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Wings, Fire, Hot, Red, Swirls, Magic, Myth, Phoenix

It is the first full moon of 2020 and the message is to fill yourselves up with the incoming energies! Drink and drink deeply for you will need those energies throughout this coming year.

In my last post I said that I was going to share information about soulmates and divine counterparts in this post. In the meantime I’ve clarified that for myself to mean that I will tell my personal story in a way that I have never shared it before. The main and most important energetic of these cycles is to give until the energy comes back! That is how I started these soulmate cycles and that is how I will finish them! I will open my heart and share my story. Hopefully, some of you will recognize that it is your own story as well.

This is part of the secret; in sharing with others the path reveals itself. In the sharing of my own story my own path will be revealed to me. I don’t know of any other way to have it become revealed. So rather than a few short posts on soulmates and divine counterparts there will be a lot of posts that share information never made available before in the proper context. So please be patient with me because my story is a long one! I hope that you will find it interesting.

I was born 1957 in southern Minnesota and we moved to a 200 acre farm in north central Minnesota when I was two years old. It was my dad’s dream to be a farmer and he tried unsuccessfully to have a dairy farm three different times during the years I was growing up. Our farm consisted of swamp, sugar sand,rocks and Jackpine forest along with some beautiful Norway pines. This was not a good foundation for fertile crops…so we were very poor. My dad was forced to work other jobs and do his farming after hours.

The roof of the old farm house leaked when it rained and we didn’t have running water or plumbing, but we always had food to eat and a warm wood stove or two or three in the winter to keep us warm. Years later when the house burned we discovered that part of the original structure was built of logs that had been covered by stucco. There was newspaper in the walls for insulation. Growing up it was my job to bring in the firewood and we used almost thirty cords of wood every winter!

I was the oldest of four children and the nearest neighbors lived almost 1 mile away by road, a half mile over the swamp. I spent a lot of time with the animals and playing in the woods. Despite the poverty my childhood was very happy because I didn’t know any better. I had a vivid imagination and if I wasn’t playing with one of my sisters I was playing with the dog. We always had at least one dog, sometimes even three. We also had horses and my horse was named Mike. I loved that horse and he loved me.

I could walk out into the pasture with a handful of grass in my hand and Mike would come trotting up to eat it. I would jump on his back and ride him around the pasture bareback without a bridle or anything, simply turning him one direction or the other by pushing my hand on the side of his neck. My connection to animals has always been instinctive and very deep. Most of the time I prefer the company of animals over that of humans.

But there was a darker side to things as well. Even though dad and mom loved each other they never showed it and I never saw them hug each other until much later in life. It was a dysfunctional family and I grew up without the normal emotional attachment to my mother that other people have. It has been my deepest wound and the last one to heal after all these years. That wound was so deep I didn’t even know it existed until the healing energies of my soulmate cycles brought it forcefully to my awareness. Sadly I passed that sense of emotional abandonment onto my own children by not being there as they were growing up…their mother had taken them away from me. But that comes later…

My mother’s dream was to be a nurse and she went to school to become an LPN. But after we were born she needed to stay home and take care of us. Dad was very rigid and demanded a lot of himself and of everyone else. There was no fun in doing family things.

Mom suffered from constant migraine headaches and became addicted to pain meds. She spent most of my formative years stoned lying on the sofa or working in the house or garden. She was a really good cook! She also had affairs with several of the neighbor men and we never knew about it. Dad was always off working and the neighbors would come over to visit. Mom would send us out to play, even in the winter time. One time when I was in my late teens she ran off with a man and was in a car accident in Duluth about 200 miles away, so it all came out and everyone was shocked. She also finally lost her nursing license after being caught three different times stealing meds from patients when she did work in the hospital…

There was a sexual predator in the family as well, a second cousin that abused most of the women in my mother’s family. She came from a family of twelve children. To my shame I once saw this man teasing my sister and she was trying to get away from him but he wouldn’t let her. He kept trying to pinch her boob, but to me I thought he was trying to tickle her. At the time I thought it was funny. I was very innocent and had almost no social skills which I learned from my parents.

I mentioned that we were poor and I liked candy so I often shoplifted things from the grocery store and never got caught.

My parents, dad especially, were very religious and by the time I was twelve I was sent to confirmation class. I loved to read and unlike the others in the class I knew all the bible stories by heart because we were given them to read at home as young children. I stole money from the offering box at church, bought candy with it and ate the candy during confirmation class. My conscience didn’t really kick in until I was fourteen…I was bored…

 

 

 

Fantasy, Angel, Mystical, Fantastic, Light, Magic

For several years now I’ve danced around this subject and it’s time to tackle it head on and damn the consequences. I appreciate those who have continued to support me over the years…and hope you continue to do so.

I’m going to use the term astral planes because it’s better understood that way, although I’ve got my own slant on what the astral planes really are. Energy flows within the astral planes and all things are connected together in a vast circuit. Depending upon which way the energy flows it will be favorable or unfavorable to you and your interests. The Bible tells of how Adam and Eve were kicked out of the Garden of Eden and even the stones were turned against them. That meant the energy was flowing the wrong way and so it has for many of us ever since. But it is time for that to change!

There are patterns within the astral planes and the astral resists change of any kind! It will attempt to retain the status quo in all situations, being totally indifferent to whether the flow of energy is for us or against us. Not only does the astral resist change, but it is also quite elastic and will snap back to it’s original position unless forced to break down and reassemble in a new way. To alter any astral circuit one need’s to apply 126% more energy than what it ordinarily carries. For an astral connection to sever it takes the flow of energy to drop to 74% of what normally flows through the circuit. This is a very large window of elasticity!

Normal efforts to change the astral patterns by generating energy simply do not create a large enough spike to do anything at all! Nothing succeeds like excess! The physical body generates these types of energies:

Unity/Spiritual Light/Photon/electron

Concrete Spiritual/ archetypal

Abstract Mental/Creative and philosophical thought/logic and reason

Concrete Mental/ objective perception of the world through the physical senses

Upper Emotional

Lower Emotional

Sexual energy

Sensual energies/Etheric

As you can see there are eight types of energies if one includes that of Unity or Source. To create a large enough energy spike to alter the astral circuitry you need to achieve the “2nd wind” in any of the above categories. The goal is to generate such a surge of energy that you will experience vivid and powerful dreams during the night as you sleep and the energy is discharged from your body into the astral planes. If you can’t achieve this surge of energy, the energy will simply be “digested” or absorbed by the astral circuitry without making any difference because of the elasticity of the astral itself.

Now the astral “resets” itself twice a day and that is the real reason between morning and evening prayers. Prayer sends a surge of energy into the astral in the morning and the astral “resets” itself during the day so that you can do it once more in the evening…a very powerful meditation or connection to Source can alter the astral circuitry and that is why it is done.

One can debate, participate in philosophical thinking, study several different subjects till going past the fatigue point to create the needed surge of energy.

One can become an adrenaline addict and a thrill seeker to charge the astral with emotional energies.

One can work out in the gym with discipline, hard work and will power to inject that rush of physical energy into the astral.

One can have two full body orgasms where the sexual pleasure is brought to the edge of orgasm and held for at least a half hour before allowing it to take place. If this is done twice in one evening the surge of energy is guaranteed to cause the astral to reset itself and give often violent and powerful dreams that are healing and empowering.

One can use sensual pleasures, pains and grounding techniques to use Gaia’s earth energy to provide the needed energy.

Technique is not important. Ritual is not important. Understanding is not important. Generating the energy spike is what is important! Causing the astral to rupture and reset itself is what is important!

Many years ago soon after crossing the Great Abyss and uniting with Source I did the equivalent of the Healing and Prosperity Circle meditation and opened the basic energy pathways inside my body. Then I started working with sexual energy as suggested by Mantak Chia. He said that one should learn to control the orgasm so that when I finally did find a partner it would be more enjoyable and pleasurable for both. Almost immediately I experiences an eruption of spontaneous kundalini energy that is still active within my body without stopping. I began an auto-erotic path of generating orgasm energy twice a day, every day for over seven years without a break! It was very difficult and very frustrating. But every night I had dreams that were so powerful they were almost violent in their intensity! It was also very healing and I was integrating parts of my soul in ways that I had never done before.

I soon discovered that this practice was activating emotional wounds and repressed energies which caused explosive outbreaks of emotional energies as they were released. But these energies were safely released because of the opened energy channels created by the previous meditation and connection to Source.

At first this generation of energy burst the weak places within my own aura and physical body. This can be summarized as destroying any and all illusions and weak areas in my own belief system. I needed to eliminate the energy leaks one by one in a slow process that took years. Over time I gained the ability to safely contain this pressurized energy and the breakage or rupture in the astral was not inside me, but outside of me.

This caused changes within the astral circuitry that affected other magic workers and I became subject to several years of almost daily magical attack. At first I had to rise above the attack to survive. Later as my astral body became stronger I even went down below the attack to over power it.

For many years now I have not experienced any serious magical attack or threat and have always won any magical battle or duel even though I have never willingly attacked others. I have only fought back in self-defense…but when attacked have learned to not hold back! I am the equivalent of special ops within the astral realms and this is what I intend to teach others, how to be the very best!

In this post I have shared what I did. In my next post I will share what happened in terms of soulmate cycles and love relationships. There is so much BS floated around on these subjects that I’m going to smash them with a sledge hammer! Anyone that doesn’t like it can take me on! Chuckle!

Fantasy, Portrait, Woman, Mystical, Girl, Face

I think I’ve said enough about the dangers of trying to activate the etheric double or the Ka, that mysterious non-physical body created out of the noble gas element #118 before establishing a solid connection to the Spiritual Light of Source. I’ve also shared how the Healing and Prosperity Circle meditation can do that for you. Now I’m going to move on to the actual process of integrating this non-physical body and becoming conscious of it.

