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Fear, Emotion, Anxiety, Vulnerability, Exposure, Angst

I can’t just let this go by without saying anything! There’s no toilet paper at the stores…of course then there is the popular hashtag #BoomerRemover! How is that supposed to make me feel? Then of course is the popular idea that this is the first stage tryout before putting the population into FEMA camps…my entire section at work was told to take last Thursday and Friday off because there was no work for us…many of our supplies coming from China. The nursing homes are no longer allowing visitors…

What I can say is that the s**t is finally hitting the fan and it’s going to be a long year…but we already knew that! Where to even start?

I think the most important thing is to say that we can expect smaller paychecks because of the need to stay at home for self care or the care of loved ones or simply because schools and day cares will be closing and there is no one to watch and care for our loved ones! Can you stay afloat with a 30 hour work week? If you can’t, then find a way now to supplement your ordinary income so that you can. I took $500 out of my 401K so that I can have it readily available in the bank if I need it. It’s not much, but then I don’t have much…

The main focus of this crisis is not medical, but financial IMHO. This move to a shorter hour work week has been a long time coming and needs to happen. It is going to lead to permanent changes that will ultimately be good for society. That means we all need to downsize until it is   possible for us to live comfortably on a smaller and more limited income. If you haven’t down sized and need to, don’t wait until you are trapped in a corner with no way out…nothing wrong with down sizing…

The Trump administration has this right about the Corona virus by trying to contain it before it gets out of hand. The Powers That Were are desperately trying to crash the entire economic and social system and Trump is staying one step ahead by mitigating the worst of it. Things are going to get rough, but they are not going to get impossible! Thank God that we are not so dependent on the rest of the world as we used to be…things could be a lot worse…we will get through this, but it is real…a game changer…

As far as the health concerns and social isolation…its a smart and strategic move that will save lives by keeping things more manageable, by making sure that medical facilities are not overwhelmed…don’t worry about the bad stuff…we can sort that out later! Right now let’s save the BabyBoomers! Chuckle…they have some good energy which we need right now!

Female, Fantasy Woman, Woman, Lady, Fantasy Character

The full moon energies have been driving me crazy! I wake up at 4:00 am and can’t get back to sleep…there is a sense of blockage and the energy not able to flow. These new energy channels must be established and in place before the spring equinox in just a few weeks! It seems like the energies have a mind of their own and are snapping into place whether I want them to or not.

I normally visit Annie in the nursing home on Saturdays and we watch a movie together. I also try to call her each evening just to touch bases. For the last couple weeks this has  not been possible because her phone is not working. I took Luci to visit her yesterday and the building was on lock down because of the corona virus. Couldn’t get in to visit. Seems the universe is strictly limiting my energetic contact with her for some reason.

New beginnings… have I talked about new beginnings? For years now it has all been about bringing up old stuff…not any more! Now it’s all about new stuff and getting prepared for new adventures…There is a real sense of moving forward and not looking back…

I’m posting daily in the new social platform Voice.com and it is totally different than what I experienced at narrative.org. I’m still coming to terms with Voice. It is currently in beta with at least 800 members. All posted material needs to be original and of at least a certain length…so I can’t repost material like I did on narrative. I find that I am posting entirely new content related to objectivism and philosophy. No metaphysics! At least not yet!

All these energies really seem to be connected to the physical plane and I’ve been soaking my feet and taking some supplements to deal with toxins in the blood stream…This seems related to purification of the physical body and a final grounding to the earth.

Add a spring cleaning of my apartment and some new clothes and you can see that I’m doing a complete make over for some reason…guess I will just wait and see…

Traditionally the seven weeks before my birthday have always been a disruptive cycle where unfinished things need to be attended to. So I’m not trying new starts. It is more like saying good bye to all the old in my life…

I see these energetic shifts affecting others as well…it seems like we are all waiting for something to happen… waiting for the other shoe to drop…are we waiting for the corona virus to hit?

