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Wolf, Predator, Of Them, Wild Animal

I have opened a can of worms with this subject and there is no graceful way to close it so here goes. This series of posts is intended for a new class I am creating called Organic Magick. I have no intention of being drawn into the equally interesting topic of tantra and sexuality. That can be for an even more advanced course later. Right now I am simply going to talk about rupturing the astral plane, how it happens and why it is needed. This is not theory and you can easily prove what I am about to share for yourself. I have.

But first let’s take another look at our list of possible astral bodies based upon the Periodic Table of Elements. You can see that each astral body or non-physical body is created out of a noble gas with a certain number of awareness points. In order to activate a certain astral body you first need to activate the appropriate awareness points and you do this ultimately by generating the needed energy with your physical body. I’m keeping things very simple here. If you generate the needed energy you will attract the opposite sex energy that you need as well. This will happen automatically and you don’t need to worry about it. The physical body will only generate the type of energy created by your own gender and physical body, male or female.

Helium-Concrete Spiritual Body=2 awareness points

Neon-Abstract Mental Body=8 awareness points

Argon-Concrete Mental Body=8 awareness points

Krypton-Upper Emotional Body=18 awareness points

Xenon-Lower Emotional Body=18 awareness points

Radon-Immortal Physical Body=32 awareness points

Oganesson-Etheric Body=32 awareness points

We need to rupture the astral fabric because the astral severely resists change and will absorb and diffuse most of the energies that we generate if it can. So most efforts at energy generation are simply not enough to make any difference. It simply gets siphoned away and diverted harmlessly.

The daily motions of the moon and sun function like a giant heart that alternately expands and compresses the astral planes causing it to reset itself twice a day. It is this heart beat effect that we take advantage of in the process of rupturing the astral planes.

It is this same heart beat effect that will absorb and diffuse the energy that you have generated unless you have generated so much that it can’t absorb it and diffuse it. When that happens the astral planes rupture and reset themselves in a new arrangement that is influenced by your input of energy. You have magickally altered things within the astral planes.

But the astral will always rupture at the weakest point and in the beginning that weakest point is always inside of us! It is a blockage or a wound or trapped energy that explosively bursts open like an open sore or boil. So in the beginning this process can be very unpleasant as we discover our individual weak points and personal demons. But by repeatedly rupturing the astral fabric over a long period of time we gradually plug the weak spots and make them stronger until the point is reached when the weak spot is no longer inside of us but outside of us!

This process happens with the development and activation of each astral body in turn as only one is developed at a time. This repeated rupturing and healing and purification is the real secret behind alchemy and the purification of the soul. So this practice of rupturing the fabric of the astral has been known for thousands of years.

To be safe the rupturing of the astral fabric needs to be in conjunction with some type of meditation that circulates the released toxins upward where they can be brought into awareness and released. Rupturing the astral fabric should not be attempted unless safety precautions have been put into place. My free online course Organic Gnosticism puts those safety precautions in place so that one can begin the alchemical work of rupturing the astral fabric and activating new awareness points.

The female is naturally created for this process of rupturing the astral fabric. She has a natural earth connection to Gaia and the Womb of Life. The female has the ability for multiple orgasms and for full body orgasm or the valley orgasm which sends the energy through the entire physical body as waves of sensation. It takes two long drawn out orgasms within the space of a few hours to rupture the astral fabric and this comes naturally to the female.

For the female what is missing is the need to use some form of meditation to circulate and lift the sexual energy up the spine to the crown chakra center. This is an easy addition and the female can easily create and activate new awareness points, especially the lower level ones so that developing and permanently activating the lower astral bodies and doing actual magick is quite easy and normal for her. Historically that is why witches were feared and burned.

To repeat, two long drawn out orgasms within a few hours of each other will rupture the astral fabric and produce vivid and often violent dreams as trapped toxic and negative energies are released and blockages cleared through dream activity. One orgasm is not enough! It is not the generation of this energy that ruptures the astral fabric, but the action of the sun and moon alternately squeezing and expanding the astral planes. The process of rupturing the astral fabric on a daily basis over long periods of time is what is described in the alchemical texts as the purification of the soul. In the beginning the weak point is inside us, but as we plug the holes and heal the wounds the weak spot will eventually be outside of us and that is when we can do true magick for the first time. That is when we develop the diamond body or the immortal physical body. We cannot be harmed.

