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Six of Cups

Symbol– He comes to her astrally and takes her emotional energy

Meaning-Exploitation

By this time he can generate a constant supply of emotional energy at will. This male emotional energy creates an imbalance in him that causes him to act as a magnet for female emotional energy. Females are emotionally attracted to him by the sheer power of his personality. He has charisma.

The female energy that he receives strengthens his personality even more until he is noticed by others and enters into the spotlight of popularity. The increased energy allows him to alter potential future events as he wants. He is able to use his male energy to destroy the astral creations that prevent his goals in life. He is out to achieve his dream in its totality.

He uses energy from other females to help him destroy those parts of the future where she is in conflict with him. This loss is devastating to her and it hurts her deeply. She begins to transmute sexual energy into emotional energy but it is the emotional energy of pain and sorrow that she generates. She is already trapped by her other emotional energy creations.

Her loss triggers her ability to generate a deeper type of emotional energy. In time she will be able to use this hurt and anguish energy to create alterations to her astral future because it is a deeper type of emotional energy and closer to the fixed etheric planes. This is the first step that she must take to regain her ability to astrally recreate the potential future she desires.

Still, at this time all she can generate are the emotions of pain and sorrow. She is caught up in the bitterness of the physical life that she has created for herself and in its ruin. She blames him for her misery and may be tempted to use her newly generated pain and sorrow energy to make his life a living hell too. He ruined her life, why shouldn’t she ruin his?

She can do this by altering those astral events in his future that his has previously altered himself. The limits to this are that she can only cause him pain and sorrow because that is all that she can generate. She will take his joy and happiness and leave him the bitterness and agony. She gets pleasure from causing him pain.

Her other option is to endure her own emotional pain and work with it until she is able to use it creatively to alter her future in a positive way. She must learn to love again. When she is able to do this she will be a wiser and deeper person and able to create a more meaningful life for herself.

Male experience:

He can generate almost unlimited quantities of emotional energy at will and draws other females toward him. He is popular and life is very kind to him. He is able to astrally create the type of life for himself that he wants. He changes the negative elements of his life that she had created for him.

When she is unable to keep up with him or give him emotional support he goes elsewhere to find more adoring fans. He wants a woman that believes in him and in what he is trying to do.

Female experience:

She becomes trapped within the astral future that she had created for herself and begins to generate a deeper emotional energy. This new energy is of sorrow and anguish. She feels lost, betrayed and empty inside. How could things have gone so wrong? She created things in the astral as she wanted them and they were distorted into a nightmare parody of what she had created. Her entire life is filled with pain and sorrow and she must either drink this bitter cup to the last drop herself or give it to him and take pleasure from his pain.

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Five of Cups

Symbol- young woman’s lover is killed at her feet. She is made captive by victor

Meaning- entrapment

He is generating a full supply of emotional energy and absorbing all of her excess emotional energy. As it combines with his energy he gains the ability to astral project and have astral adventures. He is able to sustain an astral body at will.

He has the ability to do dream work. This means that during his dreams he is able to alter the outcome. His dreams represent his potential future and by altering these dreams he is able to alter his future. He takes an active role in trying to astrally contact the girl he is interested in and gets more of her emotional energy. As he does this he alters the astral events she has created into events that are more to his liking. They are not working together.

She is trying to astrally draw her ideal mate to her. Her ideal mate is a lot like her and they have many things in common. Her friend is trying to destroy this future and draw her to himself instead. They are in conflict about what they are trying to accomplish.

As these astral events progress she finds the man of her dreams and falls in love but her old friend ruins the relationship for her. If not in the physical world he is trying to change it in the astral world.

She has already created the future she wants and is trapped within the very thing she has created. It has become a part of the collective and she no longer has the ability to alter it. She can’t defend the future she has created and watches helplessly as her dreams fall apart into ruins through his alterations.
He knows she is the perfect person for him. She is everything that he is not.

She is his soulmate, his missing half. He will do anything, fight anyone to win her love. He is frustrated with her refusal of him and his desire drives him to try pressuring her into a relationship. He won’t take anything else for an answer. She is beginning to feel afraid. She has no desire to have a deeper relationship with him but the shear force of his personality is impossible to resist. He is too powerful for her and he drives off the one she really loves.
She feels herself sucked into this nightmare relationship helplessly against her will. She is completely at his mercy.

