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In previous posts I talked about the evolution of the photon as the first master cycle and I also talked about the evolution we experienced as radio waves in the second master cycle. It’s worth mentioning that our awareness, the awareness of our soul can regain awareness at those levels and use the photon body as an astral body to travel through the universe. It can use both the manifesting cone of power and the banishing cone of power for magic.

In a similar manner the North and South magnetic fields of the earth work together to make the earth turn in the same direction. In the rotation of a sphere we find the resolution of the paradox of opposites. In the duality of the universe there is always paradox and there is always resolution.

The third master cycle is when the north magnetic vortex and the South magnetic vortex combine to create a spinning orb or the first element, a hydrogen atom! This third master cycle produced all of the elements that exist today beginning with hydrogen and ending with some still unknown to us. It is probable that there are 118 elements in all. This would completely fill the seventh outer ring and forced the creation of a completely new type energy system. Each atom and element has its own lifespan and its own special characteristics.

The fourth master cycle produced molecules and compounds. As the oldest photons were forced to become molecules and compounds their awareness became that of the molecule or compound and their life span also became that of the molecule or compound. The magnetic field that surrounded the molecule was of the type and frequency that never existed before. It’s aura and behavior was more complex than anything that had existed before. It was a quantum leap in evolution!

The fifth master cycle produced cellular life. This is the first evidence of life as we know it. Simple one celled life forms floated on calm ocean waters. They absorbed light energy from the sun and grew. They absorbed minerals and electrical life energy from the ocean water and they lived! At a critical location and time on the earth’s surface life was formed. These cells were round with a nucleus and had a thin membrane for an outer cover.

Living matter was a quantum leap because for the first time intelligence and awareness was independent of physical matter. The individual cell retained an organizing awareness and intelligence that stayed as long as the cell remained alive. This organizing awareness and intelligence remained independent from the nutrients that passed into the cell and the waste matter that passed out of the cell. The organizing awareness remained with the cell until its death.

Wilhelm Reich termed this organic life force orgone energy and claimed that each cell produced a bion. These bion’s were the first astral creations linked to living physical organisms. They were our first astral bodies as living creatures. These bion’s collectively were the life force that circulated among living organisms. They contained the first living strands of DNA.

Upon the death of the organisms memory traces remained within the astral as patterns for the new cellular life to follow. In this way history and life could repeat itself over and over again by following the patterns that existed within the akashic records. Time is circular and history does repeat itself as life tends to repeat itself.

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In a very direct and real way it doesn’t matter if God can forgive us if we can’t forgive ourselves! We need to be able to forgive ourselves! That means living in a way that we are not ashamed of and one that leaves our conscience free.

When I was a young boy my conscience didn’t wake up until I was 14. I grew up in poverty and there were so many things that I wanted to have but I didn’t have any money. So I shoplifted, little things like candy.

I grew up in a very religious family and every Christmas my grandparents sent us kids little books of the Bible stories. I love to read and I soon knew all the stories my heart. But I didn’t feel them in my heart. When I was 14 I went to confirmation classes. I knew all the Bible stories and was very bored. But before class I would go to the donation offering box and steal some money out of it, go to the store to buy some candy and then eat that candy during confirmation class.

But it started bothering me. My conscience was waking up and even though I was getting away with it, I didn’t like the person that I was becoming. Over a period of several months this feeling of self loathing became so strong that I had a spiritual crisis. I broke down and asked God to forgive me and promised that I would never do or say anything that went against my conscience. To this day I have remained true to that vow.

Imagine living forever and not being able to forgive yourself! Self torment and self loathing are some of the most horrible and hellish things anyone can experience!

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This project has taken on a life of its own and become far more exhaustive than I originally concieved it to be. Care must be taken to not lose sight of the true goal, the development of the human soul and its powers.

Organic Gnosticism can be summarized quite simply by saying that the world would be a better place if everyone could experience two orgasms a day! Everything else would then take care of itself. So in the highest sense Organic Gnosticism is about love, the love between Divine Counterparts, true opposites. It is also about the love between males and females on the level of the soul, the non physical love of the soul that can be shared with each other.

