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The world of dreams and our awareness within it is a paradox when compared to our awareness within the capacitive physical world. To begin with our dream world is not individual but collective. It is not internal to us but external to us. Others are active within our dream world even as we are active within their dream world because they are all one and the same.

When we dream or think about a certain individual a portion of that person actually takes part in our dream or thoughts. There have been several times when I have felt the pressure of someone else’s thought and knew that person was thinking about me. Later inquiry validated my impression.

It is common for wild animals to feel the weight of someone’s glance and grow uncomfortable.

When we study our dreams we should develop the habit of considering each dream as if it were completely internal to us and dealing with only our own personal issues. We should also consider each dream or thought as being external to us and involving issues with other people. In a type of paradox both interpretations are true and valid.

We may choose certain people as dream images because they subconsciously represent important issues or energies in our life. In choosing these people as dream images it will draw life and vitality from those physical counterparts and our dream images will react in a manner reflective of those people. This interaction gives a dynamic quality to our dreams.

If we battle a person in a dream and win, that person will have less energy and vitality in the morning even if they have no memory of the dream. If we battle a person and lose, that person will have increased energy and vitality in the morning and we will feel drained.

Each dream represents the connection or removal of an astral cord or magnetic flux line which carries a certain amount of energy. Each dream reflects an alteration of the astral circuitry which exists within the dream world and a shifting of our own place within that world.

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A photon is both light and electricity depending on its direction of movement. In its expansive outward phase it is light and on its inward return phase it acts as electricity. The photon is also where awareness begins. It is alive and aware in its own fashion. It uses the simplest type of motion possible, vibratory motion. To say that a photon is alive and has awareness may be quite misleading. It’s life and awareness may be compared to that of a computer or machine. We would not think of it as having any life or awareness at all.

Still, what are life and awareness? For humans, as long as we are alive and vital life force flows through us we have a degree of awareness. When we die the vital life force does not flow and we have no awareness. Life and awareness is the flow of energies both away from the central Divine Source that is God and back toward it in a two-way flow of alternating current. Outward, expansive photon driven moment is classed as male energy and inward, restrictive electrically driven movement is classed as female energy. We are a balance of male and female energy. God is both male and female.

Our awareness is a divine pulse or spark of light that has evolved through many evolutionary stages that still remains at its core a pulse of light. We are a divine spark of light or a photon.

Awareness is indicated by the behavior something has. For example, a hydrogen atom will always act like a hydrogen atom and all hydrogen atoms will act in the same way. Together they share the life and awareness of hydrogen. Each element has its own special properties and characteristics which it follows. These define its life and its type of awareness. The same can be said about light and color.

The divine spark of our own awareness has evolved through many stages of existance to become who we now are. But first it was a spark of divine light!

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Lofty thoughts are nice, but what happens when you have to walk in the mud? Reality is not idealistic! When people act like animals they must be controlled. Does any of this strike a chord? Have you noticed any people acting like animals these days?

I’ve talked about assertiveness and fairness in communications and dealing with other people and I’ve talked about living in harmony with the Christ spirit that dwells in our hearts and speaks with the still small voice of our conscience. I’ve talked about how at some level we are all part of each other and we can’t hurt someone else without hurting ourselves in some way. But then reality comes in! Someone aggressive hurts us or takes something that belongs to us or takes advantage of us or of those that we love. Where’s all that fine talk about love then?

Mostly I’ve talked about empowerment and ways that we can become more empowered in our lives and in our ability to fulfill our true purpose in life whatever that may be. I’ve talked about living by example and helping others to become strong as well. Strong people can take care of themselves and they can take care of the ones they love! When we are strong and empowered we can protect and assist those that are weaker than we are. We can do this out of choice and not because we have to.

The real solution is not to protect the weak, but to help the weak become strong enough to take care of themselves! It is not to rid the world of predators, but to make predators respect us and leave us alone. In either case the solution is never to lower ourselves to the level of others, but to help others rise to the level that we are at! That means living at the highest level possible and setting as strong an example as possible to inspire others to find their own way!

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Females have a natural ability to develop this “black” etheric body. The only serious problem is avoiding pregnancy and predatory attacks as their power of sexual attraction becomes greater. This is why so many women have always been considered “evil”, “satanic” and “witches. This is why the early church fathers had such a difficult time with them and “feared” them.

