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Nature, Earth, Sustainability, Leaf, Caution, Cycle

Connection to Gaia New Pathworking #1

This is the first in a series of pathworking meditations that I have created using the new OAK system that makes use of the complete Periodic Table of the Elements. This first pathworking connects us to Gaia as the Cosmic Womb of all life rebirthing us into a new life. This connection to Gaia is important for the Druid tradition as well as any magickal traditions. I have created this meditation for my own use, but welcome others to use it as well!

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Book, Old, Surreal, Fantasy, Pages, Open Book, Chapters

Many of you may be wondering about my last two posts that show a chart of the astral planes. So I need to explain a few things about Organic Gnosticism or OAK as I once called it. So I am going to mention some very specific things that are new about Organic Gnosticism and have never existed before. Let’s begin with the Holy Kabbalah.

For years people have tried to merge the Holy Kabbalah with the Periodic Table of Elements and have not been able to. This is something that I managed to do with the help of the Reciprocal Systems Theory of Dewey Larson. His system not only shows how all things originate with the photon and vibratory motion; it also shows how all things exist in two universes at the same time; the space/time universe and its reciprocal, the time/space universe. This automatically lends itself to a physical experience and a non-physical experience.

Our awareness moves between the far reaches of the cosmic and within our body. Awareness acts both as an expanding wave and it acts to form and limit our bodies. Quantum physics and theories about the horn torus also bring new evidence to the soul’s ability to exist in two worlds.

The seven noble gases were a perfect match for the seven planetary worlds. The special characteristics of Hydrogen; north/south rotating magnetic energies and the photon/electron completed the ten worlds on the tree of life. That was pretty easy, but it was in the nitty-gritty details of atomic isotopes that the various trumps fell into place. Certain elements like carbon and silicon had dual isotopes with different characteristics and these special elements were the markers of where one tarot trump ended and another began is some cases.

The original photon as Source became the All Father and the final noble gas, Oganneson, became the Womb of All Creation.

But what I didn’t understand was that there were two versions of the Holy Kabbalah. The Jewish one was based upon a system of 22 letters and the Greek one was based upon a system of 24 letters! Interestingly enough the Jewish Kabbalah was missing a symbol/letter of two of the five elements (earth, water, air, fire & spirit). It only had letters/symbols for the elements water, air and fire. This inevitably led to the creation of a Kabbalah in which the earth goddess was missing, but also the spiritual side of things as well. It led to the Holy Kabbalah of the Rational Atheists who lived in their heads and didn’t believe in spirit. Unfortunately it is the Jewish Kabbalah and all its system of correspondences that people are most familiar with.

But the Greek Kabbalah was based upon a merging of the Egyptian and Greek mysteries and had an alphabet of 24 letters as did the ancient Futhark runes. The Greek or Hermetic Kabbalah was arranged into three sections or secret schools. The outer mysteries were based upon the five elements of earth,water, air, fire and spirit. The Inner Mysteries were based upon the planetary energies and the top secret teachings of the Spiritual Hierarchy were based upon the constellations of the zodiac and their energies.

The bottom line is that all the Tarot Trumps were arranged differently as we see in the chart I constructed. This new sequencing comes from Jean-Louis de Biasi, current Grand Master of the Aurum Solis. You can see how this fit into my own scheme of the elements, separating them into three groupings, elemental, planetary and zodiacal. I need to flesh out the new correspondences, but you have the complete picture which should also be able to include the druid path as it also is based upon 24 runes.

Essentially this is the destruction of the Holy Kabbalah based upon the twenty-two letter system! All the known systems of correspondence based upon the twenty-two letter system are now null and void!

Something else that I did was to simplify the path of development of the soul and put it into modern words with a modern context. That perfectly described the path of development of the male in the various mystery schools. I then created the opposite to see if that corresponded to the female path of soul development and it also fit! When joined together they represented the common romantic love relationships that develop our souls. These essays disclosed the hidden secrets of the tantric path for the first time! It is our love relationships that allow our souls to grow and flower!

