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At Last
The ocean lies poured
Out like a dream,
Rays of the sun
Sparkle over it.
My senses lie like the sea,
When it is calm,
Rays of love
Tremble over them.
It came after all the storming,
Finally calm.
Finally becoming one,
You and I.
Mia Holm 1900
translation by Joe Bandel
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Dream Vehicles
Vehicles indicate another type of power, the power to influence the environment. With a weapon we confront the opposition of individuals in our lives. With vehicles we gain mobility within the environment itself. A dream vehicle indicates personal power over the physical obstacles that confront us. It symbolizes that we are in control and moving toward our goals. Loss or damage to our dream vehicle indicates a threat or loss of control in a situation we were previously strong in. The physical realities of the situation have somehow changed and the dream reflects the new dynamics of the situation. We are no longer moving toward our goal.
I’ve noticed some of my dream vehicles were from past periods of my life as I worked through repressed issues and gained control over them. Each vehicle reflected an issue of my past that I had repressed.
It seemed that once I had developed such a vehicle it was quite easy to modernize it. I had overcome the obstacles of the past and was now ready to confront the obstacles of the present.
I am a truck driver and current dreams of vehicles tend to be of my own truck. This indicates the issues in my dreams reflect current issues and not issues from the past returning to haunt me.
Occasionally I am riding in someone else’s vehicle as a passenger or perhaps even driving. I believe this type of dream represents a joining of forces and a cooperative effort with someone else to achieve some mutual goal we both wish for. These are often of an empowering nature and reflect personal growth and empowerment. The joining of forces in the most empowering type of dream there is. Some sexual types of dreams are variations of cooperative efforts at the astral level.
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How It Works!
The soul or observer self that observes our dream selves in dreams is perfectly balanced between male and female energies. Our task is to increase the powers of the soul by empowering it within all the astral levels. This means developing astral bodies within all the astral levels.
But we also live within physical bodies that are sexual, male or female. The male physical body can only generate male sexual energy and the female physical body can only generate female sexual energy. Both need each other for the creation of astral bodies and the empowerment of the individual Soul.
The male physical body is created to ejaculate sperm and to create more sperm on a continuous basis throughout life. In this manner it is expansive and always pressurized, pushing out for release. The act of sex is the natural function that allows this release of pressure.
The female physical body is created to take in male sperm and give forth life. She is born with the number of ovum or eggs that she will carry through the rest of her life. The act of sex is the natural function that allows her to give birth to life.
But sex exists upon the astral planes as well as the physical planes. Within the astral the male is a solar, radiant energy that causes the astral to grow and expand. The female is like a prism that catches the rays of the sun and creates a rainbow of colors. That is why the feminine is so beautiful! She both creates and is the world that we all live in and love.
The power of the male is voltage or astral pressure. The power of the female is creation and attraction.
The male and female begin to generate sexual orgasm energy. As the voltage builds a point is reached within the astral where the energy of one is attracted to the energy of the other and that energy flashes between them as a spark of love and passion. It is a frequency or harmonic that they share at the soul level.
The male continues to astrally send male energy to the female and it fills the female until she is complete. At this point her soul is born and she has an observer self. She continues to astrally accept the male energy and conceives an astral child which she gives birth to. This astral child is the new astral body of the male, the observer self of the male or his soul body. This is the occult hidden meaning of being “born again”!
The male and the female are now astrally linked through the astral umbilical cord. As he continues to generate male sexual energy and send it to her she returns it to him and he creates a timeline within the astral, a timeline that is for both of them. When this timeline is created the energy then returns to her and she creates an astral world around that timeline.
This completes the cycle of soul and world creation and happens within all levels of the astral planes. This is the essence of tantric practice and the essence of all spiritual and magical practices.
This cycle must happen for each of the astral worlds, the worlds of spirit, mental energies, upper emotional energies, lower emotional energies, etheric energies and sexual energies until the astral is forced to manifest the created world and timeline as a physical reality.
The magical couple are soulmates to each other at the level of the world they create. At this point they can choose to continue on together following the timeline the male has created within the world the female has created or they will split apart and go their separate ways more empowered than they were, more complete than they were because they carry the essence of each other in their hearts and souls forever.