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If we continue to reference the seven possible non-physical bodies and the awareness points required to permanently activate each some other things become apparent:

Helium-Concrete Spiritual Body=2 awareness points

Neon-Abstract Mental Body=8 awareness points

Argon-Concrete Mental Body=8 awareness points

Krypton-Upper Emotional Body=18 awareness points

Xenon-Lower Emotional Body=18 awareness points

Radon-Immortal Physical Body=32 awareness points

Oganesson-Etheric Body=32 awareness points

Noted occultist Dion Fortune tells how each astral world or astral body is controlled and ruled by the one directly above it. This is how it should work and how it does naturally work with ordinary consciousness and awareness.

But because many occultists have not fully developed the level immediately above the one they are working with they try to cheat the system by using sigils and magick circles that bypass the psychic censor! The need to bypass the psychic censor is proof that the level directly above the one you are trying to work is not fully functional and balanced and not under conscious control. It is not in control of the level directly beneath it!

We can have conscious awareness at each level. I do and working with the OAK energy ball meditation makes this possible. But it takes time and energy, lots of time and energy to develop full consciousness of all the levels!

It also shows why some occultists deal with so much unbalanced energies! Just saying. . .

It also shows how important it is to develop and activate each non-physical body and build lines of communication between each of them. It is not enough to simply work with heart center energy for example. Especially if true magick is worked on the etheric planes.

I will go so far as to say that I personally believe that putting energy into the lower levels without having first developed the upper ones is inviting psychotic breaks as trapped and toxic energies erupt and have no place to go except outward in physical behaviors.

And it is relatively easy to develop the upper levels because they require far fewer awareness points.

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What are awareness  points?

As we look at this list of the seven invisible but stable noble gases that create our non-physical astral  bodies we might ask ourselves, what are these awareness points and how do we develop them? We might also ask what is the difference between an awareness point in our Abstract Mental body and one that is in our Lower Emotional body?

Helium-Concrete Spiritual Body=2 awareness points

Neon-Abstract Mental Body=8 awareness points

Argon-Concrete Mental Body=8 awareness points

Krypton-Upper Emotional Body=18 awareness points

Xenon-Lower Emotional Body=18 awareness points

Radon-Immortal Physical Body=32 awareness points

Oganesson-Etheric Body=32 awareness points

If we take science as our guide we find that an awareness point is simply the addition of a proton and an electron and that there is no difference between an awareness point in our Abstract Mental body and one that is in our Lower Emotional body!

They are both the same and they are both generated and activated in the same way, by the addition of an electron and its opposite, a proton. Or put another way, by the addition of equal amounts of both male and female energy.

Depending upon our gender our physical body will only produce one type of energy, male or female, and we must get the needed opposite sex energy from someone else in an energy exchange with someone that needs our energy.

This will be someone that we are attracted to and they are attracted to us, although it is probably only a friendship and not romantic. And let’s say that one spark of awareness is generated by our interactions with Tom or Sally, and a different spark of awareness is generated by our interaction with Bill or Susan and so on. 

Gradually one by one we activate the needed awareness points to fill and activate an entire non-physical astral body. This will at first be filled with a composite energy we have received from several different people.

If this composite astral body is stable enough we will be attracted to someone and fall in love with them and they will replace that composite energy with their own soulmate energy, creating and activating permanent non-physical astral bodies for both of you.

This is a natural process and is happening all the time with people but happens very slowly because it takes immense amounts of energy that must be generated and most people do not physically generate enough energy to develop many points of awareness!

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Dark Art, Daemon, The Witch, Fireball, Magic, Burn

Those that have followed my writings for a few years know that I am not a ritualist and don’t really subscribe to words of power. But as I begin working with the lower energies new insights and concepts come to me that I had not given serious consideration before. Some of them are quite simple and straight forward.

For example, enacting a physical ritual allows the physical body to participate and that brings deeper energies into play than if there was no physical ritual. In a way it is a no brainer. The ritual itself is not important but allowing the physical body to participate and add its own energies to the mix is important!

