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“Nothing But Motion” is the title of Dewey Larson’s classic work describing his reciprocal theory. Everything is created out of motion. The simplest type of motion is vibratory energy. This happens to coincide with my own Rosicrucian beliefs.

All things are simply vibratory energy at the deepest and most fundamental levels of existence. Please keep in mind that the following is my interpretation of Dewey Larson’s work. He comes at this from a purely scientific framework while I am coming at the same material from a metaphysical and psychological framework.

The simplest form of vibratory energy is “scalar”. Scalar means an outward expanding pulse of energy in all directions followed by an inward contracting pulse of energy. We can easily see the photon as an example of an outward pulse of energy that is expanding in all directions at the same time.

We can see an electrical discharge as in inward contracting pulse of energy. Combined we have light and electricity as flip sides of the same coin. They are reciprocals of each other and parts of each other like the yin/yang symbol.

In fact, outward expansive energy is metaphysically termed male energy and inward contracting energy is termed female energy. At the highest and most abstract we have the God of Light and the Goddess of Electricity. Together they form all of creation.

On a much larger scale our entire galaxy is slowly being sucked into a black hole at its very center. When we look outward in any direction we see stars moving away from us and accelerating to near the speed of light. How can this be possible? Common thought is the big bang theory has caused this to happen and we are at the center of the explosion. How is that for ego centric?

Scalar motion offers a different perspective and explanation for the same phenomenon. Everything that is contained within our galaxy is trapped by the gravitational forces of the black hole at its center and being slowly drawn into it. In a scalar manner everything is slowly shrinking but we don’t notice because all things are shrinking around us at the same rate.

At the edges of our galaxy stars and other objects are escaping from the gravitational pull and expanding outward in all directions around us. They are expanding;we are shrinking. Since there is no frame of reference this is only noticeable at extreme distances.

Scalar motion and its vibratory outward and inward pulsing are responsible for the creation and movement of all things. This duality in action can also be called male and female energy.

Perhaps the most interesting part of the Reciprocal theory is the concept of two separate but connected universes that co-exist together. They are the universe as we know it called Space/Time and its reciprocal or inverse called Time/Space. Each universe is three dimensional.

In our universe space or physical reality is three dimensional while time is linear. In the Time/Space universe time is three dimensional and space is linear. I immediately made the connection between this Time/Space universe and the astral worlds or dream worlds.

This led to some startling insights into the astral worlds. Among them was the concept of how gravitation works in the Time/Space universe or astral worlds.

In physical reality as we know it mass gravitates toward other physical mass. We are drawn gravitationally toward the center of the earth because of its physical mass. In the astral potential events would gravitate toward each other. Events gravitate and not matter. This would give several potential outcomes to any physical event. It would also mean events gravitate toward each other. This means important nexus points in time would exist where many things would be happening at once. Other time periods would not be as important and very little would be happening.

It was easy for me to believe that events cluster together. Many events are often triggered by one single event that has many deep and lasting consequences. In my own life I could see evidence of critical time periods where my life underwent radical changes. Critical time periods do exist.

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I seem to be on a roll with this new project! Once I decided to take the plunge I can’t seem to stop writing! I feel the energy pushing me forward and I’m rolling with it.

The interesting thing about Tantra is that it is considered the path to enlightenment within this lifetime, not the next. It is also the path that develops the “Thunderbolt” or “Diamond” astral body, a very strong and powerful astral body. Other paths teach that one will gain their rewards after the death of the physical body.

If we consider my previous essays it should be clear that Organic Gnosticism is about results! By this I mean immediate and significant results. All it takes is the guts to continue on this heroic path and I mean heroic! The development of the soul and its powers is purely a mechanical process that only requires massive amounts of physically generated energy over long periods of time. You provide the energy and the universe will take care of the rest.

Pick up any valid book on tantra and you will find that it says much the same thing about the power of tantra and also its dangers. Well the dangers are no longer as significant as they were before our collective ascension. If you haven’t gone crazy by now you will probably not go crazy because of tantric practices.