All I can say is that things will only begin moving again after the spring equinox! Right now everything is on hold! There is a certain group of people that attempted to catch the incoming energies of the winter solstice and ride that wave of energy toward a successful conclusion and they failed miserably! They got on the wrong side of the energy and will continue to be on the wrong side of the energy for the rest of this coming year…They are only now beginning to realize the trouble that they are really in…

It is a bad time for people to live in their heads!

peace,

joe

Gothic, Fantasy, Dark, Girl, Magic, Mystery, Portal

My father just passed away at the age of 87 and I’ve been dealing with the details of his funeral and passing for the past week which is why I didn’t post a weekly message…

But the events of the past week bring up an interesting opportunity to talk about something that is happening globally with Gaia’s ascension as certain souls withdraw and others step forward to fill the void. My experience is that while we are individuals, we are also required to be place holders for specific energies within a cosmic circuit. By this I mean that the universe requires each energetic position to be filled by a person in a living physical body and upon the death of that person another needs to step forward and advance to fill the vacant position. It doesn’t need to be a specific person, but it does need to be someone. In this way the cosmic circuit is maintained.

There is often heavy competition for specific slots or positions…

Both marriages and ancient mystery schools recognized the life long bond that ties people together only to be released upon the death of the individual or one of the individuals involved. These bonds or vows are  not to be taken lightly. But each of us holds more than one position in life and as we gradually advance we may step out of certain other positions and allow others to move forward as well.

We are at a point in Gaia’s ascension where all karmic ties and obligations have been fulfilled and completed. It is time for those moving ahead to let go of the old and firmly grasp the new and embrace it with all of our ability and joy. It will be different for each of us.

I find it interesting that as the oldest of four children I received the flag which covered his casket. I also ended up with his over sized easy chair as well as my mother’s. Did I receive the thrones? What is symbolic and what is real. My younger brother is purchasing the 200 acre family farm and plans to live there. Does he receive the kingdom? My youngest sister is the administrator of the estate, she has the legal authority to conduct business and carry out my father’s last wishes. Is she the true representative and enforcer of my father’s continuing wishes?

These are all energetic positions and not one person has advanced into all of them. The only thing certain is that father has passed on and new energetic circuits are being created because the show must go on…He filled many positions and with his passing all of them once more need to be filled…

With Gaia it is the same way. Everywhere you look old positions are being vacated and new people are stepping into new positions of authority and power. These are the new energetics at work and this spring these new circuits are really starting to become apparent. Something is afoot! There is a changing of the guard and it seems to be taking place through the death and removal of the old guard.

For me there seems to be a consolidation of energies that are tending to focus in a surprising direction, that of digital art. Over twenty years ago I was interested in art and briefly pursued it. Now the cycle has returned and while I am still going to remain active in most of my old activities, art is coming back into my life! It is interesting to note that the main reason I stepped away from art was because I was afraid of the raw emotional force that it brought up within me. Perhaps I am finally ready to wield that force and work with it?

I look around at the tools I have surrounded myself with and I see things to translate, ascension related materials to write, wiccan materials on the etheric planes, social activities with new friends, magickal and occult research materials as well as many art reference materials and a magnificent computer set up complete with Dragon Naturally Speaking, Office, and Painter 2020…

I have around two years until I retire and it seems that these coming two years will be in preparation for a very busy retirement! It makes me wonder which new energetic positions I am advancing into…

Which ones are you advancing into?

 

Fantasy, Girl, Forest, Bat, Mood, Mysterious, Nature

There is so much information to share about this subject and not that much of it belongs strictly to the etheric realms so bear with me as I try to sort it out. I’ve mentioned how the physical human body seems specially designed for possession by a non-physical astral body or soul. This in itself opens up an entire can of worms.

I remember twice in my life when I didn’t know what was coming out of me, what I was saying…in college speech class I was supposed to give a speech about a good friend and mentor that meant very much to me as I was growing up. I remember going to the front of the class and beginning to speak…then I woke up and the entire class was sitting there with their mouths open! Later they told me how wonderful my speech had been, but I didn’t remember a single word of what I had said.

Another time in Germany I was at a party where we were drinking German beer and having a good time. But I don’t remember it…I only know that one of the girls said that I had become very obnoxious…

I’ve had several experiences dealing with the newly dead at crossing over and out of fear trying to take possession of anyone in the room with them at the time. My wife’s mother tried taking over her body and succeeded for almost a half hour before I was able to drive her out…and her father tried to take over my own body at his passing! I don’t know if it ran in the family or what! Given these experiences and others I only know that this is much more prevalent than anyone suspects…I wonder how many children or nursing home and hospital workers are possessed by the earthbound spirits of those who pass over?

