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The Isolation Process

Posted in ascension, Divine Counterparts, end times, fifth density, fourth density, light workers, Organic Gnosticism, shamanism, Uncategorized on January 16, 2020| Leave a Comment »

Fantasy, Cave, Mystical, Rock, Stone, Caves Portal

As I continue with my personal story about soulmate cycles and divine counterparts there will be a few detours to make some things more clear. Please bear with me as all of this is important and you will understand more completely later as we deal with higher things.

I mentioned that my Rosicrucian studies were one of the factors leading to my early nervous breakdown in my early twenties. Since I didn’t know what to believe any more I decided to believe everything to the best of my ability if at all possible! I would let the still small voice of my conscience and my heart give the final verdict. Unknown to me at the time this was a major component of chaos theory: All inputs are valid!

But studying one monograph a week was way too slow for me and I devoured as many books on spirituality and the spiritual path as I could find. For many years I spent well over $500/year on books and resources in the area of new age metaphysics and cutting edge self empowerment.

I began with alternative Rosicrucian material by Manly Hall and Max Heindel not knowing what made them different from the Rosicrucian Order AMORC. From there I went on to study astrology and the works of the Theosophical Society with authors such as C.W. Leadbeater, Alice Bailey and H.P. Blavatsky. From there I moved on to Edgar Caycee, Ruth Montgomery and Jane Roberts and the Seth Material. Jane Roberts and the Seth Material was one of my greatest early influences and I still have Vols I&II of The Unknown Reality.

Soon I had graduated to the self hypnosis work of Dick Sutphen and was listening to self hypnosis tapes on past life regressions and positive programing techniques. I purchased the Hypnosis Training Seminar, a collection of twelve cassettes that were recorded during a three day Hypnosis Training Seminar and many other individual cassettes. I did attend a Dick Sutphen human potentials seminar later in Phoenix Arizona. Dick Sutphen was also an early major influence. From there I was led to NLP or Neuro Linguistic Programing which is a powerful derivation of hypnosis and altered state technology. I have six highly valued books on NLP on my library shelf. The problem I had with NLP and hypnosis is that if reprogramming can be so simple, it can also be undone just as simply! I was looking for something more permanent and stable…

A person shared his story of the graduation ceremony of becoming a NLP trainer. The entire group walked barefoot twenty feet through a glowing bed of hot coals without getting burned. When I asked if he thought he could repeat it, or if it was the belief of the entire group that made it possible, he thought that it had been the belief of the entire group that made it possible.

I mention hypnosis because I’ve discovered that much of what passed for magic was actually some form of hypnotic suggestion. But things get a little weird here and it is also obvious that we can do much more in altered states than we are led to believe. Consider that the stage hypnotist can create blisters on the skin of a subject by suggesting that it is a cigarette burn. The blister will actually appear and then later disappear when you tell the subject that it will go away. Walking through a bed of hot coals is obviously not simple suggestion, but something else entirely. We also have reports of medical miracles that can’t be explained such as sudden remission of cancer in certain people after a sudden healing. Dion Fortune talked about magical societies using hypnotic trance states and mediums to communicate over great distances with other lodges…

Remember that I was a head tripper after my nervous breakdown and no longer accessed my emotions for much of anything. I was obsessed with the spiritual and mystical path and wanted to commit spiritual suicide by merging with Source and disappearing forever…

Back tracking a bit…Everyone thought that I would go to college after I graduated from High School but my father told me in no uncertain terms that I would not go to college, but would go to some vocational school and learn a trade so that I could earn my living by the sweat of my brow like it said in the Bible. My self esteem and ego was not strong enough to stand up for myself and I went to vocational school to become an electrician. I went to vocational school for two years and worked as an electrician for five years. It was the hardest work I had ever done and I was treated as if I was an idiot because working with my hands didn’t come easily to me. I was treated so badly that I finally quit and resolved to go to college no matter what my father thought…

After getting an associate degree at the local community college I went to St. Cloud State University and enrolled in their Germany exchange program where I spent the best six months of my life in West Germany. More on that in my next post…

As my spiritual journey progressed I found myself isolating more and more from others and focusing almost entirely on Source.

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The First Lunar Cycle of 2020

Posted in ascension, earth changes, end times, fifth density, fourth density, Organic Gnosticism, shamanism, Uncategorized on January 11, 2020| Leave a Comment »

Dog, Wolf, Yelp, Moon, Tree, Night, Starry Sky

These posts will carry a very different energy than most of my previous posts because I will be sharing my personal story as we go along and it should stir emotions as well as provide insight into the unseen worlds. This first lunar cycle of 2020 is when we draw in the new energies that are coming into our world and allow ourselves to become filled as much as possible with them. So drink in these emotions and energies that come with my posts and do the same with other things in your life!

Visualize a syringe whose needle tip is dipped in some fluid like water and the plunger is being gently pulled back causing the fluid to be drawn into the syringe by the vacuum created. That is what happens in the astral during the days of the waning moon, those days from the full moon to the next new moon. It is during these days that we draw in this vital life force energy and bring it up into our awareness. We become aware of things! So use these days to draw this new energy in and become aware of it within  your body! Energize your self and your soul! We will use this energy later as the plunger is pushed back in and the energy injected into the astral during the waxing phase of the moon as it travels from new to full.

