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Haunted House, House, Haunted, Halloween, Dead, Death

In the last two posts I’ve talked about things that I actually experienced while wide awake. The unseen is far more than that though and I will share some more things that I have experienced that happened while I was sleeping and this includes visions and lucid dreams as well as encounters with non-physical entities of various types.

As I became more sensitive to my dreaming and tried to remember them something truly magickal happened. A point was reached when I would dream about anything that was a critical event in my life before it happened. I will give an example. One night while I was working as an over the road truck driver I dreamed of a car suddenly swerving right in front of me and in my dream I violently turned the wheel of my car hauler rig (I could haul ten cars at one time on it) toward the ditch and narrowly avoided an accident. The next day I was driving the interstate around Chicago when a car sharply turned in front of me as in my dream. It sharply took the exit and was gone. I was still shaken by that experience when another car abruptly swerved in front of me and then hit its brakes! I was forced to violently turn my truck onto the shoulder of the highway to avoid running the vehicle over and nearly tipped my semi tractor over!

This is what I think happened. I was driving in the slow lane of the main interstate highway around Chicago. I was just about to pass an exit that the first car needed to take. In panic the first car swerved in front of me and took the exit. But there must have been a second car that was following the first car for directions. Because that second car not only swerved into the lane directly in front of me, but then stopped abruptly as if wondering where the first car had gone! It was the second car that I had to violently turn the wheel to the right for because that was the car that forced me off the road to avoid a collision!

Years later I would even dream about and critical good things before they happened to me. This is no longer speculation or open for debate. It is simply how I live!

There were other kinds of dreams as well. Sometimes I would encounter entities that were very real and not my imagination. There are several ways that I knew they were real. One was in dream encounters where I would certainly experience a flash of fear at encountering them suddenly. That flash of fear did not mean there was any danger. What it meant was an encounter with energy that was alien to my own. It was not me! Other indicators of dream encounters included symbolism that was not my own. For example, if I ever dream of someone using a cell phone or calling me on a cell phone I know that it is not my dream energy because cell phones are not and never have been anything I ever dream about. I barely know how to use one!

I could fill a book about dreams and dream encounters but finish by saying that I have experienced thousands of dream encounters with people or entities that are or were extremely powerful on the lower planes. Some of them were neutral to me and just showed up, while others stared me in the face taking a good hard look along with a clash of wills before leaving. Not all of those were human! With a few notable exceptions the truly powerful ones avoided open conflict with me. I will share the stories of two that ended in open conflict.

Shortly after I had crossed the Great Abyss back in 1991 I had regained my connection to the earth and was struggling through the healing process before my soulmate cycles actually began. I had an incredibly vivid dream of Aleister Crowley motioning that I was to open and read a large book that was lying on a marble pedestal. I remember grabbing the large book covers with both hands and opening it up. My hands were stuck to the pages. Crowley began to cackle and said that if I ever broke my connection with the book or let go of it I would die. I screamed “No!” And slammed the book shut. Immediately I felt that my astral cord that connected me to my physical body had caught on fire and was being destroyed from the ground up. In panic I kept rising on the planes until my awareness was once more above the Great Abyss where I sought safety and shelter in a little bubble of light that surrounded me. My astral cord had been severed and that is what brought about the beginning of my soulmate cycles because each soulmate offered to ground me back to the earth with the energy that they shared. This also led to my open energetic conflict with the OTO and the Holy Kabbalah which has long since been taken care of. The Holy Kabbalah no longer functions as it once did.

The second vivid dream of violent and serious conflict began as a vision of several police cars with flashing lights driving down a dusty country road to some kind of compound. Then the dream shifted and I was in a room and a man was attacking me with a knife. We were both naked. This period of my life had been filled with dreams of magickal conflict, often two or three a night. But this was different. I felt like I was fighting for my life and when my knife finally plunged into the chest of my opponent he didn’t disappear like my opponents normally did. He sagged against the wall and then to the floor with my knife still in him and blood running down his chest. It was like a nightmare and I woke up in terror. The next day after I had been awake for some time I heard on the news that the police had seized the Branch Dravidian Compound in Texas and that its leader David Karesh had committed suicide! For some reason I still feel and believe that it was David Karesh that I was fighting that night. This magickal stuff was no longer simple fun!

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Fantasy, Cemetery, Skeleton, Input, Cross, Light

The recent full moon was Beltaine and I had a very strange dream. This dream was taking place on the lower etheric and it didn’t seem like a dream at all. It seemed like maybe a lucid dream. I was in a old pickup and someone else was driving but I was crushed between the door and her. The pickup was traveling at a good clip but it was night and there were pale white bodies coming out of the ground. They almost looked like they were swimming in the soil. None of them were completely out of the ground and none of them were completely in the ground. There were both men and women and some had long hair and sleek muscles. They looked healthy and beautiful.