The same might be said for words of power. The Rosicrucians like so many other traditions have their vowel sounds or words which are encouraged to be intoned during ritual or meditation. Many magickal traditions have words of power and magickal phrases.

I am going to cut straight through the BS and get to the point. Intone the sound or word “Ohm” and extend it for as long as you can. What happens? You can feel your entire body vibrate! Think about that for a few moments. Your entire body is vibrating in harmony. Each cell is vibrating and adding its energy to the sound or song as the case may be.

Now add the energy of focused intention! Your focused intention is using the very energy of your vibrating cells to assist your magick! Just think how powerful that is!

But the sounds or words that you intone or sing should have personal meaning to you! That way they are more focused with intent! If they don’t mean anything to you they are useless! The words and the sounds and the movements have to come from you or they are not as effective.

Let’s take another example that makes OAK magickal practice different. Many magick workers use sigils as a means to bypass the psychic censor. Why would you want to bypass the psychic censor? Because part of your conscious awareness is in conflict with your magickal purpose and you want to get around it! That’s cheating! My next post in this new series will talk about how working with the energy ball meditation allows personal awareness to move smoothly from level to level so you don’t need to worry about the psychic censor!

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Free Organic Gnosticism Online Course

This course is now live and complete. I encourage everyone to check it out. It is completely free and offers those things I wish had been offered to me when I first started my journey. I wasn’t sure how I wanted things to go but everything seems to just fall into place. By going to the linked course page you can see the modules that I have completed and the lessons within them. I decided the best option was to create several smaller courses instead of one large one.

So this course links one to Source as a cosmic power source, opens energy channels down the spine by gradually opening the chakra centers, eliminating trapped and repressed toxins and negativity by turning them over to Source. The meditations culminate in the portal meditations that I’ve already given but we start out slow and every module has a different meditation. The main progress and work of this course is by doing the given meditations which in turn create permanent change within the astral bodies.

I include some early history of Organic Gnosticism up to Courtly Love and finish up with the Male/Female/Sexual Alchemy posts on duality and instructions on how to use them to balance your inner self by anchoring each of the stages to personal memories and experiences. The final four meditations will be about astral projection and a vist to the Akashic Records. Altogether a solid course and a good place to stop.

I’ve also included some beginning meditations on astral projection and the one on visiting the Akashic Records. So no more updates on this. Those interested will find their own way there.

The next course will be on Magick and the course after that will be on Tantra and soulmates. These will be in sequence with Magick coming next and Tantra and Soulmates as the last course. These advanced courses will not be open to the general public and will only be open to those who have finished the Organic Gnosticism Course! The course on Tantra and Soulmates will only be open to those who have completed both the Organic Gnosticism Course and the Magick course. This is in the interests of safety and security. Before I teach these things I need to know that you have done the needed groundwork! Most of the last two courses will consist of totally new material that I’ve not posted before. Some of it I’m only learning about now! And I’m not talking about ritual! Generally speaking I am not big on ritual. Real magick doesn’t require ritual because you are magickal!

So this is just a heads up! If you are interested in any of these courses I would suggest signing up for the Organic Gnosticism Course. It’s free! The coursework is actually quite light and most of the meditations are less than fifteen minutes apiece. The final meditations come in at around twenty or twenty-five minutes in length. My portal meditations have been running about that as well.

The strength of this course comes with the individual meditations for each module and the explanations that go along with them. There is the ability to ask questions and discuss as well.

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Organic Gnosticism Course Online Live!

Well folks, its here! At least the first four modules. I was torn between getting a few more modules done or allowing some people early access and my compromise is to let you, those who have followed me the longest, to begin early if you are interested in this amazing course. In a month just before the next full moon I will advertise this on my PaganSpace site.

It has been a life long dream of mine to have a mystery school and I was beginning to think that it would never happen. But I try to allow myself to be guided in these things and recently I was closing out some accounts that my wife had. As her spouse I was the only one with the authority to do it and I felt that she would approve of my spending that money on this Online Course which we both dreamed of. So I can offer this course free for a couple of years and then it needs to find a way to support itself.

