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Equal But Opposite

Posted in ascension, Divine Counterparts, end times, fifth density, fourth density, light workers, Mensa, prophecy, Radical Satanism, rapture, Satanism, tantra, tantrism, Uncategorized on May 18, 2017| 3 Comments »

I’ve recently been granted some very important insight into the entire ascension process and Divine Counterpart Relationships as well as the controversy that is currently putting the United States in crisis. The problem is that putting down what I have been given will be very difficult, difficult to put down in words and difficult to understand because it is new and requires an open mind and heart to grasp it. Another difficulty is that I will need to speak in scientific metaphor. I will be attempting to explain non-physical things from a science perspective as metaphor, but not really metaphor! If your awareness crosses the bridge of understanding you will be there! Forget the small stuff!

This is going to take several blog posts so bear with me. The material I am about to share has never been shared before as far as I know. This blog is going to specialize about Divine Counterparts and what that really means.

Each one of us was originally a spark of awareness, a vibratory energy of light/electricity. Science tells us that for every action there is an equal and opposite reaction. Things have always been this way and always will be this way!

Our Divine Counterpart is the equal and opposite reaction to our own awareness! It is an opposite type of awareness that has the ability to perceive the same things we do, arrive at the same conclusions, values and beliefs as we do. But our Divine Counterpart  processes information in a completely different way, an opposite way from us. One of us perceives the back ground and the other perceives the foreground but we both perceive the same images and things. Divine Counterparts are so balanced that they can become perfect mirrors of each other. Consider the Yin-Yang symbol. It is easy to see how symmetrically balanced they are. But now consider other optical illusions. A familiar one is where a goblet is seen or two faces confronting each other depending on how you look at it. It is a goblet and it is two faces looking at each other. Both are true, but only one is seen! This is the real problem with most male/female relationships and communications. They are not balanced enough to be recognizable as the same on each side. The more distorted and unrecognizable one side is, the more distorted and unrecognizable the other side is!

Male energy and awareness is the outward movement of light in all directions as an outward pulse. Female energy and awareness is that same pulse now reversing back to its origin point in as straight a line as possible as an electrical charge. Light/Electricity. The energy pulses outward and the male becomes aware while the female is not aware. The energy pulses inward and the female becomes aware while the male is not aware. They are both part of the same vibration and part of the same movement. They exist in the same place and time, but are not aware of each other. This is the root origin of Divine Counterparts and each Divine Counterpart pair is created in the same moment. They are two souls in one, eternally the same energy and the same frequency.

As life evolved an equal and opposite type of life evolved at the same time. These were the male and female of each species!

But the eternal flow of energy still existed between the two Divine Counterparts and became stronger as their souls became closer and closer together. One was radiant and the other was embracing. One was Divine Wisdom and the other was Divine Love. There is and always will be a powerful attraction of one for the other because they are a part of each other.

Consider that our Divine Counterpart will always remain a mystery to us and we will always remain a mystery to them, but we can experience the same world together, share similar experiences, hold similar beliefs and have similar values.

 

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Beltaine Fires

Posted in ascension, Divine Counterparts, earth changes, end times, fifth density, fourth density, light workers, Mensa, prophecy, Radical Satanism, rapture, Satanism, tantra, tantrism, Uncategorized on May 11, 2017| 1 Comment »

The pressure of the full moon yesterday and today was incredible to say the least. There was powerful activity with Gaia’s ascension movement as well. From my normal  point of perception within the astral planes Gaia simply vanished! There was only a swirling mass of angry black clouds. Two things remained clear, Gaia had gone somewhere, had ascended, and I was still in the same place along with some other beings that were not able to go with Gaia either. Rose was also there with me.

But here is the interesting part, because Gaia was gone I felt that my task to help Gaia’s ascension process had finished. Gaia was no longer the Divine Feminine that I served and I offered that service to my Divine Counterpart Rose. What is most important is that a polarity shift occurred! Gaia was no longer in my energetic circuit and Rose was getting the full brunt of it as I offered it to her in service.

