Anarchistbanjo's World

I’m starting to understand some things through my daily meditations and workings. The Rosicrucians have their Celestial Sanctum which I am tapping into each day and it exists as high up into the light as I can go, well, let me rephrase that. It exists as high up as I can go where I can find and mingle with other souls. Right from the very first day of membership members are encouraged to visit the Celestial Sanctum so it is not something only high initiates can do. But it is a meeting place where members of the Great White Brotherhood can meet and share energies. All members are encouraged to go there for energy and inspiration.

The Druids have their sacred grove and we select if possible an actual location where we can visit in our meditations. I actually chose the dog park where I take Valentine every day. It is part of a regular park and does have some trees in it. But it also has a lot of dog energy! When visiting there I not only tap into powerful earth energies, I also tap into lots of dog energy. Somehow that makes it a sacred spot for dogs…

The druid meditations also tap into earth and sky and those energies meet in the heart. So the focus in these meditations is in the etheric and lower astral although the spiritual is included in the sense of the sky and solar energies.

My Aurum Solis meditations seem very much like my energy ball meditations embellished with some ritual and invocations. They do recognize an energy center about two inches above the head and an higher one as Source. They also recognize an energy center where my feet touch the ground as well as Gaia herself. What this tells me is that my own work is simply a variant of what the Aurum Solis and Ogdoadic tradition has done for centuries. I probably picked it up through past life work and simplified it instinctively. The Aurum Solis and the Order of Bards, Ovates & Druids resonate deeply with me. I’ve discovered that the Odgoadic tradition is based on #8 as a sacred number and the Jewish Kabbalah is based upon #7 as a sacred number. Odd numbers are male and even numbers are female so the Ogdoadic tradition is more aligned with goddess energies. The Ogdoadic tradition is also based upon the Greek and Egyptian which has 24 letters in the system while the one based upon the Jewish alphabet only has twenty-two letters. It does not have any representation for the element earth or spirit! I was born on the 24th and twenty-four has always been a powerful number for me. Of course 8X3=24!

I’ve also been trying to do the solo energy center meditation where I shift the point of awareness from one energy center to the next and I’ve been zoning out. It’s probably because I’m doing it too soon after eating or when I’m tired, but it is a bit frustrating because it was so simple to do for awhile. Now I really need to go back and master it.

I’m getting an image of the unseen worlds that the various traditions have always known. Each has their own way of teaching it. I will try to say it in modern psychological terms. We each have an awareness that exists within the physical world and a totally different type of awareness that exists in the non-physical worlds. But this is the kicker- for most people our physical world awareness is badly fragmented and not integrated. Instead of one awareness, we change between valences, feeling like children when we interact with our parents, feeling like adults when we interact with our own children and we are different people when we are at work and when we are among friends. This is just an example of fragments or masks which we put on and wear daily.

There is a different type of fragmenting going on in the non-physical realms. We have separate awarenesses for each type of energy, abstract spiritual, concrete spiritual, abstract mental, concrete mental, upper emotional, lower emotional, physical organic and etheric. Typically none of these awarenesses communicate with each other and exist in totally separate worlds.

The ultimate goal is that all of our physical awareness fragments find each other and integrate to form a complete sense of self which can then build a bridge of communication with all the other awarenesses on the non-physical side of the veil. And of course these non-physical awarenesses need to find a way to harmonize and live in the same world together as well!

The portal meditations try to do this and that is what makes them so powerful! My physical awareness is learning to exist on the other side and it seems to move through a mist as it creatively and magickally interacts with the astral planes. The harmonization is not yet perfect, but each day brings me a bit closer! When that harmonization is complete I will live in a magickal world! In a way I already do!