The pickup almost ran over a couple of them and I tugged at the steering wheel in alarm. I was worried about them and didn’t want any harm to come to them. I wondered and wondered what that dream was about. I told some friends about it and how strange it was and as I was telling them the story it hit me. They were dead! Those were dead people rising out of the ground, silent but very agile and active. And then I thought about people who could see dead people. I have never been able to. What is going on? I don’t have a clue at this time, but if you have any thoughts leave a comment. I would be interested.

On another note I got into a very interesting discussion in a pagan community and then suddenly all the debate forums were shut down. The other groups or forums were facebook clones where people posted a pic or two and a couple sentences. I looked and looked for something to join into and there was literally nothing of substance. There was nothing of personality! The comments and posts seemed more ghostly and fragile than the pale dead people in my dream! It was as if people were afraid to say “This is what I believe!”

Why are people so reluctant to take a stand in today’s world? Why are people so afraid to be? I’m confused and really don’t understand. Again, if you have any thoughts on this please let me know. I’m just posting this to let people know there are some strange things going on.

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Angel, Lake, Nature, Wing, Water, Mirroring, Romantic

I’ve certainly been posting quite a bit lately, but it seems needed for some reason. Things are happening fast and there is a lot of disinformation out there. I can only share my experience and my truth for those interested.

I’ve been doing my full chakra meditation at least once a day and while it was difficult at first, it is becoming easier and more defined each day. So this is about that meditation and how it seems to be evolving in my experience.

This meditation is about learning to shift the point of awareness to each individual energy center. When that shift is achieved there is a definite feeling and sensation of being totally within that energy. In fact, you become fully conscious inside an astral or etheric body created out of each particular energy. The entire world that you sense around you is the world of that particular energy whether it is spiritual, mental, emotional or whatever. This is not an out of body experience because you never project, but you do create that energy body and shift awareness into it. You do sense the entire world from that vantage point within that particular energy.

So even if you don’t astral project out of your body, you do create that astral/etheric body and become fully conscious within it. This is very profound and powerful because one by one you unfold and open each possible energy body and shift your awareness to it. At the end of the meditation you unfold and open the all important energy center where your feet touch the ground! The portal meditations paved the way for this more advanced energy work.

In the beginning I found it difficult to shift my awareness from center to center, but now it is becoming easier and easier and the effect seems to last longer and longer. I am certain that soon these shifts of consciousness will become permanent changes and permanently activated within this final energy center where my feet touch the ground. That seems to be the goal, full spectrum awareness in a full spectrum energy body.

Now here is what is interesting. I seem to be directed to invoke healing of my physical body from each chakra center as my awareness shifts into that energy. My physical body seems to be independent of these energy bodies, but totally immersed in them at the same time. So my physical body seems to be floating or soaking in those energies and gradually dissolving any blockages or impurities. One might even suggest that the DNA is being gently massaged and perhaps manipulated into a new genetic blueprint or even the original Garden of Eden blueprint.

Let me restate this for clarity. I have never been guided or directed to focus like this upon the healing and integration of my physical body! This is something entirely new that has never happened before. It seems that this is now the focus that should be undertaken. The complete integration and activation of all the energy bodies into one complete soul body and the complete integration of it with the physical body.

This is possible for each and every one of you if you choose to do it. The ascension energies are supporting this activity now more than ever before. These meditations show you how to do it and what you need to do. The question is:

Do you want to have each energy body permanently activated? Do you want them all integrated into one complete soul? Or is it not that important to you? Would you rather spend your time focused on something else?

What I’m getting at is that some of us are in the process of going through the door into another world and another way of living. This is happening now. This focus on the physical body and its integration with the complete soul body is unprecedented. I don’t know what the final outcome will produce, but I do know that it is happening now and will peak by the summer solstice. The tools are available for those that are called. . .

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Couple, Romantic, Galaxy, Stars, Universe, Love

This is a post that I have avoided writing for a long time. One of the reasons is that the entire subject is bitter-sweet and difficult to write about. But we are at an evolutionary stage where these things need to be openly known and talked about. What I am about to share comes from painful personal experience that is backed up by others.

The closest you, I or anyone can come to becoming one with God, Goddess or Divinity is to join with our Divine Counterpart in any way at all. Our Divine Counterpart is everything that we are not and at the same time everything that we long for. Any truly mystical, spiritual experience and powerful experience is powered by the powerful attraction that pulls Divine Counterparts toward each other.

A Divine Counterpart relationship is defined by the extraordinary power it generates between the two Divine Counterparts. There is simply nothing like it! Once two Divine Counterparts find each other the energy they share will rapidly increase to the point where an exact duplicate of each permanently lives in the other’s heart like a massive yin-yang symbol and then in a process of cell division what has become one will divide to once more become two with the seed of each within it. The relationship will go chaotic and make a quantum leap to a higher type of Divine Counterpart relationship. Our physical bodies are too limited to contain these unlimited relationships! We are so much more than physical bodies. In biblical terms a new heaven and a new earth will be created.

