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Spring Brings Growth

Posted in ascension, earth changes, fifth density, fourth density, light workers, Organic Gnosticism, Uncategorized on March 21, 2020| Leave a Comment »

Fantasy, Beautiful, Dawn, Sunset, Sky, Cloud, Women

It’s there, I can see it. So close and yet out of reach! By now there can be no doubt in anyone’s mind that what we have been waiting so long for is finally happening! Gaia is ascending and all organic life is ascending with her. You can’t get much more organic than the Corona virus…true root chakra stuff, pure survival energies…

Forget the head tripping, forget the money…think about organic life…think about cellular life, think about DNA…

This is the beginning of the EVENT! We still need to get on the other side of it, but that will happen in its own way and time. In fact, since there is no such thing as time anymore, it’s already happened! We just need to catch up to it with our earthly bodies…

I have a strong sense of peace this morning as I write this…this is like crossing the Great Abyss, or the Dark Night of the Soul, we have reached the point where only the momentum of our previous actions can get us safely to the other side. There is nothing that we can do now except remain centered and in our hearts…like an astronaut in outer space, there is no longer anything to grab on to or push against…yet our momentum is gradually moving us in the right direction. It is time to rest in the knowledge of a job well done!

Over the years I’ve watched as Gaia’s ascension timeline has moved down the astral planes level by level, and I’ve wondered how far down it needed to go. The answer of course is to the very bottom because Gaia is not leaving anything behind. She is taking all life with her into a new place that life has never been before. It is also quite evident that this is the bottom! Earth shaking is an understatement…our entire world has changed over night into a world we no longer recognize…

What amazes me is how there is a little in this for everyone…but just enough. This is the divine collective compromise that humanity has agreed to, and there is no stopping this…listen to the still small voice of conscience that speaks within the human heart and treat others with love…we are moving into spiritual lives and spiritual bodies…

Those of us who have done the work are sheltered and protected and our spiritual bodies are in place. There is nothing to be afraid of…blessings to all as our new world begins…

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Gaia Update: Full Moon Energies

Posted in ascension, earth changes, end times, fifth density, fourth density, light workers, Organic Gnosticism, shamanism, Uncategorized on March 8, 2020| Leave a Comment »

Female, Fantasy Woman, Woman, Lady, Fantasy Character

The full moon energies have been driving me crazy! I wake up at 4:00 am and can’t get back to sleep…there is a sense of blockage and the energy not able to flow. These new energy channels must be established and in place before the spring equinox in just a few weeks! It seems like the energies have a mind of their own and are snapping into place whether I want them to or not.

I normally visit Annie in the nursing home on Saturdays and we watch a movie together. I also try to call her each evening just to touch bases. For the last couple weeks this has  not been possible because her phone is not working. I took Luci to visit her yesterday and the building was on lock down because of the corona virus. Couldn’t get in to visit. Seems the universe is strictly limiting my energetic contact with her for some reason.

New beginnings… have I talked about new beginnings? For years now it has all been about bringing up old stuff…not any more! Now it’s all about new stuff and getting prepared for new adventures…There is a real sense of moving forward and not looking back…

I’m posting daily in the new social platform Voice.com and it is totally different than what I experienced at narrative.org. I’m still coming to terms with Voice. It is currently in beta with at least 800 members. All posted material needs to be original and of at least a certain length…so I can’t repost material like I did on narrative. I find that I am posting entirely new content related to objectivism and philosophy. No metaphysics! At least not yet!

All these energies really seem to be connected to the physical plane and I’ve been soaking my feet and taking some supplements to deal with toxins in the blood stream…This seems related to purification of the physical body and a final grounding to the earth.

Add a spring cleaning of my apartment and some new clothes and you can see that I’m doing a complete make over for some reason…guess I will just wait and see…

Traditionally the seven weeks before my birthday have always been a disruptive cycle where unfinished things need to be attended to. So I’m not trying new starts. It is more like saying good bye to all the old in my life…

I see these energetic shifts affecting others as well…it seems like we are all waiting for something to happen… waiting for the other shoe to drop…are we waiting for the corona virus to hit?

All I can say is that things will only begin moving again after the spring equinox! Right now everything is on hold! There is a certain group of people that attempted to catch the incoming energies of the winter solstice and ride that wave of energy toward a successful conclusion and they failed miserably! They got on the wrong side of the energy and will continue to be on the wrong side of the energy for the rest of this coming year…They are only now beginning to realize the trouble that they are really in…

It is a bad time for people to live in their heads!

peace,

joe

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Gaia Update: The Changing of the Guard

Posted in ascension, earth changes, end times, fifth density, fourth density, light workers, Organic Gnosticism, shamanism, Uncategorized, Wicca, witchcraft on March 3, 2020| Leave a Comment »

Gothic, Fantasy, Dark, Girl, Magic, Mystery, Portal

My father just passed away at the age of 87 and I’ve been dealing with the details of his funeral and passing for the past week which is why I didn’t post a weekly message…

But the events of the past week bring up an interesting opportunity to talk about something that is happening globally with Gaia’s ascension as certain souls withdraw and others step forward to fill the void. My experience is that while we are individuals, we are also required to be place holders for specific energies within a cosmic circuit. By this I mean that the universe requires each energetic position to be filled by a person in a living physical body and upon the death of that person another needs to step forward and advance to fill the vacant position. It doesn’t need to be a specific person, but it does need to be someone. In this way the cosmic circuit is maintained.