As a child I loved to read books and each week took at least thirteen books out of the school library. I read them all! I remember reading the dictionary in fascination and needing to look up the words in the definitions because they were not yet in my vocabulary. Often reading one definition would lead to the need to look up at least three other words just to understand the original definition of a particular word.

I would snuggle down in a chair and become lost in a book to the extent that I lost consciousness of my physical body or the passage of time. People would need to speak to me at least twice to get my attention. Today we take things like this for granted, or at least some of us do. But the truth is that in ancient days and to a lesser extent even in today’s world this is almost impossible for some people to do.

To lose awareness of one’s physical body or the passage of time are both considered high states of trance or Samadhi in the Buddhist tradition. They are remarkable achievements to those who are “trapped” within the physical world and the present moment. The same can be said of day dreaming or mental projection. Drug or alcohol abuse are the only ways that many can leave the imprisonment of the present moment. They simply can’t do it on their own without some external stimulus. I was born with these abilities and they came naturally. Don’t fall into the trap of thinking that others can do these things easily because they might not be able to.

When I was ten years old I had a series of recurring nightmare type dreams that would wake me up in fright before the dream could end. It was always the same dream. I was in outer space in a vehicle like a bus or subway train car that was completely empty except for me. I was the driver and this vehicle was pushing against a mountain top trying to move it. The energy in the dream was unbearable because the infinite force of my vehicle was pushing against the infinite force of the mountain in a virtual stand off in which neither force could win. There was an angry electrical or mechanical hum that reached an unbearable pitch of unrelenting tension and I always woke up. I had this same dream three or four times and each time the intensity would increase and the front of my vehicle would cave in a little bit. It was taking damage but I wouldn’t give up! Finally the dream resolved itself as the mountain slowly began to give way…I had won!

This recurring dream has haunted me because it forecast my entire life! This was a dream about Gaia’s ascension and my role in helping Gaia to move into her new place. I was born into this earth life time to fight this very battle against overwhelming odds. The energy that I was bringing in would move the mountain because I would not give up until it did! That mountain was going to move if it killed me…

I can only imagine that others have come in with similar missions to assist Gaia in her ascension and help all life forms as well. Consider that it is no accident that we are living in these times and that what we are doing was planned long before we entered our physical bodies. We each have missions to fulfill. What is your mission?

I had a couple of other recurring dreams during those days that were so vivid I still remember them. One was the horrible scene of an ocean bottom covered with dead bodies and the other was a long procession of people or spirits, including pioneers, going somewhere. What these dreams meant I’m not sure, but the one about the ocean bottom covered in dead bodies was either concerning the devastation of World War I&II or the possible devastation of World War III. In any case World War III needed to be avoided! The procession of people were all those that were incarnating during this lifetime to ascend with Gaia and to help with her ascension.

In respect to these dreams I mention that I believe that I was the author Hanns Heinz Ewers in my immediate past life. He experienced the horrors of both World Wars. He was an avowed Satanist who gave highly popular lectures on the religion of Satan from 1910-1925. He was also an early supporter of the Nazi cause, but later helped Jewish friends to safety. He always believed that the Jews were important German patriots and supported them in all ways. He died in poverty with his books banned in both Nazi Germany and in the western world including the United States and England. His reported last words were, “What an ass I’ve been!” (translation) I believe that with his last words he turned to the light with all his power and will as he died. After such a dark life he returned to Source and in this life I’ve been the vehicle to make sure nothing like that ever happens again! I’ve had to deal with a lot of past life karma from all my past lifetimes!

 

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Magical Special Forces Training

Posted in ascension, Divine Counterparts, end times, fifth density, fourth density, light workers, Organic Gnosticism, shamanism, tantra, tantrism, Uncategorized on January 10, 2020| Leave a Comment »

Fantasy, Angel, Mystical, Fantastic, Light, Magic

For several years now I’ve danced around this subject and it’s time to tackle it head on and damn the consequences. I appreciate those who have continued to support me over the years…and hope you continue to do so.

I’m going to use the term astral planes because it’s better understood that way, although I’ve got my own slant on what the astral planes really are. Energy flows within the astral planes and all things are connected together in a vast circuit. Depending upon which way the energy flows it will be favorable or unfavorable to you and your interests. The Bible tells of how Adam and Eve were kicked out of the Garden of Eden and even the stones were turned against them. That meant the energy was flowing the wrong way and so it has for many of us ever since. But it is time for that to change!

There are patterns within the astral planes and the astral resists change of any kind! It will attempt to retain the status quo in all situations, being totally indifferent to whether the flow of energy is for us or against us. Not only does the astral resist change, but it is also quite elastic and will snap back to it’s original position unless forced to break down and reassemble in a new way. To alter any astral circuit one need’s to apply 126% more energy than what it ordinarily carries. For an astral connection to sever it takes the flow of energy to drop to 74% of what normally flows through the circuit. This is a very large window of elasticity!

Normal efforts to change the astral patterns by generating energy simply do not create a large enough spike to do anything at all! Nothing succeeds like excess! The physical body generates these types of energies:

Unity/Spiritual Light/Photon/electron

Concrete Spiritual/ archetypal

Abstract Mental/Creative and philosophical thought/logic and reason

Concrete Mental/ objective perception of the world through the physical senses

Upper Emotional

Lower Emotional

Sexual energy

Sensual energies/Etheric

As you can see there are eight types of energies if one includes that of Unity or Source. To create a large enough energy spike to alter the astral circuitry you need to achieve the “2nd wind” in any of the above categories. The goal is to generate such a surge of energy that you will experience vivid and powerful dreams during the night as you sleep and the energy is discharged from your body into the astral planes. If you can’t achieve this surge of energy, the energy will simply be “digested” or absorbed by the astral circuitry without making any difference because of the elasticity of the astral itself.

