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What are awareness  points?

As we look at this list of the seven invisible but stable noble gases that create our non-physical astral  bodies we might ask ourselves, what are these awareness points and how do we develop them? We might also ask what is the difference between an awareness point in our Abstract Mental body and one that is in our Lower Emotional body?

Helium-Concrete Spiritual Body=2 awareness points

Neon-Abstract Mental Body=8 awareness points

Argon-Concrete Mental Body=8 awareness points

Krypton-Upper Emotional Body=18 awareness points

Xenon-Lower Emotional Body=18 awareness points

Radon-Immortal Physical Body=32 awareness points

Oganesson-Etheric Body=32 awareness points

If we take science as our guide we find that an awareness point is simply the addition of a proton and an electron and that there is no difference between an awareness point in our Abstract Mental body and one that is in our Lower Emotional body!

They are both the same and they are both generated and activated in the same way, by the addition of an electron and its opposite, a proton. Or put another way, by the addition of equal amounts of both male and female energy.

Depending upon our gender our physical body will only produce one type of energy, male or female, and we must get the needed opposite sex energy from someone else in an energy exchange with someone that needs our energy.

This will be someone that we are attracted to and they are attracted to us, although it is probably only a friendship and not romantic. And let’s say that one spark of awareness is generated by our interactions with Tom or Sally, and a different spark of awareness is generated by our interaction with Bill or Susan and so on. 

Gradually one by one we activate the needed awareness points to fill and activate an entire non-physical astral body. This will at first be filled with a composite energy we have received from several different people.

If this composite astral body is stable enough we will be attracted to someone and fall in love with them and they will replace that composite energy with their own soulmate energy, creating and activating permanent non-physical astral bodies for both of you.

This is a natural process and is happening all the time with people but happens very slowly because it takes immense amounts of energy that must be generated and most people do not physically generate enough energy to develop many points of awareness!

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OAK MAGICAL TRAINING

The OAK system of magic recognizes 121 different primary magic energies. Level one energy is “Absolute Light” or the “Photon State” and is the highest level possible. Level 121 is “Absolute Black” or the “void”.

These two levels are Cosmic power sources like the two poles of a battery. There is a tremendous voltage between these two levels and the magic energy will take any pathway possible to go from one to the other.

Unlike past magic traditions that used either “Absolute Light” or “Absolute Black” as power sources, OAK uses both at the same time.

It is much like the difference between the electrical system in a flashlight that uses direct current and the electrical outlet in your home that uses alternating current at a much higher voltage.

OAK uses alternating current between levels 1 and 121; between Source and Gaia. The energy flow is in both directions. Because of the two way energy flow, an OAK magician needs to balance and harmonize his or her higher self with their shadow self and integrate them under the ruler ship of the healthy human ego.

In short, an OAK magician needs to be healthy physically, emotionally, and mentally in order to handle the extreme energies they work with.

“Absolute Light” is considered as expansive and masculine or “God” energy. “Absolute Black” is considered an inward manifesting,gravitational type energy and is considered feminine or “Goddess” energy.

These are the two primal power sources that drive the entire OAK magic system. “Absolute Light” and “Absolute Black” have no moral attributes such as right or wrong. In fact, they are both considered extremely healthy and needed for life.

Level 2 is rotating magnetic field energy. This can be either clockwise or counter clock wise and either outward moving or inward moving, male or female. Level 2 energy actually links levels 1 and 121 together for the first time and creates an alternate route for the cosmic energy to flow.

Rotating magnetic field energy is another name for the “magic cone of power” that is generated during magic work. The expansive male type of vortex is protective in nature and keeps out non harmonious influences. This is most commonly used as the deosal circle or clockwise. The counterclockwise or widdershins vortex is a manifesting vortex that aids in the physical manifesting of things. It however, mutates and alters intent to get results so it is not commonly used and considered dangerous.

Levels 3 through 120 are simply the non-physical energies of the physical elements Hydrogen, Helium, Lithium….ect. Each new level is created with the addition of one Proton (Light energy) and one electron (“Black energy). The non-physical levels 3 through 120 create the astral layers around the earth itself. The outermost layer is the Hydrogen layer, the next inner layer is the Helium layer and the next inner to that is the Lithium layer….ect. So in OAK we find exactly 118 layers in the astral world and each layer is associated with one physical element and in the non-physical aspect of that element.

