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Gaia Update: Full Moon Energies

Posted in ascension, earth changes, end times, fifth density, fourth density, light workers, Organic Gnosticism, shamanism, Uncategorized on March 8, 2020| Leave a Comment »

Female, Fantasy Woman, Woman, Lady, Fantasy Character

The full moon energies have been driving me crazy! I wake up at 4:00 am and can’t get back to sleep…there is a sense of blockage and the energy not able to flow. These new energy channels must be established and in place before the spring equinox in just a few weeks! It seems like the energies have a mind of their own and are snapping into place whether I want them to or not.

I normally visit Annie in the nursing home on Saturdays and we watch a movie together. I also try to call her each evening just to touch bases. For the last couple weeks this has  not been possible because her phone is not working. I took Luci to visit her yesterday and the building was on lock down because of the corona virus. Couldn’t get in to visit. Seems the universe is strictly limiting my energetic contact with her for some reason.

New beginnings… have I talked about new beginnings? For years now it has all been about bringing up old stuff…not any more! Now it’s all about new stuff and getting prepared for new adventures…There is a real sense of moving forward and not looking back…

I’m posting daily in the new social platform Voice.com and it is totally different than what I experienced at narrative.org. I’m still coming to terms with Voice. It is currently in beta with at least 800 members. All posted material needs to be original and of at least a certain length…so I can’t repost material like I did on narrative. I find that I am posting entirely new content related to objectivism and philosophy. No metaphysics! At least not yet!

All these energies really seem to be connected to the physical plane and I’ve been soaking my feet and taking some supplements to deal with toxins in the blood stream…This seems related to purification of the physical body and a final grounding to the earth.

Add a spring cleaning of my apartment and some new clothes and you can see that I’m doing a complete make over for some reason…guess I will just wait and see…

Traditionally the seven weeks before my birthday have always been a disruptive cycle where unfinished things need to be attended to. So I’m not trying new starts. It is more like saying good bye to all the old in my life…

I see these energetic shifts affecting others as well…it seems like we are all waiting for something to happen… waiting for the other shoe to drop…are we waiting for the corona virus to hit?

All I can say is that things will only begin moving again after the spring equinox! Right now everything is on hold! There is a certain group of people that attempted to catch the incoming energies of the winter solstice and ride that wave of energy toward a successful conclusion and they failed miserably! They got on the wrong side of the energy and will continue to be on the wrong side of the energy for the rest of this coming year…They are only now beginning to realize the trouble that they are really in…

It is a bad time for people to live in their heads!

peace,

joe

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Gaia Update: The Changing of the Guard

Posted in ascension, earth changes, end times, fifth density, fourth density, light workers, Organic Gnosticism, shamanism, Uncategorized, Wicca, witchcraft on March 3, 2020| Leave a Comment »

Gothic, Fantasy, Dark, Girl, Magic, Mystery, Portal

My father just passed away at the age of 87 and I’ve been dealing with the details of his funeral and passing for the past week which is why I didn’t post a weekly message…

But the events of the past week bring up an interesting opportunity to talk about something that is happening globally with Gaia’s ascension as certain souls withdraw and others step forward to fill the void. My experience is that while we are individuals, we are also required to be place holders for specific energies within a cosmic circuit. By this I mean that the universe requires each energetic position to be filled by a person in a living physical body and upon the death of that person another needs to step forward and advance to fill the vacant position. It doesn’t need to be a specific person, but it does need to be someone. In this way the cosmic circuit is maintained.

There is often heavy competition for specific slots or positions…

Both marriages and ancient mystery schools recognized the life long bond that ties people together only to be released upon the death of the individual or one of the individuals involved. These bonds or vows are  not to be taken lightly. But each of us holds more than one position in life and as we gradually advance we may step out of certain other positions and allow others to move forward as well.

We are at a point in Gaia’s ascension where all karmic ties and obligations have been fulfilled and completed. It is time for those moving ahead to let go of the old and firmly grasp the new and embrace it with all of our ability and joy. It will be different for each of us.

I find it interesting that as the oldest of four children I received the flag which covered his casket. I also ended up with his over sized easy chair as well as my mother’s. Did I receive the thrones? What is symbolic and what is real. My younger brother is purchasing the 200 acre family farm and plans to live there. Does he receive the kingdom? My youngest sister is the administrator of the estate, she has the legal authority to conduct business and carry out my father’s last wishes. Is she the true representative and enforcer of my father’s continuing wishes?

These are all energetic positions and not one person has advanced into all of them. The only thing certain is that father has passed on and new energetic circuits are being created because the show must go on…He filled many positions and with his passing all of them once more need to be filled…

With Gaia it is the same way. Everywhere you look old positions are being vacated and new people are stepping into new positions of authority and power. These are the new energetics at work and this spring these new circuits are really starting to become apparent. Something is afoot! There is a changing of the guard and it seems to be taking place through the death and removal of the old guard.

