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Many of you may be wondering about my last two posts that show a chart of the astral planes. So I need to explain a few things about Organic Gnosticism or OAK as I once called it. So I am going to mention some very specific things that are new about Organic Gnosticism and have never existed before. Let’s begin with the Holy Kabbalah.

For years people have tried to merge the Holy Kabbalah with the Periodic Table of Elements and have not been able to. This is something that I managed to do with the help of the Reciprocal Systems Theory of Dewey Larson. His system not only shows how all things originate with the photon and vibratory motion; it also shows how all things exist in two universes at the same time; the space/time universe and its reciprocal, the time/space universe. This automatically lends itself to a physical experience and a non-physical experience.

Our awareness moves between the far reaches of the cosmic and within our body. Awareness acts both as an expanding wave and it acts to form and limit our bodies. Quantum physics and theories about the horn torus also bring new evidence to the soul’s ability to exist in two worlds.

The seven noble gases were a perfect match for the seven planetary worlds. The special characteristics of Hydrogen; north/south rotating magnetic energies and the photon/electron completed the ten worlds on the tree of life. That was pretty easy, but it was in the nitty-gritty details of atomic isotopes that the various trumps fell into place. Certain elements like carbon and silicon had dual isotopes with different characteristics and these special elements were the markers of where one tarot trump ended and another began is some cases.

The original photon as Source became the All Father and the final noble gas, Oganneson, became the Womb of All Creation.

But what I didn’t understand was that there were two versions of the Holy Kabbalah. The Jewish one was based upon a system of 22 letters and the Greek one was based upon a system of 24 letters! Interestingly enough the Jewish Kabbalah was missing a symbol/letter of two of the five elements (earth, water, air, fire & spirit). It only had letters/symbols for the elements water, air and fire. This inevitably led to the creation of a Kabbalah in which the earth goddess was missing, but also the spiritual side of things as well. It led to the Holy Kabbalah of the Rational Atheists who lived in their heads and didn’t believe in spirit. Unfortunately it is the Jewish Kabbalah and all its system of correspondences that people are most familiar with.

But the Greek Kabbalah was based upon a merging of the Egyptian and Greek mysteries and had an alphabet of 24 letters as did the ancient Futhark runes. The Greek or Hermetic Kabbalah was arranged into three sections or secret schools. The outer mysteries were based upon the five elements of earth,water, air, fire and spirit. The Inner Mysteries were based upon the planetary energies and the top secret teachings of the Spiritual Hierarchy were based upon the constellations of the zodiac and their energies.

The bottom line is that all the Tarot Trumps were arranged differently as we see in the chart I constructed. This new sequencing comes from Jean-Louis de Biasi, current Grand Master of the Aurum Solis. You can see how this fit into my own scheme of the elements, separating them into three groupings, elemental, planetary and zodiacal. I need to flesh out the new correspondences, but you have the complete picture which should also be able to include the druid path as it also is based upon 24 runes.

Essentially this is the destruction of the Holy Kabbalah based upon the twenty-two letter system! All the known systems of correspondence based upon the twenty-two letter system are now null and void!

Something else that I did was to simplify the path of development of the soul and put it into modern words with a modern context. That perfectly described the path of development of the male in the various mystery schools. I then created the opposite to see if that corresponded to the female path of soul development and it also fit! When joined together they represented the common romantic love relationships that develop our souls. These essays disclosed the hidden secrets of the tantric path for the first time! It is our love relationships that allow our souls to grow and flower!

Then with the addition of the portal meditations and group workings it became possible for individual members of the group to assist each other with the opening and development of the chakra centers even when they are not physically present! This is followed by an awareness shifting meditation that solidifies and integrates all of the non-physical bodies into one soul body for the very first time.

None of these things require any special beliefs, rituals or memberships. I think that’s doing pretty good!

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Several years ago I created a comprehensive chart of the astral planes and it was lost over the years. See below this new chart for further information. I suggest download from the next post for the colored version PDF file.

Astral LayerPlanetTarotDeityEnergy TypeZodiac SymbolGreek Letter #
00SOURCEThe ChariotPoseidonAll FatherPiscesPsi 24
0CosmosThe WorldHeraWomb of CreationAquariusKhi 23
         
1 Photon/ Electron TemperanceHestiaUnityCapricornPhi 22
2 Magnetic/ North/South The Hanged ManArtemisVortex Cone of PowerSagittariusTau 21
  IPSISSIMUS DEGREESPHERE OF URANUSLEVELS 00-2    
3
Hydrogen
(1)
SaturnStrengthAres 2nd aspectAetherial Abstract Spiritual lightScorpioSigma 20
  MAGUS DEGREESPHERE OF SATURNLEVEL 3    
4
Helium
(2)
JupiterThe DevilHephaestosAetherial Concrete SpiritualLIbraXi 19
SPIRITUAL HIERARCHY MAGISTER TEMPLI DEGREESPHERE OF JUPITERLEVEL 4   GREAT ABYSS  
5
Lithium
(3)
MarsThe EmpressDemeterSpirit Abstract MentalVirgoNu 18
6
Beryllium
(4)
MarsThe EmpressDemeterSpirit Abstract MentalVirgoNu 18
7
Boron
(5)
MarsThe EmpressDemeterSpirit Abstract MentalVirgoNu 18
8 Carbon* (6)MarsThe EmpressDemeterSpirit Abstract MentalVirgoNu 18
8 Carbon** (6)MarsThe TowerZeus 2nd aspectSpirit Abstract MentalLeoMu 17
9 Nitrogen (7)MarsThe TowerZeus 2nd aspectSpirit Abstract MentalLeoMu 17
10 Oxygen (8)MarsThe TowerZeus 2nd aspectSpirit Abstract MentalLeoMu 17
11 Fluorine  (9)MarsThe TowerZeus 2nd aspectSpirit Abstract MentalLeoMu 17
         
