Archive for January, 2021

Gothic, Fantasy, Dark, Female, Witch, Fantasy Girl

As I begin this week I’ve been thinking about what to write, what is most appropriate at this point in time. What is most important. Any of you who have performed some of the portal meditations which I have shared understand that Gaia and The Womb of Creation are now energetically linked and unified permanently with SOURCE as Spiritual Light and the Divine Masculine. There is a constant and perpetual two way flow from SOURCE as Spiritual Light down to Gaia as SOURCE of all Life and back up again. The meditation itself proves this and we who do these meditations also have this same two way flow of Source energies surging through us and clearing out any negativities and toxins that are within us.

To do this we have confronted our Shadows and personal demons and purified and integrated them in a loving way along with our Higher Selves and so has Gaia. We have cleared the energetic pathways between the highest and the lowest and now we are in a state of balance and so is Gaia! Our task now is to hold that balance and maintain that balance while everyone else catches up!

The things that will be happening in the next few days, weeks and months are a necessary balancing of things that are not in balance! This is the mass eruption of Humanities Shadow as the remnant of humanity is forced to do what we have done voluntarily. It does not affect those things that are already in balance!

We ourselves have no place to go because we are already balanced. Our places are secure and protected because we have aligned our lives with Gaia and the life forces. The work that we have done will keep us protected and on timelines of continued spiritual growth. The simple truth is that if we have opened these two way energy channels within our souls there in no way we can be harmed by what is to come. Continuing the portal meditations can keep our energetic channels pure and clean and assist Gaia as well. This is especially true as we settle into our newly and permanently activated etheric bodies and learn how to use them.

It is more important than ever to choose life, love and good-will toward all rather than the restrictive fear based isolation that keeps people alone and powerless. So reach out to others with messages of hope and courage as we create the world in which we choose to live!

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Dragon, Fire, Boy, Tattoo, Mythical Creatures

For those that might not realize it this is a continued more in depth commentary on the pathworkings that I have been doing and the key points that I have discovered. So far I’ve mentioned the Guardian of the Threshold and the Akashic Records. It is after this that we encounter the strange saurian or reptilian entities for the first time. what is this really about?

Those of us in the Order have evolved and lived through the times as dinosaurs, have been dinosaurs and the reptile brain with its fight or flight reflex still lies deep within us. It is strange that on my first journey to the Akashic Records with my own meditation I chose a lifetime as a dragon and my treasure that I reclaimed was my fierceness in that lifetime. I’m not really sure why, but trust my instincts on this. I suspect there is a great fight ahead and I will need some of that fierceness!

Once several years ago I was given a vision of the great ages of Gaia and the age of the dinosaurs was one of them and it was extremely fierce and violent. Every Shaman at some point receives this vision in one way or another because it is a remembrance of his or her first origins going back to the photon level. For the shaman to connect to his or her earth power they must have this vision and it is related to the Akashic Records.

Fairy tales talk about the massive treasure troves that are guarded by dragons and we can only suspect that somehow these dragons also guard the Akashic Records which are the true treasure troves. Now I’m jumping ahead a bit to the 3rd pathworking but in it the griffins fight an eternal dragon which they can never truly defeat. It is an eternal battle as the griffins strive to save the sun from being devoured. This battle in continually renewed over and over again each day. What is that all about?

Now I’m going to jump completely off the track and talk about Divine Counterparts and Soulmates. Each one of us individually has an awareness that is cast upon the blank screen of a background. This is duality of self and not self. If everything was the same there would be no awareness. Awareness requires the contrast of a background to exist. Our Divine Counterpart creates and maintains that background, is the background! This is the great mystery of sex and opposites. The more distorted we are, the more distorted the background is! The ideal of course is seen within the yin-yang symbol in which no matter which way you look there is symmetry and balance. But even when there is no symmetry there needs to be balance because it belongs to Unity and a move in one direction must be balanced by an equal and opposite force in the other.

Ultimately our Divine Counterpart is our complete opposite and that means they also exist as countless lifetimes within the Akashic Records. At the beginning of a great cycle the entire created world stands between us as we experience those non-human lifetimes of each other. By the end of a great cycle we may have the opportunity to join with our Divine Counterpart however briefly, but then like a cell splitting and dividing we each form our own part of the yin-yang symbol. Each is a dot of awareness within the world that is the other. Much more on all this at a later time. I’m simply saying that on one level the dragon that we fight is our Divine Counterpart and Ultimately is our missing part! The most sacred thing in our world.

And we can find this dragon inside of us. But the dragon inside of us is a part of us and not a part of our Divine Counterpart. This dragon inside us is our guardian and protector if we can claim it and integrate it. Its soul purpose is to protect us from harm and keep us alive. But we are afraid of it. It is part of our Shadow.

