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Sometimes our attitude sucks! Attitude is a mix of emotions and thinking. Said another way attitude is how our emotions and thoughts meet physical reality. When our expectations are realistic and positive our attitude is positive. When our expectations are unrealistic or negative our attitude becomes negative as well.

What I’m trying to get at here is the idea that attitude embraces the completeness of us at one time. Attitude is a reflection of who we are body, mind and spirit in a unified way at any given time. It reflects our true intelligence and will to live.

Using the metaphor of a robot there are two ways of programming a robot to do a task. One way is to write a computer program line by line and step by step. The computer will read the program and take the robot through the task one step at a time.

This way of programming a robot is roughly equivalent to mentally thinking a project or problem through before physically acting on it. Thinking before acting is a useful way of describing this way of dealing with things.

The problem is that sometimes we get stuck mentally or emotionally. Because our thinking is wrong or our emotions are clouding our judgment we are not able to function as well and we become frustrated. Our mind and emotions are not in accord with physical reality and our attitude sucks.

The second way of programming a robot is to place a programming device or sensor in the robot’s hand and physically move the robot’s arm through the cycle that is desired. The movement is recorded through the device and the robot is instantly able to repeat and perform the desired activity.

Let’s take a newborn infant as an example. The newborn child has no ability to move its arms or legs in a conscious or deliberate manner. No neural pathways have been developing within the brain for such movement. The mother or father plays with the infant moving its arms and legs.

This movement causes nerves to fire within the brain and nervous system and soon the infant learns to control its arms and legs by using the same circuitry within the brain. Physical movement created the neural pathway. Conscious intent used the neural pathway once it was created.

When we are stuck in life and can’t find our way out of a situation mentally or emotionally raw physical activity will burn a new neural pathway we can use. This is why people need to hit bottom when they are stuck. Hitting bottom forces raw physical activity just to stay alive. That physical activity allows a fresh start into new neural pathways. Hitting bottom will either kill us or force us to change our attitude!

An even better solution is raw physical activity without hitting bottom. We don’t need to hit bottom to change our attitude. All we need is to physically doing new things and grow through those experiences. A healthy individual finds joy and excitement in physically doing new things and learning new skills. This new knowledge and these new skills are what allow him or her to find continuing satisfaction and enjoyment in life.

The next time you find yourself stuck in a rut go out and try doing something new, something physical! Burn new neural pathways into your brain, pathways that work!

PS: I’ve created a new Facebook discussion group called Organic Gnosticism. Feel free to join if interested.

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ELEMENTS WITH FIVE ELECTRON SHELLS

Element #54 Xenon
This element is an odorless gas and one of the noble gases. This element also has five complete electron shells. Because it’s outer shell is complete it serves as a natural barrier in it’s astral aspect. It resists attempts to pierce through it and is one of the veils mentioned in occult literature.
This barrier separates fifth “chakra” energies from sixth “chakra” energies. It also stabilizes fifth “chakra” energies.

Element #53 Iodine
This shiny, bluish-black element has an irritating odor and goes from a solid directly to a purple gas. Plants and animals require this element for life.
These characteristics suggest that astrally awareness at this level is a cellular or an organic awareness. Here is the base for awareness of the physical body. This is the beginning of ego as a physical being. Below this level we find the species instinct to survive at the lowest level. We also have awareness as “I hunger”, “I hurt”, “I feel Pleasure”. Here we have “I have a physical body”. “I must take care of it.”

Element #52 Tellurium
This element is used in alloys and semiconductor research. It is also used as a catalyst. These characteristics suggest that this level deals with possibly the nervous system and the sensory organs and with the way bio-electrical energy flows through the body.

Element #51 Antimony
This bluish-white metal is brittle and used to harden alloys. Its use on the astral plane suggests a barrier and possibly a form of astral armor.

Element #50 Tin
This white metal has long been in use by mankind. It is very useful in packaging foods and in solders. This elements close relationship to food and to electricity suggest that this level is very beneficial to us. We may draw energy and strength from other “food” or “energy” sources” here. This level is a life sustaining energy source.

Element #49 Indium
element is an extremely soft silver-white metal. This suggests that many astral objects and astral “bodies” are found at this level. They are supported by the level directly below it. If awareness reaches this level it is self-sustaining at this point. This suggests the formation of a permanent type of awareness, perhaps true “self-awareness”.

Element #48 Cadmium
This soft silvery-white metal is used for alloys and plating. It is poisonous. These characteristics suggest that this level is painful and also quite stable. We would expect to find a fairly permanent type of awareness and astral body here.
This level belongs to our “dark” self. Here we find all those things about ourselves that we don’t like. Later as we accept our “pain” and learn to value our “darker” nature we realize that it helps us to relate to others in a more humane way. Here we can empathize with others and feel their pain as well as our own. This pain is emotional pain and not physical pain.

Element #47 Silver
This precious metal is one of the first ever used by man. It is noted for its beauty. It is used in artworks and also kills bacteria. It is an excellent conductor of electricity.
This level belongs to our “light” self. Here we find all the things about ourselves and others that we like. We feel the emotion of love and joy. This is where the healing power of love overcomes illness. Here we really feel alive and vibrant. We are in “love” with life!