12 Neon (10)MarsWheel of FortuneHermes 2nd AspectSpirit Abstract MentalCancerLamda 16
  ADEPTUS EXEMPTUS DEGREESPHERE OF MARSLEVELS 5-12    
13 Sodium (11)SunThe LoversApolloFire Concrete MentalGeminiKappa 15
14 Magnesium (12)SunThe LoversApolloFire Concrete MentalGeminiKappa 15
15 Aluminum (13)SunThe LoversApolloFire Concrete MentalGeminiKappa 15
16 Silicon* (14)SunThe LoversApolloFire Concrete MentalGeminiKappa 15
16 Silicon** (14)SunJudgementAphrodite 2nd aspectFire Concrete MentalTaurusZeta 14
17 Phosphorus (15)SunJudgementAphrodite 2nd aspectFire Concrete MentalTaurusZeta 14
18 Sulfur (16)SunJudgementAphrodite 2nd aspectFire Concrete MentalTaurusZeta 14
19 Chlorine (17)SunJudgementAphrodite 2nd aspectFire Concrete MentalTaurusZeta 14
         
20 Argon (18)SunJusticeAthenaFire Concrete MentalAriesBeta 13
  ADEPTUS MAJOR DEGREESPHERE OF THE SUNLEVELS 13-20 ZODIAC STUDIES  
Astral LayerPlanetTarotDeityEnergy TypePlanetary
Symbol
Greek Letter #
21 Potassium (19)VenusDeath  Kronos  Air Upper  EmotionalSaturnOmega 12
22 Calcium (20)VenusDeath  Kronos  Air Upper  EmotionalSaturnOmega 12
23 Scandium (21)VenusDeath  Kronos  Air Upper  EmotionalSaturnOmega 12
24 Titanium (22)VenusDeath  Kronos  Air Upper  EmotionalSaturnOmega 12
25 Vanadium (23)VenusDeath  Kronos  Air Upper  EmotionalSaturnOmega 12
26 Chromium (24)VenusDeath  Kronos  Air Upper  EmotionalSaturnOmega 12
27 Manganese (25)VenusDeath  Kronos  Air Upper  EmotionalSaturnOmega 12
28 Iron (26)VenusDeath    Kronos  Air Upper  EmotionalSaturnOmega 12
29 Cobalt* (27)VenusDeath  Kronos  Air Upper  EmotionalSaturn  Omega   12  
29 Cobalt**VenusThe StarAphroditeAir Upper EmotionalVenusEta 11
30 Nickel (28)VenusThe StarAphroditeAir Upper  EmotionalVenusEta 11
31 Copper (29)VenusThe StarAphroditeAir Upper  EmotionalVenusEta 11
32 Zinc (30)VenusThe StarAphroditeAir Upper  EmotionalVenusEta 11
33 Gallium (31)VenusThe StarAphroditeAir Upper  EmotionalVenusEta 11
34 Germanium (32)VenusThe StarAphroditeAir Upper  EmotionalVenusEta 11
35 Arsenic (33)VenusThe StarAphroditeAir Upper  EmotionalVenusEta 11
36 Selenium (34)VenusThe StarAphroditeAir Upper  EmotionalVenusEta 11
37 Bromine (35)VenusThe StarAphroditeAir Upper  EmotionalVenusEta 11
         
38 Krypton (36)VenusThe HierophantZeusAir Upper  EmotionalJupiterTav 10
  ADEPTUS MINOR DEGREESPHERE OF VENUSLEVELS 21-38    
39 Rubidium (37)MercuryThe Magician  Hermes  Water Lower EmotionalMercury  Epsilon   9
40 Strontium (38)MercuryThe Magician  Hermes  Water Lower EmotionalMercury  Epsilon   9
41 Yttrium (39)MercuryThe Magician  Hermes  Water Lower EmotionalMercury  Epsilon   9
42 Zirconium (40)MercuryThe Magician  Hermes  Water Lower EmotionalMercury  Epsilon   9
43 Niobium (41)MercuryThe Magician  Hermes  Water Lower EmotionalMercury  Epsilon   9
44 Molybdenum (42)MercuryThe Magician  Hermes  Water Lower EmotionalMercury  Epsilon   9
45 Technetium (43)MercuryThe Magician  Hermes  Water Lower EmotionalMercury  Epsilon   9
46 Ruthenium (44)MercuryThe Magician  Hermes  Water Lower EmotionalMercury  Epsilon   9
47 Rhodium* (45)MercuryThe Magician  Hermes  Water Lower EmotionalMercury  Epsilon   9  
47 Rhodium** (45)MercuryThe EmperorAresWater Lower EmotionalMarsOmicron 8
48 Palladium (46)MercuryThe EmperorAresWater Lower EmotionalMarsOmicron 8
49 Silver (47)MercuryThe EmperorAresWater Lower EmotionalMarsOmicron 8
50 Cadmium (48)MercuryThe EmperorAresWater Lower EmotionalMarsOmicron 8
51 Indium (49)MercuryThe EmperorAresWater Lower EmotionalMarsOmicron 8
52 Tin (50)MercuryThe EmperorAresWater Lower EmotionalMarsOmicron 8
53 Antimony (51)MercuryThe EmperorAresWater Lower EmotionalMarsOmicron 8
54 Tellurium (52)MercuryThe EmperorAresWater Lower EmotionalMarsOmicron 8
55 Iodine (53)MercuryThe EmperorAresWater Lower EmotionalMarsOmicron 8
         