Now the astral “resets” itself twice a day and that is the real reason between morning and evening prayers. Prayer sends a surge of energy into the astral in the morning and the astral “resets” itself during the day so that you can do it once more in the evening…a very powerful meditation or connection to Source can alter the astral circuitry and that is why it is done.

One can debate, participate in philosophical thinking, study several different subjects till going past the fatigue point to create the needed surge of energy.

One can become an adrenaline addict and a thrill seeker to charge the astral with emotional energies.

One can work out in the gym with discipline, hard work and will power to inject that rush of physical energy into the astral.

One can have two full body orgasms where the sexual pleasure is brought to the edge of orgasm and held for at least a half hour before allowing it to take place. If this is done twice in one evening the surge of energy is guaranteed to cause the astral to reset itself and give often violent and powerful dreams that are healing and empowering.

One can use sensual pleasures, pains and grounding techniques to use Gaia’s earth energy to provide the needed energy.

Technique is not important. Ritual is not important. Understanding is not important. Generating the energy spike is what is important! Causing the astral to rupture and reset itself is what is important!

Many years ago soon after crossing the Great Abyss and uniting with Source I did the equivalent of the Healing and Prosperity Circle meditation and opened the basic energy pathways inside my body. Then I started working with sexual energy as suggested by Mantak Chia. He said that one should learn to control the orgasm so that when I finally did find a partner it would be more enjoyable and pleasurable for both. Almost immediately I experiences an eruption of spontaneous kundalini energy that is still active within my body without stopping. I began an auto-erotic path of generating orgasm energy twice a day, every day for over seven years without a break! It was very difficult and very frustrating. But every night I had dreams that were so powerful they were almost violent in their intensity! It was also very healing and I was integrating parts of my soul in ways that I had never done before.

I soon discovered that this practice was activating emotional wounds and repressed energies which caused explosive outbreaks of emotional energies as they were released. But these energies were safely released because of the opened energy channels created by the previous meditation and connection to Source.

At first this generation of energy burst the weak places within my own aura and physical body. This can be summarized as destroying any and all illusions and weak areas in my own belief system. I needed to eliminate the energy leaks one by one in a slow process that took years. Over time I gained the ability to safely contain this pressurized energy and the breakage or rupture in the astral was not inside me, but outside of me.

This caused changes within the astral circuitry that affected other magic workers and I became subject to several years of almost daily magical attack. At first I had to rise above the attack to survive. Later as my astral body became stronger I even went down below the attack to over power it.

For many years now I have not experienced any serious magical attack or threat and have always won any magical battle or duel even though I have never willingly attacked others. I have only fought back in self-defense…but when attacked have learned to not hold back! I am the equivalent of special ops within the astral realms and this is what I intend to teach others, how to be the very best!

In this post I have shared what I did. In my next post I will share what happened in terms of soulmate cycles and love relationships. There is so much BS floated around on these subjects that I’m going to smash them with a sledge hammer! Anyone that doesn’t like it can take me on! Chuckle!

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Some Missing Puzzle Pieces

Posted in ascension, Divine Counterparts, earth changes, end times, fifth density, fourth density, light workers, Organic Gnosticism, shamanism, tantra, tantrism, Uncategorized on January 3, 2020| Leave a Comment »

Fantasy, Dream, Cartoon, Drawing, Design, Magic, Sweet

Some very interesting and crazy information is trying to break through into awareness. I’ve almost got my fingers on it, but not quite. So I will just try to talk it out and see what happens.

First some very interesting information about chakras and sexuality. This comes from personal experience so it is not theory. Everyone talks about the root chakra and Kundalini energy and how important it is to awaken it and cause it to rise up the spine to the crown chakra.

Well, I’ve got some news for everyone. The root chakra is not that important! There are two chakras below that which are even more important and they haven’t really been truly recognized for how important they are.

Now when a chakra is being awakened there is a feeling like electricity that buzzes around in the area of the chakra. This sensation of electricity can also move up and down the spine and move from one energy center to the other.

Now back in 1992 after I experienced a spontaneous activation of the Kundalini energies and it shot up my spine to my crown chakra with such force that I temporarily blacked out, sagged and almost fell to the floor, as I was doing a yoga side stretch something opened up an energetic pathway that never closed. (Wow! What a long sentence!) Ever since that day I have continuously felt that tingle of electricity somewhere in my body. Over the years the location of that activity has changed, but there has always been continuous activity.

These days there are four main areas where that electrical tingling may be taking place. These are my lower neck, right between my shoulder blades, at my root chakra/base of spine and in my testes. This activity goes on for days and days before moving to another location. I will also share that I have damage in my spine at my lower neck and between my shoulder blades from an old injury when I was breaking horses and got thrown. So there is blockage in those locations and the energy is working to open those pathways and heal my body.