Element #46 Palladium
This soft shiny metal is used in surgical instruments and in white gold. This suggests both a beneficial state as well as a corrective, possibly painful experience. The bitter-sweet feeling of personal growth and therapy come to mind. We feel good about becoming more healthy even though it is sometimes painful to give up our old ways.

Element #45 Rhodium
This silvery metal is resistant to corrosion and is very reflective. It is used in mirrors and fine jewelry as well as electrical connections. Here we have purified our inner nature until we have become “bright and shiny”. We no longer identify ourselves with a physical body. We are more than a physical body, we are also an “immortal” body. We have an “immortal” spirit. This is the born again experience.

Element #44 Ruthenium
This element is used to harden metals and is very wear resistant. This suggests use as armor as well as barriers and obstacles. We find that life still throws barriers at us and we still need to resist them. We may be spiritual but we are still living in physical bodies.

Element #43 Technetium
This element is a good radiation source. This suggests that this level is another power source for us if we can reach it in awareness. This would be a type of “spiritual” power.

Element #42 Molybdenum
This hard silvery metal has a high melting point and an important trace element in plants. It is also used in some lubricants. These characteristics suggest its use as a defensive armor that allows troubles and problems to “roll off” and “not stick” to us. At this level no problems can really bother us.

Element #41 Niobium
This soft silver-gray metal is used in steel and in nuclear reactors. It allows neutrons to penetrate easily and withstands high temperatures. At low temperatures it becomes a super conductor of electricity. These characteristics suggest that this level acts as an energy sink.
We reach this level and we don’t try any more. We think that we are at the top. This is a spiritual plateau where we can’t seem to advance no matter how hard we try.

Element #40 Zirconium
This gray-white metal resists corrosion and is heat resistant. The only way to reach this level is by loosing tremendous amounts of energy in the level below it. This suggests that here is public service and public recognition. Energy is given to the world and the world gives energy back in return.

Element #39 Yttrium
This silvery metal is used in the electronics industry and causes the red colors in garnet stone. This is a higher level of public recognition and popularity.

Element #38 Strontium
This soft silvery metal is radioactive and dangerous. It burns with a crimson flare and is used in fire works. These characteristics suggest the “crash and burn” experienced by many celebrities. The public no longer supports their efforts. In fact, the public now opposes their efforts.

Element #37 Rubidium
This soft silvery-white metal is a catalyst and a fire hazard. It oxidizes readily in air and reacts violently with water. The destructive nature of this element suggest that this level belongs to public upheaval and revolutionary forces within the society struggle for supremacy. This is truly a battle zone where the individual battles against the full force of society.

In summary, elements with five electron shells correspond to fifth “chakra” energies. These astral level can be broken down into 17 distinct divisions. These energies are essentially emotional energies.

DIVISION XV

This is the barrier or veil that separates forth “chakra” energy from fifth “chakra” energy. It “isolates” the “tank” current of this group of elements and tries to maintain the stability of this level of the earth’s astral layers.

DIVISION XVI

Here is the foundation of physical and organic awareness. This is awareness that we have a physical body and must take care of it in order to survive.

DIVISION XVII

Here we face physical barriers and limitations on the astral plane. We struggle to overcome our limitations and the barriers the world places before us.

DIVISION XVIII

This level acts as an energy source that sustains our astral bodies. We receive energy from other astral “food” sources. We give our surplus energy in exchange for the type of energy that we need.

DIVISION XIX

Here is a complex astral world with complex astral life forms. These life forms also have physical bodies. At this level complex energy exchanges are worked out between different life forms to ensure their physical survival.

DIVISION XX

Here is the level of emotional pain and our “dark” self. We confront those things about ourselves that we are ashamed of and that cause us emotional pain. Here are our personal demons and our personal hells.

DIVISION XXI

Here is the level of emotional “love” and our “light” self. We feel good about ourselves and others. Everything is the way that we want it to be. We are in love. Everything is sweet and happy.

DIVISION XXII

As our personal development evolves we learn to combine our “light” and our “dark” selves. We find that we have a need for both of them. We do that here at this level. This is the level of bitter-sweet. The events of our lives are very intense and move us very deeply. We learn to love these “bitter-sweet” experiences.

DIVISION XXIII

After a while be begin to identify ourselves as spiritual beings and not as physical bodies. We have an immortal “soul” that does not die. This new perspective gives a “born-again” experience and we try to leave the physical world behind.

DIVISION XXIV

Even though we now think of ourselves as spiritual beings we still live in physical bodies in an imperfect world. We struggle to protect ourselves against the disharmonies of the physical world with its trials and sorrows. It is a constant battle to maintain our spiritual perspective.

DIVISION XXV

At this level we tap into a spiritual power source and use it to maintain and strengthen our lives. We find comfort and strength in our spiritual studies and meditations.

DIVISION XXVI

Here everything seems to go right for us. Trials and problems seem to pass completely us completely and have no affect on us at all. We seem immune to all negative influences.

