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Confession

I want to fathom all desires,
As deeply as my thirst is able;
I want to create from them
An entire world, and die in them.
I want it with all the rage of the Creator,
That longs and burns within us;
I don’t want to subdue my passion’s
Hot, hungry element.
Do I become powerful through pious lips;
Baptized through tame kisses?
I was conceived in a wild night,
And a great frenzy of passion!
And now I want to live the same
As the desires that created me.
Walk only through the heaven
That surrounds me. Their
Devotee by occupation.

-Richard Dehmal
translation by Joe Bandel

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Normal human awareness usually finds itself remaining more or less permanently at a specific level with temporary excursions into the other levels. It will help to become familiar with these levels. Our thoughts normally don’t leave where we are comfortable and most of our conversations are repeats over and over of old material.

Immediately above the Black Energy of sexuality is the Red Energy of fear. This is the energy of the warrior, death, destruction and heroic deeds. Many have called this the Nordic ray and the energy of magic. At this level one must confront personal fear and master it. As this is also a very low level energy close to the physical levels it is most often considered magical as well, but the magic is the magic of fear and destruction, blood and death.

There is no doubt that modern society is based upon this energy and not upon that of sexuality. Collectively we are more prone to make war, not love! Blood magic, sacrifice, death and survival of the fittest find meaning at this level. Often innocent and gentle people that practice healthy sexuality and have black auras cause this Red Energy to flare up in those they encounter and fears are projected onto innocent people. They are accused of doing fearful things, things that only exist in the minds of the accusers. Those whose normal waking awareness are constantly at these levels are warriors and materialists that are completely blind to other levels and fear the occult because of what it stirs up within themselves. For these people sexuality is violent and a type of warfare.

Immediately above this Mars/war energy is the Orange Energy of decadence. This is where the awareness of the majority of humanity finds itself. The search for creature comforts, a good meal, a soft bed, a healthy body. This is the energy of digestion and of healers and medicine. It is also the energy of sloth, purification, disease, and decadence. In the astral, non-physical realms undeveloped souls at this level resemble animals, herd like and bovine or some other animal with primitive instincts and drives. Their astral bodies have an animal shape because that is what these people really are at this level.

People at this level of awareness act with fear toward those that have either the black or red energy bodies activated and often are not be able to tell them apart. They can only sense their own fear and the animal magnetism of sexual desire. For these people sex is simply animalistic mating to be performed or avoided like that of dogs on the street. They fear giving themselves over to blind passion, and also to blind rage or anger. There is no conscious awareness or very limited conscious awareness at this level. This provokes and stirs the lower emotions, shame, disgust, apathy, revulsion and perhaps horror. At this level one must confront decadence and sloth and master them to move beyond the present moment. This includes addictions to passive entertainments such as drugs, TV, video games and sports.

Above this level are the Upper Emotions that create the Yellow Energy and the Green Energy or solar astral body. These are the levels of the heart energies and social activity as well as enjoyment of life.

These are the levels of pride, patriotism, love and sense of self or the simple ego. The belief that everyone else experiences life the same way you do. It never occurs to them that others may have different views and beliefs; much less that life is different for them. This is the realm of the law and public authority. Those who are empowered at this level understand humanity at a very common level and are able to act as leaders and voices for the collective. They become Rulers or Kings and Queens. I might also add politicians! And of course Hollywood stars!

Above this level are the philosophers, those that have discovered the magic of thought and ideas, the Blue Energy. These are people whose awareness is so firmly entrenched at this level that they live entirely in their heads and are no earthly good, except perhaps as college professors. These people believe in logic and reason and think that science can prove everything. These people are normally not open to the Black Energy of sexuality except in a most distorted form and are nerds or worse. They have no concept of normal human sexuality.

And beyond these are those drawn toward the spiritual experiences of the Violet Energy. The spiritual planes exist beyond the mental philosophical planes, beyond logic and reason. Illuminations are experienced that bring glimpses of archetypal reality or self-evident truth.

This completes a very sketchy introduction to the various levels of awareness. A complete and balanced human functions at will on all of these levels. They have activated all of these non-physical astral bodies and can make use of their sensory abilities in magical ways.

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The World and Time
 
Time lamented: the world
Has become senile,
Where is the old Holy Spirit!
Meanwhile His Holiness lies
In the carnal womb of the virgin,
Though her virginity was tainted,
A young world was yet conceived.
Then Time cried: Hallelujah,
The Holy Spirit is here again!