What people don’t realize or hear about is that the testes and ovaries are actual chakra centers in their own right and that tingle of electricity can occur there for days as well. I experienced the electrical tingle at my tail bone or root chakra for many years before I ever experienced it in the testes themselves. This tells me that sexual energy is much lower than root chakra energy and much more powerful! For the last few years that activity has been mostly in the testes and not the tailbone/root chakra although the activity does move around as I’ve mentioned above.

Now changing the subject to the noble gas body of the mysterious element #118 or the etheric double brings up another point of interest and another even more powerful chakra center. As I’ve been doing this research, I’ve also been meditating and trying to get the feel for my own etheric double. What I discovered is that the etheric double exists where the feet touch the ground as I sit in my chair. A dark energy seems to pool around my feet and flow out into the room from the bottom of my feet! An opening also seems to open up beneath my feet that I instinctively know is the etheric world of deepest astral projections.

The implications of this are staggering! People sitting in the lotus position meditating on the root chakra are really also meditating on that point where the body touches the earth which is the point where the etheric double is accessed! It’s not the bottom of the feet, or the root chakra, but where the body touches the earth that is important!

In Wicca and other magical paths we see this in the importance of grounding to Gaia and to the earth! I’ve got to go now but will expand on this later.

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Happy New Year!

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Fantasy, Clouds, Woman, Castle, Sun, Sky, Atmospheric

Happy New Year! Continuing the Book of Shadows material leads us back around to understanding just how powerful the central Healing and Prosperity Circle Meditation  is and how we can use it to accelerate our soul development. The reason I’m bringing this up again is that my current research shows just how important the role of the Spiritual Light plays in Organic Gnosticism.

Actually we need to go back even earlier to some of the preliminary-meditations to clarify an important point. I’m specifically talking about when we reach out as far as we can into Source and bring down/back the highest Spiritual Light and Love that we can connect with. We use that energy to create a ball of energy about two inches above our head and then we continue by visualizing and creating a second ball of energy in the middle of our heads and then join them together creating an energetic link with Source that is permanent.

This is not clearly done in the Healing and Prosperity Circle meditation because we are doing that meditation with others and the meditation has been modified. Originally this meditation was intended for one person as a way of moving awareness up and down the astral planes so that awareness could travel all levels without distortion. As the ball of energy moves up and down the spine like an elevator our awareness can also move up and down within that ball of awareness. By doing this we can use this type of meditation to cross The Great Abyss in full awareness and remain there for great periods of time if we choose. We can also use the ball of energy as an elevator for our awareness to move from noble gas body to noble gas body in smooth transitions.

I just did a Healing and Prosperity Circle meditation for the New Year. I listened to my own video and it worked fine for me. One of the things I realized was that as I did the meditation my own awareness began with Source and then continued down the spine to reside within each chakra center. The actual healing and prosperity work was done with my awareness stable and active at the lowest level, the level of the etheric double. So I was working consciously in my etheric double or Ka body or the one created out of the mysterious element #118. So this meditation causes the point of awareness to gradually shift downward to the most powerful level while maintaining the highest level of consciousness.

Working with tantric or sexual energies can only be safely done after the Spiritual Light is safely acquired and anchored permanently. First you work with the light, then you work to raise the Kundalini energy. I’m trying to make this clear. Sexuality is important but Spiritual Light is most important in these first stages.

After this integration of the Spiritual Light happens and one begins to work with sexual energies one will find that male sexual energy tends to rise by itself up through the physical body, activating repressed emotions as it goes and opening energy pathways on it’s own without direction or guidance.

The female will notice that she can move sexual or Kundalini energy up the spine or body by consciously focusing on it and willing it to go upward. But for her the energy will tend to drop to the lower levels when left to it’s own inclination.

Until permanently activated the male needs to focus with intent on the etheric double and the female needs to focus with intent on the Spiritual Light. This can be done individually as a solitary path.

However, Wicca shows us how the Priest draws down the Goddess into the High Priestess and the High Priestess in turns brings out the Horned One in the Priest. He helps her to rise and she in turn helps keep him grounded in the here and now. This is why “Drawing down the Moon” and the celebration of sexuality are so important within Wicca and other pagan paths. One helps lift up the females and the other helps ground the males.

The Magdalen Manuscript: The Alchemies of Horus & The Sex Magic of Isis by Tom Kenyon and Judi Sion seem to be sharing a very similar message to what I am trying to share with Organic Gnosticism and the importance of Source and the Spiritual Light. In this book “The Alchemies of Horus” is the path of the individual and “The Sex Magic of Isis” is the path of the joined couple.

Remember that the ultimate goal is the permanent activation and integration of the Ka (etheric body created by the mysterious noble gas #118 or Goddess) and the Ba (Unity or photon awareness as Source or God) or full spectrum ascension! This sacred union happens within the individual. We need to recognize the Divine that exists within each living thing and each living heart.

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Noble Gas Bodies or Astral Bodies

Posted in ascension, Divine Counterparts, earth changes, end times, fifth density, fourth density, light workers, Organic Gnosticism, science fiction, tantra, tantrism, Uncategorized on December 29, 2019| 2 Comments »

Dreams, Heaven Stairs, Fantasy, Woman, Dress

I’ve been rethinking the entire astral planes issue based upon the concept that astral bodies and astral worlds might instead be created from noble gases…which means that they are really a part of physical reality and that physical reality is not as solid as many of us believe it is. This can be illustrated simply with the fact that the heaviest and most “physical” atom or element is the mysterious noble gas #118. We might also add that this mysterious element #118 also contains all other possible elements within it even though it is a noble gas.

