat takes place at a specific location within the astral planes and it represents a weak or vulnerable spot in your aura. Astral combat is all about energy and at first you will not have much energy, perhaps barely enough to maintain your astral body intact. So in a way you are fighting for your life! At least your life in that astral body!

Astral bodies require a lot of energy to maintain and permanently activated astral bodies will automatically pull and draw the energy they need from open energy centers as well as from the physical body. The lower the astral body the more energy required to keep it viable.

Astral combat automatically strips both combatants of available energy at that specific location in a form of mutual destruction. So each combatant needs to draw more energy for the conflict itself from other energy centers, cosmic power sources or the physical body itself.

I’ll give a few examples:

You and your opponent are both naked and in hand to hand combat with knives. You are both fighting for the lives of those particular astral bodies.

You have a weapon like a gun but it won’t fire. That’s because its energy has already been used up. That you still have a gun even though it won’t work suggests that there has been a draw and no clear winner or that you have just barely won.

You fire two or three times and keep missing the target or only hit the target on the last try. This means that your opponent is successfully blocking you even though you are stronger energetically than they are. If you do manage to hit the target after several tries of course you have won the exchange.

Your opponent fires several times at you and you absorb the impact of the bullets and heal yourself. This is when you are so powerful at that particular level of the astral that you don’t even need to protect yourself. The fact that your opponent can fire several times at you suggests that they are quite powerful as well. But they are not powerful enough to change the outcome of the battle.

These are all situations that I have found myself in over the years. I’ve even had a bazooka as a weapon a few times! Its always the same. There is mutual destruction of the energy of both sides until only one is left.

There is one other form of astral combat that is worth mentioning. This was after I had tamed my “alligator puppy” and was using it to defend myself. Someone asked me for help and protection. They had gotten on the wrong side of a Voodoo Highpriestess from New Orleans and was being attacked. I stepped in like an idiot and was immediately under attack as well and I sicced my “alligator puppy” on them to protect me. All that was left was a quivering stump coming out of the ground. My “alligator puppy” had completely severed my attacker’s connection to the earth and destroyed it.

Magick circles, power objects and spells have nothing at all to do with this level of astral combat. What I’m talking about is pure power and no tricks. There are lots of magickally powerful people out there and you don’t want to mess with them. This is a rough and tumble group of people that is an elite society in itself. I’m proud to be a member but there is no leader.

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Fantasy Woman, Fire Eyes, Female, Fantasy, Fantasy Girl

Anyone that seriously begins working with magickal energies will find themselves under magickal attack at some point! For most it will come as a surprise because they have no intent to harm anyone. The answer is really quite simple once it is understood. When you actually reach the point where you are able to magickally make a difference your own energy work begins to interfere and mess with that of others.

They will track down the source of the problem and attempt to take care of it. This means an energetic confrontation. It doesn’t even really matter who wins! Each person needs to find out where they stand in the hierarchy and when they are in their right place things smooth out.

We don’t even need to talk about dreams because this point is not reached until you have at least one or two permanently activated astral bodies. These permanently activated astral bodies increase your awareness to the point that you can sense and deal with magickal attacks directly from waking consciousness. Still, most magickal attacks will happen during your dreams, but not always.

In the beginning most magickal attacks are dealt with by rising above them because the highest level can control and contain the lower ones or block them. The reality is that this doesn’t work unless you have the ability to rise above them! That means taking the confrontation up to the next astral body. If you don’t have that astral body activated, even temporarily you will lose! By rising above the attack you flee the scene and live to fight another day! You have lost the battle but managed to hold yourself together and that is a win!

The next stage is when you are able to meet the conflict head on and fight to a conclusion. When you win the other person disappears. When you lose you wake up in the middle of a nightmare. When you beat someone in a battle and they don’t disappear, that’s really, really, bad for them! They may even end up dying.

The third stage is when you are powerful enough to go beneath the other person and basically just brush them aside. I remember such a magickal attack when someone attacked me with a knife in a dream. I took the knife away from them, bent the blade and handed it back to them saying, “You shouldn’t really do that!”

As a veteran of thousands of astral attacks I can say that most of them are not personal at all. They are simply energetic crisis points where someone else is messing with our own workings or we are messing with theirs.

