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Photo Manipulation, Alien, Foreign, Inhuman, Night

To begin our study of Etheric Witchcraft we need to go back in time to before the destruction of Atlantis. But first we need to talk about extraterrestrials and the Pleiadians. This entire issue of UFO’s and alien life forms has gotten completely out of hand and by now we have learned enough to put some sense to it…

There are non-physical life forms and they can have astral bodies of any of the noble gases or combinations of each…we can’t really call them ghosts because technically ghosts exist in the etheric planes and these higher alien life forms exist in the mental and spiritual planes with noble gas bodies of helium (concrete spiritual), neon (abstract mental) and argon (concrete mental).

These have been called ascension bodies because the ego, personality and sense of self exist within these levels as well as the higher self or collective oversoul of the human race. So life evolved on other planets and certain species ascended or made the transition to living within non-physical bodies created out of mental and spiritual energies. They were for all practical purposes intelligent ghosts…they had egos and “souls”.

Even writing about this is a bit distasteful for me so I will keep it real simple…go online and read these channeled communications from entities assisting with Gaia’s ascension and they will openly admit they don’t have physical bodies and don’t experience emotions like we humans do…because their awareness doesn’t extend into the emotional levels! Duh! They once had emotions and physical bodies, but they ascended and don’t have them any more. Now they are telling us that the same thing is going to happen to us and it will be so wonderful!

Well some of these Pleiadian ghosts and other alien species were drawn toward Gaia because of the immense life force she had and the many species that could be found here. Ghosts are always drawn toward living physical bodies…and physical life is the most important and sacred thing that exists within our universe…

They found that one of Gaia’s species had evolved to a highly developed awareness of it’s environment but didn’t really have a concept of self or an ego. They had discovered Cro-magnon man…they also discovered that they could take possession of these bodies for brief periods of time and through them experience the delights and pleasures of physical life. They became addicted! They began to tamper with the DNA and created the first homo sapiens…

So you think I’m crazy and making all of this up? Ancient Atlantis did exist and the remains have been here in plain site but unrecognized. The Richat structure or “Eye of Africa” in the middle of the Sahara desert meets the exact description of Atlantis in location, size and geological characteristics with tall mountains to the north that once held massive spectacular waterfalls. It was destroyed almost 14,000 years ago by cataclysm as the result of a 9 mile in diameter meteor crashing into Greenland and creating a near extinction event in the northern hemisphere which various cultures have described as the great flood.

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The earliest human DNA has been found in central Africa some 60,000 years ago and even more interesting is the fact that the ancient origins of Voodoo or Vouduon come from west Africa. Voudoun of course is the religion where the gods or Loa take possession of their worshipers and “ride” them…this openess to being possessed is so strong that psychologist Sharon Caulder describes in her book “Mark of Voodoo” how she witnessed a young boy walking across the compound. This boy suddenly stopped and began crowing. His body had been taken over by the spirit of a rooster!

Make no mistake about it, the human body was designed to be “ridden” and “possessed” by “souls” or non-physical beings of almost any species…this is why people are so compliant and so readily obey any “external authority”.

Princeton Professor Julian Jaynes in his breakthrough book “The Origin Of Consciousness In The Breakdown Of The Bicameral Mind” goes into depth and great detail of how early man “heard voices” and how the gods spoke directly to them in their minds.

He then goes on to say how this ability was gradually lost as the result of the invention of reading and writing some 4,000 years ago…however, we may dispute some of that in the current rise of “channeled material” on the internet. This hearing voices in our heads and being possessed is certainly making a comeback!

-TEW

(The Etheric Witch)

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Goddess, Woman, Female, Young, Beauty, Model

At the beginning of each great new age magick is restored in the world…real magick…and that means the main activity lies upon the etheric levels where true magick resides…

That is why Shamanism is so powerful and important at the beginning of a new age and we are seeing an increase of interest in shamanism for this reason…the same might be said of Wicca or Witchcraft and other pagan paths…the Goddess has returned and her power is the power of the earth, of life and the vital life force. Her power is etheric and only those working with the etheric energies are able to participate in these new magicks. Her power is organic!

