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The Rebirth of Melchior Dronte by Paul Busson and translated by Joe E Bandel

“A knife hangs – falls -. -Ah!”
A shriek came from her mouth. She squirmed in her chair,
half opened her eyes, so that one could see the whiteness,
jumped up briefly in the chair and fell back heavily.
Everybody had jumped up.
“A hysteric,” someone said loudly.
“For today the demonstration is finished,” sounded the
voice of the man standing next to her. “I hope that the
gentleman has not been left unsatisfied, namely the gentleman
who has had his rooster stolen.”
Someone gave a forced laugh.
Everyone was pushing towards the exit, pursued by the
sneering looks of the pale man.
I looked around once again. The girl was awake, looking
around confused and astonished.
A shiver ran down my spine, as if death were standing
behind me. We hastily descended the stairs.
“It’s a pity I didn’t ask to know the day of my death,”
crowed Magister Fleck. “Could have made my dispositions in
good time.”
“You did well to omit that question.”
It was Doctor Schlurich who spoke these words.
No one made any reply.
In the thick, gray river fog that rolled through the streets,
we parted.
Silently I walked next to Doctor Schlurich.
“I suspected that she was deceiving me. But it hurts when
you know for sure,” he said softly.
He shook my hand and disappeared around the next
street corner.
Far and near sounded the calls of the patrols and
watchmen.
“A knife hangs – then falls -“, The Pythia had shouted.
Icy cold crept under my coat and shook me. The handle
of the bell pull at the inn was a small, brassy hand, a small,
cold hand of death.
When my extra mail coach had crossed the French border,
and the horses had to be fed and watered in a respectable spot, I
went to the inn and had an egg dish prepared for me.
The tables around me were full of people. Carters,
peasants, merchants, burghers and craftsmen were discussing
with all the liveliness of their nature the latest incidents, the
increasing frequency of executions. Recently, very close to this
place the castle of a very haughty and extremely hard-hearted
Viscount against lowly people, was stormed by the peasants
and after a thorough plundering was set on fire. Some of those
who drank the thick red wine openly boasted of the deeds they
had committed.
When I heard how beastly the people had been in the
priceless library and in the picture gallery of the castle, how
they had used the porcelain as chamber pots before smashing it
as night crockery, I had to think of the words of Doctor
Schlurich, who warned me against observing revolutions at
close range. Then, when a very ugly, badly scarred fellow
started to boast, bawling, how he had speared “Bijou”, the
favorite dog of the lady of the castle, on a pike and carried it
around squirming alive for an hour whimpering, until it finally
died in pain and fear, I was seized by a furious anger against
this two-legged beast.
But immediately, like a black cloud, the memory of a dog
fell on me, whose faithful love I had destroyed in a senseless fit
of rage with a deadly stone throw. No, I had no right to be a
judge, even though I had only acted in a violent fit of temper,
but this man, however had acted in diabolic malice.
Tormentingly the thought rose in me that there were people
who were evil by nature -. What should happen to them?
“Melchior Dronte!” fluted a repulsive voice. “Melchior!
Beautiful Melchior!”
I was so frightened that I almost knocked my wine glass
off the table.
I looked to where the voice had come from, and saw an
old woman, covered with dirt and rags, sitting at a table. She
had a box of multicolored slips of paper sitting next to her,
from which a short pole with a crossbar was sticking up. But
on the wood sat a parrot, in whose blue-gray, wrinkled skin
only a few quills were still stuck, while the large head with the
rolling eyes was wrinkled and completely bald. The woman,
noticing my gaze, hurriedly stood up, approached my place and
after she had slung the strap over her shoulder, blew her
burning breath into my face:
“Beautiful, young Herr, Apollonius will tell you
prophesy!”
Despite her pitiful appearance, the dripping drunkard’s
nose and the inflamed eyes I recognized in her the beautiful
Laurette and in the parrot, the monster of the Spanish Envoy. A
sharp pain went through my heart when I compared the image
of Sattler’s Lorle against this gruesome, lemur-like apparition.
Although the infernal parrot had called me by my name, there
was not a spark of memory in her poor, devastated face. Instead
I recognized in the squinting look of the bird such a rage that I
could not free myself from a feeling of fear. The dull, old
woman, who had once been young, rosy and innocent in my
arms, looked at me out of half-blinded eyes and repeated the
slurred phrase from before. I slipped a coin into her gouty
fingers, which she put in her mouth in a disgusting way for
safekeeping, and I saw with satisfaction that for the time being
no one was paying any attention to us.
“Sicut cadaver -,” chuckled the bird. “Kiss her like a
corpse, fair Melchior!”
