Anarchistbanjo's World

This is going to be a long post and a difficult post to write. All I can do is share my personal experience and my belief that others have experienced something similar. It is in this similarity of experience that we can begin to understand what ascension is, both for us as individuals and collectively for Gaia and all life forms upon her.

It is generally accepted that humanity is ascending in waves and that the first wave has completely ascended and is opening the way for the second wave which is now preparing for its ascension. It was the task of the first wave to secure the complete spectrum of energies and anchor them to their new ascension frequencies so that Gaia herself could ascend and in turn become her own Source of Spiritual Light and Vital Life Force Energy. This has happened and because of Gaia’s new energetic stability at the etheric level the first wave of those ascending has been allowed to move on. . .

What follows is my own experience that acts to confirm this for me. Like many others this lifetime was not a lifetime of reward and pleasure but of hard work and spiritual focus.

At the age of 18 I was drawn to the Rosicrucian Order AMORC in 1976 through their mystical studies and became highly polarized as a soul striving to merge with the Spiritual Light of Source and the still small voice of the Christ Spirit that exists within each human heart and speaks through the still small voice of conscience. The next twenty some years were spent in daily prayer and meditation until I actually crossed the Great Abyss and merged with SOURCE in 1991. This was the crowning achievement of my life and resulted in a polarity shift of my soul in which I was now oriented with the all consuming desire and need to ground myself deep within Gaia’s core. I felt the need to anchor the Spiritual Light into Gaia’s core and so did many others like me.

Like so many other light workers in the new age community my task had become that of bringing the Spiritual Light Energy of SOURCE down through the astral planes and anchoring it in Gaia’s core. This was an astral battle to open new energy channels and involved a deep cleansing and healing process that involved a complete healing and integration of both the Higher Self and the Shadow. This striving to anchor the Spiritual Light of SOURCE in Gaia’s core has occupied my soul journey since 1991 and has allowed me to permanently activate one astral body after another from the top down. I’ve written extensively about this in other posts. The entire focus of my being was to ground myself and anchor myself to the Womb of Creation and Vital Life Force Energies at Gaia’s core. This has been not only myself but many others as well. The collective end result and goal was to energetically connect the Womb of Creation Life Force Energies of Gaia’s core to the Spiritual Light energies of SOURCE and that has been achieved! Gaia’s entire spectrum of energies is now phase-locked and resonant at the proper ascension energies. It is only portions of humanity that still resist these energetic changes and seek to remain at the old frequencies. Gaia has become energetically self-sustaining through her own connection to SOURCE and has completely ascended into her new frequencies.

Last spring about this time of year I crossed a different type of abyss that united me with the Womb of Creation energies at Gaia’s core and permanently activated my completely integrated soul body. This took all of my previously activated astral bodies and merged them all together into one complete soul body. The experience was so deep and profound that I can only compare it to my merging with SOURCE back in 1991. It was just as powerful if not even more powerful and also resulted in another polarity shift of my entire being which I was not aware of at first.

This was happening to many others as well and was reported very well by Lauren on her website www.thinkwithyourheart.love

So last spring Gaia’s inner core became self-sustaining and the first wave of ascending beings was allowed to move on. This past year has been that process of moving on for me and it has been about freeing myself from the drama that surrounds me within society.

A couple months ago I had a vision or dream of driving my old blue Chevy van which I had in 1991 when I left the Air Force and moved back to Minnesota. In the lucid dream/vision the road became uneven and finally collapsed. The van was being pulled into a giant sink hole of sand and after trying to pull back onto the road I realized that it was no use. The van was going to go over the edge and down where it would crash at the bottom of the sink hole. I realized that I had two choices, one was to stay with the van and survive the crash at the bottom, but I would be seriously wounded. The other was to jump to safety just when the van went over the edge, and that is what I decided to do. In jumping out of the van I only dropped a few feet before landing safely on solid ground. My father (who died two years ago) was there and asked my why I didn’t stay in the van and ride it all the way down to the bottom. I replied that it was better this way.

There is a reason why I shared this. It’s because of the lucid dream/vision that I had two days ago which only makes sense in the light of this previous vision. In this lucid dream/vision I was looking down into clear water like that in a swimming pool and way at the bottom was soil that had been freshly plowed and smoothed out. The water remained perfectly clear and there were “hunters” that were going down to the bottom and pulling up black weeds and bringing them up to the surface where they were taken away. I knew that I could go down into the water and do the same thing but I decided not to.

My decision not to go down into the water was the second time in my entire life that in a lucid dream or vision I refused to go down further even though I knew that I could. Ever since 1991 I had always tried to go as deeply down into Gaia’s core as I could. This not needing to go deeper was something totally new for me and indicated a totally new polarity shift. It represented my ascension!

The clearness of the water represented that the war in the astral and etheric planes was over and the freshly tilled black soil at the bottom represented that the final outcome of the war between the forces of light and dark was now finished at the etheric level and beginning to physically manifest.

Shifting to current global events and the Russia-Urkraine war I have been very interested in following what was happening. Two days ago I became so concerned that I did a tree of life Tarot reading about it. I haven’t done a Tarot reading for years because I don’t really need to anymore. I simply tap into what is going on and get the information I want. But in this case I thought that perhaps my own emotions and desires were distorting my ability to discern truth and decided to see what the cards had to say. As usual, they proved very accurate and told me what I should have remembered from the beginning.

Of the ten cards in the spread four of them were trump cards meaning that most of the reading and the Russian-Ukraine war was “fated” or “destined” by forces beyond human control. These trump cards were Temperance (possible physical future); The Lovers (possible action); The Tower (the heart of the matter); and The Chariot (the sum of all forces). Perhaps even more interesting was the Ace of Pentacles (possible communications) and minor cards at the top position and at the final conclusion position. These two cards were both cups. The Three of Cups (the question itself) and the Eight of Cups (the final outcome).

So the Tower card was the heart of the matter. The lightning bolt that shatters the tower is the incoming energy of God that destroys the vessel that has been made to contain it! When no other way is possible the Wrath of God destroys what is preventing it from manifesting! The lightning only hits when there is no other way and the voltage has become too high! The lightning will make its own way!

So this conflict was inevitable and beyond the ability of humans to prevent. The Temperance, Lovers and Chariot cards all share the importance of constraint and humanitarian concerns as things inevitably move forward to their final conclusions. The Ace of Pentacles indicates that root chakra raw earth and survival needs are what needs to be addressed and communicated about.

The Eight of Cups as the final outcome indicates there will be no clear winner but some type of compromise. I think we are beginning to see this right now as both Russia and Ukraine pull back on some of their expectations and NATO and the United States are forced to realize that the sanctions they are placing on Russia are destroying them instead!

Between this Tarot reading and my dream I feel that there will be no further escalation but more of a compromise position where Russia will secure the Independence of the Donbass region and Crimea and ensure that Ukraine will never become part of NATO.

In all of this the lesson to be taken is that the United States and NATO are destroying themselves through their own actions. Russia will not be baited into World War III. The clearness of the water indicates that this war will be over within three months. . . but its consequences will continue for years to come.