56 Xenon (54)MercuryThe MoonSeleneWater Lower EmotionalMoonAlpha 7
  PHILOSOPHUS DEGREESPHERE OF MERCURYLEVELS 39-54    
57 Cesium (55)MoonThe SunHeliosEarth PhysicalSunIota 6
58 Barium (56)MoonThe SunHeliosEarth PhysicalSunIota 6
59 Lanthanum (57)MoonThe SunHeliosEarth PhysicalSunIota 6
60 Cerium   (58)MoonThe SunHeliosEarth PhysicalSunIota 6
61 Praseodymium (59)MoonThe SunHeliosEarth PhysicalSunIota 6
62 Neodymium (60)MoonThe SunHeliosEarth PhysicalSunIota 6
63 Promethium (61)MoonThe SunHeliosEarth PhysicalSunIota 6
64 Samarium (62)MoonThe SunHeliosEarth PhysicalSunIota 6
65 Europium (63)MoonThe SunHeliosEarth PhysicalSunIota 6
66 Gadolinium (64)MoonThe SunHeliosEarth PhysicalSunIota 6
67 Terbium (65)MoonThe SunHeliosEarth PhysicalSunIota 6
68 Dysprosium (66)MoonThe SunHeliosEarth PhysicalSunIota 6
69 Holmium (67)MoonThe SunHeliosEarth PhysicalSunIota 6
70 Erbium (68)MoonThe SunHeliosEarth PhysicalSunIota 6
71 Thulium (69)MoonThe SunHeliosEarth PhysicalSunIota 6
72 Ytterbium (70)MoonThe Sun  HeliosEarth PhysicalSun  Iota   6  
  INNER MYSTERY SCHOOL       PLANET STUDIES  
Astral LayerPlanetTarotDeityEnergy TypeElemental
Symbol
Greek Letter #
72 Ytterbium (70)MoonAether Earth PhysicalEtherTheta 5
73 Lutetium (71)MoonAether Earth PhysicalEtherTheta 5
74 Hafnium (72)MoonAether Earth PhysicalEtherTheta 5
75 Tantalum (73)MoonAether Earth PhysicalEtherTheta 5
76 Tungsten (74)MoonAether Earth PhysicalEtherTheta 5
77 Rhenium (75)MoonAether Earth PhysicalEtherTheta 5
78 Osmium (76)MoonAether Earth PhysicalEtherTheta 5
79 Iridium (77)MoonAether Earth PhysicalEtherTheta 5
80 Platinum (78)MoonAether Earth PhysicalEtherTheta 5
81 Gold (79)MoonAether Earth PhysicalEtherTheta 5
82 Mercury (80)MoonAether Earth PhysicalEtherTheta 5
83 Thallium (81)MoonAether Earth PhysicalEtherTheta 5
84 Lead (82)MoonAether Earth PhysicalEtherTheta 5
85 Bismuth (83)MoonAether Earth PhysicalEtherTheta 5
86 Polonium (84)MoonAether Earth PhysicalEtherTheta 5
87 Astatine (85)MoonAether Earth PhysicalEtherTheta 5
         
88 Radon (86)MoonThe HermitErosEarth PhysicalFirePi 4
  ZEALATOR DEGREESPHERE OF THE MOONLEVELS 57-88    
89 Francium (87)GaiaThe Fool  OuranosElemental EthericAirRho 3
90 Radium (88)GaiaThe Fool  OuranosElemental EthericAirRho 3
91 Actinium (89)GaiaThe Fool  OuranosElemental EthericAirRho 3
92 Thorium (90)GaiaThe Fool  OuranosElemental EthericAirRho 3
93 Protactinium (91)GaiaThe Fool  OuranosElemental EthericAirRho 3
94 Uranium (92)GaiaThe Fool  OuranosElemental EthericAirRho 3
95 Neptunium (93)GaiaThe Fool  OuranosElemental EthericAirRho 3
96 Plutonium (94)GaiaThe Fool  OuranosElemental EthericAirRho 3
97 Americium (95)GaiaThe Fool  OuranosElemental EthericAirRho 3
98 Curium (96)GaiaThe Fool  OuranosElemental EthericAirRho 3
99 Berkelium (97)GaiaThe Fool  OuranosElemental EthericAirRho 3
100 Californium (98)GaiaThe Fool  OuranosElemental EthericAirRho 3
101 Einsteinium (99)GaiaThe Fool  OuranosElemental EthericAirRho 3
102 Fermium (100)GaiaThe Fool  OuranosElemental EthericAirRho 3
103 Mendelevium (101)GaiaThe Fool  OuranosElemental EthericAirRho 3
104 Nobelium* (102)GaiaThe Fool  OuranosElemental EthericAir  Rho   3  
104 Nobelium**GaiaHigh PriestessPontosElemental EthericWaterDelta 2
105 Lawrencium (103)GaiaHigh PriestessPontosElemental EthericWaterDelta 2
106 Rutherfordium (104)GaiaHigh PriestessPontosElemental EthericWaterDelta 2
107 Dubnium (105)GaiaHigh PriestessPontosElemental EthericWaterDelta 2
108 Seaborgium (106)GaiaHigh PriestessPontosElemental EthericWaterDelta 2
109 Bohrium (107)GaiaHigh PriestessPontosElemental EthericWaterDelta 2
110 Hassium (108)GaiaHigh PriestessPontosElemental EthericWaterDelta 2
111 Meitnerium (109)GaiaHigh PriestessPontosElemental EthericWaterDelta 2
112 Darmstadtium (110)GaiaHigh PriestessPontosElemental EthericWaterDelta 2
113 Roentgenium (111)GaiaHigh PriestessPontosElemental EthericWaterDelta 2
114 Copernicium (112)GaiaHigh PriestessPontosElemental EthericWaterDelta 2
115 Nihonium (113)GaiaHigh PriestessPontosElemental EthericWaterDelta 2
116 Flerovium (114)GaiaHigh PriestessPontosElemental EthericWaterDelta 2
117 Meconium (115)GaiaHigh PriestessPontosElemental EthericWaterDelta 2
118 Livermorium (116)GaiaHigh PriestessPontosElemental EthericWaterDelta 2
119 Tennessine (117)GaiaHigh PriestessPontosElemental EthericWaterDelta 2
         