For me there seems to be a consolidation of energies that are tending to focus in a surprising direction, that of digital art. Over twenty years ago I was interested in art and briefly pursued it. Now the cycle has returned and while I am still going to remain active in most of my old activities, art is coming back into my life! It is interesting to note that the main reason I stepped away from art was because I was afraid of the raw emotional force that it brought up within me. Perhaps I am finally ready to wield that force and work with it?

I look around at the tools I have surrounded myself with and I see things to translate, ascension related materials to write, wiccan materials on the etheric planes, social activities with new friends, magickal and occult research materials as well as many art reference materials and a magnificent computer set up complete with Dragon Naturally Speaking, Office, and Painter 2020…

I have around two years until I retire and it seems that these coming two years will be in preparation for a very busy retirement! It makes me wonder which new energetic positions I am advancing into…

Which ones are you advancing into?

 

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Possession, Assumption and God Forms

Posted in ascension, Divine Counterparts, end times, fifth density, fourth density, Organic Gnosticism, shamanism, tantra, tantrism, Uncategorized on February 22, 2020| Leave a Comment »

Fantasy, Girl, Forest, Bat, Mood, Mysterious, Nature

There is so much information to share about this subject and not that much of it belongs strictly to the etheric realms so bear with me as I try to sort it out. I’ve mentioned how the physical human body seems specially designed for possession by a non-physical astral body or soul. This in itself opens up an entire can of worms.

I remember twice in my life when I didn’t know what was coming out of me, what I was saying…in college speech class I was supposed to give a speech about a good friend and mentor that meant very much to me as I was growing up. I remember going to the front of the class and beginning to speak…then I woke up and the entire class was sitting there with their mouths open! Later they told me how wonderful my speech had been, but I didn’t remember a single word of what I had said.

Another time in Germany I was at a party where we were drinking German beer and having a good time. But I don’t remember it…I only know that one of the girls said that I had become very obnoxious…

I’ve had several experiences dealing with the newly dead at crossing over and out of fear trying to take possession of anyone in the room with them at the time. My wife’s mother tried taking over her body and succeeded for almost a half hour before I was able to drive her out…and her father tried to take over my own body at his passing! I don’t know if it ran in the family or what! Given these experiences and others I only know that this is much more prevalent than anyone suspects…I wonder how many children or nursing home and hospital workers are possessed by the earthbound spirits of those who pass over?

Do you know of anyone who has suffered a drastic personality change at the death of a relative or close friend?

It is common practice for masters of the dark arts to take over the body of a favorite student when they become too old to survive in their own body. This often happens forcefully and against the will of the student. Carlos Castenenda wrote about the nagual shaman and how his or her “shade” was passed on to his or her apprentice…

Various eastern spiritual traditions consider it an honor if the master takes over the body of a chela at their crossing over. In this way they don’t need to waste those early years of childhood development…

But the entire subject is so much more involved than this…We are all born with incomplete souls and have many wounds as well. We have very little ego strength or self esteem in  a healthy sense and it needs to be developed and strengthened.

Magickal training teaches the use of assumption of god forms in which the magician visualizes him or herself as becoming one with a god or goddess and experiencing that divine power and knowledge…isn’t this a way of shifting our personal awareness into a place where it is safe and not vulnerable? When one dons the robe and the ring they become someone else entirely…someone more than they are in ordinary life…or so they believe…is this a form of possession and whom is possessing whom?

My firm belief is that many so called gods and goddesses were once simply human beings that permanently activated their own etheric bodies in their own physical lifetimes and became immortal…to come back to life all they need is the vital life force of worshipers…

Rosicrucians teach another form of assumption where a person can send an important message to another person and or influence them in some way. This is also taught in magickal traditions such as witchcraft.

One simply visualizes their own awareness entering the physical body of the other person or standing in front of them and giving a message. They wait until certain that the message has been received and only then leave. The message may not be consciously received but it remains as an unconscious prompting…

One might think of this as a negative practice, but what if one wants to make sure that a loved one is safe? What if they want their partner to pick up some milk at the grocery store on the way home from work?

Modern psychology even practices deliberately creating healthy secondary personalities for individuals with fragmented egos and no sense of self left or self esteem. They try to build a healthy one up from scratch and this is similar to what many magickal traditions do with their own assumption of god forms.

In my own case my Rosicrucian studies created a secondary personality that was safe for me to dwell in until I had reached the point where I could once more integrate my original self which had been destroyed in a nervous breakdown when I was twenty years old…

Also as an empath it has been very difficult to sort out which emotions belong to me and which belong to others…the same with thoughts, is that me or someone else? Why is it that when I get up to use the rest room several others get up at the same time?

