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There comes a point in any relationship when she has to decide what she is going to do. She is riding an emotional wave which she has no control over at all. Manipulation and control games are things of the past. She is at the crisis point of no return. She has to give herself away!

She becomes uninhibited and careless of ideals. She experiences pure desire, emotion, and gets caught up in the intensity of the present moment. But she remains bound by her karmic chains. Instead of acting responsibly and confronting the consequences of her actions, she may refuse and do anything to escape reality including drug and alcohol abuse. She is desperate to escape the dull monotony and stress of the present moment regardless of consequences. She needs excitement! She is blinded by her own ego. This is when the most harmful karma is generated.

There is no escape from the consequences of her actions and there comes a time when she needs to give in and accept the consequences that are coming to her. In owning her own responsibility for what is happening an important shift of awareness takes place. She grows up! She believes that she alone is real, she is a manifestation of the goddess. She experiences the physical realms in their entirety and has an elemental and emotional awareness of things. This is her peak in life. She is forced to confront the karmic chains of her body and becomes a slave to it. She is sucked into the karma she has created and then works to become free. This is an important period of service. She learns to reach out to others by forgetting about herself as she works out her karma. She becomes a mother.

She forsakes the material world and tries to plunge into spiritual salvation by living for others. To her horror the spiritual planes are forbidden to her. She becomes dependent upon others to lift her up spiritually. She struggles to escape her karmic bonds. Physical sensuality now takes the form of intense sorrow and physical agony as she suffers under her burden. Life is seen as a great sorrow that brings only death. The intense disharmony is not tollerable and she fears for her sanity. She becomes depressed.

In one way this may be seen as the burdens and demands of motherhood and child nurturing. There is a balance of both good and bad things happening and she is changed forever.

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Since communism is now being taught to our young people in our colleges I think it’s only fair to challenge some of the politically correct thoughts that are going around. If society tells us what work to do we don’t really have any choice except to do that kind of work. For most of us more rewarding and soul fulfilling work is simply not available and we need to work just to buy food for ourselves and our families. Forget about soul fulfilling work that benefits society, we are just trying not to starve!

It would be nice to offer a service or product that comes from our heart as a labor of love and is greatly in demand by lots of people willing to pay for it. It does happen to some people you know, and I wish it would happen to me. In the meantime I want to eat, so I work general labor at the local factory.

Since my job is not that fulfilling I spend my spare time doing things that I love, including writing these blogs. You might say that the only reason I work my day labor job is so that I have the ability to do some of the things I love when I’m not working that job.

If I could make a living by writing books I would, but so far the things that I write about are not that popular. Society values the work that I do at the factory but doesn’t value the work that comes from my writing. So nonintellectual general labor is worth more to society than my intellectual labor and spiritual labor.

This is unfortunate because the development of the soul requires hard personal effort, it requires labor! So work is important, very important, because the energy that the physical body produces through work is used to create the soul. This is a lifelong task that requires all kinds of work, physical work, emotional work, mental work and spiritual work. We can’t just focus on one specific type of work because that’s not how it goes. But I can say this, rewarding and fulfilling work develops the soul much faster than working on an assembly line someplace.

So the true reason for work is to develop our souls. Creative work is an expression of the entire being, an expression of the heart and soul and carries the highest value that any gift can have, the gift of ourselves. Soul sucking repetitive assembly line work produces only material objects that don’t bear the signature of our soul.

So I do both! I work general labor at the local factory doing mindnumbing repetitive labor and in my spare time I write! In my work at the local factory I exist as a fellow human being, nothing special and quite ordinary. In my writing I express myself as a unique individual that has something unique to share with the rest of the world.

I write because I am much more than a common person, I write because I am unique! Everybody says that being human is the highest goal. I would like to share that you cannot be less than human! You can be so much more! You can be unique!

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Everyone has the power within themselves to find happiness by fulfilling their own individual needs and desires. This means we all are competent to fill our own needs. The spark of the Divine is within our hearts and can guide us in the fulfillment of our needs if we will only listen to it.

This divine spark has been called the Christ spirit, God of our hearts, the master within, our conscience and even the still small voice. And it is an internal authority, not an external authority. The true path of mystic power and enlightenment is when we follow our own inner authority above all others.

This inner authority already knows and understands our true will and reason for living in this lifetime. By being free to act according to our own true nature we will do what is best for ourselves and by doing the best for ourselves, we will at the same time benefit the rest of humanity. In becoming who we are truly meant to be, the entire world benefits. There is no need to conform to the demands of any external authority.