But mostly it is about sharing some of the mysteries that I have personally experienced while walking and discovering this path. The unseen worlds, the astral worlds only become real when you give energy to them. I have found a way to give energy to them that works for me personally. The results have been incredible in terms of soul growth and personal mental and emotional healing. It would be wrong for me to not share these things with others.

In my research and studies I have discovered tantalizing evidence that some of the basic principles of Organic Gnosticism can be found in all traditions and religions around the world that are concerned with the development of the soul and its survival after the death of the physical body. But each tradition or religion only seems to have fragments of a higher truth, a higher practice.

So in the highest sense Organic Gnosticism is also about the reclaiming of an ancient tradition and the beginning of a new cycle of humanity. There is really nothing new in it. It represents the Way of Woman and the Way of Man in the New Garden of Eden! It is the old original pattern of humanity finally come around full cycle to be discovered once more in this age of dissolution.

Our external world is a hologram of our inner world projected outward into time and space. We live in a collective hologram and conflict often arises when we want one type of world and someone else wants another type of world.

The development of our soul and its powers allows us to creatively deal with things on the non-physical planes or astral planes and modify them in such a way that manifests the physical reality of our desire. This is the goal of magical practice and Organic Gnosticism is the most powerful way to empower the individual soul to achieve this.

If the battles can be fought and determined in the astral planes they don’t need to be fought in the physical world!

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Chrysanthemums

Kätie read my songs
And wants me to write
About chrysanthemums,
Chrysanthemums —
The flowers that Kätie loves.
So I sit down at my desk,
I put my head in my hands
And I search, search
For the soul of this flower—
And I think:
Yes, — — I know of two images
That can assist me on the trail —
The first: The fine touch of the Frenchman,
Pierre Loti. He sensed it and described it
In “Madame Chrysanthème”
In the foggy tones of “The Boys of Glasgow”,
He borrowed the image from Whister,
Taking it as his own vision. —
Yet this flower speaks differently to me,
No, I can not find its faint sound
Or its essence —
Let me search further —
And the other image?
In the house of my mother
Hangs in the hall
An engraved face
Of the Madonna
Engraved out of
Splendid white crystal
And framed with ebony.
The Sixtina — and on both sides
Are found two little shelves
That hold large gray vases.
In the vases mother
Always placed chrysanthemums,
Always chrysanthemums.
Why only chrysanthemums?
Yes, mallow should have been placed there
Red, white and violet mallow!
I search for the soul of this flower
Why can’t I find a trace anywhere?
I must ask Kätie!
“Kätie! Kätie!”
Kätie comes and rocks in the chair!
“Oh you big fool! — you brood, brood,
Meditate, think — and have nothing
To say about my favorite flower?
Then listen:
The coquette shepherd girl
Of Trianon at a feast
Wove colored chrysanthemums
On her shepherd’s staff —
At the ball Kätie laughed and danced
And on her white shoulders laughed
Colored chrysanthemums
Fluttering like leaves, like the colored
Shepherd’s garland playing in the wind.
Forgetting all her troubles and worries
And for a few short hours
Giving herself up to love’s sweet caresses,
Filling her poor senses!
You see — that — is all it is!”
And I knelt,
“Kätie, let me kiss you shoulders,
Kiss the flowers on your shoulders,
Your bright chrysanthemums — Katharina!”

-Hanns Heinz Ewers
translation by Joe Bandel

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The dream world or astral world is physically real and created from the earth’s magnetic field energy. It is created from the inductive portion of a huge resonant circuit with the physical earth itself forming the capacitive portion of the circuit.

The dream world or astral world is a counterpart to the physical and functions in an inverse manner. Dewey Larson’s reciprocal theory is a general field theory that explains these two interconnected universes. He calls them the space/time universe and the time/space universe. In the physical world we have individual physical bodies. In the astral world we are all part of each other and a part of all that exists.

