This meditation might be too difficult for some and they should continue with the portal meditations. But this is what I need to be working on which is the next stage of personal development. It is about opening up each chakra one by one and forming a sphere of energy around the entire body with that energy while shifting the awareness point to that chakra. It ends with all chakras fully open and surrounding the body from head to foot in a giant sphere of energy that is meant to be eventually become permanent. The end of the meditation is open so that you can do whatever you want while this state of awareness remains.
This is a meditation that I wanted to do for myself and it is not very polished or refined. As I work with it I may decide to create another version at some point. I am attempting a permanent shift of awareness to where the full activation of these chakras feels natural and becomes the new normal.
This is a pod cast so you will need to click on the link to access it.
This will take several posts and I am working at getting more research done as we speak, but I felt there at least needed to be a beginning! The mind games that are going on with those materialists that deny the soul and its powers needs to be challenged and I am hopeful that I can provide some understanding and defense against this unholy onslaught that twists the minds of even our brightest and most intelligent.
So I will try to give simple examples of things that are conveniently ignored by these materialists. Things that challenge the very foundations of what they claim to be true. At the same time I will not be drawn into making these posts head trips if I can help it.
First I will mention that we think we are our physical bodies, but closer examination shows that it is difficult to determine this “physical body”. Each day we take in food and excrete waste, but portions of that food become our “physical body” and our cells are replaced by new cells and discarded as waste. It is more accurate to say that we are the “energy field” that shapes and holds our physical body together even as new cells are created and old cells are destroyed. But even that is not quite right. Our essence or soul might be considered a “verb” and not a “noun”.
Consider the computer. What makes a computer interactive? Is it the physical components? The program it runs? The electricity that is turned on or off? Or is it the interaction of the user with that program? We humans are bio-computers and the same situation may be said to apply to us as well. It is pretty well known that awareness flows from association to association in a manner similar to computer programs and we are just as trapped within our own beliefs or programming as any computer is trapped within its programming. That doesn’t mean that we have no souls.
Consider the evolutionary science of Darwin and Richard Dawkins. Richard Dawkins is infamous for his defense of evolution and his atheism. But I am in the process of reading his book “The Greatest Show on Earth” and find it fascinating and true. In no way does it deny the truth or evidence of the soul and its evolution, but rather it enhances and helps to prove it! The missing piece of the puzzle is the multi-dimensional aspect. The soul evolves along with the physical body! The soul and the physical body are so interrelated and entwined that it is impossible to separate them.
The thing is that multi-dimensional reality is difficult if not impossible to express in our 3 dimensional understanding of reality. It can only be symbolically represented. The information on the horn torus shape that I’ve posted earlier is an example of this multi-dimensional aspect of reality. Science has also attempted this by explaining how a photon at times acts like a wave and at other times acts like a particle. This is also how human awareness sometimes expands outward to include our entire world and at other times seems encased within our physical bodies. Where is awareness located? Where ever we focus it! Sometimes if we are lost within a book or watching a movie we are not even aware of our physical bodies or the passage of time!
Speaking of time, Einstein and others have scientifically proven that time is not strictly linear. Dewey Larson’s “Reciprocal Systems Theory” suggests that there are three dimensions of time just as there are three dimensions of space and each creates a separate universe of Space/time and time/space which are reciprocals of each other and locked together like a resonant circuit with an infinite “tank current” flowing between them. I could use other theories about time, but this is the one I am most familiar with. The 3 dimensional universe of time/space is suspiciously like what occultists call the astral planes. Within it events gravitate towards each other much like physical objects gravitate towards each other in the space/time universe.
The “Reciprocal Systems Theory” suggests that the entire six dimensional universe (of both space/time and time/space) is created of nothing but vibratory motion which then manifests as the photon/electricity as it moves outward or inward in its scalar motion. This photon gradually evolves into physical atoms creating 118 possible physical elements. Ancient tradition considers that each soul began as a Divine Spark which gradually evolved through all forms of life before ours became human. The idea of evolution does not contradict the existence of the soul or its constant evolution. On the contrary it supports it!
But what drives this multi-dimensional evolution? It is modern chaos theory that give us the answer to that. Our universe is a closed system in which new photons are constantly appearing and new matter is constantly being created. Each new photon that enters our universe displaces one of the older ones and forces it to become something else through a quantum leap. What was once a photon is forced to become an atom of hydrogen. That hydrogen atom as it ages is at some point forced to become an atom of helium and so on through all the physical elements. Our universe is an energy system that is driven by the constant input of new photons and this system will eventually reach a point where it becomes chaotic, breaks down, and reemerges like the phoenix as a completely new and orderly energetic system through a quantum leap. Birth, death and rebirth is the cycle. The soul follows this same cycle. The soul was once a photon with the simple awareness of a photon.