More will be clarified in later chapters but this is the essence of the development of the soul and its empowerment for both males and females.
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The basic building block of everything is the photon/electrical energy. The basic type of energy is vibratory energy that exists as outward and inward pulses of light/electricity. These vibratory pulses exist simultaneously within six dimensions. Three dimensions of space/time and three dimensions of time/space.
Another way to say this is everything exists simultaneously in the physical world and within the astral world. Metaphysical literature has claimed for a long time that there are two worlds, the astral and the physical. There are two bodies, a physical body and a non-physical body called a soul. Human life originated as a divine spark of light and evolved into its human form over eons.
It has also been said that foundationally everything is a form of vibratory energy. For the first time a scientific theory supports these claims. This is especially true when combined with modern chaos theory.
As energy pours into the universe evolutionary forces cause the vibratory energy of the photon to make a quantum leap into rotational motion. The photon evolves into rotating magnetic field energies of the entire electromagnetic spectrum including cosmic rays, sound waves and radio waves.
These rotating waves continue pulsing with an inward and outward movement forming an expanding vortex of clockwise North pole magnetic field energy or a concentrating vortex of counter clockwise south pole magnetic field energy.
Our galaxy has a massive black hole at its center that is driving the rotational forces of the entire system. One day our world will be pulled into that black hole and cease to exist. Again these magnetic vortexes exist simultaneously within two worlds, the physical and the astral. Occult and magic theory term these vortexes as “Cones of Power”. The clockwise cone of power is considered created out of “Spiritual Energy”. This is because it resists merging with other types of energy and remains pure. It cleanses and purifies.
The counter clockwise cone of power is considered a “Manifesting Energy”. It will mutate and merge with other types of energy to aid in physical manifestation. This is an energy of change and transformation.
The third quantum leap is the resolution of paradox and union of these male and female vortexes. They combine to create spheres. In the physical world they create atoms with atomic particles. In the astral they create astral objects. Astral objects are always the combination the two types of energy. This shows the basic polarity of the universe and life itself.
Outward expanding energy is termed male energy. Inward contracting energy is termed female energy. It is in their union that objects appear. In a greater manner the union of the space/time universe and the time/space universe create the life we experience.
Continuing with this exploration of Dewey Larson’s Reciprocal theory: We find two basic types of movement within the universe and within life itself. There is an outward expansive movement such as the photon. This has traditionally been termed male energy and associated with light.
There is an inward constricting or formative shaping movement such as electricity. This has traditionally been termed female energy and associated with earth energy and physical matter. These two movements continue into the living world.
We see these pulsations in breathing, the heart beat, the peristaltic movement as food moves through the intestines. We see it in how muscles constrict and relax and even in sexual orgasm. Tension and relaxation are the dual forces that rule existence.
In nature the gravitational pull of the moon as it combines and then opposes the gravitational pull of the sun create the tides of the ocean and the weather. These dual forces create a pulsing action that moves energy, fluid, blood, air and many other things. These dual forces are movement! Life exists to experience this full range of expression and the life force suffers when this pulsing activity is blocked or hindered.
Like a living sponge we need to absorb and contain as much energy as possible and then wring ourselves completely dry by the end of the day. Absorb and expel giving this energy the greatest opportunity possible to flow through us daily.
We find this concept echoed in the works of Wilhelm Reich in his study of orgone energy, the living force of life. He believed all mental and emotional illness were the result of blockages of this pulsing activity. He expressed the expansive movement as orgasm and the constrictive movement as anxiety. Illness arose from not allowing the full range of expression.
We find the works of Wilhelm Reich compatible with the reciprocal theory of Dewey Larson as well.
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A knife in a dream indicates a surplus of energy. If we have a weapon we will also have clothing.
A weapon like a knife indicates the ability to manipulate the outcome of the dream in some manner. This means using our energy reserve and attempting to make the energy flow in a manner favorable to us. Put in other terms we might find ourselves in some type of astral battle or duel and using our knife or other weapon to defend ourselves. We need to defend ourselves to keep the energy flowing in the same direction. There is a threat the energy flow will be reversed.