The heaviest possible element has seven complete electron rings around it. Like the seven colors of the rainbow and the seven musical notes of the piano keyboard seven is very significant in nature.

The heaviest possible element is a noble gas which we cannot see, taste, feel or sense in any way. It is the vast void of outer space which is not really empty, but is the Womb of Creation out of which all things are formed. It is the Cosmic Goddess.

Out of the Cosmic Goddess or Womb of Creation has come Gaia, the sun, the stars and all life itself. 

I have recently developed a free online course teaching Organic Gnosticism for those that are interested. I will be working on a free course of Organic Magick that will only be available to those who have taken the first course. This is for safety considerations.

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Free Organic Gnosticism Online Course

This course is now live and complete. I encourage everyone to check it out. It is completely free and offers those things I wish had been offered to me when I first started my journey. I wasn’t sure how I wanted things to go but everything seems to just fall into place. By going to the linked course page you can see the modules that I have completed and the lessons within them. I decided the best option was to create several smaller courses instead of one large one.

So this course links one to Source as a cosmic power source, opens energy channels down the spine by gradually opening the chakra centers, eliminating trapped and repressed toxins and negativity by turning them over to Source. The meditations culminate in the portal meditations that I’ve already given but we start out slow and every module has a different meditation. The main progress and work of this course is by doing the given meditations which in turn create permanent change within the astral bodies.

I include some early history of Organic Gnosticism up to Courtly Love and finish up with the Male/Female/Sexual Alchemy posts on duality and instructions on how to use them to balance your inner self by anchoring each of the stages to personal memories and experiences. The final four meditations will be about astral projection and a vist to the Akashic Records. Altogether a solid course and a good place to stop.

I’ve also included some beginning meditations on astral projection and the one on visiting the Akashic Records. So no more updates on this. Those interested will find their own way there.

The next course will be on Magick and the course after that will be on Tantra and soulmates. These will be in sequence with Magick coming next and Tantra and Soulmates as the last course. These advanced courses will not be open to the general public and will only be open to those who have finished the Organic Gnosticism Course! The course on Tantra and Soulmates will only be open to those who have completed both the Organic Gnosticism Course and the Magick course. This is in the interests of safety and security. Before I teach these things I need to know that you have done the needed groundwork! Most of the last two courses will consist of totally new material that I’ve not posted before. Some of it I’m only learning about now! And I’m not talking about ritual! Generally speaking I am not big on ritual. Real magick doesn’t require ritual because you are magickal!

So this is just a heads up! If you are interested in any of these courses I would suggest signing up for the Organic Gnosticism Course. It’s free! The coursework is actually quite light and most of the meditations are less than fifteen minutes apiece. The final meditations come in at around twenty or twenty-five minutes in length. My portal meditations have been running about that as well.

The strength of this course comes with the individual meditations for each module and the explanations that go along with them. There is the ability to ask questions and discuss as well.

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Book, Old, Surreal, Fantasy, Pages, Open Book, Chapters

Many of you may be wondering about my last two posts that show a chart of the astral planes. So I need to explain a few things about Organic Gnosticism or OAK as I once called it. So I am going to mention some very specific things that are new about Organic Gnosticism and have never existed before. Let’s begin with the Holy Kabbalah.

For years people have tried to merge the Holy Kabbalah with the Periodic Table of Elements and have not been able to. This is something that I managed to do with the help of the Reciprocal Systems Theory of Dewey Larson. His system not only shows how all things originate with the photon and vibratory motion; it also shows how all things exist in two universes at the same time; the space/time universe and its reciprocal, the time/space universe. This automatically lends itself to a physical experience and a non-physical experience.

Our awareness moves between the far reaches of the cosmic and within our body. Awareness acts both as an expanding wave and it acts to form and limit our bodies. Quantum physics and theories about the horn torus also bring new evidence to the soul’s ability to exist in two worlds.

The seven noble gases were a perfect match for the seven planetary worlds. The special characteristics of Hydrogen; north/south rotating magnetic energies and the photon/electron completed the ten worlds on the tree of life. That was pretty easy, but it was in the nitty-gritty details of atomic isotopes that the various trumps fell into place. Certain elements like carbon and silicon had dual isotopes with different characteristics and these special elements were the markers of where one tarot trump ended and another began is some cases.

The original photon as Source became the All Father and the final noble gas, Oganneson, became the Womb of All Creation.