The world we live in, the world we find ourselves in, is literally the body of our Divine Counterpart. A single human body can never contain the soul of our Divine Counterpart. We have slowly and gradually evolved through all the plant and animal kingdoms and so has our Divine Counterpart. Thus we each have created our own separate worlds out of our own experience. Each merging with our Divine Counterpart happens at the end of a Great Cycle and the process of Uniting and then the cell division creates new worlds for each of us. As we explore these new worlds we are exploring aspects of our Divine Counterpart that we never experienced before. At the same time we carry a copy of our Divine Counterpart within our hearts. We call this the Christ Spirit even though it is really our Divine Counterpart who never leaves us.

We are drawn to Soulmates because our Divine Counterpart sends them to us as intermediaries. The Divine Counterpart relationship is essentially that of matter/anti-matter and so volatile that the true union of Divine Counterparts on every level would result in the end of everything, would result in everything being reduced to the photon state. There would be no existence. Soulmates are the way our Divine Counterparts can gradually share in our life experience through intermediaries.

Soulmates are souls that are on the same frequencies and we all have several potential soulmates to help us get through life and to help us develop our souls and empower them. The portal meditations that I have given link members of the Order at the energetic chakra levels and make them soulmates of each other. That is why we help each other out in those meditations. Each member of the Order is a soulmate and part of a soul group.

The ancient story of the fallen angels is a distortion of the Divine Counterpart mythos. There must always be a “fall” and there must always be a “return”. One angel will choose Gaia and all life upon her as sacred and become the guardian of all life. The other angel will choose to make the human race more godlike and give birth to a new race of humans. This superior race of humans will be created through bloodlines and selective breeding. Sound familiar?

So Divine Counterparts always eventually find themselves on opposite sides working for opposite goals which they both strongly believe in. But they always long for those rare moments at the end of Great Cycles when they can be together at last, those times when they are on the same side! Especially because they know it can never last! But they will always carry each other in their hearts and will always recognize each other when they meet.

So there are and always will be two sides in apparent eternal conflict. Soulmates act as bridges between these two forces. Soulmate cycles create permanently activated astral bodies by giving “birth” to them and giving “birth” to new timelines. Then having done their work, they tend to move on in different directions. In this manner we are all “teachers” of each other. Love relationships help each of us to develop our souls as we share and support one another. No one will walk the same path as another, but we will all share parts of our path with others at some point. We welcome each other into our lives and release them when the time is up. . .

Anything else is pure vampirism. . .

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Hot Air Balloon, Lake, Balloon, Sunset, Blue, Yellow

So what is hot air and what is real? Time to continue this discussion of some of the flaws and weaknesses of the materialist position which refuses to recognize the soul or multi-dimensional aspects of life. This time we will visit such concepts as the 100th Monkey, herd immunity, and the human collective consciousness.

But first a recognition of the role that memory plays in the foundation of the soul. Any concept of the soul is partially based upon memory. We can freely admit that sometimes the evolutionary process is more successful than others and species tend to evolve upon lines or traits that have been successful in the past. But the materialist needs to be careful here because how is it that a new successful adaptation is continued? Once something happens, it becomes more likely to happen in the future. If it happens twice it becomes even more likely to happen in the future.

I will take a negative example this time instead of a positive one. If you have a blood clot in your leg you become more at risk for having another blood clot in your leg. This is kind of a no brainer, but illustrates the point I’m trying to make. After something happens the first time, there remains a trace of it, a footprint, a pattern or a pathway. This is the basis of memory and replication. A materialist will say that this memory or path is organic and physical as perhaps through the DNA or learned behaviors or the cellular structure itself.

But it has pretty well been established that information or behaviors can be transmitted through non-organic ways that are not completely understood. This is where the materialist argument falls apart. That is why the hundredth monkey effect is such a powerful study and why it is so viciously discredited by some and championed by others.

From Wikipedia:

The hundredth monkey effect is a hypothetical phenomenon in which a new behavior or idea is spread rapidly by unexplained means from one group to all related groups once a critical number of members of one group exhibit the new behavior or acknowledge the new idea. The behavior was said to propagate even to groups that are physically separated and have no apparent means of communicating with each other.[1]

Since it was first popularized, the effect has been discredited in many cases of research.[1][2][3][4][5] One of the primary factors in the spread of this concept is that many authors quote secondary, tertiary, or post-tertiary sources that have themselves misrepresented the original observations.[1]

However, while it may not be a true story, the phenomenon and the idea of collective consciousness within the original story can be closely linked to the concepts of herd behavior, in which individuals in a group act collectively without centralized direction, and information cascades, in which an individual is influenced and changes their behavior or opinion based on inferences that they make by observing other people.[

But the idea of herd immunity is scientifically accepted! The idea of herd immunity is talked about during this season of Covid 19! When will we reach herd immunity or have we already? It is exactly the same thing! The idea of a human collective consciousness is a basic and foundational element of Jungian psychology. These are direct threats to the materialist position. So they must be viciously attacked as well.