Later I sensed that Rose had successfully grounded my energy and a totally new Gaia appeared, a Gaia that was heavy with vegetation, almost like a jungle or deep forest. It was a new planet vibrant with life and I was a part of it!

So this was a definite shifting of timelines, of realities with the utter collapse and destruction of one and the enhancement of the other. I also felt that none of these things had to do with me any more because my task was completed. I had simply become a “watcher”. That is how it still feels.

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Vampire: a wild story in scraps and colors

Posted in German literature, Hanns Heinz Ewers, Mensa, Radical Satanism, Satanism, tantra, tantrism, Uncategorized on April 30, 2017| Leave a Comment »

It has taken forever, or at least it has seemed like forever! I’ve just made this hard cover edition of Vampire: a wild story of scraps and colors available for the first time. It is a massive book with over 500 pages. It is also my favorite book of the trilogy because I think it is the most autobiographical of them all.

 

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I’ve also made it available in quality paperback at:

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The Ascension Compromise

Posted in ascension, Divine Counterparts, earth changes, end times, fantasy, fifth density, fourth density, light workers, Mensa, prophecy, Radical Satanism, rapture, Satanism, tantra, tantrism, Uncategorized on April 16, 2017| 1 Comment »

Ascension lift off is Easter Sunday! How appropriate and how powerful! Can you feel it? Feel the difference? The mold has been in place for the past year, the concrete has been poured and allowed to set up. Now the support structures are being taken off and our new world stands revealed for the first time. The final hurdle and big question was if North Korea would erupt, but it didn’t. Russia stands backed into a corner like a rabid dog but can do nothing.

Humanity should take this day and celebrate its collective victory! No one gets what they wanted, but everyone gets to continue, to move on. The opposing forces have been so severe and the emotions have been so violent. A true compromise has been forged out of conflicting beliefs and values and it is holding! The most dangerous point is now behind us! It is time to let the sediment settle to the bottom of the ocean where it belongs, time to let the murky waters clear so that everyone can see what has just happened!

Through the rest of this coming year we will see the advancement of peace and security as things settle down and the criminals and disrupters sink into self destructive spirals. You see, the world collectively had to choose between it’s own self destructive tendencies or a willingness to compromise and it collectively chose to compromise! It collectively chose to live and those not in attunement with the new energy will soon leave. The battle is over.

It was never for one side to win over the other side, for one side to be victorious. Both sides had valuable points and arguments that need to be taken into consideration. It is now time for both sides to step forward in bipartisanship! It is time for both sides to understand that they have both won the battle! Our new world has risen and is firmly in it’s new  place! Duality has become Unity!

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The Three Types of Mensans

Posted in ascension, Divine Counterparts, earth changes, end times, fantasy, fifth density, fourth density, light workers, Mensa, prophecy, Radical Satanism, rapture, Satanism, science fiction, tantra, tantrism, Uncategorized on March 28, 2017| 2 Comments »

As I wander around Mensa land I notice three kinds of people. I call them Hydrogen types, Helium types and Lithium types. Each type of person is quite distinct in their type of intelligence and each could easily create IQ tests that would prove their own type of intelligence superior! I choose the terms Hydrogen types, Helium types and Lithium types for a good reason. These elements represent the types of intelligences remarkably well in my opinion. They also represent types of energies that could be associated with intelligence.

The most common type in Mensa land is the Lithium type. It is interesting that lithium is used to help prevent hallucinations in people with mental illness. These people are rabid about being physical materialists and most are atheists Believing only in the powers of science and the powers of logic and reason. In fact, these people are the priests and priestesses of logic and reason. They spend their hours in debate pondering imponderables such as how many angels can fit on the head of a pin. They believe that they can prove their personal position to others! So they spend their hours submitting proofs of their own argument.

The weakness of the Lithium type is that anyone can prove anything through logic and reason! Using logic and reason it is possible to prove that today is the best day of your life and also logically prove today is the worst day of your life! The Lithium type will inevitably use circular reasoning and wind up arguing against themselves. Logic and reason always end in paradox! Those massive convoluted theories and abstractions lead no where in the final analysis.