-Richard Dehmal
translation by Joe Bandel

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The world of dreams and our awareness within it is a paradox when compared to our awareness within the capacitive physical world. To begin with our dream world is not individual but collective. It is not internal to us but external to us. Others are active within our dream world even as we are active within their dream world because they are all one and the same.

When we dream or think about a certain individual a portion of that person actually takes part in our dream or thoughts. There have been several times when I have felt the pressure of someone else’s thought and knew that person was thinking about me. Later inquiry validated my impression.

It is common for wild animals to feel the weight of someone’s glance and grow uncomfortable.

When we study our dreams we should develop the habit of considering each dream as if it were completely internal to us and dealing with only our own personal issues. We should also consider each dream or thought as being external to us and involving issues with other people. In a type of paradox both interpretations are true and valid.

We may choose certain people as dream images because they subconsciously represent important issues or energies in our life. In choosing these people as dream images it will draw life and vitality from those physical counterparts and our dream images will react in a manner reflective of those people. This interaction gives a dynamic quality to our dreams.

If we battle a person in a dream and win, that person will have less energy and vitality in the morning even if they have no memory of the dream. If we battle a person and lose, that person will have increased energy and vitality in the morning and we will feel drained.

Each dream represents the connection or removal of an astral cord or magnetic flux line which carries a certain amount of energy. Each dream reflects an alteration of the astral circuitry which exists within the dream world and a shifting of our own place within that world.

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A photon is both light and electricity depending on its direction of movement. In its expansive outward phase it is light and on its inward return phase it acts as electricity. The photon is also where awareness begins. It is alive and aware in its own fashion. It uses the simplest type of motion possible, vibratory motion. To say that a photon is alive and has awareness may be quite misleading. It’s life and awareness may be compared to that of a computer or machine. We would not think of it as having any life or awareness at all.

Still, what are life and awareness? For humans, as long as we are alive and vital life force flows through us we have a degree of awareness. When we die the vital life force does not flow and we have no awareness. Life and awareness is the flow of energies both away from the central Divine Source that is God and back toward it in a two-way flow of alternating current. Outward, expansive photon driven moment is classed as male energy and inward, restrictive electrically driven movement is classed as female energy. We are a balance of male and female energy. God is both male and female.

Our awareness is a divine pulse or spark of light that has evolved through many evolutionary stages that still remains at its core a pulse of light. We are a divine spark of light or a photon.

Awareness is indicated by the behavior something has. For example, a hydrogen atom will always act like a hydrogen atom and all hydrogen atoms will act in the same way. Together they share the life and awareness of hydrogen. Each element has its own special properties and characteristics which it follows. These define its life and its type of awareness. The same can be said about light and color.

The divine spark of our own awareness has evolved through many stages of existance to become who we now are. But first it was a spark of divine light!

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Lofty thoughts are nice, but what happens when you have to walk in the mud? Reality is not idealistic! When people act like animals they must be controlled. Does any of this strike a chord? Have you noticed any people acting like animals these days?

I’ve talked about assertiveness and fairness in communications and dealing with other people and I’ve talked about living in harmony with the Christ spirit that dwells in our hearts and speaks with the still small voice of our conscience. I’ve talked about how at some level we are all part of each other and we can’t hurt someone else without hurting ourselves in some way. But then reality comes in! Someone aggressive hurts us or takes something that belongs to us or takes advantage of us or of those that we love. Where’s all that fine talk about love then?

Mostly I’ve talked about empowerment and ways that we can become more empowered in our lives and in our ability to fulfill our true purpose in life whatever that may be. I’ve talked about living by example and helping others to become strong as well. Strong people can take care of themselves and they can take care of the ones they love! When we are strong and empowered we can protect and assist those that are weaker than we are. We can do this out of choice and not because we have to.

The real solution is not to protect the weak, but to help the weak become strong enough to take care of themselves! It is not to rid the world of predators, but to make predators respect us and leave us alone. In either case the solution is never to lower ourselves to the level of others, but to help others rise to the level that we are at! That means living at the highest level possible and setting as strong an example as possible to inspire others to find their own way!

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Females have a natural ability to develop this “black” etheric body. The only serious problem is avoiding pregnancy and predatory attacks as their power of sexual attraction becomes greater. This is why so many women have always been considered “evil”, “satanic” and “witches. This is why the early church fathers had such a difficult time with them and “feared” them.

For the male to develop this “black” etheric body much more was required since it is not as “natural” a thing for the male to achieve as it is for the female. That is because of energy loss due to sperm loss. Tantric sex and the ability to prevent sperm loss are the key to the rapid development of this non-physical astral body and this teaching was developed for males, not for females.

