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Lake, Sunset, Energy, Tower, Power, Reflection, Dusk

This is actually a clarification of my earlier Gaia Ascension Update called Solar Flash in which I had a dream about my cell phone being broken. I went back and reread that as I searched for clues of what my latest dream meant. This is also a demonstration of how physical events happen in the astral planes before they manifest in the physical. The events project themselves ahead into the future.

But before I get into all that I want to share that this is how I am able to function on the lower astral and etheric planes and why it is so important to permanently activate those astral and etheric bodies. This is the true ability to manipulate these levels before they manifest as physical events. I have no doubt at all that my activity at these levels helps to alter or minimize the damage and hardship that might otherwise affect me personally and my environment and that is what magick is all about!

Seeking to understand this dream I went back to my earlier post and reread it. In that post I described myself changing levels in some unorthodox way like going down a garbage chute. In retrospect I live in an apartment complex of 12 stories and we do have a garbage chute that ends in a container at the ground floor. So my earlier dream was location specific in identifying the building where I live as opposed to something larger like state wide or more major.

In last night’s dream there was no changing of levels because I was already at the level where things were happening. I seemed to be trapped in an area or neighborhood where I wandered around trying to find a way out. But there was no way out. I tried talking with someone to see if I could help. He was looking to replace some electrical component that had burned out and was trying to search for a replacement part in lots of old machines or equipment and I tried to help but found myself in a common bathroom type area where people were crowding and trying to use the limited facilities. There were long lines and it was quite complicated because some type of contraption was required and I didn’t have one. Someone offered to get me one and help me but I ended up wandering away. I was horrified at being in a place where there was no escape and woke up from my dream rather shaken. What did it mean?

My current understanding of the dream so far is that the problem was a neighborhood one or a local one and the large room with people in it represented the building complex where I live and the contraptions that people had was the astral vaccine shot or how the vaccine appeared in the astral planes and in the individual aura for those that had taken it.

As I said I was really shaken by the dream and especially by the fact I had been trapped in some area of the astral from which there was no escape. I even got the silly idea that perhaps I had entered the lower hell planes and my soul might be doomed to wander there trapped and unable to find any way out. Further reflection made me realize how foolish that was because I was not dead. My physical body was still very much alive and my soul was still able to connect to the light of SOURCE.

Anyway I took the dog out and then went back to sleep and the dream continued. This time I wandered around trying to understand what was going on. I found a piece of equipment that I took apart. There was a burnt out fuse in it. It was a piece of heavy electrical equipment like a power line fuse. While that person had been looking for a replacement chip of some kind I had discovered the real problem was that a large fuse needed to be replaced. I wandered around trying to tell someone about my discovery and also trying to find a replacement fuse. I never found anyone and never found a replacement fuse but I had resolved the problem. I had found the solution and it was the end of the dream. I felt very good about the ending.

The important things that these dreams showed me were that the problem was still going to happen and I would be affected as would people in my neighborhood but it was not going to mean any undue hardship for me. I had found a solution! It also very clearly showed me that those people who had taken the vaccine appeared much differently in the astral planes than those who hadn’t taken it. Lastly, these dreams were elaborations or expansions upon the dream I had written about in my earlier post. They were true prophetic dreams.

These dreams reflect my normal ability to function on the lower planes and I can project there in full consciousness as well.

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Warrior Pose, Yoga, Rocks, Blue Sky, Nature, Fitness

I had a powerful dream last night in which I was trying to get people mad enough at me that they would want to fight and win their way to freedom. As they came after me I opened something like a large garage door so that we all could enter into a free and new world. For me the dream signified that I had done my job as a teacher and my students had graduated. I recognized these warriors as adepts!

Any course of study has a beginning and an end. The end is marked by some kind of recognition of hard won ability. Organic Gnosticism is no different. I have brutally assaulted people with my posts that were designed and calculated to startle, shock, challenge and provoke people into fighting back.

The concepts that I have written about are very specific in what they do. Almost everything is rooted in personal experience or science. Exposure to these concepts is an ordeal whether you accept them or not. It is not about whether someone believes me or what I write about; it is whether they develop their own beliefs as a consequence.

Anyone that can hold their own beliefs against such a barrage as Organic Gnosticism can be considered an adept in the truest meaning of the word as far as I’m concerned.

