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He finds joy and peace in daydreaming about her. He lets his imagination run wild as he explores fantasy after fantasy. His daydreams about her become more real than she is. It is what she spiritually represents that he is in love with. He doesn’t really know who she is yet. He tries to draw his goddess down into her physical body with his imagination. When they have sex he is making love to the goddess and not to her.

She feels apprehension and sadness at her sudden exposure to the intensity of his emotions. He is now generating tangible psychic force and she needs to accept it and somehow transform it. This force at first seems hostile and threatening. It stirs her emotions wildly. This is her first eye-opening exposure to the tantric forces that can be generated this way.

It is both terrifying and exciting at the same time. How can he have so much energy? It is too much for her to handle so she tries to channel his energy upward to the goddess. Sex is not what she thought it would be and she instinctively feels that something is not right about the way he feels about her. He doesn’t really know her.

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The rational atheist, social enforcer and organic Gnostic all have very different views about sexuality and sex. Only the survivalist doesn’t really have a view and is just driven by organic needs and instinctive impulses which they don’t understand and are hardly aware of.

The rational atheist does not believe in the soul or nonphysical planes of existence. The only believe in physical reality which in this case means physical sex and physical sensuality. This highly objective viewpoint honors family but it also recognizes sex and sexuality as pleasures to be enjoyed in this one and only physical lifetime. This for fun only viewpoint cheapens sex and sexuality to the point where it becomes a commodity to be traded and sold. Ultimately this viewpoint is degrading and leads to loss of self-esteem in both men and women. There is no recognition of the sacred in the sharing of souls that happens in the true exploration of sex and sexuality between loving partners.

The social enforcer has a moralized and religious view of sex and sexuality that is so full of contradictions and guilt that it makes true romantic love all but impossible. Sex is for purposes of procreation only. This subconscious guilt about sex and sexuality is so pervasive that it often comes out in twisted and perverted ways. This guilt and anxiety destroy self-esteem and encourages unfair or criminal activities where innocent people become victims of sexual crimes. The social enforcer does not openly recognize and integrate their own sexuality and their own physical needs for sex. They believe that sex and sexuality is the doorway to hell and damnation. They do not recognise this physical existence or the needs of their physical bodies.

It is only the organic Gnostic that recognizes the sacredness of sex and sexuality in its Tantric role as the creator and developer of the soul itself! The organic Gnostic recognizes that sex and sexuality is not only physical, but emotional, mental and spiritual and that the exchange of these energies in a love relationship cause each soul to develop and blossom in power and strength. It creates healthy self-esteem for both partners and long-lasting pleasure in life. The organic Gnostic recognizes sex and sexuality as one of the most beautiful things that life on earth has to give! The creation and development of the immortal soul!

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There comes a point in any relationship when she has to decide what she is going to do. She is riding an emotional wave which she has no control over at all. Manipulation and control games are things of the past. She is at the crisis point of no return. She has to give herself away!

She becomes uninhibited and careless of ideals. She experiences pure desire, emotion, and gets caught up in the intensity of the present moment. But she remains bound by her karmic chains. Instead of acting responsibly and confronting the consequences of her actions, she may refuse and do anything to escape reality including drug and alcohol abuse. She is desperate to escape the dull monotony and stress of the present moment regardless of consequences. She needs excitement! She is blinded by her own ego. This is when the most harmful karma is generated.

There is no escape from the consequences of her actions and there comes a time when she needs to give in and accept the consequences that are coming to her. In owning her own responsibility for what is happening an important shift of awareness takes place. She grows up! She believes that she alone is real, she is a manifestation of the goddess. She experiences the physical realms in their entirety and has an elemental and emotional awareness of things. This is her peak in life. She is forced to confront the karmic chains of her body and becomes a slave to it. She is sucked into the karma she has created and then works to become free. This is an important period of service. She learns to reach out to others by forgetting about herself as she works out her karma. She becomes a mother.

She forsakes the material world and tries to plunge into spiritual salvation by living for others. To her horror the spiritual planes are forbidden to her. She becomes dependent upon others to lift her up spiritually. She struggles to escape her karmic bonds. Physical sensuality now takes the form of intense sorrow and physical agony as she suffers under her burden. Life is seen as a great sorrow that brings only death. The intense disharmony is not tollerable and she fears for her sanity. She becomes depressed.