In dreams we do not fight inanimate objects. Inanimate objects reflect physical obstacles that we must somehow get around. Anything we end up fighting is animate and indicates the opposing force of another individual, often someone close to us or perhaps even ourselves. The monster we fight in dreams is either someone else functioning in a very distorted manner and affecting our physical lives or it is a part of our own inner self that we are in denial about, a part that is also affecting our physical life.
Is the dream empowering and expansive or is it restrictive and making us helpless victims? In any case it is an accurate reflection of a certain energy and situation in our physical life. Are we being healed or victimized in the dream experience?
Weapons such as guns, grenades and bombs represent very large energy reserves that can be tapped to influence the direction of energy flow within the dream. These dream weapons are so powerful they can even be projected and used at a distance. In the dream we can shoot someone or something without being close to it. A knife battle involves hand to hand combat that is more desperate when we are closely matched.
While it is a sign of empowerment to have a weapon in a dream the natural consequence is to find ourselves in situations where we need to use it. In life there is a competition for things. By using our energy reserves to make the current flow in a favorable direction someone else is suffering an energy reversal and they will astrally come to discover what the problem is and try to correct it. They desire what we desire. This causes an astral duel or confrontation. As a person’s power increases these duels can become more frightening because of the intensity of the forces involved.
In a recent dream someone shot me in the chest and blew my chest wide open. Whoever this person was they had a tremendous energy reserve available. My own reserves were even greater because I merely healed myself and didn’t even bother to attack the other person. There was no need to. With that shot he had expended his energy reserves and was no threat to me. My ability to heal proved the energy would continue to flow as I intended it.
There was a time for about two years when I was constantly being challenged in some type of astral duel and having to fight. In later years as my reserve of power has grown such encounters have become very rare. In one dream I took someone’s knife away from them, broke the blade and handed the knife back.
What this tells me is my ability to act and influence astral events is not really challenged by many people and is in fact supported by many that do believe in me and what I am trying to do in my life. This empowerment is reflected in physical life as a growing sense of accomplishment and recognition from others. Each day brings me a little closer to my goals in life and that progress makes me happy. I have become magically powerful.
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“Nothing But Motion” is the title of Dewey Larson’s classic work describing his reciprocal theory. Everything is created out of motion. The simplest type of motion is vibratory energy. This happens to coincide with my own Rosicrucian beliefs.
All things are simply vibratory energy at the deepest and most fundamental levels of existence. Please keep in mind that the following is my interpretation of Dewey Larson’s work. He comes at this from a purely scientific framework while I am coming at the same material from a metaphysical and psychological framework.
The simplest form of vibratory energy is “scalar”. Scalar means an outward expanding pulse of energy in all directions followed by an inward contracting pulse of energy. We can easily see the photon as an example of an outward pulse of energy that is expanding in all directions at the same time.
We can see an electrical discharge as in inward contracting pulse of energy. Combined we have light and electricity as flip sides of the same coin. They are reciprocals of each other and parts of each other like the yin/yang symbol.
In fact, outward expansive energy is metaphysically termed male energy and inward contracting energy is termed female energy. At the highest and most abstract we have the God of Light and the Goddess of Electricity. Together they form all of creation.
On a much larger scale our entire galaxy is slowly being sucked into a black hole at its very center. When we look outward in any direction we see stars moving away from us and accelerating to near the speed of light. How can this be possible? Common thought is the big bang theory has caused this to happen and we are at the center of the explosion. How is that for ego centric?
Scalar motion offers a different perspective and explanation for the same phenomenon. Everything that is contained within our galaxy is trapped by the gravitational forces of the black hole at its center and being slowly drawn into it. In a scalar manner everything is slowly shrinking but we don’t notice because all things are shrinking around us at the same rate.
At the edges of our galaxy stars and other objects are escaping from the gravitational pull and expanding outward in all directions around us. They are expanding;we are shrinking. Since there is no frame of reference this is only noticeable at extreme distances.
Scalar motion and its vibratory outward and inward pulsing are responsible for the creation and movement of all things. This duality in action can also be called male and female energy.