I approached him and said, as if speaking to a human
being:
“May you soon be redeemed, poor soul!”
Was it really I who suddenly found these words?
The parrot looked at me with a fixed gaze. All malice
disappeared from his eyes, and two large tears rolled down his
beak, as I had seen before. It was eerie and poignant beyond
measure.
“Misericordia,” he groaned. “Mercy!”
And then he hurriedly climbed down the short pole,
rummaged back and forth with his beak in the colorful papers
and grabbed a fiery red one, which he held out to me.
I took the paper from his beak and gave the poor Laurette
a gold piece and nodded to her.
Not a ray of remembrance flickered in her features.
With her box, on the crossbar of which the parrot
lowered its head on her bare breast, she shuffled to the nearest
table.
“O mon Dieu!,” cried the parrot, and the hopeless tone of
this lament went through my marrow and legs.
“Keep your basilisk quiet, you old bone box,” cried a
carter in a blue smock at the neighboring table. “No one
understands its own words. There are no loud aristocrats here,
who take pleasure in such silliness!”
“Why don’t you turn the collar on that stinking grain-
eater, Blaise?” shouted a miller’s boy covered in white dust.
“And if you get your hands on an aristocrat, by the way –
I’ll be happy to help you!” he said, half aloud, with a wry look
at me.
Startled, the old woman limped away from the table and
huddled in her corner again.
I observed the people, who were mainly given to boastful
speeches and certainly not all of them were malicious, and
drank my wine slowly. Besides, I had to wait for the new mail
coach driver before I could continue my journey.
I put the red square slip of paper from the box of the
beautiful Laurette down on the tabletop, and although I told
myself that such things could have no meaning at all, I had to
remember that Apollonius had selected this note for me and I
wanted to pay serious attention to it. In bad print under a series
of astrological signs was written:
“There is a great danger threatening you, which is not in
your power to ward off. A tremendous change will happen to
you, but fear nothing: for you it will be nothing more than the
precursor to a new life.”
I could not see anything else in this writing other than the
ambiguous and naturally quite indeterminate nature of such
fortunes which are given for a piece of copper, and selected
from the heap of similar ambiguous sayings by an animal
which is usually trained for this purpose, nevertheless this
small piece of paper moved me in a significant way. And even
though I was distressed at Laurette’s fate, the fate of so many
careless and frivolous girls and women, I was almost more
moved by pity for the soul, which in a miserable, slowly dying
bird body had to atone for a terrible sin unknown to me. I was
heartily pleased when the new mail coach driver, a young
Frenchman adorned with the tricolor cockade, came in and then
politely asked me to get ready for the onward journey.
As I left the room, it was as if I heard scornful laughter
and swearing aimed at me. I made an effort to remain
completely calm and to excuse the groundless bitterness of
people because of the injustice that had been inflicted on them
for many generations.
I was quite happy when I drove away in the coach.
Admittedly, I was accompanied by all kinds of heavy thoughts.
The sight of my former playmate, whom I had left in splendor
and glory in Vienna and found her here as a pitiable, and
trampled person deprived of reason, and even more the eerie
encounter with the ghostly bird Apollonius, in which a damned
soul was atoning, and lastly, the painful observation that
undiscriminating hatred and blind vindictiveness rose up like
an ugly layer of mold in this image of a great national
revolution – all this saddened me very much and almost made
me regret having undertaken this dangerous and exhausting
journey. But at the same time, I felt the compelling necessity of
a fateful decision, which drove me on and perhaps even more
than that: the desire that came from the depths for the
fulfillment and completion of what I had been destined to do.
Also the conversation with the new coach driver, which
he began with me, half turned back, did not help to cheer me
up. He saw; that I was a gentleman of distinction, and in spite
of the drivel about freedom and equality, this was a source of
refreshment to him. Every day he had to deal with the lowest
classes of society, who made big words and boasted of their
bad manners. Nevertheless, the farther we got into the country,
the more he wanted to advise me all the more urgently to howl
with the wolves and in particular not to meet in public places,
as I had just done, to stay away from the mob. Nothing irritates
the rabble more than silent disrespect, for which the otherwise
thick-skinned fellows have an exceptionally sensitive feeling.
There was nothing else to do than to leave pride aside and be
fresh with every brother and pig. For the time being, only the
most hated and well-known oppressors of the common man,
who succeeded in getting away with their bare lives, should
still be happy. But as the signs were, it would soon go against
all the nobles, but then also against those who were
intellectually superior to the lower people, since they were
considered protectors and friends of the old order. Whether the
individual lived righteously and honestly, whether he perhaps
had even been a faithful helper of the poor and oppressed, or
even suffered hardship for their sake, blood-drunk mobs did
not think about that.