There is often heavy competition for specific slots or positions…

Both marriages and ancient mystery schools recognized the life long bond that ties people together only to be released upon the death of the individual or one of the individuals involved. These bonds or vows are  not to be taken lightly. But each of us holds more than one position in life and as we gradually advance we may step out of certain other positions and allow others to move forward as well.

We are at a point in Gaia’s ascension where all karmic ties and obligations have been fulfilled and completed. It is time for those moving ahead to let go of the old and firmly grasp the new and embrace it with all of our ability and joy. It will be different for each of us.

I find it interesting that as the oldest of four children I received the flag which covered his casket. I also ended up with his over sized easy chair as well as my mother’s. Did I receive the thrones? What is symbolic and what is real. My younger brother is purchasing the 200 acre family farm and plans to live there. Does he receive the kingdom? My youngest sister is the administrator of the estate, she has the legal authority to conduct business and carry out my father’s last wishes. Is she the true representative and enforcer of my father’s continuing wishes?

These are all energetic positions and not one person has advanced into all of them. The only thing certain is that father has passed on and new energetic circuits are being created because the show must go on…He filled many positions and with his passing all of them once more need to be filled…

With Gaia it is the same way. Everywhere you look old positions are being vacated and new people are stepping into new positions of authority and power. These are the new energetics at work and this spring these new circuits are really starting to become apparent. Something is afoot! There is a changing of the guard and it seems to be taking place through the death and removal of the old guard.

For me there seems to be a consolidation of energies that are tending to focus in a surprising direction, that of digital art. Over twenty years ago I was interested in art and briefly pursued it. Now the cycle has returned and while I am still going to remain active in most of my old activities, art is coming back into my life! It is interesting to note that the main reason I stepped away from art was because I was afraid of the raw emotional force that it brought up within me. Perhaps I am finally ready to wield that force and work with it?

I look around at the tools I have surrounded myself with and I see things to translate, ascension related materials to write, wiccan materials on the etheric planes, social activities with new friends, magickal and occult research materials as well as many art reference materials and a magnificent computer set up complete with Dragon Naturally Speaking, Office, and Painter 2020…

I have around two years until I retire and it seems that these coming two years will be in preparation for a very busy retirement! It makes me wonder which new energetic positions I am advancing into…

Which ones are you advancing into?

 

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Possession, Assumption and God Forms

Posted in ascension, Divine Counterparts, end times, fifth density, fourth density, Organic Gnosticism, shamanism, tantra, tantrism, Uncategorized on February 22, 2020| Leave a Comment »

Fantasy, Girl, Forest, Bat, Mood, Mysterious, Nature

There is so much information to share about this subject and not that much of it belongs strictly to the etheric realms so bear with me as I try to sort it out. I’ve mentioned how the physical human body seems specially designed for possession by a non-physical astral body or soul. This in itself opens up an entire can of worms.

I remember twice in my life when I didn’t know what was coming out of me, what I was saying…in college speech class I was supposed to give a speech about a good friend and mentor that meant very much to me as I was growing up. I remember going to the front of the class and beginning to speak…then I woke up and the entire class was sitting there with their mouths open! Later they told me how wonderful my speech had been, but I didn’t remember a single word of what I had said.

Another time in Germany I was at a party where we were drinking German beer and having a good time. But I don’t remember it…I only know that one of the girls said that I had become very obnoxious…

I’ve had several experiences dealing with the newly dead at crossing over and out of fear trying to take possession of anyone in the room with them at the time. My wife’s mother tried taking over her body and succeeded for almost a half hour before I was able to drive her out…and her father tried to take over my own body at his passing! I don’t know if it ran in the family or what! Given these experiences and others I only know that this is much more prevalent than anyone suspects…I wonder how many children or nursing home and hospital workers are possessed by the earthbound spirits of those who pass over?

Do you know of anyone who has suffered a drastic personality change at the death of a relative or close friend?

It is common practice for masters of the dark arts to take over the body of a favorite student when they become too old to survive in their own body. This often happens forcefully and against the will of the student. Carlos Castenenda wrote about the nagual shaman and how his or her “shade” was passed on to his or her apprentice…

Various eastern spiritual traditions consider it an honor if the master takes over the body of a chela at their crossing over. In this way they don’t need to waste those early years of childhood development…

But the entire subject is so much more involved than this…We are all born with incomplete souls and have many wounds as well. We have very little ego strength or self esteem in  a healthy sense and it needs to be developed and strengthened.