Enough of this, let’s get back to memory, the root of the soul. Is memory an energy pattern or is it entirely organic and cellular? Or is it perhaps both? Let’s consider associative thought. One thought connects and links to another thought and links to another thought ad infinitum. What we consider conscious awareness follows established thought patterns that have been successfully used in the past, just think back to any social events and chats with friends that keep repeating the same old material and discussions over and over again. It is even rare to open oneself to new concepts and ways of thinking. We try to recycle what has worked for us in the past and only when that fails do we try something new and different. Only then to we attempt to create new associations. Human thought processes are very similar to computer programing and in a way the mind is an organic computer. But the soul is the collection of all awareness, of all memories and behaviors. It is the total of who we are. It is the awareness of the information which is held in the memories.

What I’m attempting to get at here is that it is the associative energetic framework that holds the cells, the organs, the tissues, and even our very thoughts together in a cohesive way. It is the energetic framework through which awareness and consciousness manifest, not the physical framework which the energetic framework uses and flows through. Those memories may be stored within the cells and DNA, but they are activated and brought into awareness within the energetic framework that contains the entire system. This energetic framework is non-physical, although it might be electrical and magnetic in nature. Without the vital life current there is no life and no awareness. It might even be possible that one day memories may be placed in computers and when activated individual awareness may result. Awareness is the soul, the energetic framework that holds everything together, but it is activated and makes use of the memories. This energetic framework is multi-dimensional. The memories themselves are not aware. They are just data.

One tuning fork that is struck and placed close to another tuning fork may cause that second tuning fork to begin vibrating at the same frequency. This is recognized as valid, but being affected by the emotions of someone that you are sitting next to is not recognized as valid even though a similar principle is involved.

Over and over I can cite different examples in which the materialist picks up on an important aspect of what is happening, but remains absolutely closed to the non-physical aspects and multi-dimensional aspects that are constantly being discovered and rediscovered. Even when they are supported by science! My stance is that life and the soul are multi-dimensional and based upon quantum science, chaos theory and non-linear time. Both life and the soul evolve and go through a birth, death and rebirth process to higher and more complex states of being. The energies that contain the essential patterns are not destroyed, but recycled and appear in a new and higher forms that are more evolved and complex. This energy and the information contained within it cannot be destroyed. The materialist position is simply too restrictive and intolerant.

The only thing the materialist position can do effectively is stand up against the creationist perspective. In many ways it is the pot calling the kettle black! It has no defense against the new theoretical sciences and remains helpless against them.

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Wormhole, Time Travel, Portal, Vortex, Space, Warp

To consider the soul and consciousness we need to grasp the cutting edge of science and not the simplistic 3D view of most materialists. We need to consider modern chaos theory, quantum physics and multi-dimensional reality. The soul, consciousness and the physical body go hand in hand as they continuously evolve to higher and higher forms of complexity and awareness.

We can consider our universe as a closed energy system that is constantly introducing new photons and displacing the older ones. As the older ones age they are forced into a chaotic phase and then to take quantum leaps as they evolve into higher energy systems that are once more stable. This cycle of birth, death and rebirth is constant at every level of existence including human life and the human soul. The energy gestalt remains in place as it take on new and more glorious forms as the soul evolves.

Each element slowly ages and becomes a different element. The atoms of the silver coin will one day take on seven more electrons and protons and become Xenon, a noble gas that we can’t see, feel or sense. What was once fully material will become as if it were nothing. But then as it continues to age it makes a quantum leap to a new electron ring and with the addition of twenty five new electrons and protons over time it once more becomes solid, it becomes perhaps a coin of pure gold that we can touch and hold in our hands. As it continues to age it gains seven more electrons and protons and once more becomes an intangible noble gas that we cannot see, sense or touch.

This aging process called atomic decay is driven and takes place ultimately because of the new photons entering our universe which continue to displace the older ones and force them into new states of existence. Physical reality is not what we think it is. It is too easy to think of our physical world as solid and real, but the last, final and heaviest element #118 called Oganesson is a noble gas that we can’t see, smell or touch. But what really happens when the last element is reached?