So on our journey we encounter both dragons, the dragon of our Divine Counterpart which we must battle and the dragon of our own inner nature which we must befriend and integrate. Later in our journey we will learn how to appreciate and integrate the Dragon of our Divine Counterpart, but that is the end of the journey and not the beginning of the journey.

In the meantime we encounter Soulmates who are representatives of our Divine Counterparts and we interact with them instead. These contacts happen at the chakra level and are recognized by the strength of the energy exchanged, an almost fiery energy exchange!

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This is one of those videos that I simply needed to do, but don’t know how people will take it. As a Rosicrucian I’ve become accustomed to sending out a mental tap or link to check on others I might want to talk with. For example I might cast a feeler out toward a friend and sense whether it is a good time to talk or not. They can sense my contact and often call back in response. In like manner I can sense when someone is strongly thinking about me. I can literally feel the pressure of their thoughts. This is common and this is everyday. I don’t need to do a meditation for that. It is my normal. And if I want to send a short message or communication I simply do it by mentally reaching out to them.

On the surface this meditation does the same thing, but I sense there is an important difference. I sense that true telepathy and the possibility of true communications becomes possible at this etheric level for those that truly want to take the time to master it. Individual members of the circle seemed to be pretty excited about this meditation as well. I think it is possible to get very good at etheric level communications as we grow more accustomed to our new permanently activated etheric bodies. This includes the possibility of comprehensive etheric communication and sharing with each other in a totally new and deeper way. It also involves the possibility of connecting and communicating with those who have passed on.

This is one of the ways that members of the Order can strengthen the bonds between other members and that is both important and significant. This is especially true as we face censorship in so many ways in the physical world. It is important to find alternative ways to communicate and share with others. Ways that we can trust.

I would also like to point out that while many people are channeling information from various sources I am actually offering ways you can experience and test your new abilities and gifts first hand as you develop and strengthen the powers of your soul through portal working.

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Journey to the Womb of Creation, The Akashic Records and bring back a gift or tool that you earned in a past life which will be valuable today! While you are at it grant a wish to your past self!

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Buckled Book, Book, Fantasy, Photoshop, Hover, Cloud

Suddenly there is almost too much to share! I need to take a moment and regroup. First I will share that I am only posting this information here on my website and only sharing it with those who are seeking it out. This material and information will become increasingly protected and draw those who seek it and repel those not compatible with its energies. It is magically protected and magically enhanced. So pay attention to your own reaction to these posts as they will tell you things you need to know.

Secondly, doing any type of portal group working on a daily basis will ultimately lead to an initiation into the Order as your awareness connects with The Womb of Creation. When this happens your awareness has successfully crossed over to inhabit your permanently activated etheric body! You will know when this happens because your entire body and awareness will be totally immersed in these energies for well over four hours… it is a Cosmic Initiation that can only be brought about by your own efforts at unification with the Womb of Creation. This just happened for me a couple of days ago and I am still trying to process it!

So I am going to be offering several group portal working meditations that focus on different activities. You might be interested in developing some of your own as well. I have already offered the first one about exploring astral projection and out of body experience and another one about The Order and Strengthening our Bonds. More to follow.

The next group portal meditation will focus on The Womb of Creation and the Akashic Records which is also the focus of this post. The Womb of Creation and the Akashic Records both refer to that final element #118 which is a noble gas and contains within it all of the other elements and all other possibilities. It is the Cosmic Egg and Goddess as SOURCE of all living things. The elements may have evolved out of God as SOURCE but life evolved out of Goddess as SOURCE and there is a powerful attraction between the two of them. In doing the group portal meditations we tap into that polarity and the powerful energy exchange and it opens pathways inside ourselves.

As we begin this new Age and Master Cycle we are aligned with Gaia and with Goddess and SOURCE of all life. Because there is no such thing as time our eternal beginnings are still there and still active. These aspects of our past lives are what makes up the Akashic Records in which our entire evolutionary story of soul development is not only recorded but still active. But there is a distinction between our past and our future because our past has been written and our future is yet to be written. It is possible to rewrite our past by going backward in time and it is possible to pre-select our future by going forward in time but again there are differences. If we go back in time we need to choose things that might have happened and explore an alternate path than what currently has been recorded. If we go forward in time no path has been recorded and we need to select the timeline of our choice. To do this we need to rise to the highest levels of the astral planes so that we can influence events before they happen.