In one way this may be seen as the burdens and demands of motherhood and child nurturing. There is a balance of both good and bad things happening and she is changed forever.

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I’m still learning about relationships and romantic love and I know that I will still be learning more for the rest of my life! It’s a complex subject and I’ve had some pretty hard lessons. But the more I learn, the more I think that we all struggle with this. The more I learn, the more valuable love relationships become.

The sharing of two souls is the most intimate and beautiful thing that a person can experience in this lifetime. This sharing can exist on all levels of the soul as well as the physical. The power that is generated when two people are in love with each other is immense! It is the power that creates the soul and makes it complete!

It takes two people to create a love relationship. Both persons must value it and desire it above all other things or it will be destroyed. Life is about constant change and we are either growing closer together or growing farther apart. There is no staying the same. Romantic love is about life and growing together.

I’ve also learned that sometimes we are drawn to others for specific reasons and when those reasons have been achieved the relationship seems to fall apart. When the spark is gone we have shared all that we are capable of sharing. But there is another spark that does not die and we get to choose how we want to spend the rest of our lives, together or apart.

While it’s true that we are each connected at some level to everyone else, there are certain people that we are more attracted to than others. The degree of this attraction depends upon the intensity and the type of energy that we share. Soul mates share specific chakra energies. Divine counterparts share the full spectrum of soul energies. We are drawn to those people that we are ready for. I’ve encountered each of these on my journey and its not over yet!

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While carving out our individual destinies it might be wise to reflect upon our present circumstances. We are where we are right now because of our past actions and beliefs.

In many cases we have trapped ourselves in circumstances due to past actions and there is no way out except through the experience itself. There might not be a “magical” cure for our situation.

The universe has its own momentum and seeks to keep things the way it is. It tries to keep us right where we are, at least until the next critical point in time or crisis point when it is forced to change. Combine that with our own self-defeating behaviors and it is a wonder that we can carve anything at all.

There are several ways of working around these restrictions. The first is to develop our personal power through extreme effort on a daily basis and injecting that energy into the astral during the evening as we sleep. This is done by intense living. We will notice more vivid and empowering dreams. If we are not having at least three vivid and empowering dreams a week, we are not putting out enough energy to make any difference. If our dreams are frightening or indicate loss of power we are in even greater trouble.

This acts upon the principle that we can’t change without the help of external forces. If we could, we wouldn’t be where we are. We use the pressure of external forces to crack open the walls that imprisons us.

The ancient Egyptians would cut a shallow groove in limestone and pound a dry rope into the groove. Then they would add water and force the rope to expand and split the rock. We are the rope and the intense energy we create is the water that expands until the environment around us cracks.

The grand illusion is that we can change through our own efforts without the use of external supports or forces. It doesn’t work that way. We have the choice of picking the train we stand in front of, but it is the train that does the damage or makes the change, not us.

The astral layers expand and compress with the daily solar and lunar cycles. By injecting energy forcibly into the astral during the day our astral self inflates and takes up more astral space. As astral layers compress at night they work like a giant nutcracker break open areas in our lives by finding the weakest links.

The point is that if we are not getting results quickly enough, we are not generating enough energy or we are in the wrong program. We monitor results through our dream activity or the development of some special skill. Our personal development should be progressing at a pace we are satisfied with. We should be excited about the weekly gains and successes that we are experiencing. This is experiential and not theoretical. This is a branch of Tantrism.

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He begins to trust his intuition above all other things. She is his goddess and he is in love. There is no one else for him or ever will be. She is his goddess. He is content to bask in her radiance, to just be close to her. He never felt that he would find someone that was so right for him. It’s like a fairytale dream come true. He wants to share his soul with her. Her energy makes his entire body shiver. He is sexually attracted to her.

This new awareness of her body is strange and she feels timid, shy, and uncertain. She feels weak and powerless compared to him. The very force of the emotions he is generating threaten to overwhelm her.

Instead of helping her to reach spiritual heights the force of his emotions is plunging her down the steep incline into sensual materialism. Recklessly and joyously she forsakes all spiritual values and lets it take her where it will. This is also part of being a goddess. She is sexually attracted to him.

