Anarchistbanjo's World

In my last post I mentioned how the rose colored energies were now pervading and permeating our physical world. This is a general update from that post. Immediately after that post I felt that something very significant had been done and was wondering what was coming next. After a day or two in a dream/vision I felt my connection to the spiritual light enter into me, pass through me and go out into the world and I was left in my own darkness. This was very unsettling for me because my spiritual connection to the light is the most important thing to me. Yet now it was gone. This had happened in another dream or vision about Gaia’s ascension some time last year and it felt uncanny, like a replay of something.

In that vision I had seen the new age spread out in its entirety from finish to end after it had taken my light as well. I was discontented and struggled with all of my power to connect back to the spiritual light that existed at the end of the age or cycle. I was able to do that and now I existed outside of the new age connected to the light that was beyond it. In this action I had severed my connection with the new age and the new collective.

I have been listening to the works of Jacob Boehme at work and about the fall of Lucifer. According to Jakob Boehme Lucifer disobeyed by not taking his light to the heart center, but instead pushing it higher and outside of what God intended. Through spiritual pride he went to the higher light of his mother instead of the light of his divine counterpart who was waiting as his bride at the heart center. In the listening to these words I realized that I was doing the same thing by not remaining at my heart center and instead going higher into the light and bypassing the entire new age or cycle, by going to the mother.

This time I resolved to remain in my heart center even though it had turned black and was as if covered by a leathery seal. I felt quite alone in the darkness and the black around my heart and its blockage troubled me greatly but the next day the light of my divine counterpart had broken through and was shining there like a spotlight in the darkness as it does today. Again something profound has changed. Something from the ancient past has been made right.

This morning I had a dream of a young man or youth that had become lost or disappeared. He could have been my son or the son of someone I knew. I had been the last to see him walking into the woods of my father’s farm where I had grown up. It was a small patch of woods and I knew that there was no way to get lost so I didn’t worry. But he never came back! After a couple days I began telling people that they needed to call the sheriff so we could search for him. We searched but didn’t find him. Then while riding on a bus I looked out the window and saw him lying face down in the creek. I told them to stop the bus but when we went over to the water he was not there. I even stood in the water in the same exact spot but he was not there. We searched downstream but never did find him. I was greatly troubled by this dream/vision and searched for its meaning.

I finally understood that this youth had been one that had ascended with us into the new waters or the new ocean but had chosen to go back, had chosen to fall back into the old energies. He was no longer with us. So this is what is happening now as some who have ascended now choose to go back into 3D life. I don’t pretend to know what all this means but share it as something that might bring comfort to those waiting for things to happen. Things are happening in their own way and their own time.