That is why I could really use your help! For those interested in my work it would be very helpful if you would enroll in this course and give feedback and discussion on what works and what needs to be improved and perhaps what is missing. To be successful this course needs to hit the mark dead on! You all can help me to refine it to the highest quality possible.

I believe that I can complete this course in one year of weekly modules. Each module would have five or six lessons depending upon what seems most appropriate. This would be material that I wish I had known about years ago when I started upon this journey. That includes completely new material that I am just now in the process of discovering!

You have been following my posts for several years and know what a mess it is to try and find anything! Organizing this material into a course allows it to be easily found and referenced, but it also allows me to share more about why the material is important and a chance to answer questions if things are not completely understood.

The main tool that will be used in the course is a weekly meditation that will be given for a specific purpose. In the beginning this will be the OAK Energy Ball Meditation as I discovered it and used it myself, one chakra at a time. After we have moved on to portal work I will be adding pathworking meditations based upon the Tarot designations I just discovered through the Aurum Solis.

The use of these meditations is a very powerful tool that makes you familiar and comfortable with the altered states of consciousness and working with energies. It also helps to activate the chakra centers and harmonize them so that awareness can easily shift from one level to another. This is hands on experiential knowledge.

The difference between group portal meditations and individual meditations is profound! In group portal meditations each member of the circle helps every other member and the advancement is rapid. Individual meditation work is the final proof of competency though! Ultimately you need to be able to do things on your own and that is why both forms of meditations will be offered.

Each module will also have a historical section that will track the Organic Gnosticism movement up through the ages so that we can understand it better and be proud of it. There is nothing really new under the sun and we are simply taking what has always been know to a higher level of understanding.

Each module will have a scientific/psychological section that will attempt to place ancient concepts within a modern framework that is effective and empowering. A perfect example of this is placing the Hermetic Kabbalah upon the Periodic Table of Elements, something that has never been done before.

Lastly each module will have a section on self empowerment, beginning with Assertiveness Training and Anger Management. These are techniques and concepts that can be put into immediate practical use!

By now you all know me. Most of what I have to say is written in as few words as possible. But it would be really helpful if you would step up and help me find the best words! This Organic Gnosticism Course can be the most powerful and effective tool for personal empowerment out there! To do that people need to be impressed by it enough to recommend it to their friends. With your feedback and suggestions I can make it that impressive!

Hope to see you there!

joe

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Landscape, Reflection, Lake, Mountains, Dusk, Full Moon

Between the summer solstice and the fall equinox this year we have three full moons! [what I mean is three complete lunar cycles as there will be four full moons] This is unusual and powerful! What it means is more bang for the buck! There is going to be a tremendous harvest this year! And I say that with a grain of salt because where I live we are suffering the driest summer that I can remember! A person just told me yesterday that the headwaters of the MIssissippi river have run dry! Too much sun, too much solar energy!

Things are burning up and not only lawns. There will be lots of crop failures for the small farmers that don’t water their fields. So what kind of harvest will they have? We have only had two real rain showers since spring. All the small ones have gone past us to the north or the south. I take Valentine to the dog park and she plays in clouds of dust!

We are accustomed to thinking of harvest in good terms, but there is a poor harvest as well and for many this will be a poor harvest of tremendous implications. What I sense is that this is the make or break point in what we have all been going through these past years.

For those of us that have been working on ourselves this can be an incredible time to get ahead. Things will just fall into place to support us. Let me give some examples out of my own life. Last spring I was drawn to find some type of social media site to join and I found Pagan Space . I am enjoying my time there and once more I have been posting my Organic Gnosticism material there in the hopes of gaining readers. But a couple days ago I was prompted to check out ecourses and discovered Thinkific as a platform that offered to host online course creation and it has always been a dream of mine to create a mystery school out of the material I’ve gathered over the years. They offered a limited free program and I started messing around with it. I really liked it. Then I felt prompted to settle Annie’s bank account. Annie passed away a little over a year ago and I was the only one that could close out her account and as her spouse inherit what she had left. It wasn’t a lot, but it was some and I suddenly felt very clearly that she wanted me to use it to create that online mystery school that we both had always dreamed of. There was enough there to create a mystery school online and keep it going for four years at which time it would need to be generating its own income.