Today I’m going to talk about some of my soulmate cycles and the astral contacts I’ve experienced with these chakra soulmates. Initially I would have some type of astral romantic encounter that was very powerful energetically. Over the years I’ve asked some of these chakra soulmates about their own experiences and if we both experienced the same contact at the same time in the same way. Were we both aware of what was happening in the astral and did it mean the same thing for both of us?

The answer to this question is not satisfactorily answered and much more research still needs to be done. But this is what I discovered. The first beginning astral contacts seemed to be with the “unconscious” aspect of the romantic partner. In other words the contact was with the “Shadow” or the “Higher Self” and not with the normal awareness. So she was not at first consciously aware of my astral connections with her and I was not consciously aware of her astral connections with me.

However, as these cycles progressed and the “Shadow” and “Higher Self” became more integrated our astral encounters became more jointly shared in which we were both aware of similar experiences at the same time. Toward the end of each cycle we were both aware of each other at all times if we so desired. Normal communications seemed to indicate that we were truly on the same page as shared through emails and such.

But more importantly was the great work or energetic situation in which our joint efforts to establish our own timelines were in violent conflict with those of others within the astral planes. We were in the middle of a battle and there were many close calls, extremely close calls where the outcome was narrowly in our favor. The best way to describe this is that timelines created by soulmates are more powerful and secure than those created by non-soulmates or by the collective. There were many near misses and close calls and the energy was very dangerous because the stakes were so high and the energy was so powerful. Our enemies were very powerful magically.

But getting back to the main point of this post. The fact that I first contacted my soulmate’s Shadow and Higher Self aspects and she contacted mine without conscious awareness is a solid indication that these noble gas bodies or astral bodies existed before we were able to integrate them. They existed in their own right but we didn’t have conscious awareness of them. That means they were independently controlled by the subconscious or even in the case of the higher spiritual levels, by the Higher Self.

This shows the importance of the human ego in its ability to integrate both the Shadow and the Higher Self. Otherwise these two aspects remain as separate and individual forms of awareness not integrated with the self or “I”.

The Shadow becomes those things we find within ourselves but don’t like or accept and the Higher Self becomes those things we find in others and desire but can’t find within ourselves. The reality becoming that they both exist and need to become integrated so that we are consciously aware of them. This would be true of all seven of our noble gas bodies or astral bodies. They all need to be integrated into the self or normal human ego to become the complete soul or “I”.

 

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My Christmas Gift

Posted in ascension, Divine Counterparts, earth changes, end times, fifth density, fourth density, light workers, Organic Gnosticism, rapture, shamanism, tantra, tantrism, Uncategorized on December 25, 2019| 3 Comments »

Fantasy, Winter, Rose, Girl, Snow, Sit, Cold, Mystical

It was two or three days after the winter solstice that the ancients saw visible proof of the light once more returning to the earth and that is when they celebrated Christmas or the return of the Christ Spirit within the heart of all living things.

In our modern world it is important to remember that this day is one in which multitudes of people celebrate and the shear numbers of celebrants bring joy, light and love into our world so we celebrate as well even though our celebration has begun several days before this. This is a sacred and holy day.

I am going to continue with some of the benefits of the Healing and Prosperity Circle Meditation. We not only use this meditation to connect to Source energies but also to others and we link in both vertical and horizontal ways. In linking at each chakra level we assist in the development of each astral body/noble gas body. We are all a part of each other and a part of all that exists. This meditation attracts us toward others of like mind and soul and attracts them to us and links us together with permanent bonds of love and joy. It is not what we do or believe that makes us soulmates, but our being on the same frequency or wave length. In the Healing and Prosperity Circle meditation we give each other our complete support and receive the complete support of them in return. This is Perfect Love and Perfect Trust.

There is no ritual or specific guidance in Organic Gnosticism because it is based upon Chaos theory and not upon ritual or actions. We send out energy to all others in love and peace. We send this energy out until it returns to us. We connect with unlimited Source energies at the highest levels and at the lowest levels to do this. In the action of radiating out love and light the return path is formed and created through its own intelligence and wisdom. This is the second stage of Organic Gnosticism and the Healing and Prosperity Circle meditation celebrates this.

The next stage is the spontaneous awakening of the Kundalini energy, life force energy or sexual energy and allowing it to rise up the spine and connect with the Source energy through the crown chakra. There is a tremendous attraction between this life force energy and the Spiritual light energy of Source. In fact, these are the two polarities that are responsible for the creation of all things. Source energy is the Spiritual light energy of the photon itself as is the fundamental divine spark of awareness. But the photon is only one half of the circuit. The photon radiates outward in all directions as a wave form, but it returns back to Source as a particle, a particle of electricity. Male and Female. The photon also has an expanding north pole magnetic polarity and the return current has an embracing south pole magnetic polarity. When these two opposite forces combine they form the first point of awareness or Unity in the physical universe. They create the hydrogen atom! One electron and one proton. One awareness point, the first awareness point.

When we look at the periodic table of the elements we are struck with the understanding that the only difference between each element is the number of protons, neutron and electrons that it has. When we look at the different astral bodies/noble gas bodies this fact is the same. The only difference between one non-physical body and another is how many points of awareness (electrons) it consists of.