But what I didn’t understand was that there were two versions of the Holy Kabbalah. The Jewish one was based upon a system of 22 letters and the Greek one was based upon a system of 24 letters! Interestingly enough the Jewish Kabbalah was missing a symbol/letter of two of the five elements (earth, water, air, fire & spirit). It only had letters/symbols for the elements water, air and fire. This inevitably led to the creation of a Kabbalah in which the earth goddess was missing, but also the spiritual side of things as well. It led to the Holy Kabbalah of the Rational Atheists who lived in their heads and didn’t believe in spirit. Unfortunately it is the Jewish Kabbalah and all its system of correspondences that people are most familiar with.

But the Greek Kabbalah was based upon a merging of the Egyptian and Greek mysteries and had an alphabet of 24 letters as did the ancient Futhark runes. The Greek or Hermetic Kabbalah was arranged into three sections or secret schools. The outer mysteries were based upon the five elements of earth,water, air, fire and spirit. The Inner Mysteries were based upon the planetary energies and the top secret teachings of the Spiritual Hierarchy were based upon the constellations of the zodiac and their energies.

The bottom line is that all the Tarot Trumps were arranged differently as we see in the chart I constructed. This new sequencing comes from Jean-Louis de Biasi, current Grand Master of the Aurum Solis. You can see how this fit into my own scheme of the elements, separating them into three groupings, elemental, planetary and zodiacal. I need to flesh out the new correspondences, but you have the complete picture which should also be able to include the druid path as it also is based upon 24 runes.

Essentially this is the destruction of the Holy Kabbalah based upon the twenty-two letter system! All the known systems of correspondence based upon the twenty-two letter system are now null and void!

Something else that I did was to simplify the path of development of the soul and put it into modern words with a modern context. That perfectly described the path of development of the male in the various mystery schools. I then created the opposite to see if that corresponded to the female path of soul development and it also fit! When joined together they represented the common romantic love relationships that develop our souls. These essays disclosed the hidden secrets of the tantric path for the first time! It is our love relationships that allow our souls to grow and flower!

Then with the addition of the portal meditations and group workings it became possible for individual members of the group to assist each other with the opening and development of the chakra centers even when they are not physically present! This is followed by an awareness shifting meditation that solidifies and integrates all of the non-physical bodies into one soul body for the very first time.

None of these things require any special beliefs, rituals or memberships. I think that’s doing pretty good!

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Ghost, Spectrum, Spirit, Priestess, Maga, Forest

What I’ve learned so far! My latest adventures with the OBOD and Aurum Solis have had some interesting side effects that have also helped clarify and crystalize things on my own personal path. So what I would like to share is that the most important things a person can do to advance their own personal journey are these things:

Any portal meditation works to connect you to the two ultimate power sources, the Spiritual Light and The Cosmic Womb of Creation. When you connect to these two powers you can begin to channel energy instead of generating it with your physical body! As you open up more energy channels and eliminate toxins and repressed energies this tends to feed upon itself and allow you to make even more progress! The tapping into these two cosmic power sources has traditionally been called high magick because it is far more powerful than being limited to the energies produced by the physical body itself.

The portal meditations are conducted as if you are part of a group and other members are there with you as you assist them and they assist you in the opening and blending of each chakra energy! This collective working of the portal meditations allows each member to be in effect soulmates to the other members of the circle. This means you don’t need to wait to find that special person whose energy harmonizes with your own. The energy of each member of the circle harmonizes with the energies of every other member. Group work becomes much more powerful and effective than solo practice in the tapping in to the two cosmic power sources and the awakening of each individual chakra.

Each individual chakra needs to be fully activated and each individual astral body needs to be permanently activated as quickly as possible. Again, the group portal meditations work to do this in a collective manner and may also lead to the permanent activation of each individual energy body. These things are the first phase that needs to be completed before moving to the second phase.

The second phase is the one that I am working on right now. I am working daily with the full chakra activation meditation which allows me to shift my awareness from one energy body to another and smooth out any wrinkles or vulnerable spots. The final goal is to totally merge all seven energy bodies into one completely integrated soul body! This work consists of healing individual levels and balancing them, sending energy out for any magickal purpose and whatever you choose to do or explore.