By now you are probably thinking, “That’s all well and good but I don’t have a suitable tantric sex partner!”

Now it’s my turn to laugh! You don’t need one!

Tantric practice and the generation of sexual orgasm energy can be heterosexual; homosexual or even autoerotic! Chuckle. It is a mechanical process, not a romantic one!

While tantra is usually thought of as male and female partners working together in specific and ritualistic ways; none of the usual rituals or meditations or specifics are required! The only thing required is the generation of sexual orgasm energy at least twice a day over long periods of time. This is perhaps the most misunderstood aspect of tantrism.

Obviously male and female partners working together will be mixing male and female energies for the development of their souls and magical empowerment. But both homosexual workings and autoerotic practice will work just as powerfully by provoking incubus or succubus type experiences. Medieval cloisters and monasteries were filled with demonic incubi and succubae encounters due to the frenzied masturbatory practices of horny monks and nuns.

The generation of sexual orgasm energy at least twice a day is required to break through the elasticity of astral creations and bonds. Now the female will have no problem with this; but the male will be hard pressed in this regard. More will be said about these things later. I have shared enough for any reader to prove for themselves through practical experience that this practice will provoke explosive dreams on a consistent basis without fail.

It should be stated that tantra is also called “the path of woman” because it is natural for the female but not natural for the male. In this regard the female has the advantage over the male and is often considered the “power” behind tantric practice. Again more will be said on this in the proper place.

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Harvest

The stars shine weak
And weary, faint hearted they
Stagger as the bloody sickle
Mows them down
Silver grains fall before
The harlot of the night
Her crimson light
Shines on all as she
Gathers her grim harvest
Before the golden dawn

-Joe Bandel

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In the physical world it is difficult to accurately judge all of the important factors in a given situation. Some things never go as planned and a few things defy rational explanation. This is because of the hidden factors that are hard to determine as well as the human factors of strength of will, character and determination.

We can be as objective and materialistic as possible and entirely misjudge a person or a situation. In the end it matters just as much what is in the heart of a person. How much resolve, determination, and will to live that the person has.

These factors do not express themselves within the physical world but they do express themselves in the dreamworld or the astral world. In our dreams we find ourselves in situations that relate to significant areas in our physical life.

Each dream involves a particular type of energy and weakens us or strengthens us in that type of energy. By monitoring our dreams we can determine if we are gaining power or losing power. Each dream is an accurate reflection of the situation as it exists exactly at the time of the dream.

At waking hours the situation may have altered in some fashion but probably not significantly. Positive outcomes are liberating and expensive in nature. They indicate the flow of energy is favorable to us and we are gaining in personal empowerment over that energy or situation. It may take 20 dreams over the space of one year to resolve a contested astral situation and determine the final outcome.

Continued conflict leads to recurring dreams. Negative outcomes are restrictive and confining in nature. They indicate the flow of energy is against us and the final outcome will be less than we hope it will be. In this type of dream we are losing power. There is an area in life where we are not as effective or powerful as we were before.

At the time of the dream a new astral connection is made or an old one is severed. This alters the circuitry within the astral and the current will flow through the dream until a new point of equilibrium is established. physically generated and stored up energy will be released as an energy exchange within the dream. When the energy flow stops the dream ends. This energy will either flow for us or against us depending upon our own level of energy.

Our dream bodies or astral bodies indicate in a general way the level of power we have at the time. Dreams are very symbolic and individual. However, certain things are fairly standard in the way that they appear in dreams.

If we appear grotesque, wounded or distorted within the dream it indicates a serious loss of energy and lack of control within a particular situation in life. We have no control in these types of dreams and in the areas of life that they represent. We are acted upon or reactive instead of acting on others. This includes dreams in which people appear as animals like cows, horses, wolves etc. When a person appears as an animal in a dream it means that at that particular level of the astral the person has the same awareness and that of the animal. For example when people appear as cows in a dream, at that astral level these people are only concerned and aware of food or animal desires.