Do you know of anyone who has suffered a drastic personality change at the death of a relative or close friend?

It is common practice for masters of the dark arts to take over the body of a favorite student when they become too old to survive in their own body. This often happens forcefully and against the will of the student. Carlos Castenenda wrote about the nagual shaman and how his or her “shade” was passed on to his or her apprentice…

Various eastern spiritual traditions consider it an honor if the master takes over the body of a chela at their crossing over. In this way they don’t need to waste those early years of childhood development…

But the entire subject is so much more involved than this…We are all born with incomplete souls and have many wounds as well. We have very little ego strength or self esteem in  a healthy sense and it needs to be developed and strengthened.

Magickal training teaches the use of assumption of god forms in which the magician visualizes him or herself as becoming one with a god or goddess and experiencing that divine power and knowledge…isn’t this a way of shifting our personal awareness into a place where it is safe and not vulnerable? When one dons the robe and the ring they become someone else entirely…someone more than they are in ordinary life…or so they believe…is this a form of possession and whom is possessing whom?

My firm belief is that many so called gods and goddesses were once simply human beings that permanently activated their own etheric bodies in their own physical lifetimes and became immortal…to come back to life all they need is the vital life force of worshipers…

Rosicrucians teach another form of assumption where a person can send an important message to another person and or influence them in some way. This is also taught in magickal traditions such as witchcraft.

One simply visualizes their own awareness entering the physical body of the other person or standing in front of them and giving a message. They wait until certain that the message has been received and only then leave. The message may not be consciously received but it remains as an unconscious prompting…

One might think of this as a negative practice, but what if one wants to make sure that a loved one is safe? What if they want their partner to pick up some milk at the grocery store on the way home from work?

Modern psychology even practices deliberately creating healthy secondary personalities for individuals with fragmented egos and no sense of self left or self esteem. They try to build a healthy one up from scratch and this is similar to what many magickal traditions do with their own assumption of god forms.

In my own case my Rosicrucian studies created a secondary personality that was safe for me to dwell in until I had reached the point where I could once more integrate my original self which had been destroyed in a nervous breakdown when I was twenty years old…

Also as an empath it has been very difficult to sort out which emotions belong to me and which belong to others…the same with thoughts, is that me or someone else? Why is it that when I get up to use the rest room several others get up at the same time?

Another thing to take into consideration is that we are constantly trying to integrate skills and resources from past lives so that we can make use of them in this lifetime…

In your own wiccan or pagan practice are you worshiping a god or goddess? Or are you trying to become one yourself? The sought for answer is that we are seeking our own divinity within our own hearts and souls in accordance with our own conscience!

-TEW

(The Etheric Witch)

Gothic, Dark, Fantasy, Portrait, Fantasy Portrait

This post is a continuation of my last post in many respects. But first I would like to orient things a bit for my readers…Dewey Larson’s Reciprocal Systems Theory suggests two interpenetrating universes linked together at the speed of light. I’m simply expanding upon this idea by suggesting that each element acts like a particle or atom within the 3D space/time universe and acts like an energy wave or pulse in the 3D time/space universe…awareness or consciousness exists within the time/space universe and is that wave or pulse that expands outward and then returns inward in a pulse of electrical energy. Don’t over think this as I’m still trying to get a grasp on it myself.

The point is to rethink of what we have been calling the astral planes and what we have been calling physical reality…its time to merge them both into a different understanding of multi-dimensional reality. I’ve already pointed out that the last possible element , that mysterious noble gas #118 forms the etheric body and supports the etheric world as well as being the vast ocean of outer space. To speak plainly, the etheric body and the etheric worlds exist below what we experience as physical reality! They are created out of elements that are heavier and more dense than what we consider physical reality. They are an entire different type of physical reality! They are not imaginary!

My posts now concern this etheric body and the etheric world in general. I can most definitively state that magick exists only within these etheric levels. What the average person thinks of and considers magickal exists within the etheric planes…which lie below normal physical reality. It is not to be confused with emotional energies, mental energies or spiritual energies which all exist at much higher levels of reality!