Since it has 32 electrons or awareness points within its outer circle it takes a very long time to permanently activate it. Most likely it will take years…remember the dangers of vampirism and avoid becoming an energy vampire! Use your connection to Source or soulmate or divine counterpart as the means of empowering temporary activations of the etheric double. You can also use time honored methods such as dancing, chanting, drumming, as well as healthy physical and sexual activity. Think of Wicca and Shamanism as positive examples of this.

I remember one of the first meditations that I learned as a Rosicrucian. It was to sit in a chair with my feet on the ground and slowly visualize energy in the bottom of my feet, feel it go into my toes, my arches, my heels and gradually up my legs and body to eventually end up at the crown chakra and then back down the front of my body. Remember the etheric double is accessed where the physical body touches the ground, and if we are sitting in a chair it is where our feet touch the ground.

Think of all other types of grounding exercises and meditations such as hugging a tree or sitting with your back against a tree. Each and all of these work to integrate your normal awareness with your etheric double as much as possible. By doing these types of activities it is possible to activate several electrons or points of awareness at the level of the etheric double. Each activated point of awareness gives sensory input from this realm. Activating two points of awareness will give an archetypal awareness or black and white awareness which can sharpen your instincts of safety and danger…even if you don’t really understand why you feel at peace or threatened.

It’s also time to re-define the chakra levels and energies beginning with the lower emotional energies of the root chakra, beneath that the sexual energies of orgasm and beneath that the etheric energies of sensuality and the pleasures and pains of the flesh or skin…

Consider the similarities between some tantric practices and the sadist/masochist/dominance/submisive cultures and the immense sexual energies they generate. Consider also the Holy Grail/ witch’s cauldron/ horn of plenty which in reality is the merging of the magnetic energies of sex and orgasm on the astral planes and not the physical act of sex itself. You will begin to understand the deviant and why they act as they do to feed their lower astral bodies…

The main commonality is to raise the sexual tension to an incredible peak and draw it out for at least 30 minutes without releasing it. In many ways this means to flirt with danger and risk destroying the magical work by the act of physical sex itself. The fiction of Dion Fortune gives strong guidance on these concepts and how important such dynamic sexual tension really is to magical workings.

Also keep in mind that male energy first goes to the female until she is fulfilled and only then does she give birth to an astral/noble gas body for the male. It is much easier for the female to develop and integrate the Ka or etheric double than it is for a male. This is why females are often seen as witches. In fact, the entire practice of tantra is to teach the male  how to have full body orgasms like the female does without losing sperm energy. It is the magnetic waves of orgasm that pass through the body that act to build and strengthen the etheric double or any other noble gas body. This is easy for the female but extremely difficult for the male.

Lastly many of the strange sexual activities used in tantric and occult practices are simply ways to avoid pregnancy while achieving orgasm or near orgasm. Don’t over think it! Also consider how working with soulmate or divine counterpart crystalline energy is different from low level collective energy…consider the sacred and the profane…keep it sacred!

Fantasy, Forest, Creepy, Woman, Bird, Dark, Gloomy

Continuing our discussion of the importance and benefits of the Healing and Prosperity Circle meditation is to consider grounding and the etheric double from this new perspective. Now if the mysterious noble gas element #118 is indeed the Ka, the etheric double and the lowest possible level of our reality it is also where we ground during our meditations and magical work. That means the etheric realm is the world in which ghosts and spirits walk and it is in actuality beneath our normal perception of physical reality! This means it is more real than what we consider real physical reality! It is the opposite of imaginary and mental or spiritual creations and life forms which are above our ordinary awareness of physical reality.

In magical practice the meaning of “grounding” is to become anchored in the very core of the earth energies where we are completely safe and sane and anchored within our physical bodies. It is also the furthest away from the Source energies of Love and Light that come in through the crown chakra. It is only full spectrum ascension and Organic Gnosticism that actually connect these two extremes and draw the Spiritual energies of love and light down to the lowest levels as the ultimate form of magical empowerment. We use the connection between these two extremes to open our portal for the Healing and Prosperity meditation. That is why it is so powerful.

In magical practice when people ground themselves and ground the generated energies it means that these energies are absorbed and distributed at the etheric level in a balanced manner. The use of protective circles and rituals is because people are working with energies that are not in perfect balance and not at the etheric level! It means that there are many polarized energies that can disrupt and destroy magical workings if they are not protected. It means magical practitioners are introducing highly polarized energies into the environment in a way to provoke or invoke change and they produce extremely high voltages which can be dangerous if not handled correctly.

What seems to be happening is that perfect balance of energies and Unity only happens at the etheric level of the mysterious noble gas element #118 where the final outermost electron circle is complete and at the  spiritual photon/electron level of absolute Unity. We might also say that each noble gas represents areas of perfect balance and stability as well since each represents complete electron shells. So each fully activated astral body of Helium, Neon, Argon,Krypton, Xenon and Radon are also perfectly balanced and form their own type of grounding spaces within the full spectrum of life experience.

I’ve shared the basic Healing and Prosperity Circle meditation with occultists who have been horrified that there are no apparent protections in place and that I don’t ground the energies after the meditation itself. They don’t understand that it is perfectly grounded from the top down and that there has never been any form of “energy sickness” associated with it. It is also grounded from the bottom up and as stable a form of meditation as possible just the way it is without protections or rituals of any kind.

In fact, I’ve noticed that just like others working with Gaia’s ascension energies, I instinctively avoid the unbalanced energies of discord and negativity. This is why my personal progress has been from the top down and as each level becomes balanced my awareness becomes comfortable there and makes it my new home and my new center of activity. The etheric realm now seems to have become my new home and new center of activity and that is why I’m writing this Book of Shadows material.

When you consider that there are 32 sensory points of awareness or electrons in the etheric body and 32 sensory points of awareness in the noble gas body of Radon directly above that, it becomes clear how difficult it is to permanently activate these lower noble gas bodies. For most occultists they can only be accessed in a temporary manner through the generation or use of vital life force energy either through physical activity or some form of sacrifice. When permanently activated without the Source connection they create the need for vampirism to sustain themselves as I’ve indicated in other posts. This is why the Source connection is so vital in its ability and use of channeling Source energy to sustain these lower level astral bodies.

I’m going to say this another way. I have permanently activated all these astral bodies and have permanent awareness of what is going on around me at all the levels in a continuous manner. I live in a multi-dimensional way that is becoming normal for me. I don’t shift from one level to the other, but exist with awareness in all of them at the same time. My awareness does tend to settle at the lowest level that it is comfortable at since it has become rare for any activity to be a threat in the upper levels. The upper levels have become like blue sky without any clouds so there is not much to see there most of the time. It is the activity that attracts my attention and this activity is now on the etheric level.

I can enter a room like a cafe and just by glancing at the people inside sense what they are thinking or feeling. This is uncomfortable and I usually put up some type of shield to block their energy from entering my own space. So I deliberately choose to block many of the things within my environment. But I do these things naturally and in a balanced way that allows me to be “invisible” in the sense that no one really notices me. Remember that the strongest magical protection is a strong aura!

 

Fantasy, Dream, Cartoon, Drawing, Design, Magic, Sweet

Some very interesting and crazy information is trying to break through into awareness. I’ve almost got my fingers on it, but not quite. So I will just try to talk it out and see what happens.

First some very interesting information about chakras and sexuality. This comes from personal experience so it is not theory. Everyone talks about the root chakra and Kundalini energy and how important it is to awaken it and cause it to rise up the spine to the crown chakra.

Well, I’ve got some news for everyone. The root chakra is not that important! There are two chakras below that which are even more important and they haven’t really been truly recognized for how important they are.

Now when a chakra is being awakened there is a feeling like electricity that buzzes around in the area of the chakra. This sensation of electricity can also move up and down the spine and move from one energy center to the other.

Now back in 1992 after I experienced a spontaneous activation of the Kundalini energies and it shot up my spine to my crown chakra with such force that I temporarily blacked out, sagged and almost fell to the floor, as I was doing a yoga side stretch something opened up an energetic pathway that never closed. (Wow! What a long sentence!) Ever since that day I have continuously felt that tingle of electricity somewhere in my body. Over the years the location of that activity has changed, but there has always been continuous activity.

These days there are four main areas where that electrical tingling may be taking place. These are my lower neck, right between my shoulder blades, at my root chakra/base of spine and in my testes. This activity goes on for days and days before moving to another location. I will also share that I have damage in my spine at my lower neck and between my shoulder blades from an old injury when I was breaking horses and got thrown. So there is blockage in those locations and the energy is working to open those pathways and heal my body.

What people don’t realize or hear about is that the testes and ovaries are actual chakra centers in their own right and that tingle of electricity can occur there for days as well. I experienced the electrical tingle at my tail bone or root chakra for many years before I ever experienced it in the testes themselves. This tells me that sexual energy is much lower than root chakra energy and much more powerful! For the last few years that activity has been mostly in the testes and not the tailbone/root chakra although the activity does move around as I’ve mentioned above.

Now changing the subject to the noble gas body of the mysterious element #118 or the etheric double brings up another point of interest and another even more powerful chakra center. As I’ve been doing this research, I’ve also been meditating and trying to get the feel for my own etheric double. What I discovered is that the etheric double exists where the feet touch the ground as I sit in my chair. A dark energy seems to pool around my feet and flow out into the room from the bottom of my feet! An opening also seems to open up beneath my feet that I instinctively know is the etheric world of deepest astral projections.

The implications of this are staggering! People sitting in the lotus position meditating on the root chakra are really also meditating on that point where the body touches the earth which is the point where the etheric double is accessed! It’s not the bottom of the feet, or the root chakra, but where the body touches the earth that is important!

In Wicca and other magical paths we see this in the importance of grounding to Gaia and to the earth! I’ve got to go now but will expand on this later.

Happy New Year!

Fantasy, Clouds, Woman, Castle, Sun, Sky, Atmospheric

Happy New Year! Continuing the Book of Shadows material leads us back around to understanding just how powerful the central Healing and Prosperity Circle Meditation  is and how we can use it to accelerate our soul development. The reason I’m bringing this up again is that my current research shows just how important the role of the Spiritual Light plays in Organic Gnosticism.