Over the years I’ve reached the point where it is very rare for me to be astrally attacked. It might happen once or twice a year and is of little consequence. In fact, I’ve reached a point where I will take an active role in defending others if I have to.

You can only be attacked where you are vulnerable. You can only be attacked where your aura is weak. Strike your hardest. As Crowley says, you cannot hurt a King or Queen! They will move out of your way. Likewise you will move out of their way if they are stronger. No real damage is done.

It is only those that play at this game that get hurt! There is a very real difference between people who are the real thing and people who are just pretend and do make believe.

I can tell you from personal experience that there are quite a few people out there who are the real thing! We recognize each other when we meet! We respect each other!

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Werewolf, Moon, Bridge, Mysterious, Composing, Night

The observer self seems to have the ability to see our other astral bodies as we develop them. In my last post I mentioned integrating my dragon self. But I have encountered other animal selves that belong to me and I assume that I have integrated them, but perhaps we can change back and forth? I don’t really know.

I have dreamed of myself as both having a horse body and a dog body and both of these animals are very precious to me. In these dreams I’m usually interacting with someone else who also has a similar animal body so perhaps I need to shapeshift to interact with them? I’m not really sure.

I’ve also had dreams where I’m human and others are animal. Again dogs and horses are those with personal interactions.

But I’ve also dreamed of groups of people like cows or pigs and the feeling is that these people live to fill their bellies and follow their crude animal pleasures without much self awareness.

I’ve had many dreams of serpent entities and they are very smart and scary although I’ve only had one try to bite me. We always seem to have a stand off and I manage to stare them down. But my encounters with them are uncomfortable. Perhaps its because at some level I am one of them. There seems to be an uneasy truce.

Spiders or woodticks seem to be entities that are blood sucking vampires. These entities have tried to feed off my energy in the past. I’ve killed them by feeding them channeled energy until they pop! I don’t like vampires or any kind.

I’ve only had a few dreams in which I was flying and in some of them I was human and in others I was some type of bird but I don’t remember which kind of bird.

My conclusion is that as we develop our seven astral bodies they each need to go through their ancient history and evolve as well. At first they are animal and then become more human as they are gradually integrated. My dragon aspect took well over a year to fully integrate even though it was my constant companion.

I’ve not attempted to deliberately shape shift within meditations or astral journeys but I suspect that some day I will. In fact, at times I suspect that is the next step!

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Girl, Dragon, Catch, Fantasy, Photomontage, Composing

Many of us were here at Gaia’s beginning and evolved with her exploring each species and life form. We spent millons of years in lifetimes as reptiles and dinosaurs. In my vision of the different ages my vision of the age of dinosaurs was the most terrifying because it was so violent. That capacity for violence still lies deep within us and most of us are terrified of it!

When I really confront my fear of snakes and reptiles I think it comes down to the quickness, the capacity for violence and my inability to sense them until it is too late. They just simply appear and take me by surprise. But to be honest I am that way myself. I live among people that have no idea who I really am and I’m invisible in a way. I am not violent but I have survived countless astral battles. In over thirty years I have not lost a single one.

Many years ago I had a very vivid dream of walking on the shore of an underground ocean. There was a terrifying sea monster in that ocean and I was fishing for it. There was an astral cord from me to it and I was reeling it in even though it was fighting to get away. It’s jaws were horrible and I was very frightened but kept reeling it in.

When I finally pulled it on shore it transformed into a yellow alligator with a stubby tail. I called it my alligator puppy and realized that it was not dangerous to me, that it only wanted to protect me. So for about a year I kept it constantly at my side and could sense as it gradually turned into a large serpent that moved beside me. There were several times when I called on it to protect me from astral attack and it ruthlessly defended me.

Then I integrated it and it became more human until now today it is simply part of who I am like it always was. You see, I am a dragon that has become human. The reptile brain no longer controls me like it once did. Now it is my friend and a source of strength when I need it.

I think those stories of knights slaying dragons and getting their treasure are symbolic stories that tell of others who have done the same thing that I have. But I didn’t slay my dragon; I tamed it!

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Fantasy, Angel, Mystical, Wing, Magic, Mysterious

This is a difficult post to write because I don’t know as much as I should and I’m still figuring things out but we each have a male or female soul and it doesn’t matter the gender of our physical body. It determines how our soul progresses on its journey and to permanently activate each of the seven astral bodies we need to exchange energies with the opposite gender soul.