When we appear naked in a dream we have enough energy reserves to function and survive as human but not to alter events within the dream or in the life situations they represent. We are able to barely hold onto our humanity. The actions in these dreams are compulsive, instinctual and generally beyond our conscious awareness. We are merely participants or machines. Our nakedness indicates we are weak and vulnerable. It does not mean anything sexually in the generally understood manner.

I make a strong distinction here with sexual dreams in which it is desired to not have clothing on and to be sexual with another person. This is the basis of tantric love practices which we will explore later.

To have clothing indicates we have risen above the purely instinctual level of energy and that a certain amount of human awareness is available. To have clothing is a sign of empowerment and of energy reserves. We can exist and modify our environment to a degree.

The type of clothing is symbolic of the energy within the dream and of the situation in life which it reflects. In a general way the closer the clothing matches what we currently wear the more power and influence we have in the situation it reflects.

If the clothing is out of place, being inappropriate for our current lifestyle it indicates we are working on unresolved issues from out of the past that were repressed long ago. In this type of dream it is important that we are getting empowered within the dream and not being weakened. To become weakened in this type of dream is to withdraw even more in physical life. It means going backwards. To become empowered means a form of healing is taking place.

When we dream of somthing in the past it is a dream of letting go. The old connection has broken and we become aware of it as it breaks. We have dream awareness of the creation and destruction of all energetic connections. But we are not aware of them after they are formed.

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In summary, there is a progressive photon driven energy system at the center of our universe. The central system is constantly inserting new photons into our universe and forcing the older photons at the conclusion of each master cycle to die and be reborn as a newer and higher life form and awareness by taking a quantum leap into a new reality. At one time each one of us originated as a photon or divine spark of light. This type of energy system is compatible with modern scientific theories such as modern chaos theory and the unified field theory of physicist Dewey Larson as well as current understandings of magnetic field energies. We live in an electric universe!

This shows that life and awareness can both be seen as progressive and evolutionary processes that follow the laws and principles of modern science, in particular chaos theory which states that an energy system when progressed too far will become chaotic and at a critical point spontaneously transform through a quantum leap into a new type of stable energy system. This follows the ancient cycle of birth, death and rebirth.

My intent is to show and present a philosophy that is based upon science & self-evident truth. “Nothing But Motion” and “The Neglected Facts of Science” by Dewey Larson offer a unified field theory based upon the photon and its special properties in the space/time universe and the time/space universe. I recommend any questions of hard physical science be referred to his work. Dewey Larson’s work is pure science while my own work is interdisciplinary and philosophical as well as magical in nature. I build upon his work and accept it completely.

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In organic Gnosticism we learn to trust nature and life itself. Nature will try all possible solutions to ensure survival. It is through the wisdom of nature that humanity has arrived at the position it enjoys today. Let the wisdom and choice of nature be your choice and rejoice in it! The temple of God is within nature everywhere we look! Life is sacred! As we look at the sacredness of nature and life we are reminded of the secrets that are in the simple things in life. Perhaps we can make our lives simple as well!

The secret of nature is simple! All effort is cumulative! All effort counts toward the goal! No effort is wasted! To advance we must put forth effort! Putting forth effort is sacred! There is nothing else to share! To live we need to live!

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Look around you. Are you happy? Is your life fulfilling? Is your cup of joy running over with blessings? Or are you waiting? Waiting for something to happen or for the promised glory of the afterlife?

So, is my life happy and fulfilling? No! But I’m working on it! I might even say that it is getting better and better all the time. I have no concern about the afterlife because my multi-dimensional self is working on that too! Chuckle.

There is a paradox at work here. Part of our awareness resides here in physical 3D and other parts roam freely in other realms, the realms of emotions, thoughts and spirit. As such we remain body and soul. This union of body and soul is not an easy task but it is the ultimate one. The idea is to be a multi-dimensional being in a 3D physical body or even better an immortal 3D body. This is the only way for the soul to experience the full spectrum of life experience.
The Shadow and our Higher Self are both areas where we have failed in our goal. To achieve the life we seek both the Shadow and the Higher Self need to be dissolved and integrated into our real self, our soul. These are both demons, secondary personalities, that torture us and damage our souls.

