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Gaia Ascension Update Fourth Density

Posted in ascension, earth changes, end times, fifth density, fourth density, light workers, Mensa, Uncategorized on January 6, 2018| Leave a Comment »

I had some very vivid and interesting dreams last night. The first began with a global invasion! Let me back up a bit. The sense of this dream was of alertness and caution. It was not about fear or about an enemy. Perhaps you might call it a sense of military take over by our own country? In any case in the dream we had been informed that “they” were coming, whoever “they” were. Then people started running around and I looked up in the sky to see a large airship that was slowly landing and ropes were being extended to anchor it to the ground as if it were a huge floating zeppelin like thing. In any case it was being moored to the ground and I knew that an occupationary force would soon be arriving.

Instead of fleeing I stepped into some bushes and held motionless instinctively feeling that I would be safe out in the open if I didn’t run. So I was hiding in plain sight. Somehow I felt that it was important to hide even though I was not afraid. It was as if I were an observer.

Then the dream shifted and I was in a large crowd of people that were going to be interviewed or identified in some way by this occupying force. An older woman came up to me and gave me something that looked like a necklace or set of dog tags that had belonged to her late husband. I was to use them as my own identity. When my turn came to be interviewed they examined this necklace/dog tags and began to treat me much more respectfully. They were not going to give me any trouble. End of dreams!

This was a very deep and powerful dream full of much important symbolism. The first thing is that I was never in any threat or danger and the dream was ultimately empowering indicating good things ahead. This is true even though military occupation means a lot of restrictions and social enforcements that are coming. Being given the necklace/dog tags indicated empowerment as someone that is publicly known. So in some sense I was recognized as someone of import and that also was empowering.

What does it all mean? It means that Gaia’s ascension has shifted from crown chakra/hydrogen energies to third eye/helium energies and these are the energies of our space brothers and sisters. Our space brothers and sisters are largely rational atheists and technology buffs and they now surround us in 4th density as they work to take out the negativity that remains upon Gaia and within humanity. Ultimately they are good, but their solutions and methods are not those of the Organic Gnostics or hydrogen people. We can safely live in plain sight and not be endangered by this war that they have now taken up. As we gradually leave 3D we will be encountering and dealing with them more and more.

In real life terms we are seeing their handiwork through the purging of the internet and social media. In a way this is like ethnic cleansing and crown chakra/hydrogen types would have no part of it. But our part in this war is now done. We have influenced the outcome at the highest levels and we continue to protect our timeline so that it can’t be tampered with in a negative way. Gaia has raised her vibrations to the level where these beings can now take part in the conflict.

Realize that from this point onward the conflict with opposing forces will become smaller and more tightly focused but it will also become more violent and require more extreme measures to eradicate those whose goals and interests are not in harmony with Gaia’s new path.

We Organic Gnostics fought our battle with magic, but the rational atheists don’t believe in magic.

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OAK Tarot Of Love And Romance Eight Of Swords

Posted in ascension, Divine Counterparts, fifth density, Mensa, tantra, tantrism, Uncategorized on January 6, 2018| Leave a Comment »

Eight of Swords

symbol– He must have more female mental energy. She must have more male mental energy.

Meaning- join forces

He must have more female energy to gain the realistic global perspective he needs to achieve his goals. Her energy helps him to see more clearly.

At the time she created her own astral future she created his potential future too. He has been locked into stereotyped roles that both she and society demand he act out.

He has been trapped by how society perceives him and can’t achieve his own goals. He can only achieve socially approved goals.

By absorbing more of her energy he can take that pure energy into the astral in dreams and change his future. He does this by absorbing the negative aspects into his body and replacing them with pure energy.

This is a cut and paste operation and very time consuming. It also requires tremendous amounts of energy because he is trying to alter society’s expectations of him. The best he can do is to achieve his goals by following socially approved routes such as job training and work experience. He is forced to compromise.

To get more energy he socializes with other females. He has female friends he can talk to and socialize with. Dating is not important to him at this time. He is learning to conform to societies’ demands and society gradually rewards him for his efforts.

She isn’t dating anyone now and it is a refreshing change of pace. She is transmuting sexual energy into mental energy fairly easily and needs some male energy to combine with it. With the combined energy she can create a new future for herself that is more complete and carefully thought out than her last try.

Her best bet is to find males that can easily generate mental energy just as she can. She is looking for platonic friendships and not for romantic attachments.

