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The secret of astral vs physical first shows up at the cellular level. Somehow there is a guiding intelligence and organizational awareness surrounding each living cell. This organizing and guiding intelligence remains even when new nutrients pass into the cell and waste materials pass out.

What this means metaphysically is that something exists independent of raw physical matter. It also has the ability to detach from old matter and attach to new matter. While the cell lives this is the vital life force and the aura that surrounds it.

When the cell dies this aura or ghost moves on and is attracted to another living cell. It assists this new cell to follow its old behaviors.

In these two examples we find both living astral entities and spirit or ghost astral entities or organizing intelligences. The living astral intelligence has the sole purpose of keeping the individual organism alive. It is created from the vital life force of living things and ultimately creates the Shadow aspect or Power Animal. It is worth noting that this Shadow of vital life force can transfer itself from one cell to another in order to remain alive.

In occult terminology a shaman’s Shadow can be transmitted to an apprentice that is properly trained. The Shadow exists in the astral as living life energy.

Spirit or ghost organizing intelligences move more easily from one organism to another. They form the group soul of a species and will sacrifice the individual for the good of the collective. This holistic organizing intelligence seeks to maintain the entire ecosystem in balance so it can sustain life permanently.

It contains the wisdom of what has gone before and offers a path for new life to follow. In the individual this creates the Holy Guardian Angel aspect.

As cellular life evolved into organisms they split into male and female. The rudimentary Holy Guardian Angel aspect attached itself to male organisms and the Shadow aspect attached to female organisms. The task of the HGA was to keep the ecosystem balanced and the task of the Shadow was to create new life.

In todays world things have evolved to the point where we find the HGA and the Shadow aspects in both males and females equally. One aspect will be dominant and the other will be dormant waiting to be developed. Biblical terminology has called those with the HGA dominant Sons and daughters of God and those with the Shadow dominant Sons and daughters of Man.

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Symbolically the son of God exists as the sun in our sky as it burns, transforming from hydrogen into helium and giving off light for all living creatures. It is this inpouring of light that makes life possible here on earth.

This little metaphor is not just metaphor! This scene is enacted within every atom within our universe! It exists within every molecule, within every cell, and within all living creatures! The divine light pours in and forces expansion, evolution, and growth within all that exists!

Yet, God is more than this inpouring of divine light! This inpouring of divine light must go someplace and wherever it goes is also of God.

We can also find God within every living thing! God exists within every cell of our body and within the bodies of all living things!

When we consider how God expresses itself within living things we find much the same phenomenon, an inpouring of spiritual light and energy. And just as it is with nonliving things, this incoming spiritual light and energy needs someplace to go. Every cell of our body radiates this spiritual light and energy! Living things experience this influx of energy in many ways. It can be experienced as sexual orgasm energy, fear, anger, strong emotions, happiness, love, and all other energies.

There are spiritual energies, mental energies, emotional energies and sexual energies. All of these energies are continuously pouring into our physical bodies and require some form of release! As they enter our physical bodies pressure is built up as well as stress and discomfort until we feel as if we’re going to burst. Perhaps the most important thing to consider about these energies is to not try to contain them, but to let them pass through us as quickly and effortlessly as possible!

When any of these energies build inside of us we experience discomfort and torment. In fact, in many ways the inability to release these energies is to experience hell. In like manner, as we gain the ability to release these energies and move them on we experience sensations of heaven and bliss! So it is the movement of energies through us that is healthy and the blockage of these energies within our physical bodies that produce illness, aging and death!

The most powerful way of moving these energies through the body is by strenuous physical exertion, by living life intensely and to the fullest! At the end of every day the physical body should feel drained and depleted due to the intensity of our daily activities! As we sleep during the night our bodies will once more recharge with all possible energies through this unending stream of spiritual light and energy that pours into us from the core of every cell in our bodies and from the core of every atom in our physical body! We should try to wring ourselves out like sponges every day!

If we don’t do this we become vulnerable to sickness, illness, aging and death. Yet there is more to this than meets the eye! Through intense daily living it is possible to develop our immortal souls and strengthen them with spiritual, mental, emotional, physical, and sexual energies! This is God’s gift to us! By living passionately and intensely we push this physical energy through the veil into the world of spirit where it becomes astral energy. The track runner experiences a “second wind” and a weightlifter experiences the feeling of being “pumped up”! In both cases the intense generation of energy pierces the veil and allows it to enter the astral planes.

We must do the same thing with the spiritual, mental, emotional, physical and sexual energies as well!

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Chapter 2

Tobal hardly heard what his uncle was saying; his eyes were fixed on the unusual glyph on the top of the oak box. He had seen that symbol once before. It was when he and his Uncle Harry had gone swimming. Tobal had been about two years old and it was one of his earliest memories. That was before his uncle had been paralyzed and confined to a wheelchair. It had been before his parents died. The water had been very cold, and there had been a woman with his uncle. They had been laughing and playing with him in the water. He had seen that same symbol of a man and woman within a circle. It was tattooed over his uncle’s heart. Years later Tobal had tried asking his uncle about the tattoo but uncle Harry had refused saying he must have imagined it. It had never been mentioned again.

But Tobal had remembered and had always been curious about why it was a secret. It was one of the few memories of his childhood and of his parents. It was a sacred memory. Now that same symbol was on this box, a box his parents had left for him. With trembling fingers he reached over, picked up the box and set it gently on his lap almost afraid to open it. The wood felt smooth and cold to his touch. His fingers slid along the latch and the lock clicked open.

