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Drum Showers

Posted in ascension, Divine Counterparts, fifth density, fourth density, light workers, Organic Gnosticism, shamanism, tantra, tantrism, Uncategorized on January 12, 2020| 2 Comments »

Shamanic, Drum, Magic

I participated in a full moon drumming circle last night that was very nice. One of the things we did was something called a drum shower which I had never done before. We would take turns and one person would stand in the center of the circle and the others would then hold their drums close to the person and begin drumming as they moved the drums from the top of the head down to the ground and back up again. This was repeated three times. It was very powerful and stimulating to the chakra centers. It was also very cleansing and energizing. It almost felt like going to a chiropractor and getting an adjustment. Coming on or near the full moon was an added treat as it allowed for making room for more of the incoming energy.

Continuing my personal story: A person’s conscience usually kicks in around the age of twelve but mine was a bit late and didn’t show up until I was fourteen. When it did show up it was with a vengeance! As time went on I found myself increasingly at odds with the religious expectations of how I was raised. While I was not a mean person my shoplifting continued and I began to swear and hang out with some questionable people. The end result was that when I was around my parents or other authority figures I was a totally different person than when I was around my friends. I was not able to be who I really was! I did things that I knew were wrong and didn’t feel good about myself. I was lying to others and to myself and it became increasingly harder. My conscience was beginning to bother me in a big way and I couldn’t ignore it…

This confrontation with my conscience led to a spiritual crisis at the age of fourteen. It didn’t matter if God forgave me because I couldn’t forgive myself! I finally realized that I needed to live in such a way that I could live with myself and that meant that I needed to follow the still small voice of my conscience. I vowed to myself and to God that I would try to follow my conscience in all things for the rest of my life and I have tried to do that. It was a profound realization and led to my embracing the religious values and teaching that I had been brought up with. I had been saved; or so I thought…

I was extremely shy and nervous around girls and very sensitive; too sensitive. My parents and family had not prepared me in any way for healthy romantic relationships and I soon fell into that dreaded category of the boy that girls liked to be friends with and talk to, but not to be romantically involved with. I was always the friend and not the boy friend. I had no idea how to break out of that cycle.

There was a girl that I really liked and I finally asked her out for a date. We went on three or four dates and then she dropped me because I was boring…I was devastated but couldn’t really blame her…I was boring and I didn’t have a very high opinion of myself. She was much higher than I was and I placed her upon that pedestal. But I couldn’t get her out of my mind and three years later, some two years after graduation I asked her out again. This time I was determined not to be boring…

Sparks flew! The sexual tension was so great between us that it was almost unbearable. Yet I always backed off at the last minute because I was afraid of that intensity and ultimately she was too. We could read each other’s minds and feel each other’s emotions and our body language didn’t lie…but it was too much…she didn’t want a relationship of that kind of intensity. She just wanted to have some fun and I didn’t understand. I wanted that relationship. I often dreamed of her and in one dream she walked past me and touched me on the tailbone at the root chakra. I felt a powerful electrical shock and didn’t know what it meant.

It was only some thirty years later that I understood what it meant and I will share it here. This girl was a flirt and radiated sexuality. She was fun and popular and she knew it. So was her mother. In ancient days they would have been considered witches even though they didn’t really know what they were doing on a conscious level. She was a sexual predator, an energy vampire. The connection made in that dream encounter lasted over thirty years, thirty years in which she drained my own sexual energy from me and from others as well. It is how she kept her etheric double alive and radiant.

I was unaware of that remaining connection until much later in life when I once more activated that lower chakra center and began working with it. I discovered that connection as an energy leak and severed it to permanently close it. The next day I found out that she had wrecked her car in an accident…

There is no doubt that she was a soulmate, and shared the same frequency as my own soul. I’ve known three other women that shared that same frequency and will speak of them later. Being the same frequency makes one a soulmate, not anything else. It doesn’t mean that you can get along or live together either. It just means there is a very powerful spark that exists between you which can be used in the process of soul development.