Both of them are just looking for someone easy to talk to and someone that is just a friend. Conversations become more meaningful than dating does. The energy flows easily between them and many good conversations are the result.
They both learn a lot about the opposite sex and about relationships in general. This is an easy, relaxed time for both of them and pleasant in an easy going way.

Male experience:

He is freely generating mental energy now and requires a large quantity of female energy to combine with it. He is using this combined energy to alter how society perceives him. He is conforming to the rules of society in his efforts toward achieving his personal goals.

He socializes with females and becomes platonic friends with them. He is more interested in good conversation than he is in a relationship. He is relaxed around them and enjoys himself.

Female experience:

She is freely generating mental energy now and requires a large amount of male energy to combine with her own to produce astral energy. She uses this energy to create new futures for herself that are more realistic than her first efforts. She is not very interested in social roles or what society expects of her and is still in this respect a rebel.

She enjoys good conversations with males and develops platonic friendships. She is not really interested in romantic relationships. She enjoys talking to males with radical points of view that differ from the norm. She tends to be a political activist.

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OAK Tarot Of Love And Romance Seven Of Swords

Posted in ascension, Divine Counterparts, tantra, tantrism, Uncategorized on January 5, 2018| Leave a Comment »

Seven of Swords

symbol– He is a wimp. She is a shrew

Meaning- Loss of innocence

As his personality and sense of self become more developed his behavior changes. Instead of acting out social roles like the football star, the cowboy, the rebel, or even the nerd, he begins to act as himself.

Just being himself is very gratifying and he isn’t trying to prove anything to anyone. People can take him or leave him just as he is. He has found a source of inner strength within that no one can take from him.

He doesn’t really stand out from the crowd anymore. In fact, he kind of blends into the background most of the time. If circumstances demand he will take command in an emergency but he prefers to let others have the spotlight. He feels no need to be the life of the party anymore or the center of attention.

She doesn’t understand or even recognize his newfound inner strength. All she knows is that he isn’t the big man and center of attention he used to be. He has become a wimp in her eyes and she despises what she sees as weakness in him.

She is ruled by her emotions at this point but beginning to transmute sexual energy into mental energy. She is beginning to realize she has been used and discarded.

This awareness brings resentments and she is quick to voice her accusations. She becomes a real shrew. She is developing a bad attitude toward men and they are beginning to avoid her. They would much rather be with more sweet tempered females. This avoidance makes her even angrier. She wants to have fun but no one can stand to be around her much less to date her.

She fights to retain her place in the limelight. She attacks those that are now the popular ones and tries to undermine their popularity. This is a loosing battle because people would rather be around positive individuals than be around negative individuals and she has become quite negative.

Male experience:

He has found a source of inner strength and sense of self. He doesn’t have to prove anything to anyone any more and blends into the background. He wants to find his true path in life and start his life’s work. He is ready to get on with life and leave childish games behind.

He quietly and without fan fare begins working to achieve his goals in life regardless of what others think or say. He is committing himself to a major course of action.

Female experience:

She wants to enjoy the limelight and be the center of attention but that is behind her now. The popular dream date has dumped her for someone else. Where she used to take men away from other girls, now they take her men away from her.

The popular guys are not interested in her anymore. They think she is turning into a shrew and not fun to be around. She is beginning to develop a bad attitude toward men. She thinks they are all wimps because they can’t stand up to the force of her personality.

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OAK Tarot Of Love And Romance Six Of Swords

Posted in ascension, Divine Counterparts, light workers, tantra, tantrism, Uncategorized on January 4, 2018| Leave a Comment »

Six of Swords

symbol– He travels astrally to her in dreams and takes her energy. She uses her body and sexuality to get what she wants from others.

Meaning- exploitation

By this time he has a fully developed ego and personality. He has a strong sense of who he is. The pure mental energy he has received from her combined with his own form a permanent aura.

He has learned how to control this astral energy and project it outside his body at will. This is not astral projection but mind projection. His awareness of the world is growing rapidly. He wants to understand more so he can achieve his goals in life.

His awareness can only grow by combining his energy with female energy to create controllable astral energy. He needs more female energy and is limited in whom he can get it from. He can get this energy from a female that has given him mental energy in the past. This earlier exchange of energy normally comes from someone he has dated or had a relationship with in the past.