Hardly daring to breathe, Tobal slowly raised the lid and looked inside. A yellowed envelope with his name was lying on top of dark green velvet. Nestled within the velvet was a large gold medallion with a heavy gold chain. The medallion had the same mysterious male and female image within a circle. Slowly and carefully he took the medallion out of the box and put it over his head. The medallion hung like a heavy weight against his chest covering his heart.

His heart was pounding and there was a lump in his throat as he reached for the letter. Turning it over he saw that it had been sealed with dark red sealing wax. The sealing wax was embossed with the same image. He had heard of letters being sealed with sealing wax but had never seen one before.

Putting the box aside on the bed, he carried the letter over to his desk, found a letter opener and carefully broke open the wax seal trying not to destroy it. Opening the letter with trembling hands he walked back to the bed and sat down to read. His uncle was staring out the window with haunted eyes that were looking at things in the past and not of this time or place.

“Dearest son, Tobal, if you are reading this, we are dead. We wish we could have been there to watch you grow and share our love as you were growing up. Events happened to make this impossible. We promised to do one last mission that is very dangerous and are writing this letter in case we don’t come back. You are in good hands with your Uncle Harry and Aunt Lilly. They love you and will take care of you. We asked them to keep this letter and give it to you when you come of age.

You have the right to claim ‘sanctuary’ in the City of the Sun and find your true destiny, just as we have. It is our wish and dream that you be trained in the values and beliefs we hold dear. While we can not control the choices you make in life, we would like you to know what we believe; the things we feel are worth living and dying for. You may never know us, but you can know the things we love and care about. Perhaps someday you will learn what we died for.

Take this medallion and letter to the Antiquities Shop on 2424 Oak St., Old Seattle, Washington, and show them to the proprietor. He will know what they are and what needs to be done. Your Uncle Harry will give you an airbus ticket. We would like to tell you more but there is no time left. Give our love to Howling Wolf. He can tell you what you need to know.

Your loving parents,

Lord and Lady of the Sun, Ron and Rachel Kane.
Dated this day 25 January, 113th year of the New Eon, sun in Aquarius, moon in Scorpio”.

There were tears in Tobal’s eyes as he looked up at his uncle. “What does this mean,” he asked?

His uncle shifted uncomfortably in the wheelchair and brought his attention back to the present.

“Your parents were research scientists and citizens of Heliopolis. The city-state has been called ‘City of the Sun’. It is a closed city-state on the West Coast that does not welcome commerce or communication with other city-states within the Federation. It was the classified nature of your parents research that was responsible for Heliopolis changing it’s status from an ‘open’ to a ‘closed’ or ‘forbidden’ city-state.”

“What was the nature of my parents research,” Tobal asked curiously?

“I am not at liberty to talk about it,” said his uncle sadly. “Perhaps later, when you are older you will be able to learn more. I was the one that found your parent’s bodies and attempted to continue their research after their deaths. There was a terrible accident in which your aunt Lilly was killed and I was left paralyzed. I was forced to close the entire project down as being too risky and dangerous to continue.”

“It was a very difficult time for me personally,” his uncle said. “Your aunt Lilly and I loved each other very much and I grieved her death for many years as well as grieving the loss of your parents. I promised your parents I would take care of you if anything ever happened and I’ve done the best I could. I know I haven’t been around here as much as I should have but I’ve put you in the best schools and made sure you’ve had the best teachers. You have done well and I am very proud of you but I can never take the place of your real parents.”

“How did my parents die,” Tobal asked? “Why didn’t you ever tell me about this before?”

“Nobody really knows how they died,” his uncle whispered, a tormented look in his eyes. “There was an air sled accident over a lake. I found them dead and floating in the water. There was no formal investigation due to the classified nature of their research. It was considered a Federation secret. Asking too many questions got a person in trouble really fast. I’ve always felt there was something wrong about the way they died but I could never prove anything and it was only a few weeks later that I was crippled. It seems someone really wanted to stop the research project. I’m sorry son,” he added. “But I’m risking imprisonment just telling you this much.”

“What is important to think about is that your parents wanted this for you. They wanted you to ‘claim sanctuary’ and become a citizen of Heliopolis. They believed that by going there you would be able to know who they were and what they believed in. Since you refuse to finish the year out and graduate from Tavistock Educational, I’m offering this to you. I’ve already spoken to the school and you have earned enough credits for an early graduation.”

He looked sternly at Tobal and there was a trace of anger in his gray eyes. “I had to call in some pretty big favors. You have no idea how many strings I had to pull so your name will appear with this spring’s graduating class. It’s time to stop feeling sorry for yourself. Grow up and move on. Do something with your life that your parents would be proud of.”

Tobal’s dark eyes flashed in anger but lowered as they met the burning intensity of his uncle’s glare.

“Are you a citizen of Heliopolis, like my parents?”

“No, I was a Federation officer in charge of security. I never applied for citizenship although I could have. After my accident I was retired, although they would send for me occasionally to consult with,” he added bitterly. “That was several years ago, but now it seems there is renewed interest in your parent’s work. I was just out there and they are talking about opening the program up again after all these years. Maybe you can find out more when you get there. If you learn something keep me informed ok?”

Tobal gripped the medallion and letter tightly. “I will,” he promised through tears. In a choked voice he asked, “When can I leave for Old Seattle?”

“You’re not going to Old Seattle,” his uncle said. “You’re going directly to Heliopolis where the sanctuary program is.”