Matter and energy are interchangeable, but the soul is never lost and continues to evolve through cycle after cycle, one quantum leap after another. One lifetime after another! We will always require some type of physical bodies upon our evolutionary journey and that is why life is so sacred!
But what about psychology and the soul? The late Julian Jaynes gives us the key in his stunning work, “The Evolution of consciousness in the Breakdown of the Bicameral Mind”. It was only after the invention of reading and writing that the “soul” was discovered some 4,000 years ago. The act of reading and writing forced one to create replicas of the world and ourselves within our minds. It is this inner “observer self” of psychology that historically has been called the “soul”. And this “soul” is intimately tied together with our ego and concept of self.
It is a strong sense of self and a strong ego that holds our “soul” together in mental and emotional health. Why does society seek to destroy the sense of self and ego altogether? What can be gained? If individual awareness and the soul is what we “identify our self as” shouldn’t we identify ourselves as conscious energy beings, rather than physical bodies that die and decay? If awareness after the death of the physical body is possible as many believe, it can only come about through the identification of our “immortal” awareness. It cannot come about through identifying with that which perishes.
In summary, the multi-dimensional and evolutionary aspects of life and the soul are supported by several branches of valid scientific inquiry. In part 2 we will look at how this is being twisted by the paradoxical manipulations of “logic and reason” to brainwash human society.
Some very significant things clicked into place just before the new moon. Since the new moon I’ve been compulsion free and that is significant. There are many metaphors that we can use such as:
We bought our ticket and have now boarded the train, ship or flight to our destination; the water has broken and the labor has now begun. We are now in the birth canal as we prepare to be reborn into a new world. In any case things are now in motion and it is time to turn our attention to other things as what is in motion carries us along to our final destination. There is nothing that we can do now to help or hinder the journey we are on. The best thing to do is try to enjoy it!
So I suggest some light-hearted pleasures such as reading, gaming or creative art work. I’m looking forward to catching up on some long put aside digital art tutorials and checking them out. I’ve also been doing some heavy reading of old favorites. What ever we decide to do, it won’t last. It is just something to take our minds off what is really going on and sometimes that is perfectly ok!
In terms of Gaia’s ascension process our space brothers and sisters are or have crossed the Great Abyss into their beloved 5th density. From a magickal perspective that is the grade of Magister Templi and one I reached back in 1991. So I can talk about it from personal experience. It is the time of my life when I had a great spiritual experience of merging with Source. But in my real, physical life everything went to hell in a hand basket! My wife left and took the kids with her to another state, I had to declare bankruptcy and I lost my job! Another meaning of the grade of Magister Templi is that of the Master of Sorrow!
But it is a strange thing. Even though everything is going wrong there is an invulnerability and strength of soul. Things are not happening to you, but around you as you lose your earth connection and step back releasing the whirlwind. You realize that these worldly things cannot hurt you, they cannot touch you any more. And you drift like a piece of wood upon the ocean. So that is what is now happening to our space brothers and sisters as they are reborn above the great abyss.
In like manner those of us who are Organic Gnostics are crossing the lower abyss into the etheric realms and finding our own sense of truth and empowerment. For us true magick is awakening in every sense of the word! But it is full spectrum magick and is perfectly balanced. It is the magick of organic vital life force energy and is being birthed at the spring equinox just a week away! So if you are one of those seeking a quiet spot among the trees or in the garden it is because this link with mother earth is the most important thing in our lives right now. And just like the others, our ticket has been punched and things are in motion. The only thing we can do now is try to enjoy the ride! Perhaps we can shake our heads and become a bit more clear about which train we are really on because there continues to be mixed messages out there…
In both cases the toxins and the negativity have been expelled from each reality. The powers that were have no place to exist anymore and the only thing they can look forward to is increased self destructive activity as they implode and cease to exist in either world. Let me be clear, the lower levels have been purged. Gaia is free and so are the myriad life forms she supports and loves. The outpouring of life energy this spring is going to be off the charts! The chains are going to burst and it is about time! Life wins! Love wins!
This meditation is quite advanced and might be difficult for those who have not done any other portal meditations. It works to anchor the etheric body and soul to the center of Gaia as a source of energy and strength. It also works to connect members of the Order to each other in a sacred grove.
I’ve noticed something quite interesting just in the last few weeks as I’ve been becoming more Druid oriented in my interests. My meditations are exploratory and for myself, although I offer them freely to others that may find them interesting as well. In particular I work with portal meditations which actively work with magickal energies to help develop the soul and its powers as well as directly helping Gaia.
