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Some Things That Don’t Make Sense


There are a few things that smell a little fishy and I would like to bring them into the clear light of day. These are things where my own personal experience does not jibe with the politically correct version that is so commonly accepted. Please bear with me in this, I have no particular adjenda. I’m simply pointing out some things that seem odd to me.


First I will summarize and say that I personally believe planet A has ascended to 8th density and planet B has ascended as well into a beautiful crystalline light powered 3d world that belongs to all those life forms 7th density and below that are compatible with her new energy grid. This little summary has nothing to do with what smells fishy but sets the stage a bit.

To paraphrase, I was recently told that I was perceived astrally as an entity that existed in fourth density just above 3rd density. I now realize the truth of this and wonder why it is? When at peace and not rising up or down the levels, why does my soul want to rest at this “solar plexus” level? This is an interesting question that I don’t have the answers for.

But it brings up an even more interesting point. It seems the so called reptilians are also perceived as occupying this level. So are they lower level fourth density or do their souls simply hover at lower level fourth density like mine does when at rest?

Now over the past twenty years I have had numerous astral “encounter” (a nice way of saying conflicts) with serpent like creatures over the years and their ability to be sneaky has been very unsettling to me to say the least. I’ve also felt that they are brothers and sisters in some way. I know that part of me is reptilian because I have fought, accepted and integrated it. But I remain strongly pro-human and pro-earth life. It is only recently that I have had encounters with non-reptilian space brothers and sisters.

I sense these serpent like creatures to be those of the dinosaur race that ascended off the earth at the end of the dinosaur age. They are more closely related to us than one might think. Gaia seems to accept them a bit more than she does some other alien life forms. Perhaps because they have already been here for a long time.

Now here is one of those “fishy” things. It has been maintained that the reptilians are “fear” based and draw their vitality and power from the “fear” that they generate. My own experience at the lower levels does not confirm this at all. My own experience has proven that the lowest energy is not “fear” at all but is instead “sexual love”. The energy of fear is that energy immediately above that of sexual love energy.

The fear energy is valid and it is experienced but it is not the lowest energy, not the one that gives life and power.

The implication is staggering. The secret teaching of the OTO is that sperm and ovum energy or sexual energy is the same as the energy of spiritual light but on an octave above and beyond it. It is “organic light”. Spiritual light, clear light, evolved through a quantum leap into sexual energy, male and female. This is the profound teaching of the OTO and other sexually oriented magical teachings. (I am both a former OTO member and have the now outlawed book, “OTO, Rituals and Sex Magick” by Peter Konig.) One may include other teachers from other paths such as Mantak Chia and his “Healing Tao” series.

The message seems clear, sexuality is sacred, sacred to life and sacred to God/dess. It appears to be the next evolution, the one beyond “light” and Gaia, mother earth’s ascension is an organic one, one that occurs through activation of the DNA. Her ascension is through the polarity of male and female.

It also seems that our reptilian space brothers and sisters know this while those of the Galactic federation do not or at least are not talking about it. Why?

And there is this hierarchy thing, why is sixth density better than fifth or fourth or even third? Does being at a higher density make one a more evolved person? Why do some souls hang up there in fifth density space while mine wants to hover around lower 4th density unless it is required somewhere else? I suspect it has something to do with having a female soul or having a male soul. Does that mean the reptilians have female souls?

These are just a few questions that come to mind. I don’t have any answers, at least none that I wish to say aloud. But I don’t think we are being told everything and that bothers me a bit.


Bright blessings,


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Opening Portals For Healing and Prosperity


The following instruction is how to open a portal with a group of four or more people. I have done this with several groups with similar results. I know it to be highly effective and very powerful. One group that was sitting outside formed a portal that surrounded us so powerfully that it would not let any wind through.

Group energy work is the strongest type of work that anyone can do and is a must in the new world. But first a word about group work in general. There are two types of people, those with female souls and those with male souls. Their physical bodies may be of either sex.

The defining characteristic of the male soul is its hard wired inability to integrate the shadow self. These people are extremes of light or dark and the best of friends and the worst of enemies. They experience the world in black and white, experiencing both their greatest hopes and their greatest fears as physical experiences.

The defining characteristic of the female soul is the ability to integrate the shadow aspect. They experience life in a bitter-sweet manner and have the ability to expel negative and toxic emotional energy from their bodies through some form of a crown chakra meditation.

The male soul has a vertical progression and the female soul has a horizontal progression. In the ancient mystery schools the merging of the male and female soul was signified as the rosy cross, a cross with a rose at the heart center.

Heart center meditations and workings are universal and both types of souls can participate in them. In major world religions uniting at the heart center was the standard “outer” teaching. It is at the heart center that all souls can unite in love and harmony. But a heart center meditation can not open a portal.

Portals can only be opened by female souls or earth souls linking at all chakra levels. This was the “inner teaching”. If a person can do the OAK energy ball meditation and release negative and toxic energies they can open portals.