It is possible he will have an astral encounter with someone he has never met before but this is rare. He is able to travel to her in dreams and take mental energy away from her. He dreams of her and gets energy from this dreaming.

She is helpless to prevent this. She has no ready supply of mental energy available. These unwelcome dreams are a form of psychic attack and draw very emotional responses from her as she is forced to transmute sexual and emotional energy into mental energy to replace energy he has taken.

She must replace this mental energy if she wants to keep her sanity. Otherwise she would be completely ruled by her emotions. It is not easy for her to transmute sexual energy into mental energy unless she is forced to do it.

Later she will be able to do this easily and protect herself from these attacks but she can’t do this yet. For now emotions and sexual repressions she has long blocked are preventing her sexual energies from being transmuted. These repressed areas must be brought to awareness and he is helping her in this by his visits. There is much she can learn about herself from her nightmares and bad dreams.

Male experience:

His ego and sense of self are well developed and he is able to mentally project his awareness outside his body. For example, he is able to read a book and be so caught up in it that he has no awareness of what is going on around him.
Her energy helps to strengthen this ability and he travels to her in dreams and forcibly takes mental energy from her. His personality and ego are growing stronger all of the time.

Female experience:

He comes to her at night in threatening and frightening dreams. As he takes energy from her she feels repressed fears and anxieties trying to surface. These fears and anxieties must surface before she can transmute sexual energy into mental energy to replace the energy he has forcibly taken from her.

This is a time of emotional turmoil for her and she may fear physical abuse from those she has earlier rejected. She looses the ability to be objective about things and begins to react emotionally to things instead.

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Full Moon Update

Posted in ascension, earth changes, light workers, Mensa, prophecy, Uncategorized on January 3, 2018| Leave a Comment »

The energy has certainly shifted since the 1st of the year and I’m still trying to find my way. I’m a bit of a loss what to do after my massive posting of the western mystery tradition as I understand it. Now what do I do?

I spent yesterday searching through the internet trying to figure out what is going on because I could sense that something big was happening. After quite a bit of frustration I realized that I didn’t need to find outside information because I could tap into my own inner resources. So I did some intense meditating and astral research or remote viewing as it is called. This report is what I came up with.

From the astral perspective the major item that is being pushed this year is the recognition of UFO’s and full disclosure. If humanity is to join the galactic federation it needs to recognize that we are not alone! This only applies to that portion of humanity that has ascended and now functions multi-dimensionally in 5D. We are already seeing MSM reports about the pentagon’s UFO research program.

The reality is that our space brothers and sisters do exist, but not in 3D physical bodies. As we leave our 3D physical bodies behind we will be moving into a shared world where these entities become more real to us. When we transition fully into 5D they will be there waiting to greet us. They are already there waiting to greet us. I’ve had several encounters with these entities over the years and look forward to more open communication with them now that Gaia has ascended into 5D.

On the national scene Trump recently declared a national emergency to block the property of persons involved in serious human rights abuse or corruption. There is a lot of speculation going around and I can say that in the astral this is really going down! This is the real thing! We have a growing number of sealed indictments, a growing number of political figures wearing unsightly ankle braces, sudden activity at GITMO and passport problems at airports.

The only thing that makes sense is that this is an sting operation concerning pedophile rings and the trafficking of children as sex slaves. My astral visions confirm this. This is a global far reaching problem that has infected the highest offices in our country and it takes great courage to confront and fight this monster that no one admits even exists. Astrally these is a lot of energy involved in this activity. These people are going down and going down hard!

We hear a lot about BitCoin these days. Astrally there are going to be some problems with BitCoin or any other digital currency and I am left with the question, why can’t the United States create its own digital currency? The originators of these currencies have perpetual advantages in the creation of these currencies and why can’t individual countries enjoy those advantages? I think we will someday go to digital currency, but we need to be smart about it.

Checking in on North Korea in the astral and they are self destructing. Their own problems are too big to sustain the current government. Perhaps this is why Trump says the sanctions are working? Perhaps this is why NK soldiers are defecting? I don’t see us involved in a war with North Korea at this time, but I do see it going down.

I’ve seen some speculation that Soros might be dead. The sense I have is that it doesn’t really matter. He was already gone. He is extremely old and in very poor health. It was very likely that he only had days to live when he gave those billions of dollars away to the extreme left. That is probably why he gave it away! The republicans shouldn’t be so sure that the DNC is broke! Mid term elections are going to be a lot tougher than they think.

