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This is the first in a new series of meditations to explore and strengthen my connection to Gaia and other members of my Druidic circle. It can be done solo or in a group.

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I’m finally getting to explaining some of the things that are currently going on in our world and in society. I repeat that we cannot separate what happens in the physical world and what happens in the astral. What happens in the astral happens first and it happens up to one year ahead of it physically manifesting. I’m taking about major global events. The astral and etheric levels resist change and when they finally rupture and form a new circuit or timeline they literally snap into place very quickly. When you combine this with the knowledge that events within the astral/etheric worlds or the time/space dimensions gravitate together like physical matter gravitates together in the physical or space/time dimensions things get very interesting indeed.

This means that there are critical time periods in which many critical events take place at the same time. This is what we are currently experiencing in our world. Not only that, they are all speeding up and becoming more severe as if they are heading toward some massive crescendo! The timing is perfect and when it happens it all happens together at the same time in a perfect storm of events.

I will list some of the things that are currently happening and speeding up and will post about each one of them individually later.

Earth’s magnetic poles are currently shifting at a rate of 30+ miles per years and moving toward each other. This motion is also speeding up and reflects the rapidly increasing weakening of earth’s magnetic field. This magnetic weakening is allowing more harmful radiation from space and from our sun to get through our atmosphere. The elite have known about this coming polar shift for over thirty years and have been preparing for it in many ways.

The elite have known that the coming shift will destroy over 80% of all life on this planet including human life. They know that this will happen within the next thirty years and they are maneuvering for positions of power because they plan to be among the 20% who survive the shift. They no longer care about the masses of humanity.

The elite of each nation have a plan for who is to survive and remain in power in their respective country. Nothing else matters. One of the big problems is the massive population which will reach 8 billion people by this November. Clandestine programs to depopulate areas of the earth have been put in place including but not limited to:

The Covid 19 vaccine which has many newly discovered and unpleasant side effects that are slowly killing millions. Deaths resulting from negative side effects of the vaccines are now being investigated and reported on a growing basis.

Global famine where the food supply is being deliberately and systematically destroyed around the world. This has been made much worse by the Russia/Ukraine conflict and in the poorer regions of the earth there will be mass starvation and hardship this winter.

The deliberate and planned economic collapse of the global financial system leading to collapse of currencies and hyperinflation. The problems within our global financial system have now become so great that there is no way to prevent a massive global collapse, but the elite will print more money to artificially support the derivative markets so the rich become even richer and the poor lose everything.

The global fuel and energy shortage that will be hitting this winter and will be even greater next year. This is going to plunge entire countries including the United States into a massive depression and de-industrialization where businesses fail because if inflated operating costs.

Lastly, there are forces that are deliberately trying to trigger World War III.

All of these forces and events are on a collision course that seems to be focused on this November and the midterm elections. All of these forces and energies are global or collective forces and there is not much we can do as individuals to change them. What we can do is take as many steps as possible to ensure the health, protection and safety of ourselves and our loved ones. The most powerful way to achieve this is by developing the chakra centers, especially the root chakra which deals with these exact issues. This is our biggest opportunity for the development of our astral/etheric bodies and their integration into one complete and empowered soul that will continue on in awareness when we at last drop these mortal physical bodies.

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What I have tried to establish in my previous posts can be summed up like this:

Using our physical bodies to generate the energies to develop and permanently activate our astral/etheric bodies is what is most important right now. Our mortal physical bodies will die some day and it might be sooner than we think! Work to activate each chakra center and circulate the energies between them so they can communicate with each other! Make the most of our limited time here on earth and live intensely!

There is no need to be concerned over who is right and wrong in the power struggle than currently consumes society. There are initiates of the Holy Kabbalah to work with the Spiritual Light energies and there are those that work with the dark Shadow energies. The egregore of the Holy Kabbalah is broken and obsolete. It will no longer function as before and all of those using it will not get the results they expect. This year 2022 is the first year the energy dynamics of the New Age have been fully functional and this year’s harvest of our personal efforts will not be what many expect. We have shifted from a direct current egregore based upon the Holy Kabbalah to an egregore based upon modern science and alternating current.