This coming two thousand years are exclusively devoted to the etheric energies of organic magick, living earth magick…it is ancient and sexual…it begins now…

New photons/electrons are constantly being created within our physical universe and we don’t know where they come from. They simply appear. This is the sacred expansive male force of creation that begins in spiritual light and element by element; atom by atom; creates the physical universe we live in…

We see this truth reflected in how the male constantly generates sperm throughout his entire life. The male is thus the physical embodiment of this force, of God…

The final possible element and atom has seven complete electron rings and the two outer rings each contain 32 electrons or awareness points. This is the end of the physical universe…this mysterious element 118 is a noble gas which we can’t see, feel or taste even though it is the most physical of all things…the so called void of outer space is an immense ocean of this etheric element and from this etheric ocean life arises in an evolutionary¬† quantum leap. This vast etheric ocean is the cosmic Goddess and the mother of all life…

We see this truth reflected in how the female is born with all the ovum that she will ever have during her physical lifetime. She is born complete and from her own womb comes that same magickal life force which has been called the Holy Grail or the Magick Cauldron…The female is the embodiment of the Goddess.

All that is required is the joining of the male and female energies…and that is where the true magick happens! But it needs to happen on all levels and the souls of both lovers need to be as equal as possible on all levels.

Human sexuality is sacred, most especially in this, the first age of the new Gaia and it is something to be celebrated and respected…

The inherent spirituality of the male can invoke or draw down the spirituality of the Goddess into the female. This is the practice of “drawing down the moon” found within modern Wicca.

The inherent sensuality/sexuality of the female can invoke or draw up the sensuality/sexuality of the “Horned God” into the male so that his expansive male energies can be used by her to create astral bodies and timelines for both of them…

I’ve also heard it said like this, “Tell her that she is beautiful and she becomes beautiful…”

The path of etheric Wicca is extremely simple and powerful. It is the path of Organic Gnosticism and I will share it to the best of my ability…it is an organic path and a tantric path that is both ancient and modern at the same time…

As I discover this new path within the etheric worlds and share it, I have chosen a magickal name for myself that reflects this new path…

-TEW

(The Etheric Witch)

 

 

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Fantasy, Landscape, Monument, Forest, Mystical

I try reading and watching some of the ascension related material that is out there and it seems like I must be living in an entirely different world than they are because what they are sharing doesn’t sound like full spectrum ascension to me…it sounds more like a fantasy from the world of mental energies…

Don’t get me wrong, I believe in the non-physical astral bodies of the noble gases helium (concrete spiritual with 2 awareness points); neon (abstract mental with 8 awareness points); argon (concrete mental with 8 awareness points); krypton (upper emotional with 18 awareness points); xenon (lower emotional with 18 awareness points; radon (sensual or desire body with 32 awareness points); mystery element 118 or the Ka (etheric body with 32 awareness points); and the final synthesis-the complete soul or full spectrum ascension body…

I am convinced that the etheric body and the etheric world create the world of magick and the occult as well as ghosts and other so called supernatural phenomenon. Consider that each and every atom ages and with the addition of 1 electron and 1 proton becomes a totally different element with different characteristics. Our sun which consists mostly of hydrogen is slowly turning into helium through atomic fusion…this same aging process happens to all the elements according to science…each element has its own half-life…

Since the beginning of time atoms have been progressing toward that final mysterious element 118 which is a noble gas that you can’t see, feel or taste. In fact, the lower 13 elements have yet to be discovered…the heaviest and most physical of all the elements don’t seem to physically exist! Yet they have existed since the beginning of time itself!

It seems clear to me that these elements do exist below what we consider normal physical reality and they are not figments of the imagination. They are not created out of mental or spiritual energies, but are instead created out of etheric energies…they probably exist more within the universe of time/space (astral) than space/time (3D).

