Anarchistbanjo's World

There is a point in time called the present moment. Our awareness lives continuously within the present moment as it explores the infinite possibilities that surround us.

Each one of us is a living point of awareness in the present moment and we each have individual possibilities available to us at any given moment. Those things that are available to us are unique and not available to anyone else. The things that are unique to us make up our personal beliefs, experiences and memories as well as our distinct physical and genetic makeup. We do not share these things with anyone else.

All of us are living in the same universe and in a way each one of us is like a star in the night sky with our own location and orbit.

Each one of us can see part of the universe from a totally unique perspective that can never be seen or understood by anyone else no matter how similar is or her own view is. They are simply not us. We are not them.

The present moment is our time. Tomorrow will always be tomorrow and yesterday will always be yesterday. The ghosts of the past and the ghosts of the future can never be reached, touched or experienced. If we don’t have the ability to live in the present moment and find joy in it we will never find joy. Any answer that we will ever find will only be found in the present moment. Any action that will lead to success can only be taken in the present moment. If we don’t act in the present moment we have already lost.

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As children we gradually move from an animal awareness into an awareness of self as a human being. There are recognized stages of child development that many of us are familiar with. Each of these stages of development have to be completed before we move on to the next. At first we deal with personal limitations and our developing ego grows and adjusts to confront and gradually accept these limitations.

Some of these limitations are sexual because we are born as male or female and experience aspects of life in very gender specific ways. To deny this is idiocy. At the same time it’s important that we balance the male and female that exists within each one of us. So what I’m going to do is describe limitations that might normally be characterized as male or as female and then offer a synthesis that is more balanced.

So many times in our lives we struggle with words, not being able to express the depth of our emotions and the real intent behind our actions. It’s easy to feel that no one understands us, that no one listens to what we are trying to say. Gradually we learn to accept that we have a unique perspective and that there are many things that will forever remain secret because we simply can’t share them.

All too often we expect others to understand us and have insight into our personal feelings and situations. We want to think that our loved ones know who we are but the reality is that there are parts of ourselves that no one else can never know or experience. Not even those we love.

Now the things that I’ve shared above are things that I can relate to as a male. This is how it was for me. I’d like to share a different perspective that I call the female perspective. I guess it’s because some things are easier for girls and some things are easier for boys. But words seem to come easily for girls. People are struck by their innocence and perceptiveness and they listen to what she says as a child. Often her words sting with truth. She has the wisdom of a goddess in a child’s body and believes that all things are possible. Good things can happen to everyone and she is kind and sharing. She is optimistic and has the ability to do whatever she wants. Sharing emotions comes easy for her.

Please understand that we have all of these things inside of us, some more strongly than others. This is part of a series of posts in which I contrast opposing and opposite perceptions and life experiences and try labeling them as male or female. The important point is that I’m trying to describe opposites in a healthy way that each one of us can relate to through our own life experiences and memories. Sometimes words get in the way and sometimes the intent behind the words is strong enough to carry the meaning across!

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We are all seeking prosperity, pleasure and happiness in our own ways. We seek these things biologically through our physical bodies, through our physical actions, through our emotions, through our thoughts and communications with others, through our hearts and love relationships, through the joy of learning new things and experiencing the richness of what life has to offer at all levels of experience.

We have souls, we have an ego with self-esteem and we have creative conscious awareness. All aspects of who we are have their own individual needs to be fulfilled to lead in order to lead a rich, healthy and abundant life. The worst thing that we can do is feel obligated to fulfill someone else’s expectations and live up to somebody else’s standards. It’s hard enough for us to do these things for ourselves.

It’s time for people to understand that being honest and true to yourself and your own inner needs allows you to share more abundantly with others. When you deny who you are and what you need you deny others those things as well and that is what really sucks about our world today!

Healthy human nature is kind, loving and supportive. Our problem is that too many people are hurt and injured. Hurt and injured people harm others even when they don’t want to because they lack the understanding and life experience of living any other way. We all have our own survival techniques that get us through life and most of us have inherited those techniques from our families. I might also add most of those survival techniques are extremely dysfunctional! We know some healthy behaviors and it’s time to learn more of them. It’s also time to say no to dysfunction in all its forms. There is no such thing as a good pain or a good hurt!

We live in two worlds, the physical world with its limitations and opportunities and we also live in a nonphysical world of emotions, thoughts, perceptions, beliefs and energies. To deny the spiritual worlds is just as bad as living in a fantasy world. This needs to be said. We need to live in both and be powerful in both.

What do we need to be empowered in this life? We need perception, self-esteem and life experience. By perception I’m talking about direct perception, the ability to perceive the reality of the present moment and the infinite opportunities within the present moment. By self-esteem I mean the importance of having a strong sense of self, a strong ego, a strong soul or Observer self. By life experience I mean how we gain competency in life by actually doing things and experiencing things. These life experiences can be physical, sexual, emotional, intellectual, or even spiritual. The point is we grow by experiencing things on all levels! To deny levels of existence is to deny part of what life has to offer.