The next type is the Helium type. These people have minds like magnets, seemingly capable of directly perceiving the simplicity of reality in an effortless manner. This Helium energy is not a mental energy like Lithium but a spiritual energy. It is concrete spiritual energy or archetypal energy. This direct perception of self evident things has a name and it is called Christ consciousness. By the standards of the ancient world these people have attained Christ consciousness and are Christ’s in physical bodies! You can’t argue with them because what they say makes perfect sense! They are always right, at least in their own mind!

The weakness of the Helium type is that they are heavily polarized toward the light or toward the dark and are absolutely convinced that their way of perceiving the world is the one and only correct way! The clarity of their vision is matched only by their own blind spots which they remain unable to recognize.

The last is the loftiest of them all just like Hydrogen is the lightest of all elements. The Hydrogen type directly experiences Unity and paradox resolution. They are not only aware of things through direct perception but also aware of their own blind spots and seek ways to work around them for a more balanced perspective. These are the Einstein’s of the world, capable of understanding how light and matter are interchangeable. They are like Dewey Larson and his Reciprocal Field Theory, showing how each element, indeed all things are created out of vibratory motion to create  photons, sub-atomic particle and how these in turn create rotating magnetic fields and atomic particles to finally lead to life itself. These types of visions are called Cosmic Consciousness or God Consciousness and these individual are keenly aware we are part of all things and that all things are part of us. In ancient times this type of consciousness was also termed Buddha consciousness and those able to attain it were Buddha’s.

The Hydrogen type is marked by intense visions and the ability to overcome duality in all its forms. All of life is seen as a balance of light and dark, all is experienced as bitter-sweet. These people have integrated both their dark side and their light side and they have discovered what it truly means to be human and divine at the same time. You will not find this type arguing philosophical subjects because they deeply understand the futility of it. They won’t be found polarized around a cause because they deeply understand that anything that physically manifests is already balanced with a dark side and a light side. Instead these people will share life and embrace it in all ways, the ups and downs, joys and sorrows. They are the ones that appear simple, but are extremely wise.

Remember that one out of fifty people in the United States qualifies for Mensa and fits one of these groups!

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Searching For The Soul

Posted in ascension, Divine Counterparts, earth changes, end times, fifth density, fourth density, German literature, Hanns Heinz Ewers, light workers, Mensa, prophecy, Radical Satanism, rapture, Satanism, science fiction, tantra, tantrism, Uncategorized on March 25, 2017| Leave a Comment »

Searching for the Soul

 

Like man himself! In the beginning man was with God and part of the indivisible All, and he tore himself loose in spite of it. From this awareness of self over the course of billions of years there developed an awareness of the contradiction, “I”—and the world! And yet a part of the All clung to this “I”, was still imprisoned in this physical body, grew with it, died with it and was inseparable from its earthly remains.

And a great desire for liberation caused this soul to seek a false path and grope in the shameful darkness. It always ran back by the way which it had come to its original awareness of the “I” instead of to the “Not—I”, and did not know that the goal was at the other end.

The soul was conscious of the contradiction between the “I” and the “Not—I”, but the soul accepted the physical body as part of the “I”, even as the “I” itself did, and did not realize that the physical body was only a part of the “Not—I”. Thus man’s physical body became the unfortunate bridge that always led the soul back to the physical world of which it was a part. And all those souls driven by desire passed over it and descended deeper and deeper until they sank into God.

Yet how comical it was when the pious cried out that one must conquer the body! Their words were so wise, yet their understanding was so wrong. They did not conquer the body—but rather strengthened its power by all they did. They conquered the soul of man and became as beasts; they conquered the beasts inside and became as God.