Another thing to take into consideration is that we are constantly trying to integrate skills and resources from past lives so that we can make use of them in this lifetime…

In your own wiccan or pagan practice are you worshiping a god or goddess? Or are you trying to become one yourself? The sought for answer is that we are seeking our own divinity within our own hearts and souls in accordance with our own conscience!

-TEW

(The Etheric Witch)

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Master Classes and Slave Classes

Posted in ascension, earth changes, end times, fifth density, fourth density, Organic Gnosticism, shamanism, Uncategorized on February 21, 2020| Leave a Comment »

Gothic, Dark, Fantasy, Portrait, Fantasy Portrait

This post is a continuation of my last post in many respects. But first I would like to orient things a bit for my readers…Dewey Larson’s Reciprocal Systems Theory suggests two interpenetrating universes linked together at the speed of light. I’m simply expanding upon this idea by suggesting that each element acts like a particle or atom within the 3D space/time universe and acts like an energy wave or pulse in the 3D time/space universe…awareness or consciousness exists within the time/space universe and is that wave or pulse that expands outward and then returns inward in a pulse of electrical energy. Don’t over think this as I’m still trying to get a grasp on it myself.

The point is to rethink of what we have been calling the astral planes and what we have been calling physical reality…its time to merge them both into a different understanding of multi-dimensional reality. I’ve already pointed out that the last possible element , that mysterious noble gas #118 forms the etheric body and supports the etheric world as well as being the vast ocean of outer space. To speak plainly, the etheric body and the etheric worlds exist below what we experience as physical reality! They are created out of elements that are heavier and more dense than what we consider physical reality. They are an entire different type of physical reality! They are not imaginary!

My posts now concern this etheric body and the etheric world in general. I can most definitively state that magick exists only within these etheric levels. What the average person thinks of and considers magickal exists within the etheric planes…which lie below normal physical reality. It is not to be confused with emotional energies, mental energies or spiritual energies which all exist at much higher levels of reality!

Ghosts exist at the etheric level as well as many other entities and life forms, some good and some not so good…but the sense of self and the ego does not exist at these levels! This is important to understand! The sense of self or ego begins at the upper emotional levels of the heart energies and is formed out of these upper emotional energies and the higher levels. The etheric body needs to be integrated with the upper emotional levels of the heart if human consciousness and awareness is to exist of the etheric levels. This means that a complete integration chain of the upper emotional levels (18 awareness points), the lower emotional levels (18 awareness points), the desire body (32 awareness points) and the etheric body (32 awareness points) all need to be activated, which is almost an impossible task!

But this is the stage achieved by Cro-magnon man at the time that the Pleiadians and other alien life forms began to be interested in taking possession of these bodies and experiencing physical earthly life for the first time.

Homo Sapiens was a genetic alteration that allowed the physical body to be possessed or taken over by an already existing soul or astral body created of 5th density concrete mental energies and above. But these souls that took possession of human physical bodies and began to incarnate in them were not fully integrated at the lower levels! They couldn’t do magick! Only the original humans could do etheric magick, but these alien souls were smarter and more intelligent and they could manipulate ordinary humans to do their bidding and become their servants…This was the origin of the master class and the slave class…

Only the master races had highly evolved egos and a strong sense of self. That is about all they really had! At all costs they needed to keep the lower classes of humanity dumb and with broken egos, with an incomplete sense of self or original humanity would become just as powerful as they were!

The original human souls were just discovering self awareness and true consciousness and the use of magick at a very crude level of shamanism. But through the evolutionary process their entire being was integrated from the lower levels upward. These original human souls were magickal in the truest sense possible and very powerful if they only would realize how magically powerful they really were!

Things all changed four thousand years ago for these original human souls with the invention of reading and writing and the formation of that first true sense of self or ego…

True physical health, emotional health, mental health and spiritual health revolve around a strong and healthy sense of self and self esteem! Only the healthy human ego has the ability to integrate all the possible levels of human awareness and only those capable of full spectrum ascension can do this! This is what Gaia’s ascension is all about…the final integration of all the lower levels with all of the higher levels…

The original organic human slaves have become free! They just need to fully realize their own freedom and their own magickal empowerment. They do this through common sense. They don’t do it through living in their heads! This is the true conflict within our society, those that have magickal common sense and those that are living in their heads dreaming of a fantasy world that can not exist…

-TEW

(The Etheric Witch)

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Atlantis and Voodoo

Posted in Divine Counterparts, end times, fifth density, fourth density, light workers, Organic Gnosticism, shamanism, tantra, tantrism, Uncategorized, Wicca, witchcraft on February 16, 2020| Leave a Comment »

Photo Manipulation, Alien, Foreign, Inhuman, Night

To begin our study of Etheric Witchcraft we need to go back in time to before the destruction of Atlantis. But first we need to talk about extraterrestrials and the Pleiadians. This entire issue of UFO’s and alien life forms has gotten completely out of hand and by now we have learned enough to put some sense to it…

There are non-physical life forms and they can have astral bodies of any of the noble gases or combinations of each…we can’t really call them ghosts because technically ghosts exist in the etheric planes and these higher alien life forms exist in the mental and spiritual planes with noble gas bodies of helium (concrete spiritual), neon (abstract mental) and argon (concrete mental).

