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When we were children we immersed ourselves in the world without thinking about it. We wanted experience, not awareness. As we became teenagers our awareness grew and we began to distance ourselves from reality and live in our heads. Today that has become a real problem. We need to get back to our hearts.

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Three of Pentacles

Symbol– Lumberjack wants to embrace her
She hands him ax instead
Meaning- attraction

He has used her high level physical energy as encouragement to achieve those things in life that he wishes for. He is at an all time peak of popularity and success. Still he wants more. He wants her. He tries to get her into a serious relationship with him.

He is beginning to generate low level physical energy and he is sexually attracted to her. He is motivated by lust and other lower level motivations. He tries to force his attentions on her and gain her interest.

The result is that she gives him her excess low level physical energy and encourages his sexual advances to a point. She is still not ready for a sexual relationship and tries to divert his sexual energy into other physical activities.

Low level physical energies are not only sexual energies, they are also the energies of abuse and violence. If he or she has a personal history of violence or abuse these will be activated at this time.

This may include violent fights and quarrels as well as potential rape or enslavement. The point is that he receives her energy through a type of physical domination and she is at this point physically at his mercy, much depends upon the type of person he is. This is potentially a dangerous time for her.

She senses this danger and tries to defuse it by diverting his attention into more harmless areas, areas of non-personal physical activities. This may or may not work.

Male experience:

He is at his peak both physically and socially. He is successful in his life’s goals and thinks he can have anything he desires in life. He wants her and he wants her sexually.
He is powerful and confident and moves in on her easily. He tries to become sexually involved with her and when she resists his advances he tries to force her with his will power. If that doesn’t work he may physically try to force her into doing what he wants. He won’t take no for an answer.

Female experience:

Suddenly she becomes aware of the dark and dangerous side of this charming person that she had been attracted to. His sexual advances seem threatening instead of pleasurable and she senses that he wants control over her.

This turns into a battle of wills that is very dangerous for her and may even lead to physical violence or rape if she is not very careful. He won’t take no for an answer and she is powerless to make him go away. She tries to divert his attention to more harmless subjects and that may or may not work.

 

Are you bigger than the stick? Do you remember as a child when your will was so strong that it became stronger than the fear of punishment. What happened? Do you remember when there were consequences to our actions? That was three generations ago, three generations of people no longer needing to experience the consequences of our actions, both good and bad. Look at what our world has become! The world demands discipline and it can either be self-discipline or externally imposed discipline. Why does it always need to be externally imposed discipline? I believe in self-discipline so strongly that I have become so fed up with the idiocy of the left that I have felt compelled to join the NRA, not because I care about guns, but because I care about personal freedom and liberty!

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Two of Pentacles

Symbol– He places her on a pedestal and brings her gifts
She reaches down to him in love

Meaning- movement

He begins to generate high level physical energy and constructively work toward the things he wants in life. After he achieves his goals he will find the right person. What is important for him now is that he gets on with life.

He has compassion in his heart for the loneliness and suffering of others. He is a gentle and productive person and others respect him. As he interacts with others he becomes less lonely and more supportive of others.

Others become physically supportive of him and his efforts. He receives excess female physical energy that combines with the energy he is generating. They physically encourage him in his efforts. This energy helps him to continue the struggle of his solitary physical lifestyle and his labors to achieve the things he wants in life. He has female friends.

She sees him as a very attractive hardworking man that has a lot going for him. She gives him her excess physical energy in the form of support and recognition. She is interested in spiritual things and these are the things she sees in him. His lofty ideals and his spiritual nature that is also applied constructively in physical activities.

She is a slave to the circumstances of her past karma but knows that as soon as her karma is over she will begin to live the improvements in life that she has earlier astrally created. She is trapped in the present moment.

In the meantime she laughs with good companions and enjoys the solitary life as much as she can. She enjoys his company because he makes her feel good but there is no relationship, only a casual friendship.

Male experience:

He is content to lead a solitary life and is a highly spiritual person. He is a hard worker and well liked by others. Others give him public support and encouragement, especially other females. They see him as having a lot going for him.

This public support helps encourage him in his efforts to get ahead in life and life goes a little better for him right now.

Female experience:

It is better to lead a solitary life than to be in a relationship with the wrong person. She enjoys the company of good friends and companions and avoids serious relationships. She is lonely but she is learning to live with her loneliness.

She has no real public support and is just an ordinary personal in the eyes of society. She tries to remain in the background and maintain a low key type of lifestyle. Something that she is comfortable with. Something that is really her.

 

 

How do you know what’s best for me? We are all unique and have insights that are unique to our personal experience of life. How can hive minded collectivists presume to act in my own interest? Or your interest! We need to empower ourselves, not external authorities. Why is it so important that we must have the same beliefs and values?

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Ace of Pentacles

Symbol-Half male and half female figure

Meaning- union

At this point both the male and the female are freely generating spiritual, mental, and emotional energy. They each have a strongly developed psychic sense. They each have strongly developed astral bodies and they have each astrally created potential futures for themselves.