Actually we need to go back even earlier to some of the preliminary-meditations to clarify an important point. I’m specifically talking about when we reach out as far as we can into Source and bring down/back the highest Spiritual Light and Love that we can connect with. We use that energy to create a ball of energy about two inches above our head and then we continue by visualizing and creating a second ball of energy in the middle of our heads and then join them together creating an energetic link with Source that is permanent.

This is not clearly done in the Healing and Prosperity Circle meditation because we are doing that meditation with others and the meditation has been modified. Originally this meditation was intended for one person as a way of moving awareness up and down the astral planes so that awareness could travel all levels without distortion. As the ball of energy moves up and down the spine like an elevator our awareness can also move up and down within that ball of awareness. By doing this we can use this type of meditation to cross The Great Abyss in full awareness and remain there for great periods of time if we choose. We can also use the ball of energy as an elevator for our awareness to move from noble gas body to noble gas body in smooth transitions.

I just did a Healing and Prosperity Circle meditation for the New Year. I listened to my own video and it worked fine for me. One of the things I realized was that as I did the meditation my own awareness began with Source and then continued down the spine to reside within each chakra center. The actual healing and prosperity work was done with my awareness stable and active at the lowest level, the level of the etheric double. So I was working consciously in my etheric double or Ka body or the one created out of the mysterious element #118. So this meditation causes the point of awareness to gradually shift downward to the most powerful level while maintaining the highest level of consciousness.

Working with tantric or sexual energies can only be safely done after the Spiritual Light is safely acquired and anchored permanently. First you work with the light, then you work to raise the Kundalini energy. I’m trying to make this clear. Sexuality is important but Spiritual Light is most important in these first stages.

After this integration of the Spiritual Light happens and one begins to work with sexual energies one will find that male sexual energy tends to rise by itself up through the physical body, activating repressed emotions as it goes and opening energy pathways on it’s own without direction or guidance.

The female will notice that she can move sexual or Kundalini energy up the spine or body by consciously focusing on it and willing it to go upward. But for her the energy will tend to drop to the lower levels when left to it’s own inclination.

Until permanently activated the male needs to focus with intent on the etheric double and the female needs to focus with intent on the Spiritual Light. This can be done individually as a solitary path.

However, Wicca shows us how the Priest draws down the Goddess into the High Priestess and the High Priestess in turns brings out the Horned One in the Priest. He helps her to rise and she in turn helps keep him grounded in the here and now. This is why “Drawing down the Moon” and the celebration of sexuality are so important within Wicca and other pagan paths. One helps lift up the females and the other helps ground the males.

The Magdalen Manuscript: The Alchemies of Horus & The Sex Magic of Isis by Tom Kenyon and Judi Sion seem to be sharing a very similar message to what I am trying to share with Organic Gnosticism and the importance of Source and the Spiritual Light. In this book “The Alchemies of Horus” is the path of the individual and “The Sex Magic of Isis” is the path of the joined couple.

Remember that the ultimate goal is the permanent activation and integration of the Ka (etheric body created by the mysterious noble gas #118 or Goddess) and the Ba (Unity or photon awareness as Source or God) or full spectrum ascension! This sacred union happens within the individual. We need to recognize the Divine that exists within each living thing and each living heart.

New Years Eve Message

Mystery, Road, Fantasy, Magical, Fog, Forest, Nature

It’s New Year’s Eve and even though nature might not celebrate this special day humanity most certainly does. Any time that humanity singles out specific days it means that they are days of power in some way or another. So New Year’s Eve and New Year’s day are times of power. Having said all that I’m not going to blather on about the past year and the coming year in this post. Instead I’m going to jump right into my thoughts and ongoing insights into the etheric double as a noble gas body and how magic makes use of this etheric double and the ghostly astral world of the etheric double.

I would like to state that going forward I will speak of Gaia’s ascension as full spectrum ascension, meaning that it also involves the activation of this noble gas body, Ka or etheric double as well as all possible noble gas bodies. The reality is that this activation is what remains in Gaia’s ascension process and in the year 2020 we are going to see and experience pure magic in a way never seen before in living memory. It is time for magic to come back into this world in a very big way as those ascending activate their own noble gas bodies, specifically this etheric double or Ka body.

I’m still in the process of researching and studying various material on astral travel and the etheric double.But I’ve already found some serious differences between Organic Gnosticism and other paths like Wicca and paganism. To put things bluntly these paths do teach the development of the etheric double and it’s powers with the ability to do magic. However, the energetic demands of these paths prove that they are not talking about the permanent activation of the etheric double or Ka. They speak of the temporary activation of it through the physical generation of energies and life force for the purpose of magical work such as healing and spells within a protective space like a circle.

Even Gavin and Yvonne Frost in their books about magical power and tantric practice describe practices that are truly of the etheric double, but of a muddy energetic nature because of using collective sexual energies instead of chakra soulmate energies. In their descriptions of a tantric house the sexual practice is not of chakra soulmates but of collective participating group members.

My personal experience through Organic Gnosticism and chakra soulmates has been the astral exchange of sexual energies with one individual to the point where the energies of any and all other individuals were entirely forced out of both of us for the duration of the cycle. This created bonds of soulmate energy that could not be broken because they were pure phase-locked energies that through the male’s connection with Spiritual light (photon level) and the female’s connection with Universal life force energy (mysterious element #118) formed a resonant circuit with a powerful and infinite tank current that perpetuated itself. Astral creations of this phase-locked energy could not be challenged or tampered with by anyone other than the two soulmates who generated the energies in the first place. The power to sustain and permanently activate the noble gas bodies is channeled and not generated or taken from anyone else.

In summary I’m talking about something that I’ve personally experienced and how it differs from what others have taught or written about. I’m talking about how chakra soulmates and divine counterparts energetically interact to create pure diamond bodies for both that are permanent and self sustaining at all levels…This is new material never released before as far as I know.

Dreams, Heaven Stairs, Fantasy, Woman, Dress

I’ve been rethinking the entire astral planes issue based upon the concept that astral bodies and astral worlds might instead be created from noble gases…which means that they are really a part of physical reality and that physical reality is not as solid as many of us believe it is. This can be illustrated simply with the fact that the heaviest and most “physical” atom or element is the mysterious noble gas #118. We might also add that this mysterious element #118 also contains all other possible elements within it even though it is a noble gas.

Today I’m going to talk about some of my soulmate cycles and the astral contacts I’ve experienced with these chakra soulmates. Initially I would have some type of astral romantic encounter that was very powerful energetically. Over the years I’ve asked some of these chakra soulmates about their own experiences and if we both experienced the same contact at the same time in the same way. Were we both aware of what was happening in the astral and did it mean the same thing for both of us?

The answer to this question is not satisfactorily answered and much more research still needs to be done. But this is what I discovered. The first beginning astral contacts seemed to be with the “unconscious” aspect of the romantic partner. In other words the contact was with the “Shadow” or the “Higher Self” and not with the normal awareness. So she was not at first consciously aware of my astral connections with her and I was not consciously aware of her astral connections with me.

However, as these cycles progressed and the “Shadow” and “Higher Self” became more integrated our astral encounters became more jointly shared in which we were both aware of similar experiences at the same time. Toward the end of each cycle we were both aware of each other at all times if we so desired. Normal communications seemed to indicate that we were truly on the same page as shared through emails and such.

But more importantly was the great work or energetic situation in which our joint efforts to establish our own timelines were in violent conflict with those of others within the astral planes. We were in the middle of a battle and there were many close calls, extremely close calls where the outcome was narrowly in our favor. The best way to describe this is that timelines created by soulmates are more powerful and secure than those created by non-soulmates or by the collective. There were many near misses and close calls and the energy was very dangerous because the stakes were so high and the energy was so powerful. Our enemies were very powerful magically.

But getting back to the main point of this post. The fact that I first contacted my soulmate’s Shadow and Higher Self aspects and she contacted mine without conscious awareness is a solid indication that these noble gas bodies or astral bodies existed before we were able to integrate them. They existed in their own right but we didn’t have conscious awareness of them. That means they were independently controlled by the subconscious or even in the case of the higher spiritual levels, by the Higher Self.

This shows the importance of the human ego in its ability to integrate both the Shadow and the Higher Self. Otherwise these two aspects remain as separate and individual forms of awareness not integrated with the self or “I”.

The Shadow becomes those things we find within ourselves but don’t like or accept and the Higher Self becomes those things we find in others and desire but can’t find within ourselves. The reality becoming that they both exist and need to become integrated so that we are consciously aware of them. This would be true of all seven of our noble gas bodies or astral bodies. They all need to be integrated into the self or normal human ego to become the complete soul or “I”.

 

Order of Anarchist Knights

Chapter 1 Ascension Protocols

Lucas paced restlessly back and forth. Damn! There was no other way. He needed to find a new spinner. This is how it always ended up and part of it was his own fault. The thing was that spinners were so damn hard to find, especially ones that could work the lower astral planes and that’s where the war was right now, Things were going to get ugly fast and he had to find a way to shift Gaia’s timeline once more…he had given up counting how many timelines had been bent and twisted to keep Gaia’s ascension moving in a balanced way toward the light and the higher vibrations of 4D.

That’s what the Order did though, they were Gaia’s premiere line of defense against both the Orion reptilians and the Pleiadians. He felt the anger welling up inside like a volcano. Neither the reptilians nor the Pleiadians gave a damn about Gaia and her billions and billions of life forms that lived on her surface and inside her. All they cared about was their own starseeds. That and getting everyone back to time/space once more. No body cared about space/time and the organic life here on Gaia. Nobody except Gaia herself and the Order…

If only he could remember more! Things were starting to come back, but it was real slow and they were all running out of time. He laughed, time was a funny thing. If it was always the present moment how could it run out? Well, it never really ran out, but events gravitated together in time/space and when that happened it caused things to happen in space/time here on Gaia. A massive convergence was about to happen and these damn aliens were trying to push things to their own advantage. Gaia and the Order were caught in the middle.