These have been called ascension bodies because the ego, personality and sense of self exist within these levels as well as the higher self or collective oversoul of the human race. So life evolved on other planets and certain species ascended or made the transition to living within non-physical bodies created out of mental and spiritual energies. They were for all practical purposes intelligent ghosts…they had egos and “souls”.

Even writing about this is a bit distasteful for me so I will keep it real simple…go online and read these channeled communications from entities assisting with Gaia’s ascension and they will openly admit they don’t have physical bodies and don’t experience emotions like we humans do…because their awareness doesn’t extend into the emotional levels! Duh! They once had emotions and physical bodies, but they ascended and don’t have them any more. Now they are telling us that the same thing is going to happen to us and it will be so wonderful!

Well some of these Pleiadian ghosts and other alien species were drawn toward Gaia because of the immense life force she had and the many species that could be found here. Ghosts are always drawn toward living physical bodies…and physical life is the most important and sacred thing that exists within our universe…

They found that one of Gaia’s species had evolved to a highly developed awareness of it’s environment but didn’t really have a concept of self or an ego. They had discovered Cro-magnon man…they also discovered that they could take possession of these bodies for brief periods of time and through them experience the delights and pleasures of physical life. They became addicted! They began to tamper with the DNA and created the first homo sapiens…

So you think I’m crazy and making all of this up? Ancient Atlantis did exist and the remains have been here in plain site but unrecognized. The Richat structure or “Eye of Africa” in the middle of the Sahara desert meets the exact description of Atlantis in location, size and geological characteristics with tall mountains to the north that once held massive spectacular waterfalls. It was destroyed almost 14,000 years ago by cataclysm as the result of a 9 mile in diameter meteor crashing into Greenland and creating a near extinction event in the northern hemisphere which various cultures have described as the great flood.

Image result for eye of africa

The earliest human DNA has been found in central Africa some 60,000 years ago and even more interesting is the fact that the ancient origins of Voodoo or Vouduon come from west Africa. Voudoun of course is the religion where the gods or Loa take possession of their worshipers and “ride” them…this openess to being possessed is so strong that psychologist Sharon Caulder describes in her book “Mark of Voodoo” how she witnessed a young boy walking across the compound. This boy suddenly stopped and began crowing. His body had been taken over by the spirit of a rooster!

Make no mistake about it, the human body was designed to be “ridden” and “possessed” by “souls” or non-physical beings of almost any species…this is why people are so compliant and so readily obey any “external authority”.

Princeton Professor Julian Jaynes in his breakthrough book “The Origin Of Consciousness In The Breakdown Of The Bicameral Mind” goes into depth and great detail of how early man “heard voices” and how the gods spoke directly to them in their minds.

He then goes on to say how this ability was gradually lost as the result of the invention of reading and writing some 4,000 years ago…however, we may dispute some of that in the current rise of “channeled material” on the internet. This hearing voices in our heads and being possessed is certainly making a comeback!

-TEW

(The Etheric Witch)

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Frieda and Divine Counterparts

Posted in ascension, Divine Counterparts, end times, fifth density, fourth density, Organic Gnosticism, shamanism, tantra, tantrism, Uncategorized on February 14, 2020| Leave a Comment »

Woman, Female, Beauty, Young, Model, Fantasy

Divine Counterparts are totally different than soulmates in that the energetic connection is so much more powerful…Someone began coming into my dreams in a sensual/sexual way and because of the intensity of the contact I knew that a new cycle was beginning even though these dream contacts only happened once or twice a year…I didn’t know who it was and just needed to let things unfold in their own way and time…

Annie and I tried counseling and it simply was no use so we separated. I think we were both happy about that…but we were still connected at such a deep level that we remained in contact. After all we did love each other, we just couldn’t live with each other. The energetics were becoming way too skewed between us. I had done far more releasing and working to transmute my own negative and toxic energies than she had done and I had opened up far more energy channels. It got to the point where my proximity to her would trigger her own inner repressed and toxic energies and she had several mini-strokes. I was becoming toxic to her in a very real and physical way in that my own energies stirred things up inside her.

She was considered disabled because of clinical depression and moved into an apartment where she could live on her own. Her health gradually got worse and she was eventually moved into a group home.

Annie had brain surgery and was recovering nicely with no symptoms and wanted to get out of the hospital. But she wanted to rush things and her anger trigger caused her to explode into a rage that took six men to hold her down. Something broke loose and she had another more massive stroke that did a lot of damage. She could no longer speak properly and there were some cognitive problems but no one knew how bad they were. The lady that once routinely beat me at Scrabble with an average score of over 400 could no longer even play crazy eights!