Ghosts exist at the etheric level as well as many other entities and life forms, some good and some not so good…but the sense of self and the ego does not exist at these levels! This is important to understand! The sense of self or ego begins at the upper emotional levels of the heart energies and is formed out of these upper emotional energies and the higher levels. The etheric body needs to be integrated with the upper emotional levels of the heart if human consciousness and awareness is to exist of the etheric levels. This means that a complete integration chain of the upper emotional levels (18 awareness points), the lower emotional levels (18 awareness points), the desire body (32 awareness points) and the etheric body (32 awareness points) all need to be activated, which is almost an impossible task!

But this is the stage achieved by Cro-magnon man at the time that the Pleiadians and other alien life forms began to be interested in taking possession of these bodies and experiencing physical earthly life for the first time.

Homo Sapiens was a genetic alteration that allowed the physical body to be possessed or taken over by an already existing soul or astral body created of 5th density concrete mental energies and above. But these souls that took possession of human physical bodies and began to incarnate in them were not fully integrated at the lower levels! They couldn’t do magick! Only the original humans could do etheric magick, but these alien souls were smarter and more intelligent and they could manipulate ordinary humans to do their bidding and become their servants…This was the origin of the master class and the slave class…

Only the master races had highly evolved egos and a strong sense of self. That is about all they really had! At all costs they needed to keep the lower classes of humanity dumb and with broken egos, with an incomplete sense of self or original humanity would become just as powerful as they were!

The original human souls were just discovering self awareness and true consciousness and the use of magick at a very crude level of shamanism. But through the evolutionary process their entire being was integrated from the lower levels upward. These original human souls were magickal in the truest sense possible and very powerful if they only would realize how magically powerful they really were!

Things all changed four thousand years ago for these original human souls with the invention of reading and writing and the formation of that first true sense of self or ego…

True physical health, emotional health, mental health and spiritual health revolve around a strong and healthy sense of self and self esteem! Only the healthy human ego has the ability to integrate all the possible levels of human awareness and only those capable of full spectrum ascension can do this! This is what Gaia’s ascension is all about…the final integration of all the lower levels with all of the higher levels…

The original organic human slaves have become free! They just need to fully realize their own freedom and their own magickal empowerment. They do this through common sense. They don’t do it through living in their heads! This is the true conflict within our society, those that have magickal common sense and those that are living in their heads dreaming of a fantasy world that can not exist…

-TEW

(The Etheric Witch)

Atlantis and Voodoo

Photo Manipulation, Alien, Foreign, Inhuman, Night

To begin our study of Etheric Witchcraft we need to go back in time to before the destruction of Atlantis. But first we need to talk about extraterrestrials and the Pleiadians. This entire issue of UFO’s and alien life forms has gotten completely out of hand and by now we have learned enough to put some sense to it…

There are non-physical life forms and they can have astral bodies of any of the noble gases or combinations of each…we can’t really call them ghosts because technically ghosts exist in the etheric planes and these higher alien life forms exist in the mental and spiritual planes with noble gas bodies of helium (concrete spiritual), neon (abstract mental) and argon (concrete mental).

These have been called ascension bodies because the ego, personality and sense of self exist within these levels as well as the higher self or collective oversoul of the human race. So life evolved on other planets and certain species ascended or made the transition to living within non-physical bodies created out of mental and spiritual energies. They were for all practical purposes intelligent ghosts…they had egos and “souls”.

Even writing about this is a bit distasteful for me so I will keep it real simple…go online and read these channeled communications from entities assisting with Gaia’s ascension and they will openly admit they don’t have physical bodies and don’t experience emotions like we humans do…because their awareness doesn’t extend into the emotional levels! Duh! They once had emotions and physical bodies, but they ascended and don’t have them any more. Now they are telling us that the same thing is going to happen to us and it will be so wonderful!