 

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The First Lunar Cycle of 2020

Posted in ascension, earth changes, end times, fifth density, fourth density, Organic Gnosticism, shamanism, Uncategorized on January 11, 2020| Leave a Comment »

Dog, Wolf, Yelp, Moon, Tree, Night, Starry Sky

These posts will carry a very different energy than most of my previous posts because I will be sharing my personal story as we go along and it should stir emotions as well as provide insight into the unseen worlds. This first lunar cycle of 2020 is when we draw in the new energies that are coming into our world and allow ourselves to become filled as much as possible with them. So drink in these emotions and energies that come with my posts and do the same with other things in your life!

Visualize a syringe whose needle tip is dipped in some fluid like water and the plunger is being gently pulled back causing the fluid to be drawn into the syringe by the vacuum created. That is what happens in the astral during the days of the waning moon, those days from the full moon to the next new moon. It is during these days that we draw in this vital life force energy and bring it up into our awareness. We become aware of things! So use these days to draw this new energy in and become aware of it within  your body! Energize your self and your soul! We will use this energy later as the plunger is pushed back in and the energy injected into the astral during the waxing phase of the moon as it travels from new to full.

As a child I loved to read books and each week took at least thirteen books out of the school library. I read them all! I remember reading the dictionary in fascination and needing to look up the words in the definitions because they were not yet in my vocabulary. Often reading one definition would lead to the need to look up at least three other words just to understand the original definition of a particular word.

I would snuggle down in a chair and become lost in a book to the extent that I lost consciousness of my physical body or the passage of time. People would need to speak to me at least twice to get my attention. Today we take things like this for granted, or at least some of us do. But the truth is that in ancient days and to a lesser extent even in today’s world this is almost impossible for some people to do.

To lose awareness of one’s physical body or the passage of time are both considered high states of trance or Samadhi in the Buddhist tradition. They are remarkable achievements to those who are “trapped” within the physical world and the present moment. The same can be said of day dreaming or mental projection. Drug or alcohol abuse are the only ways that many can leave the imprisonment of the present moment. They simply can’t do it on their own without some external stimulus. I was born with these abilities and they came naturally. Don’t fall into the trap of thinking that others can do these things easily because they might not be able to.

When I was ten years old I had a series of recurring nightmare type dreams that would wake me up in fright before the dream could end. It was always the same dream. I was in outer space in a vehicle like a bus or subway train car that was completely empty except for me. I was the driver and this vehicle was pushing against a mountain top trying to move it. The energy in the dream was unbearable because the infinite force of my vehicle was pushing against the infinite force of the mountain in a virtual stand off in which neither force could win. There was an angry electrical or mechanical hum that reached an unbearable pitch of unrelenting tension and I always woke up. I had this same dream three or four times and each time the intensity would increase and the front of my vehicle would cave in a little bit. It was taking damage but I wouldn’t give up! Finally the dream resolved itself as the mountain slowly began to give way…I had won!

This recurring dream has haunted me because it forecast my entire life! This was a dream about Gaia’s ascension and my role in helping Gaia to move into her new place. I was born into this earth life time to fight this very battle against overwhelming odds. The energy that I was bringing in would move the mountain because I would not give up until it did! That mountain was going to move if it killed me…

I can only imagine that others have come in with similar missions to assist Gaia in her ascension and help all life forms as well. Consider that it is no accident that we are living in these times and that what we are doing was planned long before we entered our physical bodies. We each have missions to fulfill. What is your mission?

I had a couple of other recurring dreams during those days that were so vivid I still remember them. One was the horrible scene of an ocean bottom covered with dead bodies and the other was a long procession of people or spirits, including pioneers, going somewhere. What these dreams meant I’m not sure, but the one about the ocean bottom covered in dead bodies was either concerning the devastation of World War I&II or the possible devastation of World War III. In any case World War III needed to be avoided! The procession of people were all those that were incarnating during this lifetime to ascend with Gaia and to help with her ascension.

In respect to these dreams I mention that I believe that I was the author Hanns Heinz Ewers in my immediate past life. He experienced the horrors of both World Wars. He was an avowed Satanist who gave highly popular lectures on the religion of Satan from 1910-1925. He was also an early supporter of the Nazi cause, but later helped Jewish friends to safety. He always believed that the Jews were important German patriots and supported them in all ways. He died in poverty with his books banned in both Nazi Germany and in the western world including the United States and England. His reported last words were, “What an ass I’ve been!” (translation) I believe that with his last words he turned to the light with all his power and will as he died. After such a dark life he returned to Source and in this life I’ve been the vehicle to make sure nothing like that ever happens again! I’ve had to deal with a lot of past life karma from all my past lifetimes!