But the time must come for the striding forth of the liberated human being. When the knowledge becomes so deep and so firmly rooted that each one knows his body is nothing other than some tree that stands in the forest, than some bird that flies in the air: than any foreign object that lies far in the distance! When each passionately feels that his body has nothing in common with his soul—and is as alien to him as a stone in the street , when the assurance reaches each consciousness that the external world may be all-embracing, yet, it fails to hold one thing, namely, the soul—then that great day will dawn—

Then the soul of man will tend the body well, like a temple, like a good house in which one dwells. Only, it will be a stranger, something external from us, and this knowledge alone will be the great conquest of the body. Then the bridge that leads downward will be broken; then the lunacy of our forefathers will perish; then the eternal desires will laugh happily as they kiss freedom and truth amidst their tears over the dark errors of the ages.

The Sorcerer’s Apprentice

 

The above was written by German author Hanns Heinz Ewers over a century ago! Or rather it is my translation of his words and thoughts into the English language. As I partake in more online discussion groups, in particular Mensa discussion groups I find that believing in the individual soul is not politically correct. I also find that attitude a little bit two-faced. Consider the question, “Is a loved one the same person after having a debilitating stroke? Is their awareness, their consciousness, still the same but hindered by physical damage caused by the stroke? Or have they in some way become less human? I have seen stroke victims struggle to find the words they desire to express and the frustration that they feel being physically unable to do so. To me this is direct evidence that individual awareness remains even though it might not be able to physically express itself

 

The question really becomes whether conscious awareness is purely energetic in nature or mechanical. Is individual awareness capable of being separated from the physical body or is it simply an expression of the physical body that dies when the physical body dies? While science almost unanimously denies the existence of the soul, it entertains such thoughts as the possibility of integrating human consciousness with machines or computers. Movies such as “Avatar” envision the ability of human awareness to transfer itself from one physical body to another! For some reason science admits the possibilities of these things while denying the possibility of the existence of the soul. I find that very troubling!

 

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The War Between Realities

Posted in ascension, Divine Counterparts, earth changes, end times, fifth density, fourth density, light workers, Mensa, prophecy, Radical Satanism, rapture, Satanism, tantra, tantrism, Uncategorized on March 5, 2017| Leave a Comment »

The War Between Realities

There is a distinction between reality and actuality. Actuality is what exists independently of what we think or believe and that actuality determines the final fate of our choices in life. This is pretty self evident.

But what is not so self evident is the power that individual realities have upon each one of us as individuals and as populations. It can be argued that individual reality is far more powerful and important than actuality because each one of us will always act upon what we believe to be true, our personal reality, and not upon what actually exists. Ultimately the judge of our actions will be based upon actuality, but all too often belief in a different reality creates  a situation where realities collide.

Today’s world has become such a place where actuality is no longer considered important and competing realities try to present evidence of their importance and reality in ways that defy common sense and personal life experience. These competing realities continue to become farther and farther removed from the actuality of things to the point where madness is taking over. The question is what are we going to do about it?

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The Wrath of God

Posted in ascension, Divine Counterparts, earth changes, end times, fourth density, light workers, prophecy, Radical Satanism, rapture, Satanism, tantra, tantrism, Uncategorized on February 13, 2017| 1 Comment »

I’ve been pretty quiet this past few weeks trying to get a handle on the energies we are dealing with right now and the astral activity, including what is happening on the etheric plane. We just had a major full moon, the first major full moon of the new year and the new energies. The sense that I have is that the Wrath of God has been called forth and things are going to get very violent very rapidly.

But this violence is going to have a very interesting quality. The Wrath of God is going to steamroller all opposing energies and peoples as if they were nothing. From this coming time period up to the March equinox if you feel you are being steamrollered my advice is to take shelter and get out of the fray!

You are going to see things being forced through brute strength. The kid gloves are coming off and people are going to get hurt. Step back and think about this for a minute. What is going to physically manifest has already happened in the astral planes. The battle in the astral planes is now over and this physical eruption is simply the remaining release of long held tensions. Physical manifestation is now governed by different natural laws and processes. The blockage of old eon energetics is complete! Let me say that again, but louder this time: THE BLOCKAGE OF OLD EON ENERGETICS IS COMPLETE!