Magickal training teaches the use of assumption of god forms in which the magician visualizes him or herself as becoming one with a god or goddess and experiencing that divine power and knowledge…isn’t this a way of shifting our personal awareness into a place where it is safe and not vulnerable? When one dons the robe and the ring they become someone else entirely…someone more than they are in ordinary life…or so they believe…is this a form of possession and whom is possessing whom?

My firm belief is that many so called gods and goddesses were once simply human beings that permanently activated their own etheric bodies in their own physical lifetimes and became immortal…to come back to life all they need is the vital life force of worshipers…

Rosicrucians teach another form of assumption where a person can send an important message to another person and or influence them in some way. This is also taught in magickal traditions such as witchcraft.

One simply visualizes their own awareness entering the physical body of the other person or standing in front of them and giving a message. They wait until certain that the message has been received and only then leave. The message may not be consciously received but it remains as an unconscious prompting…

One might think of this as a negative practice, but what if one wants to make sure that a loved one is safe? What if they want their partner to pick up some milk at the grocery store on the way home from work?

Modern psychology even practices deliberately creating healthy secondary personalities for individuals with fragmented egos and no sense of self left or self esteem. They try to build a healthy one up from scratch and this is similar to what many magickal traditions do with their own assumption of god forms.

In my own case my Rosicrucian studies created a secondary personality that was safe for me to dwell in until I had reached the point where I could once more integrate my original self which had been destroyed in a nervous breakdown when I was twenty years old…

Also as an empath it has been very difficult to sort out which emotions belong to me and which belong to others…the same with thoughts, is that me or someone else? Why is it that when I get up to use the rest room several others get up at the same time?

Another thing to take into consideration is that we are constantly trying to integrate skills and resources from past lives so that we can make use of them in this lifetime…

In your own wiccan or pagan practice are you worshiping a god or goddess? Or are you trying to become one yourself? The sought for answer is that we are seeking our own divinity within our own hearts and souls in accordance with our own conscience!

-TEW

(The Etheric Witch)

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Master Classes and Slave Classes

Posted in ascension, earth changes, end times, fifth density, fourth density, Organic Gnosticism, shamanism, Uncategorized on February 21, 2020| Leave a Comment »

Gothic, Dark, Fantasy, Portrait, Fantasy Portrait

This post is a continuation of my last post in many respects. But first I would like to orient things a bit for my readers…Dewey Larson’s Reciprocal Systems Theory suggests two interpenetrating universes linked together at the speed of light. I’m simply expanding upon this idea by suggesting that each element acts like a particle or atom within the 3D space/time universe and acts like an energy wave or pulse in the 3D time/space universe…awareness or consciousness exists within the time/space universe and is that wave or pulse that expands outward and then returns inward in a pulse of electrical energy. Don’t over think this as I’m still trying to get a grasp on it myself.

The point is to rethink of what we have been calling the astral planes and what we have been calling physical reality…its time to merge them both into a different understanding of multi-dimensional reality. I’ve already pointed out that the last possible element , that mysterious noble gas #118 forms the etheric body and supports the etheric world as well as being the vast ocean of outer space. To speak plainly, the etheric body and the etheric worlds exist below what we experience as physical reality! They are created out of elements that are heavier and more dense than what we consider physical reality. They are an entire different type of physical reality! They are not imaginary!

My posts now concern this etheric body and the etheric world in general. I can most definitively state that magick exists only within these etheric levels. What the average person thinks of and considers magickal exists within the etheric planes…which lie below normal physical reality. It is not to be confused with emotional energies, mental energies or spiritual energies which all exist at much higher levels of reality!

Ghosts exist at the etheric level as well as many other entities and life forms, some good and some not so good…but the sense of self and the ego does not exist at these levels! This is important to understand! The sense of self or ego begins at the upper emotional levels of the heart energies and is formed out of these upper emotional energies and the higher levels. The etheric body needs to be integrated with the upper emotional levels of the heart if human consciousness and awareness is to exist of the etheric levels. This means that a complete integration chain of the upper emotional levels (18 awareness points), the lower emotional levels (18 awareness points), the desire body (32 awareness points) and the etheric body (32 awareness points) all need to be activated, which is almost an impossible task!

But this is the stage achieved by Cro-magnon man at the time that the Pleiadians and other alien life forms began to be interested in taking possession of these bodies and experiencing physical earthly life for the first time.

