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In reading through Pavel Tsatsouline’s books on flexibility and health I was struck by a powerful integration! He claimed we already have all the muscles we need but we only use 5 or 10% of what is available to us. Does that sound familiar?

He goes on to say the mother that lifts the car to save the life of her baby is not doing it through emotional strength or magical levitation. She is simply using all of her muscle strength. Apparently only 5 or 10% of the muscles we use have nerves firing at any given time. The trick is to get the nerves firing on the other 90 to 95%!

The Russian kettle bell exercises do this through the process of ballistic shock. The entire body absorbs the shock during a kettle bell workout and by spreading the impact throughout the body helps more of the nerves to fire. In my opinion this is why kettle bells are so effective

If we apply the same concept to our mind and thought processes it’s pretty clear that the analogy still holds true. If we want to use more of our mental ability we need to fire those nerves through some form of ballistic shock. Perhaps it might be the exposure to a radical new idea. This shock absorber method is unique in that just a few shocks a day gets better results than a steady grind. The trick is to get more nerves to fire and then let them rest and recuperate till the next time

We can apply this concept to all the energies generated by the physical body. Living intensely means to create spikes or shocks throughout the day with each of the energies. This involves planning and living a balanced life that has a bit of everything in it

What happens is that the physical body becomes filled to overflowing with energy and can no longer contain all the energy. The energy is then released into the astral through one of the bodies energy centers or chakras. We can feel the energy released when it happens

In athletics this is called getting the second wind. But we can experience it with all of the other energies generated by the physical body.

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As she takes total control he begins to suspect that she doesn’t love him, that she is just using him to get what she wants. What about those things that he wants? He has to fight these doubts and be patient with her at this time.

All she seems to care about is the creative act of mixing his energies with her own and the child that they are creating! This child might be a physical baby or it might be an astral child. But she is feeding it the splendid creative energy and allowing it to grow inside her.

The entire world spreads out before her. She can carve out of it whatever she wants. She can use him and his energies anyway she desires to achieve her version of their collective dream. There is no mental hesitation or uncertainty. She goes for the achievement of her dream. This is the dream that she has for both of them

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I do seem to be at a turning point in writing these posts. I don’t want to repeat myself and I want to remain interesting. I might even need to take a break for a few days. One of the big problems is that I believe things are really very simple and that people make them complicated! I also believe that everybody’s got to find their own path in life. No one should be following my path because that belongs to me and to me alone!

Perhaps the biggest reason is that I’m trying to speak from my heart about things that I feel are head trippy! That’s a combination that just doesn’t work! There are so many things that I could share, but sometimes I think that I’ve shared enough! There are some things better left unsaid.

Some of the material that I’ve been sharing is 20 years old and some of it is from today and yesterday. 20 years ago I thought I had the answers. Today, I know that if I have any answers they are only for me. Over the years I’ve simplified my belief system down to the point where it can be expressed in a simple statement. “All effort is cumulative!” How many ways can I say the same thing? Personal effort will get you where you need to be!

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Society is supposed to create a win-win situation for the majority of the population. It is supposed to be supportive and uplifting. What happened? Our society seems like a collection of incurable invalids! There is too much poverty, too much mental and emotional illness and not enough caring! Society has never really given me any support so I’m not very enthusiastic about it. There are times when I feel closer to animals than I do to people.

It wasn’t always this way. Today’s world is very different than the world that I grew up in 60 years ago. We walk past each other today without smiling and we don’t even know the names of our neighbors. I remember when I was young. I used to go visit the neighbors and listen to their stories while I drank coffee and ate cookies. The old people used to love these visits because they were lonely. I loved to hear their stories!

Now I’m an old man and nobody visits me, but I don’t really care! If somebody did come to visit I wouldn’t have any cookies to offer them anyway! Do I go visit others? Not really! Do I want to? Not really! So what’s wrong? Why do I have the attitude that I do?

I’ve wondered about that myself. I’ve also wondered if my reasons would be similar to someone else’s reasons. If I was brutally honest I would have to say that most other people bore me. I don’t have enough in common with them. I’ve worked really hard in my life to cure the emotional wounds that I’ve suffered. I’ve had therapy, gone to support groups, and read tons of books! I don’t like to talk about the cows, hunting, fishing or the football game. So I guess I’m an oddball.