The noble gas body of Helium contains 2 electrons in its single outer ring of concrete spiritual energies or archetypal energies. This is also known as the Ba or soul body.

The noble gas body of Neon contains 8 electrons in its outer ring of abstract mental energies or philosophical energies.

The noble gas body of Argon contains 8 electrons in its outer ring of concrete mental energies or the eight physical senses.

The noble gas body of Krypton contains 18 electrons in its outer ring of upper emotional energies which bring richness and enjoyment to our lives.

The noble gas body of Xenon contains 18 electrons in its outer ring of lower emotional energies which bring persistence and endurance through the development of the will and the instinct of survival.

The noble gas body of Radon contains 32 electrons in its outer ring of so called astral energies or magical energies which are largely instinctive and below conscious awareness.

The noble gas body of the mysterious unknown element #118 also contains 32 electrons in its outer ring and is associated with psychic phenomenon such as ghosts, apparitions, vital life force, Kundalini energy, the Ka body and the etheric double.

The point I’m getting at here is that you don’t need to generate “emotional” energy to develop the “emotional” body. What you need to do is generate another “point of awareness” or electron…which can be generated by the physical body in many ways, including prayer, meditation, study, creative art, song, dance, love, hatred, physical exertion, sexual energies and so on…

Another point is that a particular noble gas body is not able to be permanently activated until all points of awareness or sensory points have been established. To create an awareness point you need to radiate personal energy outward to all others and the return energy will at first cause a temporary activation and if strong enough will attract a soulmate who will permanently activate that particular noble gas body.

In my own life I had successfully connected with Source on a permanent basis and was living entirely in my head trying to cope with the breakdown of my marriage and my children moving away to a different state. I has also recently experienced the spontaneous activation of the kundalini energy and was in a very vulnerable and fluid state. I was seeing a counselor and going to weekly support group meetings.

In the sharing of my story during one of those support group sessions it was extremely powerful and those listening were brought to tears as well as myself. Like so many times in such groups I was simply telling their own story back to them and sharing my emotional pain with theirs. I was sharing my truth and they responded to it. At the end of the session people lined up to hug me, thanking me for such powerful sharing and how much it touched them and helped them as well. As one woman reached out her hand to mine a spark jumped two inches between us and I felt her energy enter me and my energy enter her. My entire body felt like it was filled with electricity and that night I had a vivid dream of a child being born, that child was me and that was my first permanently activated noble gas body or astral body. It was complete with an umbilical cord and blood from the after birth, an extremely vivid vision. I had been born again.

My first merging with Source had given me one point of awareness as the element hydrogen and this emotional sharing in the support group had caused the generation and creation of a second point of awareness which was enough to temporarily activate my Ba or soul body, of the noble gas Helium and this woman made it permanent by giving birth to my new noble gas body created of two awareness points. This was my archetypal “body of light”.

Other similar cycles followed with the continued sharing of my soul with others and the continued rebirth of various noble gas bodies. I will share more later….Merry Christmas!

 

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Christmas Eve: The Magic

Posted in ascension, Divine Counterparts, earth changes, end times, fifth density, fourth density, light workers, Organic Gnosticism, shamanism, tantra, tantrism, Uncategorized on December 24, 2019| Leave a Comment »

Take, The Book, Girls, The Study, Learning, Sofa

I’ve been reading a lot about magic, astral projection, the Ka or etheric double and lots of other magical things lately. As the new light enters our hearts this Christmas eve (since the solstice) I’d like to share some magical things.

The most direct evidence that I’ve read so far informs me that magic is real, but is a function of the etheric double or Ka body. I’ve also called this the astral body created from the mysterious noble gas element #118. There is so much literature surrounding this non-physical body including ghost stories, that as far as I’m concerned it is certain that some people have gained the ability to function at this level, at least temporarily. I’ve also had lots of dream encounters at this level so my own personal experience also validates it.

The other thing that research has showed is that the ability to function at this level demands lots and lots of energy to the point where energy vampirism becomes a very real problem. I’ve already mentioned how these lower astral/noble gas bodies can be sustained on a temporary or ongoing basis through being a celebrity and having lots of followers that give you their own energy to feed upon. I’ve also mentioned the more Satanic aspects where greedy individuals literally become predators and forcibly steal the life force and vitality from others.

But there is lots more evidence of this energy requirement in Wicca and shamanism for example. In these spiritual paths individuals or groups of people generate and raise the needed energy through dancing, drumming, chanting, sexual activity, eating certain foods, casting magic circles and tapping into nature…just to name a few.

All of these work to temporarily manifest or empower the Ka body, the etheric double so that it can send a pulse of energy that will do magic and bring the desired results. Then the Ka body, the etheric double body is gone. It no longer has enough energy to sustain itself so it fades away.

All of the above is beside the point and has nothing to do with Organic Gnosticism which is about the permanent activation of all possible astral bodies/ noble gas bodies through love relationships. There are energetic relationships that involve both soulmate and divine counterparts. These are about tapping into unlimited energy resources to permanently activate and integrate the complete soul.

Let me speak plainly. The Divine Counterpart relationship is more powerful than any other energetic link that can be created. This energetic connection is essentially that of matter/anti-matter which when combined explodes back to pure light energy…leaving nothing of itself left over. It totally consumes both souls in the merging process.