When I first started these portal meditations I did them as if I was in a circle with others. I then had several opportunities to do these meditations alone, on zoom and in person with other people. In all cases I noticed that there seemed to be entities present in the circle with me even when I was physically alone in the room I was meditating in. They were joining in from the etheric realm.
I attempted portal meditations intended to establish contact with our space brothers and sisters, both the Galactic Federation and the Orion Group and both meditations failed due to various reasons. So where were these enitites coming from? The ones that were joining in the portal meditations? They were not space brothers and sisters.
I’ve mentioned that my personal spiritual path involved the Rosicrucians and the Great White Brotherhood or the spiritual guardians of Gaia. I’ve always been able to see those ascended masters who gather together beyond the Great Abyss because I have also crossed that great abyss and have a presence there as well. But these ascended masters were all of Gaia and in the upper spiritual regions of the astral. My path is working down below with the magickal etheric energies. As a general rule they did not participate in the lower levels. But the Druids did! The Druids were able to function both above the Great Abyss and down below in the lowest etheric levels. So I started orienting my portal meditations more toward the Druids and those who had a presence in the spiritual brotherhood/sisterhood above the Great Abyss and also down below in the lowest etheric planes.
I tried to strengthen and encourage communication with these powerful spiritual souls who were attending the portal meditations and this morning instead of a simple small circle, there was a large ring or circle of over a hundred souls standing in a clearing or sacred grove and doing the portal work with me! This work is very vital and important and it establishes contacts that are very helpful and powerful.
What this proves to me is that we are not really alone and that we can reach out to others for this soul contact even if we don’t know them in physical life. The etheric body is just as real and powerful as the physical body with both having 32 sensory points and the etheric is beneath the physical. The etheric is the body that both contains and creates the physical body. It is the etheric level that is the dominant energy for the next two thousand years and we don’t need to physically be in the same room to meet and communicate with each other! This is becoming more and more apparent to me as these contacts intensify and become more vivid and powerful. The portal work is also drawing more like minded souls to participate in the portal meditations. It is pretty exciting to me and I wonder how things will continue to unfold!
This is my first Druid Sacred Grove meditation designed to gather the members of the Order and connect us to each other and to Gaia, the mineral kingdom, the plant kingdom and the animal kingdom.
The energies of the new year continue to pour in strongly and it seems I have an almost obsessive compulsion for purging and channeling more energy into Gaia. I do two portal meditations a day and then other research and energy work! When I try to sit down to something productive like translating, my focus is simply not there for some reason and I know better than to force it. So I’m going nuts on the etheric energy thing.
What this tells me is that something is up. There is too much energy involved, both in my life and globally within society. I combine that with the super charged etheric “initiation” from Gaia before Imbolc and I’m definitely riding a wave of energy and making maximum use of it while it is here. The equinox is on the 20th and the full moon on the 28th, which creates an orb where those two powerful cycles conjoin. The trigger is the equinox and whatever it triggers will last through the end of the month and its going to be big! Its going to be organic! Its going to be magickal!
Metaphorically the seeds that we have planted are sprouting, but still underground beneath the surface. And this year that vital life force is off the charts! The seed that was planted in the ground at the beginning of the earth cycle was germinated or vitalized at the winter solstice and at Imbolc began the water cycle of sprouting. After it pokes out of the soil it begins the leafing cycle of spring.
So things are still hidden beneath the soil, but have tremendous vitality this year. Much more so than years past. Something has happened with the psyche of the human race and it is filled with vital life force and about to burst forth into the open. We will get our first glimpse in just a few short weeks.
One of those things is my new/old blog OAK Inner Circle. I encourage those interested in my work to check it out and subscribe because I am teaching a course of study on Organic Gnosticism and New Druidry. This first cycle will last for an entire year and is the Bardic level. I’m putting everything that I have into it and am not advertising it other than a few mentions here. It is strictly for those who are drawn to what I have to offer. I will not duplicate posts and will continue this blog as well with more general material that might be of interest as always.
I was also excited to find the video “The Big Hiss” which I posted in my last post. That video shows how our awareness can both extend outward to encompass the universe and be tightly focused within our core and heart center at the same time. It complements the “Reciprocal Systems Theory” of Dewey Larson showing how three dimensions of space/time and three dimensions of time/space can interact as one unity field. We can get a glimpse of how the astral and physical interact seamlessly together in infinite motion.
The New Energy Dynamics and the new egregore or master pattern are based upon the Reciprocal Systems Theory of Dewey Larson and modern Chaos Theory as I’ve mentioned before. But here is an exciting addendum that looks like it fits perfectly into that pattern. Consider all that exists to have this horn torus shape, all things from the shape of the universe to the milky way galaxy, to Gaia, to our human bodies and to every single atom!