So going back in time takes place on the etheric planes where the Akashic Records exist which is at the Womb of Creation and going forward in time takes place on the highest spiritual planes where SOURCE exists as spiritual light at the level of the photon. But we exist in the eternal present moment and never truly can go back or go forward. What we can do is gather up the treasures, resources and weapons that we have earned over our countless past lifetimes and use them to assist us in the present moment while at the same time being sensitive to the infinite possibilities that open before us every day and take advantage of them. It is what we do in the present moment that determines where we find ourselves in the future and when we empower ourselves with the tools we have gained in past lives we can be far more effective in the present moment which in turn will lead us to our highest goals.

In any case it is what we choose to do in the present moment that determines our final destination! Choose well!

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Waterfalls, Water, Landscape, Fantasy, Fog, Light

Hi everyone! This is going to be short and sweet but from my heart. I was really excited when I realized that even when I did my portal meditations alone there were other entities in the circle with me and their crown chakras were brilliant white! My energies were blending with theirs and their energies were blending with mine as it should be.

These portal meditations are the most energetically powerful things that I’ve ever done and I’ve successfully done them with over a hundred different people with similar results. They are safe, effective and powerful and they don’t need me or anyone else to be there. This is not a Guru thing. You don’t need to listen to my meditation because you can create your own and that will work just as well. It is the tapping into SOURCE and the Cosmic Womb energies that make these so powerful. That plus the phase-locking and integration of each chakra energy makes them work so smoothly. These portal meditations are pure gifts that we are meant to make use of to get us through the coming times.

Because it is a group meditation and other entities are joining in that makes these meditations even more powerful as “service to others” and “service to Gaia”. And because they are service to others they don’t require so much energy, even though there is infinite SOURCE energy to tap into.

Literally any type of energy work including healing, astral projection, and magic are limited by the energy requirement. The portal meditations are not limited by this as there is always more than enough energy. These meditations activate the chakras in a balanced way and integrate them by phase-locking the energies together. This helps to develop and empower each individual astral body and increases the communication between the levels.

I have been led to do at least one of these meditations every day for the purposes of my own continued healing, soul development and mastery of the energies involved. As well as protection from the crazy things happening in our physical world today. This strengthens our souls for the time when we leave these physical bodies for the Summerland. It is nice to know that those entities we are sharing the circle with are our brothers and sisters and will be there waiting for us! Since these meditations activate the higher levels as well we automatically are working on creating the best timelines for us given our individual circumstances. These portal working meditations are truly magic in every way!

I encourage everyone to think about these things because I sense that we will be needing all the protection and support that we can get as Gaia purges this last round of toxins and negativity within the human race. Together we are strong! These portal meditations UNITE US!

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Fantasy, Beach, Woman, Rock, Treasure, Vase, Mystical

Doing these pathworkings has stirred up things for me and I guess that is their purpose. But what I would like to touch upon today is the symbolism vs the reality of inner experience. Because going through something symbolically is much different that going through it as a very real experience. So I will be doing some posts describing in my own life experiences some of these symbolic markers beginning with this ancient Guardian of the Threshold.

The Guardian of the Threshold appears fairly soon after we begin our spiritual journey and is almost like the event horizon that encircles a black hole. Once we pass that barrier there is no going back, never! And this is not one single experience because we may cross such thresholds in almost every area of our daily lives. These could be things like committing to a relationship, going to a new job, or any other significant turning point in our lives.

This is important because even though many will try some of the meditations and portal work and be successful, they will not seriously pursue them. They will not seriously pursue them because of this Guardian of the Threshold.

It is always a choice forced upon us and one that requires giving up our old way of doing and being in favor of something that is unknown. So in a way this is the terror of the threshold.

But in a larger sense this takes on a more significant role in terms of our spiritual journey. While we are all sparks of the Divine Light, our souls began to develop with cellular consciousness as living beings. In one way or another we have gone through the evolutionary process gradually becoming the humans that we are today.

And the Source of our souls, the Foundation of our souls, lies not in the Divine Spark but The Womb of Creation within the Akashic Records deep within Gaia’s core. So the Akashic Records is an ultimate power source for our souls to tap into. It is the Akashic Records which is the foundation and Source of our etheric body which in turn is the source of our physical body and so on as I’ve mentioned before.

As such the Akashic records hold the memories and experiences of our most primal and primitive lifetimes which contain the most raw and crude instincts of survival and the continuation of life. It contains our reptilian selves as well as our lifetimes as other species before we became human.

In our spiritual journey as we approach the Akashic records we sense these things and fear them because we don’t understand that they are our own past lives and experiences. The recent pathworking shows that we can’t attain to the Akashic Records until we have confronted the Guardian of the Threshold because the Guardian of the Threshold might also be termed the “aura” of the Akashic Records itself.