Perhaps it is better to say that they do exist, but we have no awareness of them? Since the mysterious element 118 is the final destination of all physicality it must exist in enormous quantities, not be non-existent…it is far more likely that the void of outer space is not a void, but an ocean of this final etheric substance which supports the physical reality which we perceive…

What we perceive as physical reality exists somewhere in the middle along a spectrum of elements of which we have no normal conscious awareness of. Most humans have no awareness of the higher levels or the lower levels of physical reality.

When you consider that light itself sometimes acts as a wave and sometimes acts as a particle it seems possible that all the elements might also act as waves and as particles as well. Perhaps that is the real secret of Dewey Larson’s Reciprocal Systems theory? In space/time the elements act as particles (3D) and in time/space (astral) the elements act as waves? It’s an interesting thought and suggests that awareness and consciousness are related to the wave and to the astral worlds of time/space…

We might further suggest that life springs from this etheric ocean in a manner similar to how cellular life seems to have sprung from Gaia’s oceans in the primordial past…this vast ocean of the mysterious element 118 has been intuitively called the cosmic goddess and the ancient Egyptians gave her the name Nuit…life sprang out of the void…but there is no void…there is completeness…life sprang out of completeness…

The physical universe sprang forth from the photon/electron of the Father God or solar deity…life sprang forth from the Cosmic Mother, the vast ocean of mysterious element 118…

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Woman, Female, Beauty, Young, Model, Fantasy

Divine Counterparts are totally different than soulmates in that the energetic connection is so much more powerful…Someone began coming into my dreams in a sensual/sexual way and because of the intensity of the contact I knew that a new cycle was beginning even though these dream contacts only happened once or twice a year…I didn’t know who it was and just needed to let things unfold in their own way and time…

Annie and I tried counseling and it simply was no use so we separated. I think we were both happy about that…but we were still connected at such a deep level that we remained in contact. After all we did love each other, we just couldn’t live with each other. The energetics were becoming way too skewed between us. I had done far more releasing and working to transmute my own negative and toxic energies than she had done and I had opened up far more energy channels. It got to the point where my proximity to her would trigger her own inner repressed and toxic energies and she had several mini-strokes. I was becoming toxic to her in a very real and physical way in that my own energies stirred things up inside her.

She was considered disabled because of clinical depression and moved into an apartment where she could live on her own. Her health gradually got worse and she was eventually moved into a group home.

Annie had brain surgery and was recovering nicely with no symptoms and wanted to get out of the hospital. But she wanted to rush things and her anger trigger caused her to explode into a rage that took six men to hold her down. Something broke loose and she had another more massive stroke that did a lot of damage. She could no longer speak properly and there were some cognitive problems but no one knew how bad they were. The lady that once routinely beat me at Scrabble with an average score of over 400 could no longer even play crazy eights!

As I write this she is now confined to her bed in a nursing home and I visit once a week to bring Luci, our dog over, and watch a video with her. She doesn’t get much other company. Knowing that my energy is toxic to her I really try to limit my time but I’m still that only bright spot in her week and she looks forward to my bringing pop, treats and a movie. Annie and I made a contract with each other at the beginning of the old cycle right before the fall of Atlantis and I remember sitting with her on the outer wall waiting for the destruction that we knew was coming…She was a Pleiadian Princess and that was to be her first great cycle in a human body. I was the guide for her and her group because I had done several great cycles on Gaia before and knew my way around. Now we are done. We have completed that cycle and this new one has already begun…

Now back to Divine Counterparts…divine counterpart relationships are recognized by the intense and almost explosive energy exchange between both people. Your divine counterpart is the closest thing to a matter/anti-matter relationship and it is or can be pure energy! To put this more clearly, back in 1990-91 when I was crossing the Great Abyss and merging with Source what I was really doing was connecting to my Divine Counterpart! Connecting with a Divine Counterpart is the closest anyone can get to connecting with Source because it is through our contact with our Divine Counterpart that Source is attained…so in a very real way God or Goddess is our Divine Counterpart! Or at least the closest we can get to the ultimate Source of all things…