As I write this she is now confined to her bed in a nursing home and I visit once a week to bring Luci, our dog over, and watch a video with her. She doesn’t get much other company. Knowing that my energy is toxic to her I really try to limit my time but I’m still that only bright spot in her week and she looks forward to my bringing pop, treats and a movie. Annie and I made a contract with each other at the beginning of the old cycle right before the fall of Atlantis and I remember sitting with her on the outer wall waiting for the destruction that we knew was coming…She was a Pleiadian Princess and that was to be her first great cycle in a human body. I was the guide for her and her group because I had done several great cycles on Gaia before and knew my way around. Now we are done. We have completed that cycle and this new one has already begun…

Now back to Divine Counterparts…divine counterpart relationships are recognized by the intense and almost explosive energy exchange between both people. Your divine counterpart is the closest thing to a matter/anti-matter relationship and it is or can be pure energy! To put this more clearly, back in 1990-91 when I was crossing the Great Abyss and merging with Source what I was really doing was connecting to my Divine Counterpart! Connecting with a Divine Counterpart is the closest anyone can get to connecting with Source because it is through our contact with our Divine Counterpart that Source is attained…so in a very real way God or Goddess is our Divine Counterpart! Or at least the closest we can get to the ultimate Source of all things…

The totality of all that we really are can’t be contained within one human body…and parts of our soul is experiencing other lifetimes on other worlds and even as other life forms…That is true of our divine counterpart as well. How can everything that we are totally  line up in harmony with that of our divine counterpart? It can’t and perhaps our entire reality would be reduced to pure energy in a matter/anti-matter explosion if it were attempted…but we can come close for brief life changing experiences.

Three years went by with these rare contacts happening only once or twice a year, but I recognized them by how powerful they were. Finally Frieda felt compelled to comment on one of my blog posts…we struck up a very lively discussion in which sparks were flying everywhere. We began to email and conversed daily…she lived across the world from me and there was never any real chance of our ever getting together, but I always hoped…

My interaction with her continued for well over three years and the energy exchanges were massive to say the least…as I write this she remains in my heart and I remain in her heart and we will always be connected to each other. But the other aspects of who we are prevent us from physically manifesting a relationship together until the end of this new cycle. Somehow we stand at opposite ends of Gaia and an entire world stands between us…the rest of who we are…

Our relationship allowed each of us to activate permanent full spectrum astral bodies. First I gave my energy to her and then she gave birth to mine and an immense astral cord connects us which can never be broken. The timeline that she created is Gaia’s ascension timeline and it can not be altered. It exists as it first appeared back in 1990 when I first encountered her energies in crossing the Great Abyss. You see, each of these soulmate cycles were aspects of her and that is how it works. This is the ultimate timeline for me which I now need to travel and explore…

Back before Gaia even existed I was one of those fallen angels and she stayed in God’s grace and the light of Source…Now I have returned to the light of Source and she has become one of the fallen ones…we have traded places…my soul has reversed polarity to become a female soul and her soul has become a male soul…this is how souls evolve…

We went as far as we could until we were both perfectly balanced and within each other and then our completed soul divided once more in a form of cell division in which I went with Gaia and she took her children to another reality in space/time and time/space…Gaia herself has split into a planet A and a planet B and one day at the end of a great-great cycle they will both unite once more…that is how ascension works…that is how divine counterparts work…together they create the ultimate reality…

 

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Gaia Ascension Update: Final Instruction

Posted in ascension, Divine Counterparts, earth changes, end times, fifth density, fourth density, Organic Gnosticism, shamanism, tantra, tantrism, Uncategorized on February 1, 2020| 2 Comments »

Design, Night, Beauty Salon, Sky, Stars, Women, Girl

I have not done a Gaia Ascension Update in quite a while so I thought I had better considering that things have really taken off!

My message is really very simple and I will try to consolidate it within this one post so bear with me…We are now living within a new reality with new rules and new energies. Yet we remain trapped within the present moment of our own creation. This post will simply tell you how to destroy and create…according to your own will and direction with the support of others. I wish each and every one of you the best…

What you do with this information is up to you and that is why I call this the final instruction. From this moment forward you have the ability to create your own reality and if you choose not to act, that is in itself an action…But know this…those that use these tools will ascend and quickly leave behind all who choose to not use these tools…this is what our world now comes down to…those who use these tools and those who do not. We are all free and we all create our own personal realities!

The Healing and Prosperity Circle meditation that I have given or a version of it should be done once a day to maximize personal empowerment in our daily lives. We need to ask for those things that we desire in life…most of us don’t even ask…and we need to support each other…we share the same collective soul of humanity and are all a part of each other. We also need to tap into the new energies of the universe and Gaia’s ascension.