Some people find it normal to dream in complex environments and others dream with only the minimum environment needed for the dream to take place. The person who dreams in complex environments has a female soul and the one who dreams with only the minimum details has a male soul.

Those with female souls are traditionally known as spinners and weavers of the soul substance and have the ability to astrally give birth to astral bodies out of particular chakra energies for other people and generate those same astral bodies for themselves.

Those with male souls provide the energy and soul substance the spinners and weavers need to create astral bodies for both of them out of a specific chakra energy.

The female soul is like an apple, tightly integrated with all the layers merged together as much as possible. Their focus or ability to spin or weave is only around one chakra or energy center at a time. They gradually build up their soul with the oldest souls and the most magickal souls being able to spin or weave the etheric substance. These are very rare and also called natural born witches. Other weavers or spinners will work with the energies of the other chakras.

The male soul is more like an onion with many layers and they build up each layer one at a time with the help of a spinner or weaver of that particular layer or energy. For all seven possible astral bodies we all need to exchange energies with seven different people or soulmates who have energies that are compatible with our own. They are on the same frequency that we are! There are always more than one person that has the ability to work with us as a soulmate. There are always others on the same frequency as us. We can find them if we try. We walk the same paths with them for a space and then our paths divide. It can not be any other way. Even Divine Counterparts walk different paths from each other although our paths may cross from time to time.

When we have completed all seven possible astral bodies and our soul has developed as much as possible we find our Divine Counterpart and in uniting with our Divine Counterpart a male soul becomes a female soul and a female soul becomes a male soul. The one complete soul created with the Divine Counterpart then divides in a form of cell division and both souls continue the next higher octave of the soul’s journey alone, but not alone because they carry each other in their hearts. Energetically they have switched places and are now exploring the world created by the other.

We have all evolved from divine sparks of life. We have experienced lifetimes as each type of life form and species. Who we are and what we are can never fit entirely within one individual physical body. So once more we set out upon the fool’s journey, but this time from the opposite perspective.

We are all helpers and teachers of each other. We are all at different points upon our soul’s journey. When we offer a helping hand to others, they in turn will offer a helping hand to us in difficult times. Together we are all creating the ultimate reality!

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Horse, Pegasus, Archway, Fantasy, Mystical, Fairy Tale

What are dreams? Two kinds of energy flow through the astral planes, Spiritual Light from the Sun and Source and Vital Life Force Energy from living things. This energy flows through astral cords or magnetic flux lines and creates a huge and complex circuit that is constantly changing as things and people enter and leave our lives and our sphere of influence.

Dreams are created when the energy we have generated through the day is discharged into the astral while we are sleeping and an astral connection or cord is either created or destroyed; strengthened or weakened. We don’t normally have any awareness of existing astral connections because they are invisible to us even if they may extend back into past lives or early childhood.

If a dream includes people or events from out of our past it means that an astral connection that was formed in the past is being destroyed and is no longer active. This is a good sign of healing and letting go.

If a dream includes events of people as they exist in present time it means that a new astral cord or connection is being formed and will now be active bringing new things into your life.

If an astral connection is extremely strong it may take several repeating dreams to cut it down to size so to speak. In the same manner existing astral connections may upgrade to larger and stronger connections as they become more powerful and carry more energy.

The amount of energy that flows through these astral cords determines their power to attract or repel, to attack or defend. If the energy flows in one direction through these astral cords it will attract and if it flows the other way it will repel. The direction of the flow depends upon your polarization in regards to the issue or person involved in the dream itself. You may be positive polarity in one situation and negative polarity in another.

Each dream will be either empowering or it will weaken you. If you are able to reach a successful conclusion or get through an ordeal you have been empowered. If you have to flee or wake up in fear you have been weakened.

Dreams represent an accurate snapshot of events within the astral as they currently exist and probable futures but that does not mean they will continue to manifest as future events. It just means the energy around that person or event is currently activated and the astral circuits are changing.

Repeat dreams are areas of astral activity that are too large and significant to be resolved at one time because we don’t have enough available energy to bring things to a successful conclusion. Repeat dreams will usually occur at the same time of the month as that particular layer is activated.

