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Lake, Trees, Mountains, Conifers, Coniferous

In concluding this essay I would like to share a few words concerning Voodoo before moving on to tantra, sexuality and sex magick. Again my purpose is to demonstrate that Organic Gnosticism has very strong roots in occult and metaphysical research as well as being derived from personal experience. If the concepts which I share are different than what is commonly accepted I have my own very personal reasons which are based upon personal experience and not simply head tripping book knowledge.

In the book “The Mark of Voodoo” Sharon Caulder Phd. describes her trip to the Republic of Benin to discover her spiritual roots. This is the story of her amazing experiences with sub-Saharan African Voodoo- the root of all Voodoo- including her initiation into the spiritual hierarchy as a full-fledged chief and her romance with the supreme chief.

A few notable points from this book, her teacher Daagbo was invited to Paris where spiritual leaders from eighty-five different countries were invited to show their power. Most were given an hour or two but he was given an entire morning. He had been invited by the Dalai Lama!

Another notable point was when she described a young boy walking across the compound where the tribe lived. The young boy suddenly stopped and began to crow. He had been possessed by the spirit of a dead rooster. . . The people lacked the personal shields to protect themselves from such possession.

At a critical point in my own journey I found my own spiritual father and mentor, Voodoo Bob. He claimed to be the only white Voodoo Highpriest or Priestess in Minnesota. He had married a Voodoo Queen in New Orleans and she had taught him. They had a son together. Voodoo Bob was one of the most interesting people I have ever met and had a double Phd in Psychology and Divinity. He taught briefly at a University in Wisconsin, but left to lead a totally different life of enriched poverty. He was the most spiritual person that I have ever known and really lived according to his beliefs in total trust that everything he needed would come to him.

He asked me to do a drawing of Marie Laveau for his High Altar and I did two, one light and one dark because she was both light and dark. She is the High Priestess and Empress in the tarot drawings. He worked with both the light and dark energies and his altar was so powerful and sacred that you could sense the power radiating from it ten feet away. Of course he talked to Marie Laveau and taught me to as well. I set up my own altar and even though I no longer have it, Marie Laveau is my guardian spirit and guide.

Voodoo Bob told me that I had filled my head up with worthless knowledge, that I had to learn how to empty my mind. All the answers to all the questions of the universe were there to access at any time. All you had to do was open the door, reach in and take what you wanted. You didn’t have to carry that information around with you all the time! I didn’t understand and didn’t know how to empty my mind. That is until I realized that when I was drawing and doing artwork I emptied my mind and was receptive to what came through. That was my real break through, an understanding of allowing things in and not trying to hold everything in my head all the time. He taught that things were so simple I was having trouble grasping them because I was making them too complicated. And so it was and so I was!

Ultimately things are so simple there is nothing to say or to teach; only to do and experience. While I will continue sharing some references on tantra, sexuality and sex magick it is with the understanding that none of what I share is really needed. It is offered as an antidote to the toxic concepts we are already contaminated with!

Sigmund Freud thought that psychosis was formed by inner conflicts and that it was sexual energy which held the psychosis together. Wilhem Reich thought the same thing and wrote about it in several books, among them “Selected Writings” and “The Function of the Orgasim”. Carl G. Jung broadened this with the concept of the anima and animus, or male and female aspects of the human psyche. I’ve read and studied all three over the years including Jung’s “Red Book”.

The OTO taught sex magick and I studied all the works of Aleister Crowley including the extremely rare “OTO Rituals and Sex Magick” published by Peter König which is worth $600 for a used copy if you can find it. I’ve also read the 3 volume “OTO Phanomon Reload” which gives the entire history of the OTO. I can say that the rituals and passwords contained in “OTO Rituals and Sex Magick” are the same ones that I received during my OTO initiations. I was initiated into the 3rd Degree OTO but chose to leave due to severe differences.

I’ve also read “Liebe im Orient” the three volume deluxe edition of the first German publications of Anangaranga; Kamasutram; Der Duftende Garten Des Scheik Nefzaui”. These ancient texts published by Dr. Ferdinand Leiter and Dr. Hans H. Thal contained forwards by Hanns Heinz Ewers and Dr. Magnus Hirschfeld.

Another extremely rare book is “Demons of the Flesh; the complete guide to Left Hand Path Sex Magic” by Nikolas and Zeena Schreck. This book is also impossible to find and very valuable. Zeena Schreck is the daughter of Anton LaVey the founder of the Church of Satan.

