Anarchistbanjo's World

I thought I might do a quick blog sharing some information that might clarify some things I’ve written about lately. Currently I really seem to be exploring some deep astral stuff, and doing a lot of reading. But I’ve also had personal experiences to go by as well. I’d like to share a few astral snap shots just to give an idea of what I’m talking about.

What I’m really trying to do is get a better grasp on what is real and not real in the astral planes. Back when I was living in Phoenix over twenty years ago I tried to make contact with a local Gardnerian Wicca group. I wrote them since there wasn’t email in those days. A few nights later I woke up in fright because there was the heavy weight of a person on my chest! My Gardnerian contact had decided to check me out I suppose…

In any respect I took it as an unwanted personal attack and with my connection to Source I blasted him back to where he came from and had the vivid image of him on all fours on his bed puking at the recoil of energies. I know that these projections have weight because I have experienced them.

In reading “Through The Gates Of Death” by Dion Fortune and the fiction murder mysteries of M. R. Sellars I find the experiences of his character quite believable because I’ve had my own experiences with both the dead and dying. None of them very pleasant. M. R. Sellars describes his character getting sucked into the murder and reliving it so powerfully that he almost dies at times. I can vouch for those types of experiences as well.

With some small differences…his are fictional? Based on what??? I’m certain they are based on some real experiences of his own. When I was working as a family crisis councilor there was a case where a teenage boy was having some real troubles and I astrally tried to tap into what was going on. I discovered that he had an entity attached to him and when I tried to removed it by absorbing it I succeeded in removing it from the teenager but that night I had a horrible nightmare in which I relived the death of the entity just like it was described in M. R. Sellar’s books.

In this case a few years earlier this boy’s best friend had committed suicide at this boy’s house and he had been the one to find him. Because I had to relive the death myself I know exactly what happened and it was an accidental death. The dead boy had been playing “The Game” where he was choking himself by hanging in the bathtub while masturbating and he lost consciousness and died. His friend found his naked body hanging in the bathtub from the shower. The dead boy had attached himself to his friend and several years later was still attached until I severed that connection and helped send his spirit into the light.

As for experiences with the dying, my wife’s mother attempted to take possession of my wife’s body on her deathbed and I’ve previously shared that story. I’ve also shared how her father tried to take over my own body on his death bed. When my own mother died I projected to her and helped her remain calm until I could call in some angels and spirits to take care of her because she was very frightened.

One time I had been messing with a powerful electromagnet that I had devised to polarize my aura and astral bodies. Later I was lying down on the bed with my head to the east when I suddenly went out of body and swung to the north like the needle on a compass and wiggled back and forth until I stopped. It was a very strange experience!

I’ve written about some of my soulmate cycles. During these cycles there are powerful bonds between me and the other person. Once this bond was so strong that while lying down on my bed I felt each chakra “pop” like a light bulb and I was pulled out of body by a strong astral cord about two inches thick coming out of the top of my head and attached to her as she was driving away down the road in her car. I was being towed behind her car like a balloon or blimp. I later returned to my own body via the earth connection.

I can’t even begin to share some of the strange things that I’ve experienced in my life…but I read and do research because I want to understand these things better…these books make it clear that others have had similar experiences and that is important to me.

I hope everyone finds some of my stories of interest…these things are very real to me and I live permanently in two worlds…