Then with the addition of the portal meditations and group workings it became possible for individual members of the group to assist each other with the opening and development of the chakra centers even when they are not physically present! This is followed by an awareness shifting meditation that solidifies and integrates all of the non-physical bodies into one soul body for the very first time.

None of these things require any special beliefs, rituals or memberships. I think that’s doing pretty good!

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Ghost, Spectrum, Spirit, Priestess, Maga, Forest

What I’ve learned so far! My latest adventures with the OBOD and Aurum Solis have had some interesting side effects that have also helped clarify and crystalize things on my own personal path. So what I would like to share is that the most important things a person can do to advance their own personal journey are these things:

Any portal meditation works to connect you to the two ultimate power sources, the Spiritual Light and The Cosmic Womb of Creation. When you connect to these two powers you can begin to channel energy instead of generating it with your physical body! As you open up more energy channels and eliminate toxins and repressed energies this tends to feed upon itself and allow you to make even more progress! The tapping into these two cosmic power sources has traditionally been called high magick because it is far more powerful than being limited to the energies produced by the physical body itself.

The portal meditations are conducted as if you are part of a group and other members are there with you as you assist them and they assist you in the opening and blending of each chakra energy! This collective working of the portal meditations allows each member to be in effect soulmates to the other members of the circle. This means you don’t need to wait to find that special person whose energy harmonizes with your own. The energy of each member of the circle harmonizes with the energies of every other member. Group work becomes much more powerful and effective than solo practice in the tapping in to the two cosmic power sources and the awakening of each individual chakra.

Each individual chakra needs to be fully activated and each individual astral body needs to be permanently activated as quickly as possible. Again, the group portal meditations work to do this in a collective manner and may also lead to the permanent activation of each individual energy body. These things are the first phase that needs to be completed before moving to the second phase.

The second phase is the one that I am working on right now. I am working daily with the full chakra activation meditation which allows me to shift my awareness from one energy body to another and smooth out any wrinkles or vulnerable spots. The final goal is to totally merge all seven energy bodies into one completely integrated soul body! This work consists of healing individual levels and balancing them, sending energy out for any magickal purpose and whatever you choose to do or explore.

Working from this integrated soul body is like being surrounded by a magickal mist in which you can find or create or heal anything that you focus your attention on! The ultimate goal is to have your awareness permanently exist at this level. That means smoothing out all the wrinkles in the various levels and making the energetic contacts between the two cosmic power sources as clean and pure as possible!

So in summary I would suggest any beginner to start with a portal meditation until they are very comfortable with it. Then attempt the advanced chakra activation meditation. These two meditations are all a person requires to completely integrate and empower their soul body. All the rest is perhaps nice to know, but not needed.

I intend to be working with the advanced chakra activation meditation for a long time because it is so powerful. Right now I need to do it just after I wake up in the morning before I eat anything. Otherwise I tend to blank out or slip away to something else and loose my focus on the meditation. So this is definitely a difficult meditation to perform correctly.

In a way these two meditations summarize my entire life’s work! This is probably the ultimate simplification of the completion of the magickal and mystical paths! I don’t think they can be simplified down any more than this!

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Forest Fire, Angel, Road, Rain, Flame, Ghost, Forest

I’m starting to understand some things through my daily meditations and workings. The Rosicrucians have their Celestial Sanctum which I am tapping into each day and it exists as high up into the light as I can go, well, let me rephrase that. It exists as high up as I can go where I can find and mingle with other souls. Right from the very first day of membership members are encouraged to visit the Celestial Sanctum so it is not something only high initiates can do. But it is a meeting place where members of the Great White Brotherhood can meet and share energies. All members are encouraged to go there for energy and inspiration.