I salute those that have fought back in spirited debate and I salute those who have held their own council and kept silent. Both require the self discipline of an adept! In this world you need to stand for something or you will fall for anything. I’ve made it pretty clear to others what I stand for and that is all a teacher can do. The student needs to stand up for their own beliefs.

At this point I formally recognize anyone truly familiar with my work as an adept whether they have found value in what I have shared or not. In the sharing we have stood up to each other and taken the measure of each other. You have withstood my brutal assault and remain standing. Well done! You deserve to be recognized!

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Yoga, Woman, Lake, Outdoors, Lotus Pose, Meditation

As I enter this new world and this new year I’ve been finding new ways of living each day and a big portion of that is doing in the sense of adding more of the physical element to my spiritual practice. This is still a work in progress but as I add different things I would like to share them for those that might be interested. 

At the age of sixty-five (in April) it has become more and more important for me to include things in my daily practice to sustain my health. I have been doing some simple pelvic stretches and neck stretches to counter years and years of poor posture. Nothing fancy, but fifteen minutes lying on the floor and five minutes sitting in a chair doing various stretches like hamstring stretches.

What I’ve added is to simply do diaphragm breathing while lying on the floor. Breathing all the way out and then breathing all the way in. We might go through entire days without completely expelling the air from the bottom of our lungs or filling lungs to capacity. At least once a day this is an important health benefit. Most of us don’t breathe deeply enough.

Starting today I’ve gone back to review my Rosicrucian studies and discovered a vowel sound to intone for each day of the week as I do a simple attunement meditation with the Spiritual Light at sunrise. I was never really into intoning vowel sounds but I now realize that when you intone a vowel sound it causes your entire physical body to vibrate and that is a very powerful thing to do on a daily basis.

Even the act of speaking causes our physical body to vibrate with the words that we speak. It seems so strange that I never really realized that before! The words and sounds we make do cause our physical bodies to vibrate!

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Heaven, Clouds, Cloud Shape, Swelling Cloud, Weather

I’m having trouble with this series because I believe that the new energetics that are now in place for the first time ever are a form of alternating current that requires two way flow of current between SOURCE and the Womb of Creation. This requires the purging and integration of both the Higher Self and the Shadow. But since the next 2000 years is about the etheric level being dominant the old form of magick no longer works!

The ability to do magick on the etheric level and the ability to maintain a permanently activated etheric body require tremendous amounts of energy. From this point on that energy is achieved through direct channeling both SOURCE and the Womb of Creation in a two way current.

The old way was to generate the needed energy and store it within the body or in groups or in egregores or in power objects. The energy was stored like you store energy in a battery until it is needed. Virtually every type of magickal practice used some form of energy generation and storage.


You tap into it!

In sharing my path of Organic Gnosticism I have tried to share a path that is individual, a path that has no hierarchy, a path that has no rules, and a path that is natural and organic. I’ve come to realize that only a handful of people will find this path of interest. Only a handful of people will attempt to rupture the astral planes on a daily basis in a deliberate effort to permanently activate their astral bodies.

I’ve shared how soul growth is the natural consequence of love relationships. I’ve shared meditations for healing and prosperity, for group portal work. I’ve shared antidotes for some of the toxic concepts that infect society. And I’ve done these things in a way that did not directly conflict with anyone’s personal path or belief system. (or I’ve tried not to directly conflict with it)

Everyone else will continue their paths of energy generation and storage. They will continue working with a direct current only and that is fine. . .

I’ve just come to realize that I’m wasting my time! Chuckle. I’ve shared more than enough and while I will continue to share from time to time, I’m moving on to other projects that I have been neglecting.

Whoever chooses to go upstream against the current will always be an individual that walks an individual path! They are the ones that create the lives they desire while living in a collective world that is created by the masses.

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Clouds, Sunset, Sky, Cloudy, Cloudy Sky, Dusk, Twilight

As I continue to bear witness to some of the more unusual things that I have personally experienced in my life my hope is that these posts are in some way helpful to those that don’t really know what to believe in today’s world of politically correct thinking and head tripping. If they happened to me they might happen to others . . .