DIVISION XXVII

This level is an energy sink and we fall into spiritual apathy. We think that we are at the top and that nothing is left to accomplish. We feel spiritual pride at our accomplishments and think we are better than others.

DIVISION XXVIII

Here we enter public service and achieve support and recognition from the public. We enter for the first time into the public limelight and we enjoy it.

DIVISION XXIX

At this level we are celebrities. The public loves us and we can’t do anything wrong at all. We are given power by the public to do things that normal people can’t do.

DIVISION XXX

The public removes its support and we are no longer popular. This is where celebrities “crash and burn”. We have a spectacular fall from grace. The energy that we have become used to is now given to someone else and we are ignored.

DIVISION XXXI

We struggle to regain the support and energy of the public by becoming political activists. This is the level of public upheaval and revolutionary forces. We pit our will directly against society in an effort to change society.

PS: I’ve created a new Facebook discussion group called Organic Gnosticism. Feel free to join if you are interested.

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Before I get down into working with magic energies I would like to share this most important concept. The universe is suggestive and tends to do what is expected. What you expect to find has a greater possibility than what you don’t expect.

Physicists are finding that their own expectations seem to influence what happens on the subatomic level.

People are very suggestive and tend to comply with what other people ask unless they have a good reason not to. There is a natural instinct to comply with external authorities. This is survivalist in nature. “Do what you are told or else”.

The Rosicrucians teach that you may petition the Cosmic and it will respond as long as what you ask for is 51% unselfish. That means it will benefit others just as much or a little more than it will benefit you.

Where does all this leave us? In all magic work it is very important to have a strong and vivid image of what you desire. Even more importantly you need to ask for it! You need to ask the Cosmic and you need to ask people. If you are not letting others know what you want how can they let you have it or give it to you?

It is good magic practice every day to clearly state what you want and let people know why it is in their own best interests as well. If you do this deliberately every day it will become a habit and the results will begin to flow toward you magicly!

I’ve seen the greatest results in my marriage. By clearly expressing things to my spouse there is greater understanding and greater mutual support. It helps her to understand me better and I listen to what she wants and gain a greater understanding of what is important to her.

It feels good to know what is important to someone else and be able to do that for them.

Think back over what happened yesterday. Did you specifically ask in prayer or meditation for something you desired? If you didn’t why not? Your intuition can guide you to find the opportunities that seek but you need to listen to it.

Did you specifically state to someone else just what you wanted or did you let a tangled communication slide and not bother making it right? Every time we allow this someone walks away with a wrong understanding of us and what we want.

The last part of this message is about listening to the feedback we are getting from both the universe and from other people. If the universe and other people are saying “no, I’m not going to let you have that” we need to understand why.

There are areas in our lives that are “cursed”. We repel what we want no matter how hard we try. The only way to break that curse is through old fashioned competency and doing things the hard way.

The needed actions come out of our blind spots and the only way to progress is through trial and error. There are lots of errors because we instinctively choose the wrong things and do the wrong things. This can’t go on forever though. If we learn from our mistakes we gradually figure out what we are doing wrong and make corrections. This means becoming more realistic.

Just remember the brick wall manifests when we are going in the wrong direction even if we are convinced it is the right direction. Perhaps the need is to go around some obstacle that is in the way and not through it.

The greatest magic empowerment comes from changing curses into blessings. At the same time it is important to take a rest from the fight once in awhile and smell the roses in your garden. Don’t forget the areas in your life that are blessed. They are more than willing to cooperate with you. They will give you the peace to remain centered and to continue.

PS: I’ve started a new Facebook discussion group called Organic Gnosticism. Feel free to join if you are interested.

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Today we are going to talk about individualism in the 12th-century. What’s interesting is that as we followed the history of Organic Gnosticism, the early Christians, and the early Church, we discovered that the creation of the soul has been pretty much a function of the literate. It has been the educated people that have been preoccupied with this.

The common illiterate people did not have the higher functioning or reasoning ability to develop the Observer self, the watcher self or what was called the the soul. But they were evolving in their own way and they were evolving from a heart space. If we think of Organic Gnosticism we think of it as developing in an organic way from the physical body and into the heart space. The development of the soul was the development of the heart.

In the 12th-century things began to change, and they began changing with Abelard. Abelard was the first philosopher to dare utter just a little tiny thought.

The idea is not real, abstraction is not reality.

What he was saying was so obvious, but the elites wouldn’t believe! They were so in their heads that they didn’t want to believe what he was pointing out to them. He told them that physical reality was real and what’s in your head is in your head!

That was devastating to all of these head trippers. It had the effect of turning the teachings of the church upside down. If reality was in the mind then reality and truth only belonged to the educated.

But now suddenly because of these thoughts that Abelard dared proclaim, anybody could live in the real world and perceive the real world. It was right in front of them. The educated taught that you had to have faith in the Church and faith would allow you to believe. It would allow you to be certain of truth.

But Abelard had to prove things rationally and understand them. They had to make sense to him. If they made common sense, if they were rational, then he could believe in them. He questioned many of the Church’s core teachings and came up with some unique concepts.

Sin was not in the deed itself, but in the intention. If the sin came out of ignorance or habit he didn’t even really believe it was a sin but rather simply the natural consequences of behaviors.