“But the letter tells me to go to Old Seattle,” Tobal was confused. “I’m supposed to take the medallion and letter to someone my parents knew. That’s what I need to do first. They will know what I need to do next. That’s what the letter says.” He looked stubbornly at his uncle.

“There is no one to meet at Old Seattle,” his uncle barked. “They are all dead! All of your parent’s friends are dead. They have been dead for fifteen years! I am buying you an air bus ticket for Heliopolis and that is where you are going. That is where the sanctuary program is. Do you understand me?”

“Yes sir,” Tobal replied meekly, shaken by his uncle’s outburst.

He remained quiet but inside he was seething and planning how he was going to exchange his air bus ticket destination for Old Seattle. That’s where his parents had told him to go and that is where he was going.

Tobal Kane curled up in a dark corner of the Airbus and looked out upon a moonlit night. It was the 18th of February and the full moon cast a soft light on the snow covered landscape far below. There were no clouds and he could see stars twinkling like diamonds in the night sky. It was one of those rare nights that you want to remember for the rest of your life and he was trying to impress the smallest details into his soul forever. He was leaving the only home he had ever known and he was not going back.

He felt the vibration and hum of the airbus against his back and below he saw the lights of New Rome growing smaller and receding into the distance. He was lost in his thoughts. The airbus was relatively empty and he was left to himself.

It had been a simple matter to purchase his own ticket to New Seattle. There were no flights into Old Seattle and that was the closest he could get. He simply booked a flight for a few hours later than the one he was supposed to be on.

Uncle Harry hadn’t even seen him off at the airport. He had sent the driver instead and the driver dropped him off outside the terminal. Money hadn’t been a problem since he had a spending allowance and he had cautiously supplied himself with enough cash to stay for a week or two in Old Seattle if he needed to. Since he would be paying cash Uncle Harry should never find out. He thought he had enough Euros to cover any expenses that might come up.

The Euro was the global currency acceptable in all city-states around the world since the establishment of the Federation. He was carrying almost five thousand Euros and also had a credit card his uncle had given him for emergencies. As long as his expenses were reasonable his uncle had always picked up the tab. Tobal was determined to find the Antiquities shop if it still existed. He was also determined his uncle would never know about it. Nervously he touched his jacket pocket and made sure the letter was still there. He could feel the weight of the medallion around his neck.

Staring out the window into the night Tobal thought about his parents and what Uncle Harry had told him. He hardly remembered them at all, just vague memories without proof they were even real. They had been mysteriously killed when he was only two years old. His parents had been working on a classified project but something had gone wrong and they never came back alive. Their bodies had been found floating in a nearby lake. The investigation had officially listed the cause of death as accidental drowning even though his uncle said his parents were both strong swimmers.

His uncle would never talk about his parents and whenever Tobal asked his uncle would change the subject. There was no one else that Tobal could ask. His uncle had known his parents and worked with them. He didn’t remember his aunt Lilly unless she was that woman he remembered swimming with Uncle Harry the day he had seen the tattoo. Uncle Harry wouldn’t talk about her either. She had been killed in the same mysterious accident that crippled his uncle.

It was all very mysterious and now he was flying into the night headed for some “Forbidden City” his parents wanted him to go to. It was the only thing they had ever asked of him. It was their dying wish and he would do just what they asked. He fingered the medallion. There was a calm power coming from it that relaxed him, especially because it was a gift from them.

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At the San Juan Cemetery in Puerto Rico
 
Red roses climb up from the graves on the quiet hillside,
To gently caress marble benches.
From out of the laurel
Sounds the sweet and enticing songs of the birds
A stone angel listens.
A thick carpet of ivy covers a winding path,
Crawling everywhere—
Until at last even the path is lost.
A mountain of bleached bones grows high.
No money, no grave!
Here lie the exiled, no cross for them and no bragging memorials.
Gypsies, beggars, fidgety musicians.
Oh how the sun shines on their skulls!
I take off my hat and greet these relatives,
Those that didn’t pay their last rent.

-Hanns Heinz Ewers
translation by Joe Bandel

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Our society encourages reliance on outside help and discourages self-reliance. We are encouraged to remain passive and let others do our thinking and our living for us. Everywhere someone is trying to entertain us and direct our thoughts. We are told there is no need for a will to live. We are told we no longer have instincts, we have outgrown the need for them.

Yet when we try to entertain others, when we feel we have something of importance to share, no one listens or is interested. When we try to do something we are blocked. Our society wants us to remain right where we are in life.

Give us noble spiritual goals and ideals. Tell us how important the next political election is going to be. Saturate our minds with words and ideas until our heads spin. Seduce us into living fantasy lives that have little to do with physical reality. Encourage us to give our personal power away to external authorities.

But at any cost, do not let us actively and physically take steps toward making our world a better place. Don’t tell people they must take baby steps before they can run. Don’t tell people a goal must be small and attainable at first.

Show people great heroes and tell them, “Look, you can do that too!” But forget to tell them hard work is involved. Sell everyone the easy route to success that never works.

Our society does these things and our society is seriously flawed. Our society is falling apart and all we are doing is watching! We are watching because we have been taught to. Our society is trying to die!

This over valuing of the spiritual and mental life prevents us from acquiring mastery of our physical lives.

Yes, our soul is immortal. Yes, the Christ spirit is within us if we will reach out to it and listen to the still small voice of our conscience. No, the spiritual life and mental life are not more important than the physical and emotional life.

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The Evolution of life

The first major evolutionary stage was the photon pulsing in space in a vibratory motion that is echoed within all living things. As the photon was propelled through evolutionary stages it passed through the light spectrum of violet,indigo,light blue, green, yellow, orange and red giving us for the first time the seven divisions found everywhere in nature.

