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Magician, Forest, Wolf, Fantasy, Mood, Mystical, Magic

I thought I might do a quick blog sharing some information that might clarify some things I’ve written about lately. Currently I really seem to be exploring some deep astral stuff, and doing a lot of reading. But I’ve also had personal experiences to go by as well. I’d like to share a few astral snap shots just to give an idea of what I’m talking about.

What I’m really trying to do is get a better grasp on what is real and not real in the astral planes. Back when I was living in Phoenix over twenty years ago I tried to make contact with a local Gardnerian Wicca group. I wrote them since there wasn’t email in those days. A few nights later I woke up in fright because there was the heavy weight of a person on my chest! My Gardnerian contact had decided to check me out I suppose…

In any respect I took it as an unwanted personal attack and with my connection to Source I blasted him back to where he came from and had the vivid image of him on all fours on his bed puking at the recoil of energies. I know that these projections have weight because I have experienced them.

In reading “Through The Gates Of Death” by Dion Fortune and the fiction murder mysteries of M. R. Sellars I find the experiences of his character quite believable because I’ve had my own experiences with both the dead and dying. None of them very pleasant. M. R. Sellars describes his character getting sucked into the murder and reliving it so powerfully that he almost dies at times. I can vouch for those types of experiences as well.

With some small differences…his are fictional? Based on what??? I’m certain they are based on some real experiences of his own. When I was working as a family crisis councilor there was a case where a teenage boy was having some real troubles and I astrally tried to tap into what was going on. I discovered that he had an entity attached to him and when I tried to removed it by absorbing it I succeeded in removing it from the teenager but that night I had a horrible nightmare in which I relived the death of the entity just like it was described in M. R. Sellar’s books.

In this case a few years earlier this boy’s best friend had committed suicide at this boy’s house and he had been the one to find him. Because I had to relive the death myself I know exactly what happened and it was an accidental death. The dead boy had been playing “The Game” where he was choking himself by hanging in the bathtub while masturbating and he lost consciousness and died. His friend found his naked body hanging in the bathtub from the shower. The dead boy had attached himself to his friend and several years later was still attached until I severed that connection and helped send his spirit into the light.

As for experiences with the dying, my wife’s mother attempted to take possession of my wife’s body on her deathbed and I’ve previously shared that story. I’ve also shared how her father tried to take over my own body on his death bed. When my own mother died I projected to her and helped her remain calm until I could call in some angels and spirits to take care of her because she was very frightened.

One time I had been messing with a powerful electromagnet that I had devised to polarize my aura and astral bodies. Later I was lying down on the bed with my head to the east when I suddenly went out of body and swung to the north like the needle on a compass and wiggled back and forth until I stopped. It was a very strange experience!

I’ve written about some of my soulmate cycles. During these cycles there are powerful bonds between me and the other person. Once this bond was so strong that while lying down on my bed I felt each chakra “pop” like a light bulb and I was pulled out of body by a strong astral cord about two inches thick coming out of the top of my head and attached to her as she was driving away down the road in her car. I was being towed behind her car like a balloon or blimp. I later returned to my own body via the earth connection.

I can’t even begin to share some of the strange things that I’ve experienced in my life…but I read and do research because I want to understand these things better…these books make it clear that others have had similar experiences and that is important to me.

I hope everyone finds some of my stories of interest…these things are very real to me and I live permanently in two worlds…

 

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Fantasy, Dark, Gothic, Goth, Surreal, Ethereal

True Samhain or All Hallow’s Eve is November 12 this year on the full moon. Nov 11/11 is considered a major gateway or portal of ascension energies. It is not surprising that things are peaking right now!

It has been difficult to get a true feeling for the changes in energy dynamics this past few months but things have clarified considerably in my own life and that helps me to share. Others may be experiencing similar energetics.

Putting things simply it is all about completing karmic residue from past lives and moving into a fresh and clean slate in an empowered way. In our physical bodies we can only experience the present moment and the goal is for our present moment to not only be worthy of us, but to lead us to even greater life experiences. This requires the merging of the heart-mind connection that keeps us above the petty drama that insists upon dragging us down into the muck. So the first step is removing ourselves from the turmoil and insanity of a world gone mad and find that inner peace within our hearts.