So I jumped off the cliff and committed myself to creating and offering Organic Gnosticism as an online mystery school. I’ve completed the first module and am working on the second. I will probably go public with free enrollment in a month just before the next full moon! The course will go public and I will continue to create modules to keep ahead of everyone but only one module will be available per week. This is called the “drip method” of offering online classes in which only a few lessons at a time can be accessed.

Production of Der Orchideengarten will continue and some translation projects that I’ve completed for Sidereal Press are due to come out soon I hope. I’ve got to finish translating a story for an anthology that another publisher wanted to put out and which I promised to have ready. So in many ways it seems that my harvest is going to be a pretty good one. That is how things are stacking up right now. I will let everyone know more about my online mystery school when I get more modules finished. I already have most of the material and only need to polish it up a bit. I will be offering this course for free at least for a couple years to encourage more people to try it out. I hope you might be interested as well. I’ve posted most of my stuff on this blog over the years but it is not organized or easily available and doesn’t come with instructions. This course will be offering all of that and more!

Getting back to the three full moons, I sense that Organic Gnostics will benefit the most from this harvest. It will be pretty clear who benefits and who doesn’t. My advice is to look forward to opportunities and if they seem right follow up on them. Take that risk. This is a time of change!

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Book, Old, Surreal, Fantasy, Pages, Open Book, Chapters

Many of you may be wondering about my last two posts that show a chart of the astral planes. So I need to explain a few things about Organic Gnosticism or OAK as I once called it. So I am going to mention some very specific things that are new about Organic Gnosticism and have never existed before. Let’s begin with the Holy Kabbalah.

For years people have tried to merge the Holy Kabbalah with the Periodic Table of Elements and have not been able to. This is something that I managed to do with the help of the Reciprocal Systems Theory of Dewey Larson. His system not only shows how all things originate with the photon and vibratory motion; it also shows how all things exist in two universes at the same time; the space/time universe and its reciprocal, the time/space universe. This automatically lends itself to a physical experience and a non-physical experience.

Our awareness moves between the far reaches of the cosmic and within our body. Awareness acts both as an expanding wave and it acts to form and limit our bodies. Quantum physics and theories about the horn torus also bring new evidence to the soul’s ability to exist in two worlds.

The seven noble gases were a perfect match for the seven planetary worlds. The special characteristics of Hydrogen; north/south rotating magnetic energies and the photon/electron completed the ten worlds on the tree of life. That was pretty easy, but it was in the nitty-gritty details of atomic isotopes that the various trumps fell into place. Certain elements like carbon and silicon had dual isotopes with different characteristics and these special elements were the markers of where one tarot trump ended and another began is some cases.

The original photon as Source became the All Father and the final noble gas, Oganneson, became the Womb of All Creation.

But what I didn’t understand was that there were two versions of the Holy Kabbalah. The Jewish one was based upon a system of 22 letters and the Greek one was based upon a system of 24 letters! Interestingly enough the Jewish Kabbalah was missing a symbol/letter of two of the five elements (earth, water, air, fire & spirit). It only had letters/symbols for the elements water, air and fire. This inevitably led to the creation of a Kabbalah in which the earth goddess was missing, but also the spiritual side of things as well. It led to the Holy Kabbalah of the Rational Atheists who lived in their heads and didn’t believe in spirit. Unfortunately it is the Jewish Kabbalah and all its system of correspondences that people are most familiar with.

But the Greek Kabbalah was based upon a merging of the Egyptian and Greek mysteries and had an alphabet of 24 letters as did the ancient Futhark runes. The Greek or Hermetic Kabbalah was arranged into three sections or secret schools. The outer mysteries were based upon the five elements of earth,water, air, fire and spirit. The Inner Mysteries were based upon the planetary energies and the top secret teachings of the Spiritual Hierarchy were based upon the constellations of the zodiac and their energies.