These have been called the seven rays and each ray has its own mystery school. The second major evolutionary stage was the photon rotating in space as it expanded and contracted. This created the magnetic field energy vortexes, black holes and magic cones of power. This is the core element of attraction and repulsion that we experience in all aspects of daily life. Cosmic rays, radio waves and x rays belong to the radio spectrum.

We can see the number seven at work here in the seven keys of the musical scale on the piano keyboard. Each musical note is a harmonic of a color.

The third major evolutionary stage was the photon’s magnetic field extending outward and then doubling back on itself in the creation of a pulsing rotating sphere of energy.

This first rotating sphere of energy was the physical atom Hydrogen. It had one electron and one proton and had physical mass. This photon continued to be propelled through evolutionary stages with the continued addition of electrons and protons.

Hydrogen evolved into Helium and so on through the entire elemental series and the creation of 118 elements. The seven electron rings were gradually created through the evolutionary process. The first ring had two electrons, the 2nd and 3rd had eight, the 4th and 5th had 18 and the 6th and 7th outer electron rings each had 32 electrons possible.

Each ring formed a barrier or shell that contained the electrons inside it and resisted contact with other neighboring rings. Only the outer rings had contact with outside influences.

Each of these seven rings exist as astral rings around the earth with Hydrogen and Helium at the outer edges of the earth’s atmosphere. The 1st ring is spiritual energy, the 2nd and 3rd mental energies, the 4th and 5th are emotional energies and the 6th and seventh are physical energies.

These electron shells also exist around the physical body as auras or astral bodies. There are seven astral bodies possible.

We’ve covered pulsation, attraction and repulsion. In the last essay we talked about how the elements were created in a linear fashion with the simple addition of an electron and proton. We also talked about the number seven and how we can see it in the seven colors of the rainbow, the seven notes of the musical scale and the seven electron rings of the atom itself.

The next major quantum leap in that of compound molecules and modern chemistry. All possible elemental combinations are tried. Long chain molecules are formed with positive and negative charges.

This is where modern science leaves off and is in the dark. The next major quantum leap is the creation of an entirely new type of particle. There is a universal force that propels growth and evolution within the universe.

New photons are constantly being inserted into a finite space and forcing the older ones to quantum leap into new types of energy and existence. What happens when the final atom, #118 is created? The fourth major quantum leap is into chemical or molecular energy.

In the physical world a molecule is formed. In the astral world a bubble is formed that contains the “blueprint” of the photon as it evolved from light into magnetic vortex energy and finally into elemental forms. This bubble surrounds the molecule as its “chemical charge”.

Molecules of complex compounds are created according to natural law and probability. These complex molecules have the ability to store and discharge energy. Molecules can have positive or negative charges or valences. We perceive this chemically and understand it scientifically.

The fifth major quantum leap encircles and contains all previous growth. It creates a new particle and a new type of energy. Perhaps the best way to think of this “bion” is like a cell with DNA in the center of it. Except there is no DNA in the center, only a straight linear blueprint from Hydrogen as the first element through the evolutionary stages to the final unknown 118th atom. These bions exist in the astral as what Wilhelm Reich called “DOR”, deadly Orgone Energy.

A charged astral bubble surrounds molecules or entire objects and charges it with negative or positive electrical charges. These “DOR” bions culminate with advanced compound molecules called amino acids. We still don’t know all of them. What we do know is that amino acids somehow bring about life. “DOR” bions are charged particles that penetrate everything. They are extremely reactive and act as a catalyst that brings about advanced chemical changes within organisms.

They are also deadly to living things and accelerate illness and death. They are responsible for putrefaction as living matter deteriorates into its chemical forms. “DOR” bions are created both when compound molecules are stressed and when organic matter decays. According to Wilhelm Reich they are also responsible for radiation sickness.

We are moving away from Dewey Larson’s reciprocal theory at this point. Dewey Larson explains the evolution of matter from the photon up to and including compound molecules. It’s time to take a break and review things we know so far about the photon making evolutionary quantum leaps into new types of energy systems. This process is more of what chaos theory is about.

Still we can make a few general statements that seem valid. During this evolutionary process the original photon appears to “grow” both in energy and in mass. White light is the combination of the entire light spectrum. It contains all of the other colors. This means it is somehow greater and more complex than each individual color. It also has the combined energy of all the colors as it pulses through the universe. The “older photon” seems to absorb younger ones and contain their energy as its own.

Things become a bit more clear when we consider the evolution of the atom from Hydrogen with one electron and proton to the 118th atom with 118 electrons and protons. The 118th element contains the characteristics of Hydrogen in potential. Its inner electron shell is completely full. This is the same for all the other elements. This final element has the most mass and the most energy. We can generalize that the original photon turned atom grows and acquires more substance and complexity through this evolutionary process. Thus our first generalization is that the original photon grows and acquires other “photons” somehow.

Perhaps a better way to explain it is that as the original photon pulses the outer pulse is the older pulse. The older pulse is the one forced to make quantum leaps and change characteristics. It is the older pulse that contains the younger and fresher pulses. This means the atom is an energy system in which light pulses through the center becoming first Hydrogen and then evolving outward until it reaches the final outer ring.

This means the center of the atom is feeding it and causing it to “grow”. Strictly speaking it does not acquire new electrons and protons but grows them from within its core of pure pulsing photon energy. We can modify our generalization to say the atom evolves and grows because of an internal pressure from the original photon source that forces the system to expand outward. The outer most electron contains the system and determines its characteristics.

