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At Last

The ocean lies poured
Out like a dream,
Rays of the sun
Sparkle over it.
My senses lie like the sea,
When it is calm,
Rays of love
Tremble over them.
It came after all the storming,
Finally calm.
Finally becoming one,
You and I.

Mia Holm 1900
translation by Joe Bandel

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A knife in a dream indicates a surplus of energy. If we have a weapon we will also have clothing.

A weapon like a knife indicates the ability to manipulate the outcome of the dream in some manner. This means using our energy reserve and attempting to make the energy flow in a manner favorable to us. Put in other terms we might find ourselves in some type of astral battle or duel and using our knife or other weapon to defend ourselves. We need to defend ourselves to keep the energy flowing in the same direction. There is a threat the energy flow will be reversed.

In dreams we do not fight inanimate objects. Inanimate objects reflect physical obstacles that we must somehow get around. Anything we end up fighting is animate and indicates the opposing force of another individual, often someone close to us or perhaps even ourselves. The monster we fight in dreams is either someone else functioning in a very distorted manner and affecting our physical lives or it is a part of our own inner self that we are in denial about, a part that is also affecting our physical life.

Is the dream empowering and expansive or is it restrictive and making us helpless victims? In any case it is an accurate reflection of a certain energy and situation in our physical life. Are we being healed or victimized in the dream experience?

Weapons such as guns, grenades and bombs represent very large energy reserves that can be tapped to influence the direction of energy flow within the dream. These dream weapons are so powerful they can even be projected and used at a distance. In the dream we can shoot someone or something without being close to it. A knife battle involves hand to hand combat that is more desperate when we are closely matched.

While it is a sign of empowerment to have a weapon in a dream the natural consequence is to find ourselves in situations where we need to use it. In life there is a competition for things. By using our energy reserves to make the current flow in a favorable direction someone else is suffering an energy reversal and they will astrally come to discover what the problem is and try to correct it. They desire what we desire. This causes an astral duel or confrontation. As a person’s power increases these duels can become more frightening because of the intensity of the forces involved.

In a recent dream someone shot me in the chest and blew my chest wide open. Whoever this person was they had a tremendous energy reserve available. My own reserves were even greater because I merely healed myself and didn’t even bother to attack the other person. There was no need to. With that shot he had expended his energy reserves and was no threat to me. My ability to heal proved the energy would continue to flow as I intended it.

There was a time for about two years when I was constantly being challenged in some type of astral duel and having to fight. In later years as my reserve of power has grown such encounters have become very rare. In one dream I took someone’s knife away from them, broke the blade and handed the knife back.

What this tells me is my ability to act and influence astral events is not really challenged by many people and is in fact supported by many that do believe in me and what I am trying to do in my life. This empowerment is reflected in physical life as a growing sense of accomplishment and recognition from others. Each day brings me a little closer to my goals in life and that progress makes me happy. I have become magically powerful.

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“Nothing But Motion” is the title of Dewey Larson’s classic work describing his reciprocal theory. Everything is created out of motion. The simplest type of motion is vibratory energy. This happens to coincide with my own Rosicrucian beliefs.

All things are simply vibratory energy at the deepest and most fundamental levels of existence. Please keep in mind that the following is my interpretation of Dewey Larson’s work. He comes at this from a purely scientific framework while I am coming at the same material from a metaphysical and psychological framework.

The simplest form of vibratory energy is “scalar”. Scalar means an outward expanding pulse of energy in all directions followed by an inward contracting pulse of energy. We can easily see the photon as an example of an outward pulse of energy that is expanding in all directions at the same time.

We can see an electrical discharge as in inward contracting pulse of energy. Combined we have light and electricity as flip sides of the same coin. They are reciprocals of each other and parts of each other like the yin/yang symbol.

In fact, outward expansive energy is metaphysically termed male energy and inward contracting energy is termed female energy. At the highest and most abstract we have the God of Light and the Goddess of Electricity. Together they form all of creation.

On a much larger scale our entire galaxy is slowly being sucked into a black hole at its very center. When we look outward in any direction we see stars moving away from us and accelerating to near the speed of light. How can this be possible? Common thought is the big bang theory has caused this to happen and we are at the center of the explosion. How is that for ego centric?

Scalar motion offers a different perspective and explanation for the same phenomenon. Everything that is contained within our galaxy is trapped by the gravitational forces of the black hole at its center and being slowly drawn into it. In a scalar manner everything is slowly shrinking but we don’t notice because all things are shrinking around us at the same rate.

At the edges of our galaxy stars and other objects are escaping from the gravitational pull and expanding outward in all directions around us. They are expanding;we are shrinking. Since there is no frame of reference this is only noticeable at extreme distances.

Scalar motion and its vibratory outward and inward pulsing are responsible for the creation and movement of all things. This duality in action can also be called male and female energy.

Perhaps the most interesting part of the Reciprocal theory is the concept of two separate but connected universes that co-exist together. They are the universe as we know it called Space/Time and its reciprocal or inverse called Time/Space. Each universe is three dimensional.

In our universe space or physical reality is three dimensional while time is linear. In the Time/Space universe time is three dimensional and space is linear. I immediately made the connection between this Time/Space universe and the astral worlds or dream worlds.

This led to some startling insights into the astral worlds. Among them was the concept of how gravitation works in the Time/Space universe or astral worlds.

In physical reality as we know it mass gravitates toward other physical mass. We are drawn gravitationally toward the center of the earth because of its physical mass. In the astral potential events would gravitate toward each other. Events gravitate and not matter. This would give several potential outcomes to any physical event. It would also mean events gravitate toward each other. This means important nexus points in time would exist where many things would be happening at once. Other time periods would not be as important and very little would be happening.

It was easy for me to believe that events cluster together. Many events are often triggered by one single event that has many deep and lasting consequences. In my own life I could see evidence of critical time periods where my life underwent radical changes. Critical time periods do exist.

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