Well some of these Pleiadian ghosts and other alien species were drawn toward Gaia because of the immense life force she had and the many species that could be found here. Ghosts are always drawn toward living physical bodies…and physical life is the most important and sacred thing that exists within our universe…

They found that one of Gaia’s species had evolved to a highly developed awareness of it’s environment but didn’t really have a concept of self or an ego. They had discovered Cro-magnon man…they also discovered that they could take possession of these bodies for brief periods of time and through them experience the delights and pleasures of physical life. They became addicted! They began to tamper with the DNA and created the first homo sapiens…

So you think I’m crazy and making all of this up? Ancient Atlantis did exist and the remains have been here in plain site but unrecognized. The Richat structure or “Eye of Africa” in the middle of the Sahara desert meets the exact description of Atlantis in location, size and geological characteristics with tall mountains to the north that once held massive spectacular waterfalls. It was destroyed almost 14,000 years ago by cataclysm as the result of a 9 mile in diameter meteor crashing into Greenland and creating a near extinction event in the northern hemisphere which various cultures have described as the great flood.

Image result for eye of africa

The earliest human DNA has been found in central Africa some 60,000 years ago and even more interesting is the fact that the ancient origins of Voodoo or Vouduon come from west Africa. Voudoun of course is the religion where the gods or Loa take possession of their worshipers and “ride” them…this openess to being possessed is so strong that psychologist Sharon Caulder describes in her book “Mark of Voodoo” how she witnessed a young boy walking across the compound. This boy suddenly stopped and began crowing. His body had been taken over by the spirit of a rooster!

Make no mistake about it, the human body was designed to be “ridden” and “possessed” by “souls” or non-physical beings of almost any species…this is why people are so compliant and so readily obey any “external authority”.

Princeton Professor Julian Jaynes in his breakthrough book “The Origin Of Consciousness In The Breakdown Of The Bicameral Mind” goes into depth and great detail of how early man “heard voices” and how the gods spoke directly to them in their minds.

He then goes on to say how this ability was gradually lost as the result of the invention of reading and writing some 4,000 years ago…however, we may dispute some of that in the current rise of “channeled material” on the internet. This hearing voices in our heads and being possessed is certainly making a comeback!

-TEW

(The Etheric Witch)

The Etheric Witch

Goddess, Woman, Female, Young, Beauty, Model

At the beginning of each great new age magick is restored in the world…real magick…and that means the main activity lies upon the etheric levels where true magick resides…

That is why Shamanism is so powerful and important at the beginning of a new age and we are seeing an increase of interest in shamanism for this reason…the same might be said of Wicca or Witchcraft and other pagan paths…the Goddess has returned and her power is the power of the earth, of life and the vital life force. Her power is etheric and only those working with the etheric energies are able to participate in these new magicks. Her power is organic!

This coming two thousand years are exclusively devoted to the etheric energies of organic magick, living earth magick…it is ancient and sexual…it begins now…

New photons/electrons are constantly being created within our physical universe and we don’t know where they come from. They simply appear. This is the sacred expansive male force of creation that begins in spiritual light and element by element; atom by atom; creates the physical universe we live in…

We see this truth reflected in how the male constantly generates sperm throughout his entire life. The male is thus the physical embodiment of this force, of God…

The final possible element and atom has seven complete electron rings and the two outer rings each contain 32 electrons or awareness points. This is the end of the physical universe…this mysterious element 118 is a noble gas which we can’t see, feel or taste even though it is the most physical of all things…the so called void of outer space is an immense ocean of this etheric element and from this etheric ocean life arises in an evolutionary  quantum leap. This vast etheric ocean is the cosmic Goddess and the mother of all life…

We see this truth reflected in how the female is born with all the ovum that she will ever have during her physical lifetime. She is born complete and from her own womb comes that same magickal life force which has been called the Holy Grail or the Magick Cauldron…The female is the embodiment of the Goddess.

All that is required is the joining of the male and female energies…and that is where the true magick happens! But it needs to happen on all levels and the souls of both lovers need to be as equal as possible on all levels.

Human sexuality is sacred, most especially in this, the first age of the new Gaia and it is something to be celebrated and respected…

The inherent spirituality of the male can invoke or draw down the spirituality of the Goddess into the female. This is the practice of “drawing down the moon” found within modern Wicca.