 

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January Full Moon 2020

Posted in Uncategorized on January 11, 2020| Leave a Comment »

Wings, Fire, Hot, Red, Swirls, Magic, Myth, Phoenix

It is the first full moon of 2020 and the message is to fill yourselves up with the incoming energies! Drink and drink deeply for you will need those energies throughout this coming year.

In my last post I said that I was going to share information about soulmates and divine counterparts in this post. In the meantime I’ve clarified that for myself to mean that I will tell my personal story in a way that I have never shared it before. The main and most important energetic of these cycles is to give until the energy comes back! That is how I started these soulmate cycles and that is how I will finish them! I will open my heart and share my story. Hopefully, some of you will recognize that it is your own story as well.

This is part of the secret; in sharing with others the path reveals itself. In the sharing of my own story my own path will be revealed to me. I don’t know of any other way to have it become revealed. So rather than a few short posts on soulmates and divine counterparts there will be a lot of posts that share information never made available before in the proper context. So please be patient with me because my story is a long one! I hope that you will find it interesting.

I was born 1957 in southern Minnesota and we moved to a 200 acre farm in north central Minnesota when I was two years old. It was my dad’s dream to be a farmer and he tried unsuccessfully to have a dairy farm three different times during the years I was growing up. Our farm consisted of swamp, sugar sand,rocks and Jackpine forest along with some beautiful Norway pines. This was not a good foundation for fertile crops…so we were very poor. My dad was forced to work other jobs and do his farming after hours.

The roof of the old farm house leaked when it rained and we didn’t have running water or plumbing, but we always had food to eat and a warm wood stove or two or three in the winter to keep us warm. Years later when the house burned we discovered that part of the original structure was built of logs that had been covered by stucco. There was newspaper in the walls for insulation. Growing up it was my job to bring in the firewood and we used almost thirty cords of wood every winter!

I was the oldest of four children and the nearest neighbors lived almost 1 mile away by road, a half mile over the swamp. I spent a lot of time with the animals and playing in the woods. Despite the poverty my childhood was very happy because I didn’t know any better. I had a vivid imagination and if I wasn’t playing with one of my sisters I was playing with the dog. We always had at least one dog, sometimes even three. We also had horses and my horse was named Mike. I loved that horse and he loved me.

I could walk out into the pasture with a handful of grass in my hand and Mike would come trotting up to eat it. I would jump on his back and ride him around the pasture bareback without a bridle or anything, simply turning him one direction or the other by pushing my hand on the side of his neck. My connection to animals has always been instinctive and very deep. Most of the time I prefer the company of animals over that of humans.

But there was a darker side to things as well. Even though dad and mom loved each other they never showed it and I never saw them hug each other until much later in life. It was a dysfunctional family and I grew up without the normal emotional attachment to my mother that other people have. It has been my deepest wound and the last one to heal after all these years. That wound was so deep I didn’t even know it existed until the healing energies of my soulmate cycles brought it forcefully to my awareness. Sadly I passed that sense of emotional abandonment onto my own children by not being there as they were growing up…their mother had taken them away from me. But that comes later…

My mother’s dream was to be a nurse and she went to school to become an LPN. But after we were born she needed to stay home and take care of us. Dad was very rigid and demanded a lot of himself and of everyone else. There was no fun in doing family things.

Mom suffered from constant migraine headaches and became addicted to pain meds. She spent most of my formative years stoned lying on the sofa or working in the house or garden. She was a really good cook! She also had affairs with several of the neighbor men and we never knew about it. Dad was always off working and the neighbors would come over to visit. Mom would send us out to play, even in the winter time. One time when I was in my late teens she ran off with a man and was in a car accident in Duluth about 200 miles away, so it all came out and everyone was shocked. She also finally lost her nursing license after being caught three different times stealing meds from patients when she did work in the hospital…

There was a sexual predator in the family as well, a second cousin that abused most of the women in my mother’s family. She came from a family of twelve children. To my shame I once saw this man teasing my sister and she was trying to get away from him but he wouldn’t let her. He kept trying to pinch her boob, but to me I thought he was trying to tickle her. At the time I thought it was funny. I was very innocent and had almost no social skills which I learned from my parents.