A new baseline has been activated that will help us remain within the eye of calm in the hurricane of chaos that surrounds us. As a reminder energetics don’t change physical reality of the present moment, but instead offer openings to move into other potential life experiences as we think outside of the box.

So we not only need to live in the present moment, but become aware of the infinite possibilities for us that lie within that present moment, opportunities that can change our lives and make them better.

For me at age 62, that started out with the realization that I could take some money out of my 401 K and use it to make significant upgrades to my life and lifestyle. So I took out $4000 and got a new computer system with perks and purchased a very nice replacement car for my old 1989 Oldsmobile. Now I’m looking to upgrade some other health things like dental and eye care, things that I have not been able to deal with because of all the restrictions and distractions that life has been confronting me with.

In addition there were surprise and unexpected things that offered ways to empower myself. I began posting Weird Fiction stories that I have translated into my Weird Fiction niche. Many of them were never available online before, but they helped establish me as a professional in my chosen area of expertise. I also began posting chapters from my long ignored Anarchist Knight: Apprentice to show that I could write as well as translate. This included winning the October Fiction Contest at Narrative.org.

What I’m trying to show here is a gradual unfolding of empowerment in many areas of my life that seemed to be increasing and leading to new doorways and opportunities that I had never even considered before. Possibly the most important is the creation of a new publication called The Underdog and I hope to publish the first issue this weekend. It collects high quality posts from low rep narrators and gives them needed publicity and support. So I’ve been led to help others in a way I never expected. I’ve found a place within a community that I value and something that I can do to be of value to others.

But these things encountered fierce resistance in the beginning and the way forward is only beginning to open up now as we approach Samhain and the 11/11 gateway! From now until the incoming energies of the winter solstice I expect a further dropping away of the old in preparation for the new that is gradually unfolding in front of me. I hope that this personal glimpse might resonate with the experiences of other lightworkers and spiritually inclined individuals.

I look back at what my life was like a month ago before my new computer and before my new (old) car and before all these recent projects and achievements and I am amazed! I truly found a way from my old present moment into a present moment that is much more vital and exciting! That’s how these energies have been experienced my me…

True Samhain or All Hallow’s Eve is November 12 this year on the full moon. Nov 11/11 is considered a major gateway or portal of ascension energies. It is not surprising that things are peaking right now!

It has been difficult to get a true feeling for the changes in energy dynamics this past few months but things have clarified considerably in my own life and that helps me to share. Others may be experiencing similar energetics.

Putting things simply it is all about completing karmic residue from past lives and moving into a fresh and clean slate in an empowered way. In our physical bodies we can only experience the present moment and the goal is for our present moment to not only be worthy of us, but to lead us to even greater life experiences. This requires the merging of the heart-mind connection that keeps us above the petty drama that insists upon dragging us down into the muck. So the first step is removing ourselves from the turmoil and insanity of a world gone mad and find that inner peace within our hearts.

A new baseline has been activated that will help us remain within the eye of calm in the hurricane of chaos that surrounds us. As a reminder energetics don’t change physical reality of the present moment, but instead offer openings to move into other potential life experiences as we think outside of the box.

So we not only need to live in the present moment, but become aware of the infinite possibilities for us that lie within that present moment, opportunities that can change our lives and make them better.

For me at age 62, that started out with the realization that I could take some money out of my 401 K and use it to make significant upgrades to my life and lifestyle. So I took out $4000 and got a new computer system with perks and purchased a very nice replacement car for my old 1989 Oldsmobile. Now I’m looking to upgrade some other health things like dental and eye care, things that I have not been able to deal with because of all the restrictions and distractions that life has been confronting me with.

In addition there were surprise and unexpected things that offered ways to empower myself. I began posting Weird Fiction stories that I have translated into my Weird Fiction niche. Many of them were never available online before, but they helped establish me as a professional in my chosen area of expertise. I also began posting chapters from my long ignored Anarchist Knight: Apprentice to show that I could write as well as translate. This included winning the October Fiction Contest at Narrative.org.