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I don’t know about you but I am pissed! My entire life has been hard and now at 60 things seem just as hard as ever. It feels as if there is an unrelenting resistance that pushes back no matter what I try to do. I’ve been waiting for things to get better, for things to compromise but they don’t. So I’m at the point where I’m fighting back and fighting back hard with everything I have! Things have got to change and I am going to see just how much one person, myself, can influence things to change. So consider these next few months as a demonstration of what one person can do and if you would like to join me or support me let me know. But know this, you are either for me or against me because I’m done compromising!

It’s time to create heaven on earth! I’m tired of the rational atheists who don’t recognize the astral planes and spiritual power. These next few months until the winter solstice will be a demonstration of spiritual power and magical force. The unseen worlds support and influence our physical reality. Anything that happens in this physical world must first happen in the astral planes. I’m not making this up, I’m just stating a fact based upon years of personal experience. Its time to demonstrate this reality.

I’m tired of the social enforcers that want to put their own morality in my face all the time. My belief is simple, we each have an individual path to follow and the Christ spirit exists within each human heart if we would only listen to it. I believe in following the still small voice of conscience and allowing others to do the same. I do not believe in passing laws to force others to accept a morality and social reality that is distorted and sick.

So I’m declaring war on the insanity! I don’t want to live in a dysfunctional world! I don’t want to live subjugated and enslaved by external authority of any kind, legal, moral or spiritual. It’s time humanity grows up! It’s time we all started acting like adults! It’s time for this world to become the heaven and Paradise we all desire.

So what does all that mean? It means I’m going to do something entirely crazy. For the next several months I’m going to try posting four different blogs every day in addition to one weekly video. The only weapons that I have are my words and the knowledge in my heart. But in these coming months I’m going to share everything I can! If that doesn’t make a difference in this world nothing will!

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Roughly 4000 years ago humanity gained mastery over the physical world through the invention of reading and writing. It gained mastery of the physical world by advancing into the world of the mind, by advancing into the nonphysical realms of existence. The mind became more powerful than the physical body and the physical world. This was the age of the rational atheists.

2000 years ago humanity gained mastery over the mental worlds through the development of the soul or Observer self. Suddenly a tangible and stable psychic phenomenon called the soul or Observer self made its appearance and seemed to prove the existence of personal awareness and life after the death of the physical body. This soul or Observer self was not mental, but spiritual in nature and seemed balanced as it observed and looked out from the core of the physical body itself. This was the age of the social enforcers and the development of the soul.

Now we begin another 2000 year cycle and this time belongs to the organic Gnostics! This is the age given to mastery over the world of physical things, the world of mental things, and the world of spiritual things! This is the age when it all comes together!

The rational atheists still exist as a powerful group of collectivists seeking to dominate and control the world through purely scientific means such as computers and artificial intelligence. Modern science does not recognize spirituality in any form at all and only recognizes logic and reason as the supreme authority. Human thought itself is seen as a form of computer code consisting of linked and associated thought patterns.

The social enforcer still exists seeking to dominate and rule the world through a higher moral code that will lift humanity toward its highest spiritual goal. The social enforcer uses morality as the sacred as the highest possible external authority which all individuals must submit to and obey. It does this by passing laws and enforcing them by physical force if necessary. It demands submission of the self and of the individual by demanding adherence to higher external authority!

The organic Gnostic stands above and beyond both worlds by integrating physical reality, emotional reality, mental reality and spiritual reality in a single healthy human ego with a strong sense of self-esteem and self-worth. The sense of strength and identity is centered within the individual, within the heart, within the still small voice of conscience and not given away to some external authority, physical or nonphysical. This is an evolutionary leap of unprecedented scope! For the first time life is based upon the individual and upon a personal viewpoint instead of an external all-encompassing higher authority. Humanity has reached the age of maturity where it is able to stand upon its own as a race of human individuals sharing a common world but experiencing their own individually. The circle has become complete!

For the organic Gnostic our world has become a home where all is comfortable and known. Nothing is pushed off into the distance as sacred and unattainable. The organic Gnostic holds mastery of all the levels of life in his or her competent hands. Because nothing is sacred or removed or unattainable all things become possible in an individual way. The old ways are left behind and abandoned. With the advent of the organic Gnostic humanity for the first time becomes free! The world of the spirit has returned to inhabit the world of the physical! Power has returned to the self, the soul and to the individual. External authority is on its way out!

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There is a great difference between those feelings and thoughts that arise in us naturally and spontaneously and those we are taught to feel and think. The feelings, thoughts, and emotions that arise spontaneously and naturally are organic and truly human in the deepest sense possible. Think of the feelings, thoughts and emotions expressed and experienced as a child, when you were a child. Which of them were natural and organic and which were taught? Shame and guilt are examples of things we were taught to feel and think about ourselves. Concepts such as God, immortality, freedom, humanity and justice are drilled into us from childhood and are not naturally aroused in an organic way, but taught to us as how we should think, feel and act! Take a few moments and really think about this. It’s hard to put into words exactly, but it’s very easy to recognize the thoughts, feelings and actions that have a natural organic source and those that we have been taught.