OAK Inner Circle is the name of my new/old repurposed blog dealing specifically with Druid oriented posts. I encourage people to link to that blog and subscribe if they are interested in following this new series.
To be truthful, I didn’t know what to do, rename my old blog or start totally new. Instead, I’m posting this for now. My intent is true to what I now plan for it, a type of modernized Druidry. But this is going to be different than any of the other blogs out there about Druids and pagans. This is going to be about the development of the soul and its powers within the original spirit of Druidry while incorporating the most advanced and modern techniques and concepts currently available. This is about the creation of a modern magickal Order and what I call Organic Gnosticism and the wisdom of life itself. This is about the creation of a magickal Order suitable for the new age of Gaia that has only now just begun and a group of people I have at times called the New Elves. I’ve simply called this group OAK or The Order and my life’s purpose has long centered around the creation of this group and its teachings. But I’ve never know how to proceed and this time I feel that it is time to proceed with these teachings and share what I have learned through a long life of study and personal experience.
We are now living in a time of social division where individual souls are being polarized with some being drawn to Gaia and all living things, drawn toward the sacredness of all life; or they are being drawn to live in their heads, chasing fantasy and delusion at the risk of losing all contact with objective reality. And it is at this time that the ancient teachings are once more being revealed in new ways. The ancient teachers have returned to lead the way for those who are drawn to them. It is time for society to choose between spirituality and love of life or fear and the cult of death. I can only speak for myself and I chose life!
In this first post I will share a bit about myself and my spiritual path as it has unfolded over the years. I share this for two reasons. The first is to demonstrate that I do try to speak from personal experience and personal understanding, saying things in my own way and not trying to copy or mimic some other path or tradition. The things that I want to share are for the most part much more simple and effective than anything other traditions offer in terms of the development of the soul and its powers.
The second point is to share that I have trained in various traditions and mystery schools and know my way around most of them. To this I will begin by sharing that I joined the Rosicrucian Order AMORC back in 1976 at the age of nineteen and studied their weekly monographs for over twenty two years, completing their degree studies and becoming an elder in that specific tradition. I remain a member in good standing of that Order as well as an off shoot of that called “The Traditional Martinist Order”. These two orders are however, mystical in nature, and oriented toward connection with the Cosmic Consciousness and not toward connection with Gaia and all living things. The first twenty five years of my life was devoted toward the spiritual pursuit of Cosmic Consciousness and mystical experiences. In 1991 I permanently crossed the Great Abyss in awareness and experienced the bliss of merging with the spiritual light of Source. This had a profound effect on me and the polarity of my soul shifted back downward to reconnect with Gaia and bring that light of Source back down to Gaia with me. So I completed the mystical path but the magickal path awaited me. Traditionally the soul needs to travel both paths before it can be complete.
This downward path was a twisting one that led through various occult and magical studies including being initiated into the 3rd degree of the OTO, The York Rite of Freemasonry including the Templars. But of everything above listed those were only paths which I had undergone physical initiations. My research and study went far beyond those to include:
The Scottish Rite of Freemasonry
The Rite of Memphis and Mizraim
The Golden Dawn
The Aurum Solis
Gardnerian Wicca and Wicca in general
Dianetics and Scientology (of which I have the complete library of books.)
Sir Francis Bacon Research Trust
Neuro Linguistic Programing or NLP
Neotech (an offshoot of Ayn Rand objectivism)
The Healing Tau (books by Mantak Chia)
Tantra and Sexual Alchemy
The Works of Julius Evola
And I could round these influences off with a BS in psychology and membership in MENSA.
All I’m trying to do is demonstrate that the things I wish to share are the results of serious study and personal experience. At the beginning of this year (2021) I experienced the corresponding Gaia connection or etheric magickal connection that marked the culmination and completion of the magickal path and permanent transfer of awareness to my etheric body. After a lifetime of study and effort I had finally traveled both paths to their completion and that is when I found Druidism!
It is like spending my entire life traveling every possible path but the one that I really belonged to. Like Parcival doomed to travel all roads before he could find salvation, I had to travel all roads before my true path opened to me. A path for my heart and of my heart. The path of my most ancient ancestors. But this time I can travel this path with a modern understanding gained through hard work and personal experience. And that is what I can offer to those interested in this modern path of Druidry. A type of Druidry that is an octave above the old druidry, offering the full spectrum of mystery school teachings and empowerments that have marked the evolution of the mysteries through the ages. I’m not offering something old, but something entirely new and appropriate for today’s world. Something that is needed in today’s world!
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