We can generalize further to say there is an original source of photon energy that pulses and radiates energy outward into our universe at a particular point. This source injects light into our universe and forces growth through evolutionary quantum leaps. Thus we have source and outermost pulse as the two most important features of any energy system. The source drives the system and the outer pulse determines its nature.

Let’s skip Wilhem Reich’s DOR particles and move to his Orgone Energy particles called Bions. Reich claimed that organic cells when destroyed or stressed produced pulsing energy particles called Bions. All living matter contains DNA chains and cellular walls that organize and contain the cellular structure.

We can theorize that somehow life evolved because of a quantum leap from complex molecules like amino acids into cellular life forms. A living cell has the original photon driving it to grow and expand. It also has the energy and mass of complex DNA molecules at its core as well as amino acids and other components. It is the outer edge of the cell that somehow knows how to absorb nutrients and expel waste matter so it can continue to live.

There is a tremendous amount of energy that controls and directs the cellular functions. This is something that exists astrally in the electron cloud that surrounds the cell and determines its function. This bion is a rudimentary “Life Awareness”. When the cell is destroyed or stressed this bion is released as a free particle that can attach to other cells. It is a free floating bit of life energy.

Dewey Larson’s Reciprocal Theory does a good job of explaining how each atom is a photon driven energy system that is forced to expand and age as it evolves additional protons and electrons. We can reframe this to say each element has a half-life and will eventually age. It is unfortunate that in physics and chemistry the evolutionary process is called the decay process.

As the atom evolves it gains both energy and complexity. An atom of Hydrogen will not remain an atom of Hydrogen even if it wanted to. It will one day age and become a Helium atom. Chaos theory gives us the next clue as to what happens at the formation of the final 118th element.

An atom is a photon driven energy system confined in a finite space. Energy is continuously added to this finite space until the finite space can no longer contain it and the system collapses and reemerges as a greater energy system.

Restating this an energy system will progress in an orderly manner as energy is applied until it reaches capacity and becomes stressed. The stress period is termed the chaotic period resulting in the breakdown of the original system. The evolutionary leap happens when the system reactivates on a higher octave as a new type of system with a new type of order and progression.

For atoms the next stage is the formation of molecules. In the formation of molecules we find our next general universal principle. There are atoms that like to combine with only the same element and atoms that like to combine with different elements.

For example Hydrogen can be found as Hydrogen molecules of two combined Hydrogen atoms or it can be found forming compound molecules with other elemental atoms. One type of Hydrogen likes to combine and form compounds while the other seeks to remain pure.

For the sake of future discussion we can call these “Spirit Hydrogen” and “Earth Hydrogen” or any other respective element found in nature. The first has a North Magnetic Polarization and the second has a South Magnetic Polarization. North magnetic pole energy seeks to remain pure and South magnetic pole energy seeks to combine with other elements.

We might theorize as our first photon driven energy system breaks down with the creation of the 118th element it creates a “black hole” at the center and at it’s outer edge it creates the finite limit of a new energy system we call our galaxy. Each galaxy consists of a black hole at its center as the primary energy source driving the entire system and the outer edge that determines its final nature.

As the new energy system emerges we see the spontaneous appearance of both “Spirit” atoms and “Earth” atoms scattered throughout the entire galaxy in space. The Big Bang theory postulates an explosion at the center of the universe with an outward velocity and force in all directions from the center. There have been problems with this idea. Chaos theory alters this with the implication of random and chaotic appearances of new atoms within the finite boundaries of each galaxy. These random appearance are the births of new and more complex energy systems that combine to gradually form solar systems.

The hallmark and identifying characteristic of any completely new energy system is a recalibration and connection to the original photon. The new energy system is accompanied by a burst of “light” or photon energy. Each star is an energy system that gives off “light”.

This giving off of light is something we will explore in greater detail later. For now it is enough to generalize that the appearance of light or photon energy signals the “birth” of a new energy system in harmony with the original source. It is a harmonic or higher octave of the original. This is why the beginning a a new age is always accompanied by a burst of spiritual light and teachings.

Wilhelm Reich discovered a life energy he called Orgone energy. When living cells were stressed or destroyed they gave off an energy called bions. He believed these bions were the life energy that created cellular life.

We have previously explored the concept of a photon driven energy system that propels itself through the evolutionary process.

The photon made a quantum leap to North and South pole rotating magnetic field energy and the entire magnetic spectrum.

The next quantum leap propelled the original photon into the creation of the first atom and the creation of all 118 possible elements.

The next quantum leap involved the creation of molecules. I suggested the creation of Spirit atoms and Earth atoms. Spirit atoms tried to remain “pure” and Earth atoms readily combined to form complex compound molecules including amino acids.

It was the next quantum leap that created cellular life and bions. When we consider cellular life we notice something very new. Some form of organizing intelligence remains while nutrients are absorbed into the cell and waste material is expelled. This organizing intelligence can exist independently of the physical cell itself.

This “bion” absorbs and contains the photon energy of all the numerous atoms within the physical cell. It lives off the numerous photon energy systems within the physical cell. When the physical cell dies the “bion” moves on to find a newer and more healthy cell.

As the “bion” feeds off the physical atoms within the cell compound molecules break down and give off energy. The nature of a “bion” is to accelerate the normal evolutionary process of each photon driven atomic system. It causes the atoms and molecules within the cell to “age”. As they age they break down, give off energy and then get discarded.