Homo Sapiens was a genetic alteration that allowed the physical body to be possessed or taken over by an already existing soul or astral body created of 5th density concrete mental energies and above. But these souls that took possession of human physical bodies and began to incarnate in them were not fully integrated at the lower levels! They couldn’t do magick! Only the original humans could do etheric magick, but these alien souls were smarter and more intelligent and they could manipulate ordinary humans to do their bidding and become their servants…This was the origin of the master class and the slave class…

Only the master races had highly evolved egos and a strong sense of self. That is about all they really had! At all costs they needed to keep the lower classes of humanity dumb and with broken egos, with an incomplete sense of self or original humanity would become just as powerful as they were!

The original human souls were just discovering self awareness and true consciousness and the use of magick at a very crude level of shamanism. But through the evolutionary process their entire being was integrated from the lower levels upward. These original human souls were magickal in the truest sense possible and very powerful if they only would realize how magically powerful they really were!

Things all changed four thousand years ago for these original human souls with the invention of reading and writing and the formation of that first true sense of self or ego…

True physical health, emotional health, mental health and spiritual health revolve around a strong and healthy sense of self and self esteem! Only the healthy human ego has the ability to integrate all the possible levels of human awareness and only those capable of full spectrum ascension can do this! This is what Gaia’s ascension is all about…the final integration of all the lower levels with all of the higher levels…

The original organic human slaves have become free! They just need to fully realize their own freedom and their own magickal empowerment. They do this through common sense. They don’t do it through living in their heads! This is the true conflict within our society, those that have magickal common sense and those that are living in their heads dreaming of a fantasy world that can not exist…

-TEW

(The Etheric Witch)

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Atlantis and Voodoo

Posted in Divine Counterparts, end times, fifth density, fourth density, light workers, Organic Gnosticism, shamanism, tantra, tantrism, Uncategorized, Wicca, witchcraft on February 16, 2020| Leave a Comment »

Photo Manipulation, Alien, Foreign, Inhuman, Night

To begin our study of Etheric Witchcraft we need to go back in time to before the destruction of Atlantis. But first we need to talk about extraterrestrials and the Pleiadians. This entire issue of UFO’s and alien life forms has gotten completely out of hand and by now we have learned enough to put some sense to it…

There are non-physical life forms and they can have astral bodies of any of the noble gases or combinations of each…we can’t really call them ghosts because technically ghosts exist in the etheric planes and these higher alien life forms exist in the mental and spiritual planes with noble gas bodies of helium (concrete spiritual), neon (abstract mental) and argon (concrete mental).

These have been called ascension bodies because the ego, personality and sense of self exist within these levels as well as the higher self or collective oversoul of the human race. So life evolved on other planets and certain species ascended or made the transition to living within non-physical bodies created out of mental and spiritual energies. They were for all practical purposes intelligent ghosts…they had egos and “souls”.

Even writing about this is a bit distasteful for me so I will keep it real simple…go online and read these channeled communications from entities assisting with Gaia’s ascension and they will openly admit they don’t have physical bodies and don’t experience emotions like we humans do…because their awareness doesn’t extend into the emotional levels! Duh! They once had emotions and physical bodies, but they ascended and don’t have them any more. Now they are telling us that the same thing is going to happen to us and it will be so wonderful!

Well some of these Pleiadian ghosts and other alien species were drawn toward Gaia because of the immense life force she had and the many species that could be found here. Ghosts are always drawn toward living physical bodies…and physical life is the most important and sacred thing that exists within our universe…

They found that one of Gaia’s species had evolved to a highly developed awareness of it’s environment but didn’t really have a concept of self or an ego. They had discovered Cro-magnon man…they also discovered that they could take possession of these bodies for brief periods of time and through them experience the delights and pleasures of physical life. They became addicted! They began to tamper with the DNA and created the first homo sapiens…

So you think I’m crazy and making all of this up? Ancient Atlantis did exist and the remains have been here in plain site but unrecognized. The Richat structure or “Eye of Africa” in the middle of the Sahara desert meets the exact description of Atlantis in location, size and geological characteristics with tall mountains to the north that once held massive spectacular waterfalls. It was destroyed almost 14,000 years ago by cataclysm as the result of a 9 mile in diameter meteor crashing into Greenland and creating a near extinction event in the northern hemisphere which various cultures have described as the great flood.

Image result for eye of africa

The earliest human DNA has been found in central Africa some 60,000 years ago and even more interesting is the fact that the ancient origins of Voodoo or Vouduon come from west Africa. Voudoun of course is the religion where the gods or Loa take possession of their worshipers and “ride” them…this openess to being possessed is so strong that psychologist Sharon Caulder describes in her book “Mark of Voodoo” how she witnessed a young boy walking across the compound. This boy suddenly stopped and began crowing. His body had been taken over by the spirit of a rooster!

Make no mistake about it, the human body was designed to be “ridden” and “possessed” by “souls” or non-physical beings of almost any species…this is why people are so compliant and so readily obey any “external authority”.

