Anarchistbanjo's World

I’m not even sure why I’m sharing this, but some of you might be interested. In April of this year I am going to be 64 years old. At the age of 19 a personal and spiritual crisis led me to joining the Rosicrucian Order and also a break with my roots and emotional nature. My heart was broke and I turned into my head and to spirituality on the mystic path. I obsessed over it and my every day for many years was filled with prayer and meditation and spiritual/new age studies. The rest of my life sucked so badly that I was determined to surrender and lose myself in SOURCE. It was a form of self annihilation. A destruction of the Ego perhaps?

Some 16 years later in 1991 at a spiritual high point in my life I did actually cross the Great Abyss and merge with SOURCE. It was the most defining moment in my life and very healing. It was also a dramatic turning point as my soul’s polarity seemed to be reversed and my journey was now back down to earth and to reclaim those portions of myself that I had left behind. While I had been following the mystical path all my life I had now for the first time embarked upon the magical path. My development was from the top down as one by one I went through healing cycles that permanently activated my non-physical bodies. Each soul must one day follow both the mystical and magical paths to be complete.

Now some 30 years later a week or so ago I completed that magical path as well with a corresponding spiritual high point of permanently crossing that lower Great Abyss in full consciousness into the etheric planes. This was a powerful Cosmic Initiation that can only be compared to what I experienced so many years ago. Previous to this I was able to move and work within those etheric planes but my awareness was not permanently in those levels. Now it is. I believe this shift had to do with Gaia’s ascension as well. After she shifted I was able to shift. So this was the 2nd soul defining moment of my lifetime and taken together these two Cosmic Initiations, for that is what they were, represent respectively the traditional 1st and 2nd degrees taught in the mystery schools of ancient antiquity.

My frenzy with the first pathworking meditation and portal working meditations somehow intuitively preceded this 2nd Cosmic initiation. I was frantically preparing myself for it even though I didn’t realize what I was doing. With the completion of this 2nd Cosmic initiation there remains one more, that of the heart which is a further uniting and balancing of the highest and lowest energies.

So now my focus is on developing my etheric faculties and integrating all the levels more perfectly at the heart chakra. The level of activity is the etheric and the goal is the heart if that makes sense. In this respect I have been recording and doing those pathworkings leading from the lowest levels and culminating at the heart center. So I’m clearing up the midrange frequencies. I will continue posting these pathworking for those interested but can only post a few each month and then I run out of bandwidth. What these pathworkings do is act as a map of the various locations within the astral planes and upon the soul’s journey within these midrange regions between the etheric planes and the heart center.

I listened to the first one daily over twenty times before that Cosmic initiation. Now even though I have listened to all of the others, I will probably be listening to the 9th concluding one daily for twenty times as well. That is the one that finally leads to the temple of the sun and the heart. As long as a path has a catalytic effect it is good to listen to it and repeat it because each listening goes deeper and deeper. You will know when the catalytic effect is gone.

In conjunction with this I am doing one portal meditation daily to help integrate the entire spectrum of energies and this is always very powerful and healing! So my daily practice involves two meditations on a daily basis and will continue that way into the foreseeable future. I will be creating several more portal meditations for those interested. Both of these activities remain very powerful for me and I look forward to them every day!

Since I am now retired I am learning the best ways to make use of my time which includes more sharing on this blog.