Working from this integrated soul body is like being surrounded by a magickal mist in which you can find or create or heal anything that you focus your attention on! The ultimate goal is to have your awareness permanently exist at this level. That means smoothing out all the wrinkles in the various levels and making the energetic contacts between the two cosmic power sources as clean and pure as possible!

So in summary I would suggest any beginner to start with a portal meditation until they are very comfortable with it. Then attempt the advanced chakra activation meditation. These two meditations are all a person requires to completely integrate and empower their soul body. All the rest is perhaps nice to know, but not needed.

I intend to be working with the advanced chakra activation meditation for a long time because it is so powerful. Right now I need to do it just after I wake up in the morning before I eat anything. Otherwise I tend to blank out or slip away to something else and loose my focus on the meditation. So this is definitely a difficult meditation to perform correctly.

In a way these two meditations summarize my entire life’s work! This is probably the ultimate simplification of the completion of the magickal and mystical paths! I don’t think they can be simplified down any more than this!

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Forest, Ghost, Gothic, Horror, Scary, Fear, Spooky

There was a huge stumbling block that I had to get over before admitting to myself the reality of non-physical entities. I was convinced that non-physical bodies could exist while also having a living physical body. I had permanently activated my own! I just couldn’t accept the idea of their being able to exist and be aware without having a physical body of some type. That changed when I realized that they could have physical bodies created out of the noble gases. It would explain a lot! It also explained how I could have so many experiences dealing with ghosts or the spirits of people no longer living. I didn’t want to go there, but I have no choice.

But such elemental bodies still needed to be sustained in some way and I had already stumbled upon that. They could be sustained by a connection to the spiritual light or solar energies; they could be sustained by the belief of followers as in the great religions and the charismatic public idols of politics or Hollywood; and they could be sustained through a predatory type of vampirism.

Again in my recent Aurum Solis work where I was daily working to harmonize myself with the solar energies a line from some text struck me. It spoke of the solar deity as being in conflict with the evil serpent and I was reminded of the Star Wars type channeled material telling of the ongoing battle over Gaia by the Galactic Federation or forces of light and the Orion group or reptilians or forces of evil.

I will say that over the years I have had astral encounters with both groups and neither one has the best interests of Gaia in mind as far as I’m concerned. The Galactic Federation types apparently sustained their higher level non-physical bodies through the spiritual light and solar energies as well as followers or celebrities. The Orion groups apparently sustained their lower level non-physical bodies through either followers and celebrities or some type of predatory vampirism. Both used celebrities and politics to sway the public mind and manipulate the masses.

Members of the Orion group incarnated in physical bodies are Rational Atheists. Members of the Galactic Federation incarnated in physical bodies are Social Enforcers. Both types of souls are not native to Gaia and lack the foundational root connection to physically manifest things. They lack common sense and the bond to the vital life force of all living things on Gaia. So both groups need the original humans or Organic Gnostics to do the dirty work for them. The problem is that the original humans, the Organic Gnostics, have now evolved to the point of demanding their own freedom to create their own lives. They demand to follow their own dreams and their own consciences.

Organic Gnostics are now in a position to experience full spectrum life for the first time and neither the Orion Group nor the Galactic Federation appear able to wrap their heads around this. The Orion group has been forced out of the lower levels which they controlled for so long because the vibrations there have risen so high, and the Galactic Federation has been forced into the mental energies because of their inability to integrate the Shadow aspect of their own souls. Let me say this another way. The Orion group can’t vampire low level energies any more and the Galactic Federation is caught in a paradox fighting their own Shadows, which is a battle they can never win.

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Face, Ghost, Forest, Mystical, Mysterious, Spirit

Sometimes I am amazed at how trapped I have become in my own beliefs or those beliefs that I have been poisoned with through society. It is only by breaking out of the box that some self evident truths manage to sink into my thick skull!

I’ve just finished reading two very comprehensive and fascinating books by Cornell University professor George Makari, “Soul Machine” and “Revolution in Mind”. These two books have given me an excellent overview of the historical foundations of modern thought on both sides of the mind/soul debate. In addition I’ve been going back over my Rosicrucian studies from the very beginning to try and sift more understanding from them.

When these activities combined with my ongoing magickal studies with the Aurum Solis and the Order of Bards, Ovates & Druids it became a volatile mix indeed and I’m gaining lots of insights and making connections that I could have made a long time ago if I had not been stuck in my own box.