For the male to develop this “black” etheric body much more was required since it is not as “natural” a thing for the male to achieve as it is for the female. That is because of energy loss due to sperm loss. Tantric sex and the ability to prevent sperm loss are the key to the rapid development of this non-physical astral body and this teaching was developed for males, not for females.

So avoiding pregnancy and sperm loss were and still remain the main factors in the development of this “black” etheric body. In the past this resulted in the deviant sexual practices that many occultists are accused of perpetrating and in the revulsion of those activities even though there is no revulsion or debauchery in sexual activity itself.

In point of fact, normal and healthy sexuality over a life time can cause the development and activation of this “black” non-physical body in anyone in the world, primitive savage or urban professional. Our world and modern society are so twisted in unnatural sexuality that “normal” sexuality is not understood properly.

The Organic Gnosticism of pre-war Germany was the first glimpse at what might have become normal sexuality with the common development of this “black” etheric body and the development of its magical abilities within the general public.

Psychologists Sigmund Freud, Carl Jung and Wilhelm Reich correctly understood that sexual energy lies at the base of neurotic and emotional problems and that allowing a more natural expression of human sexuality would produce a more healthy human society. (and a more magical society)

Organic Gnosticism had its roots in the natural pagan religions that openly practiced sexuality (tantric sexuality for the men) and produced occult phenomenon of various types. This entire subject could be simplified with the phrase “Make love, Not war!” But things are not so simple. There are many more energies other than “black” sexual energy.

I’ve attempted to show the existence of a Black Energy that exists at non-physical levels and is the basis of real magical and occult practices. This energy lies beneath fear energy and is beautiful in its own right and very powerful. It is also clean and pure. Sexuality is a natural function and expression that is not fully recognized in modern society.

Before I can continue with the presentation of Organic Gnosticism in Pre-war Germany these other energies must be clarified and explained in order to show the full horror of what has been done in our past and persists into our present.

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I’m pretty excited about this! I’ve got some major news to share and it’s good! It will be hard to put into words though so bear with me. First I will share what happened to me and what it means. Then I will try to explain it in ascension terms and finally try giving the big picture as I see it. The Event has happened and is in the process of happening and will continue happening till the winter solstice!

For the past several years I have gone to work a few minutes early and meditated in the car about anchoring more light into Gaia. In my meditation I tap into the energy coming from the central core of the galaxy and channel it in through my crown chakra all the way down through me and into Gaia where it is anchored.

During the last few weeks I noticed a change but didn’t think much of it. It seemed as if the energy was coming in from a horizontal source like from where the sun sets in the west. Since I could feel that the connection was true I didn’t worry about it. But this morning as I sat in the parking lot and connected with the source energy at the center of the galaxy the energy wanted to come in through my feet and not through my crown chakra! I could feel the cord or energetic link and it was going down through the earth and then out to the center of the galaxy! This energy was now going straight to Gaia from the galactic center and then to me, not the other way around!

From that moment on to connect to Source at the center of the galaxy I needed to connect through Gaia because her link was much stronger than mine was!

This meant a polarity shift for me because I was now grounded and source was coming in from the earth to me as south pole magnetic energy where in the past it had always been crown chakra north pole magnetic energy! This means the highest and the lowest astral layers have now vibrationally phase locked and totally enclosed the full spectrum of astral energies. The lowest manifesting layer of the astral will no longer allow anything to manifest physically that is not in alignment with it. It will either force things to a higher vibration so that they can ascend and then physically manifest or it will force things to a lower vibration where they will still physically manifest but not in a good way. The ascenders are now being lifted and the descenders are being cast down at the physical level!

The sense that I have is that this has happened with the element of Hydrogen and all physical hydrogen atoms are now vibrating with both north pole magnetics and south pole magnetics fused together or phase locked in a permanent embrace at the highest and lowest levels. (magnetic north pole energy extends outward the furthest from earth and consists of hydrogen atoms-the lightest element. Magnetic south pole energy extends outward the furthest from earth at the south pole) Magnetic south pole energy at the hydrogen level is the lowest possible astral layer before physical manifestation.