If you are really sincere about creating a new reality for yourself you need to enjoy two prolonged orgasms at the end of each day that are within two hours of each other if possible. This may be with a partner or without a partner. If it is without a  partner you should visualize your divine counterpart and make astral love to him or her.

The energy needs to radiate throughout the entire body and move upwards toward Source and completely fill both of you. The orgasm should be prolonged to twenty minutes if possible so that the energy will penetrate as deeply into the astral as possible…everything else will happen automatically…there is nothing more…you will be guided…

Know this…when you feel drained you need to learn how to use your body to create more energy so that you are not drained. Use it or lose it! As the energy channels open up more energy becomes available. Everything else is BS!

 

 

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Martha’s Cycle-Abstract Mental Energy Body

Posted in ascension, Divine Counterparts, earth changes, end times, fifth density, fourth density, light workers, Organic Gnosticism, shamanism, tantra, tantrism, Uncategorized on January 26, 2020| Leave a Comment »

Women, Light, Body, Young, Girl, Beautiful, Femininity

I was nearing my last three weeks in the Air Force and living in Phoenix. I continued my weekly Alanon meetings and support group activities where I met Martha. I was impressed with her during the meetings and loved chatting with her during the social period after the meetings. But I never really got to know her very well. It was just that out of a crowded room full of people she was the one that I was drawn to. That is how the energy works as it chooses whose energy is compatible with yours…

This was somewhat of a repeat of my cycle with Gail except that there was not as much power and the visions were not as graphic but more symbolic. For example, I never again had the vision of the baby being born with the umbilical cord still attached. But I had a vision of a baby. The vision of the created timeline or world was very symbolic as to include as much as possible but almost like an animated cartoon version of the circle of life. This cycle also went extremely fast and lasted only three weeks before it was done.

Again the vivid dreams of initial contact, astral sex, a new astral body and a created world or timeline. Again the sense of blended souls with the sense of her awareness poking around inside of me and me inside of her. Again the vision of the pretty colored stones that represented drugs…of energy surging through my body and blasting out engrams to clear energy channels. Again the sense of healing of old wounds and the illuminations as missing parts of the puzzle were added to my growing collection.

This new astral body had definite human features although it lacked color and the eyes were very dark. Of interest is that all of these bodies were visible to my “Watcher Self”. Also of interest is that this astral body was essentially genderless. While the form was in general male there were no sexual parts that I was aware of. My core self was able to observe these new astral bodies and at times animate them if it wanted to although I normally had a dual awareness of being in both at the same time.

In ascension terms this was the 6th density body created out of abstract mental energies or the noble gas body created out of Neon with eight sensory points of awareness. It was associated with the third eye chakra which had just been forcefully opened. The development of this astral body was the development of the third eye chakra after its initial opening.

I felt that my normal point of awareness was slipping down from the other side of the Great Abyss and moving into the mental levels. I felt despair that I was being pushed out of the Spiritual Light and that Source was pushing me away. In reality nothing could be further from the truth because my connection with Source was permanent and I was simply bringing the energy of Source back down to earth to assist in Gaia’s ascension. My task was to bring down the light and anchor it in the physical. I had become a light worker.

But my soul had changed polarity and an entire lifetime of striving upward toward Source had now changed to a striving back down to earth again…My focus changed from an interest in mystical and spiritual experiences to magical and occult experiences. I wanted to know more about my crossing of the Great Abyss and the only literature I could find on this subject was the Golden Dawn material and the writings of Aleister Crowley so I began reading that material. Remember this was back in 1991.

I also tried contacting the OTO to find out more about it but I ended up getting in touch with a group called SOTO instead which I will share more about in the next cycle. The point is that I was beginning to reach out to magickal groups.

I wrote to a local Gardnerian Wicca group hoping to find some contacts. That led to an unwelcome visitation that I will share. A few days after I sent out the letter I awoke in the middle of the night with the heavy weight of a shadowy figure kneeling upon my chest…In fright I did what just about anyone would do if they  could. I thought, “What the hell!” and used all the energy of my newly created astral bodies to push/blast it away. My astral self followed this visitor back to its home and I had a satisfied vision of someone kneeling on their bed puking from the returned threefold blast.

As I moved down into working with the philosophical energies I need to add that I was also studying Neo-Tech which was the direct opposite of what I had learned in my mystical approach to life through the Rosicrucian teachings. This branch of philosophy was a derivative of Ayn Rand’s Objectivism Philosophy and took it to new levels. It represented an entirely new type of thought that came directly from my blind spot…I soaked it up…

 

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Gail’s Cycle-The BA or Concrete Spiritual Body

Posted in ascension, Divine Counterparts, end times, fifth density, fourth density, light workers, Organic Gnosticism, shamanism, tantra, tantrism, Uncategorized on January 25, 2020| Leave a Comment »

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As I continue with my soulmate cycle experiences I will be not using actual names. I hope everyone will understand this…

These soulmate cycles have all seemed to have some things in common which I will try to identify. First, they were all propelled by my working twice daily with sexual orgasm energy as mentioned before.