At the age of fourteen I had a spiritual crisis in which I began to hate myself because of my own behaviors like lying and not having a conscience or not listening to it. During confirmation classes at church I took money out of the offering jar and bought candy which I ate during the classes. But something inside of me knew what I was doing was wrong and it got harder and harder to live with myself. Finally I reached a point of absolute crisis in which I turned to God and swore that I would live according to my conscience, so that my conscience would be clean. I have kept that promise to this very day, but that was my first encounter with the Guardian of the Threshold.

My second encounter came when I was nineteen after I had been studying the Rosicrucian monographs for around a year and was exposed for the first time to the concepts of the Christ Spirit as the still small voice of conscience within each human heart and those of reincarnation. These were in direct conflict with the External authority of the religion in which I was raised and created a spiritual crisis in which my very soul was at stake! I could not choose! My heart knew that I had to choose but I still could not choose! This crisis coupled with other crisis in my life led me to lying motionless on the basement floor unable to move in a psychotic break. Finally I chose what I needed to choose, to follow the inner voice of my conscience and the Christ spirit within my heart. But in doing so I left my emotional self behind… That was how violent this threshold crossing was to me.

And when I listen to the pathworking about the Guardian of the Threshold I think of these things and my understanding grows greater because they are not just symbolic journeys.

I will mention one other instance of a dream in which my feet were frozen to the ground and would not move. My force of Will was so great that I threw my body onto the ground and by grabbing clumps of grass pulled myself along until my feet once more functioned properly. This too is symbolically referred to in the pathworkings. I hope I have shown that it is our recognition of what the symbolism means that is important and not the pathworking itself.

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Forest Of Dreams, Forest, Woman, Autumn, Leaves

As ascended masters we walk the earth magically with a permanently activated etheric body which we need to learn how to use before we can learn how to use the others. To be in balance means that we create no karma as we walk through this physical world. Essentially we have become invisible and no longer a participant in the dramas that are being acted out around us.

By acting creatively upon the other planes of existence we can alter events and their outcomes long before they become physical. That means here in the present moment there doesn’t need to be any struggle. We have plugged all the holes and fixed all the leaks in advance.

But nothing is perfect and reality is always changing and adapting to new conditions so it becomes important to astrally scan the different levels for any approaching trouble spots or dangers. It is best if we can do this as a daily practice.

Even more importantly we can learn to heal and service our physical bodies because it is at the physical levels where many of the most troublesome restrictions and dangers appear. This is where we are most vulnerable. The healing can occur on the other levels but they need to make their way to the physical to be effective. In this respect physical activity is the most powerful because it acts directly upon the physical plane. Physical activity combined with etheric activity can reverse the aging process and begin the rejuvenation and rebuilding of a healthy physical body.

Let’s face it, we arrived! We ascended! But we took some hits and damage along the way. If that damage is deep enough and serious enough our physical bodies will not be able to recover and we will need to move on without them. But, damn it, we can try to slow that process or stop it entirely and that is what has now become possible. But we need to actively work at it! Let’s see what we can do!

Many of my future posts will focus upon this process.

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As promised here is a special video designed to strengthen the bonds with other members within our group and portal workings. The focus is entirely on strengthening those bonds and creating a safe place within the etheric planes in which we can meet and share. Very powerful!

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Fantasy, Forest, Magic, Surreal, Artistic, Woman

Last night as I did my astral projection meditation I was surprised at how clearly I sensed shadowy figures sitting in the circle with me and they all had brilliant balls of energy floating over their heads. In even more amazement I realized that they in turn were also linked at that level to many others not directly in the circle with me. We were all actually forming a an energetic grid that encircled Gaia! Today this feeling of being a member of this Order became even stronger. This Order is awakening and calling out to all members for the work is at hand.

Strictly speaking this is an etheric Order and doesn’t exist on the physical plane, but many of it’s members do. Many do not. Yet the call has gone out and I’m in a position to assist in this work. Portal work creates the proper conditions for personal and group advancement. I will upgrade my Healing and Prosperity Circle meditation and create several others that will assist each person in becoming more at home both on the etheric planes and with magical work within the physical plane.

Here are some ideas that I have for new astral projection related meditations through portal working.

Exploring the Akashic Records for past life empowerments

Astral Projection Practice #2 Short Journeys and remembering them.

Astral Projection Practice #3 Visiting Someone and delivering a specific message.

Joining an Order Conclave at the Akashic Record Hall and strengthening bonds with each other.

Astral Projection Practice #4 Remote Viewing of a specific target in time and space.

The goal of these meditations is to develop skill and confidence in our new abilities. The next step is to have zoom meetings where we can do group projection activities and talk about them with each other afterwards. I plan to make these zoom meeting available this spring after the spring equinox. That means we can use this time to develop our skills so that we are ready for the next step. We are entering challenging times and need to be ready to meet those challenges. I look forward to getting to individually know each one of you once more, my brothers and sisters of the Order… after long lifetimes of being apart!

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