The Druids have their sacred grove and we select if possible an actual location where we can visit in our meditations. I actually chose the dog park where I take Valentine every day. It is part of a regular park and does have some trees in it. But it also has a lot of dog energy! When visiting there I not only tap into powerful earth energies, I also tap into lots of dog energy. Somehow that makes it a sacred spot for dogs…

The druid meditations also tap into earth and sky and those energies meet in the heart. So the focus in these meditations is in the etheric and lower astral although the spiritual is included in the sense of the sky and solar energies.

My Aurum Solis meditations seem very much like my energy ball meditations embellished with some ritual and invocations. They do recognize an energy center about two inches above the head and an higher one as Source. They also recognize an energy center where my feet touch the ground as well as Gaia herself. What this tells me is that my own work is simply a variant of what the Aurum Solis and Ogdoadic tradition has done for centuries. I probably picked it up through past life work and simplified it instinctively. The Aurum Solis and the Order of Bards, Ovates & Druids resonate deeply with me. I’ve discovered that the Odgoadic tradition is based on #8 as a sacred number and the Jewish Kabbalah is based upon #7 as a sacred number. Odd numbers are male and even numbers are female so the Ogdoadic tradition is more aligned with goddess energies. The Ogdoadic tradition is also based upon the Greek and Egyptian which has 24 letters in the system while the one based upon the Jewish alphabet only has twenty-two letters. It does not have any representation for the element earth or spirit! I was born on the 24th and twenty-four has always been a powerful number for me. Of course 8X3=24!

I’ve also been trying to do the solo energy center meditation where I shift the point of awareness from one energy center to the next and I’ve been zoning out. It’s probably because I’m doing it too soon after eating or when I’m tired, but it is a bit frustrating because it was so simple to do for awhile. Now I really need to go back and master it.

I’m getting an image of the unseen worlds that the various traditions have always known. Each has their own way of teaching it. I will try to say it in modern psychological terms. We each have an awareness that exists within the physical world and a totally different type of awareness that exists in the non-physical worlds. But this is the kicker- for most people our physical world awareness is badly fragmented and not integrated. Instead of one awareness, we change between valences, feeling like children when we interact with our parents, feeling like adults when we interact with our own children and we are different people when we are at work and when we are among friends. This is just an example of fragments or masks which we put on and wear daily.

There is a different type of fragmenting going on in the non-physical realms. We have separate awarenesses for each type of energy, abstract spiritual, concrete spiritual, abstract mental, concrete mental, upper emotional, lower emotional, physical organic and etheric. Typically none of these awarenesses communicate with each other and exist in totally separate worlds.

The ultimate goal is that all of our physical awareness fragments find each other and integrate to form a complete sense of self which can then build a bridge of communication with all the other awarenesses on the non-physical side of the veil. And of course these non-physical awarenesses need to find a way to harmonize and live in the same world together as well!

The portal meditations try to do this and that is what makes them so powerful! My physical awareness is learning to exist on the other side and it seems to move through a mist as it creatively and magickally interacts with the astral planes. The harmonization is not yet perfect, but each day brings me a bit closer! When that harmonization is complete I will live in a magickal world! In a way I already do!

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Forest, Ghost, Gothic, Horror, Scary, Fear, Spooky

There was a huge stumbling block that I had to get over before admitting to myself the reality of non-physical entities. I was convinced that non-physical bodies could exist while also having a living physical body. I had permanently activated my own! I just couldn’t accept the idea of their being able to exist and be aware without having a physical body of some type. That changed when I realized that they could have physical bodies created out of the noble gases. It would explain a lot! It also explained how I could have so many experiences dealing with ghosts or the spirits of people no longer living. I didn’t want to go there, but I have no choice.

But such elemental bodies still needed to be sustained in some way and I had already stumbled upon that. They could be sustained by a connection to the spiritual light or solar energies; they could be sustained by the belief of followers as in the great religions and the charismatic public idols of politics or Hollywood; and they could be sustained through a predatory type of vampirism.