Male experience:

She is the perfect one for him and he will convince her of it no matter how hard she resists. Sooner or later she must realize they are meant to be together. He absorbs all of her excess emotional energy and his dreams become vivid and realistic. He has dreams about her with another man and he fights this man in astral battles to win her back.

He is fighting back in his dreams and changes the outcome of them. Each time he confronts a problem in his dreams and defeats it he feels a gain in power. He is creating the type of life he wants to live by astrally fighting for it.

Female experience:

She has created the astral future she desires and it has become part of the collective. She is trapped within the version of her future that the collective gives her. She is forced to watch in horror as the dream life that she astrally created is torn apart piece by piece.
Instead of being drawn toward the one she loves she is helplessly enmeshed in a relationship with someone she doesn’t love.

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Four of Cups

Symbol– shotgun wedding

Meaning- seduction

The Astral Planes merge downward and pour a blessing of love and light onto the initiate in a spiritual baptism. He or she is unable to contain the star within the body and it bursts forth in all of its glory. This is a realization of the Christ Spirit and marks the beginning of the higher initiation.

It signals a sprouting and rapid growth of the soul body. He is generating more emotional energy and it is difficult for him. He feels he is pouring out his entire soul in his effort to find the perfect woman. He is at the edge of his mind. His intellect has been telling him that he is wasting his time and will never find someone. In spite of his intellectual doubts he continues searching and searching, generously giving away his energy with no return. Just as he feels that he can give no more he has the incredible experience of absorbing some of her pure emotional energy. It is a spiritual baptism that surrounds him in waves of light and love. The energy he has given out has found a way back to him.

He might not realize the energy came from her. It could be that he believes it was a beautiful spiritual experience. In any case he wants more of those experiences and doesn’t know how to get them.

This is known as the baptism of the Holy Spirit in some traditions and it triggers an intense desire to generate incredible amounts of emotional energy in the hopes of repeating it.

By this time she has absorbed enough of his emotional energy and used it to create the potential future she wants for herself and for him. To him this could mean he is doomed to a life of mediocrity like everyone else he knows. He has big plans and won’t settle for less than the best of life.

She has no need of her excess emotional energy and freely gives it to him as pure emotional energy. He absorbs this energy from her for the first time and it is a very important time for him. At first he can’t use this energy. It remains trapped in his physical body to be released at night as astral energy that develops his soul.
He uses this energy to open up emotional channels within his body. He learns to integrate this energy so it is not congested in the heart and solar plexus. Over time this energy works its way downward to become a fully activated astral body.

Male experience:

His ego is screaming that he is making a fool of himself. He has been giving and giving of his time and energy without getting anything in return. He has tried to hold himself to the high goal of finding the perfect woman but she doesn’t seem to exist anywhere.

Just when he has given up in defeat he receives a burst of pure female emotional energy that envelops him in an aura of spiritual light and love. It is a spiritual experience and inspires him to generate more emotional love energy. This allows him to build up a permanent astral body.

Female experience:

She enjoys having him around because he gives her energy to help her through the day. She dreams of someday meeting the right person. She thinks about who would be right for her and who would be right for him. He is a nice person and he should have somebody nice too.

The time comes when she knows exactly the type of life she wants and the type of man she wants to share it with. She creates it in the astral as her potential future. Satisfied with that she gives the rest of her excess emotional energy freely away to him as pure emotional energy.

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Three of Cups

Symbol– Secretary attracted to lumberjack.

Meaning- Attraction

He is giving away emotional energy but she is taking it as fast as he can give it away. It seems that he isn’t getting anywhere and is always emotionally drained. He feels conflict between love of her and love of self. It seems to him that giving is fine but at some point his efforts should be rewarded. He becomes more interested in having a serious relationship that has give and take. He is getting tired of giving all the time without getting anything back.