I mentioned that we were poor and I liked candy so I often shoplifted things from the grocery store and never got caught.

My parents, dad especially, were very religious and by the time I was twelve I was sent to confirmation class. I loved to read and unlike the others in the class I knew all the bible stories by heart because we were given them to read at home as young children. I stole money from the offering box at church, bought candy with it and ate the candy during confirmation class. My conscience didn’t really kick in until I was fourteen…I was bored…

 

 

 

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Magical Special Forces Training

Posted in ascension, Divine Counterparts, end times, fifth density, fourth density, light workers, Organic Gnosticism, shamanism, tantra, tantrism, Uncategorized on January 10, 2020| Leave a Comment »

Fantasy, Angel, Mystical, Fantastic, Light, Magic

For several years now I’ve danced around this subject and it’s time to tackle it head on and damn the consequences. I appreciate those who have continued to support me over the years…and hope you continue to do so.

I’m going to use the term astral planes because it’s better understood that way, although I’ve got my own slant on what the astral planes really are. Energy flows within the astral planes and all things are connected together in a vast circuit. Depending upon which way the energy flows it will be favorable or unfavorable to you and your interests. The Bible tells of how Adam and Eve were kicked out of the Garden of Eden and even the stones were turned against them. That meant the energy was flowing the wrong way and so it has for many of us ever since. But it is time for that to change!

There are patterns within the astral planes and the astral resists change of any kind! It will attempt to retain the status quo in all situations, being totally indifferent to whether the flow of energy is for us or against us. Not only does the astral resist change, but it is also quite elastic and will snap back to it’s original position unless forced to break down and reassemble in a new way. To alter any astral circuit one need’s to apply 126% more energy than what it ordinarily carries. For an astral connection to sever it takes the flow of energy to drop to 74% of what normally flows through the circuit. This is a very large window of elasticity!

Normal efforts to change the astral patterns by generating energy simply do not create a large enough spike to do anything at all! Nothing succeeds like excess! The physical body generates these types of energies:

Unity/Spiritual Light/Photon/electron

Concrete Spiritual/ archetypal

Abstract Mental/Creative and philosophical thought/logic and reason

Concrete Mental/ objective perception of the world through the physical senses

Upper Emotional

Lower Emotional

Sexual energy

Sensual energies/Etheric

As you can see there are eight types of energies if one includes that of Unity or Source. To create a large enough energy spike to alter the astral circuitry you need to achieve the “2nd wind” in any of the above categories. The goal is to generate such a surge of energy that you will experience vivid and powerful dreams during the night as you sleep and the energy is discharged from your body into the astral planes. If you can’t achieve this surge of energy, the energy will simply be “digested” or absorbed by the astral circuitry without making any difference because of the elasticity of the astral itself.

Now the astral “resets” itself twice a day and that is the real reason between morning and evening prayers. Prayer sends a surge of energy into the astral in the morning and the astral “resets” itself during the day so that you can do it once more in the evening…a very powerful meditation or connection to Source can alter the astral circuitry and that is why it is done.

One can debate, participate in philosophical thinking, study several different subjects till going past the fatigue point to create the needed surge of energy.

One can become an adrenaline addict and a thrill seeker to charge the astral with emotional energies.

One can work out in the gym with discipline, hard work and will power to inject that rush of physical energy into the astral.

One can have two full body orgasms where the sexual pleasure is brought to the edge of orgasm and held for at least a half hour before allowing it to take place. If this is done twice in one evening the surge of energy is guaranteed to cause the astral to reset itself and give often violent and powerful dreams that are healing and empowering.

One can use sensual pleasures, pains and grounding techniques to use Gaia’s earth energy to provide the needed energy.

Technique is not important. Ritual is not important. Understanding is not important. Generating the energy spike is what is important! Causing the astral to rupture and reset itself is what is important!