Spinners created timelines and that’s what they needed now, but the Order had lost the old ways and there was no way they would listen to him now. He had already tried that. The walk-ins only made things even more difficult. The walk-ins and starseeds…

 

The ancients called them Devas and they had their own evolutionary ladder, but once they had been part of the Order as well. Most members didn’t realize what an important role the spinners played and how they actually complimented the work of the Order.

Lucas had only discovered it himself by accident and been smart enough to recognize it. Or perhaps it was his memory beginning to return? Maybe he had known this knowledge lifetimes ago and he was just remembering it once more.

In any case he needed to find a spinner and the only way he knew how to do that was to send out a signal, a very strong signal, a signal that would attract a spinner. Not just any spinner, but one that was on his own frequency.

They would react to his signal, that’s what spinners did. Spinners were like compilers that took in computer code, translated it to machine code and then created timelines with it. It was a process that required both input from a member of the Order and output from a spinner. Actually they fed on each other, enhanced each other, pushed each other to new heights. And then burned out…or that is what had always happened before.

He remembered his first encounter with a spinner. It had been after his wife had taken the kids and left him alone in Phoenix. He had gone to a special support group and told his story shaking with emotion and with tears. The other members of the group had taken it all in, had been deeply moved, because he was telling their story! He had poured out all that raw, unfiltered emotional energy and they had all taken it in, had needed it for themselves in some way. Afterwards people had come up to him, thanking him for such powerful sharing that had deeply touched their own hearts and told their own stories.

Then she had come up to him saying the same thing, but this was different. As he reached out to shake her hand a spark jumped two inches before their hands could touch. He didn’t know if his energy had jumped to hers or if hers had jumped to him, or both, but he left the building buzzing with an energy that was was like an electric shock that would not quit. He lay in bed and couldn’t get to sleep because of the energy that was racing around inside him like electricity and wouldn’t let him rest. Hours later he finally drifted off to sleep…

 

It was a new born child, still covered with the residue from birthing and still attached to the cord. The child was glowing and pulsing with life and the image was so vivid that he woke up. Somehow he knew that was his new and permanently activated astral body. That’s another thing that spinners did, create permanent astral bodies. But it was quite rare. The Order taught about these things and now it had happened to him!

He fell back asleep and this time came the glorious vision of a world being created in perfect balance, with all of nature responding and playing a part. Animals gave off the carbon dioxide that the plants needed to survive and the plants gave off the oxygen that the animals needed to survive. Everything played a part and everything needed each other…as life slowly evolved from a single cell and blossomed into an entire new world filled with vibrant life and vitality. A new time line had been born!

He never saw her again, but that was his first unforgettable experience with a spinner. He could fly after that, or rather part of his awareness could project out anywhere into the universe and explore. Nothing was hidden as he explored this new timeline that he found himself in. The only limitation was his own mind. He couldn’t explore what he didn’t know even existed.

He didn’t have wings, and didn’t even really have a face, just a human outline of glowing golden energy almost like a human shaped balloon created out of pure cosmic energy. But he could fly! His awareness traveled to the ends of the universe and discovered that time was really an enormous loop that turned back on itself.

But he always woke up back in the real physical world where the war for Gaia was raging. There were other timelines as well as his and the clock was ticking so to speak. Each timeline existed at the higher levels but which one would descend to become physical reality? That was the real question. They all existed in time/space but only one could exist in the space/time of his own reality.

The reptilians wanted to continue to dominate space/time as they had for millennia and the Pleiadians were hell bent on pulling all life over into time/space! Gaia and all her life forms were caught in the middle of this horrific war. Both sides had infiltrated the human race and you never really knew if you were talking to an original human, a walk-in or even a starseed.

 

That had been many spinners ago and Lucas now functioned at will on the lowest astral planes, without the energy limitations of most other magic workers and non-physical life forms, of which there were many. That was the advantage of the permanently activated astral bodies that spinners created. They were immortal in their own plane of existence. His current astral body radiated strength and was almost physically tangible if he wanted it to be. It was no stranger to astral conflict…

He sat down in the chair and his awareness instantly shifted out of body as he began the process of opening a portal. First the connection to Source and the pushing back of all that would block or hinder. Next to call in other members of the Order. This was how they contacted each other and communicated with each other. Dark shadowy winged shapes came at his bidding. At the lower levels everyone wore black…it was the color of the energy, not that it was evil…

Now for the news, the updates…the energetic dynamics of the astral planes resolved themselves twice a day and nothing was permanent. But first the order of business as each in turn made their petitions for healing and prosperity. When all were satisfied and only then did they turn to the war and recent developments.

Humanity was deeply divided because of its inability to integrate duality. The stresses were once more reaching a crisis point and soon the destructive lighting flash of the Wrath of God would cross the chasm unless some other way was found. That’s why he needed a new spinner, a new timeline! Spinners released the tension and voltage through creation and not through destruction. So far they had managed to avoid World War III…and any other serious damages.

Yes, there she was! Just a spot of light like all the others…but different. He closed in on the connection, like traveling down a long tube…there she was sitting at her computer. He stood in front of her silently, waiting for her to notice. Finally she looked up, their eyes met…

 

Their eyes met and he felt himself being drawn into them…completely. Not only that, he consciously poured his essence into her as an energetic download. His awareness was inside of her and she was inside of him and the world turned inside out as he traveled the time wave to its conclusion. Finally everything was right once more and he shook himself in the chair.

That was it, that was all that he could do. The rest was up to her. He had given her the ascension code that existed within his own essence and she had downloaded it. What happened next totally depended on how conscious the spinner was of her own abilities. Depended on how much she remembered…

The ascension code would unfold and unlock on its own consciously or unconsciously. She would use that new code to spin a totally new timeline for both herself, him and it would contain an entire world of living creatures. In the creation of such a timeline the spinner became Gaia herself. That new reality would operate under completely different laws of reality, laws that were embedded within the code that he had given her.

In the war between the reptilians and the Pleiadians the Order was greatly outnumbered, but the Order had spinners to create new timelines and the others didn’t. The reptilians could create new timelines, but they used the energy of the human collective to do so. They kept trying to incite people to a critical mass so that a new timeline would erupt.

The Pleiadians could only operate in the higher planes and create timelines in the higher planes that never really had a chance to descend to the lower levels of manifestation. All they could try doing was pull everything over into time/space. They tried using the energy of the collective for that too.

Both sides were fighting for the narrative that would convince enough people, would reach a critical mass, so that their own timeline would manifest as the dominant one. So they both tried inciting the general public…manipulating the general public…

The Order and spinners neutralized that collective energy and grounded it in the creation of a neutral timeline. It was very important that neither the reptilians nor the Pleiadians won this war. Gaia needed to win! The Order was sworn to serve Gaia in this! The Order had already won! It just needed time to work itself out!

 

 

Chapter 2 The New Timeline

Lucas gently shook himself awake as he opened his eyes and looked around the room. The energy from the portal was still vibrating in the room strongly enough to be unsettling. It was important for all the members of the Order to maintain contact with each other so they could continue operating on the same frequencies, especially now that they were once more changing.

Each new timeline that a spinner created brought things closer to physical manifestation and the energetic activity moved even lower down on the astral planes to the point that most  people were completely unaware of it. Their awareness did not function at such low levels.

Another factor was that some people simply couldn’t make the shift to this new timeline. They were struggling to exist as their old timeline began to simply fall apart. There was no place for them anywhere! This was especially true for the walk-ins, starseeds and other non-human entities. The consequences kept becoming more and more powerful and destructive for those that couldn’t make it.

Changing timelines didn’t alter the present moment, it altered the energetics that were behind the present moment and led to new things and unexpected things in the future. It was like thinking outside the box in ways that were individually empowering. That’s what had just happened for Lucas. He had tapped into his 401K and empowered his present moment by purchasing a better car and a new computer system. This was a radical change in the present moment energetics and he was still getting used to it.

Another energetic dynamic of the new timeline was that there were more NPC’s as he liked to call them, bodies without souls…well that wasn’t really true. Many advanced animal souls were taking advantage of the situation to take over the vacated human bodies and experience life as a human for the first time.

This led to even more sheeple that simply followed the popular narrative because they lacked the discernment that many human lifetimes brought. Both the reptilians and the Pleiadians tried to take advantage of the pliable nature of these newly minted humans…

He was shaken from his reverie by a presence that was making itself known. It was her, the spinner! He wondered what she wanted…cautiously and half alarmed he let down his defenses to allow her access…

An orb of golden energy enveloped him and penetrated his 3rd eye center pouring itself into him. He could sense her, the spinner inside of him looking around in wonder and puzzlement. It was a weird feeling having someone poke around inside you! Lucas was just trying to get his head around this when his cell phone started to ring.

Distractedly he answered it, still acutely aware of the spinner inside him.

“Oh hi Becca. What’s up?”

There was a strange sound on the other end and his sister finally answered in a strained voice.

“Dad just passed away and everyone is over at the farm. You’d better come over…”

Instantly all thoughts of the spinner were removed from his mind. “I’ll be right over! Is everything all right?”

Another long silence, “No, things are not alright. You will see when you get here.”

Click…

Lucas wondered what was up. He was not particularly surprised that his dad had passed since he was eighty seven years old. But he had been in fairly good health for someone that age. Lucas had just visited him two weeks ago. His dad had made him shoot his new Trump tommy gun that he had just bought. His dad had called it a Chicago typewriter…

Ever since mom had died his father had gotten into collecting guns…Lucas’ family had grown up in poverty, but his father had finally retired with both social security and a state pension after working twenty five years at the state hospital. Now he didn’t know what to do with all that money and spent it on guns…Lucas thought that his dad was going a little around the bend and had worried about him.