We must be free to act according to our own nature. Turning to an external authority such as government or religion or the law to solve our problems and fulfill our needs will never work. We can’t allow ourselves to be forced or intimidated by any external authority

We must remain true to our own inner self at all costs. We must not give our power away to others. This is what it means to be an Organic Gnostic. We must each make a personal choice to follow our own inner authority above all others. Who knows why one person gives up and dies while another struggles on through overwhelming odds and comes out on top? We all want to survive. But are we willing to do what needs to be done? Are we willing to become Organic Gnostics?

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In time the inspired bits and pieces that we receive from our intuitive self begin to form dimly perceived patterns. We get very excited about these spiritual illuminations. We are developing a new way of thinking and understanding that will change our entire life.

Fascinated by these new perceptions of truth, we commit the sacrifice of believing in our own visions rather than what physical reality says or demands. We identify exclusively with our higher self and our visions. We have become removed from personal desires, emotions, thoughts, regrets and attachments. We’re living entirely in our heads and on the brink of going around the bend. We are about to jump off the cliff!

Only one thing matters. Perfect union with the divine. We have become lost in our passion for mystical experience. We have become a thing of wood with no emotional nature whatsoever. Close friends, relatives, and family members are hurt and confused by the distance that has grown between us. We no longer live in the same world that they do and they can’t reach us! We have become so heavenly bound that we are no earthly good!

But everything happens for a reason and often what happens is the result of several small things and not one large trigger event. Everything is gray. Everything is in motion. Good and evil, right and wrong, all become meaningless concepts. Moral values are imposed by man and not by the Divine. All is pure existentialism. What you see in front of you is what is real. The universe is self-evident and everything is right in plain view if you can only see it.

There are two sides to everything, a passive element and an active element that must be balanced together. Logic and reason are destroyed. We begin to realize that all things can logically be proven to be the best that ever happened or the worst that ever happened. Truth is relative. Values are real only to those that perceive them to be real.

We know that our awareness is spiritual in nature, that we are a spiritual being with a soul. Our all-consuming goal is perfect realization of the divine Christ spirit within our hearts and complete harmony with our conscience.

The spiritual realms are revealed to us in their entirety. We gain insight into our true purpose in life. Unfortunately we can perceive the goal but we can’t reach it. Physical reality fights against us. Our own self-destructive tendencies have become an unruly beast that refuses to go where we want it to. It is badly in need of discipline. We don’t know how to physically manifest our vision and we become very frustrated.

Gradually we work through our false thinking and confront the realities of daily life. Each day of hard work brings new freedom from the chains of cause and effect.

We might seem irrational and we might fear that we are going insane. But our spiritual desire and intoxication continue to plunge us into spiritual oblivion. Spiritual oblivion takes the form of intense joy and spiritual bliss. Life becomes a great joy and dance that needs no other purpose than itself. This state of mind is called dancing in the light. The intense harmony holds us spellbound. With joy we realize that we are not going insane after all. There is a physical and material purpose to what we are doing. In joy we unite the physical and spiritual within ourselves and work toward an integrated supreme goal.

We become enthused about the great things that we are doing even if no one else understands us.

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While carving out our individual destinies it might be wise to reflect upon our present circumstances. We are where we are right now because of our past actions and beliefs.

In many cases we have trapped ourselves in circumstances due to past actions and there is no way out except through the experience itself. There might not be a “magical” cure for our situation.

The universe has its own momentum and seeks to keep things the way it is. It tries to keep us right where we are, at least until the next critical point in time or crisis point when it is forced to change. Combine that with our own self-defeating behaviors and it is a wonder that we can carve anything at all.

There are several ways of working around these restrictions. The first is to develop our personal power through extreme effort on a daily basis and injecting that energy into the astral during the evening as we sleep. This is done by intense living. We will notice more vivid and empowering dreams. If we are not having at least three vivid and empowering dreams a week, we are not putting out enough energy to make any difference. If our dreams are frightening or indicate loss of power we are in even greater trouble.

This acts upon the principle that we can’t change without the help of external forces. If we could, we wouldn’t be where we are. We use the pressure of external forces to crack open the walls that imprisons us.

The ancient Egyptians would cut a shallow groove in limestone and pound a dry rope into the groove. Then they would add water and force the rope to expand and split the rock. We are the rope and the intense energy we create is the water that expands until the environment around us cracks.

The grand illusion is that we can change through our own efforts without the use of external supports or forces. It doesn’t work that way. We have the choice of picking the train we stand in front of, but it is the train that does the damage or makes the change, not us.

The astral layers expand and compress with the daily solar and lunar cycles. By injecting energy forcibly into the astral during the day our astral self inflates and takes up more astral space. As astral layers compress at night they work like a giant nutcracker break open areas in our lives by finding the weakest links.