There is not a snowball’s chance in hell of favorable outcomes for those that now defy Gaia’s new eon energetics and new energy grid. They are going to be pushed to the side as if they didn’t exist. Keep love in your hearts and do not enter into anger or dramatics or negative spirals. The Wrath of God is an icy and cold anger that is not touched in any way by emotional considerations. It is not personal.

Those that willingly choose to set themselves against what God has decreed will pay the price of their choice. Please be sensitive and open to changing conditions and use prayer and meditation to remain in your highest place.

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New Moon Message

Posted in ascension, Divine Counterparts, earth changes, end times, fifth density, fourth density, prophecy, Radical Satanism, rapture, Satanism, tantra, tantrism, Uncategorized on January 28, 2017| 1 Comment »

By now the frenzied energetics are settling into their new places. Here in the United States there is a rising optimism as large segments of a forgotten population begin to hope for the first time. Globalism is over! Individual power sent out to external authorities is now finally returning back to the individuals. Let’s take a look at what has happened energetically during these past months. The politically correct “idea” no longer impels obedience from the populace. The way this seems to be working out is quite strange and radical at the same time.

 

The news media and neurotic alt-left Democrats seem to have chosen a path of permanent obstructionism. What these people don’t see is how they are being played for fools! Main Street News media is filled with outraged reports over nonpolitically correct things our new president has said while totally ignoring the massive consequences of his actions during his first week in office. I am reminded of a magic show where the magician turns the attention of the audience away from the real trick with sleight-of-hand techniques.

 

For several years I worked as a family crisis counselor. I soon learned for the sake of my own sanity to not listen to what people say, but to focus instead upon what they were actually doing! It is the nature of the mind and philosophical speculations  for people to invent fictions and excuses to justify themselves in their own minds. This inner mental dialogue often becomes strong enough to replace physical reality itself! That’s where society is right now! But it remains a mind trip! It has no relation to physical reality!

 

Our society has become so decadent that those at the top of the social ladder no longer relate to the physical world of experience the less privileged have to endure. They like the status quo because it works for them, works quite well  Indeed! But the status quo is now crumbling like a cement wall whose mortar is crumbling. During the past seven days legal events have taken place that will have large repercussions upon the future of our society. These events have gone largely unnoticed and underreported by the Main Street News media. But the consequences of those actions remain whether they have been reported upon or not. This is the full extent of the illusion cast by the Main Street  Media itself. It refuses to see what is actually happening, preferring instead to emotionally agitate its readers. The problem with this is that factions of our society have become so decadent that all they are capable of is a large temper tantrum! A tempest in a teapot, full of sound and  fury, yet  signifying nothing!

 

In the meantime genuine men and women of action and realistic, grounded priorities are collectively working together in harmony to make this world a far better place. There is nothing theoretical about them and often they don’t say much. But their actions speak loudly!

 

Between now and the spring equinox in March we will see an unprecedented populist movement that literally shrugs away any head tripping opposition that stands in its way. There will be screaming, shouting and wringing of hands, but to no avail. Globalism is dead!  The individualist reigns supreme! This means a resurgence of nationalism, states rights, local government and the empowerment of local communities in an unprecedented way. Individuals will be empowered in ways that have never even been considered before except in those days at the birth of our nation. we are now rediscovering the dream of our founding fathers! New opportunities will open up to everyone, but not everyone will be open to the opportunities. Success will be in direct proportion to the personal effort extended. Those that don’t try will not gain. Those that try with all their heart, mind and soul will reap uncounted rewards! These rewards will come from sustained creative effort and will never come from destructive, oppositional and defiant political views not based upon physical reality. “The last will be first, and the first will become the last!” Pres. Trump is not really in conflict with these oppositional forces, but instead chooses to ignore them and send them on false goose chases.