The focus of this post is going to be astral cords and soulmate cycles. I am normally not aware of astral cords but there have been extremely vivid lucid dreams or visions or projections involving astral cords and I will share a few. After my Crowley type vision in which my astral cord was destroyed and I took refuge in SOURCE I struggled to regain my connection to earth and Gaia. I read the book “Taoist Secrets of Love Cultivating Male Sexual Energy” by Mantak Chia and began working with sexual orgasm energy. This practice extremely polarized my energy field and physical body. I experienced a spontaneous kundalini release while doing a side bend yoga movement that was so powerful that it felt like I had been struck by lightning as it rushed up my spine and exploded out the crown chakra. I momentarily lost consciousness and my knees sagged as I slumped toward the floor but I caught myself in time and remained on my feet.

I was going to a support group twice a week where I would share my story with others and listen as they shared their stories. I was going through a very rough time as my world was crumbling around me. As I shared my story the emotions poured out of me and it was very powerful. After the meeting several people came up to thank me, shake my hand or give me a hug. I had told their own story and they were very moved as well.

As one woman reached out to shake my hand a spark literally jumped two inches from mine to hers. That energy exchange started something moving inside me. Later that night I could sense that somehow she was inside of me and I was inside of her. We had powerful astral sex and then I had the incredible vision of a new born child and umbilical cord which even had the blood from the birth still on it. It was my new astral body! She had given birth to my new astral body! There was a strong umbilical cord that connected me to her which faded over time. Later I had an equally strong vision of a new world or timeline that was also created which included both of us. This was like the after birth or placenta.

There is more to the story, but this was the first of eight cycles which I have called soulmate cycles that I have experienced over the past thirty-five years. Each cycle gave birth to a different astral body and a different timeline. Each involved a different chakra although each contained all the levels in some way. Each activated a different strand of DNA. Each created an astral bond that was unbreakable. Each was progressively deeper on the astral etheric planes and each took longer than the others. The final cycle took several years. Each was driven by working with sexual orgasm energy but didn’t involve physical sex. It involved astral sex, but also consisted of conscious interaction with each other.

Somehow she needed the energy which my connection to SOURCE provided and when she mixed that energy with her own connection to the Womb of Creation energies a third energy was created that first allowed her to develop and permanently activate her own astral body and then give birth to one for me. Then she created a new timeline in which both of us were able to exist.

This was the true and occult hidden meaning of being “Born Again!” This is the true secret of any and all true religions and mystery schools! This is the true secret behind Alchemy! This is the true secret of the development of the immortal soul and its powers . . . This is the true secret of the spark that exists when two people are in love, what happens when the spark jumps and when the spark is gone . . . This is something that is completely normal and natural and happens to people every day, but not as intensely or as rapidly as it has happened to me. I have only experienced the accelerated version . . .

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Fields, Clouds, Trees, Conifers, Coniferous

An important part of this series of posts is simply to share things I have personally experienced as a witness to their actual existence. Some I may not understand at all . . . but I have had experiences that challenge many “politically correct” beliefs of occultism, including my belief that the development of the soul and its powers is purely a mechanical process based solely upon personal effort and not upon tradition, skill or technique.

There is an underlying reality at work here, especially at the inclusive etheric planes that exists and remains active whether a person chooses to believe in it or not!

I continued to study the works of Aleister Crowley and wrote to the OTO for more information. I found the address in one of my books. Bill Heidrick was kind enough to respond and gave me some very helpful advice as well as putting me in contact with someone that could initiate me into the Minerval degree. He essentially said that now that I had established my own magickal system I needed to study the Kabbalah and link the two systems together so they did not conflict. Thus began my study of the Holy Kabbalah. This was a magickal process known as “resolving antimonies”. Organic Gnosticism is compatible with the Holy Kabbalah but that compatibility is not two way. I can put Organic Gnosticism in Kabbalistic terms, but not the other way around.

At my Minerval initiation I was blindfolded. Afterwards I was asked if I had any questions about it. I asked why someone had stood behind me reaching around my waist and pressing in against my solar plexus? I had felt it very strongly and it was unpleasant. My initiator got quite upset and asked for more details because there had not been anyone standing behind me and pressing into my solar plexus. That should not have happened! If he had known there was an unseen entity there he would have protected me from it. I merely mention this as a strange thing that happened. . . I don’t have any answers.