Occult sciences have called the magnetic north levels the astral planes and the magnetic south levels the demonic or qlippothic planes. Something needs to exist in both to physically manifest as it needs both magnetic north and south energies to remain stable.

The inner planes still need to align with the new vibrational reality but both ends have been hermetically sealed off and only those things balanced in the new energies will be allowed to manifest from this moment on.

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Love

So you want to find love?
Then search for it in May,
They sit there in the flowering trees,
The wonderfully sweet fairies.
Their soft green hair
Flutters all around,
Out of every blossom smiles
Their two teasing eyes.

I shall give you some good advice,
Stay far away from her.
She is much too fond of
Flirting and cheating.
She will room with you for a little bit,
And then leave you alone.
She will give you bliss for a short while,
And then long and fearful pain.

Mia Holm 1900
translation by Joe Bandel

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Our awareness of our capacitive physical body places us as individuals or “self” with “not self”, everything external to our physical bodies and “self”, identified with our physical bodies. We do not share our physical bodies with others. We share the external world with others.The external world is “not self”.

Careful analysis of the world of dreams shows an entirely different type of awareness that exists within the inductive world of magnetic field energies. In that world our awareness changes with whatever we identify ourselves with. In that world we have no center of being. Our sense of “self” is restricted to a point of awareness as it flows through images, objects and persons, each of which may temporarily represent us at that moment in time.

Simply put we are where ever our attention is currently focused. We are what we identify with. This awareness is external to our capacitive physical bodies and is a global awareness. Our awareness in the dreamworld encircles the entire world at once and includes every living and nonliving thing within the world. In the dream world we are everything that exists but the focus of our awareness limits us to experiencing only a small portion of it at a time.

Said in another way each one of us is that same dreamworld. That dreamworld is my universe and it is also your universe. We are each aware of different parts of our universe at different times. The points of our awareness travel the magnetic flux lines that exist within the astral planes.

When we let go of a thought or vision anyone else is free to pick it up and add to it or take from it as they see fit. When we first had that thought or vision it did not originate within us. It existed external to us and we turned our attention toward it. We momentarily became that thought or vision as our awareness passed through its dream structure. When we were done with it the thought or vision passed on to someone else with similar interests. In the dream world nothing belongs to us as individuals because everything belongs to us and everything is shared at the same time. We are simply the point of awareness reading the data. The data belongs to everyone.

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A progressive energy system will reach a critical stage where it becomes chaotic, then it will change state and become a new type of energy system that is stable!

Besides being the longest basic of chaos theory, this is the most important one. As Einstein pointed out to us, matter and energy are interchangeable. We can think of anything as being an energy system if we want to. The following are some examples:

If we think about something long enough and hard enough we will start to get emotional about it. Our mental energy reaches a critical stage where it becomes chaotic and then breaks through and becomes emotional energy.

If we get emotional enough about something we are driven to physical action. Our emotional energy reaches a critical stage where it becomes chaotic and then breaks through to become physical nerve energy.

The energy must build up to a stressful chaotic level before it can break through and change to a more physical type of energy. If we fill our life with infinite regression type thoughts and worries this energy bleeds away uselessly and nothing gets done. We spend our lives living in our heads! Things need to be pressurized enough for the energy to break through!

Everything follows this basic pattern of progressive growth, disillusionment or death and then rebirth. Both magical and mystical traditions accept this and teach it at some level or another. Conceptual initiation comes first. The novice is expected to master the theoretical work, the dogma and special activities. This is a period of steady and progressive growth as the novice creates the traditions matrix within himself or herself. He or she is creating a personal belief system based upon the teachings of the order.

Upon mastery of the matrix or tradition the novice reaches a critical point where he or she can go no further. This is called the dark night of the soul or crossing the abyss by some traditions. The new matrix is not active yet within the person because old beliefs and lifestyles prevent its emergence. This is a chaotic time for the ego and the sense of self are totally destroyed so that they can be rebuilt and reborn into a newer and more satisfying structure.

They have read and studied the material but are not yet ready to commit their lives to it. This is a difficult time of tension and stress. A person can go through many dark nights of the soul in their lifetime as they increase the quality of their life. Born-again Christians experience this as the ego shifts from awareness of being a physical, mortal body to an awareness of being more than a physical body, and finally to that of being an immortal soul.