Princeton Professor Julian Jaynes in his breakthrough book “The Origin Of Consciousness In The Breakdown Of The Bicameral Mind” goes into depth and great detail of how early man “heard voices” and how the gods spoke directly to them in their minds.

He then goes on to say how this ability was gradually lost as the result of the invention of reading and writing some 4,000 years ago…however, we may dispute some of that in the current rise of “channeled material” on the internet. This hearing voices in our heads and being possessed is certainly making a comeback!

-TEW

(The Etheric Witch)

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Gaia Ascension Update: Goddess and New Beginnings

Posted in ascension, Divine Counterparts, earth changes, fifth density, fourth density, light workers, Organic Gnosticism, shamanism, tantra, tantrism, Uncategorized on February 15, 2020| Leave a Comment »

Fantasy, Landscape, Monument, Forest, Mystical

I try reading and watching some of the ascension related material that is out there and it seems like I must be living in an entirely different world than they are because what they are sharing doesn’t sound like full spectrum ascension to me…it sounds more like a fantasy from the world of mental energies…

Don’t get me wrong, I believe in the non-physical astral bodies of the noble gases helium (concrete spiritual with 2 awareness points); neon (abstract mental with 8 awareness points); argon (concrete mental with 8 awareness points); krypton (upper emotional with 18 awareness points); xenon (lower emotional with 18 awareness points; radon (sensual or desire body with 32 awareness points); mystery element 118 or the Ka (etheric body with 32 awareness points); and the final synthesis-the complete soul or full spectrum ascension body…

I am convinced that the etheric body and the etheric world create the world of magick and the occult as well as ghosts and other so called supernatural phenomenon. Consider that each and every atom ages and with the addition of 1 electron and 1 proton becomes a totally different element with different characteristics. Our sun which consists mostly of hydrogen is slowly turning into helium through atomic fusion…this same aging process happens to all the elements according to science…each element has its own half-life…

Since the beginning of time atoms have been progressing toward that final mysterious element 118 which is a noble gas that you can’t see, feel or taste. In fact, the lower 13 elements have yet to be discovered…the heaviest and most physical of all the elements don’t seem to physically exist! Yet they have existed since the beginning of time itself!

It seems clear to me that these elements do exist below what we consider normal physical reality and they are not figments of the imagination. They are not created out of mental or spiritual energies, but are instead created out of etheric energies…they probably exist more within the universe of time/space (astral) than space/time (3D).

Perhaps it is better to say that they do exist, but we have no awareness of them? Since the mysterious element 118 is the final destination of all physicality it must exist in enormous quantities, not be non-existent…it is far more likely that the void of outer space is not a void, but an ocean of this final etheric substance which supports the physical reality which we perceive…

What we perceive as physical reality exists somewhere in the middle along a spectrum of elements of which we have no normal conscious awareness of. Most humans have no awareness of the higher levels or the lower levels of physical reality.

When you consider that light itself sometimes acts as a wave and sometimes acts as a particle it seems possible that all the elements might also act as waves and as particles as well. Perhaps that is the real secret of Dewey Larson’s Reciprocal Systems theory? In space/time the elements act as particles (3D) and in time/space (astral) the elements act as waves? It’s an interesting thought and suggests that awareness and consciousness are related to the wave and to the astral worlds of time/space…

We might further suggest that life springs from this etheric ocean in a manner similar to how cellular life seems to have sprung from Gaia’s oceans in the primordial past…this vast ocean of the mysterious element 118 has been intuitively called the cosmic goddess and the ancient Egyptians gave her the name Nuit…life sprang out of the void…but there is no void…there is completeness…life sprang out of completeness…

The physical universe sprang forth from the photon/electron of the Father God or solar deity…life sprang forth from the Cosmic Mother, the vast ocean of mysterious element 118…

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Frieda and Divine Counterparts

Posted in ascension, Divine Counterparts, end times, fifth density, fourth density, Organic Gnosticism, shamanism, tantra, tantrism, Uncategorized on February 14, 2020| Leave a Comment »

Woman, Female, Beauty, Young, Model, Fantasy

Divine Counterparts are totally different than soulmates in that the energetic connection is so much more powerful…Someone began coming into my dreams in a sensual/sexual way and because of the intensity of the contact I knew that a new cycle was beginning even though these dream contacts only happened once or twice a year…I didn’t know who it was and just needed to let things unfold in their own way and time…

Annie and I tried counseling and it simply was no use so we separated. I think we were both happy about that…but we were still connected at such a deep level that we remained in contact. After all we did love each other, we just couldn’t live with each other. The energetics were becoming way too skewed between us. I had done far more releasing and working to transmute my own negative and toxic energies than she had done and I had opened up far more energy channels. It got to the point where my proximity to her would trigger her own inner repressed and toxic energies and she had several mini-strokes. I was becoming toxic to her in a very real and physical way in that my own energies stirred things up inside her.