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The Rebirth of Melchior Dronte by Paul Busson and translated by Joe E Bandel

“Maybe so, maybe so,” growled a fat, frowning man with
a coarse face and a high collar. “Nevertheless, it would be a
mistake to consider the not yet confirmed fraud from the outset
as a premise. We are man enough to get to the bottom of the
thing, and I’m not concerned with light phenomena or
nonsensical tapping.”
Just then, a small wallpaper door opened, and a
somewhat crooked, elderly girl with an unattractive and yellow
face entered. She was dressed in a gray silk robe and sat down
in the arm chair after a curtsy to those present, spreading and
smoothing her skirt.
Behind her stepped a darkly dressed man with an
unpleasant facial expression and piercing eyes, whose age was
between thirty and forty, not far from that of the woman. In his
face, strangely enough, the facial expressions changed
constantly, so that one could believe, his mood swung between
laughing and crying. He bowed, collected the required douceur
on a silver plate, put the plate in front of one of the candelabras,
bowed again and then said with a hard accent, as it is peculiar
to German-speaking Russians:
“This Demoiselle Maria Theresia Köckering, from Reval,
38 years old, is capable of answering all the questions
addressed to her, whether they concern the past, the present or
future of the esteemed personalities present here, once she has
gone into magnetic sleep.”
He approached the table, extinguished some of the
brightly burning wax candles, then went to the motionless girl,
stretched out his fingers toward her face and softly stroked her
forehead, eyes and temples several times. Then he turned
around.
“She’s asleep now,” he said.
We looked at her and had the impression of a seated
person deeply lost in sleep.
“I beg your pardon, my highly respectable gentlemen!”
continued the man in a subdued voice. “There is a certain
amount of silence required for the experiment. If the questions
asked are answered well I ask you to confirm half aloud that
the answer was correct. If it is not, I ask you to point out
without agitation, whereupon I will renew the question. For it
happens that the sensitive mind of the demoiselle can
experience confusion caused by scary images from other
regions. Any fair examination and investigation is permitted.
Strictly forbidden is disturbing noise, rough calling, abrupt
touching, since physical fright endangers the life of the
demoiselle in the highest, because in such a state the soul is
only very loosely connected with the body.”
A short, disapproving clearing of the throat came from
the row of listeners. But the presenter did not pay attention to it,
but continued speaking:
“For the time being, I will ask some questions myself. So
that the learned audience will understand the simplicity of the
process and the impossibility of fraud.
“Demoiselle Maria Theresial” he addressed the sleeping
woman in a raised tone.
In a moment, the face of the sleeper began to twitch, and
her hands moved restlessly back and forth, grasping at the air
and in turn fingering the armrests of the chair.
“Do you hear me, demoiselle?”
“I hear,” she said with a strangely altered and deeper
sounding rough voice.
“The names of the distinguished and learned gentlemen
present here in their seating order from right to left?”
To us he said behind his held out hand.
“She sees everything as it were in a mirror, and that’s
how she calculates.”
The trembling and grimacing became more severe, then a
kind of smile appeared flippantly on her face, and she spoke
inexorably, rapidly and without any pause in between:
“Doctor Achaz Moll, Professor Gisbertus van der Meulen,
Doctor Johannes Baptista Schlurich, Baron Melchior von
Dronte, Magister Benedikt Fleck, Spectabilitas Doctor Imanuel
Balaenarius, Doctor Veit Pfefferich.”
A murmur and nod of approval followed. But Magister
Fleck said half aloud, such knowledge can be obtained from
such highly famous men.
The man with the sleeping woman shook his head with
an angry expression and asked a second question:
“Tell me, demoiselle, on what important work that
gentleman is currently working on, who is raising his hand?”
He gave us a sign, and Spectabilis raised his hand,
silently invited by all.
Köckering became lively again, moved her lips, put her
hand up several times and then out:
“About the healing effect of pure water in case of
Obstipatio and about the harm of too frequent purging.”
“Bene,” said the dean, “Admirable!”
“This, too, can be brought to light – “, whispered the
suspicious red haired magister.
“I now ask the honored gentlemen, to ask your own
questions as you see fit.”
The magnetizer looked with a sharp glance at the
magister and with a wave of his hand motioned him to speak.
“How — how much money do I have in my pocket?” the
latter stammered, visibly surprised.
The woman answered without reflection:
“One Laubtaler, but it’s fake, and five silver groschen.”