120 Oganesson (118)Gaia GaiaGaiaElemental EthericEarthGamma 1
OUTER MYSTERY SCHOOL NEOPHYTE DEGREESPHERE OF GAIALEVELS 89-120 Element studies  
         
         

I have this as a word document that is properly colored but it didn’t transfer over. This is my first merging of the OAK system with the Egytian/Greek Kabalah and the Oagdadic Tradition which holds the #8 as sacred. Even #s are feminine so this is the Goddess Kabalah. The Outer School studied the elemental energies and the Inner School studied the Planetary energies. The Spiritual Hierarchy studied the Zodiac. I may make some changes later after I’ve done more research.

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Ghost, Spectrum, Spirit, Priestess, Maga, Forest

What I’ve learned so far! My latest adventures with the OBOD and Aurum Solis have had some interesting side effects that have also helped clarify and crystalize things on my own personal path. So what I would like to share is that the most important things a person can do to advance their own personal journey are these things:

Any portal meditation works to connect you to the two ultimate power sources, the Spiritual Light and The Cosmic Womb of Creation. When you connect to these two powers you can begin to channel energy instead of generating it with your physical body! As you open up more energy channels and eliminate toxins and repressed energies this tends to feed upon itself and allow you to make even more progress! The tapping into these two cosmic power sources has traditionally been called high magick because it is far more powerful than being limited to the energies produced by the physical body itself.

The portal meditations are conducted as if you are part of a group and other members are there with you as you assist them and they assist you in the opening and blending of each chakra energy! This collective working of the portal meditations allows each member to be in effect soulmates to the other members of the circle. This means you don’t need to wait to find that special person whose energy harmonizes with your own. The energy of each member of the circle harmonizes with the energies of every other member. Group work becomes much more powerful and effective than solo practice in the tapping in to the two cosmic power sources and the awakening of each individual chakra.

Each individual chakra needs to be fully activated and each individual astral body needs to be permanently activated as quickly as possible. Again, the group portal meditations work to do this in a collective manner and may also lead to the permanent activation of each individual energy body. These things are the first phase that needs to be completed before moving to the second phase.

The second phase is the one that I am working on right now. I am working daily with the full chakra activation meditation which allows me to shift my awareness from one energy body to another and smooth out any wrinkles or vulnerable spots. The final goal is to totally merge all seven energy bodies into one completely integrated soul body! This work consists of healing individual levels and balancing them, sending energy out for any magickal purpose and whatever you choose to do or explore.

Working from this integrated soul body is like being surrounded by a magickal mist in which you can find or create or heal anything that you focus your attention on! The ultimate goal is to have your awareness permanently exist at this level. That means smoothing out all the wrinkles in the various levels and making the energetic contacts between the two cosmic power sources as clean and pure as possible!

So in summary I would suggest any beginner to start with a portal meditation until they are very comfortable with it. Then attempt the advanced chakra activation meditation. These two meditations are all a person requires to completely integrate and empower their soul body. All the rest is perhaps nice to know, but not needed.

I intend to be working with the advanced chakra activation meditation for a long time because it is so powerful. Right now I need to do it just after I wake up in the morning before I eat anything. Otherwise I tend to blank out or slip away to something else and loose my focus on the meditation. So this is definitely a difficult meditation to perform correctly.

In a way these two meditations summarize my entire life’s work! This is probably the ultimate simplification of the completion of the magickal and mystical paths! I don’t think they can be simplified down any more than this!

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Forest Fire, Angel, Road, Rain, Flame, Ghost, Forest

I’m starting to understand some things through my daily meditations and workings. The Rosicrucians have their Celestial Sanctum which I am tapping into each day and it exists as high up into the light as I can go, well, let me rephrase that. It exists as high up as I can go where I can find and mingle with other souls. Right from the very first day of membership members are encouraged to visit the Celestial Sanctum so it is not something only high initiates can do. But it is a meeting place where members of the Great White Brotherhood can meet and share energies. All members are encouraged to go there for energy and inspiration.

The Druids have their sacred grove and we select if possible an actual location where we can visit in our meditations. I actually chose the dog park where I take Valentine every day. It is part of a regular park and does have some trees in it. But it also has a lot of dog energy! When visiting there I not only tap into powerful earth energies, I also tap into lots of dog energy. Somehow that makes it a sacred spot for dogs…

The druid meditations also tap into earth and sky and those energies meet in the heart. So the focus in these meditations is in the etheric and lower astral although the spiritual is included in the sense of the sky and solar energies.

My Aurum Solis meditations seem very much like my energy ball meditations embellished with some ritual and invocations. They do recognize an energy center about two inches above the head and an higher one as Source. They also recognize an energy center where my feet touch the ground as well as Gaia herself. What this tells me is that my own work is simply a variant of what the Aurum Solis and Ogdoadic tradition has done for centuries. I probably picked it up through past life work and simplified it instinctively. The Aurum Solis and the Order of Bards, Ovates & Druids resonate deeply with me. I’ve discovered that the Odgoadic tradition is based on #8 as a sacred number and the Jewish Kabbalah is based upon #7 as a sacred number. Odd numbers are male and even numbers are female so the Ogdoadic tradition is more aligned with goddess energies. The Ogdoadic tradition is also based upon the Greek and Egyptian which has 24 letters in the system while the one based upon the Jewish alphabet only has twenty-two letters. It does not have any representation for the element earth or spirit! I was born on the 24th and twenty-four has always been a powerful number for me. Of course 8X3=24!