Not as rare but just as valuable include:

“Taoist Soul Body”; “Alchemy of Sexual Energy”; “Secrets of Love”; “The Tao of Immortality” by Mantak Chia. These books share the secret teachings of sexuality and tantra in the eastern traditions and describe how sexual energy is used in the birth and creation of the immortal physical body. Here are some excerpts:

“The sixth formula is difficult to describe in words. It involves the incarnation of a male and a female entity within the body of the adept (this might correspond to the Crown Chakra, Sahasrara). These two entities have sexual intercourse within the body. It involves the mixing of the Yin and Yang powers on and about the crown of the head and being totally open to receive energy from above and regrowth of the pineal gland to its fullest use. When the pineal gland is at its fullest, it will serve as a compass to tell us in which directions our aspirations can be found. Taoist Esotericism is a method of mastering the spirit, as described in Taoist Yoga. Without the body, the Tao cannot be attained, but with the body, truth can never be realized. The practitioner of Taoism should preserve his physical body with the same care as he would a precious diamond because it can be used as a medium to achieve immortality. If, however, you do not abandon it when you reach your destination you will not realize the truth.”

This past spring I reached that final destination in the permanent activation of my etheric body after almost thirty years of work. More about that later.

Famed occultist Dion Fortune wrote about sexuality and the use of sexual magick in high magick in her novels and even clarified it in “The Esoteric Philosophy of Love and Marriage”; “The Circuit of Force”; and “Lost Secrets of the West”.

Julius Evola wrote about sexuality and sex magick in “The Hermetic Tradition”; “The Yoga of Power”; “Eros and the Mysteries of Love”; and “The Mystery of the Grail”.

I’ve already written elsewhere about how ancient alchemy teaches these same mysteries and the massive book by Mary Anne Atwood “Suggestive Inquiry into the Hermetic Mystery with a Dissertation on the More Celebrated of the Alchemical Philosophers Being an Attempt Towards the Recovery of the Ancient Experiment of Nature”.

But it was the books of Mantak Chia that really got me started on the tantric path in learning the secrets of sperm retention. This cultivation of sexual energy led me upon a path I have written of elsewhere in Organic Gnosticism. I was propelled upon a journey that developed and permanently activated each astral body one at a time over twenty some years from the highest to the lowest. This culminated in the permanent creation and activation of my etheric body this past spring. This was a completely mechanical process driven only by the generation of these energies. No special technique, ritual or practice was required.

In this essay I’ve tried to prove that this knowledge has been known by the mystery schools of all ages and hidden beneath a symbolic overlay of traditions, rituals and absurdities. The only thing required is the generation of massive amounts of physical energies to propel personal experiences. As Voodoo Bob told me, there is no need to carry all that knowledge and garbage in your head! You just need to open the door and reach inside and it is there! Each person must travel a unique path and find their own way. I’ve tried to offer some catalyst as antidotes to the toxins we have already been infected with!

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Waterfalls, Mountain, Nature, Stream, Water, Flow

This is going to be a long post but I’m really tired of the BS and want to put closure on it. I will still need another post but I’m trying to wrap this up. Most of my posts and Organic Gnosticism material go back over twenty years to a time when I thought that I really had something important to share with others. Since then I realized that my personal path belongs only to me and that each person must find their own path and that personal effort is the only thing that is important for healing and soul growth. Then, later, I realized just how messed up and insane our world really is and that our society was already infected with toxic beliefs and was being brainwashed. I realized that Organic Gnosticism could offer antidotes to the toxins that already infected us so I decided to keep sharing this material. I’ve done it for years now, posting all over the place with rarely any comments or feedback of any kind. You can only push a chain down the road so far and while I will still be sharing and posting from time to time the Organic Gnosticism material is essentially completed. Make of it what you will.

The symbolic overlay of any tradition or spiritual or magickal path, its rituals, ceremonies, beliefs, are all deliberate distractions, distortions and ways to hide what is really important which is the mental, emotional and spiritual healing and completion of the soul. Most people can’t see the forest for the trees. They are caught up in glamour and illusion.

We are all damaged and broken and most of us come from dysfunctional families. I had a nervous breakdown when I was nineteen and my entire world fell apart. My heart broke and I could no longer feel my emotions. But my Rosicrucian studies, prayer and meditation propelled me upon an spiritual and mystical path that allowed me to exist and function within a secondary personality, one that was more healthy than the one I left behind. Secondary personalities are created because the ego or sense of self is too weak to survive on its own. Most secondary personalities are considered toxic and it is only beginning to be recognized the importance that healthy secondary personalities play in the healing of the soul and psyche.