He said that there were consequences if you acted in an evil way. If you acted in a harmful way there were consequences as well and that’s what was being called sin. But it wasn’t really sin, it was just the natural consequences of actions.

His idea of salvation was that it wasn’t salvation from sin but that salvation was an act of God’s love and God’s grace.

And here’s the kicker. Everyone had to interpret divinity according to their own understanding. It wasn’t enough to take the words of the Church. Each person had to understand God, understand Christ, understand divinity in their own hearts and in their own way. It was an individual thing. With these words the power of the church was broken.

Suddenly the common people had access to these concepts and they talked about sacred things and formed their own conclusions. For the first time Arnold of Brescia, one of Abelard’s gifted students, taught that the Church should return to the way it was with the first Christian congregations. The Church should be purely spiritual as Christ had wanted it to be.

An outcry rang out to get rid of the church. People needed to become free of Rome. Pope Lucius II was killed and his successor, Eugene III, had to flee to escape the wrath of the common people who were rebelling against the lands; and against the temporal power of the Church itself.

The kings of Castile had the entire works of Aristotle translated for the first time. Then the Arabs came with their pantheism of Averroes and the Jews brought the subtlety of the Kabbalah. So all of these new concepts were introduced.

Under the protection of Emperor Frederick II, Arabian doctors for the first time dared to cut open a corpse for scientific purposes. A spirit of skepticism and disbelief seized the common people and the “I” or the sense of self or the ego, which was also called the watcher or the soul was brought to the fore with enthusiasm. Because for the first time the common, uneducated people were able to get it. It was something in the heart. It wasn’t something way up in the head like the church had been teaching. It was something attainable, and this was exciting to them.

The paradox of logic and reason was made obvious to everyone and it’s amazing because that was in the 12th-century. In the 12th-century to be able to prove something logically and at the same time refute it was considered the highest philosophical art. They made it an art to logically prove and then logically disprove things because they understood the trap and the falsity, the paradox of logic and reason.

You could fall into the trap by believing in logic and reason exclusively. Our modern society has been taught to ignore this and we have forgotten this false trap. Our modern society has made the great error of believing in the power of logic and reason.

The people of the 12th-century no longer sought after an external God. God was inside them, was in their hearts and spoke to them within their hearts. God spoke to them through the still small voice of their conscience and spoke to each one of them in an individual way.

So what happened in the 12th-century was a massive breakthrough for the common people and a massive breakdown of the power structure of the elite controllers, the rational atheists and social enforcers. Their authority and control of the common people was being challenged in a massive way.

The common people consisted of Organic Gnostics who weren’t really that much interested in anything spiritual. But these Organic Gnostics were able to get it. As they were getting understanding of the true nature of the soul, the world was changing big time and it was an exciting time to be alive.

People were talking about these things. People were exploring things and they were daring to think their own thoughts for the first time. This had unheard of consequences later on.

The Organic Gnostics came from the common people. They were the original Gaia inhabitants and they were a little slow because they were only in the beginning stages of evolving their souls.

The social enforcers and the rational atheists came in at a higher and more evolved level. They came in with these mental concepts of the soul and its creation already firmly developed. They were the masters and the common people were the sheep.

But now the game was changing because these ordinary people were catching up!

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Does free will really exist? Are we slaves to a preordained destiny? These are questions that have occupied some of the greatest minds that ever lived. There are good arguments on both sides. Perhaps there never will be a correct answer but as time goes on we can get closer and closer to the truth.

I can think of at least four important factors that can be considered in this issue.

The first is the power of the human collective will and social structure. Like it or not society is greater than any individual and always will be. An individual can fight the collective will of society to a draw but they can never win. In the long run free will needs to be socially acceptable or it will encounter severe restrictions. We can’t just do whatever we want without accepting the consequences of our actions. In this respect free will is tied very closely to the consequences that it brings into our lives. We would like free will without negative consequences. Sometimes this is not possible.

“As above, so below” is a metaphysical axiom that describes how the normal flow of physical events is determined by astral events. Put more simply things happen in the astral planes first before they happen at the physical level. In my own life I have experienced this through precognitive dreams to the extent that I will dream about anything significant the night before it really happens to me. I do have precognitive dreams. “As above, so below” is a valid truth in my own life. This shows that astral events precede physical events but does not deal directly with the question of free will.

Lucid dreaming has shown me it is possible to affect change within the astral planes with a resulting change of physical outcome. I will give two examples from personal experience. I used to drive a big rig and haul cars. One night on the road I dreamed about narrowly avoiding a car by hitting the brake and turning the steering wheel.

It took an act of will to do this in the dream and there was considerable resistance. It was not something I just dreamed about, it was work and will being directed within the dream itself. The next day I narrowly avoided an accident with a car in a situation exactly as the dream had foretold. If I had not saved myself within the dream I would not have been able to save myself in the physical world.

In another lucid dream my feet were frozen or stuck to the ground and I could not move them. Through an act of will I fell over and by grabbing fistfuls of grass pulled myself along dragging my body and my feet into a new location. When you encounter resistance within dreams you are dealing with something that is very real and has force and energy behind it. Force of will can alter these things. This is one type of free will.