I’ve also been trying to do the solo energy center meditation where I shift the point of awareness from one energy center to the next and I’ve been zoning out. It’s probably because I’m doing it too soon after eating or when I’m tired, but it is a bit frustrating because it was so simple to do for awhile. Now I really need to go back and master it.

I’m getting an image of the unseen worlds that the various traditions have always known. Each has their own way of teaching it. I will try to say it in modern psychological terms. We each have an awareness that exists within the physical world and a totally different type of awareness that exists in the non-physical worlds. But this is the kicker- for most people our physical world awareness is badly fragmented and not integrated. Instead of one awareness, we change between valences, feeling like children when we interact with our parents, feeling like adults when we interact with our own children and we are different people when we are at work and when we are among friends. This is just an example of fragments or masks which we put on and wear daily.

There is a different type of fragmenting going on in the non-physical realms. We have separate awarenesses for each type of energy, abstract spiritual, concrete spiritual, abstract mental, concrete mental, upper emotional, lower emotional, physical organic and etheric. Typically none of these awarenesses communicate with each other and exist in totally separate worlds.

The ultimate goal is that all of our physical awareness fragments find each other and integrate to form a complete sense of self which can then build a bridge of communication with all the other awarenesses on the non-physical side of the veil. And of course these non-physical awarenesses need to find a way to harmonize and live in the same world together as well!

The portal meditations try to do this and that is what makes them so powerful! My physical awareness is learning to exist on the other side and it seems to move through a mist as it creatively and magickally interacts with the astral planes. The harmonization is not yet perfect, but each day brings me a bit closer! When that harmonization is complete I will live in a magickal world! In a way I already do!

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Forest, Ghost, Gothic, Horror, Scary, Fear, Spooky

There was a huge stumbling block that I had to get over before admitting to myself the reality of non-physical entities. I was convinced that non-physical bodies could exist while also having a living physical body. I had permanently activated my own! I just couldn’t accept the idea of their being able to exist and be aware without having a physical body of some type. That changed when I realized that they could have physical bodies created out of the noble gases. It would explain a lot! It also explained how I could have so many experiences dealing with ghosts or the spirits of people no longer living. I didn’t want to go there, but I have no choice.

But such elemental bodies still needed to be sustained in some way and I had already stumbled upon that. They could be sustained by a connection to the spiritual light or solar energies; they could be sustained by the belief of followers as in the great religions and the charismatic public idols of politics or Hollywood; and they could be sustained through a predatory type of vampirism.

Again in my recent Aurum Solis work where I was daily working to harmonize myself with the solar energies a line from some text struck me. It spoke of the solar deity as being in conflict with the evil serpent and I was reminded of the Star Wars type channeled material telling of the ongoing battle over Gaia by the Galactic Federation or forces of light and the Orion group or reptilians or forces of evil.

I will say that over the years I have had astral encounters with both groups and neither one has the best interests of Gaia in mind as far as I’m concerned. The Galactic Federation types apparently sustained their higher level non-physical bodies through the spiritual light and solar energies as well as followers or celebrities. The Orion groups apparently sustained their lower level non-physical bodies through either followers and celebrities or some type of predatory vampirism. Both used celebrities and politics to sway the public mind and manipulate the masses.

Members of the Orion group incarnated in physical bodies are Rational Atheists. Members of the Galactic Federation incarnated in physical bodies are Social Enforcers. Both types of souls are not native to Gaia and lack the foundational root connection to physically manifest things. They lack common sense and the bond to the vital life force of all living things on Gaia. So both groups need the original humans or Organic Gnostics to do the dirty work for them. The problem is that the original humans, the Organic Gnostics, have now evolved to the point of demanding their own freedom to create their own lives. They demand to follow their own dreams and their own consciences.

Organic Gnostics are now in a position to experience full spectrum life for the first time and neither the Orion Group nor the Galactic Federation appear able to wrap their heads around this. The Orion group has been forced out of the lower levels which they controlled for so long because the vibrations there have risen so high, and the Galactic Federation has been forced into the mental energies because of their inability to integrate the Shadow aspect of their own souls. Let me say this another way. The Orion group can’t vampire low level energies any more and the Galactic Federation is caught in a paradox fighting their own Shadows, which is a battle they can never win.

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Face, Ghost, Forest, Mystical, Mysterious, Spirit

Sometimes I am amazed at how trapped I have become in my own beliefs or those beliefs that I have been poisoned with through society. It is only by breaking out of the box that some self evident truths manage to sink into my thick skull!

I’ve just finished reading two very comprehensive and fascinating books by Cornell University professor George Makari, “Soul Machine” and “Revolution in Mind”. These two books have given me an excellent overview of the historical foundations of modern thought on both sides of the mind/soul debate. In addition I’ve been going back over my Rosicrucian studies from the very beginning to try and sift more understanding from them.

When these activities combined with my ongoing magickal studies with the Aurum Solis and the Order of Bards, Ovates & Druids it became a volatile mix indeed and I’m gaining lots of insights and making connections that I could have made a long time ago if I had not been stuck in my own box.

My recent posts about non-physical bodies is an example. I have permanently activated these bodies and live in both worlds all the time. I have personally experienced several encounters with the dead and dying. Why am I still trying to justify their existence? Even the ancients realized and said that we are both physical body and soul. It was the great mystery and we are still trying to prove that we are one or the other and not both at the same time!