That’s it for now and I hope you enjoy the new format.

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OAK Tarot Of Love And Romance Five Of Swords

Posted in ascension, Divine Counterparts, end times, fifth density, tantra, tantrism, Uncategorized on January 3, 2018| Leave a Comment »

Five of Swords

symbol– His desire draws her astral body to him in dreams and traps it. She needs greater and greater thrills and excitement to keep away boredom.

Meaning- entrapment

There is forced growth as the plant struggles to grow to full size. The Spirit planes bestow a great vision and hope to the initiate. The ashes of the initiate’s past are dissolved into a growing pool of love and light energy. The initiate learns to master the emotions and love energy. The initiate is more determined than ever to succeed in his or her Quest. He or she does not care how long the journey or how difficult the road. The initiate will travel it.

He accepts they will never get back together again. Still, she has been the most important thing in his life and he thinks about her a lot. He still desires her and there is still an astral and emotional connection between them.

His desire for her is able to attract the remaining mental energy she has. She comes to him in dreams and he receives energy from her astral form. He becomes an energy vampire.

It is unlikely that she has any awareness of these astral encounters because it involves energy she is trying to get rid of anyway.

These dreams of her coming to him and giving him energy are very confusing for him because it seems that maybe she does love him after all. He may even ask her out again and be rejected again. He doesn’t realize his desire is drawing her energy to him in dreams without her consent or knowledge.

He is generating more of his own mental energy and creating a need for more female energy to balance it. This new mental energy allows him to escape the emotional pain he previously was experiencing. She is an available source because she has shared this type of energy with him before and they remain linked. She is compelled to give up her mental energy to him.

As her energy combines with his it forms a creative astral energy he uses to develop his ego and his personal view of the world. He is learning from his experiences with her. He is becoming more worldly and more of an individual. His soul grows with this new mixed energy.

She is not aware of giving up mental energies because she doesn’t bother to think about things any more. She wants to enjoy and live life, not think about it! Thinking is too painful because it brings up things she would rather forget.

She will do anything regardless of consequences and get away with it. She does as she pleases. She creates her future karmic load and binds herself in karmic chains. She is careless about the loss of her mental energies and seeks only new thrills and hedonistic pleasures.

Earlier she created astrally the life she wanted to live out of mental energy and deposited this energy into the astral planes. Now she thinks she is living that dream life but she really isn’t. What she is doing is using up her safety reserves of creative energy.

All too soon her fantasy life will end. Her dream fantasy life is only a short term thing. She built for the short term and will have nothing left for the long term until she learns how to transmute her sexual energy into higher forms of energy. Until then she is at the mercy of everyone else capable of using these higher energies against her.

Male experience:

As his mental understanding of his relationship with her develops he gains a deep understanding of cause and effect. He understands that some occurrences are the result of many small causes and not one big one. Moral codes are imposed by man and not by God. Things are a more complex than he was led to believe. He confronts the mess he made out of things and begins to free himself. He understands the opposite sex and her rejection of him.

He still loves her and she is in his thoughts but he doesn’t pursue her anymore. She comes to him in his dreams and gives him the energy he craves. He is content with this.

Female experience:

She wants to live life to the fullest and seeks greater thrills. She will do anything regardless of consequences and gets away with it. Moral values mean nothing to her and she creates her karmic load and burdens that she must bear in the future. She is burning bridges.

She could care less about the loss of her mental energies. She is a being of emotions and sensuality and is careless of what she does. She is living completely in the moment, experiencing physical life in its entirety and it is incredible.
She looses mental energy through astral dream experiences of an emotional and sexual nature.

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OAK Tarot Of Love And Romance Four Of Swords

Posted in ascension, Divine Counterparts, fifth density, fourth density, tantra, tantrism, Uncategorized on January 1, 2018| Leave a Comment »

Four of Swords

symbol- He tries to seduce her with his pain. She tries to seduce others to her

Meaning-seduction.

In a burst of love and light the seed bursts apart and begins to grow toward the surface of the earth. This sprouting brings the rapid growth and rebirth that had been promised with the planting of the seed.

While the relationship is over he hopes she will change her mind and come back to him. He has no interest in anyone else at this point. He keeps track of her and knows whom she is dating. He watches in agony as she has fun with someone else.