Perhaps the most interesting part of the Reciprocal theory is the concept of two separate but connected universes that co-exist together. They are the universe as we know it called Space/Time and its reciprocal or inverse called Time/Space. Each universe is three dimensional.
In our universe space or physical reality is three dimensional while time is linear. In the Time/Space universe time is three dimensional and space is linear. I immediately made the connection between this Time/Space universe and the astral worlds or dream worlds.
This led to some startling insights into the astral worlds. Among them was the concept of how gravitation works in the Time/Space universe or astral worlds.
In physical reality as we know it mass gravitates toward other physical mass. We are drawn gravitationally toward the center of the earth because of its physical mass. In the astral potential events would gravitate toward each other. Events gravitate and not matter. This would give several potential outcomes to any physical event. It would also mean events gravitate toward each other. This means important nexus points in time would exist where many things would be happening at once. Other time periods would not be as important and very little would be happening.
It was easy for me to believe that events cluster together. Many events are often triggered by one single event that has many deep and lasting consequences. In my own life I could see evidence of critical time periods where my life underwent radical changes. Critical time periods do exist.
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I seem to be on a roll with this new project! Once I decided to take the plunge I can’t seem to stop writing! I feel the energy pushing me forward and I’m rolling with it.
The interesting thing about Tantra is that it is considered the path to enlightenment within this lifetime, not the next. It is also the path that develops the “Thunderbolt” or “Diamond” astral body, a very strong and powerful astral body. Other paths teach that one will gain their rewards after the death of the physical body.
If we consider my previous essays it should be clear that Organic Gnosticism is about results! By this I mean immediate and significant results. All it takes is the guts to continue on this heroic path and I mean heroic! The development of the soul and its powers is purely a mechanical process that only requires massive amounts of physically generated energy over long periods of time. You provide the energy and the universe will take care of the rest.
Pick up any valid book on tantra and you will find that it says much the same thing about the power of tantra and also its dangers. Well the dangers are no longer as significant as they were before our collective ascension. If you haven’t gone crazy by now you will probably not go crazy because of tantric practices.
By now you are probably thinking, “That’s all well and good but I don’t have a suitable tantric sex partner!”
Now it’s my turn to laugh! You don’t need one!
Tantric practice and the generation of sexual orgasm energy can be heterosexual; homosexual or even autoerotic! Chuckle. It is a mechanical process, not a romantic one!
While tantra is usually thought of as male and female partners working together in specific and ritualistic ways; none of the usual rituals or meditations or specifics are required! The only thing required is the generation of sexual orgasm energy at least twice a day over long periods of time. This is perhaps the most misunderstood aspect of tantrism.
Obviously male and female partners working together will be mixing male and female energies for the development of their souls and magical empowerment. But both homosexual workings and autoerotic practice will work just as powerfully by provoking incubus or succubus type experiences. Medieval cloisters and monasteries were filled with demonic incubi and succubae encounters due to the frenzied masturbatory practices of horny monks and nuns.
The generation of sexual orgasm energy at least twice a day is required to break through the elasticity of astral creations and bonds. Now the female will have no problem with this; but the male will be hard pressed in this regard. More will be said about these things later. I have shared enough for any reader to prove for themselves through practical experience that this practice will provoke explosive dreams on a consistent basis without fail.
It should be stated that tantra is also called “the path of woman” because it is natural for the female but not natural for the male. In this regard the female has the advantage over the male and is often considered the “power” behind tantric practice. Again more will be said on this in the proper place.
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In the physical world it is difficult to accurately judge all of the important factors in a given situation. Some things never go as planned and a few things defy rational explanation. This is because of the hidden factors that are hard to determine as well as the human factors of strength of will, character and determination.
We can be as objective and materialistic as possible and entirely misjudge a person or a situation. In the end it matters just as much what is in the heart of a person. How much resolve, determination, and will to live that the person has.
These factors do not express themselves within the physical world but they do express themselves in the dreamworld or the astral world. In our dreams we find ourselves in situations that relate to significant areas in our physical life.
Each dream involves a particular type of energy and weakens us or strengthens us in that type of energy. By monitoring our dreams we can determine if we are gaining power or losing power. Each dream is an accurate reflection of the situation as it exists exactly at the time of the dream.
