Anarchistbanjo's World

I do seem to be at a turning point in writing these posts. I don’t want to repeat myself and I want to remain interesting. I might even need to take a break for a few days. One of the big problems is that I believe things are really very simple and that people make them complicated! I also believe that everybody’s got to find their own path in life. No one should be following my path because that belongs to me and to me alone!

Perhaps the biggest reason is that I’m trying to speak from my heart about things that I feel are head trippy! That’s a combination that just doesn’t work! There are so many things that I could share, but sometimes I think that I’ve shared enough! There are some things better left unsaid.

Some of the material that I’ve been sharing is 20 years old and some of it is from today and yesterday. 20 years ago I thought I had the answers. Today, I know that if I have any answers they are only for me. Over the years I’ve simplified my belief system down to the point where it can be expressed in a simple statement. “All effort is cumulative!” How many ways can I say the same thing? Personal effort will get you where you need to be!

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Society is supposed to create a win-win situation for the majority of the population. It is supposed to be supportive and uplifting. What happened? Our society seems like a collection of incurable invalids! There is too much poverty, too much mental and emotional illness and not enough caring! Society has never really given me any support so I’m not very enthusiastic about it. There are times when I feel closer to animals than I do to people.

It wasn’t always this way. Today’s world is very different than the world that I grew up in 60 years ago. We walk past each other today without smiling and we don’t even know the names of our neighbors. I remember when I was young. I used to go visit the neighbors and listen to their stories while I drank coffee and ate cookies. The old people used to love these visits because they were lonely. I loved to hear their stories!

Now I’m an old man and nobody visits me, but I don’t really care! If somebody did come to visit I wouldn’t have any cookies to offer them anyway! Do I go visit others? Not really! Do I want to? Not really! So what’s wrong? Why do I have the attitude that I do?

I’ve wondered about that myself. I’ve also wondered if my reasons would be similar to someone else’s reasons. If I was brutally honest I would have to say that most other people bore me. I don’t have enough in common with them. I’ve worked really hard in my life to cure the emotional wounds that I’ve suffered. I’ve had therapy, gone to support groups, and read tons of books! I don’t like to talk about the cows, hunting, fishing or the football game. So I guess I’m an oddball.

I’ve also looked deep in my heart and tried to be as honest as possible. I’ve caught myself lying to myself at times. But over the years I think I’ve become healthier and healthier. The things that I write are reflections of what my heart has told me. They are not politically correct. I am not politically correct. And you know what? I like it that way! My attitude is coming through tonight!

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All of our personal efforts are progressive and cumulative. Energy which we physically generate belongs only to us and can be used only by us. Our goal should be putting out intense effort for at least one half hour every day if possible. More than two hours of intense effort is too much. This should be done with each type of energy which the body generates.

For developing Etheric energy we should do some type of aerobic exercise. Do something that you really enjoy. Ideally you will stress the body until you get the “second wind sensation”. When this happens the generated energy bursts free of the physical body and goes into the astral planes. You can also stress the physical body by doing breathing exercises but this should be done with extreme care as you will get dizzy.

Sexual energy is developed through the control and exploration of human sexuality and orgasm. Learning to control orgasm and make sexual pleasure last brings great pleasure to both partners and is worth learning. The time spent brings great rewards and personal satisfaction. Too many people do not enjoy their own sexuality.

Confronting anger, fear and depression and learning to transform them into determination and resolve are the best ways to develop lower emotional energy. Find a way to use these energies in a creative and constructive manner.

Take some risks and do some thrillseeking to develop the upper emotional energies.

We create crisis in our lives if we do not have enough excitement. By deliberately planning for excitement we take away the need for much of the crisis we face daily.

Love, honor, patriotism, these are not things to laugh at. They are very important upper emotional energies as well. Find some cause to believe in and act upon it! Stand up for what you believe. Stand up for what is in your heart!

One of the greatest pleasures in life is to learn new things. If possible every day we should make a point to expand the world we live in by learning something new that we didn’t know before. This type of learning develops the awareness of our environment and strengthens our mental concrete energy.

Debate and philosophical argument strengthens our minds and our wills. Through practice we develop persistence and the ability to return our focus to what we are doing. If we allow ourselves to be sidetracked we will never achieve the things we want in life. Mental discipline and willpower is vital.

The resolution of paradox and problem solving allows us to learn how to think outside the box and make quantum leaps in awareness. These leaps in awareness are what brings us out of old nonproductive programming. Many people enjoy working puzzles and finding solutions

Prayer and meditation every day can center us and bring us health and peace of mind as we listen to the still small voice of our conscience. We learn the all-important task of loving ourselves. If we can’t love ourselves how can we love others?