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Gaia Ascension Update

Posted in ascension, Divine Counterparts, earth changes, end times, fifth density, fourth density, light workers, Radical Satanism, rapture, Satanism, tantra, tantrism, Uncategorized on January 14, 2017| Leave a Comment »

A lot has been happening since my last post. A lot of energy dynamics have been changing and our world is getting ready for imminent change as well! It should come as no surprise that much of this change will be triggered by the Trump presidency. In less than one week Donald Trump will assume the mantle of the United States and the egregore of power that goes along with his position. Magically speaking, many things are not allowed to happen until Donald Trump takes the oath of office and becomes the president of the United States.

 

Energetically the world’s population has divided into three groups. The first group are those individual souls that have truly ascended along with Gaia at this time. They can be characterized as truly balanced individuals who have integrated their male/female aspects as well as their higher or spiritual nature with their shadow nature. They have personally and individually confronted and overcome their own self-destructive natures and are now allowed to take their true places as the leaders of a new humanity! Personally and individually each one of these individuals has the power and ability to creatively rewrite their life experience as they choose. As ascended human beings they exist as living bridges between the highest spiritual realms and  the lowest realms of physical organic reality. This is truly their celebration as well as Gaia’s celebration! The way forward for each of these beings is one of creative freedom and exploration of opportunity. These people are in the process of becoming gods and goddesses who will walk in peace and harmony among humankind. Technically they are no longer truly human.

 

The ascension and graduation of these beings and individuals has created an entirely new energy dynamic within the astral planes as well as the energetic supporting structure of Gaia herself. This ascension and graduation has energetically completed itself and is in the process of stabilization. Gaia and all living things upon her now support and celebrate a new vision for the future. This part of the process has completed! The energetic remnants unable to integrate are in the process of collapsing in order to find a new level of stability.

 

The rest of humanity will now  coalesce  around one of two very different energetic poles. The first energetic pole is that of spirituality, religion, logic and reason and the denial of the baser things in life. This is similar to the energetic pattern of the old eon except that it does indeed renounce manifest physical reality and sexuality in unforgiving terms. There is little or zero-tolerance for those who profess a more individualistic lifestyle. For these people the group soul of humanity will become God! The individual will gradually have no rights of consequence. This group represents the collective or hive mind of humanity going into the future. The energies which empower it are those of logic and reason, spiritual unity and universal love. This is the very ideological stance that is being taken by the extreme left, but it will in time draw extremists from the right as well. It is not about integration or compromise in any way and instead proclaims proudly its own particular truth as the only truth and the only way forward!

 

The remainder of humanity will collapse into the dung heap of a chaotic and self-destructing social order that has outlived its time. These beings will focus and center around the very issues of biological survival itself. They will be openly confronted by their own self-destructive actions and beliefs and be forced to deal with them. This is a painful process! But this is the same exact process that those who have just ascended along with Gaia have gone through themselves over these last few years. Depending upon personal ability and effort these individuals will rise up according to the true level of their soul development to celebrate their own personal and individual ascension at the death of their physical bodies. They will learn to integrate the male/female aspects of their soul as well as integrate their higher self and their shadow aspects. They will be forced to do this in order to survive. They are to be confronted by an ordeal of the soul, but will be made stronger because of it.

 

In summary, those that have ascended along with Gaia are now taking their places in positions of empowerment around the world. They have the solutions that humanity needs in these hours of crisis and they have the support of the universe itself! They are divinely protected as they do what needs to be done!

 

Then there are those that reject this newly ordained divine order of events. Intellectual pride and  belief in their own superiority are causing these otherwise enlightened beings to become the new “fallen Angels” as history once more enters a new cycle of creation! They will be continuously confronted with their own self-defeating behaviors until they learn to control them.

 

The remnant are those “deplorable’s” that are going to find out just what it means to be human, truly human in all aspects of the term. These individuals will learn to love organic physical reality in all possible variations as they  gradually learn how to develop their own souls during this new great cycle. Most of these individuals are first-timers to physical reality and the rebirth process.

 

History repeats itself and even the greatest cycles repeat themselves in one variation or another. We are currently living a brand-new creation myth of a brand-new “Garden of Eden” complete with a brand-new group of “fallen Angels”!  It will be interesting to see how this variation of the story unfolds!

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