Many years ago soon after crossing the Great Abyss and uniting with Source I did the equivalent of the Healing and Prosperity Circle meditation and opened the basic energy pathways inside my body. Then I started working with sexual energy as suggested by Mantak Chia. He said that one should learn to control the orgasm so that when I finally did find a partner it would be more enjoyable and pleasurable for both. Almost immediately I experiences an eruption of spontaneous kundalini energy that is still active within my body without stopping. I began an auto-erotic path of generating orgasm energy twice a day, every day for over seven years without a break! It was very difficult and very frustrating. But every night I had dreams that were so powerful they were almost violent in their intensity! It was also very healing and I was integrating parts of my soul in ways that I had never done before.

I soon discovered that this practice was activating emotional wounds and repressed energies which caused explosive outbreaks of emotional energies as they were released. But these energies were safely released because of the opened energy channels created by the previous meditation and connection to Source.

At first this generation of energy burst the weak places within my own aura and physical body. This can be summarized as destroying any and all illusions and weak areas in my own belief system. I needed to eliminate the energy leaks one by one in a slow process that took years. Over time I gained the ability to safely contain this pressurized energy and the breakage or rupture in the astral was not inside me, but outside of me.

This caused changes within the astral circuitry that affected other magic workers and I became subject to several years of almost daily magical attack. At first I had to rise above the attack to survive. Later as my astral body became stronger I even went down below the attack to over power it.

For many years now I have not experienced any serious magical attack or threat and have always won any magical battle or duel even though I have never willingly attacked others. I have only fought back in self-defense…but when attacked have learned to not hold back! I am the equivalent of special ops within the astral realms and this is what I intend to teach others, how to be the very best!

In this post I have shared what I did. In my next post I will share what happened in terms of soulmate cycles and love relationships. There is so much BS floated around on these subjects that I’m going to smash them with a sledge hammer! Anyone that doesn’t like it can take me on! Chuckle!

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Integrating The Etheric Double

Posted in ascension, Divine Counterparts, fifth density, fourth density, light workers, Organic Gnosticism, shamanism, tantra, tantrism, Uncategorized on January 8, 2020| Leave a Comment »

Fantasy, Portrait, Woman, Mystical, Girl, Face

I think I’ve said enough about the dangers of trying to activate the etheric double or the Ka, that mysterious non-physical body created out of the noble gas element #118 before establishing a solid connection to the Spiritual Light of Source. I’ve also shared how the Healing and Prosperity Circle meditation can do that for you. Now I’m going to move on to the actual process of integrating this non-physical body and becoming conscious of it.

Since it has 32 electrons or awareness points within its outer circle it takes a very long time to permanently activate it. Most likely it will take years…remember the dangers of vampirism and avoid becoming an energy vampire! Use your connection to Source or soulmate or divine counterpart as the means of empowering temporary activations of the etheric double. You can also use time honored methods such as dancing, chanting, drumming, as well as healthy physical and sexual activity. Think of Wicca and Shamanism as positive examples of this.

I remember one of the first meditations that I learned as a Rosicrucian. It was to sit in a chair with my feet on the ground and slowly visualize energy in the bottom of my feet, feel it go into my toes, my arches, my heels and gradually up my legs and body to eventually end up at the crown chakra and then back down the front of my body. Remember the etheric double is accessed where the physical body touches the ground, and if we are sitting in a chair it is where our feet touch the ground.

Think of all other types of grounding exercises and meditations such as hugging a tree or sitting with your back against a tree. Each and all of these work to integrate your normal awareness with your etheric double as much as possible. By doing these types of activities it is possible to activate several electrons or points of awareness at the level of the etheric double. Each activated point of awareness gives sensory input from this realm. Activating two points of awareness will give an archetypal awareness or black and white awareness which can sharpen your instincts of safety and danger…even if you don’t really understand why you feel at peace or threatened.