Bions and cellular life both evolve through seven evolutionary stages similar to the seven electron rings within the atom. The youngest bions are violet while the oldest bions are luminous yellow green. The poisonous or toxic effect Wilhelm Reich noticed about bions was due to the acceleration or aging effect they had on living systems. Dehydration was noted in particular as water molecules were broken down into Hydrogen and Oxygen. Bions also accelerated the decay of radioactive elements and caused some radiation sickness.

In general small amounts of bions increased health by tapping into the photon energy of individual atoms and the breakdown of compound molecules. Large amounts of bions were toxic at the cellular level because new nutrients were not absorbed quickly enough and the waste material was not passed quickly enough out of the cell.

Bions are progressive energy systems and go through the evolutionary process as well. As the human system or living system grows and uses more energy it learns to tolerate more energy and draw more energy into it. At the optimum level each bion can tap into the raw photon level of light and electricity without the destruction and aging of the compound molecules. This is the rejuvenation effect Reich noted as the human system adapted to bion energy. The living system became immune to the toxic effect of the bion and gained energy from it instead.

Before I get too involved in the evolution of life I need to back track a bit and cover some previous territory a bit better. My apologies but this is a rough draft and I’m sorting these concepts out as I go. I’ve covered the universe as a photon driven energy system that is forced to evolve as new energy is progressively added to the system within a finite space.

What I would like to cover more is the photon cycle of vibratory motion and the quantum leap that is made at the end of the cycle. This cycle happens in both universes of time/space and space/time or the physical and the astral universes.

Vibratory motion is most often depicted as a sine wave with four definite parts. The first part is the outward pulse of light as it expands in all directions until its energy is expended. This is depicted as the rising portion of the sign wave in a positive direction.

The second part of the cycle is when the outward energy is spent and the photon collapses back in on itself as a pulse of electrical energy

That takes it back to source.
The third part of the cycle is when the momentum of the returning pulse pushes downward into a negative area as an outward north pole spiraling electromagnetic pulse.

As that energy is expended it collapses back toward its origin as a returning south pole rotating electromagnetic pulse. This completes the four stages of the complete cycle.

It is these four stages that we need to take a closer look at. As the vibratory energy of the photon increases the color changes. When the final color is created the system has no where to go and the energy begins to pile up at the end and feed back on itself. This back feeding process continues in reverse progression back up the light spectrum.

The energy system is in “chaos” mode giving off seemingly random energy. When the system backs up to its original point and connects with the original photon pulsing it dissolves back into light and makes the quantum leap to a new state and a new energy system.

This is more easily visualized with the creation of the elements. Hydrogen becomes Helium with the addition of an electron and a proton. This evolutionary process continues through the creation of all 118 elements. When the final 118th element is created the entire system has no where to go and begins to back feed on itself. The energy begins to pile up around the 118th element as radiation. As the energy continues to build a second atom of element 118 is created.

This creates the first molecule consisting of two atoms of element 118.The energy then continues backing up with the creation of a molecule of element 117 and so on working backward until the final molecule containing two Hydrogen atoms is created.

Again the system reduces itself to light and makes the quantum leap into compound molecules. The energy works its way down the compound molecule chain until it has nowhere to go and then backs itself up until once more the backed up energy connects with the source, reduces to light and makes the next quantum leap into cellular life.

It is this quantum leap into cellular life that I would like to clarify because each part of the cycle creates its own type of cellular life. Each type of cellular life follows its own evolutionary path and all four working together create the complete circle of life. All four are needed to sustain life and create a symbiotic system of mutual interdependence.

The first type of cell is the vegetable cell. The plant kingdom evolved from this type of cell. It gets nourishment from sunlight and the break down of molecular compounds. It gives off as by products organic nutrients needed for the next type of cellular life, the animal cell. These single celled organisms were the first primitive life and the result of the evolutionary progression. Plant cells originated on the first part of the cycle and animal cells originated on the second portion of the cycle springing from the organic remains of vegetable life.

As the energy started backing up two other types of cellular life were formed. These were the genetic basis for reptile and insect life. During the next quantum leap these living cells formed the basis for the respiratory system(vegetable), circulatory system(animal), nervous system(reptile) and the digestive system(insect).

The next quantum leap began the evolutionary process of each of these four kingdoms.

We can see the molecular chain created as Hydrogen evolves into Helium and so on. It creates the first strand of DNA molecules. The energy begins to back up at the bottom of the molecule where element 118 is and creates magnetic field energy that creates the outer boundary of the first cell.

The creation of the second DNA strand completes the cycle as a flash of light and life is formed for the first time. As more energy enters the system we see the first cell division as the twined double strand DNA separates with a single strand in each cell and forms two combined cells that are joined together.

They seem identical but one was formed in a progressive manner and is a male cell. The other was formed in an inverse manner and forms a female cell. The energy flow belonging to each is in different directions.

A male cell will act differently than a female cell. This is the creation of sex and gametes or sex cells. One forms a sperm cell and the other forms an egg cell. In each there is only one strand of DNA and it seeks to duplicate itself by absorbing nutrients from the environment and passing them through the cell wall.

The male cell absorbs light and passes energy through to the female cell. The female cell in turn creates physical nutrients and passes them back to the male cell. This is your standard XY chromosome pattern that represents the energy flow in two directions. This creates male physical life as we know it.

The female cell duplicates itself from the bottom up and forms the standard XX chromosome pattern that creates female physical life as we know it.