As I mentioned in my first post in this series it is not possible to separate the physical from the astral/etheric because they are part of a horn torus created by electrical and magnetic field energies. When we drop our mortal physical bodies our awareness may reside within any non-physical astral/etheric bodies that we have prepared from each of the seven noble gases. These may be permanently activated and integrated with each other but will always require some type of energy source to remain viable. These have always been termed ascended bodies and what ascension is all about. Once our awareness has permanently transferred to our ascension bodies we can choose whether we want to incarnate into another mortal physical body or not.

There is a great cycle that affects our entire galaxy, our solar system, our planet and all life upon our planet. This cycle happens every 12,000 years and is a destructive cycle that wipes out most life upon our planet. Humanity has survived through at least three of these cycles before even if it has been reduced to the stone age or the bronze age. This cycle involves the ever increasing destruction of earth’s magnetic field, ever greater vulnerabilty to the sun’s radiation and culminates in a partial polar shift where the current north and south poles shift to known positions on the equator where their ice begins to melt. We are currently in the middle of such a shift and most evidence suggests earth will have shifted into its new location sometime within twenty or thirty years. However, this final resting place will be preceded by very difficult times as nature becomes unhinged and society falls apart.

The ancients, those who have survived through these cycles have tried to warn us about them so that we might be prepared. The Elite, those in power around the world have known about this coming destruction cycle for many years. Knowing it is triggered by a solar flash or micro-nova different countries began massive programs for shielding us from harmful effects of our sun over thirty years ago. They began to put aluminum nano particles into the atmosphere through chem trails. This is still going on today and has created a permanent level of such aluminum nano particles in our atmosphere. But nothing can stop the weakening of earth’s magneto sphere and the inevitable solar flash or micro nova. Our days are numbered and even though some will survive most will not. This is why I have stressed the importance of the development of each astral/etheric body and its permanent activation.

These things need to be known if we want to understand the global events that are now occurring around the world as our civilization begins to fall apart. There are many different strategies as each nation struggles to find ways to shelter as many people as possible and come out of the shift in an empowered position. This is why there is no serious attempt to fix the global economy or deal with global starvation or the energy crisis. We only have a few years left and things will continue to get worse. Nothing is going to get better. My next post will begin to finally talk about some of these things.

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In sharing my personal experience with the Demon Crowley I want to express that others have also reported personal interactions with the Demon Crowley and I have no idea if their encounters were anything like mine. I’ve simply tried to give supporting evidence that the non-physical astral/etheric body of Master Aleister Crowley does seem to exist and people have had encounters with it just as I have.

My encounter happened shortly after I had crossed the Great Abyss and after I had started reading some of his books. I had a very powerful and vivid dream in which the Master Aleister Crowley appeared to me and led me to a book which lay closed on a pedestal. He indicated that I should open it and begin to read. I grasped the book covers firmly and opened the book but when I tried to let go of it my hands were stuck to the covers. The Master Crowley began to cackle in an evil manner and told me that if I ever let go of the book I would die. I screamed “No!” and slammed the book shut with all my might. Immediately my astral cord burst into flames separating me from my newly formed earth connection. My astral cord was severed from my physical body and on fire. It was being destroyed. In panic and fear I rose through the astral planes crossing over the Great Abyss and found shelter in SOURCE which shielded me and protected me. But all my lower astral bodies had been destroyed and needed to be rebuilt from the top down. I’ve written extensively about that process and that journey elsewhere.

The important point is that my astral cord had been destroyed and many occultists claim that when the astral cord is severed physical death is the result. This was a form of spiritual death and it was also an initiation onto my new magickal path of regeneration of all possible astral and etheric bodies and their permanent activation as well as my permanent connection to Gaia, Mother Earth.

