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In summary, there is a progressive photon driven energy system at the center of our universe. The central system is constantly inserting new photons into our universe and forcing the older photons at the conclusion of each master cycle to die and be reborn as a newer and higher life form and awareness by taking a quantum leap into a new reality. At one time each one of us originated as a photon or divine spark of light. This type of energy system is compatible with modern scientific theories such as modern chaos theory and the unified field theory of physicist Dewey Larson as well as current understandings of magnetic field energies. We live in an electric universe!

This shows that life and awareness can both be seen as progressive and evolutionary processes that follow the laws and principles of modern science, in particular chaos theory which states that an energy system when progressed too far will become chaotic and at a critical point spontaneously transform through a quantum leap into a new type of stable energy system. This follows the ancient cycle of birth, death and rebirth.

My intent is to show and present a philosophy that is based upon science & self-evident truth. “Nothing But Motion” and “The Neglected Facts of Science” by Dewey Larson offer a unified field theory based upon the photon and its special properties in the space/time universe and the time/space universe. I recommend any questions of hard physical science be referred to his work. Dewey Larson’s work is pure science while my own work is interdisciplinary and philosophical as well as magical in nature. I build upon his work and accept it completely.

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In organic Gnosticism we learn to trust nature and life itself. Nature will try all possible solutions to ensure survival. It is through the wisdom of nature that humanity has arrived at the position it enjoys today. Let the wisdom and choice of nature be your choice and rejoice in it! The temple of God is within nature everywhere we look! Life is sacred! As we look at the sacredness of nature and life we are reminded of the secrets that are in the simple things in life. Perhaps we can make our lives simple as well!

The secret of nature is simple! All effort is cumulative! All effort counts toward the goal! No effort is wasted! To advance we must put forth effort! Putting forth effort is sacred! There is nothing else to share! To live we need to live!

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Look around you. Are you happy? Is your life fulfilling? Is your cup of joy running over with blessings? Or are you waiting? Waiting for something to happen or for the promised glory of the afterlife?

So, is my life happy and fulfilling? No! But I’m working on it! I might even say that it is getting better and better all the time. I have no concern about the afterlife because my multi-dimensional self is working on that too! Chuckle.

There is a paradox at work here. Part of our awareness resides here in physical 3D and other parts roam freely in other realms, the realms of emotions, thoughts and spirit. As such we remain body and soul. This union of body and soul is not an easy task but it is the ultimate one. The idea is to be a multi-dimensional being in a 3D physical body or even better an immortal 3D body. This is the only way for the soul to experience the full spectrum of life experience.
The Shadow and our Higher Self are both areas where we have failed in our goal. To achieve the life we seek both the Shadow and the Higher Self need to be dissolved and integrated into our real self, our soul. These are both demons, secondary personalities, that torture us and damage our souls.

The Shadow consists of those things we perceive inside of us that we don’t want, that repel us and cause us to hate ourselves. We have them and wish we didn’t. But we can’t get rid of them because they are a part of us. We see these things in others and hate them as well.

The Higher Self consists of those things we perceive in others and wish we had but can’t find them in ourselves. They are forever out of reach and unattainable. We spend our lives striving to attain them. These are those things we consider sacred and think we love.

In both cases we are not where we want to be in the present moment. We are experiencing something that we don’t want to experience and longing for something that is out of our reach.
Now here is where things get a bit weird. In this new age time is no longer linear. Things do not manifest in the same way as they used to. We just seem to stay in the same spot while the days of our lives go speeding past. The weeks, months and years go by and we are still in relatively the same spot, the present moment. But the astral is always changing.

Sure, we are creating in the astral, creating that life we desire; but it never manifests and we are getting older. This is the dangled carrot and the misdirection created by the mischief of the Shadow and the Higher Self working against us.

It is only when the astral can’t change that it is forced into form and physical manifestation. This is the purpose and function of magic. The idea is to use the physical body to generate energy and pump it into the astral to create and support our astral creations, to defend them against all opposition and to bring them down level after level until they have no choice but to physically manifest.

This is true for both males and females even though the energy operates differently. One way is to strive selfishly for a personal goal until the world grants it to us through the generation of our personal energy because it can’t stop us. The other way is to give our personal energy unselfishly to the entire world until the world is filled completely and in the completion of a circuit returns it back to us as our secret desire.

In reality both paths need to be followed by both males and females. We use the energy generated by our physical bodies in the present moment to magically draw our astral creations to us as physical manifestations. This requires enormous quantities of physically generated energy and the most powerful way of generating it is through tantric sexual practices.
In doing this we will be dissolving and integrating both our Shadow and our Higher Self as we confront and clear away the barriers that each places before us. The Shadow and Higher Self are our greatest enemies.

Now to disclose the greatest secret of all! We can do this because the astral is finite! It is limited and can be filled to completion with our energy. We can give our energy away until it returns to us! This is the only way! We generate energy in the present moment until our present moment is where we want to be. It is that simple!