The point is that if we are not getting results quickly enough, we are not generating enough energy or we are in the wrong program. We monitor results through our dream activity or the development of some special skill. Our personal development should be progressing at a pace we are satisfied with. We should be excited about the weekly gains and successes that we are experiencing. This is experiential and not theoretical. This is a branch of Tantrism.

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He begins to trust his intuition above all other things. She is his goddess and he is in love. There is no one else for him or ever will be. She is his goddess. He is content to bask in her radiance, to just be close to her. He never felt that he would find someone that was so right for him. It’s like a fairytale dream come true. He wants to share his soul with her. Her energy makes his entire body shiver. He is sexually attracted to her.

This new awareness of her body is strange and she feels timid, shy, and uncertain. She feels weak and powerless compared to him. The very force of the emotions he is generating threaten to overwhelm her.

Instead of helping her to reach spiritual heights the force of his emotions is plunging her down the steep incline into sensual materialism. Recklessly and joyously she forsakes all spiritual values and lets it take her where it will. This is also part of being a goddess. She is sexually attracted to him.

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When I was in the Air Force they asked me if I wanted to donate part of my paycheck to charity, any charity of my choice. But they also told me that if I was going to donate to any charity I needed to donate more than $10 per paycheck because that first $10 only went to administrative costs and didn’t help out anyone.

Do you see where I’m going with this? This applied to all of the charities! That first $10 went to those people that ran the charities as wages and they paid themselves well! You can make a good living running a charity these days! Check out the Clinton foundation if you want! For that matter, check out the Trump foundation as well.

These are examples of professional altruism and people can make themselves very rich off the generosity of well-meaning people that want to help out others in need by sharing some of their own hard-earned money. These professionals have perfected ways to pry hard-earned money out of our wallets.

The next time that you consider donating to a charity, consider giving food or clothing or other tangible items rather than money. Those items have a far greater chance of actually reaching the people in need! Americans are some of the most generous people in the world with open hearts. There are lots of unscrupulous professional altruists trying to take advantage of that. Ask questions!

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Do you care about freedom, equality and humanity? Well certainly I care about those things! But they are kind of head trippy things, theoretical things. I prefer to think about my personal life goals and how to achieve them. My own goals are much more real to me. I want to live in this world, not just in my head!

Take this idiocy about identity politics. You say that we are all human beings and that we are all equal. Yet you claim to be a member of a subgroup of humanity and take pride in being a part of that subgroup. Isn’t it obvious that being part of a subgroup of humanity interferes with just being part of the human race? You say, “I’m human, but I’m a very special kind of human! I belong to this particular subgroup.”

It sounds like what you are telling me is that you are a member of a subgroup of humanity, who is trying to become a member of humanity! Don’t you believe in your own humanity? For your own sake I hope that someday you do believe in your own humanity. You’ve got it all backwards! Humanity contains your subgroup, not the other way around! You are already human, more than human! Why limit yourself to membership in a smaller subgroup of humanity?

You ask, “How can I belong to humanity and to my subgroup at the same time?”

I say, belonging to humanity is nothing special at all. Anyone can do it. What you are really trying to do is become more special through your membership in the subgroup. You don’t want to identify as a simple human because there is nothing special about that. So you are trying to be subhuman!

Why don’t you just try to be yourself instead? Be the best that you can be! Not just a member of humanity and not just a member of your particular subgroup. Why don’t you just be you! An individual with individual dreams, goals and desires!

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The entire world spreads out before her in all its richness and splendor. She can carve out of it whatever she wants. For the first time in her life she feels like she can reach out and make a life for herself, an Empire or a family.

She is ready to act and knows just what to do. She can use people however she wants to achieve her desires. It is her dream, her Empire, her family that is important now. Her focus is absolute and her discipline is tremendous. She can accomplish great things. There is no mental hesitation or uncertainty. With clarity she can see exactly what needs to be done to manifest the things she desires. She is both a master and creator.

Her body can create life. She is surrounded with life and vitality. Everything seems familiar and safe. The world is an ecstasy of joy, color, sound and beautiful forms. Everything is sacred. There is nothing to think about or understand. It is all here right now in the present moment. Life is self evident.

She is a goddess – a force of nature – unstoppable. She understands the need for excitement, thrills, and vitality of life. She also understands the need for ruthlessness and violence at times to protect herself and those she loves.

When harmony becomes too dull and monotonous she livens things up. She brings inspiration to others. She takes what she needs and others allow her to have it. She controls people like puppets. She grows intoxicated with power and is on fire with passion for more and more. She has control over the men in her life and is able to direct them and use them to achieve her own goals. They are willing to give her what she needs and she is willing to accept. She lives entirely in the present moment.

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