They both have a good understanding of the opposite sex and realize that no one can fill the emptiness within themselves. If there is something missing in their lives it is because they themselves have made that choice. No one else can make us complete. We must find completeness within ourselves.

The lesson learned is that when you feel that you need someone of the opposite sex you will never find the right person. Only after you have accepted the loneliness and found peace in a solitary lifestyle will you find the relationship that you seek.

Anyone and everyone is potentially a perfect mate because we are all part of the same universal soul. We are all part of each other. It doesn’t really matter who you have a relationship with if it is a good one.

Male experience:

He is content to live the life of a bachelor and find peace and joy in doing physical activities. Being and doing unite as much as possible and he is able to lose himself in the moment of day to day living.

He discovers the Goddess within himself and seeks to understand more of his feminine nature. He grows above his personal limitations and accepts himself as a sexually attractive person. He understands death and realizes that he is an immortal soul.

Female experience:

She is content to live alone. If she never finds the right man that is okay with her because she has him in her heart. She is a Goddess and life is opening up to her in total aliveness.

She does what she chooses and acts with gentleness and love. She is reborn and realizes once more that sex and male- female relationships are good. She knows that she needs sex for a full and complete life.

I Don’t Care!

We are told to care about everything except our own mental, emotional and spiritual health. Why? Why is it always only external authority and never the internal authority of one’s inner conscience. What is so dangerous about following our conscience?

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Things have really been crazy this past few weeks and I’ve been trying to keep up with all of it. One significant thing is the internet censorship that is currently going on and how so many people are being shut down or censored. Free speech is free speech. You either have it or you don’t. One thing is certain. They are certainly trying to take it away!

I’ve also been following some truther sites and the Q posts with great interest. What I’m finding out is that posts about Gaia’s ascension, soulmates, divine counterparts, recognition of extraterrestrial life, UFO’s, mind control, the deep state and government coverups and many other things do all seem to be converging into a consensus reality. This means that there is an interest in the things that I write about and produce videos about. I had all but given up hope that I could ever grow the number of followers I would need to do this full time. Now it seems that perhaps this might be possible if I act now while things are in turmoil.

My most powerful material is focused intently upon the development of the soul and its powers. This happens primarily through the energetic exchanges of love relationships between soulmates and divine counterparts, something that everyone should be interested in. This energetic exchange of love between males and females is fundamentally the driving force of all creation and the basis of all tantric teachings.

But over the past few months I’ve also posted what I believe to be the true essence of the western mystery tradition in a way that is valid for today. This includes Organic Gnosticism, or the wisdom of the life force and the wisdom hidden within the DNA and human body itself. This entire series of concepts forms an interwoven and mutually supporting matrix or paradigm of reality that is superior to anything existent today. These are the teaching of our new world and appropriate for our new time! In essence they focus on the importance of following the Christ spirit within each human heart which speaks through the still small voice of conscience as the ultimate internal authority in our lives. It is vital that we all follow this internal authority and not give our own power away to external authorities! We need to understand how important it is to have a strong sense of self with a strong ego for mental and emotional health. Our current society doesn’t encourage self empowerment, but instead encourages the apathy and mind control of the politically correct hive mind.

While I have written at length about these things I have not produced videos about them and made them available. This is the next step that I am considering. Making videos will reach many more people because only a few people take the time to read these days. So my plan is to produce interesting videos that integrate with current day thoughts and concerns and focus upon solutions and personal self empowerment.

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The Strangling Hand
by Karl Hans Strobl
translated by Joe E. Bandel
Copyright Joe E. Bandel
The Strangling Hand Ch 1 pg 9-12

“His memory permits him to be like a saint, but it will not belittle him, if I tell you that he didn’t have any more to give, that he was not producing any more great creations. The people have already glorified and immortalized his claim to fame. The world would have become very impatient if they had to wait for his final great work. They would have become very impatient with him and because of that his glory would have become less than it now is.”

“But you have only spoken to me about him, now tell me a little about yourself.”

“There is not anything to say about myself, other than that I loved him.”

“There is only one love, but it’s appearance is multifold and varied like the colorful images of this world and nature will never tire of creating ever changing shapes and blossoms. Each day is a celebration.”

The glass dome arched higher, and an exquisite silence sank down upon her that rang against the smooth marble walls like silver. Then the Frau began to talk, and the finger tips of her hands slid over the cool surface of the table.

“He lifted me up, when I was close to falling. I s pent my youth among strange people, in whose houses I had to educate spoiled children. They tolerated me at the table, because they were so disturbed by the bad habits and sassy questions of the little girls. But they never forgot to let me know that my good work was in service to them.

The grown sons and Masters of the houses often pretended to be sweet when they were alone with me. They brought little gifts and flowers, which they asked me to hide from their mothers and spouses. I pretended not to understand their hints and wishes, so I could never find a permanent home.

Going from place to place made me tired, and in the house where I finally ended up the not so subtle pressure of the gentleman wore down my resistance. He had a strange power over his entire environment and was a terrible Master. He had the cruelty and lewdness of an Assyrian conqueror.

It was one evening in a quiet park, after a difficult storm, when I felt that my power was broken and that I would soon succumb to his will. I saw swans like blue birds with large wings fly up a narrow stream, and from far away came the sounds of their music.