I’ve also looked deep in my heart and tried to be as honest as possible. I’ve caught myself lying to myself at times. But over the years I think I’ve become healthier and healthier. The things that I write are reflections of what my heart has told me. They are not politically correct. I am not politically correct. And you know what? I like it that way! My attitude is coming through tonight!

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Orchids

When the Devil
was a woman
She was Lilith
Her black hair coiled
In heavy knots
Surrounding her head
Like a Botticelli ruff
When she smiled tiredly
At the gold bands
And colored stones
On all of her narrow fingers
When she read Villiers
And loved Huysmans
When she understood
Maeterlinks silence
And her soul bathed
In the colors
Of Gabriel d’Annunzlo
She once laughed
And when the Princess
Laughed a little serpent
Sprang out of her mouth
This most beautiful Devil
Stroked the serpent
This queen stroked the serpent
With her be-ringed fingers
So that it turned, hissed,
Hissed, hissed
And sprayed venom
Lilith collected the drops
And sprinkled them
Over her heavy copper vase
Of moist earth,
Black, moist earth
Her vast hands moved lightly
All around the
Heavy copper vase
Caressing it
Softly her pale lips sang
Her old spell
Her spell rang
Like a child’s rhyme
Soft and languid,
Languid like the kisses
From her mouth
The moist earth drank
And life arose in the vase
Enticed by her languid kisses
Enticed by her soft sounds
And slowly out
Of the black earth crept
Orchids-
In front of the favorite
Mirroring her
Pale features
Surrounded with
Botticelli vipers
Creeping sideways
Out of the copper vase
Orchids-
Devil’s flowers
Those of the old earth
That through Lilith’s spell
And specially prepared
Serpent’s venom
Had been brought
Into the light,
Orchids-
Devil’s flowers

-Hanns Heinz Ewers
translated by Joe Bandel

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Who created the universe? What is God like? How many angels can fit on the end of a pin? These are all meaningless infinite regression questions that cannot be answered because any reply only brings more questions.

What they do is keep people living in their heads and not involved in physical life or the present moment. That makes them easier to be manipulated and taken advantage of by those that do choose to live in the physical world. In today’s world people are deliberately encouraged to live in a world of fantasy, whether it’s in their heads, watching TV or playing computer games. Our attention is being diverted away from physical reality and that is a very dangerous situation!

How can we discover the infinite possibilities that exist for us within the present moment if we refuse to even be in the present moment? How can we achieve our dreams in life if we never wake up?

Why not simply state that God, the Supreme Creator or the Grand Architect of the Universe is beyond human comprehension! There is no way that our finite minds can comprehend the infinite. But there are things which we can comprehend and let’s turn our energy and discernment toward those things instead! Let’s turn our energies and discernment toward the achievement of our dreams!

Infinite regression questions only bring new questions and the only solution is to stop asking those kinds of questions! Once we realize that is the only way out of the trap we can become free! We have limited time and energy available and we don’t need to waste it pondering imponderables!

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All of our personal efforts are progressive and cumulative. Energy which we physically generate belongs only to us and can be used only by us. Our goal should be putting out intense effort for at least one half hour every day if possible. More than two hours of intense effort is too much. This should be done with each type of energy which the body generates.

For developing Etheric energy we should do some type of aerobic exercise. Do something that you really enjoy. Ideally you will stress the body until you get the “second wind sensation”. When this happens the generated energy bursts free of the physical body and goes into the astral planes. You can also stress the physical body by doing breathing exercises but this should be done with extreme care as you will get dizzy.

Sexual energy is developed through the control and exploration of human sexuality and orgasm. Learning to control orgasm and make sexual pleasure last brings great pleasure to both partners and is worth learning. The time spent brings great rewards and personal satisfaction. Too many people do not enjoy their own sexuality.

Confronting anger, fear and depression and learning to transform them into determination and resolve are the best ways to develop lower emotional energy. Find a way to use these energies in a creative and constructive manner.

Take some risks and do some thrillseeking to develop the upper emotional energies.

We create crisis in our lives if we do not have enough excitement. By deliberately planning for excitement we take away the need for much of the crisis we face daily.