She was considered disabled because of clinical depression and moved into an apartment where she could live on her own. Her health gradually got worse and she was eventually moved into a group home.

Annie had brain surgery and was recovering nicely with no symptoms and wanted to get out of the hospital. But she wanted to rush things and her anger trigger caused her to explode into a rage that took six men to hold her down. Something broke loose and she had another more massive stroke that did a lot of damage. She could no longer speak properly and there were some cognitive problems but no one knew how bad they were. The lady that once routinely beat me at Scrabble with an average score of over 400 could no longer even play crazy eights!

As I write this she is now confined to her bed in a nursing home and I visit once a week to bring Luci, our dog over, and watch a video with her. She doesn’t get much other company. Knowing that my energy is toxic to her I really try to limit my time but I’m still that only bright spot in her week and she looks forward to my bringing pop, treats and a movie. Annie and I made a contract with each other at the beginning of the old cycle right before the fall of Atlantis and I remember sitting with her on the outer wall waiting for the destruction that we knew was coming…She was a Pleiadian Princess and that was to be her first great cycle in a human body. I was the guide for her and her group because I had done several great cycles on Gaia before and knew my way around. Now we are done. We have completed that cycle and this new one has already begun…

Now back to Divine Counterparts…divine counterpart relationships are recognized by the intense and almost explosive energy exchange between both people. Your divine counterpart is the closest thing to a matter/anti-matter relationship and it is or can be pure energy! To put this more clearly, back in 1990-91 when I was crossing the Great Abyss and merging with Source what I was really doing was connecting to my Divine Counterpart! Connecting with a Divine Counterpart is the closest anyone can get to connecting with Source because it is through our contact with our Divine Counterpart that Source is attained…so in a very real way God or Goddess is our Divine Counterpart! Or at least the closest we can get to the ultimate Source of all things…

The totality of all that we really are can’t be contained within one human body…and parts of our soul is experiencing other lifetimes on other worlds and even as other life forms…That is true of our divine counterpart as well. How can everything that we are totally  line up in harmony with that of our divine counterpart? It can’t and perhaps our entire reality would be reduced to pure energy in a matter/anti-matter explosion if it were attempted…but we can come close for brief life changing experiences.

Three years went by with these rare contacts happening only once or twice a year, but I recognized them by how powerful they were. Finally Frieda felt compelled to comment on one of my blog posts…we struck up a very lively discussion in which sparks were flying everywhere. We began to email and conversed daily…she lived across the world from me and there was never any real chance of our ever getting together, but I always hoped…

My interaction with her continued for well over three years and the energy exchanges were massive to say the least…as I write this she remains in my heart and I remain in her heart and we will always be connected to each other. But the other aspects of who we are prevent us from physically manifesting a relationship together until the end of this new cycle. Somehow we stand at opposite ends of Gaia and an entire world stands between us…the rest of who we are…

Our relationship allowed each of us to activate permanent full spectrum astral bodies. First I gave my energy to her and then she gave birth to mine and an immense astral cord connects us which can never be broken. The timeline that she created is Gaia’s ascension timeline and it can not be altered. It exists as it first appeared back in 1990 when I first encountered her energies in crossing the Great Abyss. You see, each of these soulmate cycles were aspects of her and that is how it works. This is the ultimate timeline for me which I now need to travel and explore…

Back before Gaia even existed I was one of those fallen angels and she stayed in God’s grace and the light of Source…Now I have returned to the light of Source and she has become one of the fallen ones…we have traded places…my soul has reversed polarity to become a female soul and her soul has become a male soul…this is how souls evolve…

We went as far as we could until we were both perfectly balanced and within each other and then our completed soul divided once more in a form of cell division in which I went with Gaia and she took her children to another reality in space/time and time/space…Gaia herself has split into a planet A and a planet B and one day at the end of a great-great cycle they will both unite once more…that is how ascension works…that is how divine counterparts work…together they create the ultimate reality…

 

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Annie’s Cycle: The Ka or Etheric Body

Posted in ascension, Divine Counterparts, fifth density, fourth density, Organic Gnosticism, shamanism, tantra, tantrism, Uncategorized on February 13, 2020| Leave a Comment »

Fantasy, Face, Branches, Woman, Surreal, Mystical

It was bound to happen sooner or later…each soulmate cycle activated a deeper or lower astral body that was closer to physical manifestation. My cycle with Annie turned into a real physical relationship with it’s own highs and lows which I may share later. Right now I want to speak of the dynamics of these cycles and what is actually happening within them as one searches for that elusive Holy Grail…

I want to remind everyone that these cycles are normal, and everyone experiences them to some degree within love relationships, but not as rapidly as I was moving through them and not so many of them. This was number seven and involved the root chakra energies and the permanent activation of the etheric body. It took seven years of steadfast daily working with these energies until a true physical relationship finally manifested. One may think of that as a long time or not, but many never achieve the permanent activation of all seven astral bodies as I did. As a male I can only speak of the male experience although several women have shared dreams of astral babies…apparently this is one of the gifts of that most magickal of all things, the female womb or Holy Grail…

In our youth we are told not to fall in love with the very first one that we are attracted to. My experience with these cycles is in agreement with the opinion of occultist Dion Fortune who insists that souls should be mated upon the astral planes before the consummation of a physical sexual relationship. This is the path of the dove and not the path of the serpent. We need to fall in love several times to build our soul and it’s capacity for having a true full spectrum relationship with another person.