Lastly, we are all part of the great collective soul of humanity and part of the earth as well. How can we harm someone else without harming ourselves? In truth we are all in this together.

We monitor the development of these energies through our dreams. Our dream life is a form of astral work that reflects physical life. When we are happy and empowered in our dreams we are happy and empowered in our physical lives. Each dream involves a specific type of astral energy and represents our stage of development with that particular energy.

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Governments only last as long as they hold supreme power over their own people. The will of the government is law! But what do laws amount to if no one obeys them? Why pass a law if it is not enforceable? For the government to enforce its will upon the people it is vital that the people are not allowed to have a will of their own! Anyone with a will of their own needs to be locked up or isolated in some way so that they are neutralized.

For the government to exist it needs to be master and citizens need to subject themselves to its power and submit. The government needs to be the ultimate external authority or it no longer governs!

Think about this, if a person needs to be surrounded by mindless zombies without wills of their own in order to feel important then it is the zombies that are important! Without the zombies that individual would be nothing at all!

For a person to have their own will and be self-directed is the most dangerous thing that any government can confront. Self will and the collective will of the government are deadly enemies because the existence of one tries to extinguish the existence of the other! It is almost impossible to find a win-win situation but we must still trie!

Let’s say that today I am in favor of a particular law but tomorrow I learn something or experience something that makes me change my mind about that law. The government maintains that I still need to be subservient to that law even if I no longer agree with it. I can’t change my mind! Because I was a fool yesterday, I need to be a fool for the rest of my life! Yesterday I had a will when I chose to support that law, but today I no longer have any will! It’s been taken away from me!

The only possible response is to recognize the still small voice of conscience and the Christ spirit that dwells within each individual heart as the supreme authority that we all can choose to follow. We cannot bind ourselves to the laws of external authorities or we will become slaves of those external authorities! Government needs to recognize individual rights as well as collective rights.

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Etheric energy is physical based energy. It comes through our physical connections with others and through physical exertion. This is the energy that forms genetic bonds between our parents, our siblings and others we love deeply. We form bonds that are so strong we couldn’t break them if we tried. When these bonds are supportive and positive nothing in the world can prevent us from achieving our goals in life.

Those that love us give us support and encouragement through the tough times and rejoice with us when we succeed. They share in our joy. We share in their joy. They share in our sorrow and we share in their sorrow.

As a united force working collectively toward a common goal we are able to overcome all obstacles and achieve great things. At least that is the ideal situation. That is what family can do for us when it is supportive! When these bonds are abusive and negative it is impossible to achieve permanent happiness and satisfaction in life. We need to find a different family!

The same people and bonds drain us of our will and lower our self-esteem. We become ineffective in our lives and doomed to struggle much harder than others. Our every effort toward happiness is sabotaged by self-defeating tendencies within us and within those we love.

There is a paradox at work here because we need supportive family when we are young and still maturing. As we mature and it becomes time to leave the nest we need to leave family behind to start new families of our own. This is true in the animal kingdom and also true in human society.

We find the same dynamic within other types of families that we may belong to. As an example we may aspire to become a professional writer and join the local writers group. This family will support us as we mature in our writing ability but it will never allow us to become professional. When our writing skills are mature we need to leave the local family and enter into the professional writing world to seek our own readership on our own merits.

Etheric energy involves competency in the ability to manifest things in the physical world through personal effort. This energy is never free. We need to earn it.

There are two ways we can develop this energy and use it to achieve positive results. The first is through hard physical work. Hard physical work generates Etheric energy and creates a powerful body that can withstand the abuses we subjected to.

The physical act of doing successfully overwhelms those influences that say we can’t do it. In this manner we physically prove to those that don’t believe in us that we have the ability to achieve. Their resistance is overcome through the sheer intensity of our physical effort. By trial and error we develop competency through personal effort. We earn our rewards. The second way to develop Etheric energy is by going through psychotherapy or counseling to explore and bring into awareness the self-destructive aspects we all have.

This means we need to confront those issues and come to terms with them. We learn to act in a more appropriate manner. Doing this releases trapped and repressed energy and allows us to make productive use of it.

The first method is to generate new energy through physical effort. The second method is to reclaim energy that we already have but can’t use because it has been repressed and trapped inside our bodies. Both are important in the process of self empowerment. The person that has highly developed Etheric energy forms deep bonds of attachment everywhere they go and is deeply loved by close personal friends. They are able to physically manifest things in life through hard work. Their friends are highly supportive and he or she is highly supportive of them. The magnetic charm and attraction they possess lets others know they will always be there if they are needed. They are a person that can be counted on to be there. They are a person strong in themselves and their ability to live a productive life. They are highly competent.

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