It is tearing him up and he feels as if something inside is dying. He can’t take the pain any more and he tells her how much he is suffering and how much he needs her to come back to him. He is starting to transmute mental energy into emotional energy and it hurts. He is putting words to his feelings.

He is not receiving much of her excess mental energy any more and his ego is suffering. Without her he is nothing. What he is needs is her emotional energy instead.

She listens to him but her excess mental energy is more than he can absorb and in fact, she thinks he is pathetic and glad she broke up with him. She is not interested in his problems. If he was a real man he would take care of them by himself.

In fact, she has a real man in mind. It will be a real challenge because all the other girls want him too. But won’t they be envious when they see her with him! It will be great! First she will have to take him away from this other girl though. That shouldn’t be too hard.

She cold bloodedly chooses the man she wants and does what she has to do to get him away from his girlfriend. It is more exciting to take males away from other females than it is to stay in a relationship that quickly gets stale. She can do this because mental energy rules her actions and she doesn’t feel emotional remorse at this point. She is intellectual and calculating.

It makes her feel strong and important to win someone away from another female. After winning his heart she dumps him for someone even more glamorous.

He finally accepts that the relationship will never be renewed. His heart and ego have both been badly bruised or broken. Relationships with the opposite sex are like poking a raw wound. He has had enough.

From now on he will do the dumping and the using. Either that or he will avoid females completely. Now it is his turn to dump her.

The mental energy is stuck at the heart area causing pain and congestion for him. In time as he learns to transmute this energy it will go lower and become a dull emotional ache.

She is intellectual and calculating in getting the things that she desires out of her relationships. When she is finally dumped it is devastating and uses up all of her excess mental energy and she is plunged into her emotions.

Male experience:

After they breakup he feels incredible pain as if his heart has a knife thrust through it. He takes it as long as he can before going back to her and begging her to come back. The pain is so bad. He needs her. He can’t live without her. He is generating emotional energy.

In time the pain becomes a dull emotional ache and he is determined to never feel that type of pain again. He becomes insensitive or immune to it and begins to take relationships more lightly. This time he will be the one to break it off.

Female experience:

After several successes she finally gets dumped. She is devastated. She feels that everyone is laughing at her. He used her! She was just a toy or ornament to him. He didn’t care for her at all. All of her old fears and insecurities come back with a vengeance. This time she has made enemies and no one is feeling sorry for her at all. They feel she is getting what she deserves.

It is time for her to transmute her sexual energy into mental energy and think about what is going on in her life. If she doesn’t do this things will get worse for her. She will react emotionally to those around her and drive them even further away.

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A New Heaven And A New Earth

Posted in ascension, earth changes, end times, fifth density, fourth density, light workers, Mensa, prophecy, Uncategorized on January 1, 2018| Leave a Comment »

This is my first post for the New Year and reflects my current understanding and assessment of Gaia’s ascension process. I’ve been tracking and reporting on this for over 10 years. But first I will summarize a few things.

Science tells us that there is a giant black hole in the center of our galaxy which we all revolve around and the time it takes to revolve around this great circle is called a great cycle. We have just finished one of these great cycles and are beginning another. This new cycle is bringing in a new energy and a new age of human evolution.

How do we know when a great cycle begins and ends? Is there a definitive marker or is it all arbitrary? The black hole at the center of our galaxy is a gravity well that is trying to pull all things within our galaxy into its center. The outer edges of this have what is termed an event horizon. If we are on one side of this event horizon we are not being drawn into this gigantic black hole and if we are on the other side of it we will eventually at some point be pulled in. Well, we are gradually being pulled in but this is not an even process.

The milky way galaxy is a long string of constellations and it is when we align with both the center of the galaxy and also with this long string of stars that the gravitational pull is the strongest. The Mayan calendar pointed out this moment of alignment and how it signified the end of the world as we know it.

If you put a ball on a string and whirl it around your head the longer the string, the slower the ball seems to go. When you shorten the string the ball goes faster. This is essentially what happens during this time of lining up with both the center of the galaxy and the bulk of these other constellations. It is the time of maximum pulling on the string and is when earth and our entire solar system moves in closer to the center of the galaxy and begins to spin faster. As it spins faster it vibratory rate also increases. So this alignment marks a significant vibratory increase of our entire system. It clearly marks the beginning and ending of a great cycle.

