Anarchistbanjo's World

Shortly after a little over 2 years of not working at any job I was contacted by my ex-wife who said that her support payments from welfare were going to be cut and I really needed to get back to work. So I did…I was over $27,000 in arrears in my child support payments…a dead beat dad…with a warrant out in Kansas for my arrest for contempt of court and I really had contempt of the court…(I might add that I have fully paid back any child support that I have ever owed and that this was many years ago.)

Each summer my children came to visit me for a couple of weeks and that was a blessing for all of us…we tried to make up for lost time…

I would have dreams or astral visions of these legal proceedings and effectively escape from the traps that were set for me…I could magically fight the system to a draw, but could never win…This remains true for all people, you can fight the system to a draw, but you can never win…an important point to remember…only the system can defeat the system…

I went to job services and took lots of exams to determine both why I was in my current situation and what I could do to make things right…It was determined that I had tendencies to be passive-aggressive and had trouble with authority figures…I also had a first class intellect and problems with short term memory…They really wanted to send me back to college to become a professor, but I couldn’t go back to college and make child support payments at the same time. I already had an Associate’s degree in Survival and Rescue Operations from the Air Force. (I also benefited from Air Force training such as Basic Land Survival, Water Survival, Desert Survival; and POW and Resistance Training)

So I chose to become an over-the-road truck driver and hauled cars all over the country in what was called a portable parking lot. I could haul up to ten cars at a time…My child support payments took most of that money…

When I was back in town I went to some local support groups and that is where I met Pat. I even went to her home a few times but it never worked out…she didn’t really want a serious relationship and I was not in any condition to offer one…but as with any of these cycles she entered my dreams and a new cycle began. This cycle dealt with the lower emotional energies and you can say that Pat and I shared our pain with each other…she taught me to love the music of The Cowboy Junkies…still my favorite music to listen too…but while sharing pain is not what creates strong relationships; it does work to create new permanently activated astral bodies and this was now my 5th!

This astral body seemed fully sexual and complete in every way. It even had body hair! Something the others didn’t have…created from the noble gas Xenon…my 3rd density astral body…the solar plexus body…

I learned how to astral project the higher levels and investigated all kinds of magickal egregores with impunity. My connection with Source allowed me to get away with things that others couldn’t get away with. I can share that the egregore of the OTO is a black and white column standing side by side from the lowest level of the astral to the highest. I can share that the egregore of the Golden Dawn bestows the armor of God in it’s various levels. That the egregore of the Aurum Solis bestows its own type of armor that is more reptilian in nature…that Buddhism leads to an infinity of black and white squares without end…and so on…

I became an avid student of Freemasonry and occultism and received more initiations into the OTO. (My highest initiation into the OTO was the third degree of Master Magician which was several years later in 1999)

In Freemasonry I completed the Royal Arch Degrees and became a Knight Templar…

Thankfully I wasn’t getting into so many astral battles any more, but they still occurred from time to time and I always won…I reached a point where I could stand my own or go beneath my opponent instead of needing to go to safety on higher ground by rising up the planes. what I can tell you is that there are many people who are powerful in magick in the lower planes…I can tell you a lot about the ins and outs of magickal warfare…I learned the hard way…