In this respect the Master Crowley was my initiator and I passed the test by surviving the physical death. But what if I had agreed to submit to his “Book of the Law?” I refused to submit and would only accept my own connection with SOURCE in true Rosicrucian fashion.

In a way Master Crowley was Lucifer the Light Bringer sent to Earth to test all souls before their return to SOURCE. The testing of souls has always been a sacred and important aspect of the soul’s journey.

But Master Crowley was the last great Master of the Holy Kabbalah. He was able to activate both his spiritual aspect and his Shadow aspect but he was not able to integrate them. He could only be either the world’s most holy man or the world’s most evil man and would alternate between the two. The Holy Kabbalah was not capable of anything else which leads us to the main point of this post.

When it was first created the Holy Kabbalah was a creation of the highest spirituality and a gift from SOURCE itself. But over the centuries that which was once a blessing became outgrown and obsolete and is now almost exclusively a tool used for evil purposes.

We have entered a new age with new energy dynamics and the new pattern requires a two way alternating current between SOURCE and The Womb of Creation or between God and Goddess. It requires the complete cleansing of the Shadow and its integration with our Higher Self.

The Master Crowley used the Holy Kabbalah as a system of Hierarchy in which he was the sole world teacher at the top and all were subordinate to him. He was and is the spokesman for the Elite that would like to rule the world and enslave the rest of the world’s population. It is the followers of Crowley and the initiates of the Holy Kabbalah that are the globalists seeking to become the masters of this world at all costs. In this post I am naming and describing who they are according to my own personal experience and interaction with them and with the Holy Kabbalah.

They follow the tenants of LIBER OZ which follows below:


“the law of
the strong:
this is our law
and the joy
of the world.” AL. II. 2

“Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the Law.” –AL. I. 40

“thou hast no right but to do thy will. Do that, and no other shall say nay.” –AL. I. 42-3

“Every man and every woman is a star.” –AL. I. 3

There is no god but man.

1. Man has the right to live by his own law– to live in the way that he wills to do:
to work as he will:
to play as he will:
to rest as he will:
to die when and how he will. 2. Man has the right to eat what he will: to drink what he will:
to dwell where he will:
to move as he will on the face of the earth. 3. Man has the right to think what he will: to speak what he will:
to write what he will:
to draw, paint, carve, etch, mould, build as he will:
to dress as he will. 4. Man has the right to love as he will:– “take your fill and will of love as ye will,
when, where, and with whom ye will.” –AL. I. 51 5. Man has the right to kill those who would thwart these rights. “the slaves shall serve.” –AL. II. 58

“Love is the law, love under will.” –AL. I. 57

Copyright © O.T.O.

In no way do I imply that the magickal order OTO and its members are the elite. The OTO is simply the organization that claims ownership of the copyright of the above text. Following the death of Master Crowley’s physical body many magickal groups have risen up over the years, each with their own slant on his teachings. My understanding is that the one considered the most powerful currently has blended these teachings with Voodoo practices to form something new but totally under the rule of the non-physical spirit of Master Crowley himself.

The true issue is that the egregore of the Holy Kabbalah no longer functions properly because the new egregore requires an alternating current while the Holy Kabbalah was strictly a direct current that made use of the human collective as a ground.

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Before I share my experience with the Demon Crowley I would like to share some general information that might be helpful in understanding both my own experience and the magickal path as well. It seems that any mention of Aleister Crowley will instantly provoke a contentious “I know more than you” reaction and that is one thing I hope to avoid. I merely share my own experience and my own understanding. Make of it what you will.

By his own admission Crowley considered himself the world’s most spiritual man and at the same time the world’s most evil man. He was the world’s last great Master of the Holy Kabbalah and considered himself the Spiritual Leader of the entire world. Is there any doubt that upon the death of his mortal physical body his non-physical soul or energy bodies would remain? I’ve read of others having encounters with “the Demon Crowley” and therefore my own experience should not seem that special or unusual. In fact, to this very day I do not know if it is to be considered a bad thing or a good thing! Perhaps a bit of both as we will see.