Lastly and most interesting is the power of physical activity and free will. The metaphor of a resonant circuit in electronics is very helpful in this illustration. Physical reality corresponds to the capacitive portion of the electronic circuit. The physical body and physical world can generate and store energy. The astral or non-physical planes correspond to the inductive portion of the circuit. Electronic theory tells us that altering either the capacitance or inductance will change the physical characteristics of the circuit. This is clear evidence that physical activity can make a powerful difference in the outcome.

Physical activity is closely tied to free will. An act of will and determination can change personal destiny. Physical activity can also change astral events before they become physical events. It does this through the generation of energy and injecting it into the astral where it works to alter pre-existing conditions.

Hard physical effort and the generation of massive amounts of energy can alter events in the astral and change the outcome but if you wait too long no amount of physical effort is enough. “As above, so below” is a cosmic law. Events will happen in the astral before they happen in the physical world. If we wait until they are happening in the physical world it is too late to change them! They need to be changed in the astral, not in the physical world.

PS: I have started a new Facebook discussion group called Organic Gnosticism. Feel free to join if interested.

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I swayed as a wave of light swept over me and lifted me into an altered state. I had just finished a self initiation from one of my weekly Rosicrucian Monographs. The energy in my living room was incredible. I had never felt anything like it. My hair felt like static electricity was every where.

Slowly I opened my eyes. They were drawn to the center of the living room. A seated figure was floating about three feet off the ground. He was dressed in a robe and his aura radiated love and authority. He didn’t say anything but the message was clear. You have done well, you have earned this visit.

I didn’t believe what my eyes were seeing and carefully moved around the floating figure viewing it from every direction. It did not vanish or go away. It was very real. It lasted for an hour before fading away.

That is what the Rosicrucians were to me, very real. One of the things they taught was that humanity shared a single soul. We are all part of the same soul. We are all part of each other. The Collective Soul of humanity is very real and very powerful.

It has been known by many names. Ancients called the soul of humanity “Adam” or “Adam” and “Eve”. The “God” and “Goddess” are the guiding intelligences of the human race. They are very much human and very real. “Adam” is the male portion of the human soul and “Eve” is the female portion.

In their combined form they are simply termed “The Collective”, “Cosmic Consciousness” or “Cosmic Awareness”. To contact these divine intelligences is to achieve “Christ Consciousness”. This has always been the goal of mystics around the world. The Rosicrucians were just one school of thought but they were very real.

There are many schools that are real and each person will be drawn to the school that is right for them. Organic Gnosticism is such a school and will attract souls in harmony with its concepts and practices. Each must trust their hearts and instincts in this.

We share a common soul but like the human body there are many different systems. In the human body the circulatory system is different from the digestive system. The respiratory system is different from the nervous system. This is a metaphor that tries to show how belief systems can be radically different yet still valid in the greatest context.

Each system of thought, each school has a magic power or current that flows through it and through all individual members that belong to it. This current is real, this magic power is real. You can feel it when you come in contact with it.

Walking a solitary path is not valid in this sense. There are only a small handful of mystics and magicians capable of “bringing fire from Heaven” and tapping into the raw power of the cosmic. Even they need initiation into a valid school for early training and soul development. This training allows them to reach out even further to the Source. Everyone else needs initiation into a magic current of collective energy. This is done through membership in a valid school.

I was drawn to the Rosicrucian current and initiated into it at the age of eighteen. This was followed by later initiations into the Traditional Martinist Order, York Rite of Freemasonry and Ordo Templi Orientis.

It was the Rosicrucians that helped me in my journey across the Great Abyss. Organic Gnosticism is the “fire” that has been entrusted to me. It is the gift I have been given to share. Organic Gnosticism is a valid magic and mystical school. Its initiations are real and empowering. They bring a person in contact with the energy of the new eon that is now surging through this world.

You will know in your heart if this energy is compatible with the energy of your own soul. You will know if this knowledge is what you are seeking. The attraction or repulsion will be very real and very strong. Take a few minutes to reflect upon your own reaction to these words and sense their rightness or wrongness for you.

 

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ELEMENTS WITH FOUR ELECTRON SHELLS

Element #36 Krypton
This element is an odorless gas and one of the noble gases. This element also has four complete electron shells. Because it’s outer shell is complete it serves as a natural barrier in it’s astral aspect. It resists attempts to pierce through it and is one of the veils mentioned in occult literature.
This barrier separates forth “chakra” energies from fifth “chakra” energies. It also stabilizes forth “chakra” energies.

Element #35 Bromine
This reddish liquid is highly reactive and easily vaporizes into a reddish gas that has a strong irritating odor. It is corrosive and poisonous and used as a disinfectant. The poisonous aspect suggests that this level is a painful one. The use as a disinfectant suggests healing and purging. A killing off of our harmful and self defeating tendencies and thoughts.
The public no longer supports us or believes in us and we learn the bitter lesson that we must rely upon ourselves for our strength and not upon others. Here is the foundation for self reliance and the pain of being alone.
This is the level of the heart and the blood system.