Earlier I talked about the four types of cellular life. These formed the basis of plant,animal,reptile and insect life. In this post we can see how each type of life duplicated itself through cell division.

During the next evolutionary quantum leap each type of life took organic matter from the others to form higher life forms with respiratory,circulatory,nervous and digestive systems. Each of these life systems was created as male and female and tied together in a symbiotic fashion. Once more the paradox is resolved through a quantum leap.

We have explored how cellular life evolved from a photon driven energy system that forced evolutionary changes and quantum leaps into new organizational patterns. This is basic chaos theory.

We also see a cosmic keyboard upon which this masterpiece is played. At first it seemed that seven was of primal importance. There were the seven colors of the rainbow, the seven musical notes and the seven electron rings surrounding the atom. There are also the seven chakra centers within the body and the seven astral bodies that can be created.

It appeared that in a progressive fashion nature utilized seven major stages before moving to the next evolutionary quantum leap. Understanding the way of return as the energy backs up on itself and moves in a reverse pattern back toward source shows us many more stations and distinctions. In the Kabbalah this reversal is known as the way of the serpent.

Insects are able to see colors that we can’t see. Other animals can hear and smell things that we can’t. The piano keyboard has the black keys as well as the white keys. In physical science there are 118 elements possible until a major evolutionary quantum leap is made.

Each evolutionary quantum leap moves the original pulse of awareness to a higher level of organization and intelligence. As element 118 contains many electrons and protons in contrast to Hydrogen which only contained one electron and one proton,the general principle seems to be that older pulses will absorb and contain newer ones until they can’t anymore. When they can’t contain anymore new pulses they explode and recreate themselves on a higher organizational level.

It is in the death of cellular life the next evolutionary leap is made. The oldest pulses of awareness became ghosts or astral memories of the cells they once were. This is an important metaphysical concept. Physicality came before astral creations. The astral ghosts or memories helped organize younger physical matter into new cells.

In this way history repeats itself by following the astral patterns of ghosts that have gone before. The astral worlds do not show us possible futures, they show us the future memories of those pulses of awareness that have gone before us. Our personal future is yet for us to make. There is only the present moment in time.

We are each a single pulse of awareness traveling through an astral life memory that existed before we entered it. Today I get to be Joe Bandel,aka anarchistbanjo. Next time I will choose someone else.
Like a giant video game I choose the character I want to play and hope I can improve on the score of the previous player. I see in the astral what the previous player has done and the choices they have made. I may make the same choices or do something completely different. This is why the game of life is the greatest game there is.

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It is the false god, the hive mind that must be revealed for what it really is! This is the true toxic poison that lies buried in the heart of the human race!

When we speak of creation; we speak of the living and nonliving parts of creation. The nonliving parts, the elements the atoms the molecules the planets, the stars, follow the laws of physics. It might not be a type of physics that we understand completely, but it exists and some day we may understand. It is possible to recognize the regularity and the order within all nonliving things. It is possible through science to understand the creation of all things. Everything that exists is created out of light, the spiritual light. Everything is created out of divine sparks of light.

In systematic progression these sparks of light vibrate and move through the spectrum of existence; through the colors of the rainbow one quantum leap after another. At some point, perhaps instantaneously, these flashes of divine light give off magnetic pulses as well. These magnetic pulses create rotational movement, both clockwise and counterclockwise.

In like manner, the first atomic particles are formed, the first atoms, the first molecules and finally the first living cells. In this process we can perceive the workings of God in many ways. But in regards to this chapter the most important aspect of God which we can recognize is the continuous inpouring of divine love and light. The pure essence of God, which we perceive as spiritual light continuously enters into our universe, into every atom, into every molecule, and into every cell. This constant inpouring creates an expansion, a pressure, a voltage or force that creates an equal and opposite resistance against it.

What I’m trying to say is very simple and yet very profound. At the center or core of every atom, every molecule, every cell, in everything that exists, living and nonliving, there is a pulsing spark of divine light. This light continues to pour into our universe and needs somewhere to go. It is this constant inpouring of creative divine light that forces all things to grow more complex and evolve.

The purpose of all existence, of all life, is to grow more complex and to evolve. All possibilities are to be explored, good and bad. This is true for all living things as well as all nonliving things. Living things need to gain an awareness, a way of coping with those things that are dangerous and deadly if they want to survive. Just as much can be learned from the failures in life as can be learned from the successes.

In a symbolic way when we look at the simple atom we can perceive the face of God. At the very center is a flashing spiritual light that is so great we cannot look directly into it. We cannot look upon the face of God. The face of God is covered by veils of pulsing whirling energy, rotating magnetic fields that push and pull us in different ways and confuse us. Yet, this flashing spiritual light and these rotating veils extend into the physical world to create a throne, the first physical object, the hydrogen atom. And upon this throne sits the son of God, the helium atom.

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Chapter 1B

“No”, he screamed in horror!

Four angry scars ran diagonally across his face. They were about an eighth of an inch wide. One reached from his right temple to cross his right eye, slashing across his nose and touching the corner of his mouth moving down along his jaw. That was the worst. That was the one that had almost taken his right eye out. There was a smaller one above that started at his forehead and swept across to the left eyebrow. There were two smaller ones across his cheek and along his jaw starting at the right cheekbone. They looked swollen, angry and discolored around the scar tissue that was forming.

Tobal stared in horror at the face he would be carrying for the rest of his life. With a curse his fist smashed into the mirror. As it shattered into pieces he screamed and clutched his bleeding fist, sobbing as blood flowed down his wrist into the sink and onto the floor.