Again in my recent Aurum Solis work where I was daily working to harmonize myself with the solar energies a line from some text struck me. It spoke of the solar deity as being in conflict with the evil serpent and I was reminded of the Star Wars type channeled material telling of the ongoing battle over Gaia by the Galactic Federation or forces of light and the Orion group or reptilians or forces of evil.

I will say that over the years I have had astral encounters with both groups and neither one has the best interests of Gaia in mind as far as I’m concerned. The Galactic Federation types apparently sustained their higher level non-physical bodies through the spiritual light and solar energies as well as followers or celebrities. The Orion groups apparently sustained their lower level non-physical bodies through either followers and celebrities or some type of predatory vampirism. Both used celebrities and politics to sway the public mind and manipulate the masses.

Members of the Orion group incarnated in physical bodies are Rational Atheists. Members of the Galactic Federation incarnated in physical bodies are Social Enforcers. Both types of souls are not native to Gaia and lack the foundational root connection to physically manifest things. They lack common sense and the bond to the vital life force of all living things on Gaia. So both groups need the original humans or Organic Gnostics to do the dirty work for them. The problem is that the original humans, the Organic Gnostics, have now evolved to the point of demanding their own freedom to create their own lives. They demand to follow their own dreams and their own consciences.

Organic Gnostics are now in a position to experience full spectrum life for the first time and neither the Orion Group nor the Galactic Federation appear able to wrap their heads around this. The Orion group has been forced out of the lower levels which they controlled for so long because the vibrations there have risen so high, and the Galactic Federation has been forced into the mental energies because of their inability to integrate the Shadow aspect of their own souls. Let me say this another way. The Orion group can’t vampire low level energies any more and the Galactic Federation is caught in a paradox fighting their own Shadows, which is a battle they can never win.

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Face, Ghost, Forest, Mystical, Mysterious, Spirit

Sometimes I am amazed at how trapped I have become in my own beliefs or those beliefs that I have been poisoned with through society. It is only by breaking out of the box that some self evident truths manage to sink into my thick skull!

I’ve just finished reading two very comprehensive and fascinating books by Cornell University professor George Makari, “Soul Machine” and “Revolution in Mind”. These two books have given me an excellent overview of the historical foundations of modern thought on both sides of the mind/soul debate. In addition I’ve been going back over my Rosicrucian studies from the very beginning to try and sift more understanding from them.

When these activities combined with my ongoing magickal studies with the Aurum Solis and the Order of Bards, Ovates & Druids it became a volatile mix indeed and I’m gaining lots of insights and making connections that I could have made a long time ago if I had not been stuck in my own box.

My recent posts about non-physical bodies is an example. I have permanently activated these bodies and live in both worlds all the time. I have personally experienced several encounters with the dead and dying. Why am I still trying to justify their existence? Even the ancients realized and said that we are both physical body and soul. It was the great mystery and we are still trying to prove that we are one or the other and not both at the same time!

I even posted a video that I found about the horn torus shape which shows one way that we can be both cosmic and in one spot at the same time. Science already tells us that photons sometimes act like waves and other times like particles so why can’t we do the same? The Reciprocal Systems theory of Dewey Larson which I’ve written so much about over the years also says that all things including us exist simultaneously in two universes, that of space/time and it’s reciprocal time/space. Our awareness is both within our physical bodies and extends throughout the entire cosmos at the same time! It follows the simple expansion/contraction cycle of vibratory energy.

I’ve been talking about it but I’ve never made the leap off the cliff! It’s time to make that leap and move on to other things that involve these non-physical bodies and how to use them.

It was a recent exercise in the Aurum Solstice that really triggered me. There is a meditation called “Rousing of the Citadels” which energizes the six major chakras and calls upon various deities for each particular energy center. What struck me is that essentially it was almost the same meditation as my own energy ball and portal meditation! But what was different was that my portal meditation merges the energy centers together directly and this meditation uses mental associations to do the same thing!