Soulmates are similar but unify at the individual chakra levels and not the entire soul. The energy spark within soulmate relationships is incredibly intense with a strong attraction/repulsion based upon the stages of the cycle.

There are some who maintain that if true Divine Counterparts were to truly join and merge on all levels it would be the end of the physical universe because everything would become pure Unity/Spiritual Light. Instead, these Divine Counterparts stay at opposite ends of reality and act to hold it together between them. What they do is deliberately use their energies to create all realities between them. They experience and share a common world, a common reality; but not together.

That is high level stuff and leaves us with the more manageable soulmate relationships where the energetic link is at the chakra level while working toward the divine counterpart level. The spark is also very intense within these relationships and they allow the growth and empowerment of both souls as they travel together through life.

In conclusion, when you find someone that you share a spark with, someone totally on the same frequency as you; you can work magic together and you can permanently activate your astral/ noble gas bodies one at a time. These activations are permanent and draw from Source itself. They do not run out of energy or fade. They are the real thing. This is the path of Organic Gnosticism!

 

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Winter Solstice Message: Unraveling The Ascension Mystery Part 2

Posted in ascension, Divine Counterparts, earth changes, end times, fifth density, fourth density, light workers, Organic Gnosticism, prophecy, Satanism, shamanism, tantra, tantrism, Uncategorized on December 22, 2019| 5 Comments »

Snow, Winter, Forest, Nature, Cold, Snow Landscape

There is so much that is clicking into place right now and so much new ground to cover over the coming year! My last post suggested some new thoughts that I was exploring and this post builds upon those. Blessed Solstice everyone!

It is becoming increasingly clear that there are two different ascension groups working toward two very different goals and I’d like to spend a little time discussing these two groups. The first group, which I belong to, is the one bringing about Gaia’s “full spectrum” ascension. This group is working toward the ascension of all life upon Gaia through the entire spectrum of life experience. This is the ascension that has never been done before and which no one really understands. It is also the ascension that will totally redefine life within our universe.

This “full spectrum” ascension is possible through the return of the fallen ones back to Source. As these fallen angels reconnect with Source they bring the lower levels of Gaia with them in a literal miracle of all sacred life. None are left behind. The Garden of Eden is once more returning to Gaia’s surface…

The second ascending group is repeating the old, previously known ascension cycle in which only those of so called 5th density and higher can participate. These are the chosen ones, the elite, that will leave the passions and emotions behind to exist within noble gas bodies of Argon, Neon and Helium. Basically the known mental and spiritual energies. They will continue to exist as thought forms. Essentially these are the souls of our space brothers and sisters that are unable to integrate the lower aspects of life and remain living in their heads creating rich worlds of the imagination with no grounding of physical reality. This is the group of spiritual angels, Social Justice Warriors, who refuse to participate in Gaia’s rebirth. These are the new fallen angels who believe that human life is more sacred than any other life…

The new Gaia has been created and we can find it’s likeness in the beloved Chronicles of Amber, a series of fantasy novels written by the late Roger Zelazny. New Gaia is represented in these stories as Amber, the real world of which all others are merely shadows. The realm of the newly fallen ones is represented in these stories by the Courts of Chaos. These two realms are the extreme polar opposites between which an entire new multi-universe exists as shadow worlds or possible realities. We might say that one is Gaia and the other is the moon.

Leaving the subject of ascension for a moment let’s turn to the concept of astral bodies or noble gas bodies and the elemental associations with personal awareness. In my recent studies of the Ka body or the body created from the mysterious element #118 and tantric practices some glaring discrepancies have become obvious that I must try to clarify.

It is the male who has the ultimate connection to unlimited Spiritual Source energies. This is the expansive power of the photon and spiritual light which is also represented by the physical body continuously producing sperm. The ultimate source of life force is the male who in turn gives this energy to the female as all the types of possible energies with a north pole expansive polarity.

It is the female who has the ultimate connection to unlimited Ka resources or those of the mysterious earth element #118 from which contains all possible physical life and physical matter. This is represented by her physical body which contains all the eggs or ovum that she will ever produce. The womb of the female draws power from this ocean of life force to combine with the energy of the male to create life. This is also why the void is often described as a goddess.

A missing ingredient in this tantric literature is the concept of magical celibacy. Actually there are several missing ingredients and I will mention a few of them even though I can’t discuss all of them in one post to any length.

First is the concept of soulmates or divine counterparts. Second is the permanent activation of a particular astral body or noble gas body as opposed to the temporary activation of such bodies. Lastly is the concept of electrons as points of personal awareness or sensory inputs.

I’m not sure the best way to begin so I will simply plunge into the entire mess. Among tantric literature is the common assumption or belief that exchanging sexual energies with a group of people is the quickest path of soul development. This is false and such indiscriminate mingling of sexual energies is dangerous and counter productive. This doesn’t produce permanently activated astral bodies/noble gas bodies, but  produces temporary bodies that can only exist through some type of vampirism.

This has become the great tragedy of our current society. We live in a society of vampires! People want to work with the lower energies and the lower bodies because that is where the magic is, that is where the occult is. But low level bodies require enormous amounts of energy to sustain themselves and once developed they will feed off the vital life force of others to maintain themselves unless they are “born again” bodies created from the sacred union of soulmates and divine counterparts.