The bottom line is that all the Tarot Trumps were arranged differently as we see in the chart I constructed. This new sequencing comes from Jean-Louis de Biasi, current Grand Master of the Aurum Solis. You can see how this fit into my own scheme of the elements, separating them into three groupings, elemental, planetary and zodiacal. I need to flesh out the new correspondences, but you have the complete picture which should also be able to include the druid path as it also is based upon 24 runes.

Essentially this is the destruction of the Holy Kabbalah based upon the twenty-two letter system! All the known systems of correspondence based upon the twenty-two letter system are now null and void!

Something else that I did was to simplify the path of development of the soul and put it into modern words with a modern context. That perfectly described the path of development of the male in the various mystery schools. I then created the opposite to see if that corresponded to the female path of soul development and it also fit! When joined together they represented the common romantic love relationships that develop our souls. These essays disclosed the hidden secrets of the tantric path for the first time! It is our love relationships that allow our souls to grow and flower!

Then with the addition of the portal meditations and group workings it became possible for individual members of the group to assist each other with the opening and development of the chakra centers even when they are not physically present! This is followed by an awareness shifting meditation that solidifies and integrates all of the non-physical bodies into one soul body for the very first time.

None of these things require any special beliefs, rituals or memberships. I think that’s doing pretty good!

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Halloween, Terror, Ghost, Night, Darkness, Fantasy

Since I opened up this Pandora’s box I might as well go all the way. In all my posts I’ve skirted around the idea of directly coming out and saying that non-physical bodies exist and that awareness may remain in them after the death of the physical body. But personal experience, the teachings of the mystery schools and the stories of myth and the personal experiences of others lead me to the point where I must say that I believe it is possible for human awareness to continue to exist after the death of the physical body and that the ancients knew this as well!

In fact, it was the most precious goal of the mystery schools to instruct their students on what to do to develop their souls to the point where personal awareness could continue to exist after the death of the physical body. That is why religions spoke about the soul and the afterlife or reincarnation.

The Egyptian Book of the Dead and the Tibetan Book of the Dead both speak of three gates which the soul may pass through after the death of the physical body. There is a gate for the Organic Gnostic, a gate for the Rational Atheist and one for the Social Enforcer! There is also a fourth in which the personality may not survive but the heart and the love in the heart may continue on into other life times.

The highest gate is that of the Organic Gnostic or true mystic that is able to experience the mystical state of Unity, of being one with all that is. This is the Hydrogen level of Abstract Spiritual energies. This is the highest level to which humans can attain while in physical bodies.

The second gate is that of the Rational Atheists or of the Human Collective. This group of souls gathers around a spiritual teacher or Messiah who creates a religion into which these souls can belong. Without that teacher or Messiah these souls would not be able to hold themselves together. They find meaning in belonging to the same collective. This is the Helium level of Concrete Spiritual energies and archetypal realities.

The third and lowest gate of the three is that of the Social Enforcers and it is not the human personality that survives the death of the physical body, but what is called the reincarnating ego or Higher Self. This involves the Abstract Mental energies and the creative and philosophical energies. This is what is probably most common in the human population.

But there is a fourth gate of the pure heart and of the heart that is filled with love which allows love to find itself over and over again. This is the level of the Concrete Mental energies and that of my pet Luci who died a year ago last spring. Love will be drawn to loved ones lifetime after lifetime. The heart knows.

But there is a point to this post. If the above is true and I believe it is true, then it is of vital importance that individual awareness be able to energetically hold itself together upon the death of the physical body! Those that identify exclusively with the physical body will be at a great disadvantage upon the death of their physical body! Their sense of self or personal ego will not have enough strength to energetically hold itself together!

Not only is the need for a strong sense of self and a strong ego required for mental and emotional health, but it is also required for the transition of awareness into an energy body upon the death of the physical body!

Those who actively seek the wiping out and destruction of the ego and sense of self are committing crimes against humanity of the deepest kind! It is a spiritual crime against the soul and those materialists who preach and advocate such beliefs must be called out for it! The materialists and atheists are wrong, and their belief causes deep harm and injury to the human race! It is time to come out and say, “This is wrong! The soul does exist!”