Some of us are interested in achieving mastery of our lives. This is the path of self empowerment and total realization of our potentials. To us this offers the ultimate in life and we are drawn toward it as a moth is drawn toward a candle flame. We do not care about the total destruction of our lives that must take place before this can be achieved. We somehow think that we will be spared much of the agony, at least until it is too late.

The book of Job in the Bible has much to teach us about this experience. We will lose everything we hold dear and love and it is only our faith in God will carry us through to the rebirth of our lives of mastery. This is the ultimate in life and is not for the faint hearted. The loss and agony are often absolute.

This is the quantum leap as we are propelled and driven into new areas of existence that we never dreamed were possible. In summary, the new science of chaos theory can be extended from math and science into the realm of everyday life.

Chaos theory itself is not as complex as many think, but it does require a shift in a person’s viewpoint. Instead of madness and chaos it can be a binding agent that unites science, religion, philosophy and metaphysics together.

All Inputs Are Valid!

The most important thing to understand is that energies and stresses will grow to a chaotic and almost intolerable level before they break through and change into a new form and become stable once more. It is the stress and intensity of living that causes growth and quantum leaps.

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The still small voice of conscience and the Christ spirit that dwells within each human heart is not philosophical, it is moral! It knows what is right for us and what is wrong for us individually. What is wrong for us might be right for someone else and what is right for someone else might be wrong for us. But we need to live and teach each other by example and trust in the goodness that lies within each of us.

Wisdom comes through life experience and often the troubles that we go through make us deeper and wiser. Nature and life itself tries all possibilities, both good and bad. It tries the good possibilities so that it can experience pleasures and it tries the bad possibilities so that it can develop a resistance to what is harmful and overcome it! If it didn’t explore the bad life would die!

Time after time we see how hardship and trouble brings people together. It is often the negative things in life that force us to rise above them and become greater than what we were. It is important to rise above our current conditions because we each have a high destiny to fulfill and duties to perform in this world to manifest heaven here on earth.

Humanity is at a great turning point and there is a tremendous opportunity to rise above the negativity that has enslaved humanity in the past. The path of the heart is the path of the future! Somebody has to show the way! Somebody has to go first! Let it be us! The conflicting duality of good and evil need to be replaced with the dual loving embrace of male and female.

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The Organic Gnosticism of Pre-war Germany

This is an attempt to explain the persistent rumors of the so called dark current and evil occultism of pre-war Germany that persists despite little evidence of occultism. It is rather a Black Energy or Dark Current that is sensed, feared and confused in the mind of the public with Satanism and evil.

I became interested in this question through my translation work of Hanns Heinz Ewers and Stanislaw Przybyszewski, both reputed Satanists. What I have discovered sheds a spotlight on both German Occultism, Modern Satanism and Organic Gnosticism and raises even more questions that need to be asked.

This account holds both the ridiculous and the horrible and is a tale of humanity. I ask the reader to keep an open mind as I delve into previously unexplained details of occultism and metaphysical realities and try to explain how Organic Gnosticism was originally a form of Tantra, the Path of Woman and the path of Divine Counterparts.

The first thing to be confronted is the reality of non-physical worlds that are just as real and substantial as so called physical reality. This includes the reality of the soul and the astral planes. If you can’t believe in the soul and the unseen worlds you can’t believe in Divine Counterparts.

This Black Current or Black Magical Energy is sex energy, plain and simple. If a person strongly works with sex energy as in tantric sex exercises of any type whatsoever, their aura will become black. Sexual energy is black and it is pure. There is no evil or perversity about it. The most spiritual and religious person in the world can work strongly with sex energy and their aura will take on this “black” color.

The problem is that this sexual Black Energy lies beneath fear energy and to consciously work with it one must confront and work through their personal fears. When sensitive people encounter people with this Black Energy in their aura it activates the energy of fear within them, they become afraid and think of these people as “black” magicians.

This Black Energy is the lowest etheric energy possible before physical manifestation and to be able to consciously manipulate it is to be able to do magic and to alter physical events before they manifest. This ability to do magic is real and not an invention of crazy people although many don’t have the mental and emotional stability to control these non-physical forces.
The goal of the magician is to permanently activate a non-physical body created of this Black Energy . When this is done one is able to function at this level and perform “magic”.

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