The second requirement seems to have been my sharing of my emotional truth or story in a public setting. After enough people had taken in that energy and fed on it because it “spoke to them” I would then establish some form of contact with my soulmate for that chakra. In essence I would give of myself until the energy came back to me in the form of one person- my soulmate…

To be more specific, I received enough energy back from these people to activate a temporary astral body of collective energy. When this collective astral body became stable enough to become permanent I was led to contact with my chakra soulmate.

Typically this would be a dream in which I entered the home of my soulmate and the feeling would be of entering into another world or person’s world. Later there would be dreams of physical or sexual encounters, a touch, a kiss, actual astral sex. I might add that this is entirely natural and everyone experiences this within love relationships. In fact, I believe these cycles are totally natural and occur all the time. The difference is that for me they happened much faster and more forcefully because of the extreme energies which I was generating that drove the entire cycle.

At some point following astral sex an astral child would be born that would become my own permanently activated astral body of those particular chakra energies. The only way my soulmate could give birth to an astral child was if her own astral body was complete. So my energy always went to her until she was complete, then she would give birth to my new permanently activated astral body.

The final stage was the spontaneous creation of an entire new astral world or timeline in which she created this world from the essence of what I had given. So my soulmate not only gave birth to an astral body for me, but also created the new world in which we were both to live. The astral world or timeline that Gail created was beautiful beyond belief in which all things that existed were supportive aspects of all other things. We were all connected to all other living things. Where I was placed in this world and where she was placed within this world depended upon our individual karma. By this I mean that I wanted a physical relationship but she was already in a physical relationship that she was not willing to let go of. There was a sharp distinction between astral reality and physical reality.

This brings up a final point about the exclusiveness of these energies. Each of these soulmates were already in physical relationships that were missing something that was spiritual. That’s why they were attracted to me in the first place. For the duration of these cycles there was an intense magical duel as my own energy battled with and forcefully expelled this other male and his energies from the relationship until all that was left was my energy and hers. I will also add that each felt the physical relationship they were in was a soulmate relationship in the beginning but had become discontent and dissatisfied.

I mention this because it is important to understand the concept of magical celibacy. You don’t mix partners during these cycles. You don’t have physical sex but have astral sex. You don’t choose your soulmate, the energy itself brings you both together in it’s own way and creates bonds between the two of you that can’t be broken. It brings you both permanently activated astral bodies. You must let the energy find its own way and allow the natural conclusion of the cycle as well.

This is the true meaning behind the Holy Grail and witches magic cauldron and other mysteries of the divine feminine and the magical power of her womb.

I met Gail at a weekly Alanon support group in Phoenix as I was struggling with the things that were going on in my life. That first time I told my own story to the group it was extremely emotional and powerful and I was brought to tears as I shared my pain and suffering. I was also telling the story of many of the others as well and the entire group resonated powerfully to it. After the meeting they came up to shake my hand and give me a hug saying how moved they had been by what I had shared.

When Gail came up she offered her hand and before our fingers touched an electrical spark jumped about two inches between us and we both felt it. I chatted briefly with her during the social period after the meeting and hoped to see her at the next meeting. She had really made an impression on me and I wondered about the spark…

Gail was extremely intelligent, but also extremely flighty. She barely lived upon the earth plane and her conversation floated without focus from one topic to the next. It was pretty obvious that she had difficulty functioning in normal life and I was living in my own head as well. That was the real connection…She was only in Phoenix for a few days and taking part in some type of therapy for mental health. I never really got the details.

I dreamed about her that night and there were several dreams. The first was a sexual dream and the second was an extremely vivid dream of a baby being born which was still attached to her by an umbilical cord. I knew that I was that baby! I also knew that this was the second birth talked about in the Bible. I had been reborn! This was a sacred mystery…

From that point on I had a new astral body that was created out of pure energy or light. It was human shaped like a balloon without any features except two glowing eyes. This was my first permanently activated astral body. The ancient Egyptians called this body the BA…

I had been writing down all my insights in the development of the soul and the crossing of the Great Abyss as I’ve mentioned in other posts. The most sacred thing I had to share was the stages of soul development in the male and the opposite stages of soul development in the female which I had just discovered. I had used the degree format of the Golden Dawn to break each stage down into ten specific stages. I knew that if Gail would read this material it would help her to bring some structure to her own confused thoughts. So I brought my hand written copy to the next meeting for her to read.

I only met Gail three times and they were all at the weekly support group. She was fascinated with my outline of the stages of soul development and affirmed that what I had written about the female stages of soul development had resounded deeply for her, but that she felt some of the stages of male soul development seemed familiar to her as well. She felt that this material did help her place some structure to her mental environment and that it was very helpful. I never met her again.