That is when the light bulb came on! All of these magickal and mystical systems are using mental associations to create an artificial and symbolic bridge from one type of energy to another. My mind flashed back to 1995 when I was involved in the OTO and the study of the Holy Kabbalah when I had a vivid dream of myself and other members of the OTO moving downward through the planes from above the Great Abyss. Each one of them had shaped their souls in the form of a Kabbalistic lightning bolt as they moved from the higher levels down to the lower levels. But my path downward was like a sheet of glass or light. While their path moved in a zig-zag fashion from Sephiroth to Sephiroth my path moved progressively and smoothly like a wave across a football field from one element to the next by the simple addition of another electron and proton! My path was progressive and scientific while their path was associative and symbolic!

So I think it is time to move on to the subject of these astral or non-physical bodies, how they are created and how they sustain themselves. There is no longer any need to try proving that they exist. I’ve broken out of the prison of my own creation!

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Woman, Face, Light Painting, Light, Girl, Beauty

This post is unplanned but seems a natural followup on my last few posts. To me it feels a lot like coming out of the closet and openly stating that I believe in non-physical bodies and the soul. But this post goes beyond what I’ve written before and beyond the Great White Brotherhood.

There are beings and entities with physical bodies and without physical bodies that have permanently activated their etheric bodies. They have created what is known as the “immortal physical body”. But this non-physical body needs to be sustained by lots and lots of energy. These souls or entities fall into three different categories and I will write about each one individually.

The divine human like gods and goddesses of various traditions were once human and lived lives that were larger than life. After the death of their physical bodies their awareness lived on and they drew energy from those that worshiped them to sustain their etheric bodies. This is how stars and celebrities sustain their own etheric bodies, by the energy that they receive from their followers. Jesus in Christianity in the same way draws his energy from his followers as well as from SOURCE. Most saints and spiritual teachers empower their etheric bodies from the energies of their students and followers. But normally this is an energy exchange that is willingly done for the sense of love and peace the followers receive in return. To better understand this type of soul think of a vampire who sucks away some of the vitality of its victim, but not enough to endanger it. In return the victim is intoxicated and filled with love and affection for the vampire. This is the classic master/teacher/savior scenario. When the followers are gone this soul reduces to a shell of what it once was. It still exists but is powerless to do anything.

The vampire as a predator. This soul or entity sustains its permanently activated etheric body by simply taking the vital energy of its victims forcefully without any type of agreement or exchange. Because of this it often dangerously drains the energy of its victims to the point of physical death or weakness. In various world traditions these are the demons that are often reptilian in form. For those foolish enough to barter with them, the price is always the sacrifice of someone or something’s vital life force energy. These vampires think and believe that they are superior to the human race and that the humans are simply cattle to be slaughtered.

Lastly you have those members of the Great White Brotherhood that have the ability to permanently activate their etheric bodies. These etheric bodies are sustained through solar energy from both the sun and the stars. Only a few of the members of the Great White Brotherhood have the ability to function on the etheric planes with fully activated etheric bodies. Most remain in the higher levels which are also sustained by their link to the sun and spiritual light.

I’ve mentioned some of this previously in other posts. But things have now changed with the new energy dynamics of the new world which we live in. Of the above three classes of souls, there were no physical bodies before that were being born which were refined enough for them to use as physical vehicles for their souls. There were simply not enough physical bodies being born to go around! And we currently have over seven billion humans on this planet!

With Gaia’s ascension and the New Age or New Eon energy dynamics babies are now being born that can act as hosts for all these gods and goddesses that finally once more have an opportunity to experience physical life, but this time not only as humans, but also as animals and life forms of other species. I know that my dog Valentine has a soul that is highly advanced and refined. I suspect it may have also been human as well. But this works both ways and many higher animals souls are now incarnating into human bodies for the first time. Soon we will find that many animals will have as much or a higher wisdom than humans and humanity will descend to become more animalistic than it has been as more animal souls are incarnated into human bodies. Many animals will have human souls! We are indeed in for a magickal time of it.