The totality of all that we really are can’t be contained within one human body…and parts of our soul is experiencing other lifetimes on other worlds and even as other life forms…That is true of our divine counterpart as well. How can everything that we are totally¬† line up in harmony with that of our divine counterpart? It can’t and perhaps our entire reality would be reduced to pure energy in a matter/anti-matter explosion if it were attempted…but we can come close for brief life changing experiences.

Three years went by with these rare contacts happening only once or twice a year, but I recognized them by how powerful they were. Finally Frieda felt compelled to comment on one of my blog posts…we struck up a very lively discussion in which sparks were flying everywhere. We began to email and conversed daily…she lived across the world from me and there was never any real chance of our ever getting together, but I always hoped…

My interaction with her continued for well over three years and the energy exchanges were massive to say the least…as I write this she remains in my heart and I remain in her heart and we will always be connected to each other. But the other aspects of who we are prevent us from physically manifesting a relationship together until the end of this new cycle. Somehow we stand at opposite ends of Gaia and an entire world stands between us…the rest of who we are…

Our relationship allowed each of us to activate permanent full spectrum astral bodies. First I gave my energy to her and then she gave birth to mine and an immense astral cord connects us which can never be broken. The timeline that she created is Gaia’s ascension timeline and it can not be altered. It exists as it first appeared back in 1990 when I first encountered her energies in crossing the Great Abyss. You see, each of these soulmate cycles were aspects of her and that is how it works. This is the ultimate timeline for me which I now need to travel and explore…

Back before Gaia even existed I was one of those fallen angels and she stayed in God’s grace and the light of Source…Now I have returned to the light of Source and she has become one of the fallen ones…we have traded places…my soul has reversed polarity to become a female soul and her soul has become a male soul…this is how souls evolve…

We went as far as we could until we were both perfectly balanced and within each other and then our completed soul divided once more in a form of cell division in which I went with Gaia and she took her children to another reality in space/time and time/space…Gaia herself has split into a planet A and a planet B and one day at the end of a great-great cycle they will both unite once more…that is how ascension works…that is how divine counterparts work…together they create the ultimate reality…

 

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Fantasy, Face, Branches, Woman, Surreal, Mystical

It was bound to happen sooner or later…each soulmate cycle activated a deeper or lower astral body that was closer to physical manifestation. My cycle with Annie turned into a real physical relationship with it’s own highs and lows which I may share later. Right now I want to speak of the dynamics of these cycles and what is actually happening within them as one searches for that elusive Holy Grail…

I want to remind everyone that these cycles are normal, and everyone experiences them to some degree within love relationships, but not as rapidly as I was moving through them and not so many of them. This was number seven and involved the root chakra energies and the permanent activation of the etheric body. It took seven years of steadfast daily working with these energies until a true physical relationship finally manifested. One may think of that as a long time or not, but many never achieve the permanent activation of all seven astral bodies as I did. As a male I can only speak of the male experience although several women have shared dreams of astral babies…apparently this is one of the gifts of that most magickal of all things, the female womb or Holy Grail…

In our youth we are told not to fall in love with the very first one that we are attracted to. My experience with these cycles is in agreement with the opinion of occultist Dion Fortune who insists that souls should be mated upon the astral planes before the consummation of a physical sexual relationship. This is the path of the dove and not the path of the serpent. We need to fall in love several times to build our soul and it’s capacity for having a true full spectrum relationship with another person.

We have several soulmates or persons who can fulfill that role for us as we develop the astral body out of the energies of each of the seven chakra centers…a soulmate is someone of the opposite sex that is of the same frequency as we are at that particular level. They are automatically drawn to us and we are drawn to them through the working out of these cycles.