Element #34 Selenium
This element is required by humans and animals to convert fat and proteins to energy. It is also a semi-conductor of electricity when exposed to light and heat. These characteristics suggest that this level is an important energy source.
When we rely on ourselves we tap into this vital energy source and gain strength from it.

Element #33 Arsenic
This semi-metallic element is a deadly poison. This suggests pain and a type of death. Here we retreat into ourselves and reject others in bitterness and anger. We don’t want anything to do with anyone else. We want to be alone with our pain.

Element #32 Germanium
This grayish white metal is a semi-conductor and is very hard and brittle. This suggests that in this level we build protective barriers around us to keep other people out. We can reach out to others but they can’t reach in to us. The energy only flows one way.

Element #31 Gallium
This soft silvery metal has liquid properties over a wide temperature range and is similar to aluminum. Here we open up and reach out easily to others and allow them to reach us also. We share easily with others and are liked in return.

Element #30 Zinc
This shiny bluish white metal is used in alloys and as a protective coating. we learn not to take others so seriously and we are not so easily hurt. We take things with “a grain of salt”.

Element #29 Copper
This reddish orange metal has been is use for a long time. It is very useful and is vital to plant and animal life as well as a good conductor of electricity. It is used to improve soil and to destroy harmful insects.
These characteristics suggest that this level is very beneficial and that it involves a free exchange of energies between astral objects and life forms. Here is free and open communication and good relations with others.

Element #28 Nickel
This white metal is magnetic, polishes brightly, and does not tarnish. It is also used in coins. The magnetic aspect of this element suggest strong attractions and repulsions. The vortex aspect of magnetic energies suggest an “obsession” with one person and a “forgetting” about anything else.
Here we fall in love with someone else and become “obsessed” with them and our love for them.

Element #27 Cobalt
This metal is both hard and magnetic suggesting barriers and frustrations in love relationships with wild ups and downs. Spectacular attractions and repulsions. Our armor and defenses get in the way of our love relationships.

Element #26 Iron
This silvery metal is easily magnetized and combines easily with other elements. It is needed by plants and animals for life. This brings to mind the saying that “love conquers all”. Here our love for someone is so strong that it overcomes all obstacles preventing a successful relationship.

Element #25 Manganese
This brittle silver gray metal is required by plants and animals for strong bones and nervous systems. The brittleness suggests both barriers and armor. Its importance in bones and nervous systems imply structure and energy transfer.
This is the lowest level of thought and belief systems. Here emotional “love” gives way to conscious thought. We gain the ability to imaginatively think about things. Our thoughts form a structure and barrier that contains energy.

Element #24 Chromium
This glossy soft metal resists corrosion and is bright and shiny. It gives the color to gemstones. This suggests bright and shiny thoughts that resist corrosion. Here we find happy, colorful ideas and thoughts.

Element #23 Vanadium
This is an essential trace element and is strongly corrosion resistant. It’s essential quality suggests a strong tie to physical life. The corrosion resistant aspect allows the development here of a positive yet realistic conception of the world that resists the negative qualities of life.

Element #22 Titanium
This lightweight metal resists sea water and corrosion. It is quite strong. Thought structures and belief systems found here resist almost all attempts to change or alter them. Here is our basic outlook on life, positive or negative.

Element #21 Scandium
This is a soft white metal. Lack of any special characteristics imply this is a neutral area with no notable aspects. Here we can play around with ideas and juggle them around in any way we want.

Element #20 Calcium
This soft silvery white metal reacts readily with oxygen and water and is naturally only found as a compound. It is essential for strong bones and teeth in living things. The reactive aspect suggests a destructive quality that is essential for life.
Here our old “out molded” ideas and beliefs are destroyed and replaced with “newer” more successful ideas and beliefs. This is our ability to change our minds and to learn from our mistakes. This is indeed vital to our survival.

Element #19 Potassium
This element reacts readily with oxygen and water as well as with light. It is highly reactive and needed by all plants and animals. The violent reactive aspect of this element suggest that here our awareness is able to respond to emergency situations by rapidly escaping old behavior patterns and ways of thinking.
Emergencies require new behaviors from us.

In summary, this group of elements with four electron shells form fourteen distinct divisions.

DIVISION XXXII

This is the barrier or veil that separates third “chakra” energy from forth “chakra” energy. It “isolates” the “tank” current of this group of elements and tries to maintain the stability of this level of the earth’s astral layers.

DIVISION XXXIII

Here is the pain of emotional loneliness as others abandon us to our own devices and resources.
DIVISION XXXIV

This is an energy source as we tap into our own personal resources and become self-reliant. We learn to take care of our selves and live on our own.

DIVISION XXXV

We reject others and retreat into ourselves. We want to be alone with our pain and loneliness.

DIVISION XXXVI

We build walls around ourselves for protection and don’t let others in. If we want we can still reach out to others but it is a one way communication.

DIVISION XXXVII

At this level we slowly open up to others once more and begin to share energies. We accept energies from others.

DIVISION XXXVIII

At this level there is a good two way communication between ourselves and others. We have good friends and relationships with others.