My recent posts about non-physical bodies is an example. I have permanently activated these bodies and live in both worlds all the time. I have personally experienced several encounters with the dead and dying. Why am I still trying to justify their existence? Even the ancients realized and said that we are both physical body and soul. It was the great mystery and we are still trying to prove that we are one or the other and not both at the same time!

I even posted a video that I found about the horn torus shape which shows one way that we can be both cosmic and in one spot at the same time. Science already tells us that photons sometimes act like waves and other times like particles so why can’t we do the same? The Reciprocal Systems theory of Dewey Larson which I’ve written so much about over the years also says that all things including us exist simultaneously in two universes, that of space/time and it’s reciprocal time/space. Our awareness is both within our physical bodies and extends throughout the entire cosmos at the same time! It follows the simple expansion/contraction cycle of vibratory energy.

I’ve been talking about it but I’ve never made the leap off the cliff! It’s time to make that leap and move on to other things that involve these non-physical bodies and how to use them.

It was a recent exercise in the Aurum Solstice that really triggered me. There is a meditation called “Rousing of the Citadels” which energizes the six major chakras and calls upon various deities for each particular energy center. What struck me is that essentially it was almost the same meditation as my own energy ball and portal meditation! But what was different was that my portal meditation merges the energy centers together directly and this meditation uses mental associations to do the same thing!

That is when the light bulb came on! All of these magickal and mystical systems are using mental associations to create an artificial and symbolic bridge from one type of energy to another. My mind flashed back to 1995 when I was involved in the OTO and the study of the Holy Kabbalah when I had a vivid dream of myself and other members of the OTO moving downward through the planes from above the Great Abyss. Each one of them had shaped their souls in the form of a Kabbalistic lightning bolt as they moved from the higher levels down to the lower levels. But my path downward was like a sheet of glass or light. While their path moved in a zig-zag fashion from Sephiroth to Sephiroth my path moved progressively and smoothly like a wave across a football field from one element to the next by the simple addition of another electron and proton! My path was progressive and scientific while their path was associative and symbolic!

So I think it is time to move on to the subject of these astral or non-physical bodies, how they are created and how they sustain themselves. There is no longer any need to try proving that they exist. I’ve broken out of the prison of my own creation!

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Halloween, Terror, Ghost, Night, Darkness, Fantasy

Since I opened up this Pandora’s box I might as well go all the way. In all my posts I’ve skirted around the idea of directly coming out and saying that non-physical bodies exist and that awareness may remain in them after the death of the physical body. But personal experience, the teachings of the mystery schools and the stories of myth and the personal experiences of others lead me to the point where I must say that I believe it is possible for human awareness to continue to exist after the death of the physical body and that the ancients knew this as well!

In fact, it was the most precious goal of the mystery schools to instruct their students on what to do to develop their souls to the point where personal awareness could continue to exist after the death of the physical body. That is why religions spoke about the soul and the afterlife or reincarnation.

The Egyptian Book of the Dead and the Tibetan Book of the Dead both speak of three gates which the soul may pass through after the death of the physical body. There is a gate for the Organic Gnostic, a gate for the Rational Atheist and one for the Social Enforcer! There is also a fourth in which the personality may not survive but the heart and the love in the heart may continue on into other life times.

The highest gate is that of the Organic Gnostic or true mystic that is able to experience the mystical state of Unity, of being one with all that is. This is the Hydrogen level of Abstract Spiritual energies. This is the highest level to which humans can attain while in physical bodies.

The second gate is that of the Rational Atheists or of the Human Collective. This group of souls gathers around a spiritual teacher or Messiah who creates a religion into which these souls can belong. Without that teacher or Messiah these souls would not be able to hold themselves together. They find meaning in belonging to the same collective. This is the Helium level of Concrete Spiritual energies and archetypal realities.

The third and lowest gate of the three is that of the Social Enforcers and it is not the human personality that survives the death of the physical body, but what is called the reincarnating ego or Higher Self. This involves the Abstract Mental energies and the creative and philosophical energies. This is what is probably most common in the human population.

But there is a fourth gate of the pure heart and of the heart that is filled with love which allows love to find itself over and over again. This is the level of the Concrete Mental energies and that of my pet Luci who died a year ago last spring. Love will be drawn to loved ones lifetime after lifetime. The heart knows.