The Shadow consists of those things we perceive inside of us that we don’t want, that repel us and cause us to hate ourselves. We have them and wish we didn’t. But we can’t get rid of them because they are a part of us. We see these things in others and hate them as well.

The Higher Self consists of those things we perceive in others and wish we had but can’t find them in ourselves. They are forever out of reach and unattainable. We spend our lives striving to attain them. These are those things we consider sacred and think we love.

In both cases we are not where we want to be in the present moment. We are experiencing something that we don’t want to experience and longing for something that is out of our reach.
Now here is where things get a bit weird. In this new age time is no longer linear. Things do not manifest in the same way as they used to. We just seem to stay in the same spot while the days of our lives go speeding past. The weeks, months and years go by and we are still in relatively the same spot, the present moment. But the astral is always changing.

Sure, we are creating in the astral, creating that life we desire; but it never manifests and we are getting older. This is the dangled carrot and the misdirection created by the mischief of the Shadow and the Higher Self working against us.

It is only when the astral can’t change that it is forced into form and physical manifestation. This is the purpose and function of magic. The idea is to use the physical body to generate energy and pump it into the astral to create and support our astral creations, to defend them against all opposition and to bring them down level after level until they have no choice but to physically manifest.

This is true for both males and females even though the energy operates differently. One way is to strive selfishly for a personal goal until the world grants it to us through the generation of our personal energy because it can’t stop us. The other way is to give our personal energy unselfishly to the entire world until the world is filled completely and in the completion of a circuit returns it back to us as our secret desire.

In reality both paths need to be followed by both males and females. We use the energy generated by our physical bodies in the present moment to magically draw our astral creations to us as physical manifestations. This requires enormous quantities of physically generated energy and the most powerful way of generating it is through tantric sexual practices.
In doing this we will be dissolving and integrating both our Shadow and our Higher Self as we confront and clear away the barriers that each places before us. The Shadow and Higher Self are our greatest enemies.

Now to disclose the greatest secret of all! We can do this because the astral is finite! It is limited and can be filled to completion with our energy. We can give our energy away until it returns to us! This is the only way! We generate energy in the present moment until our present moment is where we want to be. It is that simple!

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Self Discipline
 
Man, you should educate yourself.
And that may mean many things to you:
Man, you must flee by yourself.
Guard yourself from these people!
 
Count upon the powers
That are within you, around you.
They reveal two things:
Will you live,
Or will life shape you?
 
Many have educated themselves;
Have they also developed a self?
No one has yet flown away to God,
That has fled from God’s Devil.

-Richard Dehmal
translation by Joe Bandel

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In the astral world events gravitate together. These events form possible and even probable future physical events as they gather mass and momentum of their own. Our dreaming of these events indicate that they will somehow have an effect in our lives when they become physical reality. Issues are worked out in the astral prior to becoming physical events. In this respect there are no coincidences in life. What physically happens to us is worked out in the astral before it becomes real to us.

I routinely dream about significant events before they happen during the day. This has held true for several years now but was not always the case.

The astral always works out two possible futures, one that is favorable to us and one that works against us. The situation is set up and the current will flow from the highest voltage to the lowest voltage. Only at the final stages is it determined if the outcome will be for us or against us. Much depends upon our own inner strength and how anchored we are in physical reality. Much also depends on how important one type of outcome is to the collective of humanity. Many times one person must suffer so that many others do not have to suffer.

This is not a matter of fairness but a matter of energy dynamics. One outcome will have more energy than the other and that energy will flow from the greatest voltage to the lesser. If the energy flow is one way we will benefit and if it flows the other way we will suffer. It is very important we have as much energy in reserve as possible to influence these critical events when we can.

An example of a dream in which the energy flow went against me is when I was driving a car down the road. Suddenly the car started going backwards and the brakes would not work. I was pulled off the road and into the ditch. This is an interesting type of example because the fact that I had a car and was driving indicated that I was very powerful in energy. If I was naked without any clothes it would have indicated I had very little energy in reserve. That my car was pulled backwards and into the ditch indicated that the forces against me were even stronger than I was. They were able to stop me and temporarily block my progress.