Each dream is a rupturing of the astral fabric and a resetting of the circuit. This rupturing of the astral fabric happens all the time and it will always happen at the weakest points in the circuit. At first dreams will activate our inner weaknesses and bring them to our conscious awareness so we can deal with the affected issues. As we grow stronger these dreams will involve people and events external to us and that is when true magick happens.

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Wolf, Howling, Animal, Wild, Nature, Wildlife, Snow

Now that we talked about the Lunar cycle, the Solar cycle and the daily cycle we can talk about timelines and spheres of influence. In general the Spiritual Planes involve big picture events or mass events while the Magickal Planes involve more individual events. This means that things like wars, elections, pandemics and natural disasters; all things considered mass events sort themselves out in the Spiritual Planes before they can manifest as physical events. Our individual reactions and how those mass events affect us personally are sorted out in the Magickal Planes. This is just a general guideline but it shows how mass events project themselves ahead of time within the Spiritual Planes. In fact, the outcome of most mass events is determined one year ahead of time before they actually occur.

What I’m talking about can be considered global, national or even local and community timelines that gradually form around existing events as a probable blueprint of what will happen.

But individuals are the real wild cards and the sphere of influence of one single individual can wildly sway and alter the outcome of local, national and even global events! That is true magick!

So we need to look at the sphere of influence that an individual has. Let’s say the ordinary person has a sphere of influence of sixty miles. That means whatever this person does in their lives affects the lives of those around him or her for a radius of sixty miles. They affect friends, neighbors, coworkers and people they come in daily contact with and those people in turn come in contact with others.

Then there are those few people that have extremely large spheres of influence like celebrities, politicians and national leaders or the rich and powerful. But there is an even smaller group with an even larger sphere of influence and those are the masters and adepts that live behind the scenes and their sphere of influence is not in the number of people they influence but the quality of the few individuals that they influence! Through their sphere of influence these wild cards are able to create more wild cards until things truly become magickal and defy rational thought.

During the influx of Spiritual Light at the Winter Solstice these Wild Card individuals or masters and adepts draw incredible amounts of energy into them and into their timelines and when they compound that influx of energy by rupturing the astral fabric on a daily basis they become the kingpins that hold local reality stable around them.

So once more we see the importance of daily practice in living a magickal life. A true magickal practitioner creates timelines and not spells for one or two things of small consequence. They also put out immense amounts of energy on a daily basis and make every second of their life work for them!

Compare this to the ordinary person who goes with the flow in life only putting out as much effort as required to stay alive. These people are completely at the mercy of external events and are being constantly rattled as the foundations of their very world shakes beneath their feet. Which one are you?

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Nike, Sculpture, Statue, Fountain, Vegas, Victory

I’ve been researching the Druids and the Celts and was intrigued by a reference that suggested they might have been influenced by the Samothrace Mysteries and the Phoenicians who they traded with. So I ordered a book called “The Great Gods of Samothrace and the Cult of the Little People” by Carl A. P. Ruck. It was just published a few years ago in 2017 and I felt it would contain the most modern information. I’m about half way through it but far enough to make a few generalizations.

The Samothrace Mysteries were pre-Hellenic Greece and lasted over a thousand years. They were very famous and many influential people took this initiation and it was very popular. It was also open to any gender, or class of people. Many wealthy parents sent their children there as a rite of passage into adulthood. So it was an event that could take place any time of the year without any special planning or studies. You just needed to show up and it was offered to you.

In general this initiation offered protection and safe passage through the storms and tempests of life and involved the partaking of a wine laced with a hallucinogen like LDS and a Bacchanalian event or sex orgy. That pretty much sums up the book and like almost all modern researchers there is no recognition of the spiritual, occult and metaphysical truth behind such initiations or what they really conferred upon their initiates. But this research does give important clues as I will attempt to show.

My own path in life has allowed me to travel both the mystical and magickal paths to their conclusions. I have permanently activated all seven possible astral bodies including my etheric body and function normally on all planes. The magickal path for me has been a tantric one and I know quite a bit from personal experience. This allows me some insight into these things that is not available to those researchers who rely exclusively upon logic and reason for materialistic solutions to all mysteries.