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Self Discipline
 
Man, you should educate yourself.
And that may mean many things to you:
Man, you must flee by yourself.
Guard yourself from these people!
 
Count upon the powers
That are within you, around you.
They reveal two things:
Will you live,
Or will life shape you?
 
Many have educated themselves;
Have they also developed a self?
No one has yet flown away to God,
That has fled from God’s Devil.

-Richard Dehmal
translation by Joe Bandel

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In the astral world events gravitate together. These events form possible and even probable future physical events as they gather mass and momentum of their own. Our dreaming of these events indicate that they will somehow have an effect in our lives when they become physical reality. Issues are worked out in the astral prior to becoming physical events. In this respect there are no coincidences in life. What physically happens to us is worked out in the astral before it becomes real to us.

I routinely dream about significant events before they happen during the day. This has held true for several years now but was not always the case.

The astral always works out two possible futures, one that is favorable to us and one that works against us. The situation is set up and the current will flow from the highest voltage to the lowest voltage. Only at the final stages is it determined if the outcome will be for us or against us. Much depends upon our own inner strength and how anchored we are in physical reality. Much also depends on how important one type of outcome is to the collective of humanity. Many times one person must suffer so that many others do not have to suffer.

This is not a matter of fairness but a matter of energy dynamics. One outcome will have more energy than the other and that energy will flow from the greatest voltage to the lesser. If the energy flow is one way we will benefit and if it flows the other way we will suffer. It is very important we have as much energy in reserve as possible to influence these critical events when we can.

An example of a dream in which the energy flow went against me is when I was driving a car down the road. Suddenly the car started going backwards and the brakes would not work. I was pulled off the road and into the ditch. This is an interesting type of example because the fact that I had a car and was driving indicated that I was very powerful in energy. If I was naked without any clothes it would have indicated I had very little energy in reserve. That my car was pulled backwards and into the ditch indicated that the forces against me were even stronger than I was. They were able to stop me and temporarily block my progress.

If my car had been wrecked or my body injured it would’ve meant a serious loss of energy. As it was, my car remained intact and the setback was only temporary. In a few weeks I was driving down the road without any problem.

This is what dreams are about, the direction that the energy will flow. Sometimes it will flow one way and sometimes it will flow the other. Each dream is a subtle alteration of the circuitry within the astral and changes the direction of the flow in some matter, be it large or small.

Also of prime importance is how quickly one can recharge themselves after their reserves have been depleted by an energy flow the wrong way. Suppose my energy reserve was at 500 V and the opposing force was at 600 V. In the dream the connection was made and created a short circuit between us. My 500 V was lost and destroyed. 500 V of the opposition was also destroyed and lost. As a result only 100 V worth of damage could be done to me, enough to pull my car into the ditch. When my car was pulled into the ditch the opposition was at 100 V and the dream ended. 100 V could not do much damage and I was able to recharge more quickly.

When my car was pulled backwards I lost energy but so did the opposition. The opposing force could only pull me back so far. Then we were both equal; it was a stalemate situation. I could do nothing but neither could they.

In this case I was able to regain my energy reserves more quickly than the opposing force and I was able to continue forward within weeks. The opposition had to accept some future physical event that would be in my favor, one that would somehow affect the lives of the opposition.

The collective always resists change. It does not matter if the collective will benefit from something good happening to me, it simply does not want to change the status quo. And the change in astral circuitry magically forces the change that must affect some physical event in the future.

This type of dream work is exhausting because one’s energy reserves are destroyed time after time in some type of confrontation until a suitable compromise is worked out and all conflicts neutralized. It becomes a matter of who has the most energy available over long periods of time. Dream work and magical work is all about who has the most energy!

I have used my own dreams as examples, but everyone’s dreams work in the same fashion and determine how future events will affect us and our lives.

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I’m going to continue where I left off on the evolutionary master cycles that we have gone through on our way to becoming human beings.

The DNA pattern found at the center of each cell is literally the photon driven energy system that keeps the cell alive and gives it the vitality to attract nutrients and to expel waste. Each living cell is its own photon driven energy system keeping its own bion intact.

The sixth master cycle produced organic life forms that were asexual in nature. Male and female reproductive organs were found on the same life form. Examples of this type of life form are some flowers or trees. The reproductive organs organized themselves around the living life force energy at one end and the memory traces or astral pattern of past lives at the other. One part of it tried to maintain the life of the individual cell through adaptation to new environmental conditions and the other tried to maintain life by forcing it to travel the path that had been proven successful in the past.

The seventh master cycle produced male and female life within the species. Awareness had split into male awareness and female awareness. This division of the sexes had a profound effect on the species ability to grow and adapt to new and unusual life conditions.

The two organizing awarenesses and intelligences emerged as organizing intelligences within each individual. In the male the ability to mutate to new life conditions was dominant and the astral pattern of what had worked before was dormant. In the female the astral pattern of what had worked before was dominant and the ability to mutate and adapt to new conditions was dormant. Another way of saying this is that males are more unstable than females. At this point the male and female did not have much in common except the reproduction of the species. Males and females of each species were not able to relate except in the instinctive functions of reproduction of the species.