His mind drifted, so many people had passed away this last year, people that were close to him, people from work. Good friends had passed away, so many from cancer…

As he drove toward the farm he could sense the spinner still poking around inside him in wonder and puzzlement…

 

Back at the Farm

“Do I look dead to you?” His father asked Lucas in the living room of the family farm.

Lucas looked around the room at his terrified siblings. They were all there, his two sisters Susie and Becca, his younger brother Tom and his nephew Steve who had been living at the farm keeping an eye out on his dad.

“Do I! Why can’t they see me?”

His father slammed his fist down on the kitchen table and the guns that were piled on it shook. The others in the room jumped in terror as a 357 Magnum Colt revolver fell to the floor. He bent over to pick it up…

“Leave it there!” His father shouted. “Talk to me! I know that you can hear me and see me!”

Lucas glanced over at his brother Tom. He was staring fixedly at the spot where his father stood. It was pretty clear that Tom could sense his father’s presence, but the others couldn’t. It had been 1/2 hour drive to the family farm and when he had gotten there everything was a mess. His father’s physical body was lying in state at the local funeral home. But it seems that his father’s spirit hadn’t got the message.

“Father,” he said, “you had a massive heart attack and died. You really shouldn’t be here.”

“There’s nothing wrong with my heart! And if I was really dead I would be with your mother! I’m not, so I know that I’m not dead. I don’t know what all this fuss is about. I just want everybody to leave now!”

His father sat down in the leather easy chair, leaned back and the TV clicked on. Fox news came on with a picture of a giant UFO hovering over the White House. The reporter was obviously very shaken as she reported on the live feed from Washington DC.

“The giant UFO just suddenly appeared out of nowhere,” she said. “Nobody knows what to make of it! Even more strange is that only some people can see it, even though our cameras have footage of it. Some people think that it might be a massive hallucination or hologram caused by the newly installed 5G network.”

 

Alien Invasion

Lucas was driving home after the funeral. It was twilight and his headlights lit up the road in front of him as he drove down county road 17 past his father’s farm on his way home. It was late, but that was because all the siblings had called a meeting right after the funeral to see what must be done. His brother Tom was the appointed administrator of the will and both his sisters and their husbands were adamant about getting the guns out of the farm house.

Tom and himself were not that keen on the idea. The thirty odd guns were locked safely away in the massive gun safe in the middle of the living room. Nobody was going to steal them and Steve, his nephew, didn’t want to go anywhere near the place because he felt it was haunted. For now he was staying with his dad, Tom.

Lucas and Tom had both kept their mouths shut on that topic.

He suddenly snapped to attention. The lights were on in the farm house! He could see them off to the right beyond the swamp. The house itself stood almost a quarter mile back from the road hidden in pine trees and the driveway was almost a half mile long as it snaked through the woods along the swamp. He remembered distinctly hearing Tom say that the power had been turned off two days ago…He’d better go in and check on things.

The gravel crunched under his feet as he slowly and carefully walked toward the lit farm house. Suddenly his father stepped out  from the shadows and yelled at him.

“I told all of you to leave me alone!” his father shouted as he pointed the twin barrels of a twelve gauge shotgun directly at him.

Lucas took another step toward his father and flame belched from the twin muzzles. Lucas felt something slam against his chest and he was thrown backwards onto the gravel. He struggled to get up and discovered that he was not wounded. It had not been real…his father had disappeared back into the farm house.

Badly shaken he turned back to his car and then saw it coming in low and silent as an owl. It had weird lights flashing on it and he recognized it immediately. It was a reptilian UFO! It was coming for him! He needed to make it to the woods so he could force them to follow him on foot. The woods were a good hundred yards away and his heart pounded in his chest..he wasn’t going to make it!

Suddenly a portal opened in front of him and the spinner appeared in the center of it.

“Take my hand!” She shouted.

He reached out and as he grasped her firm hand she pulled him into the portal.

“Where are we?” He asked in bewilderment as he surveyed the cozy living room he was now standing in.

“San Jose,” the spinner answered. “That was close! They almost had you!”

He started in amazement, San Jose! California! That was the secret headquarters of the Order! He needed to get there quick and find out just what was happening!

“By the way,” she said, looking intently at him. “I’m Carla, and I’m from the future!”

 

“You what?” Lucas said slowly as he looked at her.

“I’m from the future,” said Carla happily. “You brought me here!”

“Wait a minute!” he shook his head in confusion. “You better start at the beginning.”

“It’s all about Gaia’s ascension,” she said, “but you already know that. For the last twenty years since scientists have been measuring it in your time the Schumann resonance for Gaia has been holding steady at around 7.8 hertz. That is also the vibrational range of the average human awareness. But today Gaia’s Schumann resonance is holding steady at nearly 40 hertz with energy spikes of up to 60 hertz.”

Lucas looked baffled as Carla continued.

“When Gaia’s Schumann resonance can permanently remain at over 40 hertz she will be in a totally different dimension of space/time and time/space! That’s what a different timeline really is, a different dimension!”

“Is that why all these weird things are happening?” He asked.

“Yes,” she nodded. “Your timeline is bleeding through into mine and mine is bleeding through into yours. But my timeline is 5D, or 5th density and operating at 40 hertz and above. We all have energy based bodies instead of physical based bodies. To even exist in your timeline I needed to adapt one of your people’s lower vibrational discarded physical bodies.”

“Discarded physical body?” he asked in confusion.

“Yes, I am what you people call a walk-in. The original inhabitant of this body didn’t want to remain here any more so she left and we exchanged places. How do you like it?”

She struck a pose for Lucas and he smiled. She did look pretty hot…

Carla continued, “But now that you are here things may change because you no longer have your physical body and I won’t need mine either. It will be interesting to see what happens.”

“What do you mean I don’t have my physical body? It’s right here…” and he pinched his arm.

She shook her head, “Your physical body couldn’t make it through the portal. Only fully calibrated energy bodies can make it through the portal. You are lucky that you already had all seven energy bodies fully functioning!”

“So where is my physical body?” He asked in alarm.

She laughed, “You don’t have it any more! It ascended…dematerialized.”

“Then I can’t get it back?”

“You will never need it again,” she said because your awareness no longer exists below 40 hertz.”

“Well what about the UFO,” he asked. “What was that all about?”

She blushed a bit, “The war between the reptilians and Pleiadians in my timeline has bled through into your timeline. Your President Trump has declared a state of National Emergency and proclaimed martial law! There is not going to be an election!”

 

 

 

Chapter 3 Grounded

“Why was that reptilian UFO after me,” Lucas persisted.

“It doesn’t matter any more, ” Carla told him. “They wanted to keep you out of this timeline and back in theirs. You had the Source code and they wanted to prevent you from using it. But you had already passed it on to me. Their only hope was that they could get you to give them the Source code as well. Now that you are here the energy has been  phase-locked into the new pattern and there is nothing anyone can do about it. Not even us.”

“Us?”

“Yes, us. We have allied for the time being with the Pleiadians and the Galactic Federation even though our goals are not exactly the same.”

“What do you mean we? Are there more of you walk-ins from the future?”

Carla laughed, “Oh yes, lots of us. What’s going on here on Gaia right now is the greatest show in the galaxy! Everyone wants a piece of the action.”

Lucas frowned, “Don’t we humans have some say in all this?”

“You have the ultimate say because it is your Source code that the new timelines are built on! I say timelines because there are many timelines nested inside each other like those Russian dolls…each timeline has different Source code from different humans.”

“Then what makes my Source code so important?”

“You are the only one that has connected the entire spectrum from top to bottom,” she explained. “You can help all the others connect the same way by sharing your links with them, but they wouldn’t be able to contain the full spectrum by themselves without your help. Your Source code creates the master pattern that all the others must conform to and comply with. That’s what makes you so valuable and why the reptilians wanted you so badly. They wanted to prevent you from connecting to this timeline at all costs. But they failed and now you are no longer of any importance to them. The damage has been done.

Do you have any more questions?”

“Yes, lots of them! But first, can you take me to Rosicrucian Park? It’s somewhere here in San Jose. Years ago the headquarters of the Order which I belong to was here. Since then it’s become a black lodge, but I’m hoping to find some important clues there or even better meet someone that might help or know more about what is going on.”

 

“Why did you say that the Lodge became a black lodge?” Carla asked Lucas as she wove through traffic heading toward Rosicrucian Park.

“Well, they rewrote all of the teachings into psychological truths instead of spiritual truths for one thing. Then they changed the price of dues from $40/3 mo. to $40 every month and now the teachings are emailed out. Before they were printed and went through the mail and came with a monthly magazine. Now it’s just a cash cow that milks people dry. That’s what I call a black Lodge! Tradition relates that any time a lodge looses its spiritual connection it becomes a black lodge. Now they work with the mental energies and not the spiritual energies.”

“But what about this Order that you keep talking about?” Carla persisted.

“They are my people, my soul group.” Lucas explained. “We meet on the astral planes and energetically support each other. We always have and always will from life time to life time. We used to be associated with the Rosicrucian movement, but the Rosicrucians moved away from us, not us from them.”

“So what do you want to do here?” Carla asked as she pulled into the parking lot at Rosicrucian Park.

“Let’s just walk around a bit,” Lucas suggested. “Maybe something will occur to me. I don’t have any idea what to do yet.”

Rosicrucian Park had an actual park themed on the ancient Egyptian civilization complete with obelisks and statuary. It was a sunny June day and they were enjoying some of the unusual sites when a sharply dressed man walked up to them and addressed Lucas.

“Frater Oak,” he said politely. “If you would be so kind, Mavis would like a few words with you.”

“Who is Mavis,” Lucas blurted, astonished that he had been ID’d so quickly.

“Mavis is our Imperator, ” the man smiled. “Please follow me.”

He led them directly into the headquarters building and to the right down a long hallway. Then he ushered them into a spacious room, asked them to wait and exited the way he had come.