First, the Samothrace mysteries were Goddess related and led to the establishment of the Eleusinian and Dionysian mysteries which came later and were also wide spread throughout the ancient world. Being Goddess related they were undoubtedly led by Priestesses and sexual in nature.

The tantric path is natural for women and leads to the relatively easy and quick development of the etheric body which is the non-physical body generated by the root chakra. It is also the body which is the most magickal as it functions below physical awareness. So you have a group of women that are working with sexual energies in sacred mysteries on an almost constant basis. They undoubtedly all had very strong abilities to work all types of magick! And by this I mean real magick!

Etheric energies or root chakra energies:

Located at the base of the spine, the pelvic floor, and the first three vertebrae, the root chakra is responsible for your sense of safety and security on this earthly journey. Balancing the root chakra creates the solid foundation for opening the chakras above. Imagine that you’re laying the foundation for a house in which you’re going to live for a long time. A solid foundation embedded in firm soil will provide the stability you need to create a home filled with joy for years to come.The root chakra is comprised of whatever grounds you to stability in your life. This includes your basic needs such as food, water, shelter, and safety, as well as your more emotional needs such as letting go of fear. When these needs are met, you feel grounded and safe, and you tend to worry less day to day.

So this is what the Samothrace initiation did for initiates. It completely opened the root chakra center and permanently activated their etheric body! In doing this it did grant them safe passage through the storms and tempests of life!

Life was very hard in ancient days and people were much closer to the earth than they are today. So they probably already had many of the 32 possible awareness points already activated at the etheric level. They just needed an extra burst to make the final earth connection to the womb of life and these tantrikas were able to provide it for them.

In working with sexual orgasm energy two orgasms close together are enough to rupture the astral planes. What happened at Samothrace was much more powerful by using at least three orgasms in a group setting combined with an hallucinogen to completely burst through any barriers and a rebirth experience that permanently activated the initiate’s etheric body. From an occult perspective this meant lasting protection and the ability to do magick as well.

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Animals, Forest, Silhouette, Deer, Wild Boars, Fog

Now that we understand how the Lunar, Solar and Daily cycles work to balance events and objects within the Spiritual and Magickal Planes so they can manifest within the Akashic Records as physical events its time to take a look at the big picture. Our entire universe and we ourselves emerge from a trinity of Sources which create the framework of what we experience as reality.

Everything, including ourselves, started out as a simple photon or spark of light and and its counterpart an electron. Because of the constant addition of new photons within our universe we were forced to age and grow more complex. We found our first Unity as we became an atom of Hydrogen as our north magnetic and south magnetic natures merged in Unity for the first time. You can’t really say that we had souls or awareness yet as we understand those things, but we existed.

Over time we aged and grew more complex becoming an atom of each element in turn with the addition of a proton and electron and finally we became an atom of the final element Oganesson. There was no place else to go and we were simply a drop in the cosmic ocean of this final element which is also called the Cosmic Womb. This was our second experience of Unity as we merged once more with all that is. As we became part of the Goddess of Creation.

From out of this vast Cosmic Womb came molecules and compound molecules, then stars and planets and we in turn were all of these things although we were not aware of it because our awareness of that of stars and planets and not of living souls.

Then on some planets cellular life arose and we were that cellular life. Our individual history and journey is written in the Akashic Records because the Akashic Records is that life! It is our journey of becoming, past, present and future all rolled into one. And the Akashic Records continue to unfold and we write and rewrite our individual journey.

So the Akashic Records are the 3rd Unity that we experience and the record of our soul’s journey is who we really are!

So the Akashic Records emerge out of the Cosmic Womb of Creation and we in turn emerge out of the Akashic Records. We are given an etheric form based upon our individual past life experiences and that etheric form creates our physical body and our entire lifetime or our destiny at the moment of our birth. In addition to our etheric body and physical body our other bodies are formed as well, our lower emotional body, upper emotional body, concrete mental body, abstract mental body, concrete spiritual body and abstract spiritual body as well as our original photon body or the divine spark of light that is our origin. All of these bodies emerge from the Akashic Records at the moment of our birth but we are not aware of them.

Life in a physical body is the 4th Unity that we experience and our awareness is centered around the heart which is the center of life for us. Our heart center is the balance of the male and female energies and the seat of our soul. Our Higher Self and Shadow are secondary personalities that must be integrated for us to become complete. It is our heart that is the seat of our conscience and the source of all truth for us.