His logic and reason distort things. He doesn’t understand why he can’t find that perfect someone to complete his life. No one is returning energy back to him. He is attracted to women that have qualities he is lacking in. This is how he hopes to bring those things into his life. His supply of emotional energy is almost gone and he feels empty inside. He is looking for someone to fill that emptiness. He is trying to fulfill the male role and he wants someone to play the female role that is so important. It is frustrating when he finds out the type of woman he is attracted to is not attracted to him and doesn’t return his attentions.

She absorbs his emotional energy as fast as he can give it away. She mixes it with her growing amount of emotional energy to form astral emotional energy. In her dreams and astral adventures she uses this astral energy to construct her potential future and his potential future.

This energy is deposited in the astral planes and combines to create a potential future that will be accepted by the collective. In doing this it alters to adapt to societal pressures. The potential future she has created merges with everything else and represents the collective will of humanity.

Areas of disagreement or conflicting interests combine and form compromise events. Once an event has reached this level of the astral it is very difficult for the male to alter because he is pitting his will against the collective will of society. At this point she enjoys comfort and security in a relationship and would like to get involved with someone that shares her likes and interests. Although she is absorbing his energy and likes him as a friend, he is not the type of person she would ever get serious with. They are too different!

Male experience:

He is friendly to everyone and radiating energy and enthusiasm. He is fun to be around but it is getting old because he is not getting anything in return. The types of women he wants are not interested in him as a romantic partner. He chooses women that are very different in the theory that opposites attract.

Female experience:

She likes having him around because he brightens up her life and brings radiance and energy into it. His energy makes her feel good and makes her dream about mister right and what he might be like. Still he is not mister right and she has no intentions of getting romantically involved with her friend. It would never work because they are too different. They don’t have anything in common.

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Two of Cups

Symbol– His encounters with women bring him great joy and happiness. She is a working woman.

Meaning- movement

He is giving away his massive supply of emotional energy that he was given at birth. His casual encounters with women are enough at first. He likes to make women laugh and feel good because it makes him feel good too.

He enjoys life and dreaming. He is filled with a gentle love and sharing and his desires propel him forward. He is attractive to the opposite sex and they enjoy his company. He feels extremely sexual, emotional and radiant.

One person can’t absorb all of the energy he is giving away and he enters a very social period in his life. He is intensely curious about women and wishes to experience all they have to offer. He has an instinctive awareness of the opposite sex with their needs and moods. He is exploring the female part of his own personality. His need is to be gentle, caring and supportive. He may have a religious experience and feel “born again”.

At first she takes his emotional energy as fast as he can give it. She absorbs as much as she can and combines it with her normal supply of emotional energy to form astral emotional energy.

This type of astral energy is denser than mental or spiritual energy and will become physical reality before the other types of energy will. It is more condensed and lower on the astral planes. Therefore it seems less speculative and more real. There is much more substance to it and it feels real.

She creates potential future events with this energy and deposits it in the astral plane to become reality in time. These creations are far more realistic and substantial than anything she has astrally created before.

Her psychic abilities gain strength and her astral dream adventures take on a more sensory and emotional quality. She has an intense desire to know her true purpose in life so she can magickally create it in the astral planes.

She is overwhelmed with his large quantities of emotional energy. He seems so emotional to her, so buoyant and alive. She is a little intimidated and not truly comfortable. She needs great amounts of male energy but she can only handle so much at a time. Things are going too fast and she thinks she is falling behind and missing out in life. She is feeling life has passed her by and she is missing out on the good things. She is a working woman now and that is all she ever does, work, work, work.

Male experience:

He enjoys being around women and they enjoy being around him. He is filled with a gentle love and sharing that everyone enjoys. He is very curious about women and wishes to experience all they have to offer. When he makes them happy it makes him feel happy too. He gives away massive amounts of emotional energy to everybody.

Female experience:

She is tired of waiting for mister right. She absorbs the small quantities of emotional energy she can from him and wishes she could absorb more. He has much more than she can use. This concentrated astral energy creates the potential future she desires for both herself and for him.

She is frustrated with the small amount of emotional energy she has to work with. She wishes he would share all of it with her instead of giving it to everyone else. He doesn’t spend enough time with her. He seems to be having so much fun and others like him so well. She feels life is passing her by and she can’t hurry things at all.