I even posted a video that I found about the horn torus shape which shows one way that we can be both cosmic and in one spot at the same time. Science already tells us that photons sometimes act like waves and other times like particles so why can’t we do the same? The Reciprocal Systems theory of Dewey Larson which I’ve written so much about over the years also says that all things including us exist simultaneously in two universes, that of space/time and it’s reciprocal time/space. Our awareness is both within our physical bodies and extends throughout the entire cosmos at the same time! It follows the simple expansion/contraction cycle of vibratory energy.

I’ve been talking about it but I’ve never made the leap off the cliff! It’s time to make that leap and move on to other things that involve these non-physical bodies and how to use them.

It was a recent exercise in the Aurum Solstice that really triggered me. There is a meditation called “Rousing of the Citadels” which energizes the six major chakras and calls upon various deities for each particular energy center. What struck me is that essentially it was almost the same meditation as my own energy ball and portal meditation! But what was different was that my portal meditation merges the energy centers together directly and this meditation uses mental associations to do the same thing!

That is when the light bulb came on! All of these magickal and mystical systems are using mental associations to create an artificial and symbolic bridge from one type of energy to another. My mind flashed back to 1995 when I was involved in the OTO and the study of the Holy Kabbalah when I had a vivid dream of myself and other members of the OTO moving downward through the planes from above the Great Abyss. Each one of them had shaped their souls in the form of a Kabbalistic lightning bolt as they moved from the higher levels down to the lower levels. But my path downward was like a sheet of glass or light. While their path moved in a zig-zag fashion from Sephiroth to Sephiroth my path moved progressively and smoothly like a wave across a football field from one element to the next by the simple addition of another electron and proton! My path was progressive and scientific while their path was associative and symbolic!

So I think it is time to move on to the subject of these astral or non-physical bodies, how they are created and how they sustain themselves. There is no longer any need to try proving that they exist. I’ve broken out of the prison of my own creation!

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Halloween, Terror, Ghost, Night, Darkness, Fantasy

Since I opened up this Pandora’s box I might as well go all the way. In all my posts I’ve skirted around the idea of directly coming out and saying that non-physical bodies exist and that awareness may remain in them after the death of the physical body. But personal experience, the teachings of the mystery schools and the stories of myth and the personal experiences of others lead me to the point where I must say that I believe it is possible for human awareness to continue to exist after the death of the physical body and that the ancients knew this as well!

In fact, it was the most precious goal of the mystery schools to instruct their students on what to do to develop their souls to the point where personal awareness could continue to exist after the death of the physical body. That is why religions spoke about the soul and the afterlife or reincarnation.

The Egyptian Book of the Dead and the Tibetan Book of the Dead both speak of three gates which the soul may pass through after the death of the physical body. There is a gate for the Organic Gnostic, a gate for the Rational Atheist and one for the Social Enforcer! There is also a fourth in which the personality may not survive but the heart and the love in the heart may continue on into other life times.

The highest gate is that of the Organic Gnostic or true mystic that is able to experience the mystical state of Unity, of being one with all that is. This is the Hydrogen level of Abstract Spiritual energies. This is the highest level to which humans can attain while in physical bodies.

The second gate is that of the Rational Atheists or of the Human Collective. This group of souls gathers around a spiritual teacher or Messiah who creates a religion into which these souls can belong. Without that teacher or Messiah these souls would not be able to hold themselves together. They find meaning in belonging to the same collective. This is the Helium level of Concrete Spiritual energies and archetypal realities.

The third and lowest gate of the three is that of the Social Enforcers and it is not the human personality that survives the death of the physical body, but what is called the reincarnating ego or Higher Self. This involves the Abstract Mental energies and the creative and philosophical energies. This is what is probably most common in the human population.

But there is a fourth gate of the pure heart and of the heart that is filled with love which allows love to find itself over and over again. This is the level of the Concrete Mental energies and that of my pet Luci who died a year ago last spring. Love will be drawn to loved ones lifetime after lifetime. The heart knows.

But there is a point to this post. If the above is true and I believe it is true, then it is of vital importance that individual awareness be able to energetically hold itself together upon the death of the physical body! Those that identify exclusively with the physical body will be at a great disadvantage upon the death of their physical body! Their sense of self or personal ego will not have enough strength to energetically hold itself together!

Not only is the need for a strong sense of self and a strong ego required for mental and emotional health, but it is also required for the transition of awareness into an energy body upon the death of the physical body!

Those who actively seek the wiping out and destruction of the ego and sense of self are committing crimes against humanity of the deepest kind! It is a spiritual crime against the soul and those materialists who preach and advocate such beliefs must be called out for it! The materialists and atheists are wrong, and their belief causes deep harm and injury to the human race! It is time to come out and say, “This is wrong! The soul does exist!”

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Woman, Face, Light Painting, Light, Girl, Beauty

This post is unplanned but seems a natural followup on my last few posts. To me it feels a lot like coming out of the closet and openly stating that I believe in non-physical bodies and the soul. But this post goes beyond what I’ve written before and beyond the Great White Brotherhood.

There are beings and entities with physical bodies and without physical bodies that have permanently activated their etheric bodies. They have created what is known as the “immortal physical body”. But this non-physical body needs to be sustained by lots and lots of energy. These souls or entities fall into three different categories and I will write about each one individually.

The divine human like gods and goddesses of various traditions were once human and lived lives that were larger than life. After the death of their physical bodies their awareness lived on and they drew energy from those that worshiped them to sustain their etheric bodies. This is how stars and celebrities sustain their own etheric bodies, by the energy that they receive from their followers. Jesus in Christianity in the same way draws his energy from his followers as well as from SOURCE. Most saints and spiritual teachers empower their etheric bodies from the energies of their students and followers. But normally this is an energy exchange that is willingly done for the sense of love and peace the followers receive in return. To better understand this type of soul think of a vampire who sucks away some of the vitality of its victim, but not enough to endanger it. In return the victim is intoxicated and filled with love and affection for the vampire. This is the classic master/teacher/savior scenario. When the followers are gone this soul reduces to a shell of what it once was. It still exists but is powerless to do anything.