I became a Rosicrucian with healthy and stable lessons to learn even though I had lost contact with my emotions and was living in my head. Our entire society is living in their heads! The magician makes use of the assumption of god forms for the same purpose. This is the deliberate creation of a secondary magickal personality that grows stronger and stronger until it replaces the wounded self. In time the secondary personality will heal and absorb the original personality and become one. . .

In alchemy the killing of the lion and bringing it back to life again is the same thing. The shaman cutting their body into thousands of pieces and then putting it back together again is another way of saying the same thing. Have a nervous breakdown and through a healing process become whole again! Kill the emotions and passions until you are living in your head and then bring the emotions and passions back to life again.

The mystical path is living in your head and the magickal path is coming back to live in the real world. Both paths must be traveled before one can become whole.

So I was living in my head and filling my head with all this BS. Finally, back in 1991 I crossed the Great Abyss in an effort of spiritual suicide in which I desired with all of my being to extinguish myself in SOURCE. Problem was that I couldn’t stay there! When you are at the state of Unity there is nothing and there is no place to go except back down! Unity and nothing are basically the same thing. There is nothing else and it is an abomination. Even SOURCE divided him/her self to rediscover who he/she really was!

The downward plunge back to reality was the magickal path. How to bring the lion back to life, find the scattered pieces of my soul and put them back together again. The was the confronting the black shit of my life, all those things I had denied or avoided in my mystical pursuit. In alchemy it is called the corruption phase, death and decay. Its when you learn to transmute black shit and poisons into medicines and elixers. Its when you deal with things and it is not pleasant at all.

Scientology and Book I Dianetics processing were powerful ways of going back on the time line and bringing those trapped and repressed emotions and pain into conscious awareness. So was going to Alanon meetings and other support groups. When I shared my story I was simply sharing everyone else’s story. The Viscott Method was another way of helping me find where I was not being truthful to myself. I would record myself answering questions and then listen back to the tape to find where my voice was cracking or I was being evasive with myself. I saw a psychologist every week to keep tabs on my progress to make sure that I was not going crazy. I was not going crazy, I was healing!

That secondary personality had integrated and brought back to life my old original personality that had been dead for many years. Even though I was forty years old I was experiencing the emotions of a nineteen year old because that is where my emotional development had stopped. I had a lot of catching up to do.

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Forest, Stars, Mountains, Night Sky, Summer, Night

Jane Roberts began channeling the Seth material in the 60s and her books remain some of the finest channeled material in existence but sadly few people in today’s world even know about her. Some even believe that almost single handedly she was the force that started the New Age.

Books such as “The Unknown Reality”; “The Education of Oversoul Seven”; “The Individual and the Nature of Mass Events”; “The Nature of the Psyche: its Human Expression” all explored such concepts as parallel lives, how the past, present and future all exist in ever changing creativity, and how parts of us are living other lives in other times and places right now in the ever present moment.

You didn’t sit down and read a book by Jane Roberts. You read a few pages and then put it down to absorb and reflect upon what you just read. Each one of her books (over twenty) was 100% pure catalyst! You could feel yourself start to go into an altered state just reading her stuff!

Dick Sutphen was another great pioneer who people have forgotten. He was the first to explore past lives through hypnotic regression on a mass scale. He had self programming tapes for just about anything and explored the cutting edge of hypnosis, self-programming and self-empowerment. I probably spent over $1,000 on his books, tapes and even went to a seminar.

Organic Gnosticism in indebted to him for many of its most powerful concepts.

Speaking of hypnosis, Dick Sutphen introduced me to the ideas of Milton Erickson who is perhaps the leading innovator of hypnosis therapy today. His work influenced in turn the remarkable discoveries of Bandler and Grinder in NLP or Neuro Linguistics Programming. This very powerful material was also highly influential in the development of Organic Gnosticism.

NLP is one of the most powerful technologies available in today’s world and needs to be respected for what it is. It can be a powerful force for transformation and self-empowerment and it can also be abused.

These masters helped me to understand the true nature of hypnosis and altered states as the art of capturing someone’s attention and directing it where you wanted it to go. This is a natural skill made use of by every good story teller and beautiful woman!

Famed occultist Dion Fortune wrote about the importance of altered states in the process of soul development and magickal work. In essence there needed to be two people, one to produce an altered state and act as a guide for the initiate. In pathworking for example someone needed to lead the pathworking for those in meditation.

Dick Sutphen and NLP taught how we can produce our own meditations to guide us. Today I create extremely powerful meditations for my own use and exploration and have shared many of them as part of Organic Gnosticism. These include basic energy ball meditations; group portal meditations and shifting the point of awareness meditations among others. But the roots of these meditations lie in this technology.

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