There is debate about the aura and if it is magnetic. I put together a rather large direct current pulsating electromagnet that I could plug into a wall socket and give myself “treatments”. There were two large electromagnets created of 12 gauge copper wire wrapped around two large iron bolts which were both a bit larger than a large grapefruit. One was for north pole and one was for south pole. When I switched it on the magnets would hum and vibrate with the 60 cycle hum of household current. I could only have them on for a minute or two because there was so much current going through them that they would quickly get very warm.

I would lay on the floor placing the south pole magnet at my feet and the north pole magnet at my head and give myself treatments. These treatments were quite energizing and would clear completely stuffed sinuses so violently that the mucus would crackle as it cleared itself. Once, after a treatment I was lying on my bed which was oriented with the head to the east. My astral body suddenly broke loose from my physical body and moved exactly like a compass needle with my head pointing toward the north. It wobbled and went back and forth a little exactly like a compass needle does before it stabilized and remained motionless.

Several years later after I had crossed the Great Abyss and was working with both the energy ball meditation and with tantric energies treatments with this same magnet caused the energy flow at the chakra centers to become constant to the point where even today I can sense the current constantly flowing through my energy centers. It has never stopped flowing. But in the beginning those magnetic treatments certainly stimulated that current flow and made it stronger.

The aura and astral bodies are certainly electromagnetic in nature. . .

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Thunderbolt, Lightning, Weather, Storm, Stormy Weather

Those able to function on the etheric levels are a mixed bag of rough and tumble individuals who can take care of themselves. They don’t belong to any specific tradition but have found their own power and do not hesitate to use it. What follows are a few cautionary tales that might make a person think twice about true magickal ability.

After I had crossed the Great Abyss and merged with SOURCE I felt a polarity shift that was drawing me back downward toward the earth. I panicked thinking that SOURCE had rejected me . . . later I came to understand that I was bringing the SOURCE energy back down through the astral planes level by level to anchor those energies deep into Gaia.

This going downward was a healing process because I was reconnecting with my emotional self, but it was also a disruptive time. I was going through a divorce, a bankruptcy, leaving the Air Force and my kids were living with their mom in Kansas. I was a mess. . .

I began to study the works of Aleister Crowley because he was the only one writing about the experience of crossing the Great Abyss and I wanted to know what was going on with me. . . I began writing what later became the Organic Gnosticism material. At the time I called it the OAK material.

I had a vivid lucid dream in which Aleister Crowley came to me and led me over to where a large tome lay closed upon a pedestal. He indicated that I should open it and I did. Then he began to cackle evilly and said that if I ever let go of the book I would die. I screamed “No!” and slammed the book shut. Instantly my astral cord burst into flames and my soul went higher and higher in a desperate attempt to stay alive. I crossed the Great Abyss and found a small place of shelter within SOURCE but my astral cord that connected me to my physical body had been completely destroyed. I was living completely in my head!

In retrospect this was the “spiritual death” that some occultists refer to. I can share that in some cases the destruction of the silver cord will not result in the death of the physical body because it did not happen to me.

I was working with the Energy Ball Meditation and experimenting with tantric energies. I was excited because I was working through so much shit and healing. I was also caught up in what I came to call Soulmate Cycles in which I was experiencing sexual contact with other females in the astral planes. These experiences were extremely vivid and one cycle after another gave birth to another astral body for me to use. One by one these females exchanging their earth energies for my SOURCE energies and the combined result was the permanent activation of a particular energy body for each of us.

Shortly after crossing the Great Abyss I tried contacting a local Gardnerian Wicca group in Phoenix. A couple nights later I woke up suddenly in the middle of the night with someone pinning me down onto the bed. I could feel their weight holding me down. It was frightening to say the least and I instantly tapped into my SOURCE energy and blasted him away from me. I remember seeing him on all fours on his own bed puking. . . I suppose he was just checking me out because I had tried to contact the group?