The vampire as a predator. This soul or entity sustains its permanently activated etheric body by simply taking the vital energy of its victims forcefully without any type of agreement or exchange. Because of this it often dangerously drains the energy of its victims to the point of physical death or weakness. In various world traditions these are the demons that are often reptilian in form. For those foolish enough to barter with them, the price is always the sacrifice of someone or something’s vital life force energy. These vampires think and believe that they are superior to the human race and that the humans are simply cattle to be slaughtered.

Lastly you have those members of the Great White Brotherhood that have the ability to permanently activate their etheric bodies. These etheric bodies are sustained through solar energy from both the sun and the stars. Only a few of the members of the Great White Brotherhood have the ability to function on the etheric planes with fully activated etheric bodies. Most remain in the higher levels which are also sustained by their link to the sun and spiritual light.

I’ve mentioned some of this previously in other posts. But things have now changed with the new energy dynamics of the new world which we live in. Of the above three classes of souls, there were no physical bodies before that were being born which were refined enough for them to use as physical vehicles for their souls. There were simply not enough physical bodies being born to go around! And we currently have over seven billion humans on this planet!

With Gaia’s ascension and the New Age or New Eon energy dynamics babies are now being born that can act as hosts for all these gods and goddesses that finally once more have an opportunity to experience physical life, but this time not only as humans, but also as animals and life forms of other species. I know that my dog Valentine has a soul that is highly advanced and refined. I suspect it may have also been human as well. But this works both ways and many higher animals souls are now incarnating into human bodies for the first time. Soon we will find that many animals will have as much or a higher wisdom than humans and humanity will descend to become more animalistic than it has been as more animal souls are incarnated into human bodies. Many animals will have human souls! We are indeed in for a magickal time of it.

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Haunted House, House, Haunted, Halloween, Dead, Death

In the last two posts I’ve talked about things that I actually experienced while wide awake. The unseen is far more than that though and I will share some more things that I have experienced that happened while I was sleeping and this includes visions and lucid dreams as well as encounters with non-physical entities of various types.

As I became more sensitive to my dreaming and tried to remember them something truly magickal happened. A point was reached when I would dream about anything that was a critical event in my life before it happened. I will give an example. One night while I was working as an over the road truck driver I dreamed of a car suddenly swerving right in front of me and in my dream I violently turned the wheel of my car hauler rig (I could haul ten cars at one time on it) toward the ditch and narrowly avoided an accident. The next day I was driving the interstate around Chicago when a car sharply turned in front of me as in my dream. It sharply took the exit and was gone. I was still shaken by that experience when another car abruptly swerved in front of me and then hit its brakes! I was forced to violently turn my truck onto the shoulder of the highway to avoid running the vehicle over and nearly tipped my semi tractor over!

This is what I think happened. I was driving in the slow lane of the main interstate highway around Chicago. I was just about to pass an exit that the first car needed to take. In panic the first car swerved in front of me and took the exit. But there must have been a second car that was following the first car for directions. Because that second car not only swerved into the lane directly in front of me, but then stopped abruptly as if wondering where the first car had gone! It was the second car that I had to violently turn the wheel to the right for because that was the car that forced me off the road to avoid a collision!

Years later I would even dream about and critical good things before they happened to me. This is no longer speculation or open for debate. It is simply how I live!

There were other kinds of dreams as well. Sometimes I would encounter entities that were very real and not my imagination. There are several ways that I knew they were real. One was in dream encounters where I would certainly experience a flash of fear at encountering them suddenly. That flash of fear did not mean there was any danger. What it meant was an encounter with energy that was alien to my own. It was not me! Other indicators of dream encounters included symbolism that was not my own. For example, if I ever dream of someone using a cell phone or calling me on a cell phone I know that it is not my dream energy because cell phones are not and never have been anything I ever dream about. I barely know how to use one!

I could fill a book about dreams and dream encounters but finish by saying that I have experienced thousands of dream encounters with people or entities that are or were extremely powerful on the lower planes. Some of them were neutral to me and just showed up, while others stared me in the face taking a good hard look along with a clash of wills before leaving. Not all of those were human! With a few notable exceptions the truly powerful ones avoided open conflict with me. I will share the stories of two that ended in open conflict.

Shortly after I had crossed the Great Abyss back in 1991 I had regained my connection to the earth and was struggling through the healing process before my soulmate cycles actually began. I had an incredibly vivid dream of Aleister Crowley motioning that I was to open and read a large book that was lying on a marble pedestal. I remember grabbing the large book covers with both hands and opening it up. My hands were stuck to the pages. Crowley began to cackle and said that if I ever broke my connection with the book or let go of it I would die. I screamed “No!” And slammed the book shut. Immediately I felt that my astral cord that connected me to my physical body had caught on fire and was being destroyed from the ground up. In panic I kept rising on the planes until my awareness was once more above the Great Abyss where I sought safety and shelter in a little bubble of light that surrounded me. My astral cord had been severed and that is what brought about the beginning of my soulmate cycles because each soulmate offered to ground me back to the earth with the energy that they shared. This also led to my open energetic conflict with the OTO and the Holy Kabbalah which has long since been taken care of. The Holy Kabbalah no longer functions as it once did.