It is also true that one must work directly with sexual orgasm energies and human sexuality to really propel these cycles and draw the proper magickal partners to us. As we work downward through these levels we will reach the point where we draw a physical partner to us and form a true physical relationship. But first we need to develop our capacity to have such a relationship or it will fail…as so often happens…and this needs to take place on all the levels for a successful mating of souls.

As I write this I still don’t know the end result of it all:

It is not the end of personal growth and empowerment. Our modern world is in a process of major transformation and new energetics are being formed even as I write this. For example, only now do I realize that my cycle with Annie involved the birth of my etheric astral body…the energies involved were of such a high vibration that they couldn’t participate within the etheric regions as they then existed because of those being of such low vibration that they would forcibly try to expel me from them. It was all that I could do to anchor myself there as a light bringer. We are now entering a time when my etheric body is much more welcome in the etheric regions of the astral planes…

Both Annie and I had severe karma involving others that also needed to be dealt with and these challenges ultimately destroyed our chances of really having a good relationship with each other. I was married to Annie for seven years and struggled to pay back my child support obligation which made my relationship with her much more difficult. As a consequence she often provided more in terms of financial support than I did to the relationship. This was bitter for both of us and we gradually grew apart from each other. My own children and legal issues got in the way…We had so much going for us, but the things that were against us were powerful indeed…we became toxic to each other…

We separated, got divorced, and I briefly moved to Washington DC where I lived for three months with another soulmate named Diana. In a way it seemed like the beginning of a new soulmate cycle and she was a pagan, but she also believed in polyamory and I couldn’t reconcile my own soulmate cycles with the concept of polyamory. It was the purity of the soulmate cycle with it’s magickal celibacy and exclusiveness that gave birth to permanently activated astral bodies! Indiscriminate sex and collective sexuality was not a part of my path!

In the end I went back to Annie, married her again and this time the challenges of the next seven years were not those of my children, but of her children. In the end my children helped to destroy the first seven years of marriage with Annie and her children helped to destroy the second seven years of marriage. Without those challenges we would have done much better…but we did as well as we could….

After twenty years of rocky marriage we had both moved so far in opposite directions that we could no longer be supportive of each other even though we loved each other…sometimes you can love someone and still not stand to live with them because the relationship has become toxic…

You see, the energy dynamic of my relationship with Annie stirred up all the black shit within me and within her and brought it to our awareness where we could deal with it and transmute it into harmless energy and that was the strength of our relationship. It was healing and ultimately brought out the best in both of us…but we were moving in opposite directions and there was no longer any catalytic effect…we had reached a dead end…we had become dead to each other…

That was when someone else entered my dreams and a totally different cycle began, the Divine Counterpart cycle…

 

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Woman, Naked, Act, Femininity, Female, Art, Skin

I was posting online about my experiences and Dewey Larson’s Reciprocal Systems Theory when Barb was drawn to my posts and began to correspond with me. This cycle lasted over a year and allowed us to share many of the finer points of the soulmate cycle with each other, proving that it worked both ways and was healing for each of us. We each began working with orgasm energy and astral sex to intensify our astral contacts. Remember that this was the sixth soulmate cycle for me, the desire body that was created was of the noble gas Radon and had thirty two awareness points or electrons that needed to be developed! It was a lot of work!

To both of us this was a soulmate cycle and we had found each other, very similar to my earlier soulmate cycle with Helen when we corresponded and fell in love. But this cycle was much more intensive and sharing on much deeper levels. Otherwise the cycles seemed roughly the same. They were driven by my working with sexual orgasm energy twice daily; originated with my public sharing of my story; involved increasingly sexual astral encounters that culminated in her developing a complete astral body or desire body and it then giving birth to a permanently activated astral body or desire body for myself and finally the creation of a new timeline for the both of us. This timeline was always a continuation of the original timeline created from my first cycle with Gail, brought down closer toward physical manifestation. It was also the timeline of Gaia’s ascension brought closer to physical manifestation! I think that each individual must create their own ascension timeline in the same fashion.