Love, honor, patriotism, these are not things to laugh at. They are very important upper emotional energies as well. Find some cause to believe in and act upon it! Stand up for what you believe. Stand up for what is in your heart!

One of the greatest pleasures in life is to learn new things. If possible every day we should make a point to expand the world we live in by learning something new that we didn’t know before. This type of learning develops the awareness of our environment and strengthens our mental concrete energy.

Debate and philosophical argument strengthens our minds and our wills. Through practice we develop persistence and the ability to return our focus to what we are doing. If we allow ourselves to be sidetracked we will never achieve the things we want in life. Mental discipline and willpower is vital.

The resolution of paradox and problem solving allows us to learn how to think outside the box and make quantum leaps in awareness. These leaps in awareness are what brings us out of old nonproductive programming. Many people enjoy working puzzles and finding solutions

Prayer and meditation every day can center us and bring us health and peace of mind as we listen to the still small voice of our conscience. We learn the all-important task of loving ourselves. If we can’t love ourselves how can we love others?

Lastly, we are all part of the great collective soul of humanity and part of the earth as well. How can we harm someone else without harming ourselves? In truth we are all in this together.

We monitor the development of these energies through our dreams. Our dream life is a form of astral work that reflects physical life. When we are happy and empowered in our dreams we are happy and empowered in our physical lives. Each dream involves a specific type of astral energy and represents our stage of development with that particular energy.

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He becomes serious about forming a permanent relationship with her. He pours his energy and vigor out to her with an intensity that borders on insanity because it is so strong.

As she receives his energy she becomes completely self-centered. This is the only way she can effectively direct the forces which he is generating and turning toward her. She has to be in total control, there can be no weakness. She uses her will to focus his energy toward those things she desires for them both.

He needs to be secure in himself at this time. She is trying to expand and build upon the things that he has given her. If what he has given her is false or weak what she creates will enhance the falseness and the weakness as well as the goodness. She is trying to merge her vision with his vision and crystallize them both. She takes where they are at the present moment and builds upon it. If he is not content with his own position in life in the present moment he will discover that her energy is blocking his forward progress.

She is accepting him as he is right now, not the way he wants to be in the future!

He is the sunlight and she is the prism that captures that sunlight and in turn creates the seven colors of the rainbow! They both need each other to achieve the full spectrum of life’s colors!

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Governments only last as long as they hold supreme power over their own people. The will of the government is law! But what do laws amount to if no one obeys them? Why pass a law if it is not enforceable? For the government to enforce its will upon the people it is vital that the people are not allowed to have a will of their own! Anyone with a will of their own needs to be locked up or isolated in some way so that they are neutralized.

For the government to exist it needs to be master and citizens need to subject themselves to its power and submit. The government needs to be the ultimate external authority or it no longer governs!

Think about this, if a person needs to be surrounded by mindless zombies without wills of their own in order to feel important then it is the zombies that are important! Without the zombies that individual would be nothing at all!

For a person to have their own will and be self-directed is the most dangerous thing that any government can confront. Self will and the collective will of the government are deadly enemies because the existence of one tries to extinguish the existence of the other! It is almost impossible to find a win-win situation but we must still trie!

Let’s say that today I am in favor of a particular law but tomorrow I learn something or experience something that makes me change my mind about that law. The government maintains that I still need to be subservient to that law even if I no longer agree with it. I can’t change my mind! Because I was a fool yesterday, I need to be a fool for the rest of my life! Yesterday I had a will when I chose to support that law, but today I no longer have any will! It’s been taken away from me!

The only possible response is to recognize the still small voice of conscience and the Christ spirit that dwells within each individual heart as the supreme authority that we all can choose to follow. We cannot bind ourselves to the laws of external authorities or we will become slaves of those external authorities! Government needs to recognize individual rights as well as collective rights.

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Almost

The beautiful blonde maiden
Dances before the bridge
Her sensuous naked figure
Trembles and sways
In the silver moonlight
Her soft musical voice
Lures me, under her spell
I can not think
Only follow as she
Leads me beneath the
Dark stone bridge
She is mine
But even as I touch her
She oozes through my fingers
And quietly, swiftly slips away
Forever

-Joe Bandel

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