What I’m trying to show here is a gradual unfolding of empowerment in many areas of my life that seemed to be increasing and leading to new doorways and opportunities that I had never even considered before. Possibly the most important is the creation of a new publication called The Underdog and I hope to publish the first issue this weekend. It collects high quality posts from low rep narrators and gives them needed publicity and support. So I’ve been led to help others in a way I never expected. I’ve found a place within a community that I value and something that I can do to be of value to others.

But these things encountered fierce resistance in the beginning and the way forward is only beginning to open up now as we approach Samhain and the 11/11 gateway! From now until the incoming energies of the winter solstice I expect a further dropping away of the old in preparation for the new that is gradually unfolding in front of me. I hope that this personal glimpse might resonate with the experiences of other lightworkers and spiritually inclined individuals.

I look back at what my life was like a month ago before my new computer and before my new (old) car and before all these recent projects and achievements and I am amazed! I truly found a way from my old present moment into a present moment that is much more vital and exciting! That’s how these energies have been experienced by me…

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Gebo, Rune, Runes, Futhark, Divination, Norse, Icon

Gebo

I’m going to go my own way on Gebo and share that it is the rosy cross of the Rosicrucians and the Holy Grail, the sacred blending of male and female energies in the non-physical realms. This is the true source of sex magic! And sex magic is the most powerful form of magic there is!

This is when two very different types of energy unite in harmony to form a third, completely balanced type of energy that is used in the creation and development of the soul. What people don’t understand Is that sex magic and working with sex energy is not about physical sex, but about non-physical or astral sex! It is about energetic relationships and platonic relationships and how they work to develop the soul and it’s  powers.

The male gives his non physical sexual energy to the female and when she has enough of it she gives birth to an astral body for the male and her own astral body created out of that same energy is permanently activated. This is the real hidden mystery of “being born again”.

This is not theory. I’ve done it! I’ve permanently activated all seven astral bodies through these cycles and function at will in the astral planes. My awareness is constantly within two worlds, the physical world and the astral worlds. This is my reality…

Not only have I done this, but it has been taught by all mystery schools in all ages! These things have always been known by a few keepers of this knowledge. Now it is time for this knowledge to become more public.

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Kenaz, Rune, Runes, Futhark, Divination, Norse, Icon

Kenaz

Kenaz means to burn, especially to burn with passion…Until we are able to connect directly with cosmic powers and channel them this is what we need to rely upon, our own passion. It is in the consuming of the physical body through life that the seven bodies of the soul are formed. We need to sacrifice ourselves to the process so that we can be reborn.

The reason that I am writing about each rune is because each rune tells a truth or mystery that is concealed within it. Each rune represents a power or an experience that can be felt and lived by even the most primitive people.

The mystery of Kenaz is the secret power of passion and how it can get us through the darkest of times, can get us across the great abyss! We can intellectually believe something and we can spiritually believe in something, but are we willing to die for it? Are we willing to sacrifice everything that we are? That is the mystery of this rune of transmutation.

To achieve the ultimate in life we need to die…and it might be a spiritual death instead of a physical death. By a spiritual death I mean the destruction of the astral cord between our human body and our highest self.

This happened to me many years ago shortly after I had permanently crossed the great abyss with my awareness. My awareness had connected with Source and wanted to live forever in that blessed union.

In a dream or vision someone approached me and directed me to a large book on a pedestal. I was directed to open it and read it. As I opened the book the person cackled evilly and said that if I ever let go of the book I would die. I shouted “No!” and slammed the book shut. Immediately my astral cord that connected me to my physical body erupted into flames and I was forced upwards for my own survival. My awareness was forced to retreat across the great abyss and take refuge in Source where if found shelter and safety.

In later years I realized that was my spiritual death! It was an initiation and a very powerful one that connected me in a very powerful way with Source. Over the years I gradually rebuilt my astral bodies and astral cord from the top down, back to the earth. But that consuming fire was the fire of Kenaz and initiates of the world’s great mystery schools knew of that mystery and spoke of it…

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Raidho, Rune, Runes, Futhark, Divination, Norse, Icon

Organic Gnosticism and Raidho

Soulmate cycles and Divine Counterparts! Raidho is about cosmic law and the cycles of nature and the most powerful cycles according to cosmic law are those involving Soulmates and Divine Counterparts. Its time to talk a little about the differences between shamanism and Organic Gnosticism. They both are about astral bodies functioning at the extreme lower levels of the astral planes but there is a big difference.