That’s the simple explanation, but it is more complex. This shortening of the string may take place as the entire solar system moving inward, as the earth moving closer in its orbit to the sun or even in the sub atomic distance of the electron orbits of electrons as they rotate around the nucleus of an atom. It could even affect all three and others that I haven’t mentioned. But the effect is the same, a general all around increase in the vibratory rate of our existence. There is a taking up of slack and a vibratory increase that is significant enough to change the interaction and behaviors of atoms and molecules.

There is what is called the nuclear threshold, the vibratory rate at which matter and energy become interchangeable. This starts with the dawning of the nuclear age where only a few elements can transform from matter into energy until it ends with all possible elements having this vibratory increase and ability. The crossing of this threshold for all elements and for living entities has been called ascension and has happened many times in many places within our galaxy. It is now our turn and most importantly Gaia’s turn to make this shift into pure energy or what is also termed “light body” or 5th density.

Let’s say this another way and call this shift or ascension the transfer of organic physical awareness into non physical awareness or soul awareness. Gaia is becoming non physical or 5th dimensional, it is being absorbed into the astral planes along with all life forms that are in harmony with her!

But there are those that can’t make this vibratory shift of matter into energy or light body and they need to exist in a lower vibratory environment, a 3D physical environment. This is known as the splitting of worlds, where one world crossed the threshold to light body and the other stays behind. This creates a new heaven or astral plane and a new 3D earth.

This process of spitting of worlds just completed for the element hydrogen and still needs to continue for all of the other elements one by one as they reach the vibratory point where they too can cross the nuclear threshold. Does this mean we will see helium bombs? Lithium bombs? Why do we need to see any bombs at all?

These vibratory changes are also causing genetic changes within our DNA that we are not yet fully aware of. This entire process will take many years to complete, but it has begun and there is no turning back!

There is now a new heaven and a new earth forming and being created. 2018 will see the rapid advancement as these new and higher vibratory energies continue to increase.

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OAK Tarot Of Love And Romance Three Of Swords

Posted in ascension, Divine Counterparts, end times, fifth density, light workers, tantra, tantrism, Uncategorized on January 1, 2018| Leave a Comment »

Three of Swords

symbol– He is on his knees pleading to her. She is dancing with someone else

Meaning- attraction

The seed begins to swell and expand and the internal pressure builds to intolerable levels. The seed threatens to burst in its agony. This is a burning to ashes of all that is impure. The initiate is consumed in the fire of passion that is burning away all of the dross and leaving only the true self.

She has given him as much of her excess mental energy as he is able to absorb. He is saturated with her energy and is using it to develop his ego and sense of self.

She is also developing her ego and sense of self by actively giving up her energy and combining it with his. As in all male-female energy exchanges at first she is active in the creative process.

In fact she dominates the energy exchange by having an excess of readily available energy. She absorbs his mental energy into her physical body and at night she deposits the combined astral energy into the mental levels of the astral planes.

In the astral she creates her mental image of herself and her sense of self. She also creates the mental image or stereotyped role that he is seen as by others.

He has little control over how others perceive him at this point. When she is satisfied with the image of herself that she has created, she gives him the excess energy to store in his body.

As he receives this mental energy he uses it to create an ego and sense of self that is uniquely his. He wants to discover who he really is. As he develops his ego and sense of self he is able to generate more mental energy and to absorb more female energy. He is not satisfied with the way that others perceive him.

He is building energy channels for this type of energy within his body and his personality becomes more powerful. This energy is denser than the abstract/spiritual energy he has already mastered. This energy becomes trapped in his physical body as mental head energy or pure ego.

When she gets bored with him and wants to date others that are more exciting it is very hard on his ego. He knows he is not perfect but neither is she. He is willing to overlook her faults if she will overlook his.

She is not interested because they are no longer interested in the same things. She has already formed her ego and sense of self just the way she wants it. She is confident and sure of herself. She wants out. She feels trapped in the relationship.

She wants to go out with someone more popular. Someone that will raise her social status. Her ego is dependent upon the social popularity of whom she is dating. If she can date a real hunk it would boost her ego tremendously.

When she tries to break up with him it is really traumatic. He won’t let her end the relationship. His ego is dependent upon keeping it. Her ego is dependent on ending the relationship. They quarrel bitterly. He doesn’t win or get his way. He can’t force her to stay in a relationship she doesn’t want. All his efforts to keep her end in a vicious circle where she doesn’t want anything to do with him.