We have several soulmates or persons who can fulfill that role for us as we develop the astral body out of the energies of each of the seven chakra centers…a soulmate is someone of the opposite sex that is of the same frequency as we are at that particular level. They are automatically drawn to us and we are drawn to them through the working out of these cycles.

It is also true that one must work directly with sexual orgasm energies and human sexuality to really propel these cycles and draw the proper magickal partners to us. As we work downward through these levels we will reach the point where we draw a physical partner to us and form a true physical relationship. But first we need to develop our capacity to have such a relationship or it will fail…as so often happens…and this needs to take place on all the levels for a successful mating of souls.

As I write this I still don’t know the end result of it all:

It is not the end of personal growth and empowerment. Our modern world is in a process of major transformation and new energetics are being formed even as I write this. For example, only now do I realize that my cycle with Annie involved the birth of my etheric astral body…the energies involved were of such a high vibration that they couldn’t participate within the etheric regions as they then existed because of those being of such low vibration that they would forcibly try to expel me from them. It was all that I could do to anchor myself there as a light bringer. We are now entering a time when my etheric body is much more welcome in the etheric regions of the astral planes…

Both Annie and I had severe karma involving others that also needed to be dealt with and these challenges ultimately destroyed our chances of really having a good relationship with each other. I was married to Annie for seven years and struggled to pay back my child support obligation which made my relationship with her much more difficult. As a consequence she often provided more in terms of financial support than I did to the relationship. This was bitter for both of us and we gradually grew apart from each other. My own children and legal issues got in the way…We had so much going for us, but the things that were against us were powerful indeed…we became toxic to each other…

We separated, got divorced, and I briefly moved to Washington DC where I lived for three months with another soulmate named Diana. In a way it seemed like the beginning of a new soulmate cycle and she was a pagan, but she also believed in polyamory and I couldn’t reconcile my own soulmate cycles with the concept of polyamory. It was the purity of the soulmate cycle with it’s magickal celibacy and exclusiveness that gave birth to permanently activated astral bodies! Indiscriminate sex and collective sexuality was not a part of my path!

In the end I went back to Annie, married her again and this time the challenges of the next seven years were not those of my children, but of her children. In the end my children helped to destroy the first seven years of marriage with Annie and her children helped to destroy the second seven years of marriage. Without those challenges we would have done much better…but we did as well as we could….

After twenty years of rocky marriage we had both moved so far in opposite directions that we could no longer be supportive of each other even though we loved each other…sometimes you can love someone and still not stand to live with them because the relationship has become toxic…

You see, the energy dynamic of my relationship with Annie stirred up all the black shit within me and within her and brought it to our awareness where we could deal with it and transmute it into harmless energy and that was the strength of our relationship. It was healing and ultimately brought out the best in both of us…but we were moving in opposite directions and there was no longer any catalytic effect…we had reached a dead end…we had become dead to each other…

That was when someone else entered my dreams and a totally different cycle began, the Divine Counterpart cycle…

 

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Barb’s Cycle: The Desire Body

Posted in ascension, Divine Counterparts, fifth density, fourth density, Organic Gnosticism, shamanism, tantra, tantrism, Uncategorized on February 9, 2020| Leave a Comment »

Woman, Naked, Act, Femininity, Female, Art, Skin

I was posting online about my experiences and Dewey Larson’s Reciprocal Systems Theory when Barb was drawn to my posts and began to correspond with me. This cycle lasted over a year and allowed us to share many of the finer points of the soulmate cycle with each other, proving that it worked both ways and was healing for each of us. We each began working with orgasm energy and astral sex to intensify our astral contacts. Remember that this was the sixth soulmate cycle for me, the desire body that was created was of the noble gas Radon and had thirty two awareness points or electrons that needed to be developed! It was a lot of work!

To both of us this was a soulmate cycle and we had found each other, very similar to my earlier soulmate cycle with Helen when we corresponded and fell in love. But this cycle was much more intensive and sharing on much deeper levels. Otherwise the cycles seemed roughly the same. They were driven by my working with sexual orgasm energy twice daily; originated with my public sharing of my story; involved increasingly sexual astral encounters that culminated in her developing a complete astral body or desire body and it then giving birth to a permanently activated astral body or desire body for myself and finally the creation of a new timeline for the both of us. This timeline was always a continuation of the original timeline created from my first cycle with Gail, brought down closer toward physical manifestation. It was also the timeline of Gaia’s ascension brought closer to physical manifestation! I think that each individual must create their own ascension timeline in the same fashion.