It’s also time to re-define the chakra levels and energies beginning with the lower emotional energies of the root chakra, beneath that the sexual energies of orgasm and beneath that the etheric energies of sensuality and the pleasures and pains of the flesh or skin…

Consider the similarities between some tantric practices and the sadist/masochist/dominance/submisive cultures and the immense sexual energies they generate. Consider also the Holy Grail/ witch’s cauldron/ horn of plenty which in reality is the merging of the magnetic energies of sex and orgasm on the astral planes and not the physical act of sex itself. You will begin to understand the deviant and why they act as they do to feed their lower astral bodies…

The main commonality is to raise the sexual tension to an incredible peak and draw it out for at least 30 minutes without releasing it. In many ways this means to flirt with danger and risk destroying the magical work by the act of physical sex itself. The fiction of Dion Fortune gives strong guidance on these concepts and how important such dynamic sexual tension really is to magical workings.

Also keep in mind that male energy first goes to the female until she is fulfilled and only then does she give birth to an astral/noble gas body for the male. It is much easier for the female to develop and integrate the Ka or etheric double than it is for a male. This is why females are often seen as witches. In fact, the entire practice of tantra is to teach the male  how to have full body orgasms like the female does without losing sperm energy. It is the magnetic waves of orgasm that pass through the body that act to build and strengthen the etheric double or any other noble gas body. This is easy for the female but extremely difficult for the male.

Lastly many of the strange sexual activities used in tantric and occult practices are simply ways to avoid pregnancy while achieving orgasm or near orgasm. Don’t over think it! Also consider how working with soulmate or divine counterpart crystalline energy is different from low level collective energy…consider the sacred and the profane…keep it sacred!

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Magical Grounding and the Etheric Double

Posted in ascension, Divine Counterparts, earth changes, fifth density, fourth density, light workers, Organic Gnosticism, shamanism, Uncategorized on January 4, 2020| Leave a Comment »

Fantasy, Forest, Creepy, Woman, Bird, Dark, Gloomy

Continuing our discussion of the importance and benefits of the Healing and Prosperity Circle meditation is to consider grounding and the etheric double from this new perspective. Now if the mysterious noble gas element #118 is indeed the Ka, the etheric double and the lowest possible level of our reality it is also where we ground during our meditations and magical work. That means the etheric realm is the world in which ghosts and spirits walk and it is in actuality beneath our normal perception of physical reality! This means it is more real than what we consider real physical reality! It is the opposite of imaginary and mental or spiritual creations and life forms which are above our ordinary awareness of physical reality.

In magical practice the meaning of “grounding” is to become anchored in the very core of the earth energies where we are completely safe and sane and anchored within our physical bodies. It is also the furthest away from the Source energies of Love and Light that come in through the crown chakra. It is only full spectrum ascension and Organic Gnosticism that actually connect these two extremes and draw the Spiritual energies of love and light down to the lowest levels as the ultimate form of magical empowerment. We use the connection between these two extremes to open our portal for the Healing and Prosperity meditation. That is why it is so powerful.

In magical practice when people ground themselves and ground the generated energies it means that these energies are absorbed and distributed at the etheric level in a balanced manner. The use of protective circles and rituals is because people are working with energies that are not in perfect balance and not at the etheric level! It means that there are many polarized energies that can disrupt and destroy magical workings if they are not protected. It means magical practitioners are introducing highly polarized energies into the environment in a way to provoke or invoke change and they produce extremely high voltages which can be dangerous if not handled correctly.

What seems to be happening is that perfect balance of energies and Unity only happens at the etheric level of the mysterious noble gas element #118 where the final outermost electron circle is complete and at the  spiritual photon/electron level of absolute Unity. We might also say that each noble gas represents areas of perfect balance and stability as well since each represents complete electron shells. So each fully activated astral body of Helium, Neon, Argon,Krypton, Xenon and Radon are also perfectly balanced and form their own type of grounding spaces within the full spectrum of life experience.

I’ve shared the basic Healing and Prosperity Circle meditation with occultists who have been horrified that there are no apparent protections in place and that I don’t ground the energies after the meditation itself. They don’t understand that it is perfectly grounded from the top down and that there has never been any form of “energy sickness” associated with it. It is also grounded from the bottom up and as stable a form of meditation as possible just the way it is without protections or rituals of any kind.

