Anarchistbanjo's World

I’m having trouble with this series because I believe that the new energetics that are now in place for the first time ever are a form of alternating current that requires two way flow of current between SOURCE and the Womb of Creation. This requires the purging and integration of both the Higher Self and the Shadow. But since the next 2000 years is about the etheric level being dominant the old form of magick no longer works!

The ability to do magick on the etheric level and the ability to maintain a permanently activated etheric body require tremendous amounts of energy. From this point on that energy is achieved through direct channeling both SOURCE and the Womb of Creation in a two way current.

The old way was to generate the needed energy and store it within the body or in groups or in egregores or in power objects. The energy was stored like you store energy in a battery until it is needed. Virtually every type of magickal practice used some form of energy generation and storage.

YOU CAN’T STORE ALTERNATING CURRENT!

You tap into it!

In sharing my path of Organic Gnosticism I have tried to share a path that is individual, a path that has no hierarchy, a path that has no rules, and a path that is natural and organic. I’ve come to realize that only a handful of people will find this path of interest. Only a handful of people will attempt to rupture the astral planes on a daily basis in a deliberate effort to permanently activate their astral bodies.

I’ve shared how soul growth is the natural consequence of love relationships. I’ve shared meditations for healing and prosperity, for group portal work. I’ve shared antidotes for some of the toxic concepts that infect society. And I’ve done these things in a way that did not directly conflict with anyone’s personal path or belief system. (or I’ve tried not to directly conflict with it)

Everyone else will continue their paths of energy generation and storage. They will continue working with a direct current only and that is fine. . .

I’ve just come to realize that I’m wasting my time! Chuckle. I’ve shared more than enough and while I will continue to share from time to time, I’m moving on to other projects that I have been neglecting.

Whoever chooses to go upstream against the current will always be an individual that walks an individual path! They are the ones that create the lives they desire while living in a collective world that is created by the masses.

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Those able to function on the etheric levels are a mixed bag of rough and tumble individuals who can take care of themselves. They don’t belong to any specific tradition but have found their own power and do not hesitate to use it. What follows are a few cautionary tales that might make a person think twice about true magickal ability.

After I had crossed the Great Abyss and merged with SOURCE I felt a polarity shift that was drawing me back downward toward the earth. I panicked thinking that SOURCE had rejected me . . . later I came to understand that I was bringing the SOURCE energy back down through the astral planes level by level to anchor those energies deep into Gaia.

This going downward was a healing process because I was reconnecting with my emotional self, but it was also a disruptive time. I was going through a divorce, a bankruptcy, leaving the Air Force and my kids were living with their mom in Kansas. I was a mess. . .

I began to study the works of Aleister Crowley because he was the only one writing about the experience of crossing the Great Abyss and I wanted to know what was going on with me. . . I began writing what later became the Organic Gnosticism material. At the time I called it the OAK material.

I had a vivid lucid dream in which Aleister Crowley came to me and led me over to where a large tome lay closed upon a pedestal. He indicated that I should open it and I did. Then he began to cackle evilly and said that if I ever let go of the book I would die. I screamed “No!” and slammed the book shut. Instantly my astral cord burst into flames and my soul went higher and higher in a desperate attempt to stay alive. I crossed the Great Abyss and found a small place of shelter within SOURCE but my astral cord that connected me to my physical body had been completely destroyed. I was living completely in my head!

In retrospect this was the “spiritual death” that some occultists refer to. I can share that in some cases the destruction of the silver cord will not result in the death of the physical body because it did not happen to me.

I was working with the Energy Ball Meditation and experimenting with tantric energies. I was excited because I was working through so much shit and healing. I was also caught up in what I came to call Soulmate Cycles in which I was experiencing sexual contact with other females in the astral planes. These experiences were extremely vivid and one cycle after another gave birth to another astral body for me to use. One by one these females exchanging their earth energies for my SOURCE energies and the combined result was the permanent activation of a particular energy body for each of us.

Shortly after crossing the Great Abyss I tried contacting a local Gardnerian Wicca group in Phoenix. A couple nights later I woke up suddenly in the middle of the night with someone pinning me down onto the bed. I could feel their weight holding me down. It was frightening to say the least and I instantly tapped into my SOURCE energy and blasted him away from me. I remember seeing him on all fours on his own bed puking. . . I suppose he was just checking me out because I had tried to contact the group?

Sometime later I had moved back to Minnesota and tried contacting the OTO because I had been studying the works of Aleister Crowley. This was before the internet and I did finally establish contact with SOTO which was like a Hell’s Angels OTO branch. My only contact with them was through letters. I didn’t know anything about them but asked to join. My contact told me to send two passport photos of myself, a front view and a side view. I took the pictures in one of those automated photo booths and got a front view, a right side view and a left side view. I sent all three pictures. A few nights later I woke up in the middle of the night with a searing pain at my throat chakra. At the time I had permanently activated my top three astral bodies and was working on the fourth. In horror I realized the three astral bodies on the entire left side of my neck had been severed and only the right side was still intact!

I panicked and told them I had changed my mind and didn’t want anything to do with them. They wrote back and said that it was too late . . . I had already been initiated. I told them I quit anyway and they warned me that I would regret it. Then I experienced a massive magickal attack that I sent back at them, again by tapping into SOURCE energy. It took two or three months for my severed astral bodies to heal.

This was a botched initiation in that my head ( should have been captured by the egregore of the SOTO) and my connection to my Higher Self would then have only been possible through the teachings of SOTO. Because I had already crossed the Great Abyss and because I had sent in three photos and not just the two I had been told to send the initiation didn’t work. I was lucky?

This post is getting too long and I will continue it tomorrow.

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