Other factors remained the same as well including that she was already in a physical relationship that she was not willing to leave or unable to leave. In retrospect we could complete these astral cycles or soulmate cycles but our individual karma from the past still imprisoned us. We took things are far as we could and then needed to let them go with love and blessings. Easier said than done! I didn’t understand the failure of the soulmate cycle to bring us together in a physical relationship…I didn’t understand how she could be in love with two people at the same time…

This astral body was unique in that it was much more sensual than any previous ones. The shape of my astral penis was enhanced with an upward curve that I can only attribute to Barb since it didn’t really belong to me. This brings up the point of how each permanent astral body is created from the energies of both people and takes on characteristics of both people. It is a true synthesis of each…

I can also share that the lower astral bodies of males are able to have orgasms and eject astral fluids or semen. I get tired of so called experts saying that this never happens…the lower the level of the astral body the more like the physical body it becomes…

The mystery schools of the past knew all about these things and taught them in secret. Even modern psychology was beginning to discover some of the truth behind sexuality and the orgasm. Mantak Chia wrote about how a god and goddess had intercourse in the crown chakra and gave birth to the immortal physical body. Some Tibetan yogis have sexual intercourse with energy beings known as dakinis. We have spoken in earlier posts of the incubus and succubus…Aleister Crowley spoke of his scarlet women cycles…

How can we even begin to sort some of this out? I have shared the essential simplicity of the entire work which requires only working with sexual orgasm energy twice a day to break through the barriers or engrams combined with some type of meditation that moves the released energy up the spine and releases the toxic energies through the crown chakra by turning them over to Source…the original forgiveness of sins…

We can see that the scarlet women cycles described by Aleister Crowley were driven by actual physical sexual relations and that they often led to the nervous collapse of his partners. One might even suggest that it created a split inside of him as well giving the egregore of the OTO as a black and white pillar which implies balance, but also an inability to integrate the two energies. This is not the correct way….there is the path of the serpent and the path of the dove…this is the path of the serpent…Crowley claimed to be the most spiritual man on earth and the most evil man at the same time…what is needed is to be a complete human soul….not an angel or a monster…

I’ve mentioned how Dianetics took the work of Sigmund Freud much further by discovering how repressed emotional energies became trapped within the cells of the body as engrams and how these engrams could be released through Book 1 auditing which was a variation of Freud’s Free Association therapy.

Carl Jung expanded upon the work of Sigmund Freud to discover archetypes, the shadow, the ego, the super ego or higher self, as well as the anima or animus/male of female aspects within each of us and how these all related to sexuality. My own experience has shown  me that both the shadow and the higher self are simply secondary personalities that need to be brought into conscious awareness and integrated.

The shadow represents those things that we find within ourselves that we hate, despise and reject. We need to find a way to accept and love them, a way to integrate them into ourselves as the benevolent powers which they really are. This most often revolves around human sexuality and the extreme distortions we have placed upon it. Sex and sexuality are meant to be healthy.

In a similar manner our higher self contains those things we admire and find in others but can’t find inside ourselves. We need to find the divinity that is within our own hearts…before we can really learn to love others…again the answer is the integration of these aspects into the normal and healthy human ego.

What remains is the anima or animus, that portion of our soul that is male or female in opposite polarity of our physical gender. It is within sacred love relationships within soulmate cycles that the complete soul is reborn and developed and that is the real message here.

Wilhelm Reich wrote about the function of the orgasm to break through the barriers or armor of engrams although he didn’t use the term engram. He also wrote about the importance of the orgasm in mental, emotional, spiritual and physical health and they banned his books and revoked his license. It was Wilhelm Reich who discovered the link between the soul and sexual orgasm…but there are still more missing pieces of the puzzle than the magick of Orgone energy.

Israel Regardie was a student of Aleister Crowley and later broke with him. In his own healing process he went for help to Dion Fortune who brought her own understanding to the mix. Dion Fortune speaks of the use of sexual power and sexual energy in magickal practices in which astral sex happens but physical sex doesn’t happen…the characters within her stories are “mated on the planes” before they mate in physical reality. Many of her characters never mate in physical reality…

What we are beginning to see is the gradual pulling back of the veil that finally reveals the Holy Grail in its true splendor! We can say the Holy Grail, the magic cauldron or any other of the sacred terms for the magical ability of the female womb…to give birth to permanently activated astral bodies and timelines! But this is the path of the dove…to use the power of sexuality and orgasm upon the astral planes and not upon the physical planes…for the creation of the complete soul, not the creation of babies….

 

 

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