“No! Goddess No!” he sobbed.

Blood spattered and covered shards of broken mirror erased his image as he slumped toward the floor holding his ruined face. His life would never be the same.

Tobal took it hard. He refused to go back to school and went from being an out going, fun loving kid to a loner. He didn’t want to see any of his old friends or do any of the things he used to do. He continued spending time alone on the grounds of his uncle’s estate either trekking across the frozen wasteland of the lake or riding his horse through the eerie quiet of the pine forest. He was numb inside and it was the harsh bitter cold that broke through his isolation and made him feel things, even if it was only physical discomfort. Somehow it felt good to feel something, even if it was just the cold. As the days passed the quiet solitude seared his soul with an agony that let him know he was still alive.

He kept to himself, even when indoors. The few friends that came to visit were turned away until even they stopped coming. There were no more cards or invitations. One day his uncle brought up the subject of his going back to school.

“I’m not going back to school”, he shouted in anger at his uncle.

Uncle Henry tried pleading with him, drawing him out, doing things with him, but nothing could break through the wall that Tobal had placed around himself. He was locked in his own hell of suffering and self-pity.

His face had healed as well as it was going to. He had just come back from a consultation with his doctor. Plastic surgery might make the scar tissue smaller and less noticeable but his skin would always show the scars. Plastic surgery had been his final hope and he felt himself falling even deeper into a black hole of despair and apathy.

It was late New Year’s afternoon when his uncle Harry knocked on the bedroom door asking to come in. Tobal grudgingly stood aside and let him into the room. Uncle Harry wheeled his old fashioned wheelchair slowly into the room balancing a highly polished and elegantly crafted oak box on his lap. It was the size of a small jewelry box with ornate carving on the sides and top.

With a start Tobal recognized the deeply engraved symbol on the top of the box. It was a carving of a man and woman standing side by side and holding hands. Surrounding the nude figures was a deeply engraved circle. The entire image was about three inches across and carved out of highly polished white oak.

Uncle Harry laid the box gently down on the bed and wheeled his chair back making room for Tobal. He was looking at Tobal thoughtfully. There were conflicting emotions in his eyes. Dark shadows that Tobal didn’t remember seeing before showed beneath them and he felt a sudden chill. This was not the uncle that he was familiar with. This was not the uncle that he had known his entire life.

Looking at his uncle Tobal saw an aging cripple with unkempt hair, a sunken chest and liver spots on his skin. He still had the use of his arms but his legs were withered and misshapen like tree limbs tossed in a storm. It was hard to think of this broken man as Lt. Col. Harry Kane, Federation Officer once retired and now called back into active duty. It was hard to think of him as his father’s brother.

It was his uncle’s eyes that gave Tobal chills though. They were burning with some unseen torment and held some unholy knowledge or wisdom that pierced Tobal to his very core. He suddenly realized he had always been a little afraid of his uncle even though he didn’t know why. All he knew was his uncle was or had been at one time a very dangerous man.

“It’s time I gave you this,” Uncle Harry waved distractedly toward the box lying on the bed. “Promised your parents that I would when you were grown up. God knows you’re grown up. You’ve probably aged five years in the last two months.”

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The Winged Torch
 
You desire a symbol for you and your house,
Which is a symbol of happiness for all time;
Yet which image is so rich and free,
As to symbolize the desires of so many souls.
 
We would gladly like everyone to achieve the happiness,
That finally unifies the eternal duality;
Yet when I seize mine, yours perhaps goes away.
So I lay down and thought about such a symbol.
 
Then I dreamed: On a coat of arms with two divisions
A torch came drifting through the night.
It blazed; the stars all hung
Like gnats around it, and its soaring flight
Caused me to spring up:
This sign applies to everyone, who understands it!

-Richard Dehmal
translation by Joe Bandel

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Acquiring the will to live is an important step toward self-empowerment and mastery of our physical lives. Not everyone has it. How can we achieve this strength of will? There is an instinct or primal will to live deep within each of us. It is the collective will of the human species to survive into the future, to grow and expand.

We are a part of the human race and there is within us something that wishes the human race to physically survive. There is something that wants the human race to be alive billions of years into the future when our sun goes nova and dies out.

There is within us something that wants the human race to expand beyond planet earth, to explore the stars and other galaxies. Something that wants humanity to build miraculous cities beneath the oceans and on top of the highest mountains. Something that wants us to go ever onward in the face of overwhelming opposition.

There is something within us that delights in healthy bodies with fine athletic ability. Something that delights in competence, problem solving and new challenges. Something that wants the human race to take the next evolutionary step toward physical perfection.

That something is the WILL TO LIVE. Why is this will to live so strong in some people and weak in others? When confronted with obstacles and strong adversities why do so many people give up? More important why do those few not give up?

Most of us have learned we are more than physical bodies, we have a soul or astral body and awareness. We have learned to value our “spiritual” selves over our “physical” selves and been taught that physical life is not spiritual life.

Spiritual and mental pursuits are what have become important in our society. Even watching football or basketball on television is a passive pursuit! It isn’t a physical one. Has anyone ever thought it strange that people become more emotional about watching sports than actually playing sports? Perhaps the only way some people can become emotional in today’s world is by watching someone else do something.

We have become a society of “watchers” and not “doers”. Our sense of personal responsibility has been lost. We allow the few “doers” to dominate and control our lives. Because we have no “self discipline” we submit to “external discipline”. Rules and regulations are constantly eroding our personal freedoms while we say and do nothing. Each new law places a restriction on our lives that was not there before.

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