Sometime later I had moved back to Minnesota and tried contacting the OTO because I had been studying the works of Aleister Crowley. This was before the internet and I did finally establish contact with SOTO which was like a Hell’s Angels OTO branch. My only contact with them was through letters. I didn’t know anything about them but asked to join. My contact told me to send two passport photos of myself, a front view and a side view. I took the pictures in one of those automated photo booths and got a front view, a right side view and a left side view. I sent all three pictures. A few nights later I woke up in the middle of the night with a searing pain at my throat chakra. At the time I had permanently activated my top three astral bodies and was working on the fourth. In horror I realized the three astral bodies on the entire left side of my neck had been severed and only the right side was still intact!

I panicked and told them I had changed my mind and didn’t want anything to do with them. They wrote back and said that it was too late . . . I had already been initiated. I told them I quit anyway and they warned me that I would regret it. Then I experienced a massive magickal attack that I sent back at them, again by tapping into SOURCE energy. It took two or three months for my severed astral bodies to heal.

This was a botched initiation in that my head ( should have been captured by the egregore of the SOTO) and my connection to my Higher Self would then have only been possible through the teachings of SOTO. Because I had already crossed the Great Abyss and because I had sent in three photos and not just the two I had been told to send the initiation didn’t work. I was lucky?

This post is getting too long and I will continue it tomorrow.

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Thunderstorm, Lightning, Storm, Night, Weather, Sky

Among other things the etheric plane is the level of paranormal activity including encounters with the dead. On my soul journey I have experienced many really strange experiences and they are not theoretical to me. They are all too real. I’ve shared some of the back story behind most of these experiences in other places, but I will simply list them here. The point being that these are personal experiences in which I have played a part. They are not figments of my imagination!

As a certain point in my early Rosicrucian studies while doing a self-initiation at my home a Rosicrucian Master appeared in my living room and sat cross legged floating in the air for almost an hour before leaving. I walked completely around him and observed him from all directions. It was a powerful affirmation of my progress and studies at the time.

At the deathbed of my father-in-law his spirit tried to take possession of my own body. It was an extremely frightening experience as I was not expecting it at all. I contained his spirit and helped it pass into the light.

At the deathbed of my mother-in-law her spirit did take possession of the physical body of my wife and the only way I could drive it out was to pour my own energy into my wife until it was forced to leave. It was not compatible with my own energy and my wife was compatible with my energy. It did not want to leave. It affected my wife’s speech and her walk and my wife described the battle that was going on inside of her. She was very frightened.

At a house party with a friend we were sitting together enjoying the party when the fireplace suddenly flared up as if someone had poured gasoline on it and my friend suddenly went into convulsions. When I asked her what was wrong she said she felt like she was under water and drowning. She also felt like someone was trying to take over her body. I talked her through the experience and she was able to help that spirit into the light. Later we found out that 5 years previous to that a young boy had fallen through the ice nearby and drown. His body was not found until the next spring.

Often in ghostly encounters you will experience the manner of the death of the ghost. This happened to me when I was working with a young boy that was having issues at home and at school. When I astral projected to explore his situation I discovered that an entity had attached itself to him. When I forcibly removed the entity and tried absorbing it I re-experienced its own death. It was the ghost of the best friend of the boy I was working with. He had hung himself and his friend was the one who had found him. The ghost had attached itself to the boy and was still there several years later until I forcibly removed it. The point being I had to re-experience its death and it had been an accidental death where the boy had been playing the “auto-erotic game” which was popular with young kids at the time where they masturbate while being strangled or strangling themselves.

In trying to exorcise two Native American ghosts from the property of a friend I found myself at the etheric level in a ghostly landscape with barren trees and shrubs. I hid behind a shrub as one walked past me and the other rode a white horse past me. Neither one saw me. They were both looking straight ahead as if seeking something. The landscape was real and the atmosphere was very ghostly.

In my teenage years I fell in love with a girl who was an energy vampire. I had dreams about her and in one of those dreams as she walked by me she reached out and touched me at the base of my spine and I felt a tingle. When she broke up with me I lost twenty pounds in two weeks and could not get her out of my mind for over seven years. The turmoil contributed to a nervous breakdown at nineteen. Some twenty years later as I was working with the lower etheric energies and activating that energy body I discovered that vampiric attachment and broke it. She had been sucking my lower level energy for all those years and I didn’t even know it. The same day I broke the connection she was in a car accident. Not a coincidence. . .