My personal belief which is echoed by the mystery schools of the ancient past, is that this final element forms an ocean that contains all other elements and compound elements, that this vast ocean of outer space is an ocean of this final element, the Womb of Creation, and out of it all life eventually emerges. The void of outer space is not a void of emptiness, but a vast ocean of completeness from which life emerges in quantum leaps as new photons continue to enter our universe. Everything, literally everything is part of a vast energy system that is constantly evolving and making quantum leaps from one form to the next and human life and the soul are included in this massive cycle of being.

This is just a reflection on chaos theory, but what about the new age notion that Gaia’s vibrations are rising in frequency and our entire solar system is rising in vibration? Science tells us that there is a massive black hole at the center of our galaxy and that it is gradually pulling us in. But what happens when a spinning object is gradually pulled in? I remember as a child tying a metal object on a string and swinging it around my head. The object moved slowly when it was far away from my body but as I shortened the string it went faster and faster. It was quite fun!

Our Milky Way Galaxy is no different. There is a large concentration of stars within the Milky Way Galaxy that form the image of a narrow path or road and that is how it gets its name. But when that path or road perfectly lines up with earth and our solar system the long way, so that the gravitation of all those stars are added to the gravitational pull of the black hole at the center we move inward toward the center of the galaxy more swiftly than at any other time. Is it coincidence that the Mayan calendar was based upon this celestial lineup? That it heralded the end of one era and the beginning of another?

Because this inward motion is so large and all encompassing we have no markers or standards to measure against because everything else is moving inward with us.

So why do materialists not recognize this scientifically provable example of rising frequency and vibration? Why do they insist that the cosmic void is emptiness and not completeness, the Womb of Creation? The Goddess? Why do they not recognize that the heaviest possible element with 118 electrons and protons and seven complete electron rings is a noble gas that we can’t see, sense or touch? Why do they not recognize the evidence of quantum leaps in the evolution of both life, the soul and consciousness?

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Ufo, Space, Stars, Science, Spaceship, Galaxy

I’ve really been trying to think what next to share on this subject and things seem to focus around two main points and the distortion and spin that detracts from these two main points. So in a way this post might seem anti-scientific! Oh well…

The first point is the concept of internal authority vs external authority and the second is the importance of developing a healthy sense of self and ego for spiritual, mental and emotional health in a world that praises selflessness!

I just thought of a third concept that is just as important if not even more important. The concept that if we each do that which is truly right for us, we not only benefit, but our loved ones benefit, our community benefits, our nation benefits and the entire world benefits! We do this by following the still small voice of our conscience, the Christ Spark within our hearts.

These things seem so simple and true but what happened? Why is this not being done? How are these simple truths so distorted and how are we pulled into sacrificing our lives and personal power to things not in our best interests?

I am reminded of something Hanns Heinz Ewers once said, that it was only humans that turned away from God. The plant kingdom, the animal kingdom, never turned away from their connection to the Divine. It was the humans who developed logic and reason, killed their hearts, and turned away from God. Lucifer was guilty of spiritual pride and that is what we see in today’s world where logic and reason are deemed supreme and spirituality is not recognized. Our high tech world has no heart!

Ironically the mystical path is well documented and the Great Abyss stands between Logic and Reason and a truly spiritual awareness and consciousness known as self-evident truth or intuitive understanding. This awareness is archetypal and perfect in its perceptions of reality. Logic and reason are not involved in any way. To cross over into this higher awareness means the death of the false ego and the death of logic and reason. Great scientific discoveries come from flashes of illumination that originate from this higher level. Ultimately logic and reason only lead to paradox. Ultimately the forces of logic and reason will attempt to destroy and eliminate this spiritual awareness and self-evident truth. Ultimately logic and reason will fail as the heart-mind connection is returned to the human race and people remember what it is to be human.

But now logic and reason are used to pervert and twist twist things so that ordinary people get lost on their way and are seduced to follow paths that take away their personal power and freedoms. They follow inhuman, non organic and sterile paths. There are only two ways to escape the chains of logic and reason. The first is continued exposure to self-evident truths and the second is to develop a connection and trust to the still small voice of conscience that speaks within each human heart if we would only listen! Each truth is personal and individual.

Each one of us has dreams and things that our hearts long for. We also have limited time and resources and must choose wisely how best to use them. To do that we each need to learn about ourselves and discover who we truly are and what is really important to us. Once we have found our purpose in life we need to follow it where ever it may lead trusting that in following our inner truth we benefit, our loved ones benefit, our community benefits, and the entire world benefits. Our hearts and our intuitive self will not steer us wrong.

But logic and reason will be deployed against us to demand our time, money and vital life force in other ways that will be proclaimed as more important. There will always be a cause that is more important than our own, that will require our time, money and life’s blood. And if we let it suck us dry, it will throw us away broken and lifeless. There needs to be a balance and that balance needs to be individual.