I crossed the Great Abyss back in 1991 after almost twenty years of prayer, meditation and Rosicrucian studies. The goal of the Rosicrucian studies was to attain Cosmic Consciousness and it was pretty much expected that one would have that great spiritual experience before finishing one’s studies. This was an initiation provided by the Cosmic itself and the result of personal effort and soul development. It was a personal thing. It was the culmination of years of yearning and striving for merging my awareness with the Spiritual Light of SOURCE. At first it was brief momentary bliss as my awareness seemed to be embraced by a warm, loving, feminine golden light. My awareness gradually became able to stay longer and longer in that sacred energy until the day came when my awareness permanently crossed over and stayed there.

This sacred space was a gathering place for all souls with and without mortal physical bodies that had crossed the Great Abyss in full awareness. But technically this gathering space was not across the abyss but on it or just below it. In the Holy Kaballah it was called Chesed and in my own system it represents the archetypal world of Helium. But energetically the only way to get there was to fully cross over the Great Abyss into the Spiritual Light and then settle down into the first resting place which was that of Concrete Spiritual Energy of the first electron ring. In other words you needed to reach the Solar Energies of Hydrogen and then your awareness would remain permanently at the Helium level.

But this sacred space was just a resting point and I strove further upward toward SOURCE seeking to dissolve myself and my awareness in that spiritual light. The Hydrogen level was mostly a transitional level from the physical world to the spiritual world of pure photon energy and magnetic energy. We call this the nuclear threshold where matter becomes energy and energy become matter. In the Holy Kabbalah this level is called Binah or Hydrogen, the first atomic particle with one electron and one proton. In the spiritual worlds it is also considered Solar Energy because our sun consists mostly of Hydrogen. This is also the level of UNITY and Completion of Karma.

I strove even higher in my determined efforts to extinguish my own awareness in what can only be considered an attempt at spiritual suicide. At the time I really didn’t want to live in this world any more. I reached the next level where I fell down what seemed like a black hole or a worm hole. I fell down to the lowest levels of the etheric plane and came out the other side. Later research confirmed that this “descent into hell” was considered an important feature of the mystical path and recorded by many saints and mystics. It was said to happen immediately after one’s true connection with SOURCE. In the Holy Kabbalah this was called Chokmah or the whirling winds of heaven. In my own system this was simply a vortex of rotating magnetic field energies or the “cone of power” which would either magnetically repel or attract. It was pure movement through the vortex or worm hole and you could not stay there.

But emerging on the other side of this magnetic vortex or worm hole I encountered the PURE LIGHT OF SOURCE or pure photon energy and my awareness became a small spark of light able to travel anywhere across the universe. In the Holy Kabbalah this stage was called Kether and the highest level possible for a human in a mortal physical body.

I share this experience because it is widely known and has been traveled by many through the past ages. The terms might be different but the path has always been the same. My connection to the photon level was my true connection to SOURCE and resulted in a polarity reversal of my entire being. Up to that point I had been constantly striving to go higher and higher into the Spiritual Light and I had reached a point where it was not possible to go any higher. In fact, I found that my awareness was now gradually going downward toward the earth and I needed to attend to my own physical circumstances. This marked the conclusion of my mystical journey and the beginning of my magickal journey.

One of the consequences of this attainment was a reconnection to Mother Earth. I had lost my earth connection when I had first started my journey on the mystical path. At the age of nineteen I had suffered a nervous breakdown because of dysfunctional things in my life and I had entered my Rosicrucian studies leaving my emotions behind. Now I had reconnected with my emotions and it hurt! My emotional development was still that of a nineteen year old and I was in my thirties! My astral cord or connection to the earth had been reestablished but it was very weak and tenuous at best. But it was getting stronger.

I was fascinated by my experience of crossing the Great Abyss and tried to find out more information about it. The only source of information that I could find was the works of Aleister Crowley. He had obviously experienced something similar to what I had experience and much of what he wrote resonated powerfully within my very core. I was determined to find out more.

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