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Woman, Dress, Gothic, Ritual, Witch, Fantasy, Magic

Since the last few posts have been about non-physical beings It figures that I should include the Great White Brotherhood as well since I am one! In a way its complex and in a way its quite simple. The Great White Brotherhood exists above the Great Abyss. It exists in the spiritual energies above logic and reason. These energies are archetypal reality or self-evident truth and Unity. Unity is the level of hydrogen and Spiritual light; Archetypal reality is the level of helium and where things take their most simple black and white forms.

Members of the Great White Brotherhood are Solar beings and draw their energy from the sun itself which consists of hydrogen that is becoming helium through atomic fusion which gives off light or photon energy. At least a portion of their awareness is permanently located and active above the Great Abyss. My personal experience with the Rosicrucian Master in my living room early in my Rosicrucian Studies convinced me that these masters or light beings may or may not have physical bodies. The Rosicrucian Master that appeared to me in my living room was German author Hanns Heinz Ewers whom I translate. Since he died in 1943 that is proof for me that these brothers and sisters of light do not require physical bodies any more. Each one of you need to find your own proof. Even though I function at the etheric levels a part of my own consciousness is constantly aware of these brothers and sisters looking down from the Great Abyss as if it were an upper balcony in a concert hall or something. I am a member of the Great White Brotherhood by virtue of my ability to exist in full awareness above the Great Abyss where I am free to mingle with my brothers and sisters.

Their non-physical bodies are created of the noble gas helium and permanently activated. They may have more astral bodies that have been permanently activated like I do, but what makes them a member of the Great White Brotherhood is that their helium body is permanently activated!

Occult and metaphysical tradition recognize a gathering place above the great abyss where these souls join together to form the Great White Brotherhood. It includes souls with physical bodies and those without physical bodies. This gathering of souls of the Great White Brotherhood has always existed above the Great Abyss, and is the great spiritual temple which might or might not be represented on the earthly plane with a physical organization. But it consists of those who have ascended through earthly lifetimes and lived in physical human bodies.

It is said that there is no doorway or entrance to this great gathering chamber. No tradition, order or master can grant admission to anyone else. It must be earned and it must be personal. It must be individual. Any soul and awareness that can find its way there belongs and is a member of the Great White Brotherhood simply by virtue of being there! No one can deny those souls who have the ability to be there.

It is also said that any soul that is a member of the Great White Brotherhood may start a new tradition of their own or remain in the tradition of their choice. So there are several traditions that are part of the Great White Brotherhood which may ultimately lead to membership in the Great White Brotherhood if the student becomes worthy enough to make it across the Great Abyss. There are also great souls that belong to no tradition who have made it across the Great Abyss on their own. Ultimately anyone that makes it across the Great Abyss does it on their own. It cannot be taught or granted.

The founders of all the world’s great religions or spiritual traditions are members of the Great White Brotherhood and have crossed the Great Abyss. They have brought back teachings and knowledge to share and help others on their own spiritual paths.

In my studies of various traditions I have seen these brothers and sisters within or associated with Freemasony, Rosicrucianism, Martinism, OTO, Buddhism, and even New Orleans Voodoo to mention a few. Recent encounters are with Aurum Solis and OBOD. That does not mean that all members of these organizations are members of the Great White Brotherhood! What is means is that members of the Great White Brotherhood are somehow involved in the workings and teachings of each tradition. The Great White Brotherhood itself has no teachings or traditions. It is simply a gathering in Unity of all souls living and dead that have made the journey across the Great Abyss and found their new home among brothers and sister of all faiths, traditions and paths!

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Fuchs, Animal, Forest, Wild Animal, Animal Portrait

2020 was a very difficult year for me as I’ve shared previously. In February I lost my father, in May I lost both my wife and my dog and in December I lost my job and retired. That left me with a lot of emptiness, an emptiness that I didn’t know how to fill and because of that emptiness I didn’t get much done.