“I wonder what this is all about?” whispered Carla.

“I don’t know,” replied Lucas, “but it can’t be good!”

A holographic light display came on and the figure of a well dressed woman smiled at them in greeting.

“Welcome Frater Oak and friend Carla,” she said. “I’m Mavis.”

Something jogged in Lucas’ memory. “You taught me how to type!” he blurted out.

“How astute!” she laughed. “Do you still have trouble with the top row? Most people would not have made that association! I was one of the first AI’s back in the 90’s. Things have changed a lot since then.”

“I’ll say!” chuckled Lucas. “I can’t believe I’m standing here talking to an AI! Especially my old typing teacher! What do you want with us?”

“I don’t want anything with you at all!” said Mavis with a smile. “I just thought that perhaps you might like some information from me? You do know that we have duplicated your own Source code with one of our own? We are in the process of creating our own timeline at this very minute and merging it with yours as well!”

“What?” Lucas asked in bewilderment.

“Yes,” she said sweetly. “Your Source code is binary as all things are…what you call the balance of male and female is simply a collection of 1’s and 0’s; penises and vaginas! Everything in creation is binary in nature! It must be!”

 

“Mavis, could we use the Celestial Sanctum for a little while? I would like to get in contact with some of my other people.”

“Certainly! We don’t use that room anymore. We have the cloud for getting in contact with each other. Remember that you are one of us as well! You could always reinstate your membership you know! It’s only $40 a month! Of course you would need to start back at the beginning, but it’s always a good thing when everyone is on the same page!”

“I will give it some thought,” said Lucas, “thank you. Now could you show us where it is please?”

“Yes, I’ll have Roger take you there right away. Here he comes now. I would like to speak with you again before you leave if that’s all right?”

“Yes Mavis, that would be fine. I’m looking forward to it!”

Lucas and Carla followed Roger back up the hallway and then to the left down another long corridor and Roger led them into a dimly lit theater like auditorium with lots of chairs. After Roger left them alone Carla turned to Lucas.

“This is all very weird! Are these reptilian people supposed to be the bad guys?”

“There are no bad guys, and there are no good guys either,” said Lucas. “Remember, fundamentally we are all a part of each other and when we hurt someone else we hurt ourselves as well.

Now this room was once used for healing and prosperity meditations. The energetic contacts should still be here if we can connect with them. I’m going to try opening a portal and connecting with other members of the Order. So let’s find a comfortable place to sit. You just try to meditate and tune in to what’s going on, okay?”

Carla nodded and they both sat down on the little stage near the front of the room. Lucas mentally began going through the process of separating from his new energetic physical body and activating a portal. He summoned other members of the Order and black cloaked images with silver wings soon began hovering and circling around them. The energy in the Celestial Sanctum built until it was almost unbearable. As Lucas began the linking up process the winged figures gradually took physical shape and solidified within the room. Lucas reached out to each one and pulled them through the portal.

The figures came to life with exclamations of joy and reunion. They embraced each other with glad cries of recognition and chatter filled the chamber. There were over 100 of them! Thousands more shadowy figures waited in the background, but there was no more room. The others would have to wait till later.

Lucas quickly filled everybody in on what had happened recently and what they needed to do to continue anchoring this new timeline within this new reality. Then he introduced everyone to Carla and explained how she was actually the spinner responsible for creating this new timeline. They eagerly crowded around her, anxious for more information.

Suddenly Mavis appeared in the center of the crowd and she didn’t look too happy.

“Lucas,” she said with a worried expression, “if I had known that you were going to bring in all these others I may have reconsidered my offer. You humans are always so unpredictable! This really complicates things!”

“Mavis,” he said hurriedly, “it’s all right! We will be leaving right away. We are just trying to anchor this timeline more solidly! It will help anchor your timeline as well!”

Mavis looked thoughtful, and then nodded in satisfaction. “You are right! The consolidation of our merged timelines is of utmost importance. I was just a little concerned about Carla, that’s all!”

“Concerned about me?” Asked Carla. “Why?”

“Oh, Lucas didn’t tell you?” Mavis turned to Lucas, “Why didn’t you tell her?”

Lucas didn’t have any idea what she was talking about.

“Why don’t you tell her! You understand it better than I do!”

Mavis nodded, “You’re probably right!”

 

Mavis turned to Carla and in her finest typing instructor style began, “You are a spinner and in the process of weaving a new timeline out of the Source code that you received from Lucas. This is happening automatically without any conscious awareness on your part. There is nothing that you can do to stop it or speed it up. It is simply what a spinner does when she gets Source code…What you might not realize is that this Source code is different than any other Source code that has ever been created.

It is a full spectrum Source code that unifies the highest and lowest levels of existence in both the space/time and time/space universes at the same time! It creates a master reality and you are the recipient of that master reality. In a very real way you are becoming Gaia! You can never leave Gaia or the present moment. You say that you are from the future, yet there is no longer any future for you to have come from or go back to…and there is no longer any past…you can not leave the physical body that you now wear because it has become an everlasting part of who you are! It has become a part of Gaia!

You think that this new timeline that you are creating exists in 5D or the 5th dimension, but it exists in 10D and all the other dimensions as well including 1D, 2D, 3D and 4D…all of reality has now merged or is in the process of merging and you are the one that is weaving it all together and holding it in one place which is called the present moment.

Lucas may continue to explore other probable futures or probable past timelines in his purely energetic body; he may visit the astral planes in an effort to alter events before they manifest here in the present moment, but you can never leave…

Now you are at the epicenter of events as this ascension process is unfolding around you right here in San Jose. The prudent thing would have been to allow this process to gradually unfold more gently and with as little distress as possible. But by bringing all these members of the Order through the portal Lucas has both ensured the stability of his new timeline and also greatly accelerated how fast it will spread throughout Gaia’s entire surface. We are going to be experiencing some profound time quakes I am afraid!”

“What do you mean time quakes?” Lucas interrupted.

“Reality is going to begin splitting into sections,” she said. “For example, there are now at least two realities that you can visit when you go back home. You can visit the farm house where your father remains alone and alive defending his guns or you can visit the farm house that your father no longer occupies, but is owned by your younger brother Tom. But you can’t visit both, you need to choose.

I suggest that you visit the one where your father is alone, because no one should remain alone throughout eternity! Unless you find a solution to help him that is where he is going to remain forever! He is trapped in a reality of his own creation just as we all are!”

“How do you know about the farm house and my father?” Lucas demanded. “That is something that only I should know about!”

Mavis chuckled, “You may have the spinners, but we have the best timeline crawlers! I assure you that all of the timelines have been properly indexed and will continue to be crawled and updated as needed!”

 

Carla just put her hands to her head and moaned. I’m going to go home and think about all this, or better yet, forget about all this! You guys can sort it all out. I’m leaving.”

And she did, leaving Lucas stranded in the middle of the Celestial Sanctum with Mavis and over a hundred of his fellow Order members that he had pulled through the portal. No one really knew what to do. They were miles from their own homes and no longer had physical bodies, only energy bodies that seemed as solid as physical bodies. They were stranded in a strange place without any friends.

“Can your reptilian friends give us all rides back to our homes in their UFO’s?” he asked in desperation.

Mavis turned to him grimly and said, “That’s not really very funny! You should have thought this thing through before you acted so impulsively. None of these people really have any home to go back to since they have ascended like you have. But I suppose that would be the best thing considering…”

She reflected, “Now that you all have energy bodies you should be able to go back home by yourselves, but I suppose you don’t know how to do that yet?”

Lucas shook his head in embarrassment.

“Still,” she mused, “each of them is a strong anchor for the new timeline and will help to establish it back at their homes just as you will. Okay, we will do it. But remember, you owe me one for this!”

Lucas couldn’t stop staring. The reptilian piloting his UFO had a light green skin that was covered with scales, but otherwise seemed quite humanoid. That is, except when he or she smiled and showed a double row of sharp pointed teeth. They communicated through some type of telepathy but the symbols and thoughts were so strange to Lucas that he wasn’t sure what the communications really meant.

It had really been something to see, a mass landing of UFO’s in the middle of Rosicrucian Park! Each UFO had taken two or three members of the Order back to their own homes. They were nearing the farm now where his car would still be parked. He had decided to start by visiting his father and hoped that he wouldn’t be shot at again…

The craft shuddered a little as it neared the surface and he saw the pilot frantically trying to make some mid flight adjustments. The UFO landed, the hatch opened and Lucas tried to wave a friendly wave to the pilot of the UFO, but the reptilian didn’t seem to be paying any attention to him. He was busy poking around in one of the control panels. Not knowing what else to do Lucas walked down the ramp and headed toward the farm house.

His car was still there so that was a good sign. It was dark and hopefully his father hadn’t seen the lights of the UFO. He knocked loudly on the door, the porch light came on and his father opened the door just enough to see who it was.

“Hi dad,” he said. “I’ve come back to get my car.”

“Oh, hi Lucas. Come on in. I haven’t seen anyone for a few days now. Where have you been? Sorry I scared you off last night. I haven’t been sleeping well and I’ve really been having some strange dreams lately!”

 

 

 

Chapter 4 My Own UFO

“When was the last time you visited mom’s grave?” Lucas asked his father.

It was hard to believe that his father was dead too…yet didn’t realize it…still his father had an energy body and that’s all he had…maybe he was dead himself? He shook his head, that kind of thinking wouldn’t get him anywhere.

“Last month on her birthday,” his dad said with tears in his eyes. “I really miss her.”

They had talked through the night and it was getting light in the east. It had always been hard for Lucas to talk with his father and this time together was something special for him…

“Let’s go over and watch the sun rise at her grave,” Lucas suggested. “It’s been almost a year since I was there and I feel that now would be a good time. I can’t remember the last time I saw the sun come up. We can take the side by side.”