It takes at least four people who have the ability to do the OAK energy ball meditation. At least one of them must have successfully completed it. They will be the one to monitor the others and sense and direct the energy as needed. Group work is similar to individual work with the energy ball but the effects are magnified exponentially.

The first stage is to clear everyone of negative and toxic energies and begin the linking up process.

Everyone sits comfortably in a circle with feet on the floor and hands on their laps or chair arms. Breath deeply a few times and relax letting go of the worries and cares of the world.

Have everyone mentally reach up into the light and bring it down to form a small energy ball about four inches above their heads. Visualize it, rotate it to make it more stable and then help the other group members by visualizing these balls of energy over their heads as well. Have all group members help all other group members. Then visualize all of these energy balls merging together as one large energy ball in the center of the circle. Feel the energy stablilize and fill the entire group. If there is negative energy or toxic energy raise the energy ball up into the light to release the toxic energy.

Then have each group member bring down more light and visualize a ball of energy in the middle of their head. Have them rotate it and stabilize it. Then have each member help the others by visualizing it for them as well. The group leader must be able to sense when this is achieved. Then this ball of energy is merged into the middle of the group. At this point one can vividly sense two separate types of energy, one from each level. Both of these levels then need to be merged into one harmonious mass of energy that fills the group.

Continue this process for the third eye center, the throat chakra center, the heart chakra, the solar plexus, the spleen chakra, the root chakra, the chakra where the feet touch the ground and finally bring the energy ball and light down into the center of the earth. Visualize light pouring down into the earth and filling it, filling it, until it is completely filled and keep pouring light into the earth until earth energy starts coming back up out of the earth and keep pouring light into the earth until the earth energy rises up through the center of the group and goes into the light. At this point there is a column of light in the center of the circle and all members are linked at all chakra levels and all levels have merged to become one harmonious energy. This is the open portal and you can sense the opening and the power.

Now have each one take turns and ask for healing for themselves or loved ones and the entire group sends the healing thoughts into the open portal. Then going around one more time each group member asks for something in the way of prosperity and the entire group sends this request into the portal.


Finally the group leader asks everyone to connect to their higher selves for guidance and inspiration and allows everyone to come back to normal waking consciousness as they will. This phase linked working is very powerful and creates permanent links between the group members. There are many variations of this and one can be directed by their own inner knowing on how to proceed.


There is no harm in making this knowledge available because those with the wrong type of souls can not make use of it and those with the right type of souls desperately need it in these troubled times. It should be shared freely and without restraint.

On the evening of 9/11/11, the day before true Samhain, the first complete lunar cycle after the fall equinox, the day when the veil between the worlds was the thinnest, a group of four of us performed such a portal opening. We then visualized and “lifted” Gaia, mother earth, through the portal and pushed her far out into the light, to Source. The spiritual aspect of Gaia had ascended to 8th density. We then solidified and grounded this working by sending as much pure black earth energy as possible up to her. As the energy wave came back to us we were enveloped in a golden energy and our souls seemed to merge into one human soul in the center of Gaia. Somehow the four of us had become the demarcation line, the protective barrier between the moon and the new earth. We four had become her protectors and guardians.

This was before the 11/11/11 star gate day and was why nothing seemingly happened. We beat everyone else to the punch by getting there quicker and raising her higher, to 8th density.

Then just before Thanksgiving Day we met again to finish the work.  Just before Thanksgiving Day, just before the New Moon when we met as a group that second time we invited all past present and future Earth Guardians, protectors, members of that distinguished Order that used both the black and the white as its insignia, our brothers and sisters, to  assist us in this sacred mission and bring it to closure. We were the souls entrusted to do this at the beginning of the great experiment and it was our right and duty to see it through to the end. This meant all of us!

In amazement we felt the portal fill with these brothers and sisters as they stood silently beside us, and when released I could sense them flying into all corners of the earth to do their work. Their wings were black and white, just like ours were.Again we opened the portal and sent pure black earth energy up into the light and into the 8th density spiritual Gaia. Then we once more attempted to raise our own physical Gaia, physical mother earth through the portal and into the light. We could only get her halfway through and held her there for as long as we could. The next day the powerful wave of energy that was unleashed carried her through the rest of the way. Physical earth, Gaia, had finally ascended with all living things on her and withn her.

This ascension far exceeded all expectations and ever since then planet B, physical Gaia, mother earth has been taken for planet A, the spiritual one, the one existing on the moon as 8th density. Everyone is waiting for planet B, New Physical Gaia, to ascend to higher than her new permanent location as a 3d crystalline light powered physical earth. They are not spiritual enough to percieve her “Higher” form at 8th density.

Again, these things happened through the use of opening a portal such as described above. It is highly encouraged that those who have the ability to work with portals do so. It will bring even more light into our new mother Gaia. Others can become her protectors and guardians as well.



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