Three weeks ago I got a new puppy named Valentine. She was born in February and is not yet 4 months old. She completely fills up most of that emptiness right now! I have my hands full and I also have energy to do things once more! She brings me that energy and shares it with me as I share my own energy with her by taking her places and doing things with her. She is a precious gift that will help me to move forward through the remaining years of my life time.

In retrospect it is pretty simple. People, animals and things come into our lives and bring us energy and in return we give our own energy to them. It is the combined result that makes our lives rich and interesting. But there are limits to what we can give and limits to what others can give us. That doesn’t mean that we run out of energy or that others run out of energy. It only means that the catalytic effect is gone and what we can achieve from that point on with that person, animal or thing is quite limited. What they can achieve with us is quite limited as well. In romantic relationships this is when the spark is gone. Many people stay together in meaningful and loving relationships after the spark is gone, but they have shifted their priorities to other things. It is one of the normal stages in a relationship.

This spring a new energy is coming in and we can look to see where and from whom it is coming from. Many of us are creating new energetic connections and those new energetic connections will change our lives! It is more important now than ever to become aware of those things we are attracted to and move toward them, following our own personal inner guidance even when it goes against the norm.

But the entire point of this post is to share that there will always be limits to what can be done and there will always be new sources of energy and interest if we allow them into our lives! Life itself requires motion, growth, excitement and a reason to be alive!

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Fantasy, Surreal, Dream, Dog, Photomontage, Mystical

As many of you know it has been a hard year for me. My father died last a year ago last February and both my wife and my dog Luci died a day a part last spring a year ago. To top that off my work place closed its doors and I was kind of forced to retire or find another job.

So I had lots of empty space to fill and nothing seemed able to fill it. So I waited and kept trying to hold an opening for good things to come into my life. That is how magick works you know. The astral is already completely filled up and the only way for something new is for something to leave, either by physically manifesting or by being destroyed.

So we are taught to give things away, to voluntarily create space for new magick to enter our lives or else we resist and things get taken from us. Probably both happen all the time.

But having such empty space hurts and is not comfortable and it is easy to try to force things. I wanted Luci to come back to me as a new pet and tried five different times to adopt a pet but got nowhere. I was trying to force things. I knew that she was out there because I had dreams of her and dreams of a new puppy. But I was impatient. Thankfully, I also try to listen to my inner voice and didn’t push too hard. Finally I just let it go to be fulfilled in its own way and time.

My birthday was 24 April and the first thing that I did that morning was to apply to adopt Valentine. Can’t really say why except that I knew after my birthday was a good time to advance things in my life and the spring energies were so strong. Then I kind of chickened out and asked about another puppy as well, just in case. Kind of hedging my bet so to speak. But that other puppy was already spoken for and Valentine was meant to come home to me. There were eight puppies in the litter she was born into and she was one of two that were left. The others had already been snatched up. Her mother was rescued from Texas and is a Catahoula Leopard Dog. So Valentine is a mix but I already know that she is extremely intelligent for being only 16 weeks old. She has already dragged her water dish over to me demanding more. She has a map in her head of the park where I take her for walks.

But the point of this post is about filling the empty space and about the energies of spring. Right now I can’t go to my social functions or leave home for an extended time because I can’t leave her alone or she will trash the place. I can’t meditate because she will jump on me or come over and try to play.

Things in my life have shifted and they have shifted drastically, but they have shifted in a good way! Things will calm down as she gets a bit older. But I had my time for meditation and introspection. Now it is time for sharing and taking her on adventures.

This morning she jumped on my lap as I was sitting kind of half awake in my easy chair. She kind of dozed off and I sensed her astral body sitting there on my lap as well! That never happened to me with Luci!

The point of all this is there are permanent changes in my life that are now finding physical expression and some of them are almost overwhelming. But I do believe this is happening all over the world to other people as well. The emptiness is being filled. The changes are going into effect. There will be a bountiful harvest this coming fall! Let us tend to the seeds that we have planted and water them so they grow abundant over the summer months.

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