As she takes total control he begins to suspect that she doesn’t love him, that she is just using him to get what she wants. What about those things that he wants? He has to fight these doubts and be patient with her at this time.
All she seems to care about is the creative act of mixing his energies with her own and the child that they are creating! This child might be a physical baby or it might be an astral child. But she is feeding it the splendid creative energy and allowing it to grow inside her.
The entire world spreads out before her. She can carve out of it whatever she wants. She can use him and his energies anyway she desires to achieve her version of their collective dream. There is no mental hesitation or uncertainty. She goes for the achievement of her dream. This is the dream that she has for both of them
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