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Haunted House, House, Haunted, Halloween, Dead, Death

In the last two posts I’ve talked about things that I actually experienced while wide awake. The unseen is far more than that though and I will share some more things that I have experienced that happened while I was sleeping and this includes visions and lucid dreams as well as encounters with non-physical entities of various types.

As I became more sensitive to my dreaming and tried to remember them something truly magickal happened. A point was reached when I would dream about anything that was a critical event in my life before it happened. I will give an example. One night while I was working as an over the road truck driver I dreamed of a car suddenly swerving right in front of me and in my dream I violently turned the wheel of my car hauler rig (I could haul ten cars at one time on it) toward the ditch and narrowly avoided an accident. The next day I was driving the interstate around Chicago when a car sharply turned in front of me as in my dream. It sharply took the exit and was gone. I was still shaken by that experience when another car abruptly swerved in front of me and then hit its brakes! I was forced to violently turn my truck onto the shoulder of the highway to avoid running the vehicle over and nearly tipped my semi tractor over!

This is what I think happened. I was driving in the slow lane of the main interstate highway around Chicago. I was just about to pass an exit that the first car needed to take. In panic the first car swerved in front of me and took the exit. But there must have been a second car that was following the first car for directions. Because that second car not only swerved into the lane directly in front of me, but then stopped abruptly as if wondering where the first car had gone! It was the second car that I had to violently turn the wheel to the right for because that was the car that forced me off the road to avoid a collision!

Years later I would even dream about and critical good things before they happened to me. This is no longer speculation or open for debate. It is simply how I live!

There were other kinds of dreams as well. Sometimes I would encounter entities that were very real and not my imagination. There are several ways that I knew they were real. One was in dream encounters where I would certainly experience a flash of fear at encountering them suddenly. That flash of fear did not mean there was any danger. What it meant was an encounter with energy that was alien to my own. It was not me! Other indicators of dream encounters included symbolism that was not my own. For example, if I ever dream of someone using a cell phone or calling me on a cell phone I know that it is not my dream energy because cell phones are not and never have been anything I ever dream about. I barely know how to use one!

I could fill a book about dreams and dream encounters but finish by saying that I have experienced thousands of dream encounters with people or entities that are or were extremely powerful on the lower planes. Some of them were neutral to me and just showed up, while others stared me in the face taking a good hard look along with a clash of wills before leaving. Not all of those were human! With a few notable exceptions the truly powerful ones avoided open conflict with me. I will share the stories of two that ended in open conflict.

Shortly after I had crossed the Great Abyss back in 1991 I had regained my connection to the earth and was struggling through the healing process before my soulmate cycles actually began. I had an incredibly vivid dream of Aleister Crowley motioning that I was to open and read a large book that was lying on a marble pedestal. I remember grabbing the large book covers with both hands and opening it up. My hands were stuck to the pages. Crowley began to cackle and said that if I ever broke my connection with the book or let go of it I would die. I screamed “No!” And slammed the book shut. Immediately I felt that my astral cord that connected me to my physical body had caught on fire and was being destroyed from the ground up. In panic I kept rising on the planes until my awareness was once more above the Great Abyss where I sought safety and shelter in a little bubble of light that surrounded me. My astral cord had been severed and that is what brought about the beginning of my soulmate cycles because each soulmate offered to ground me back to the earth with the energy that they shared. This also led to my open energetic conflict with the OTO and the Holy Kabbalah which has long since been taken care of. The Holy Kabbalah no longer functions as it once did.

The second vivid dream of violent and serious conflict began as a vision of several police cars with flashing lights driving down a dusty country road to some kind of compound. Then the dream shifted and I was in a room and a man was attacking me with a knife. We were both naked. This period of my life had been filled with dreams of magickal conflict, often two or three a night. But this was different. I felt like I was fighting for my life and when my knife finally plunged into the chest of my opponent he didn’t disappear like my opponents normally did. He sagged against the wall and then to the floor with my knife still in him and blood running down his chest. It was like a nightmare and I woke up in terror. The next day after I had been awake for some time I heard on the news that the police had seized the Branch Dravidian Compound in Texas and that its leader David Karesh had committed suicide! For some reason I still feel and believe that it was David Karesh that I was fighting that night. This magickal stuff was no longer simple fun!

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