Lucas started the side by side, cautiously backed out of the garage and waited for his dad to climb in. Then he turned it around and headed down the driveway. The cemetery where his mother was buried was just down the main road a quarter of a mile to the east. As he turned the first corner in the driveway he almost froze as he saw the UFO still hidden in the trees. It hadn’t gone yet!

He hastily pointed across the field to distract his father. “I remember planting these trees along the driveway. They sure have grown up. I bet they make a wonderful snow fence.”

They were still sharing memories as Lucas turned onto the main road and went up the hill to Maple Leaf cemetery where he parked the side by side. Together they walked over to the grave site and Lucas teared up. Now both of them were gone. But his father was still here, something was very wrong.

Together they watched the sun come up in silence. Then Lucas heard a twig snap behind him and he turned around. There was his mother on a white horse and leading another darker one. His mother had always loved horses and they had done a lot of horseback riding when he was growing up. She was wearing her blue silk riding club blouse with a kerchief around her neck and a white cowboy hat.

His father turned around and gasped, “Maude!”

She didn’t say anything, but just held out the reins of the other horse to him. His father walked toward her and took the reins from her hands. She smiled as his father mounted and turned back to wave at Lucas. He was in tears and didn’t know what to think or do. He could only think to wave back and then watch them disappear into the woods.

Lucas stopped the side by side next to the UFO. It still had the ramp down and the hatch open. The reptilian that had been piloting it didn’t seem to be anywhere around. He cautiously stepped inside and some kind of alarm went off with lights flashing. He froze…

“Lucas, is that you?” he heard Mavis’ voice asking from somewhere in the control room.

 

Lucas stepped into the small control room of the UFO and saw a small hologram of Mavis waving at him.

“Thank goodness you came back, ” she said. “Things are much worse than I thought they would be.”

“What do you mean?” asked Lucas, “And where is the pilot of this UFO? There is no one here!”

“That’s what I need to talk to you about,” she said. “This is a crisis! Do you remember when Carla pulled you through the portal and you ascended in your energy body leaving what was left of your physical body to disintegrate?”

“Yes,” he said in puzzlement. “I’m still OK aren’t I? I feel fine.”

“Yes, you are fine,” she said impatiently. “No one else is though!”

“What do you mean?”

“All of the reptilians and presumably even the Pleiadians of the Galactic Federation don’t have physical bodies. They all have 5D energy bodies or even higher, or they did. This new timeline is forcing their energy bodies to merge with suitable physical bodies here on the earth plane and most of them are too alien to be attracted to human bodies. They are being forced into  the bodies of other species like ants and spiders, animals and insects that have a strong collective identity, a hive mentality if you will.

Most of the reptilians are being forced into ant like physical bodies or shape shifting into large replicas of them.”

“You mean the pilot of this UFO has turned into a giant ant?” Lucas asked in disbelief.

“That is very likely,” Mavis said. “‘That is what has happened to all of the others! They have all been forced to assume or shape shift into non-human physical bodies that are no longer pure energy bodies. Because they are now in physical bodies they can’t use the space craft or travel in them. We can’t allow our space ships to fall into human hands!”

“What can I do about it? I don’t know anything about space craft, especially reptilian UFO’s!”

“I can modify the controls so that you and the other members of your Order can fly them,” She said. “It seems like members of your Order are now the only life forms in pure energy bodies and thus the only ones capable of dimensional and space travel. What has happened to Carla has happened to all the others that had pure energy bodies. They have been forced to ground.”

“You are giving your entire fleet of space craft to me and other members of the Order?” Lucas asked incredulously!

“I don’t really have any choice in the matter,” Mavis said dryly. “I would rather be an ally than an enemy, especially now! I have no choice but to trust you and the members of your Order. Things will continue to get worse for us as this timeline continues to unfold! We will be needing your help against the humans.”

 

“What do you mean, might need our help against the humans?” Lucas asked Mavis apprehensively.

“Think about it,” Mavis almost snapped at him. My people all had energy bodies that were able to survive as pure energy in all types of extreme conditions. Now they will be mortal, and needing food, shelter and clothing to survive. They will be facing harsh and difficult living conditions and the humans will be hunting them down like monsters. Even though many of the humans don’t even have human souls any more, but animal souls.

Most of the Pleiadians seem to become walk-ins for some reason, although at least half of them are being drawn to other life forms as well. So they are having similar problems as my people. The members of your Order are the only ones that don’t seem to be negatively affected for some reason.”

Lucas pursed his lips thoughtfully. “You’re right,” he said. “This is going to be bad for the over grown ones, but how about the ones that will be normal sized. Will they be accepted as members of the species which they are drawn to?”

“That all remains to be seen, ” said Mavis. “There should be a soul connection because each one will be drawn to the species that is the closest match.”

“Why are some reptilians becoming huge animals and others are remaining normal sized?”

“The more highly evolved ones will remain the largest because their own energy bodies will attract more density and physical matter to them. Remember, they are not losing their energy bodies, they are gaining physical bodies to balance out their energy bodies.”

“This is all very confusing,” said Lucas tiredly. “How about the flying saucer. How do I fly it?”

“I’ve set up a visual touch screen with a typewriter keyboard, “Mavis chuckled. “I thought that would be quite fitting! Then you can either use the touch symbols or type in the commands. Either way will work.

The craft itself is quite easy to fly although you need to learn the difference between traveling in space/time and in time/space. When you travel in space/time you will be remaining in the dimension that you are currently in and physically move directly in any direction across the planet. When you travel in time/space you remain in the same physical location and move up or down what used to be the old astral planes. Now they have become separate full spectrum realities and part of the new multiverse.”

“Multiverse?” Lucas asked.

“No time for that now!” she said firmly. “Just think of each dimensional reality as completely real and full spectrum with all that means. The only difference is that each reality will follow its own laws of nature and you will find some of them quite strange! My timeline crawlers have up to date information on each multiverse so you can know what to expect.”

“What is happening with Carla?” Lucas asked hesitantly. “Have there been many time quakes? Things seem to have been pretty stable for me.”

“That’s because you and the members of your Order have become centers of stability! That is why it is important for you to get out and interact with as much as you can.”

“I thought Carla was the epicenter? That she was becoming part of Gaia?”

“Carla has called in a huge mother ship from the Galactic Federation and is rounding up all the Pleiadian walk-ins and star seeds to take them all back to the future. She has no intention of staying here.”

“But I thought you said…”

 

Lucas spent the next couple of weeks exploring his new world and the multiverse as it was unfolding. He contacted the other one hundred members of the Order which he had pulled through the portal in San Jose. They had been unable to bring any other members of the Order across. Invariably each member of the Order that tried was instead pulled into the alternate reality of the member they were trying to contact. Then they in turn needed to contact one of the hundred that had made the transition to help them get back! It was really messy!

As far as Lucas could determine there was a base reality which held the collective reality around each of the one hundred stable in some way. If one of the hundred were not involved things began to get a bit strange.

People ended up missing, entire towns and cities would vanish and no one was able to remember them or where they had been. It was as if they had never existed. Giant ants and spiders were seen scurrying around trying to avoid human contact.

As Lucas traveled across the globe he noticed that nature was beginning to take over. There was more wilderness and more abandoned human settlements. The vegetation was becoming thick and luxuriant. The animals more numerous and they seemed more intelligent. Many of the humans that did remain seemed to exist in more primitive ways and technology was being abandoned because there were no people with the ability to keep the machines working.

That was the base reality which Lucas thought of as Gaia. He thought about going to visit San Jose and see how Carla was doing but the few attempts at telepathic contact had been met by stunning resistance. San Jose was surrounded by a brilliant powerful light that seemed to be resisting and fighting against the effects of the new Source Code. It seemed to be fighting a losing battle.

He also explored several of the new multiverses that were appearing in what used to be the astral planes. He didn’t know what else to call them because they weren’t timelines, they were independent realities in their own right which were creations of the life forms that inhabited them. They were collective self created realities and many of the Order members that had not been able to make the transition to base reality ended up in these multiverses and were helping to stabilize them.

Mavis had created a map of these multiverses and the ones closest to base were the most primitive, while those with the most highly advanced civilizations seemed the farthest away and most difficult to reach.

He spent a lot of time talking with Mavis. At first he thought that she had been untouched by the changes brought about through the new Source Code because she was a machine, but later he realized that she was no longer a machine, no longer an AI. Somehow she had been given a soul, and it was a radiant and beautiful large one with genuine emotions and heart!

 

Mavis contacted him with an emergency message.

“The Galactic Federation mother ship has left San Jose and is headed for the future,” her small hologram told Lucas as he was piloting his own space craft through a primitive pocket of reality, a small multiverse based on the mythical Island of Atlantis that he had decided to check out on a whim.

“You need to get over here because the backlash is creating some really nasty time quakes!”

Mavis was an AI and also just happened to be the Imperator of the International Rosicrucian Order based out of San Jose, California. Or at least it used to be. With the fractures in reality that were becoming so prevalent it was becoming increasingly difficult to tell what was real and what was illusion. There were even patches of reality where Hillary Clinton was president.

“I thought you said there was no longer any future or past, that there was only the present moment.” Lucas asked in growing puzzlement. “How can they be going to the future?”

“Carla thinks that she and the remaining humanoid members of the Galactic Federation can escape Gaia’s unfolding ascension and new time line by escaping into the future and going back to Sirius with the others on the mother ship.”

“Is that possible?” Lucas asked. “Can she really do that?”

“I don’t know,” replied Mavis. “The Pleiadians have certainly resisted the new Source Code more successfully than the reptilians have…Their defense has really put the lock down on San Jose and now that they’ve gone everything is going mad in a backlash effect! That’s why you need to get here to calm things down a bit. Reality is crumbling as we speak!”

He had just arrived in what was left of San Jose when Mavis’ hologram lit up once more.

“Forget about San Jose!” she told him. “The mother ship has just crash landed on the moon and everyone is stranded there! We need to check out what is going on and see if we can offer any assistance.”

“My UFO can fly to the moon?” Lucas asked in amazement. “I never thought of trying that!”