“Born again” bodies created from the sacred union of soulmates and divine counterparts are fueled by the male’s spiritual connection to unlimited Source energies. Since these energies are soulmate or divine counterpart energies they are perfectly resonant between the male and the female and she actually immortalizes her own astral/noble gas body and gives birth to one for him. These bodies are immortal and can’t be destroyed like the ones generated through toxic unions of non-soulmates and non-divine counterparts. These immortal bodies are the only ones that are self sustaining and retain a permanent link between the two individuals. These are the types of astral bodies/noble gas bodies that I have developed and I can speak for the truth of them and their power.

There are two methods of vampirism by which lower astral/noble gas bodies are kept active and alive. The first is through celebrity status where the individual feeds off the vital life force of an adoring  public. This is why the control and manipulation of the masses has become so important to these people in the public light. These celebrities and politicians can’t exist in their lower bodies without feeding off an adoring public.

When that fails they will be led to drug use or becoming sexual predators to forcibly take the vital life force of their victims in various ways including violence and occult sacrifice. This is where the Satanism of such individuals comes into play along with human trafficking…This is the true nature of the evil hidden behind current events within our society. This is the swamp that must be drained and exposed for all to see. This is the evil of the new fallen angels as they seek to retain their power over Gaia and her life forms.

Blessed Solstice

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Winter Solstice Message:Unraveling the Ascension Mystery

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Winter, Tree, Bank, Nature, Snow, Wintry, Forest

I’ve had some real break-through’s these past few days and need to take some time to regroup if I can. I’m hoping that this winter solstice message will really be intense and meaningful to everyone. When we consider that the mysterious element #118 is a noble gas and it is the last possible element some things become apparent that we normally don’t think of or consider. Namely, all of physical reality can ultimately be reduced to a noble gas and appear as empty space. So at the bottom of physical reality nothing is solid!  Quite likely outer space is an ocean of this element and all other things are simply floating in it like I’ve mentioned in my last posts.

But it seems equally clear that the lowest astral body or the Ka is also created out of this noble gas and if true we might totally reconsider the entire astral landscape… there are seven noble gases, helium, neon, argon, krypton, Xenon, radon and our mysterious #118. One of the properties of a noble gas is that it resists combining with other elements. At the same time each noble gas is a complete electron shell and thus contains the other elements of the electron ring within itself as sensory points. It is quite likely that each astral body is simply created out of a noble gas! And when activated we can travel with normal awareness within that astral body created out of that noble gas!

When we think of element #118 or the Ka we think of the etheric double and ghosts as well as other apparitions. Radon as an astral body is 2nd density. Xenon as an astral body would be 3rd density. Krypton would be a 4th density astral body.

Now here is where things get interesting! That means 5th density astral bodies or so called ascension bodies are created out of Argon and would have the eight sensory inputs of the third electron shell. This is certainly not full spectrum ascension which includes all possible astral bodies! Yet many new age types are believing that they will ascend to dwell in this astral body created of the physical element Argon and leave the lower astral levels behind. 6th density astral bodies are created out of Neon with another eight sensory inputs and of course we have the ultimate spiritual astral body created out of helium! Then we have the spherical astral body of the photon/hydrogen as the true body of light.

What we consider astral or non-physical may well be truly physical noble gases which don’t mingle with other elements. The entire concept of the astral planes might be an illusion!

Now Dewey Larson’s Reciprocal Systems Theory posits three dimensions of space/time and three dimensions of time/space. Perhaps the three dimensions of space/time house the actual physical body and the three dimensions of time/space house the actual awareness or points of consciousness! They need each other and work together as a true physical universe…We have physical bodies created out of compound elements and pure noble gas bodies as well.

From personal experience I can tell you how these noble gas bodies or astral bodies are created; they are born! The female gives birth to them just as she gives birth to physical babies. This is the great mystery of sex and sexuality. The energies generated by the physical body of the male have a north magnetic polarity and are expansive in nature. The energies generated by the physical body of the female have a south magnetic polarity and are embracing in nature.

When enough north pole male magnetic energy is given to the female it combines with her own energy to form a rotating sphere of energy or point of awareness. After she accumulates enough of these awareness points within her own astral body she will give birth to an astral body for the male to use. This is the sacred meaning of being born again! This process happens for each astral body or noble gas body. First she develops hers and then she gives birth to his. This is what the tantric process is all about.

The female has the ability to use her south magnetic energy as a magical cone of manifestation. That is the true function of her womb and the true meaning of the Holy Grail. It is not about physical sex, but about astral sex or sex with bodies created out of these noble gases. Such astral bodies are permanently activated and truly magical in their ability to manipulate the elements within their respective electron rings.

I have written about these “soulmate” cycles and Crowley has written about his scarlet woman cycles. The difference is that mine have involved astral sex with astral relationships and his involved physical sex with physical relationships. Most of the women in his scarlet woman cycles had nervous breakdowns and none of the women in my “soulmate” cycles had such issues. They were entirely empowering and healthy for both of us as both of our souls became completed as one type of noble gas or astral body. The big difference between these cycles was that I always worked from the top down using my link to Source as Spiritual Light energy and Crowley worked from the bottom up using physical sex energies which activated all possible repressed and trapped energies in a way that brought about nervous breakdowns. Working from the top down allowed the trapped and repressed energies to be safely expelled without danger.

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