So avoiding pregnancy and sperm loss were and still remain the main factors in the development of this “black” etheric body. In the past this resulted in the deviant sexual practices that many occultists are accused of perpetrating and in the revulsion of those activities even though there is no revulsion or debauchery in sexual activity itself.

In point of fact, normal and healthy sexuality over a life time can cause the development and activation of this “black” non-physical body in anyone in the world, primitive savage or urban professional. Our world and modern society are so twisted in unnatural sexuality that “normal” sexuality is not understood properly.

The Organic Gnosticism of pre-war Germany was the first glimpse at what might have become normal sexuality with the common development of this “black” etheric body and the development of its magical abilities within the general public.

Psychologists Sigmund Freud, Carl Jung and Wilhelm Reich correctly understood that sexual energy lies at the base of neurotic and emotional problems and that allowing a more natural expression of human sexuality would produce a more healthy human society. (and a more magical society)

Organic Gnosticism had its roots in the natural pagan religions that openly practiced sexuality (tantric sexuality for the men) and produced occult phenomenon of various types. This entire subject could be simplified with the phrase “Make love, Not war!” But things are not so simple. There are many more energies other than “black” sexual energy.

I’ve attempted to show the existence of a Black Energy that exists at non-physical levels and is the basis of real magical and occult practices. This energy lies beneath fear energy and is beautiful in its own right and very powerful. It is also clean and pure. Sexuality is a natural function and expression that is not fully recognized in modern society.

Before I can continue with the presentation of Organic Gnosticism in Pre-war Germany these other energies must be clarified and explained in order to show the full horror of what has been done in our past and persists into our present.

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I’m pretty excited about this! I’ve got some major news to share and it’s good! It will be hard to put into words though so bear with me. First I will share what happened to me and what it means. Then I will try to explain it in ascension terms and finally try giving the big picture as I see it. The Event has happened and is in the process of happening and will continue happening till the winter solstice!

For the past several years I have gone to work a few minutes early and meditated in the car about anchoring more light into Gaia. In my meditation I tap into the energy coming from the central core of the galaxy and channel it in through my crown chakra all the way down through me and into Gaia where it is anchored.

During the last few weeks I noticed a change but didn’t think much of it. It seemed as if the energy was coming in from a horizontal source like from where the sun sets in the west. Since I could feel that the connection was true I didn’t worry about it. But this morning as I sat in the parking lot and connected with the source energy at the center of the galaxy the energy wanted to come in through my feet and not through my crown chakra! I could feel the cord or energetic link and it was going down through the earth and then out to the center of the galaxy! This energy was now going straight to Gaia from the galactic center and then to me, not the other way around!

From that moment on to connect to Source at the center of the galaxy I needed to connect through Gaia because her link was much stronger than mine was!

This meant a polarity shift for me because I was now grounded and source was coming in from the earth to me as south pole magnetic energy where in the past it had always been crown chakra north pole magnetic energy! This means the highest and the lowest astral layers have now vibrationally phase locked and totally enclosed the full spectrum of astral energies. The lowest manifesting layer of the astral will no longer allow anything to manifest physically that is not in alignment with it. It will either force things to a higher vibration so that they can ascend and then physically manifest or it will force things to a lower vibration where they will still physically manifest but not in a good way. The ascenders are now being lifted and the descenders are being cast down at the physical level!

The sense that I have is that this has happened with the element of Hydrogen and all physical hydrogen atoms are now vibrating with both north pole magnetics and south pole magnetics fused together or phase locked in a permanent embrace at the highest and lowest levels. (magnetic north pole energy extends outward the furthest from earth and consists of hydrogen atoms-the lightest element. Magnetic south pole energy extends outward the furthest from earth at the south pole) Magnetic south pole energy at the hydrogen level is the lowest possible astral layer before physical manifestation.

Occult sciences have called the magnetic north levels the astral planes and the magnetic south levels the demonic or qlippothic planes. Something needs to exist in both to physically manifest as it needs both magnetic north and south energies to remain stable.

The inner planes still need to align with the new vibrational reality but both ends have been hermetically sealed off and only those things balanced in the new energies will be allowed to manifest from this moment on.

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Love

So you want to find love?
Then search for it in May,
They sit there in the flowering trees,
The wonderfully sweet fairies.
Their soft green hair
Flutters all around,
Out of every blossom smiles
Their two teasing eyes.

I shall give you some good advice,
Stay far away from her.
She is much too fond of
Flirting and cheating.
She will room with you for a little bit,
And then leave you alone.
She will give you bliss for a short while,
And then long and fearful pain.

Mia Holm 1900
translation by Joe Bandel

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