Male experience:

He knows he is not perfect but he is still worth having. When she tries to end the relationship he resists and won’t let her. He needs her. He can’t understand why she would want to leave him. He is just beginning to feel good about himself.

In the end he must let her go. No one can hold another in a relationship they don’t want to be in. He has to let her go no matter how much he needs her.

Female experience:

At first she was happy with him but as she gained confidence and became more sure of herself she realized she could do better than him. She was good enough and attractive enough to get a real hunk! She feels trapped in her current relationship and wants out.

In the end she must leave him and go after the popular male competing with other females for his attentions. Win or loose it is important she goes after whom she truly wants. She must feel that she does deserve the best in life.

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OAK Tarot Of Love And Romance Two Of Swords

Posted in ascension, Divine Counterparts, tantra, tantrism, Uncategorized on December 31, 2017| Leave a Comment »

Two of Swords

symbol-He looks in the mirror. She becomes a groupie.

Meaning- movement

Social dating is magical for him. As his mental energy combines with her mental energy the world seems to transform around him. They act as catalysts for each other and the entire world opens before them.

He becomes the philosopher’s stone transmuting all he contacts. He has self control at all levels. He can do as he pleases as long as he lets her do as she pleases too. His mind is filled with the things he is going to do for her.

The entire world opens before him in a way it never did before. His awareness alters and he sees the world from a mental perspective that is more objective. He is more realistic about things and understands what must be done if he wants to achieve his goals and dreams in life.

He understands she is responsible for his change in perspective. He feels she somehow brings out the best in him. He wants more of her energy. He wants as much as he can absorb.

Unfortunately he can only absorb an amount equal to the amount of mental energy he generates. He is limited in how much spiritual/light he can transmute into mental energy. He is not used to doing this and the proper energy channels have not yet been developed.

His personal belief system is not yet developed and he borrows from that of society. He tries to modify society’s rules and expectations to fit his own. In other words, he tries to be what society wants him to be and not whom he wants to be. He conforms to societies wishes and to her wishes.

As she dates him she gets to know the person he really is and senses the lack of originality he presents. She can tell he is not being true to his own inner nature. This makes him boring to her. She is more interested in males that stand out from the crowd and are more original. She is drawn to those with strong personalities and egos.

She has an excess of energy and it is exciting for her to be daring and date those that stand out from the crowd. She wants him to stand out from the crowd. By making him feel important she makes herself feel important too. She is actively feeding his inflated image of himself. He willingly takes her energy and adoration and at first this makes her feel good too. She tries to get him to take more risks and become more adventurous.

This is very exciting for him and soon he is moving in circles that he never did before. He is more popular and interesting. He takes her energy for granted. After all, he is now very popular with the girls and others are after him too. He decides to stop seeing her. She is his first conquest.

His rejection is very hard for her to accept. She has done and given so much. She has sacrificed her love and mental energy to him and he has rejected her. Life has become a grim and deathless task. She feels she has been used and has heavy feelings of guilt and unworthiness. He was her first love and he betrayed her.

She was open with him and serious about the relationship for the first time in her life. Other males had convinced her that she was desirable and sexy. Now all that old confidence was gone and she was confronting all of her secret fears and shames. This is an important time of self realization. He did not want to be around her any more.

She must realize that in spite of her personal flaws and handicaps she is still a desirable and sexy female. He has a grossly inflated ego and is a very shallow person.

Male experience:

When he is dating her, he sees the world in an entirely new and exciting way. Her energy transforms his life and his concept of self and self-worth begins to develop.

It is difficult for him to generate enough mental energy to develop a complete concept of self. Instead he adopts a stereotyped “role” that he plays instead.

If the role he adopts is unusual he will stand out from his peers and attract more than his share of attention, good or bad. This attention will draw more female energy toward him and help in the process of ego development.

Female experience:

As she dates she becomes bored with the average male and is drawn toward those that seem more exciting to her. She is attracted to individuals that stand out from the crowd and gives them her energy.

Her attention may be positive or it may be negative. She may tease and ridicule someone cruelly or she may fall in love with someone and want to be with them all the time.

In the end she becomes one of many that give away energy to that particular individual. He becomes personally indifferent to her and this is very hard on her ego. He will seem to have more of a sense of self than she does. She feels that somehow she has lost and he has won.

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