I’ve made plenty of stupid mistakes over the years and for a while I would astrally project and check out other people that I was interested in for one reason or another. Although I meant no harm, my probe was a bit invasive and some people reacted very violently when they sensed my energy enter their aura. Others had no awareness of my probe at all.

I could go on and on with more examples but the point is that I have experienced these things and I function normally at the etheric level at will. These things exist and many other things that I haven’t mentioned. Now that the etheric energies have become the dominant energies we will be seeing things like this becoming the norm. . . Those living in their heads will be at a severe disadvantage!

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Thunderstorm, Sea, Clouds, Storm, Island, Heaven

For all practical purposes we are now living in a world in which the etheric energies are the dominant energies. What does that mean?

The etheric level is beneath the physical world and more foundational than the physical world. True magick happens in the etheric levels and we will begin to see A LOT OF PARANORMAL ACTIVITY.

The world around us is collectively created, but those that are able to manipulate the etheric levels will be able to constantly pull the rug out from under those who can’t. . . That means you are steadily plodding along toward your goal, doing all the right things and suddenly without warning someone else gets there first! That is unless you are functioning on the etheric as well.

You will see the etheric shaman giving something that extra bump that will tip the scales in their favor. . . Get used to it. The game has changed and magick is back with a vengeance! Etheric magick that is. . .

And etheric magick requires energy, lots and lots of energy! Lots and lots of low level energy! Where is it going to come from? While the Organic Gnostic knows how to tap into the Spiritual Light and transform it downward into etheric energy, most magickal practitioners will be using other energy sources and some of them will be very nasty!

We will be seeing a surge in occultism, energy vampires, drugs and mind control like never before. For every well intended occultist there will be two or three predators. . . feeding off the vital life force of their victims. There will be an increase in occult related violence.

The sheeple or ignorant masses will collectively follow the rules while those able to function on the etheric planes, both good and bad, will not follow the rules. They are the ones that will be creating their own individual lives within that collective reality.

So the message for this post is: prepare to not follow the rules! Rules will be put into place, that a fear based populace will blindly follow. . . are you going to follow those rules? These rules will become more and more restrictive and draconian. . .

Whether you are good or bad or somewhere in between the message is the same. . . following the rules is not the way to win this game! The dice are loaded and the game is not a fair one! The game is the enslavement of humanity. . . are you going to submit?

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Lightning, Storm, Arizona, Monsoon, Lightning Storm

Over the past month I’ve had a series of visions/lucid dreams about some event that involves a lot of people. This is an event that in my vision or dream I am trying to prevent or mitigate in any way possible. In this series of dreams some type of event has been gradually forming and taking shape. Now whatever is coming seems to be set in stone and geographical or localized in nature. It won’t do much to describe my latest vision other than certain areas of the country were turned into hills of agate which pretty much means set in stone. . .

What I can say is that something is going to happen. I have no doubt at all about that. What is difficult is to determine just what and when it will happen. What follows is my best guess based upon these visions and lucid dreams and my past experiences with these type of things.

My best interpretation is that a massive power grid failure will strike certain areas and not others. It will effect communications and work related industries. This will probably be in the United States and will be severely affecting thousands of people over a period of perhaps three months.

I don’t sense death and destruction surrounding this as much as hardship. I don’t sense that this is man made so I suspect it will be triggered by a massive solar flare or natural event. I suspect it will involve large cities more than rural areas which will not be so strongly affected. It will not be easily dealt with and will probably happen before or around the spring equinox in March. It is imminent.

It would probably be a good idea to have some food on hand and not let your car’s gas tank get below half a tank. We are talking about a collectively created and chosen event that has taken its final form within the astral planes. The damage has been minimized as much as possible.

I wish I could tell you more. I do not channel information but I do function normally on the etheric planes and these dreams/visions are taking place on the etheric planes. They seem to happen within my dream environment but not directly affecting or impacting my own life other than my dream about my cell phone being broken. . . They are happening to other people.

Those in other areas of the world should pay attention to the energies and etheric activity in their own part of the world. Each population has collectively chosen its own particular challenges.

Gaia has ascended bringing all life forms with her and this is how each segment of the human race has collectively decided to come into alignment with these new energies. This is how we humans have chosen to deal with and adapt to these new energies and circumstances.

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