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Ace of Cups

Symbol- With a glowing heart he searches for the Holy Grail. She is the ocean which all water must someday reach.

Meaning- union

Here the old fruit and seed are given to the earth in total sacrifice. The Magical planes merge together and embrace the seed in death. The seed is planted for an intended future growth.

This death marks the beginning of the eighth degree initiation and the end of the crucifixion. The initiate gives all freely and without thought of reward.
Out of the barrenness of his life spring comes. He knows he is capable of having a serious love relationship. All he needs is to find the right person. He feels vibrant and alive. He knows the perfect person exists and he knows he will find her even if it takes forever. He is mentally and emotionally prepared for a serious relationship.

He is sexually frustrated and feels anger and resentment when he can’t find the right person. It seems she is always just out of reach like the mythical Holy Grail.

He is awakening his emotional energies and has so much love that he wants to share. He is overflowing with love and compassion for everyone. If he can’t give his love to her he will give his love to the entire world.

As he searches for true love he spreads joy and peace to everyone he meets. He is well liked by all. He radiates good emotions that others enjoy.

She knows men want her but she is waiting for the right person. She wants a relationship badly but it has to be with the right person. None of the men that are interested in her are what she is looking for.

She is content to wait for him to come to her. Sooner or later he must come into her life. There is no hurry. She has no strong personal desires or drives. Except for him she has everything that she wants.

She feels happiness as her other wishes are fulfilled. She knows that someday her love wish will be fulfilled also. She has created the perfect mate in the astral planes. All that is left is to wait for it to happen. She spreads love and happiness around everyone she knows. Her emotional energy is beginning to awaken and she has so much of it!

Male experience:

He sets off on a search for perfect love. He knows she exists somewhere and he knows he will find her no matter how long it takes. His heart is bursting with the love he wants to share with her.

Spring is in his heart and he spreads joy and happiness as he searches for her. He is a comfort to those that know and love him.

Female experience:

She has astrally created the perfect mate and relationship in the astral plane. She knows that sometime, somewhere, he will come into her life. All she has to do is wait for him. He will come. She is the ocean that all water must someday return to.

She is happy and at peace with her life. She brings joy and peace to those that love her. She turns to enjoy those things that are within her reach and finds joy in the simple things in life.

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Princess Of Cups

The Princess of Cups is related to other cards in the Tarot. She contains the essential elements of the Trump cards THE TOWER, THE STAR, and THE MOON. The Princess is also related to the SIX of CUPS, SIX of PENTACLES, SEVEN of CUPS, SEVEN of PENTACLES, EIGHT of CUPS and EIGHT of PENTACLES.

Her element is Water. Her power is Earth of Water.

She is a mysterious person and no one really knows much about her. She radiates an intense sexuality that almost overpowers others. They are powerfully attracted to her or repelled by her sexually. This presence is so strong that some can feel their heads swimming with a dizzy feeling if they get too close to her. She has extreme magical ability and is a natural born witch. She is able to easily raise the cone of power for magical workings. She is a formidable opponent in astral duels.

Her strength of will power and strength of spirit allow her to overcome all obstacles she may encounter. She has stamina and endurance almost beyond belief. She radiates this energy like a light bulb. She is a real live wire any where she goes. In a fight she goes into a berserker frenzy that may very well be dangerous to the other person. She totally flips out and lashes out in pure rage without knowing what she is doing.

She is very sensual and enjoys all the fine things and luxuries in life like silks and furs. Things that belong only to the very wealthy.

Astrally she is very active in the elemental regions that are the fairy realms of the nature spirits. These are above the fixed etheric realms that have a more physical aspect.

She suffers from some sort of chronic dull pain that makes her life more difficult than others would suspect. At these times it is a very good thing to just leave her alone because when she is hurting she is not a very pleasant person to be around.

She has true natural ability to affect change in the physical world by working magic in the astral planes.