The inherent sensuality/sexuality of the female can invoke or draw up the sensuality/sexuality of the “Horned God” into the male so that his expansive male energies can be used by her to create astral bodies and timelines for both of them…

I’ve also heard it said like this, “Tell her that she is beautiful and she becomes beautiful…”

The path of etheric Wicca is extremely simple and powerful. It is the path of Organic Gnosticism and I will share it to the best of my ability…it is an organic path and a tantric path that is both ancient and modern at the same time…

As I discover this new path within the etheric worlds and share it, I have chosen a magickal name for myself that reflects this new path…

-TEW

(The Etheric Witch)

 

 

Fantasy, Landscape, Monument, Forest, Mystical

I try reading and watching some of the ascension related material that is out there and it seems like I must be living in an entirely different world than they are because what they are sharing doesn’t sound like full spectrum ascension to me…it sounds more like a fantasy from the world of mental energies…

Don’t get me wrong, I believe in the non-physical astral bodies of the noble gases helium (concrete spiritual with 2 awareness points); neon (abstract mental with 8 awareness points); argon (concrete mental with 8 awareness points); krypton (upper emotional with 18 awareness points); xenon (lower emotional with 18 awareness points; radon (sensual or desire body with 32 awareness points); mystery element 118 or the Ka (etheric body with 32 awareness points); and the final synthesis-the complete soul or full spectrum ascension body…

I am convinced that the etheric body and the etheric world create the world of magick and the occult as well as ghosts and other so called supernatural phenomenon. Consider that each and every atom ages and with the addition of 1 electron and 1 proton becomes a totally different element with different characteristics. Our sun which consists mostly of hydrogen is slowly turning into helium through atomic fusion…this same aging process happens to all the elements according to science…each element has its own half-life…

Since the beginning of time atoms have been progressing toward that final mysterious element 118 which is a noble gas that you can’t see, feel or taste. In fact, the lower 13 elements have yet to be discovered…the heaviest and most physical of all the elements don’t seem to physically exist! Yet they have existed since the beginning of time itself!

It seems clear to me that these elements do exist below what we consider normal physical reality and they are not figments of the imagination. They are not created out of mental or spiritual energies, but are instead created out of etheric energies…they probably exist more within the universe of time/space (astral) than space/time (3D).

Perhaps it is better to say that they do exist, but we have no awareness of them? Since the mysterious element 118 is the final destination of all physicality it must exist in enormous quantities, not be non-existent…it is far more likely that the void of outer space is not a void, but an ocean of this final etheric substance which supports the physical reality which we perceive…

What we perceive as physical reality exists somewhere in the middle along a spectrum of elements of which we have no normal conscious awareness of. Most humans have no awareness of the higher levels or the lower levels of physical reality.

When you consider that light itself sometimes acts as a wave and sometimes acts as a particle it seems possible that all the elements might also act as waves and as particles as well. Perhaps that is the real secret of Dewey Larson’s Reciprocal Systems theory? In space/time the elements act as particles (3D) and in time/space (astral) the elements act as waves? It’s an interesting thought and suggests that awareness and consciousness are related to the wave and to the astral worlds of time/space…

We might further suggest that life springs from this etheric ocean in a manner similar to how cellular life seems to have sprung from Gaia’s oceans in the primordial past…this vast ocean of the mysterious element 118 has been intuitively called the cosmic goddess and the ancient Egyptians gave her the name Nuit…life sprang out of the void…but there is no void…there is completeness…life sprang out of completeness…

The physical universe sprang forth from the photon/electron of the Father God or solar deity…life sprang forth from the Cosmic Mother, the vast ocean of mysterious element 118…

Woman, Female, Beauty, Young, Model, Fantasy

Divine Counterparts are totally different than soulmates in that the energetic connection is so much more powerful…Someone began coming into my dreams in a sensual/sexual way and because of the intensity of the contact I knew that a new cycle was beginning even though these dream contacts only happened once or twice a year…I didn’t know who it was and just needed to let things unfold in their own way and time…

Annie and I tried counseling and it simply was no use so we separated. I think we were both happy about that…but we were still connected at such a deep level that we remained in contact. After all we did love each other, we just couldn’t live with each other. The energetics were becoming way too skewed between us. I had done far more releasing and working to transmute my own negative and toxic energies than she had done and I had opened up far more energy channels. It got to the point where my proximity to her would trigger her own inner repressed and toxic energies and she had several mini-strokes. I was becoming toxic to her in a very real and physical way in that my own energies stirred things up inside her.