God needs us to do this, to give to this cause. Our nation needs us to die on its battlefields. Our church needs us to spread the word. Our government needs us to follow the rules and regulations and pay taxes. Our employer needs us to do work that is dull, monotonous and soul destroying. Our family needs us to be there for them as well. There is always some cause that is greater and more important than that which whispers to us from within our hearts. It is always an external authority, and external cause, and it takes and takes without giving anything back in return. It is a vampire and it is slowly killing us! It is slowly sucking us dry and when we are done it will cast us away!

We are taught and told to be selfless, unselfish; to not think of ourselves but of others instead and to submit to these higher causes is the greatest virtue we can achieve! But there is a problem with this. Life requires a balance, we require a balance and a strong sense of self and competency is needed to maintain and uphold spiritual, mental and emotional health. Our loved ones require us to be strong and healthy so that we can be there for them. Our community requires us to be strong and healthy so that we can be there for it and so on.

This all or nothing approach is not healthy at all. When we give our ourselves there needs to be something coming back or it becomes unhealthy and we are the only ones who can individually determine if we are getting back enough.

And what of these glorious causes? Max Stirner puts it this way:

“They all have an admirable time of it when they receive zealous homage. Just observe the nation that is defended by devoted patriots. The patriots fall in bloody battle or in the fight with hunger and want; what does the nation care for that? By the manure of their corpses the nation comes to ‘It’s bloom’! The individuals have died ‘for the great cause of the nation,’ and the nation sends some words of thanks after them and – has the profit of it.”

And this was originally written in German in 1845! Has anything really changed since then? The mind needs to be linked with the heart and the heart needs to be linked back to nature and all living things! Insist upon a win-win-win solution! It is good to support causes if we are getting back in return what we need from them. But are we getting back enough? Only you can answer that question.

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Magical, Woman, Fantasy, Creative, Abstract, Effects

This will take several posts and I am working at getting more research done as we speak, but I felt there at least needed to be a beginning! The mind games that are going on with those materialists that deny the soul and its powers needs to be challenged and I am hopeful that I can provide some understanding and defense against this unholy onslaught that twists the minds of even our brightest and most intelligent.

So I will try to give simple examples of things that are conveniently ignored by these materialists. Things that challenge the very foundations of what they claim to be true. At the same time I will not be drawn into making these posts head trips if I can help it.

First I will mention that we think we are our physical bodies, but closer examination shows that it is difficult to determine this “physical body”. Each day we take in food and excrete waste, but portions of that food become our “physical body” and our cells are replaced by new cells and discarded as waste. It is more accurate to say that we are the “energy field” that shapes and holds our physical body together even as new cells are created and old cells are destroyed. But even that is not quite right. Our essence or soul might be considered a “verb” and not a “noun”.

Consider the computer. What makes a computer interactive? Is it the physical components? The program it runs? The electricity that is turned on or off? Or is it the interaction of the user with that program? We humans are bio-computers and the same situation may be said to apply to us as well. It is pretty well known that awareness flows from association to association in a manner similar to computer programs and we are just as trapped within our own beliefs or programming as any computer is trapped within its programming. That doesn’t mean that we have no souls.

Consider the evolutionary science of Darwin and Richard Dawkins. Richard Dawkins is infamous for his defense of evolution and his atheism. But I am in the process of reading his book “The Greatest Show on Earth” and find it fascinating and true. In no way does it deny the truth or evidence of the soul and its evolution, but rather it enhances and helps to prove it! The missing piece of the puzzle is the multi-dimensional aspect. The soul evolves along with the physical body! The soul and the physical body are so interrelated and entwined that it is impossible to separate them.

The thing is that multi-dimensional reality is difficult if not impossible to express in our 3 dimensional understanding of reality. It can only be symbolically represented. The information on the horn torus shape that I’ve posted earlier is an example of this multi-dimensional aspect of reality. Science has also attempted this by explaining how a photon at times acts like a wave and at other times acts like a particle. This is also how human awareness sometimes expands outward to include our entire world and at other times seems encased within our physical bodies. Where is awareness located? Where ever we focus it! Sometimes if we are lost within a book or watching a movie we are not even aware of our physical bodies or the passage of time!

Speaking of time, Einstein and others have scientifically proven that time is not strictly linear. Dewey Larson’s “Reciprocal Systems Theory” suggests that there are three dimensions of time just as there are three dimensions of space and each creates a separate universe of Space/time and time/space which are reciprocals of each other and locked together like a resonant circuit with an infinite “tank current” flowing between them. I could use other theories about time, but this is the one I am most familiar with. The 3 dimensional universe of time/space is suspiciously like what occultists call the astral planes. Within it events gravitate towards each other much like physical objects gravitate towards each other in the space/time universe.