I continued to have dream encounters in which her soul and my soul were merged in some fashion. In particular I remember a pile of beautiful colored pills which I understood to be medications that she was taking. I also re-experienced in dreams every time in my life that I had ever been beaten or high from drug use. These experiences had created engrams within my body and the energies were blowing through each and every one of these blockages at the soul level of my new astral body.

My Golden Dawn studies had also led me to the works of Aleister Crowley. He was the last Master of the Holy Kabbalah. I had a vivid dream of him leading me to a large book that was sitting closed on a pedestal. He motioned me to read it, so I grasped it firmly with both hands and opened it. He began to cackle and said that if I ever let go of the book I would die. I shouted “No!” and slammed the book closed. Immediately I felt my recently awakened connection to earth being destroyed by fire and this fire was consuming my astral cord. I felt that I would die if I couldn’t get away from the fire so I crossed the Great Abyss and hid in the embrace of Goddess as all that was left of me was destroyed…I was safe…That was my spiritual death and rebirth…

 

 

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Karma And Then Some

Posted in ascension, end times, fifth density, fourth density, light workers, Organic Gnosticism, shamanism, Uncategorized on January 18, 2020| Leave a Comment »

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To make a long story short, when I found out that she was pregnant we got married. I didn’t have a good job with medical insurance and in desperation joined the Air Force at the age of twenty seven. I barely made the age limit for enlisting. Our first child was born while I was in basic training and I moved the family to Phoenix Az as soon as I could. I spent eight years in the Air Force and they were all at Luke AFB.

The Air Force was good to me and I could have made a career of it except for the break up of my marriage. Right up front I will say that my wife believed in me during those early years and kept waiting for me to make something of myself. I was living in my head and was not a good supportive or emotional partner. I was not there for her and she wasn’t able to reach out to me. She was alone in a strange city without any vehicle or way to get around and dependent upon me for everything. We were living in poverty and soon we had a set of twins…

She had issues of her own and the energy dynamics of the relationship were such that I was forced to remain in my head to avoid the irrational behavior and angry emotions that she directed toward me. Her emotions were so powerful that I was afraid of them. I would read stories to the kids and then go into my room and meditate, try to lose myself in the Spiritual Light in a form of spiritual suicide. I really didn’t want to live any more.

My lack of response kept her frustrated and full of repressed emotions that had no healthy outlet. I was trapped and she was trapped and the pressure kept building and building. Somehow we had made it through seven rough years and then things changed.

There was a Rosicrucian Lodge in Phoenix and early on I became a member and loved it. It was the one bright spot in my life and I enjoyed the monthly meetings and fellowship. I participated in initiations and other activities which my wife had no interest in. After over fifteen years I had finally met my own people and it was wonderful. The people were wonderful as well, even though they were all older. I was the youngest and I soon found out that while I had read and reread my monographs over the years, many of them had not. I was also currently studying the 12th degree monographs and that made me somewhat of an elder…no one was as fanatical about their studies as I was.

Finally it happened, I crossed the Great Abyss and merged briefly with Source. The feeling was of undescribable bliss and love. It was falling into the loving embrace of the Cosmic Mother. The sense was definitely of feminine motherly love and protection. God was a Goddess! After a few weeks of intense daily meditations I felt my awareness permanently shift across the abyss and remain on the other side. I had become one with God/dess…That was when things fell apart.

Crossing the Great Abyss is to attain the grade of Magister Templi or the master of all sorrows…I was soon to find out why. Though my soul and spirit were protected, everything else in my life came crashing down!

While at work one day the commander called me into his office and told me that there was a big U-Haul rental truck at my home and my wife was packing everything up to leave. He told me to go home and deal with it. When I got home my brother-in-law was helping my wife load up the truck. I had known this day was coming, but it was still a bit of a surprise and part of me was sad and part of me was glad. I took the kids to the park for one last time while they finished and then they left to go back to Kansas. I was alone in an empty home…

We were deeply in debt and needed to let the house go back to the bank. We ended up going through bankruptcy and a divorce. My wife told me that she would take me for every penny I ever made and would take half of my military retirement as well. I tried to reason with her, but when she turned her back on me, she really turned on me…

I was court ordered to pay $600/month in child support. Now military pay is a strange thing. You have your base pay which was about $800/month at the time. Then you had a supplement for living with dependents and another cost of living adjustment. In all my monthly pay was around $1600. After they left I was only allowed my base pay and the off base cost of living allowance. I could no longer claim living with dependents and I would be expected to live on only $200 per month. It was simply not possible. I was going to be forced out of the military because I couldn’t live on what they were going to pay me. I tried to get the child support adjusted, but it was fixed based upon the past year’s income. I was screwed…I had two months until my enlistment was up and I moved into a cheap apartment to wait it out.

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