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Prince Of Cups

The Prince of Cups is related to other cards in the Tarot. He contains the elements of the Tarot Trump cards THE TOWER and THE STAR. The Prince is also related to the SIX of CUPS, SEVEN of CUPS, and EIGHT of CUPS. His Element is Water. His power is Water of Water.

He is strongly aware of his physical environment and of what is going on around him. Green is one of his favorite colors and he wears it when he can.

He has a strong aura and gives off energy that others can sense. He has a natural healing ability that he uses to heal and help others. He also has the strong ability to prevent negative astral events from becoming physical reality by transmuting those energies into more harmless energies.

This healing aspect is very strong and his physical body is resistant to any illness or injury. It also works as a type of armor against any psychic attacks. In all he is very well protected.
He is very loyal and honest to a fault. He will not be corrupted from what he feels is the right thing. Being true to his own convictions is the most important thing in his life.

Sometimes this works against him and he lets people take advantage of him. At times his happiness and pleasure are suddenly blocked and he feels trapped and helpless, perhaps even fearful. This happens when he lets others gain control of his life against and they try to force him into actions against his will.

He suffers occasionally a deep intense physical pain that is a result of damaged nerves. There is a deterioration of his nervous system that causes this pain.

He doesn’t have the ability to astral project because he doesn’t have the energy needed to sustain a permanent astral body. His energy is too easily lost or given away to others.

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Queen Of Cups

The Queen of Cups is related to many of the cards in the Tarot. She contains the elements of the Tarot Trump cards THE TOWER and THE STAR. The Queen is also related to the SIX of SWORDS, SIX of CUPS, SEVEN of SWORDS, SEVEN of CUPS, EIGHT of SWORDS and EIGHT of CUPS.

Her Element is Water. Her power is Air of Water.

She has an interest in both ceramics and weaponry. She is adept at magic and is master of the cone of power of magnetic force. With it she can strongly attract or repel whom or what she wishes. She has an enormous amount of power at her disposal and has a magnetic personality that strongly attracts or repels others.

She has a strong awareness of her physical environment and what is going on around her. Still she is often prevented from doing what she wants through a lack of energy or decadent state where she would rather live with what she has than put out the effort to get something else. There is almost chronic depression and inactivity that is very hard for her to beak out of. If it is not effortless she is not interested in doing it.

She is a supreme master of communication, music, and song. These things are very important in her life as a patron of the arts. Much of her time is spent conforming with society’s expectations and doing what others want her to do. She is often prevented from doing the things she would really like to do.
At times she suffers from severe pain that seems to come and go without any real physical cause and is not treatable. No one can do anything about the sharp stabbing pain that is not tolerable.

She lives out her destiny without any significant changes or alterations to it throughout her entire life. She is very aware of what role she is expected to play and does not deviate from that role if she can help it.

She is a medium and psychic. She can generate a luminous ectoplasm type substance and has encounters with ghosts and other spirits of the lower Magical planes. She also is prone to having vivid and lifelike astral visions. Sometimes it is hard to tell what is real and what is not real.

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King Of Cups

The King of Cups is related to many other cards in the Tarot. He contains the essential elements of the Tarot Trump cards THE TOWER, THE STAR, and THE SUN. The King is also related to the SIX of WANDS, SIX of CUPS, SEVEN of WANDS, SEVEN of CUPS, EIGHT of WANDS, and EIGHT of CUPS. His Element is Water. His power is Fire of Water.

He has a strong awareness of the physical environment and is able to manipulate it easily. He has a strong emotional nature and is very powerful astrally. He may have a tendency to shut out those things he doesn’t want to experience. He is a magician and on the astral has energy and power to spare. He can take or give energy equally and is able to manipulate the astral very easily to affect future events. His astral body is fully developed and very strong. He uses Magical power for both defense and offense.

His astral creations are very stable and strongly resist any efforts by others to change them. He has great stamina and endurance that he can tap into if he needs to.

He has a strong affinity with gold and enjoys wealth, luxury, and sexual pleasures. He can’t seem to get enough of the beautiful things in life and that includes the opposite sex.

It is easy for him to make a good impression on others and they like him. However, he may just as easily change and present another aspect of himself to other people. He changes appearances to his best advantage. He spends much of his time day dreaming.

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