An astral body of mine can be in someone else’s dreams without my being aware of it. Someone else may be in my dream and not be aware of it. In dreams bits of our awareness leave our sleeping bodies and travel the magnetic ley lines or astral worlds surrounding the earth.

In our dreams an energy cord is connected or severed. That is the purpose of the dream, to alter the circuit that exists in the astral world in a subtle way. Dreams alter a circuit and then allow energy to pass through the dream. When the energy ceases to flow the dream ends. A dream is a discharge of energy between two physical things that are connected through astral cords.

Physical bodies generate and store energy like batteries. This energy is discharged through astral cords or magnetic flux lines. If I appear in someone else’s dream I will retain a connection with my physical body even if I am not aware of being in the dream.

My physical body stores the energy charge that has been built up throughout the day. My physical body acts as a battery that stores energy. Because of the energy transfer that occurs in dreams my physical body will either have more energy in the morning or it will have less energy. What I am saying is that dreams are real and reflect an actual energy transfer and alteration of the circuitry that exists within the astral world.

Nightmare dreams reflect situations in which the energy flow is going against us and where it is stronger than our own reserves. It reflects a serious physical situation that is not in our control and an area that we are trying to repress or avoid dealing with. In these situations our energy is destroyed as it contacts the opposing energy and we have a dream that is out of control and frightening. We experience weakness and loss of energy and a draining of vitality. .

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It is up to humankind to create and control its destiny and life’s circumstances. Life and the world are what we make of them. Good recognizes good, evil recognizes evil. The mind can make evil into good and good into evil. It is our choice!

We must have faith in humankind. Believe there is a God that cares. We have to believe in something and it might as well be the still small voice of conscience and the Christ spirit that dwells in every human heart! Put your trust in the master within your own heart and listen to the wisdom of your own soul.

Everything in the universe works on fixed laws.

Men do not feel the worth of their own souls. When one man speaks what all feel the heart is filled with ecstasy. The heart in each of us responds to beauty and truth.

In the emptiness of loss we are drawn closer to those we have loved. We are enfolded by infinity with eternity before us and behind us. Before us is that awful mystery of death. Life is sacred, death is sacred. Work while the day lasts for the night of death comes, in which no man can work.

Life of a community depends on its moral condition. The public is a vast expansion of individual life. No free government can endure when the base and ignoble are elected to office.

There are great duties demanded of us by God that we have the ability to do. The soul has vast powers and capacities.

There is a loneliness in deep sorrow that only God can relieve. Mind struggles against calamity and is led to God. We seem not to know something’s worth until we have lost it. We take things for granted until it is too late.

Everyone by God’s gift has the power to rise. Great emergencies develop great powers within us. The same difficulty that breaks one down makes another strong. Human nature can’t bear to suffer for nothing

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Spring

Emerald spring
Long-ago
Magic moments
Dancing slow
As the newborn
Waters flowed
In spring

We sang songs soft and slow
Held hands and whispered low
Can I forget I loved you so
In spring
Roses bloomed, children sang
And our love a shining thing
Glowing, growing with our sharing
Until the night you left
In spring

Searing summer
Scorching fire
Hellish wins
Fanned my desire
Raging flames
A funeral pyre
Ashes of love that never was
In spring

Rainbow fall
Let me borrow
Painting through
Blue nights of sorrow
Colors for
A new tomorrow
A mask to hide the death of love
And spring

Bitter winter
Your winds blow
Burry dreams
Beneath the snow
Protect the seed
So it can grow
Into a more enduring love
In spring

We’ll sing songs soft and slow
Hold hands and whisper low
Then I’ll say I love you so
In spring

When roses bloom and children sing
Our love will be a shining thing
Glowing, growing with our sharing
A love that’s new
Eternal spring
Emerald Springs
Golden glow
Magic moments
Dancing slow
As the newborn
Waters flow
In spring
Glowing, growing with our sharing
A love that’s new
Eternal spring

– Joe Bandel

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We monitor the development of our energies through dreams. If we are living intensely enough our dreams will be vivid and empowering. If we are not living intensely our dreams will reflect a weakening as we lose ground. Dream life is a form of astral work which reflects physical life.

