Anarchistbanjo's World

In the astral world events gravitate together. These events form possible and even probable future physical events as they gather mass and momentum of their own. Our dreaming of these events indicate that they will somehow have an effect in our lives when they become physical reality. Issues are worked out in the astral prior to becoming physical events. In this respect there are no coincidences in life. What physically happens to us is worked out in the astral before it becomes real to us.

I routinely dream about significant events before they happen during the day. This has held true for several years now but was not always the case.

The astral always works out two possible futures, one that is favorable to us and one that works against us. The situation is set up and the current will flow from the highest voltage to the lowest voltage. Only at the final stages is it determined if the outcome will be for us or against us. Much depends upon our own inner strength and how anchored we are in physical reality. Much also depends on how important one type of outcome is to the collective of humanity. Many times one person must suffer so that many others do not have to suffer.

This is not a matter of fairness but a matter of energy dynamics. One outcome will have more energy than the other and that energy will flow from the greatest voltage to the lesser. If the energy flow is one way we will benefit and if it flows the other way we will suffer. It is very important we have as much energy in reserve as possible to influence these critical events when we can.

An example of a dream in which the energy flow went against me is when I was driving a car down the road. Suddenly the car started going backwards and the brakes would not work. I was pulled off the road and into the ditch. This is an interesting type of example because the fact that I had a car and was driving indicated that I was very powerful in energy. If I was naked without any clothes it would have indicated I had very little energy in reserve. That my car was pulled backwards and into the ditch indicated that the forces against me were even stronger than I was. They were able to stop me and temporarily block my progress.

If my car had been wrecked or my body injured it would’ve meant a serious loss of energy. As it was, my car remained intact and the setback was only temporary. In a few weeks I was driving down the road without any problem.

This is what dreams are about, the direction that the energy will flow. Sometimes it will flow one way and sometimes it will flow the other. Each dream is a subtle alteration of the circuitry within the astral and changes the direction of the flow in some matter, be it large or small.

Also of prime importance is how quickly one can recharge themselves after their reserves have been depleted by an energy flow the wrong way. Suppose my energy reserve was at 500 V and the opposing force was at 600 V. In the dream the connection was made and created a short circuit between us. My 500 V was lost and destroyed. 500 V of the opposition was also destroyed and lost. As a result only 100 V worth of damage could be done to me, enough to pull my car into the ditch. When my car was pulled into the ditch the opposition was at 100 V and the dream ended. 100 V could not do much damage and I was able to recharge more quickly.

When my car was pulled backwards I lost energy but so did the opposition. The opposing force could only pull me back so far. Then we were both equal; it was a stalemate situation. I could do nothing but neither could they.

In this case I was able to regain my energy reserves more quickly than the opposing force and I was able to continue forward within weeks. The opposition had to accept some future physical event that would be in my favor, one that would somehow affect the lives of the opposition.

The collective always resists change. It does not matter if the collective will benefit from something good happening to me, it simply does not want to change the status quo. And the change in astral circuitry magically forces the change that must affect some physical event in the future.

This type of dream work is exhausting because one’s energy reserves are destroyed time after time in some type of confrontation until a suitable compromise is worked out and all conflicts neutralized. It becomes a matter of who has the most energy available over long periods of time. Dream work and magical work is all about who has the most energy!

I have used my own dreams as examples, but everyone’s dreams work in the same fashion and determine how future events will affect us and our lives.

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I’m going to continue where I left off on the evolutionary master cycles that we have gone through on our way to becoming human beings.

The DNA pattern found at the center of each cell is literally the photon driven energy system that keeps the cell alive and gives it the vitality to attract nutrients and to expel waste. Each living cell is its own photon driven energy system keeping its own bion intact.

The sixth master cycle produced organic life forms that were asexual in nature. Male and female reproductive organs were found on the same life form. Examples of this type of life form are some flowers or trees. The reproductive organs organized themselves around the living life force energy at one end and the memory traces or astral pattern of past lives at the other. One part of it tried to maintain the life of the individual cell through adaptation to new environmental conditions and the other tried to maintain life by forcing it to travel the path that had been proven successful in the past.

The seventh master cycle produced male and female life within the species. Awareness had split into male awareness and female awareness. This division of the sexes had a profound effect on the species ability to grow and adapt to new and unusual life conditions.

The two organizing awarenesses and intelligences emerged as organizing intelligences within each individual. In the male the ability to mutate to new life conditions was dominant and the astral pattern of what had worked before was dormant. In the female the astral pattern of what had worked before was dominant and the ability to mutate and adapt to new conditions was dormant. Another way of saying this is that males are more unstable than females. At this point the male and female did not have much in common except the reproduction of the species. Males and females of each species were not able to relate except in the instinctive functions of reproduction of the species.

The eighth master cycle produced human beings and for the first time created self-awareness and the ability to reason. Both sexes contained the adaptable and unstable shadow as well as the collective pattern of what had worked to sustain life in the past. These were both created as secondary personalities. The normal human ego was formed to mediate and rule these two alien and opposing personalities. The task of integrating the secondary personalities has erroneously been called the battle for one’s soul or the battle between good and evil. It is the task of the normal human ego to integrate both, not to submit to just one of them. I

The ninth master cycle will presumably force humanity into a quantum leap that will bring a new type of existence and awareness that is a complete octave beyond what it currently enjoys. It will be a quantum leap in the evolutionary process! While this master cycle has not yet occurred, there are many that believe the beginning of this master cycle is imminent. In fact, it is probably the only thing that new agers and end of the worlders have in common. This is happening right now.

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In a very direct and real way it doesn’t matter if God can forgive us if we can’t forgive ourselves! We need to be able to forgive ourselves! That means living in a way that we are not ashamed of and one that leaves our conscience free.

When I was a young boy my conscience didn’t wake up until I was 14. I grew up in poverty and there were so many things that I wanted to have but I didn’t have any money. So I shoplifted, little things like candy.

I grew up in a very religious family and every Christmas my grandparents sent us kids little books of the Bible stories. I love to read and I soon knew all the stories my heart. But I didn’t feel them in my heart. When I was 14 I went to confirmation classes. I knew all the Bible stories and was very bored. But before class I would go to the donation offering box and steal some money out of it, go to the store to buy some candy and then eat that candy during confirmation class.

But it started bothering me. My conscience was waking up and even though I was getting away with it, I didn’t like the person that I was becoming. Over a period of several months this feeling of self loathing became so strong that I had a spiritual crisis. I broke down and asked God to forgive me and promised that I would never do or say anything that went against my conscience. To this day I have remained true to that vow.

Imagine living forever and not being able to forgive yourself! Self torment and self loathing are some of the most horrible and hellish things anyone can experience!

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