In fact, I’ve noticed that just like others working with Gaia’s ascension energies, I instinctively avoid the unbalanced energies of discord and negativity. This is why my personal progress has been from the top down and as each level becomes balanced my awareness becomes comfortable there and makes it my new home and my new center of activity. The etheric realm now seems to have become my new home and new center of activity and that is why I’m writing this Book of Shadows material.

When you consider that there are 32 sensory points of awareness or electrons in the etheric body and 32 sensory points of awareness in the noble gas body of Radon directly above that, it becomes clear how difficult it is to permanently activate these lower noble gas bodies. For most occultists they can only be accessed in a temporary manner through the generation or use of vital life force energy either through physical activity or some form of sacrifice. When permanently activated without the Source connection they create the need for vampirism to sustain themselves as I’ve indicated in other posts. This is why the Source connection is so vital in its ability and use of channeling Source energy to sustain these lower level astral bodies.

I’m going to say this another way. I have permanently activated all these astral bodies and have permanent awareness of what is going on around me at all the levels in a continuous manner. I live in a multi-dimensional way that is becoming normal for me. I don’t shift from one level to the other, but exist with awareness in all of them at the same time. My awareness does tend to settle at the lowest level that it is comfortable at since it has become rare for any activity to be a threat in the upper levels. The upper levels have become like blue sky without any clouds so there is not much to see there most of the time. It is the activity that attracts my attention and this activity is now on the etheric level.

I can enter a room like a cafe and just by glancing at the people inside sense what they are thinking or feeling. This is uncomfortable and I usually put up some type of shield to block their energy from entering my own space. So I deliberately choose to block many of the things within my environment. But I do these things naturally and in a balanced way that allows me to be “invisible” in the sense that no one really notices me. Remember that the strongest magical protection is a strong aura!

 

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Some Missing Puzzle Pieces

Posted in ascension, Divine Counterparts, earth changes, end times, fifth density, fourth density, light workers, Organic Gnosticism, shamanism, tantra, tantrism, Uncategorized on January 3, 2020| Leave a Comment »

Fantasy, Dream, Cartoon, Drawing, Design, Magic, Sweet

Some very interesting and crazy information is trying to break through into awareness. I’ve almost got my fingers on it, but not quite. So I will just try to talk it out and see what happens.

First some very interesting information about chakras and sexuality. This comes from personal experience so it is not theory. Everyone talks about the root chakra and Kundalini energy and how important it is to awaken it and cause it to rise up the spine to the crown chakra.

Well, I’ve got some news for everyone. The root chakra is not that important! There are two chakras below that which are even more important and they haven’t really been truly recognized for how important they are.

Now when a chakra is being awakened there is a feeling like electricity that buzzes around in the area of the chakra. This sensation of electricity can also move up and down the spine and move from one energy center to the other.

Now back in 1992 after I experienced a spontaneous activation of the Kundalini energies and it shot up my spine to my crown chakra with such force that I temporarily blacked out, sagged and almost fell to the floor, as I was doing a yoga side stretch something opened up an energetic pathway that never closed. (Wow! What a long sentence!) Ever since that day I have continuously felt that tingle of electricity somewhere in my body. Over the years the location of that activity has changed, but there has always been continuous activity.

These days there are four main areas where that electrical tingling may be taking place. These are my lower neck, right between my shoulder blades, at my root chakra/base of spine and in my testes. This activity goes on for days and days before moving to another location. I will also share that I have damage in my spine at my lower neck and between my shoulder blades from an old injury when I was breaking horses and got thrown. So there is blockage in those locations and the energy is working to open those pathways and heal my body.

What people don’t realize or hear about is that the testes and ovaries are actual chakra centers in their own right and that tingle of electricity can occur there for days as well. I experienced the electrical tingle at my tail bone or root chakra for many years before I ever experienced it in the testes themselves. This tells me that sexual energy is much lower than root chakra energy and much more powerful! For the last few years that activity has been mostly in the testes and not the tailbone/root chakra although the activity does move around as I’ve mentioned above.