The second vivid dream of violent and serious conflict began as a vision of several police cars with flashing lights driving down a dusty country road to some kind of compound. Then the dream shifted and I was in a room and a man was attacking me with a knife. We were both naked. This period of my life had been filled with dreams of magickal conflict, often two or three a night. But this was different. I felt like I was fighting for my life and when my knife finally plunged into the chest of my opponent he didn’t disappear like my opponents normally did. He sagged against the wall and then to the floor with my knife still in him and blood running down his chest. It was like a nightmare and I woke up in terror. The next day after I had been awake for some time I heard on the news that the police had seized the Branch Dravidian Compound in Texas and that its leader David Karesh had committed suicide! For some reason I still feel and believe that it was David Karesh that I was fighting that night. This magickal stuff was no longer simple fun!

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Spirit, Creepy, Halloween, Ghost, Spooky, Weird, Ghosts

It seems time to bring up this subject and it will take more than one post to do it justice. In this post I will only speak of personal experiences that I have had that do not involve lucid dreaming or things while I was asleep. I will share things that I personally experienced while in the waking state even if they might seem subjective. There will be no conclusion and no answers because I may never have answers to some of these experiences.

The first experience to share is related to Rosicrucianism and my connection to the Great White Brotherhood. During my early Rosicrucian studies with AMORC there were several self initiations to mark passage through the different degrees or stages of study. During one of these self initiations a master appeared in my living room and floated about three feet above the floor. He was dressed in a ceremonial robe and was sitting cross legged. He remained there for around a half hour not saying anything but being present. I walked completely around him and observed from every direction. It seemed that I was seeing him with my third eye and not my physical eyes. But it was very real and vivid and there was a lot of energy involved.

Later in another incident this same master introduced me to a group of people that were in the hierarchy. They were above the Great Abyss and part of the Great White Brotherhood. I could understand them but they couldn’t understand me. I still have this connection with these individuals and can tap into them at will. I am one of them. I have earned my place with them. I can sense this connection with these individuals at all times during normal waking hours.

Now for the darker side of things. I was at a house party with a girl friend and we were sitting in the living room during Thanksgiving weekend. There was a blazing fire in the fireplace and about twenty people. Two girls in front of us were drinking rum and using an Ouija board. I was not impressed because I thought it was a stupid thing to be doing. Suddenly the fire flared up as if someone had poured gasoline on it and my friend fell into convulsions shaking in her chair. She was terrified and when I asked her what was wrong she said it felt like she couldn’t breathe. Like she was underwater. Then she said it felt like there was someone inside her. I instantly knew that some type of spirit had taken possession of her and that I needed to help that spirit into the light.

I talked her through the process and helped her to remain calm until the spirit left and entered into the light. In the meantime others in the house were freaking out and watching us. Later we found out that five years earlier a twelve year old boy had fallen through the ice of a pond in the winter and they had not found the body until that spring. It was that boy’s spirit that had come into my friend’s body.

When my wife’s mother was on her death bed her siblings were doing a death watch at the bedside. We traveled two hundred miles to be there and were staying at the apartment of a friend when my wife suddenly went into a seizure and couldn’t move. I asked her what was wrong and she said that her mother was trying to take over her body. Then she said she needed to use the rest room and as I helped her down the hall she was limping like her mother and one side of her face was drooping like her mother’s did after her stroke. Not knowing what else to do I poured my own energy into my wife and tried to fill her with my energy driving out that of her mother. It worked although she still was not able to move on her own and I called an ambulance. The ambulance came and took her to the same hospital where her mother was dying on a different floor. In the meantime my wife had come back to her normal self and was very angry and kept saying that she was alright and there was nothing wrong with her. I advised her to just rest and be patient because she had been brought to the hospital. They could find nothing wrong with her.

In her anger, she took her cell phone and called her sister who was upstairs at the death bed and shouted for her sister to come down and get her out of there because I wouldn’t. As she was yelling at her sister her mother died right in front of her sister.

Things must run in her family because when her father died we were both in the hospital room at the same time. It was the only time I had ever been in a room when someone died. Suddenly I felt her father’s spirit trying to enter into my body and take it over! I was both frightened and angry and just held it at a distance. The spirit was frightened and that was why it wanted into my body. I called out for some angels or light beings to come and help him. These light beings came and took him away peacefully. But it gave me a fright. It was quite unpleasant.

On a totally unrelated note I remember walking along and someone said out loud: “He dares much!” and another voice hushed the first. I heard the voice as if someone was speaking right next to me but there was no one there.

Another sharing comes from one of my soul mate cycles. She had just left and was driving back to the cities where she lived two hundred miles away. She had been visiting my parents and was a friend of the family. I was laying on my bed when suddenly each chakra popped like a flash bulb and my awareness split with part of me still lying in bed and the other part pulled out of my body in an OOBE. But this was a strange OOBE. There was a two inch thick astral cord coming out of the top of my head and that cord was pulling me into the air and behind her car as it went down the road. It was pulling my astral body behind it like a giant balloon! There was no cord attached to my physical body! Then my astral body went into her and down into the earth and then returned through the earth to where my physical body lay in bed.

One final sharing involves the use of an electromagnet that I created to polarize my aura. I created this electromagnet from a large coil of the wire used in electrical house wiring. This wire was wrapped around two large iron bolts that were both around the size of a small basketball. It was set up with a rectifier and when plugged into the house electrical outlet created a strong pulsating direct current with a distinct 60 cycle hum. I placed one of the electromagnets at my feet in the south pole position and one at my head in the north pole position. I could only turn the magnets on for a minute at a time because they became too warm. After one of these treatments I lay down on my bed and suddenly had an OOBE in which my awareness again split with one part remaining in my body and the other turned like a compass needle orienting to the north. But first it wobbled back and forth before settling in its new position. I was laying in the bed with my head to the east at the time.

I share these experiences because they happened while I was wide awake at the time they occurred. They were not visions, meditations or lucid dreams. I will speak of those next.

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