That was where I spoke to a young man, and his first words told me that a poet was standing in front of me. He felt my despair and the distress deep within my soul. Every one of his words was so good and kind that they seemed to caress me like soft hands and I could not resist him. When he asked me to share his happiness and his meager life, I took it as a gift from an old friend.

He led me back to the house of my oppressor, beat his empty threats into the wind, and didn’t allow himself to be intimidated by the teeth grinding and angry gestures.. Then we lived in a dream for six years and … were … happy.”

The long beard of Eleagabal Kuperus trembled on his breast. His finger followed a red marble thread on the table, at which the young blond Frau was sitting. Her eyes seemed to be blinded by a radiant glory. The dark cloth that had covered her head and shoulders had slid down onto her lap, and all the light in the room, which flowed in invisible waves, seemed to appear and collect on her transfigured pale face and radiate back at him.

“Have you told me everything?” Asked Eleagabal Kuperus.

“I have been given very much. What I mean is that we were happy.”

“Why didn’t you tell me that you were unfaithful to him?”

“It was his right as a poet to leave, and yet, he always returned to me. His love only made my conquest greater”

At that Eleagabal Kuperus bowed down and kissed the young Frau on the forehead, and she looked him quietly in the eyes as he took her by the hand.

“Now I will gladly fulfill your wish.”

“He spoke of you with reverence and conceived many plans of how he could be closer to you. Your life had a great influence over him. He often said that you were the one that had the power and courage to shake off all the things that he couldn’t. He created his island, which the entire world had to go around. He built high barriers around his life, and only narrow paths led to him. Now he himself comes on a narrow path. It was his last wish to have his head preserved. Will you deny him your skill?”

“I waited for him, and he didn’t come. I will not deny him my skill now . Follow me.”

Eleagabal took the hand of the Frau and walked with her toward the marble wall. No door was visible, and the Frau shrank back when her forehead almost touched the stone. Then she saw that delicate copper leaf vines stretched over the opening and they looked like the green and red veins in the marble. The hand of the man reached in, lifted the vines and she stepped through.

Another room lay in front of her, a type of laboratory with marble walls and like the domed hall it had a row of columns. These columns were permeated with a mild tranquil light that spread through the room in invisible waves. Marble pedestals were placed around the room near the walls, upon which, beneath glass covers, lay human limbs; arms, legs, and hands with the full appearance of life, whose cut surfaces appeared to be still fresh and bloodied. Eleagabal Kuperus lifted up one of the glass covers and invited the Frau to touch the arm, a beautiful woman’s arm. Emma obeyed without horror or disgust and felt how the skin was soft and supple, so that the flesh gave way beneath the pressure of her fingers.

“This arm is 30 years old: it belonged to my daughter Constance,” said Eleagabal. “I studied and researched for a long time until I discovered this method to bring back life from the dead. The old Egyptians preserved the bodies of their dead for life in the underworld. But those dried out, shriveled up bodies, whose cavities were filled with spices and wrapped with countless bandages, are more frightening in their decomposition because they no longer maintain the beautiful shape that life once gave them.”

He pointed to one corner where a wrinkled and ridiculous head could be seen with a narrow gold band around its forehead which appeared to be glowing. It lay within a weathered black coffin. Emma was frightened and turned quickly away, in order to follow Eleagabal, who walked in front of her explaining as he guided her from pedestal to pedestal, from one memorial of his life to the next, and at each she marveled at the perfection of his art, the perfection of its victory over the dead relatives and friends who had donated parts of their bodies to this remarkable museum. So many of them had been dead for decades and their limbs here still retained an unending freshness. They stopped in front of one where the head of a negro lay on a shiny mirrored plate beneath a bell jar.

“This head was not the best part of my Hassan,” said Eleagabal Kuperus, “but it was a strong skull and took more than one chop, which shattered the cutting board, for me to cut it off.”

The way that Eleagabal grabbed the thick curly hair with loving tenderness and softly held it showed how loyal this servant had been and Emma sensed how much he had been loved. A little breeze of eternity, uninterrupted by death, lay in this room, a continued sympathetic existence, on these pedestals placed at measured intervals. And they insured beyond any doubt that oblivion was not known here. The deep peace of a temple and quietness of a true home gave the room a deep sense of happiness. Here time was stopped and could no longer unfold. It was dammed up, and only flowed in a measure that was pleasing to the master of this house, slowly and without beating waves. The water in this chamber did not carry the smell of sewer, of decay and rot that often was given off by a cadaver, but remained refined and clear as if it was purified through a machine.

So detached from all other things, yet at the same time suspended in and through itself, a world in space, so filled with peace lay within this chamber. These things were so strange to the young Frau, so content and inoffensive as they gave themselves to this man. While she was lost in thought and kept coming back to these images of the infinite, the mild light within the room transformed to became stronger and more radiant. It seemed as if red bundles of light radiated out from the columns, until the walls lay bathed in a glowing red like the light through a stained glass window, and all of the limbs twitched upon their pedestals in these strong life giving rays.

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