She was considered disabled because of clinical depression and moved into an apartment where she could live on her own. Her health gradually got worse and she was eventually moved into a group home.

Annie had brain surgery and was recovering nicely with no symptoms and wanted to get out of the hospital. But she wanted to rush things and her anger trigger caused her to explode into a rage that took six men to hold her down. Something broke loose and she had another more massive stroke that did a lot of damage. She could no longer speak properly and there were some cognitive problems but no one knew how bad they were. The lady that once routinely beat me at Scrabble with an average score of over 400 could no longer even play crazy eights!

As I write this she is now confined to her bed in a nursing home and I visit once a week to bring Luci, our dog over, and watch a video with her. She doesn’t get much other company. Knowing that my energy is toxic to her I really try to limit my time but I’m still that only bright spot in her week and she looks forward to my bringing pop, treats and a movie. Annie and I made a contract with each other at the beginning of the old cycle right before the fall of Atlantis and I remember sitting with her on the outer wall waiting for the destruction that we knew was coming…She was a Pleiadian Princess and that was to be her first great cycle in a human body. I was the guide for her and her group because I had done several great cycles on Gaia before and knew my way around. Now we are done. We have completed that cycle and this new one has already begun…

Now back to Divine Counterparts…divine counterpart relationships are recognized by the intense and almost explosive energy exchange between both people. Your divine counterpart is the closest thing to a matter/anti-matter relationship and it is or can be pure energy! To put this more clearly, back in 1990-91 when I was crossing the Great Abyss and merging with Source what I was really doing was connecting to my Divine Counterpart! Connecting with a Divine Counterpart is the closest anyone can get to connecting with Source because it is through our contact with our Divine Counterpart that Source is attained…so in a very real way God or Goddess is our Divine Counterpart! Or at least the closest we can get to the ultimate Source of all things…

The totality of all that we really are can’t be contained within one human body…and parts of our soul is experiencing other lifetimes on other worlds and even as other life forms…That is true of our divine counterpart as well. How can everything that we are totally  line up in harmony with that of our divine counterpart? It can’t and perhaps our entire reality would be reduced to pure energy in a matter/anti-matter explosion if it were attempted…but we can come close for brief life changing experiences.

Three years went by with these rare contacts happening only once or twice a year, but I recognized them by how powerful they were. Finally Frieda felt compelled to comment on one of my blog posts…we struck up a very lively discussion in which sparks were flying everywhere. We began to email and conversed daily…she lived across the world from me and there was never any real chance of our ever getting together, but I always hoped…

My interaction with her continued for well over three years and the energy exchanges were massive to say the least…as I write this she remains in my heart and I remain in her heart and we will always be connected to each other. But the other aspects of who we are prevent us from physically manifesting a relationship together until the end of this new cycle. Somehow we stand at opposite ends of Gaia and an entire world stands between us…the rest of who we are…

Our relationship allowed each of us to activate permanent full spectrum astral bodies. First I gave my energy to her and then she gave birth to mine and an immense astral cord connects us which can never be broken. The timeline that she created is Gaia’s ascension timeline and it can not be altered. It exists as it first appeared back in 1990 when I first encountered her energies in crossing the Great Abyss. You see, each of these soulmate cycles were aspects of her and that is how it works. This is the ultimate timeline for me which I now need to travel and explore…

Back before Gaia even existed I was one of those fallen angels and she stayed in God’s grace and the light of Source…Now I have returned to the light of Source and she has become one of the fallen ones…we have traded places…my soul has reversed polarity to become a female soul and her soul has become a male soul…this is how souls evolve…

We went as far as we could until we were both perfectly balanced and within each other and then our completed soul divided once more in a form of cell division in which I went with Gaia and she took her children to another reality in space/time and time/space…Gaia herself has split into a planet A and a planet B and one day at the end of a great-great cycle they will both unite once more…that is how ascension works…that is how divine counterparts work…together they create the ultimate reality…

 