Other factors remained the same as well including that she was already in a physical relationship that she was not willing to leave or unable to leave. In retrospect we could complete these astral cycles or soulmate cycles but our individual karma from the past still imprisoned us. We took things are far as we could and then needed to let them go with love and blessings. Easier said than done! I didn’t understand the failure of the soulmate cycle to bring us together in a physical relationship…I didn’t understand how she could be in love with two people at the same time…

This astral body was unique in that it was much more sensual than any previous ones. The shape of my astral penis was enhanced with an upward curve that I can only attribute to Barb since it didn’t really belong to me. This brings up the point of how each permanent astral body is created from the energies of both people and takes on characteristics of both people. It is a true synthesis of each…

I can also share that the lower astral bodies of males are able to have orgasms and eject astral fluids or semen. I get tired of so called experts saying that this never happens…the lower the level of the astral body the more like the physical body it becomes…

The mystery schools of the past knew all about these things and taught them in secret. Even modern psychology was beginning to discover some of the truth behind sexuality and the orgasm. Mantak Chia wrote about how a god and goddess had intercourse in the crown chakra and gave birth to the immortal physical body. Some Tibetan yogis have sexual intercourse with energy beings known as dakinis. We have spoken in earlier posts of the incubus and succubus…Aleister Crowley spoke of his scarlet women cycles…

How can we even begin to sort some of this out? I have shared the essential simplicity of the entire work which requires only working with sexual orgasm energy twice a day to break through the barriers or engrams combined with some type of meditation that moves the released energy up the spine and releases the toxic energies through the crown chakra by turning them over to Source…the original forgiveness of sins…

We can see that the scarlet women cycles described by Aleister Crowley were driven by actual physical sexual relations and that they often led to the nervous collapse of his partners. One might even suggest that it created a split inside of him as well giving the egregore of the OTO as a black and white pillar which implies balance, but also an inability to integrate the two energies. This is not the correct way….there is the path of the serpent and the path of the dove…this is the path of the serpent…Crowley claimed to be the most spiritual man on earth and the most evil man at the same time…what is needed is to be a complete human soul….not an angel or a monster…

I’ve mentioned how Dianetics took the work of Sigmund Freud much further by discovering how repressed emotional energies became trapped within the cells of the body as engrams and how these engrams could be released through Book 1 auditing which was a variation of Freud’s Free Association therapy.

Carl Jung expanded upon the work of Sigmund Freud to discover archetypes, the shadow, the ego, the super ego or higher self, as well as the anima or animus/male of female aspects within each of us and how these all related to sexuality. My own experience has shown  me that both the shadow and the higher self are simply secondary personalities that need to be brought into conscious awareness and integrated.

The shadow represents those things that we find within ourselves that we hate, despise and reject. We need to find a way to accept and love them, a way to integrate them into ourselves as the benevolent powers which they really are. This most often revolves around human sexuality and the extreme distortions we have placed upon it. Sex and sexuality are meant to be healthy.

In a similar manner our higher self contains those things we admire and find in others but can’t find inside ourselves. We need to find the divinity that is within our own hearts…before we can really learn to love others…again the answer is the integration of these aspects into the normal and healthy human ego.

What remains is the anima or animus, that portion of our soul that is male or female in opposite polarity of our physical gender. It is within sacred love relationships within soulmate cycles that the complete soul is reborn and developed and that is the real message here.

Wilhelm Reich wrote about the function of the orgasm to break through the barriers or armor of engrams although he didn’t use the term engram. He also wrote about the importance of the orgasm in mental, emotional, spiritual and physical health and they banned his books and revoked his license. It was Wilhelm Reich who discovered the link between the soul and sexual orgasm…but there are still more missing pieces of the puzzle than the magick of Orgone energy.