Our Higher Self is those things that we wish we had but can’t find inside us. Until we can find those things inside of us they will be eternally out of our reach! We can see them in others but not in ourselves and that is the task. We keep pushing it away. We need to find the divinity within our selves and then we can find the divinity within others as well.

Our Shadow is what we once were and what we once did to stay alive. It is primitive and violent and we do sense it stirring inside of us and we are afraid of it. We want to be human and not animal! In fear and disgust we push it away and reject it although it only wants to keep us alive. It wants the best for us and wants to protect us. It knows what must be done to stay alive but we won’t listen to it. We need to learn how to listen to it.

So both the Higher Self and Shadow are secondary personalities and both work against us because we are not consciously aware of them. They are subconscious impulses that work against our conscious awareness and will continue to be our greatest enemies until we find a way to integrate them and accept them. That is why so many of the things that we do are self defeating.

This integration process begins at the heart and with our sense of self or our Ego. Our sense of self or Ego needs to be strong and healthy if it is to integrate both our Higher Self and our Shadow. That is the only way we can achieve mental and emotional health.

So we begin this life with a fully activated and permanent astral body created out of heart center energies, concrete mental energies. All the other astral bodies exist, but not under our conscious control. In fact, in many ways they work against us. We need to become aware of them and permanently activate them under conscious awareness. That is our spiritual journey.

It is this astral body created out of heart energy that first visits the Spiritual and Magickal Planes as we sleep. As we develop the other astral bodies they in turn become active as well. But first we need to activate them and we do that through intense living and generating enormous amounts of vital life force energy!

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Road, Forest, Fall, Path, Trail, Trees, Woods, Foliage

Now that I’ve shared what actually happens with the compression and expansion of the astral planes during the Lunar, Solar and daily cycles it should be apparent that it is normal for the astral planes to rupture and reset themselves on a daily basis. One of the important things to remember is that the astral planes will only rupture at the weakest points! It will not rupture where it is strongly supported.

The astral planes are incredibly dynamic and reflect the incoming energies from literally all sources at the same time. This includes the forces behind both collective and individual events. The resolution of those energies is constantly being updated on a daily basis. This is why mass events such as mass meditations can be so powerful. It is also why such mass events as Covid-19 can affect so many people in a negative way.

Now let’s draw a couple of obvious conclusions from this. The magickal practitioner who casts a circle, performs a spell and injects energy into the astral for some purpose is a one shot event. The astral strongly resists change and if the generated energy is not enough to rupture the astral fabric it won’t make any difference at all. If it does rupture the astral fabric it is assimilated and within 24 hours the astral has forgotten all about it. There is no longer any catalytic effect from the spell. It’s power has been used up. It was either enough or not enough to make a difference.

Now let’s explore this a bit further and examine magickal attack or vulnerability. When we are magickally attacked or even when something bad happens to us it is because we are in some way vulnerable. There is some portion of our life that is out of our control and negative things are happening to us. One part of our life is out of balance.

What this really means is that the circle of our aura has been broken. Our own aura is the weak link!

These vulnerable places may happen at any of the various levels, the Abstract Spiritual, Concrete Spiritual, Abstract Mental, Concrete Mental, Upper Emotional, Lower Emotional, Physical or Etheric. If we have not permanently activated an astral body at the affected level we have absolutely no defense or means to protect ourselves! If we have a permanently activated astral body at the affected level we can at least gain awareness of the problem and fight back and if we have permanently activated other astral bodies we can use them to join the fight!

It is a no brainer that our first priority should be to permanently activate as many of our astral bodies as possible and this is done through the alchemical process of physically generating enough energy to rupture the fabric of the astral every single day! In the beginning it will rupture inside of us but as we discover the weak spots and heal them a point will come when the rupture happens outside of us! That is when we are protected and can fight back!

To begin serious work in rupturing the astral fabric on a daily basis certain safe guards need to be in place and my free online course Organic Gnosticism is designed to do just that by opening and balancing the chakra centers in the correct way.

Any serious magickal practitioner will have some type of powerful daily practice. My own is to do one of my meditations in the morning. What is yours?

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