The “Reciprocal Systems Theory” suggests that the entire six dimensional universe (of both space/time and time/space) is created of nothing but vibratory motion which then manifests as the photon/electricity as it moves outward or inward in its scalar motion. This photon gradually evolves into physical atoms creating 118 possible physical elements. Ancient tradition considers that each soul began as a Divine Spark which gradually evolved through all forms of life before ours became human. The idea of evolution does not contradict the existence of the soul or its constant evolution. On the contrary it supports it!

But what drives this multi-dimensional evolution? It is modern chaos theory that give us the answer to that. Our universe is a closed system in which new photons are constantly appearing and new matter is constantly being created. Each new photon that enters our universe displaces one of the older ones and forces it to become something else through a quantum leap. What was once a photon is forced to become an atom of hydrogen. That hydrogen atom as it ages is at some point forced to become an atom of helium and so on through all the physical elements. Our universe is an energy system that is driven by the constant input of new photons and this system will eventually reach a point where it becomes chaotic, breaks down, and reemerges like the phoenix as a completely new and orderly energetic system through a quantum leap. Birth, death and rebirth is the cycle. The soul follows this same cycle. The soul was once a photon with the simple awareness of a photon.

Matter and energy are interchangeable, but the soul is never lost and continues to evolve through cycle after cycle, one quantum leap after another. One lifetime after another! We will always require some type of physical bodies upon our evolutionary journey and that is why life is so sacred!

But what about psychology and the soul? The late Julian Jaynes gives us the key in his stunning work, “The Evolution of consciousness in the Breakdown of the Bicameral Mind”. It was only after the invention of reading and writing that the “soul” was discovered some 4,000 years ago. The act of reading and writing forced one to create replicas of the world and ourselves within our minds. It is this inner “observer self” of psychology that historically has been called the “soul”. And this “soul” is intimately tied together with our ego and concept of self.

It is a strong sense of self and a strong ego that holds our “soul” together in mental and emotional health. Why does society seek to destroy the sense of self and ego altogether? What can be gained? If individual awareness and the soul is what we “identify our self as” shouldn’t we identify ourselves as conscious energy beings, rather than physical bodies that die and decay? If awareness after the death of the physical body is possible as many believe, it can only come about through the identification of our “immortal” awareness. It cannot come about through identifying with that which perishes.

In summary, the multi-dimensional and evolutionary aspects of life and the soul are supported by several branches of valid scientific inquiry. In part 2 we will look at how this is being twisted by the paradoxical manipulations of “logic and reason” to brainwash human society.

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Night, Landscape, Tree, Fairy Tale, Fantasy, Moon

Wow! And thank you all so much! We did it and we did it together!

Everything came to a confrontation last night/this morning and because of all of you we anchored full spectrum ascension on Gaia. I never even suspected that things were so divided or at risk. All I know is that this past month I’ve really been trying to focus on doing two portal meditations a day and trying to link with others on the etheric level to form a working group at that level. For some reason this was very important.

The vision/activation this morning was a presentation of two futures, one that was all set to go and the one that I wanted. The sense I had was the first was a 5th density future and it was set to go. The one I wanted was a full spectrum future and it was at risk. At first I thought this was a conflict, because I was frantically using a spray bottle on different parts and leaving a bubble or several bubbles at different locations. It worked and the energy shifted to a full spectrum future, the one I was trying to achieve. Each bubble was one of you! I was trying to reach out to you!

So what is the difference? A lot! The 5th density future was essentially ” Let’s go to 5D and leave everything that doesn’t want to go behind”. The full spectrum future was Gaia releasing and turning all negativity and toxins over to the higher power in a special 5th density location set aside for those ascending “service to self” souls. In essence, Gaia was sending all the energetic karma back to the space brothers and sisters who have messed with Gaia’s evolution for millennia. These space brothers and sisters that had interfered in the past obviously didn’t want to deal with their own negative karma and sought to keep it down on the lower levels where it has been trapped for so long. They almost pulled it off!

This conflict centers around the concept of Unity and how it can be taken two different ways. Traditionally our space brothers and sisters claim “The Law of One” and that we are all part of Source and will one day all return to Source. But, and this is important, they are hierarchical, soul collectives, and not capable in integrating their own shadow aspects. This includes the karma of destroying their own home planets and the other forms of life on their home planets at the time of their own ascension! These souls are concerned about the ascension of the human race and their own seed souls but not the other life that exists on Gaia. It doesn’t even occur to them as being important.

Now I’m not talking about the negative elite space brothers and sisters that want to enslave the human race, I’m talking about the good guys! So they consider Unity as the ultimate merger back into the photon state or Spiritual Light. They are only concerned about the ascension of the human race. The negative elite have already been neutralized. The problems have come from the goody goody space brothers and sisters with such good, but harmful intentions.