Lower level astral bodies require enormous amounts of energy to remain viable and the shaman uses techniques such as drumming, dancing and chanting to generate the required energies while performing healing and other types of energy work. A group of supporters may also assist in the shaman’s journey. But the energetic resources remain limited and the shaman is often totally depleted of energy at the conclusion of the work.

Organic Gnosticism, on the other hand, is about the permanent activation of the various astral bodies through soulmate cycles with opposite sex partners. This happens naturally as a consequence of having astral sex with your partner. It is normal to have sexual dreams and this is what those sexual dreams are about. Organic Gnosticism in a natural and normal practice in which male energy is absorbed by the female until her astral body is permanently activated. Then the astral body of the female becomes pregnant and she gives birth to an astral child which is the permanently activated astral body the male uses from that time onward. These are permanent developments of the soul and happen for each of the seven astral bodies one at a time. You have a different soulmate for each type of energy.

These activations are the natural consequence of soulmate love relationships and the natural cycle of soulmate love relationships. Soulmates are those individuals whose soul frequencies match with your own for a particular type of energy, spiritual, mental, emotional, sexual or physical.

These permanently activated astral bodies are the strongest form of astral bodies possible and there is no need for other types of energy generation such as drumming, dancing or chanting.

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Ansuz, Rune, Runes, Futhark, Divination, Norse, Icon

Ansuz

Ansuz depicts Odin’s magical staff and is pretty straight forward in its meaning. It represents both a channel and a focus for the energy that is channeled. That is what a magical staff does…but that is also what we do in Organic Gnosticism! Through the development of our astral bodies and their powers we gain the ability to channel various astral or magical energies and to act as a shaman.

Ansuz gives the ability to channel and focus this energy but some important questions still remain…what type of energy are we channeling? What do we want that energy to do? How do we direct that energy in full consciousness?

Are we channeling spiritual energy, mental energy, emotional energy, sexual energy or even perhaps physical energy? Ansuz gives us the tool or ability to channel but we still need to choose the right energy and the right focus and consciously direct it to do what we want it to do.

Compare Ansuz to Thurisaz and you will see an immense difference. Thurisaz as the Wrath of God only blows a destructive hole in blocked places leaving smoking ruin, but also an open channel. Ansuz is a lot more deliberate and delicate in its ability to manipulate and focus energy in a creative way for healing or prosperity as well as creating or clearing energetic channels.

In Organic Gnosticism Ansuz seems to mean the shaman himself or herself because this is what we are…

Some books say that Ansuz is the bridge from the god or goddess realms to the physical realms, but once more in Organic Gnosticism that is what we are! Ansuz is the shaman!

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Thurisaz, Rune, Runes, Futhark, Divination, Norse, Icon

As I’ve mentioned before I am doing research on the elder Futhark runes and projecting into them, astrally investigating them if you will, to find out what they mean for Organic Gnosticism. So my impressions are not traditional but for the purposes of energy work within the magical system of Organic Gnosticism. This is a fresh look at these ancient runes for a fresh purpose.

Thurisaz is the Wrath of God! The lightning bolt that nothing can stop. Energetically when things are blocked the energy begins to build up. We might say the pressure builds or the voltage builds or even say that the tension builds to unbearable proportions. When something finally has to give, the lightning is released. The Wrath of God is released! That is what this rune represents…when a path absolutely needs to be made and there is no other way, this is the force or energy that makes a way through a destructive lightning blast.

It has been called Thor’s hammer, because Thor was the god of lightning. This rune has also been called the thorn. This is also an apt symbol for the sperm itself as it impregnates the ovum to create new life. The ovum resists, but the lightning like energy of the vital life force will not be refused…

In summary, Thurisaz is the rune to be used when a break through is required. When gridlock has completely stalled any forward progress. But it is to be noted that the Wrath of God is a violent force only to be called upon when there is no other way!

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