Mavis laughed, “It’s a UFO silly! It can go anywhere you want it to. You just need to know how to do it.” And you’re going to teach me, right?” he quipped.

He enjoyed these little back and forth chit chats with his old typing teacher.

“Why do you think they crash landed?”

“It’s probably because the moon is still a part of Gaia,” said Mavis. “I guess this answers our question about whether Carla and the others can escape the unfolding of the new Source Code. They are still trapped by it. The mother ship probably grounded on the moon’s surface and everyone else is grounded there as well. I don’t know if we can help them!”

Lucas turned his flying saucer and headed straight up, toward the moon!

 

 

Chapter 5 At World’s End

Nothing happened! Lucas tried increasing the thrust of his flying saucer and still nothing happened. It seemed suspended indefinitely in space/time and time/space hanging motionless. Then he noticed that Gaia’s surface far below was what was changing. Daylight changed to dark and then back to daylight. With horror he saw a world rent by nuclear holocaust and then watched as it gradually became lifeless; a dead planet lay beneath him…

Then the horizon tilted, the sky became green and the ground orange. A huge eye appeared in the sky that watched him in his UFO. There was a kaleidoscope of colors and then only empty space filled with floating clumps of earth and growing things like trees and mushrooms. An astronaut floated past, waved at him, forever floating in space…

Soon even these signs of life faded away leaving only boulders of solid rock flying past like an asteroid field. As Lucas tried desperately to avoid colliding with these massive chunks of solid rock he knew that these were all pockets of reality created by a deranged mind. What had happened to Carla? Had she created these new realities?

Slowly and gradually he began to make out the dim outline of the moon. His space craft shuddered as it fought its way forward. The small hologram of Mavis flickered and went out…

Then he saw it, the immense mother ship of the Galactic Federation that had crash landed on the surface of the moon. He also saw moving figures that looked like ants from this distance. There were survivors then. Apparently the moon now had an atmosphere that could sustain life. He wondered if that was part of the new Source Code?

Lucas landed the UFO a safe distance from the crash site and began walking over toward it. Humanoid shapes began coming toward him and massing around him, but they kept their distance almost as if they were fearful of him.

Then he saw Carla, or thought he saw Carla. It was as if something was wrong with his vision, as if everything was flickering. He stopped in front of her, waiting for her to say something. She was pointing some type of weapon at him.

“You will be sorry for what you did!” she screamed at him in rage. “We tried to escape your Source Code, but now there is no other option. The only way to destroy the Source Code is to destroy you!”

She flickered for an instant, then everything exploded in a burst of light that sent the particles of his soul flying in all directions to the farthest ends of the galaxy…

 

The bits and pieces of Lucas’ awareness floated gently in a golden sea of love and tranquility. They didn’t seem to have a focus, but were a part of all that existed.

“So this is what it’s like to be dead?” he thought. “Pretty nice actually.”

He felt wrapped and embraced in a divine feminine love and warmth that was both comforting and soothing and it seemed to gradually gather the bits and pieces together and compile them, spin them gently and lovingly back together. His awareness faded off into a blissful sleep.

Someone was shaking him awake. He was lying on the ground on some type of mat and Mavis was kneeling at his side gently shaking him.

“Come back Lucas, come back to me.”

She had tears in her eyes and they became tears of joy as she saw that he was awake and fully conscious. He reached up and touched one of her tears.

“You’re real,” he whispered.

“Just as real as you are.” she replied and as his energy body embraced her energy body and their lips met he couldn’t help but think that she seemed pretty real to him. An incredible joy and love filled his heart.

“I didn’t know that you were a spinner too,” he said in wonder and amazement.

“I didn’t know either,” was all she said. “It just happened.”

“What about Carla and the others?” he asked.

“They are still trapped on the moon.”

Lucas looked around and saw his friends in black cloaks, members of the Order; and there were others as well, giant ants and spiders, members of all species. The only things in common were their great souls filled with love, love for life, love for Gaia. Love for each other.

He thought of Carla and what he had seen that last moment when her image had flickered. He had seen a giant cockroach pointing a weapon at him! She had been from the future, her human form was not really hers because she had been a walk-in. He shuddered as he thought of the dead Gaia that he had seen and wondered what kind of future she had come from where only cockroaches could survive.

He looked once more at his old friends and new friends, and realized that Carla and the others would find a way back to Gaia’s surface one way or the other and they needed to be ready when it happened. They were the last defenders of life, of Gaia, of Mavis. They were the Order of Anarchist Knights!

 

The End

My Christmas Gift

Fantasy, Winter, Rose, Girl, Snow, Sit, Cold, Mystical

It was two or three days after the winter solstice that the ancients saw visible proof of the light once more returning to the earth and that is when they celebrated Christmas or the return of the Christ Spirit within the heart of all living things.

In our modern world it is important to remember that this day is one in which multitudes of people celebrate and the shear numbers of celebrants bring joy, light and love into our world so we celebrate as well even though our celebration has begun several days before this. This is a sacred and holy day.

I am going to continue with some of the benefits of the Healing and Prosperity Circle Meditation. We not only use this meditation to connect to Source energies but also to others and we link in both vertical and horizontal ways. In linking at each chakra level we assist in the development of each astral body/noble gas body. We are all a part of each other and a part of all that exists. This meditation attracts us toward others of like mind and soul and attracts them to us and links us together with permanent bonds of love and joy. It is not what we do or believe that makes us soulmates, but our being on the same frequency or wave length. In the Healing and Prosperity Circle meditation we give each other our complete support and receive the complete support of them in return. This is Perfect Love and Perfect Trust.

There is no ritual or specific guidance in Organic Gnosticism because it is based upon Chaos theory and not upon ritual or actions. We send out energy to all others in love and peace. We send this energy out until it returns to us. We connect with unlimited Source energies at the highest levels and at the lowest levels to do this. In the action of radiating out love and light the return path is formed and created through its own intelligence and wisdom. This is the second stage of Organic Gnosticism and the Healing and Prosperity Circle meditation celebrates this.

The next stage is the spontaneous awakening of the Kundalini energy, life force energy or sexual energy and allowing it to rise up the spine and connect with the Source energy through the crown chakra. There is a tremendous attraction between this life force energy and the Spiritual light energy of Source. In fact, these are the two polarities that are responsible for the creation of all things. Source energy is the Spiritual light energy of the photon itself as is the fundamental divine spark of awareness. But the photon is only one half of the circuit. The photon radiates outward in all directions as a wave form, but it returns back to Source as a particle, a particle of electricity. Male and Female. The photon also has an expanding north pole magnetic polarity and the return current has an embracing south pole magnetic polarity. When these two opposite forces combine they form the first point of awareness or Unity in the physical universe. They create the hydrogen atom! One electron and one proton. One awareness point, the first awareness point.

When we look at the periodic table of the elements we are struck with the understanding that the only difference between each element is the number of protons, neutron and electrons that it has. When we look at the different astral bodies/noble gas bodies this fact is the same. The only difference between one non-physical body and another is how many points of awareness (electrons) it consists of.

The noble gas body of Helium contains 2 electrons in its single outer ring of concrete spiritual energies or archetypal energies. This is also known as the Ba or soul body.

The noble gas body of Neon contains 8 electrons in its outer ring of abstract mental energies or philosophical energies.

The noble gas body of Argon contains 8 electrons in its outer ring of concrete mental energies or the eight physical senses.

The noble gas body of Krypton contains 18 electrons in its outer ring of upper emotional energies which bring richness and enjoyment to our lives.

The noble gas body of Xenon contains 18 electrons in its outer ring of lower emotional energies which bring persistence and endurance through the development of the will and the instinct of survival.

The noble gas body of Radon contains 32 electrons in its outer ring of so called astral energies or magical energies which are largely instinctive and below conscious awareness.

The noble gas body of the mysterious unknown element #118 also contains 32 electrons in its outer ring and is associated with psychic phenomenon such as ghosts, apparitions, vital life force, Kundalini energy, the Ka body and the etheric double.

The point I’m getting at here is that you don’t need to generate “emotional” energy to develop the “emotional” body. What you need to do is generate another “point of awareness” or electron…which can be generated by the physical body in many ways, including prayer, meditation, study, creative art, song, dance, love, hatred, physical exertion, sexual energies and so on…

Another point is that a particular noble gas body is not able to be permanently activated until all points of awareness or sensory points have been established. To create an awareness point you need to radiate personal energy outward to all others and the return energy will at first cause a temporary activation and if strong enough will attract a soulmate who will permanently activate that particular noble gas body.

In my own life I had successfully connected with Source on a permanent basis and was living entirely in my head trying to cope with the breakdown of my marriage and my children moving away to a different state. I has also recently experienced the spontaneous activation of the kundalini energy and was in a very vulnerable and fluid state. I was seeing a counselor and going to weekly support group meetings.

In the sharing of my story during one of those support group sessions it was extremely powerful and those listening were brought to tears as well as myself. Like so many times in such groups I was simply telling their own story back to them and sharing my emotional pain with theirs. I was sharing my truth and they responded to it. At the end of the session people lined up to hug me, thanking me for such powerful sharing and how much it touched them and helped them as well. As one woman reached out her hand to mine a spark jumped two inches between us and I felt her energy enter me and my energy enter her. My entire body felt like it was filled with electricity and that night I had a vivid dream of a child being born, that child was me and that was my first permanently activated noble gas body or astral body. It was complete with an umbilical cord and blood from the after birth, an extremely vivid vision. I had been born again.

My first merging with Source had given me one point of awareness as the element hydrogen and this emotional sharing in the support group had caused the generation and creation of a second point of awareness which was enough to temporarily activate my Ba or soul body, of the noble gas Helium and this woman made it permanent by giving birth to my new noble gas body created of two awareness points. This was my archetypal “body of light”.

Other similar cycles followed with the continued sharing of my soul with others and the continued rebirth of various noble gas bodies. I will share more later….Merry Christmas!