The eighth master cycle produced human beings and for the first time created self-awareness and the ability to reason. Both sexes contained the adaptable and unstable shadow as well as the collective pattern of what had worked to sustain life in the past. These were both created as secondary personalities. The normal human ego was formed to mediate and rule these two alien and opposing personalities. The task of integrating the secondary personalities has erroneously been called the battle for one’s soul or the battle between good and evil. It is the task of the normal human ego to integrate both, not to submit to just one of them. I

The ninth master cycle will presumably force humanity into a quantum leap that will bring a new type of existence and awareness that is a complete octave beyond what it currently enjoys. It will be a quantum leap in the evolutionary process! While this master cycle has not yet occurred, there are many that believe the beginning of this master cycle is imminent. In fact, it is probably the only thing that new agers and end of the worlders have in common. This is happening right now.

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I’ve written a lot about following the still small voice of conscience and the Christ spirit that dwells within each human heart. That’s because our conscience is the voice of God. It speaks to us in a personal way and helps us to create a personal belief system which is our own personal truth. Every great man or woman must proclaim their own personal truth!

We are all limited by what we believe. In fact we are prisoners of what we believe! But still it must to be said that the politically correct religion of the masses is more incorrect than our own personal relationship with God that speaks through the still small voice of our conscience. Internal authority is always more correct than external authority.

Our ability to comprehend the infinite does not exist. The finite cannot grasp the infinite and perfect truth is not attainable by humans. We can only do the best we can! The still small voice of our conscience and the Christ spirit that dwells within our hearts will tell us when we have strayed off the path. There is no reason to be afraid!

Personal growth comes from ordeals and trials. As we grope in the dark we will at times go astray but our inner compass will guide us back to the right path if we are open to it. At some point in our lives we must all endure the dark night of the soul and only the still small voice of our conscience can guide us to the light.

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For a long time I was torn between keeping silent or sharing the things that I have learned concerning the development of the soul and its powers. For me duality has always been about the balance between male and female, not good and evil. It has been about love. Unity has meant the balance of the circle of life among all organic life forms, not just humans. In fact, I take a dim view of humans for the most part.

I have never wanted to be a leader or a teacher. I have no desire to push my own wisdom or beliefs upon others as I believe that each must follow their own path and find their own truth. I have always chosen to live by example if possible.

In fact, it is magically important for each individual to develop their own personalized paradigm of reality. To mix belief systems is not a good thing in most cases.

But the human race is already infected by some deadly poisons, some very toxic beliefs for which they have no cure. I have confronted many of these poisons, these toxic beliefs and transmuted them into harmless energies. Because of this I have antidotes for many of these toxic infections and sicknesses; these diseases of the mind and soul.

It is in this sense that I offer the things that I have learned about the magical path. I have learned these things the hard way, often through bitter experience and I share them freely. It is up to the reader to make of them what they will.

There is a major difference between the desire to develop one’s soul to it’s greatest potential and to think that one’s undeveloped soul is superior to another’s because of sex, race or religion! This is the final battle!

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Ghosts
 
Outside the sun’s radiance entices,
It will never more entice me to go out.
This room is full of ghosts,
And the entire house full of poltergeists.
 
On the roof and at the windows,
Over me and here around me,
Flutter lovely ghosts,
Making my soul heavy.
 
And they smile and greet me,
And they whisper of the past.
Ghosts with their sweet,
Long dead caresses.

-Mia Holm 1900
translated by Joe Bandel

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I will give two examples of dreams from my own experience. In one dream my feet would not move. They were stuck to the floor. In this dream I grabbed a doorway structure with my hands and virtually pulled myself across the threshold to safety. That was the end of the dream. In pulling myself across the threshold my feet acted as if a magnet held them as they dragged across the floor.

The fact that my feet would not move indicated a serious obstacle at near physical levels within the astral planes. It was one that held me powerless and unable to move. Pulling myself to safety was an example of using spiritual or higher power to affect the lower levels in a positive way. I am certain that some physical crisis was averted by my actions within that dream. In some way I was empowered and gained energy.

In another dream my feet would not move. I threw myself to the ground and in an act of will grabbed handfuls of grass and pulled myself forward. In the act of pulling myself forward a new connection was made. The severity of my physical situation was somehow lessened and I was empowered. Again I was able to use higher energies to affect change at lower levels where I had been powerless before. The power of will overcame physical obstacles. This was magic at work!

Both of these dreams were accurate reflections of my physical position in life and the legal obstacles that confronted me in relation to my divorce and its legal settlement. At the time of those dreams I was in a bad situation that almost miraculously turned out fair instead of overwhelmingly against me. My ex-wife was using all the legal maneuvers she could against me and I left myself totally to the mercy of the cosmic without defense. I acted magically within the astral and didn’t act in the physical.

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