Often the things we have been taught affect us more profoundly and powerfully than those arising from natural organic sources. Why is that? Is that a good thing? Do we trust ourselves and our true natures or do we trust what we have been taught? There are no easy answers because only life experience can sort these things out for us.

Actually, we might even say that the more life experience we have, the more wisdom we have and the more we learn to trust our own process. As beginners we are more likely to trust the wisdom of our teachers and parents above our own limited life experience. But there exists a line, and when that line is crossed personal experience speaks for itself and no amount of external wisdom can disturb or destroy our hard-earned life lessons.

But that only happens as we gain life experience! Modern society is deliberately geared toward keeping us dependent upon external authorities in a way that severely limits our personal life experience. Have you ever noticed that our entire educational system is calculated to produce feelings of dependency upon us? Instead of teaching us to solve our own problems we are taught the proper authorities that we should go to.

Once we have been taught how to think, how to feel, and how to act we are considered adults with the expectation that we will think, feel and act in socially accepted ways, not spontaneous natural and organic ways! This is the meaning of education, that my mind or my soul resonates in harmony with others even if it doesn’t feel right to me personally. The things that we are taught are alien to us and not natural to us, therefore they are sacred. They are sacred because they are held beyond us, above us and require our submission and respect. They hold power and dominion over us! They prevent us from truly taking up our own power! It’s a very serious thing when we don’t take them seriously!

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People say that individualists think only of themselves and nothing could be further from the truth! This is one of the great lies directed against individualists and it deserves a little investigation and consideration. To think unselfishly in consideration of others, especially loved ones, is one of the most common things in life. We love to help others, to support others, to be friends to others. This is healthy and this is human!

But the individualist draws a line in the sand when he or she is told that they need to help others, to support others, and to befriend others! As long as we are doing the choosing we are in control and what we offer to others is truly unselfish and from the heart! As soon as it becomes an obligation or a moral duty, something that we should do it is no longer freely given and it is no longer an unselfish act.

I can’t help myself, that’s the way I am! That phrase doesn’t cut it anymore for the true individualist. Their thoughts, feelings, and actions are not ruled by obsession but by personal choice. To be obsessed by something is to allow it to become master of us and that takes away any free will or choice. It’s absolutely healthy to be enthused and excited about something, but not to the point that we become a slave to it.

If I had made a bucket list of the 20 most important things that I would like to do in life I’ve already done the top 18 and only have a couple at the bottom of the list left to do! Granted, none of the things that I did turned out the way I had expected them to, or even the way that I wanted them to! But I did them, and nobody can take that away from me. There are so many people that I see who don’t even try to reach for their dreams! They don’t believe in themselves enough to even give it a chance. That is because they lack self-esteem and have a poor sense of self. They don’t believe in themselves and they don’t believe in their own ability to do things! So they don’t even try and their life, their youth is wasted and their old age is spent in bitterness for what they could have done.

Make no mistake about this, the failure to act and believe in yourself is a habit that prevails within our modern society! We are bombarded daily with messages that we should not act on our own but call professionals in to do things for us. We are not encouraged to be self-reliant in any way at all! And that is a big problem!

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There is so much hypocrisy today that swings between the extremes of deceiving others and self-deception. Crippled by the curse of riding on the fence it wobbles between one extreme and the other not daring to fully commit. Take the example of free speech as a human right. People are willing to proclaim free speech as a human right, but not willing to allow others with differing opinions true freedom of speech. They give lip service to it without fully committing to it and without fully believing in it.

Basically, they would like to have freedom of speech and freedom of will without having the moral will to follow through! It remains a sacred idea without becoming physical reality. You will say that you believe in freedom of speech and so will your opponent. But you both walk away from each other thinking the same thing, that the other has something evil up their sleeve and is not to be trusted or believed no matter what they say.

Why not simply admit that each one of us is just looking out for our own interests? Is it necessary to call someone who thinks differently than we do our arch enemy and demonize everything they have to say? Is true freedom of speech that frightening? Can’t we even consider the possibility of a win-win situation?

We believe in the politically correct even when it goes against our own instincts, our own life circumstances and life experience until someone braver than us stands up against it and gives voice to our own secret thoughts, beliefs and life experience. Then we all jump up on the new bandwagon and there is a revolution!

But this revolution always begins as something that is immoral, against the law, against social morays and is not politically correct! But when the revolution succeeds it has become moral, the new law, the new social custom and is now politically correct! How does that happen? It happens when one person stands up against the mob and against what is considered politically correct! It happens when one person dares to tell the truth!

But this obsessive thought persists, that if enough people jump on the bandwagon that makes something right, makes it moral, makes it just, makes it law, and makes it good! They don’t realize or admit even to themselves that each individual determines what is right for them, moral for them, just for them, allowed by their own conscience and the right thing for them to do as an individual.

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