Israel Regardie was a student of Aleister Crowley and later broke with him. In his own healing process he went for help to Dion Fortune who brought her own understanding to the mix. Dion Fortune speaks of the use of sexual power and sexual energy in magickal practices in which astral sex happens but physical sex doesn’t happen…the characters within her stories are “mated on the planes” before they mate in physical reality. Many of her characters never mate in physical reality…

What we are beginning to see is the gradual pulling back of the veil that finally reveals the Holy Grail in its true splendor! We can say the Holy Grail, the magic cauldron or any other of the sacred terms for the magical ability of the female womb…to give birth to permanently activated astral bodies and timelines! But this is the path of the dove…to use the power of sexuality and orgasm upon the astral planes and not upon the physical planes…for the creation of the complete soul, not the creation of babies….

 

 

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Yoga, Dancer, Woman, Night, Mystic, Scene, Moon Light

Shortly after a little over 2 years of not working at any job I was contacted by my ex-wife who said that her support payments from welfare were going to be cut and I really needed to get back to work. So I did…I was over $27,000 in arrears in my child support payments…a dead beat dad…with a warrant out in Kansas for my arrest for contempt of court and I really had contempt of the court…(I might add that I have fully paid back any child support that I have ever owed and that this was many years ago.)

Each summer my children came to visit me for a couple of weeks and that was a blessing for all of us…we tried to make up for lost time…

I would have dreams or astral visions of these legal proceedings and effectively escape from the traps that were set for me…I could magically fight the system to a draw, but could never win…This remains true for all people, you can fight the system to a draw, but you can never win…an important point to remember…only the system can defeat the system…

I went to job services and took lots of exams to determine both why I was in my current situation and what I could do to make things right…It was determined that I had tendencies to be passive-aggressive and had trouble with authority figures…I also had a first class intellect and problems with short term memory…They really wanted to send me back to college to become a professor, but I couldn’t go back to college and make child support payments at the same time. I already had an Associate’s degree in Survival and Rescue Operations from the Air Force. (I also benefited from Air Force training such as Basic Land Survival, Water Survival, Desert Survival; and POW and Resistance Training)

So I chose to become an over-the-road truck driver and hauled cars all over the country in what was called a portable parking lot. I could haul up to ten cars at a time…My child support payments took most of that money…

When I was back in town I went to some local support groups and that is where I met Pat. I even went to her home a few times but it never worked out…she didn’t really want a serious relationship and I was not in any condition to offer one…but as with any of these cycles she entered my dreams and a new cycle began. This cycle dealt with the lower emotional energies and you can say that Pat and I shared our pain with each other…she taught me to love the music of The Cowboy Junkies…still my favorite music to listen too…but while sharing pain is not what creates strong relationships; it does work to create new permanently activated astral bodies and this was now my 5th!

This astral body seemed fully sexual and complete in every way. It even had body hair! Something the others didn’t have…created from the noble gas Xenon…my 3rd density astral body…the solar plexus body…

I learned how to astral project the higher levels and investigated all kinds of magickal egregores with impunity. My connection with Source allowed me to get away with things that others couldn’t get away with. I can share that the egregore of the OTO is a black and white column standing side by side from the lowest level of the astral to the highest. I can share that the egregore of the Golden Dawn bestows the armor of God in it’s various levels. That the egregore of the Aurum Solis bestows its own type of armor that is more reptilian in nature…that Buddhism leads to an infinity of black and white squares without end…and so on…

I became an avid student of Freemasonry and occultism and received more initiations into the OTO. (My highest initiation into the OTO was the third degree of Master Magician which was several years later in 1999)

In Freemasonry I completed the Royal Arch Degrees and became a Knight Templar…

Thankfully I wasn’t getting into so many astral battles any more, but they still occurred from time to time and I always won…I reached a point where I could stand my own or go beneath my opponent instead of needing to go to safety on higher ground by rising up the planes. what I can tell you is that there are many people who are powerful in magick in the lower planes…I can tell you a lot about the ins and outs of magickal warfare…I learned the hard way…

 

 

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