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The entire world spreads out before her in all its richness and splendor. She can carve out of it whatever she wants. For the first time in her life she feels like she can reach out and make a life for herself, an Empire or a family.

She is ready to act and knows just what to do. She can use people however she wants to achieve her desires. It is her dream, her Empire, her family that is important now. Her focus is absolute and her discipline is tremendous. She can accomplish great things. There is no mental hesitation or uncertainty. With clarity she can see exactly what needs to be done to manifest the things she desires. She is both a master and creator.

Her body can create life. She is surrounded with life and vitality. Everything seems familiar and safe. The world is an ecstasy of joy, color, sound and beautiful forms. Everything is sacred. There is nothing to think about or understand. It is all here right now in the present moment. Life is self evident.

She is a goddess – a force of nature – unstoppable. She understands the need for excitement, thrills, and vitality of life. She also understands the need for ruthlessness and violence at times to protect herself and those she loves.

When harmony becomes too dull and monotonous she livens things up. She brings inspiration to others. She takes what she needs and others allow her to have it. She controls people like puppets. She grows intoxicated with power and is on fire with passion for more and more. She has control over the men in her life and is able to direct them and use them to achieve her own goals. They are willing to give her what she needs and she is willing to accept. She lives entirely in the present moment.

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The human body is made to be sensual and to be sexual. The sensual and sexual energies will find their own way and choose suitable partners with or without a physical sexual relationship. This is not a game. Fools and cowards are warned not to play with these energies. To play with these energies and not take them seriously is to get hurt.

Those that believe and commit to this path are true brothers and sisters who will become gods and goddesses. Fight each other but respect each other. There is a place in this universe for everyone.

There is no law or nothing else to do other than generate sensual and sexual energies. The process is mechanical depending only upon the accumulation of these energies over long periods of time. You can greatly speed up this process or have it take lifetimes.

Do this and you will become a god or goddess! After going through the tribulation you will rejoice! The fool does not understand this simple message.

This path is the most precious and beautiful of all paths. It is also the most sacred path! Success is as inevitable as the accumulation of water until it finally reaches the ocean or sea.

This is the way of the warrior. I cannot speak for my true mate. She has the half that I do not know. With this message the time of the warrior is at hand! My true mate allows this message and does not stop me. We each have our secret splendor and will one day become gods or goddesses.

This message is written and concealed. People will still get it wrong thinking it is much different than what it really is.

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The reward of becoming a god or goddess is magical. Understand this! This manuscript is not perfect! This path is not perfect! No one path can be perfect for all people. There is always half of it that is not known and that half belongs to your true mate! This is merely a guide. Each must follow their own true path.

Understand that I am a warrior and this is the path of a warrior! If you seek the path of the slave you will not find it here! You must have a safe place for your awareness to go when it is in danger and attacked magically. You will find safety within the spiritual light. Develop and strengthen your soul and its powers through the generation of sensual and sexual energy. As you begin the process of reversing the sensual and sexual energies within the body you will attract negative energy to you. The dark is attracted to the light. This is not easy. This is war!

The generation of sensual and sexual energy is a weapon more powerful than any other weapon in the astral planes. Nothing can stand in the way of this energy as it accumulates within you. As it meets other energy it will strengthen through the contact or both energies will be destroyed. If both energies are destroyed yours can be renewed the next time you generate this energy. In this manner you can wear down all opposing energy, first by destroying it and then by generating it faster than the opposition has the ability to do.

There will be astral battles. The proof is that you shall win them! You will become stronger! This is the work of the Magus, to fight the wrong minded masses to a standstill until they allow you to exist in peace. You do not need to attack. They will attack you because you represent a danger to their way of living as slaves. You do need to win! Even to the last breath of your life.

Nothing matters except this battle. You will lose everything but your true self. Do not hold onto material possessions or material relationships if they compromise you in any way at all.

This is the battle of the Magus. This will not happen at first. You will be led to that hour as you develop the seven sheaths or astral bodies created through your soul connection and sacred marriages with your seven soulmate brides.

This ordeal is very severe and will tear your soul but do not despair! Don’t be too eager because what you win is not what you think it is. At the same time don’t fear this ordeal because it will allow you to find and love yourself.

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