Gaia is the first planet that has ever ascended with all life forms and that is what makes her ascension so important and so difficult. Her ascension involves a totally different conception of Unity which requires a balance of all life forms and conditions so that all can prosper and live together in harmony. It is not hierarchical, it is not collective, but it is inclusive of all life and recognizes the important roles that even the most insignificant lives play in the stability and Unity of keeping the entire circle of life in balance. It is not about humans. It is about all life and all souls. This is the big difference between these two views. It also requires the ability to integrate the shadow aspect of the soul and clear energetic channels to allow a two way current or alternating current between Source as Spiritual Light and Source as the Womb of all Creation.

This included the big shift from crown chakra energies to heart chakra energies and finally to etheric or root chakra energies. The root chakra or etheric energies needed to be purged and raised to the proper vibration so that lower life forms could also ascend.

There has been only a relative handful of lightworkers who understand this importance of all life on Gaia and have been working to anchor the full spectrum energies. Each one of you is a part of this small group and together along with others we have been enough! Well done! We are the defenders of Gaia and of all life upon her including the mineral, plant and animal kingdoms, the fish in the waters, the birds in the skies and the animals moving upon her surface. We are the Guardians and we are finding each other a little bit at a time. Again, well done!

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Woman, Fee, Moon, Star, Astronomy, Planet, Zodiac Sign

As we approach Ostara or the first full moon after the spring equinox it is fitting and appropriate to recognize just where we are at. Pay attention to what simply dies away because of lack of energy and pay even more attention to those things that seem to be taking off and receiving new life. Whatever is getting a growth spurt is what requires your attention right now. Sometimes it is difficult to choose what to focus on.

Again, the etheric vital life force energies of spring have been released and the sprouting season has begun. Rejoice as those life bringing energies flow through your own body and soul. This is the time, this is the moment, to really embrace what lies within reach and embrace it. Become a master and ride this wave of empowerment and vital life energy.

For those familiar with my portal meditations you know that in these meditations we help each other to release trapped negative and toxic energies by lifting them into the light. We do this for each chakra as we activate it and harmonize it with all the others. This simple activity is so much more powerful than ever before! Focus on your goals and use the portal meditations to release and turn over any negativity and toxins.

This is the formula, release the blockages and embrace the goal. To be drawn into conflict at this time is self-defeating and extremely destructive. No good can come of it. That time for conflict and struggle was before the equinox. Such conflict is inherent in the first months of the yearly cycle as seed thoughts struggle for the right to exist. But now such outcomes have been determined and it is time to move on.

Way back in the 1970’s I was influenced by Dick Sutphen’s creative use of self hypnosis tapes for self programming our desired goals. It was much easier and effective to listen to a guided meditation than to simply meditate on my own because it was more difficult to focus when I was in an altered state. Now, after all these years I realize just how powerful creating my own meditations and listening to them daily really is! I encourage everyone to create their own portal meditations or listen to those I have shared. If there is a short cut to soul development and empowerment it is through the daily use of such portal meditations with their chakra activations and harmonizations.

“Eternal vigilance is the price of freedom!”

A recent insight brought this familiar saying to my attention. Like many of you I struggle with daily problems and concerns and especially in dealing with Gaia’s ascension. So I too have been asking the question, “When will it happen? When will I get there? When will it become easier for me?”

But the astral realms are as dynamic as our physical world and every day individual efforts contribute to what will manifest in our collective world. Every day these efforts are integrated into the mix and a new result is brought forward.

We are taught that timelines will unfold in preordained ways and we only need to get ourselves onto the correct timeline. Then our results are guaranteed. But we conveniently forget that timelines are meaningless! We have collectively moved from timeline to timeline and will continue to move from timeline to timeline. Most of these timeline changes have been positive and for the good of all life on Gaia. And most will continue to be so as the forces of Light continue to grow stronger.

But timelines unfold because souls go along with them. Timelines change because souls create new timelines through acts of free will! There have been plenty of negative timelines which have been neutralized. Many more will continue to be neutralized. We have not destroyed life on Gaia through nuclear war. The global economy has not been destroyed. The Covid epidemic has not been as lethal as it could have been. The list goes on and on of those things that were in effect as timelines and through the free will of light workers have been neutralized or altered.

The simple truth is that negative timelines continue to be created every day by souls living in fear and servitude. Negative timelines continue to be created because of the negative and fear based thinking of millions of people every day. And the simple truth is that collectively they have the right to live in such fear and servitude. It is their choice and we need to recognize that we cannot save those who do not want to be saved.

But we can choose to live in a free world! We can choose differently and we can create timelines for ourselves that reflect the lives that we want to live. But we must choose every day, create a new timeline every day; because of the shear numbers of people who choose otherwise! As soon as we become complacent, as soon as we stop striving; their timeline of fear and servitude begins to unfold and that is how it will always be.

“Eternal vigilance is the price of freedom!”

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