Now changing the subject to the noble gas body of the mysterious element #118 or the etheric double brings up another point of interest and another even more powerful chakra center. As I’ve been doing this research, I’ve also been meditating and trying to get the feel for my own etheric double. What I discovered is that the etheric double exists where the feet touch the ground as I sit in my chair. A dark energy seems to pool around my feet and flow out into the room from the bottom of my feet! An opening also seems to open up beneath my feet that I instinctively know is the etheric world of deepest astral projections.

The implications of this are staggering! People sitting in the lotus position meditating on the root chakra are really also meditating on that point where the body touches the earth which is the point where the etheric double is accessed! It’s not the bottom of the feet, or the root chakra, but where the body touches the earth that is important!

In Wicca and other magical paths we see this in the importance of grounding to Gaia and to the earth! I’ve got to go now but will expand on this later.

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Happy New Year!

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Happy New Year! Continuing the Book of Shadows material leads us back around to understanding just how powerful the central Healing and Prosperity Circle Meditation  is and how we can use it to accelerate our soul development. The reason I’m bringing this up again is that my current research shows just how important the role of the Spiritual Light plays in Organic Gnosticism.

Actually we need to go back even earlier to some of the preliminary-meditations to clarify an important point. I’m specifically talking about when we reach out as far as we can into Source and bring down/back the highest Spiritual Light and Love that we can connect with. We use that energy to create a ball of energy about two inches above our head and then we continue by visualizing and creating a second ball of energy in the middle of our heads and then join them together creating an energetic link with Source that is permanent.

This is not clearly done in the Healing and Prosperity Circle meditation because we are doing that meditation with others and the meditation has been modified. Originally this meditation was intended for one person as a way of moving awareness up and down the astral planes so that awareness could travel all levels without distortion. As the ball of energy moves up and down the spine like an elevator our awareness can also move up and down within that ball of awareness. By doing this we can use this type of meditation to cross The Great Abyss in full awareness and remain there for great periods of time if we choose. We can also use the ball of energy as an elevator for our awareness to move from noble gas body to noble gas body in smooth transitions.

I just did a Healing and Prosperity Circle meditation for the New Year. I listened to my own video and it worked fine for me. One of the things I realized was that as I did the meditation my own awareness began with Source and then continued down the spine to reside within each chakra center. The actual healing and prosperity work was done with my awareness stable and active at the lowest level, the level of the etheric double. So I was working consciously in my etheric double or Ka body or the one created out of the mysterious element #118. So this meditation causes the point of awareness to gradually shift downward to the most powerful level while maintaining the highest level of consciousness.

Working with tantric or sexual energies can only be safely done after the Spiritual Light is safely acquired and anchored permanently. First you work with the light, then you work to raise the Kundalini energy. I’m trying to make this clear. Sexuality is important but Spiritual Light is most important in these first stages.

After this integration of the Spiritual Light happens and one begins to work with sexual energies one will find that male sexual energy tends to rise by itself up through the physical body, activating repressed emotions as it goes and opening energy pathways on it’s own without direction or guidance.

The female will notice that she can move sexual or Kundalini energy up the spine or body by consciously focusing on it and willing it to go upward. But for her the energy will tend to drop to the lower levels when left to it’s own inclination.

Until permanently activated the male needs to focus with intent on the etheric double and the female needs to focus with intent on the Spiritual Light. This can be done individually as a solitary path.

However, Wicca shows us how the Priest draws down the Goddess into the High Priestess and the High Priestess in turns brings out the Horned One in the Priest. He helps her to rise and she in turn helps keep him grounded in the here and now. This is why “Drawing down the Moon” and the celebration of sexuality are so important within Wicca and other pagan paths. One helps lift up the females and the other helps ground the males.

The Magdalen Manuscript: The Alchemies of Horus & The Sex Magic of Isis by Tom Kenyon and Judi Sion seem to be sharing a very similar message to what I am trying to share with Organic Gnosticism and the importance of Source and the Spiritual Light. In this book “The Alchemies of Horus” is the path of the individual and “The Sex Magic of Isis” is the path of the joined couple.

Remember that the ultimate goal is the permanent activation and integration of the Ka (etheric body created by the mysterious noble gas #118 or Goddess) and the Ba (Unity or photon awareness as Source or God) or full spectrum ascension! This sacred union happens within the individual. We need to recognize the Divine that exists within each living thing and each living heart.

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