Fantasy, Face, Branches, Woman, Surreal, Mystical

It was bound to happen sooner or later…each soulmate cycle activated a deeper or lower astral body that was closer to physical manifestation. My cycle with Annie turned into a real physical relationship with it’s own highs and lows which I may share later. Right now I want to speak of the dynamics of these cycles and what is actually happening within them as one searches for that elusive Holy Grail…

I want to remind everyone that these cycles are normal, and everyone experiences them to some degree within love relationships, but not as rapidly as I was moving through them and not so many of them. This was number seven and involved the root chakra energies and the permanent activation of the etheric body. It took seven years of steadfast daily working with these energies until a true physical relationship finally manifested. One may think of that as a long time or not, but many never achieve the permanent activation of all seven astral bodies as I did. As a male I can only speak of the male experience although several women have shared dreams of astral babies…apparently this is one of the gifts of that most magickal of all things, the female womb or Holy Grail…

In our youth we are told not to fall in love with the very first one that we are attracted to. My experience with these cycles is in agreement with the opinion of occultist Dion Fortune who insists that souls should be mated upon the astral planes before the consummation of a physical sexual relationship. This is the path of the dove and not the path of the serpent. We need to fall in love several times to build our soul and it’s capacity for having a true full spectrum relationship with another person.

We have several soulmates or persons who can fulfill that role for us as we develop the astral body out of the energies of each of the seven chakra centers…a soulmate is someone of the opposite sex that is of the same frequency as we are at that particular level. They are automatically drawn to us and we are drawn to them through the working out of these cycles.

It is also true that one must work directly with sexual orgasm energies and human sexuality to really propel these cycles and draw the proper magickal partners to us. As we work downward through these levels we will reach the point where we draw a physical partner to us and form a true physical relationship. But first we need to develop our capacity to have such a relationship or it will fail…as so often happens…and this needs to take place on all the levels for a successful mating of souls.

As I write this I still don’t know the end result of it all:

It is not the end of personal growth and empowerment. Our modern world is in a process of major transformation and new energetics are being formed even as I write this. For example, only now do I realize that my cycle with Annie involved the birth of my etheric astral body…the energies involved were of such a high vibration that they couldn’t participate within the etheric regions as they then existed because of those being of such low vibration that they would forcibly try to expel me from them. It was all that I could do to anchor myself there as a light bringer. We are now entering a time when my etheric body is much more welcome in the etheric regions of the astral planes…

Both Annie and I had severe karma involving others that also needed to be dealt with and these challenges ultimately destroyed our chances of really having a good relationship with each other. I was married to Annie for seven years and struggled to pay back my child support obligation which made my relationship with her much more difficult. As a consequence she often provided more in terms of financial support than I did to the relationship. This was bitter for both of us and we gradually grew apart from each other. My own children and legal issues got in the way…We had so much going for us, but the things that were against us were powerful indeed…we became toxic to each other…

We separated, got divorced, and I briefly moved to Washington DC where I lived for three months with another soulmate named Diana. In a way it seemed like the beginning of a new soulmate cycle and she was a pagan, but she also believed in polyamory and I couldn’t reconcile my own soulmate cycles with the concept of polyamory. It was the purity of the soulmate cycle with it’s magickal celibacy and exclusiveness that gave birth to permanently activated astral bodies! Indiscriminate sex and collective sexuality was not a part of my path!

In the end I went back to Annie, married her again and this time the challenges of the next seven years were not those of my children, but of her children. In the end my children helped to destroy the first seven years of marriage with Annie and her children helped to destroy the second seven years of marriage. Without those challenges we would have done much better…but we did as well as we could….

After twenty years of rocky marriage we had both moved so far in opposite directions that we could no longer be supportive of each other even though we loved each other…sometimes you can love someone and still not stand to live with them because the relationship has become toxic…

You see, the energy dynamic of my relationship with Annie stirred up all the black shit within me and within her and brought it to our awareness where we could deal with it and transmute it into harmless energy and that was the strength of our relationship. It was healing and ultimately brought out the best in both of us…but we were moving in opposite directions and there was no longer any catalytic effect…we had reached a dead end…we had become dead to each other…

That was when someone else entered my dreams and a totally different cycle began, the Divine Counterpart cycle…