DIVISION XXXIX

This is where we fall in “love” with someone and become obsessed with that person and exclude others from our life.
We experience magnetic attraction and repulsion.

DIVISION XXXX

Love conquers all here and we are able to overcome all barriers within the love relationship. We receive love as well as give it.

DIVISION XXXXI

The emotion of love gives way to thought energy. We begin to think here and our thoughts are bright and happy.

DIVISION XXXXII

Our thoughts are more realistic here and deal with our physical life and the events that we experience. We think about ways that we can better ourselves.

DIVISION XXXXIII

This is the realm of speculative thought as we try out new ideas in an effort to gain advantages in life. We try to think of new ways of doing things to improve our lifestyle.

DIVISION XXXXIV

Here is destructive thought and our ability to learn. We gain the ability to destroy and discard unsuccessful behaviors and ways of thinking. This is the ability to change our mind and wipe out old programming and replace it with newer more useful programming.

DIVISION XXXXV

This is the level of emergency thinking where we need to explosively break out of old ruts and come up with something new fast!

Ps: I have started a new Facebook discussion group called Organic Gnosticism. Feel free to join if you are interested.

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The spiritual light energy for the coming year officially begins after the winter solstice. That’s what makes this time of year so special. Many religions have had Messiahs that were born of virgins on the winter solstice So it’s not just a Christian thing. It’s kind of symbolic because that’s when the divine light pours into the earth for the coming year.

But there are cycles within cycles and it is extremely difficult to determine exactly when a cycle begins and ends, especially when cycles overlap or don’t overlap each other. These energies require closures and new beginnings and are like water taking every possible channel to return to the ocean.

The general idea is that we are each given the exact amount of new spiritual light energy that we can absorb at the winter solstice and that energy is then gradually used up over the next twelve months. By the time the winter solstice comes around many people have run out of their given supply of spiritual light and things turn pretty dark around Christmas. Some enlightened individuals have learned how to tap into the spiritual light of Source at all times of the year and these people never run out of spiritual light. But most people can’t do this.

The Christmas miracle is when our spiritual light has run out and we receive a renewal in some surprising way just in time to avert something bad happening. It is the spiritual light energy of grace and blessing. It doesn’t come to everyone, but it comes to those that have opened their hearts to it.

Today is the super moon, the full moon of December 3rd. This full moon marks the last final compression stroke of the astral planes before the new year. If we still have a supply of spiritual light at this point, we can slide on home! If our crown chakra’s are open and functioning we can begin absorbing and taking in the spiritual light energies of the coming year 3 weeks early as a form of grace or compensation.

From now until the New Year the astral planes are not compressing but relaxing and allowing new spiritual light energy to come in. For those still with spiritual light energy left things will begin to turn around in the Christmas miracle. This absorbing of new light is at the same time casting out darkness.

Those not in alignment with the incoming energies will be negatively affected by these last few weeks of the year. Those on the way down will find their hopes dashed as the same energies that uphold others casts them down. Many energetic traps are now being sprung and the results will tell if you are on the right side of the energies or the wrong side.

Everything points toward a crescendo of incoming ascension energies that will reach their peak on the winter solstice. This last couple of weeks will see an intensity of manifestation that will leave people in shock, for good or bad. Some are rising so fast they are dizzy with excitement and others are dropping so fast they can only watch in helplessness as things slip away from them, things that they were certain of.

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We are going to continue with the history of the Church and how the general population reacted after it became standard practice for priests to be celibate. The Church then turned to an even bigger problem. The growing threat of logic and reason!

People were beginning to get into all this head trippy stuff and it was stimulating the philosophers into new debate about all kinds of things.

Now if every word corresponds to an idea and every idea contains an essence of true reality than the correct use of words as ideas and logic is the true science. This is the escape from reality which they created for themselves.

Let’s make everything in the mind and if it’s all in the mind then true science is in the mind as well!. You can go into the mind to discover the reality behind physical reality. That was their thought. So there was no longer any need to observe physical reality and its influences. They were free to ignore the physical and just focus on what is behind the physical. The true reality that exists in the mind.

Pay attention to your thoughts, because those thoughts are the ultimate reality. Just as the ego, the sense of self, or the watcher self, represents the soul or the true essence of who you are. But our souls are much more than mental energies! They also include or could include all the other energies of life experience as well. Living in one’s head is really an escape from reality and a delusion. It is the combination of the head and heart energies that bring compassion and love into the world.

So the elite, the educated, gave up thinking about the physical world and withdrew even deeper into their heads in a denial of physical life. They dug up fragments of Aristotle that had been translated by the Arabs and wrote commentaries on them. Then they wrote commentaries on the commentaries until these head trippers were able to logically prove the divinity of Christ and his martyrdom. You can prove anything you want using logic and reason! And then they proved that the entire Christian doctrine was based upon Aristotle and his philosophy!

The great philosophers of the dark ages were Thomas Aquinas and Duns Scotus. Thomas Aquinas brooded over the psychology of angels and Duns Scotus discovered the thinking machine in man.

What is the thinking machine? What it means is that people think like a machine. It’s like computer code created from associated thoughts that are all linked in some way.