But there is a point to this post. If the above is true and I believe it is true, then it is of vital importance that individual awareness be able to energetically hold itself together upon the death of the physical body! Those that identify exclusively with the physical body will be at a great disadvantage upon the death of their physical body! Their sense of self or personal ego will not have enough strength to energetically hold itself together!

Not only is the need for a strong sense of self and a strong ego required for mental and emotional health, but it is also required for the transition of awareness into an energy body upon the death of the physical body!

Those who actively seek the wiping out and destruction of the ego and sense of self are committing crimes against humanity of the deepest kind! It is a spiritual crime against the soul and those materialists who preach and advocate such beliefs must be called out for it! The materialists and atheists are wrong, and their belief causes deep harm and injury to the human race! It is time to come out and say, “This is wrong! The soul does exist!”

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Haunted House, House, Haunted, Halloween, Dead, Death

In the last two posts I’ve talked about things that I actually experienced while wide awake. The unseen is far more than that though and I will share some more things that I have experienced that happened while I was sleeping and this includes visions and lucid dreams as well as encounters with non-physical entities of various types.

As I became more sensitive to my dreaming and tried to remember them something truly magickal happened. A point was reached when I would dream about anything that was a critical event in my life before it happened. I will give an example. One night while I was working as an over the road truck driver I dreamed of a car suddenly swerving right in front of me and in my dream I violently turned the wheel of my car hauler rig (I could haul ten cars at one time on it) toward the ditch and narrowly avoided an accident. The next day I was driving the interstate around Chicago when a car sharply turned in front of me as in my dream. It sharply took the exit and was gone. I was still shaken by that experience when another car abruptly swerved in front of me and then hit its brakes! I was forced to violently turn my truck onto the shoulder of the highway to avoid running the vehicle over and nearly tipped my semi tractor over!

This is what I think happened. I was driving in the slow lane of the main interstate highway around Chicago. I was just about to pass an exit that the first car needed to take. In panic the first car swerved in front of me and took the exit. But there must have been a second car that was following the first car for directions. Because that second car not only swerved into the lane directly in front of me, but then stopped abruptly as if wondering where the first car had gone! It was the second car that I had to violently turn the wheel to the right for because that was the car that forced me off the road to avoid a collision!

Years later I would even dream about and critical good things before they happened to me. This is no longer speculation or open for debate. It is simply how I live!

There were other kinds of dreams as well. Sometimes I would encounter entities that were very real and not my imagination. There are several ways that I knew they were real. One was in dream encounters where I would certainly experience a flash of fear at encountering them suddenly. That flash of fear did not mean there was any danger. What it meant was an encounter with energy that was alien to my own. It was not me! Other indicators of dream encounters included symbolism that was not my own. For example, if I ever dream of someone using a cell phone or calling me on a cell phone I know that it is not my dream energy because cell phones are not and never have been anything I ever dream about. I barely know how to use one!

I could fill a book about dreams and dream encounters but finish by saying that I have experienced thousands of dream encounters with people or entities that are or were extremely powerful on the lower planes. Some of them were neutral to me and just showed up, while others stared me in the face taking a good hard look along with a clash of wills before leaving. Not all of those were human! With a few notable exceptions the truly powerful ones avoided open conflict with me. I will share the stories of two that ended in open conflict.

Shortly after I had crossed the Great Abyss back in 1991 I had regained my connection to the earth and was struggling through the healing process before my soulmate cycles actually began. I had an incredibly vivid dream of Aleister Crowley motioning that I was to open and read a large book that was lying on a marble pedestal. I remember grabbing the large book covers with both hands and opening it up. My hands were stuck to the pages. Crowley began to cackle and said that if I ever broke my connection with the book or let go of it I would die. I screamed “No!” And slammed the book shut. Immediately I felt that my astral cord that connected me to my physical body had caught on fire and was being destroyed from the ground up. In panic I kept rising on the planes until my awareness was once more above the Great Abyss where I sought safety and shelter in a little bubble of light that surrounded me. My astral cord had been severed and that is what brought about the beginning of my soulmate cycles because each soulmate offered to ground me back to the earth with the energy that they shared. This also led to my open energetic conflict with the OTO and the Holy Kabbalah which has long since been taken care of. The Holy Kabbalah no longer functions as it once did.