When we are happy and empowered in our dreams we are happy and empowered in our physical lives. Each dream involves a specific type of astral energy and represents our development in that particular energy. When something is wrong or threatening there is a weakness which we must confront or it will act to destroy us.

It is important that we remember our dreams and learn the symbolic language so that our inner self can communicate with us. This symbolic language is personal and one dream image will mean different things to different people. Dream dictionaries are not that helpful.

Each dream is either the creation of a new energy connection between people and issues or the severance of an old connection. By this I mean that each dream connects one dream episode to the next in the same way that our thoughts are connected to each other through a connection or association.

During each dream the energy generated during the day flows through the astral cords and is released. The release of this energy creates the movement within the dream itself. If we gained energy the dream will be empowering. If we lose energy the dream will be threatening. By living an intense life we can ensure that our dreams will be empowered ones. This empowerment will be reflected in our physical lives as well.

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Mastery of life is not living in your head; it is living in the real world!

Delusions and pie-in-the-sky idealism lead to helplessness and inaction. Infinite regression type questions are the easiest way to render someone helpless and ineffective. Anything worth knowing is self-evident and simple. Once something is pointed out anyone can recognize it. What I’ve tried to do is collect a lot of self-evident and simple things and present them in a way that makes sense. Collecting this information led to almost 20 years of head tripping! In a way it represents my struggle to regain a normal emotional and fulfilling life. It is my hope these posts will prevent others from experiencing some of the tragedies involved in head tripping that I had to deal with.

It will become self-evident that a collection of simple things can be adequate for a general understanding of both the physical and the nonphysical worlds and for a life’s philosophy.

We have talked about how the entire universe is a photon driven energy system ruled by the laws and physics of chaos theory. The energy system progresses until it can’t anymore. There is no more room or space. It is at this point the energy system goes chaotic. As energy continues to be applied the system makes a quantum leap to a new kind of energy with new characteristics. It makes a quantum leap! There are seven smaller cycles followed by one master cycle which represents a major quantum leap into radical new territory and organization. We see this number seven in the seven colors of the rainbow, the seven notes of the musical scale and the seven possible electron rings around the nucleus of an atom.

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I was a driving instructor for 14 years teaching teenagers how to drive and get their drivers license. Before that I did family crisis counseling and I briefly worked as a children’s mental health social worker. I loved working with teenagers! But I soon realized that being a driver’s ed instructor was much more to my liking than working with families in crisis.

In both cases I tried to be consistent, serious and sincere. I tried to be matter-of-fact and tell it like it was and I treated people like I would want to be treated. The difference between social work and driver’s ed was that in social work I was often working against the will and attitude of the teenager because they didn’t really want any help. What they really wanted to do was act out! In the end social work and crisis counseling often turned out to be helping the parents cope with rebellious teenagers as they went ahead and did what they damned well pleased.

But being a driving instructor was completely different. I was working cooperatively with teenagers who wanted to learn how to drive and wanted to get their drivers license as quickly as possible. What a remarkable difference! I was simply myself and I allowed them to be their selves as well. I was not threatening and they did not feel threatened. The driving sessions were so powerful that it was very satisfying and amazing to watch as their skills and self-esteem flourished and as their confidence grew through a two hour driving session.

I was the only driving instructor that turned the radio on during the first behind the wheel and I spoke as little as possible, allowing the road itself to teach the students what they had to do. We all learn best and fastest by physically doing things and that’s what I taught!

I didn’t try to fill their heads with my own knowledge and rationale, but instead created a specific route that challenged these new drivers in very specific ways over and over again until they got it right. I’d simply tell them to turn right or turn left and left the rest up to them to figure out in their own way through the physical actions of driving the vehicle. I didn’t let them do anything dangerous and there were times when I had to grab the wheel or slam on the brake myself but those times were very rare. I also told them when they did something wrong so they wouldn’t do it again.

I had high expectations for my students and they never let me down! Each driving session was a unqualified success! That’s the way life should be for everyone!

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