If my car had been wrecked or my body injured it would’ve meant a serious loss of energy. As it was, my car remained intact and the setback was only temporary. In a few weeks I was driving down the road without any problem.

This is what dreams are about, the direction that the energy will flow. Sometimes it will flow one way and sometimes it will flow the other. Each dream is a subtle alteration of the circuitry within the astral and changes the direction of the flow in some matter, be it large or small.

Also of prime importance is how quickly one can recharge themselves after their reserves have been depleted by an energy flow the wrong way. Suppose my energy reserve was at 500 V and the opposing force was at 600 V. In the dream the connection was made and created a short circuit between us. My 500 V was lost and destroyed. 500 V of the opposition was also destroyed and lost. As a result only 100 V worth of damage could be done to me, enough to pull my car into the ditch. When my car was pulled into the ditch the opposition was at 100 V and the dream ended. 100 V could not do much damage and I was able to recharge more quickly.

When my car was pulled backwards I lost energy but so did the opposition. The opposing force could only pull me back so far. Then we were both equal; it was a stalemate situation. I could do nothing but neither could they.

In this case I was able to regain my energy reserves more quickly than the opposing force and I was able to continue forward within weeks. The opposition had to accept some future physical event that would be in my favor, one that would somehow affect the lives of the opposition.

The collective always resists change. It does not matter if the collective will benefit from something good happening to me, it simply does not want to change the status quo. And the change in astral circuitry magically forces the change that must affect some physical event in the future.

This type of dream work is exhausting because one’s energy reserves are destroyed time after time in some type of confrontation until a suitable compromise is worked out and all conflicts neutralized. It becomes a matter of who has the most energy available over long periods of time. Dream work and magical work is all about who has the most energy!

I have used my own dreams as examples, but everyone’s dreams work in the same fashion and determine how future events will affect us and our lives.

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I’m going to continue where I left off on the evolutionary master cycles that we have gone through on our way to becoming human beings.

The DNA pattern found at the center of each cell is literally the photon driven energy system that keeps the cell alive and gives it the vitality to attract nutrients and to expel waste. Each living cell is its own photon driven energy system keeping its own bion intact.

The sixth master cycle produced organic life forms that were asexual in nature. Male and female reproductive organs were found on the same life form. Examples of this type of life form are some flowers or trees. The reproductive organs organized themselves around the living life force energy at one end and the memory traces or astral pattern of past lives at the other. One part of it tried to maintain the life of the individual cell through adaptation to new environmental conditions and the other tried to maintain life by forcing it to travel the path that had been proven successful in the past.

The seventh master cycle produced male and female life within the species. Awareness had split into male awareness and female awareness. This division of the sexes had a profound effect on the species ability to grow and adapt to new and unusual life conditions.

The two organizing awarenesses and intelligences emerged as organizing intelligences within each individual. In the male the ability to mutate to new life conditions was dominant and the astral pattern of what had worked before was dormant. In the female the astral pattern of what had worked before was dominant and the ability to mutate and adapt to new conditions was dormant. Another way of saying this is that males are more unstable than females. At this point the male and female did not have much in common except the reproduction of the species. Males and females of each species were not able to relate except in the instinctive functions of reproduction of the species.

The eighth master cycle produced human beings and for the first time created self-awareness and the ability to reason. Both sexes contained the adaptable and unstable shadow as well as the collective pattern of what had worked to sustain life in the past. These were both created as secondary personalities. The normal human ego was formed to mediate and rule these two alien and opposing personalities. The task of integrating the secondary personalities has erroneously been called the battle for one’s soul or the battle between good and evil. It is the task of the normal human ego to integrate both, not to submit to just one of them. I

The ninth master cycle will presumably force humanity into a quantum leap that will bring a new type of existence and awareness that is a complete octave beyond what it currently enjoys. It will be a quantum leap in the evolutionary process! While this master cycle has not yet occurred, there are many that believe the beginning of this master cycle is imminent. In fact, it is probably the only thing that new agers and end of the worlders have in common. This is happening right now.

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