If true existence is immortal and nonphysical it’s all in our heads anyway. Then words are things. Ideas are things. Every combination of words represents compilations of things and realities. This is just like computer code. I am reminded of Sigmund Freud with his theory of free association. One thought is connected to another thought is connected to another thought and there is a meaning behind those connections just like there is in computer code.

Awareness strings these things together, but the words and concepts have to be in the proper sequence to be understood properly. Putting words together in the correct sequence brings perception of reality just like getting the computer code right makes the program work properly and then things happen right. This is the idea of the thinking machine.

The logical sequence of associated words and ideas gives us the thinking machine and you don’t even need to think about it if you have the right code. If you have the right computer code you don’t have to think about it because awareness just goes where you want to go. That’s what the church was saying! That they were providing the correct code to the masses and if the masses would just believe what they told everything would be fine!

That was the plan, but logic and reason can only go so far and it led to paradox.

There are two sides to every equation and I know in my own life that when I’ve debated something all of a sudden I found that I was debating the other side when trying to prove a point. It’s a very slippery thing.

Logic and reason lead to paradox and that’s what the church wanted. They wanted the paradox to come in and then everybody would be stalled. Everybody would be trapped by the computer program of Church doctrine. They would be controlled and they wouldn’t be thinking their own thoughts. They would just be parroting computer programming code and so the church would be safe. Or so it thought.

Today’s world is doing the same thing. They are using words like computer code. They are using trigger words and always putting them in the same sequence so that people always arrive at the same conclusions. This is what politically correct is all about.

If you are fed the same string of ideas you are going to arrive at the same reality and it’s dangerous to break the computer code. That’s because you don’t know if you are going to end up in the same reality. You might end up thinking for yourself and that would be a bad thing!

Well for some of us that’s a good thing because we believe in self-determination. I believe in free will. I believe in trying to think for myself and I don’t like external authorities dictating what I should be believing and what I should be doing.

That’s just me personally. And I’ve always had a problem with external authority, but this entire concept, this concept about thought as a chain of association is very powerful. It was recognized by Sigmund Freud with his free association theory. Then Scientology improved upon it by going back on the timeline in memory to the first moment of pain.

It is important to recognize that this is real, that awareness travels lines of thought just like a computer and that it is in fact, an organic computer.

It is a kind of thinking machine. I’ve been amazed! I’ve been studying some computer programming and I am amazed at how similar the fundamentals are between coding computer language programs, and the way human thought works.

They were really onto something here, but there’s a problem because physical reality is organic and we live in a physical world. It may act as a machine as well. It may also react in a similar way to what computer code does.

But there has to be an association. The words that you use and the ideas that you use have to have an association with physical reality. Otherwise they are divorced from each other and that’s the trick.

What happens in the computer industry? I’m going to give this as an example. We are limited by the computer language we use. The programmer language that we use limits what we can do and every generation or so a new language is invented that’s more complex and that will allow us to do more things in our programming.

That’s what’s happening now. The natural evolution of thought is to find new words, and new associations, new thoughts, so we can do things that were never before even considered possible! Every new generation brings something new and that’s how humanity evolves!

PS: I’ve created a new Facebook discussion group called Organic Gnosticism. Feel free to join if interested.

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Changing what you do is much more powerful than changing how you feel! Can’t break out of the emotional rut? Get out and do something. Fake it till you make it!

Talk to the experts and public speakers about getting psyched up before performances. Some run up to the stage and podium because it jump-starts them. Physical action is the key to getting through tough emotional times. Time after time the military has proven that when the brain shuts down the body goes on autopilot. It does what it has been trained to do.

Even more exciting, physical activity can bring unruly emotions back under control. When you are angry chop wood or go for a run and use up that excess emotional energy. It is a fuel that your physical body can take advantage of. Turn emotions into actions.

Take that anger and say “I won’t let this stop me!” Turn anger into grit and determination. Don’t let it slide into depression and apathy.

I can’t stress enough the importance of training your body to do what you want it to. Let’s use the example of brushing your teeth daily until it becomes a habit. The point is reached when you will not feel right about going to sleep if you haven’t brushed your teeth.

Habit will get you through the tough spots if your habits are constructive and well established. Your mind and emotions can be completely elsewhere and your body will carry on and get you through.

Bad habits will have just the opposite effect and stall any progress bringing your life to a screeching standstill. That’s when you slide into crippling depression and passive inactivity. There are always struggles and barriers. The choice is to continue putting forth physical effort and break through those barriers to achieve the goal.

In my own life making daily posts on the Internet has become a habit so strong it is easier to do it than not do it. These posts have become a comforting routine of steady accumulative effort. I no longer feel the need for extreme bursts of energized activity to get through the posting material. In the beginning I did.

I look forward to the 1 ½ or 2 hours I spend as a time of relaxation and work that I love. The habit of work is a comfort to me in times of stress. It feels good to see progress at the end of a day where the only good thing that came out of it was posting a new episode! For me, even a bad day is a good day in that respect.

PS: I have started a Facebook discussion group called Organic Gnosticism. Feel free to join if interested.

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