At waking hours the situation may have altered in some fashion but probably not significantly. Positive outcomes are liberating and expensive in nature. They indicate the flow of energy is favorable to us and we are gaining in personal empowerment over that energy or situation. It may take 20 dreams over the space of one year to resolve a contested astral situation and determine the final outcome.
Continued conflict leads to recurring dreams. Negative outcomes are restrictive and confining in nature. They indicate the flow of energy is against us and the final outcome will be less than we hope it will be. In this type of dream we are losing power. There is an area in life where we are not as effective or powerful as we were before.
At the time of the dream a new astral connection is made or an old one is severed. This alters the circuitry within the astral and the current will flow through the dream until a new point of equilibrium is established. physically generated and stored up energy will be released as an energy exchange within the dream. When the energy flow stops the dream ends. This energy will either flow for us or against us depending upon our own level of energy.
Our dream bodies or astral bodies indicate in a general way the level of power we have at the time. Dreams are very symbolic and individual. However, certain things are fairly standard in the way that they appear in dreams.
If we appear grotesque, wounded or distorted within the dream it indicates a serious loss of energy and lack of control within a particular situation in life. We have no control in these types of dreams and in the areas of life that they represent. We are acted upon or reactive instead of acting on others. This includes dreams in which people appear as animals like cows, horses, wolves etc. When a person appears as an animal in a dream it means that at that particular level of the astral the person has the same awareness and that of the animal. For example when people appear as cows in a dream, at that astral level these people are only concerned and aware of food or animal desires.
When we appear naked in a dream we have enough energy reserves to function and survive as human but not to alter events within the dream or in the life situations they represent. We are able to barely hold onto our humanity. The actions in these dreams are compulsive, instinctual and generally beyond our conscious awareness. We are merely participants or machines. Our nakedness indicates we are weak and vulnerable. It does not mean anything sexually in the generally understood manner.
I make a strong distinction here with sexual dreams in which it is desired to not have clothing on and to be sexual with another person. This is the basis of tantric love practices which we will explore later.
To have clothing indicates we have risen above the purely instinctual level of energy and that a certain amount of human awareness is available. To have clothing is a sign of empowerment and of energy reserves. We can exist and modify our environment to a degree.
The type of clothing is symbolic of the energy within the dream and of the situation in life which it reflects. In a general way the closer the clothing matches what we currently wear the more power and influence we have in the situation it reflects.
If the clothing is out of place, being inappropriate for our current lifestyle it indicates we are working on unresolved issues from out of the past that were repressed long ago. In this type of dream it is important that we are getting empowered within the dream and not being weakened. To become weakened in this type of dream is to withdraw even more in physical life. It means going backwards. To become empowered means a form of healing is taking place.
When we dream of somthing in the past it is a dream of letting go. The old connection has broken and we become aware of it as it breaks. We have dream awareness of the creation and destruction of all energetic connections. But we are not aware of them after they are formed.
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In summary, there is a progressive photon driven energy system at the center of our universe. The central system is constantly inserting new photons into our universe and forcing the older photons at the conclusion of each master cycle to die and be reborn as a newer and higher life form and awareness by taking a quantum leap into a new reality. At one time each one of us originated as a photon or divine spark of light. This type of energy system is compatible with modern scientific theories such as modern chaos theory and the unified field theory of physicist Dewey Larson as well as current understandings of magnetic field energies. We live in an electric universe!
This shows that life and awareness can both be seen as progressive and evolutionary processes that follow the laws and principles of modern science, in particular chaos theory which states that an energy system when progressed too far will become chaotic and at a critical point spontaneously transform through a quantum leap into a new type of stable energy system. This follows the ancient cycle of birth, death and rebirth.
My intent is to show and present a philosophy that is based upon science & self-evident truth. “Nothing But Motion” and “The Neglected Facts of Science” by Dewey Larson offer a unified field theory based upon the photon and its special properties in the space/time universe and the time/space universe. I recommend any questions of hard physical science be referred to his work. Dewey Larson’s work is pure science while my own work is interdisciplinary and philosophical as well as magical in nature. I build upon his work and accept it completely.
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