The second vivid dream of violent and serious conflict began as a vision of several police cars with flashing lights driving down a dusty country road to some kind of compound. Then the dream shifted and I was in a room and a man was attacking me with a knife. We were both naked. This period of my life had been filled with dreams of magickal conflict, often two or three a night. But this was different. I felt like I was fighting for my life and when my knife finally plunged into the chest of my opponent he didn’t disappear like my opponents normally did. He sagged against the wall and then to the floor with my knife still in him and blood running down his chest. It was like a nightmare and I woke up in terror. The next day after I had been awake for some time I heard on the news that the police had seized the Branch Dravidian Compound in Texas and that its leader David Karesh had committed suicide! For some reason I still feel and believe that it was David Karesh that I was fighting that night. This magickal stuff was no longer simple fun!

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Couple, Romantic, Galaxy, Stars, Universe, Love

This is a post that I have avoided writing for a long time. One of the reasons is that the entire subject is bitter-sweet and difficult to write about. But we are at an evolutionary stage where these things need to be openly known and talked about. What I am about to share comes from painful personal experience that is backed up by others.

The closest you, I or anyone can come to becoming one with God, Goddess or Divinity is to join with our Divine Counterpart in any way at all. Our Divine Counterpart is everything that we are not and at the same time everything that we long for. Any truly mystical, spiritual experience and powerful experience is powered by the powerful attraction that pulls Divine Counterparts toward each other.

A Divine Counterpart relationship is defined by the extraordinary power it generates between the two Divine Counterparts. There is simply nothing like it! Once two Divine Counterparts find each other the energy they share will rapidly increase to the point where an exact duplicate of each permanently lives in the other’s heart like a massive yin-yang symbol and then in a process of cell division what has become one will divide to once more become two with the seed of each within it. The relationship will go chaotic and make a quantum leap to a higher type of Divine Counterpart relationship. Our physical bodies are too limited to contain these unlimited relationships! We are so much more than physical bodies. In biblical terms a new heaven and a new earth will be created.

The world we live in, the world we find ourselves in, is literally the body of our Divine Counterpart. A single human body can never contain the soul of our Divine Counterpart. We have slowly and gradually evolved through all the plant and animal kingdoms and so has our Divine Counterpart. Thus we each have created our own separate worlds out of our own experience. Each merging with our Divine Counterpart happens at the end of a Great Cycle and the process of Uniting and then the cell division creates new worlds for each of us. As we explore these new worlds we are exploring aspects of our Divine Counterpart that we never experienced before. At the same time we carry a copy of our Divine Counterpart within our hearts. We call this the Christ Spirit even though it is really our Divine Counterpart who never leaves us.

We are drawn to Soulmates because our Divine Counterpart sends them to us as intermediaries. The Divine Counterpart relationship is essentially that of matter/anti-matter and so volatile that the true union of Divine Counterparts on every level would result in the end of everything, would result in everything being reduced to the photon state. There would be no existence. Soulmates are the way our Divine Counterparts can gradually share in our life experience through intermediaries.

Soulmates are souls that are on the same frequencies and we all have several potential soulmates to help us get through life and to help us develop our souls and empower them. The portal meditations that I have given link members of the Order at the energetic chakra levels and make them soulmates of each other. That is why we help each other out in those meditations. Each member of the Order is a soulmate and part of a soul group.

The ancient story of the fallen angels is a distortion of the Divine Counterpart mythos. There must always be a “fall” and there must always be a “return”. One angel will choose Gaia and all life upon her as sacred and become the guardian of all life. The other angel will choose to make the human race more godlike and give birth to a new race of humans. This superior race of humans will be created through bloodlines and selective breeding. Sound familiar?

So Divine Counterparts always eventually find themselves on opposite sides working for opposite goals which they both strongly believe in. But they always long for those rare moments at the end of Great Cycles when they can be together at last, those times when they are on the same side! Especially because they know it can never last! But they will always carry each other in their hearts and will always recognize each other when they meet.

So there are and always will be two sides in apparent eternal conflict. Soulmates act as bridges between these two forces. Soulmate cycles create permanently activated astral bodies by giving “birth” to them and giving “birth” to new timelines. Then having done their work, they tend to move on in different directions. In this manner we are all “teachers” of each other. Love relationships help each of us to develop our souls as we share and support one another. No one will walk the same path as another, but we will all share parts of our path with others at some point. We welcome each other into our lives and release them when the time is up. . .

Anything else is pure vampirism. . .

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