The questioner pulled out his little pouch and counted the
small amount of cash. It was true.
“Quite nice,” grumbled Doctor Moll, and his double chin
rested gloomily on his high tie.
“When he asks for his pennies, is it as well to inquire
who stole my reddish-brown rooster from my house six days
ago?”
“Leberecht Piepmal,” came back immediately.
“That thunder may smite you!” the coarse voice started
up. “That must be true! I immediately said to my beloved, that
Piepmal and no other –“
“Piano, my lord,” the organizer admonished unwillingly.
“Just not too loud! Another of the gentlemen, if you please”
“On which day of the week, month and year did the
woman I loved the most pass away?” one of the gentlemen said
softly.
The face of the sleeping woman distorted painfully, her
mouth closed tightly, and after a while she understood:
“Wednesday, the 12th of Hornung 1754.”
“My mother!” A heavy sigh said, that the question had
been answered correctly.
I took heart and raised my voice:
“Who visited me there, from where I came to this city?”
The sleeping woman stroked with her hand the back of
the chair, shook her head softly, and then let out a sound like a
soft laugh and spoke:
“You yourself -” she said.
A murmur rose.
“Attention, Demoiselle!” sounded the commanding voice.
“The gentleman himself could not have done it. Once more!”
“Isa Bektschi – yourself — your brother in you-.-” she
whispered, barely audible, “Ewli -“
“I ask, my lord, whether this answer is understandable to
you?”
I nodded mutely.
“But we don’t understand it,” the magister blurted out.
“What do you mean by that?”
“What do you mean demoiselle?” the man repeated
readily.
“The coming back,” she breathed.
“She babbles,” grumbled Doctor Pepperich.
“Still, some things have been amazing so far. May I do
one more question?”
“Please.”
“What is it? It’s on my desk at home, once alive and very
clever and is now useless and dead.”
The magnetized one breathed heavily, thought
strenuously and reached out with her hand to her throat,
catching her breath with difficulty, as if a choking attack was
coming over her. Then she said heavily:
“The hand – of the – hanged Janitschek from Prague.”
The doctor passed a blue cloth over his sweating
forehead.
“Guessed,” he gasped. “The hand of the Bohemian thief
lies withered on my table.”
“It is astonishing, after all,” Dean Balaenarius cleared his
throat. “The phenomenon is not so easy to grasp -.”
The man in the dark habit stepped forward.
“My esteemed ones,” he said. “The Demoiselle is greatly
fatigued and in need of early rest. May I ask for a few more
questions about the future?”
But no one moved. No one seemed to have the desire to
look behind the dark veil.
Then Doctor Schlurich half rose from his seat, opened his
mouth, wanted to speak, but changed his mind and sat down
again.
“Right now he is with her,” said Köckering tonelessly.
The doctor made a defensive gesture, as if he didn’t want
to hear anything, and leaned back, deathly pale, with quivering
lips, in his chair.
“That was her oath-!” I heard him say softly.
“May I do one more question?”
I stood up. So far I had remained so dazed by what the
clairvoyant had told me that everything around me was as if in
a dream, but only at the surface, as I had been lost in my own
thoughts.
A silent, somewhat impatient movement of the hand
invited me.
“When will I see Isa Bektschi again?”
I asked.
The demoiselle raised her head, shuddered inward and
groaned.

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The Rebirth of Melchior Dronte by Paul Busson and translated by Joe E Bandel

With paralyzing horror I looked myself in the face, saw
how greedily and flickeringly my eyes burned, how my mouth
was narrow and angry and spoke with cruel calm:
“Weinschrötter, you come before the Inquisition in the
second degree, I ask for the second time:”
“Will you confess or not?”
A cry of pain came from her mouth, but she shook her
head in denial, so that a red flag waved around her.
The one with the cowl scraped in a basin of glowing
embers, and pulled a white-hot iron from the coals.
Then smashing and crashing the terrible image collapsed.
The mirror had slipped from my hand.
Splinters and shards lay scattered on the floor.
The magister entered and said:
“Baron, I’m afraid this means seven years of bad luck!”
“I want to get up and leave,” I ordered. “Get me a
carriage. I don’t want to spend another night in this room.”
“You are too weak, Baron,” he said and then added. “I
know a carriage. The driver Peter will be happy to hitch up if I
send him mail. But it’s a long way to the next town.”
“Get me a carriage,” I urged him. “I’m not staying here.”
He walked out shaking his head.
I was afraid in that room. The man from the Orient had
appeared to me here with a comfort that outweighed all the
sufferings and wanderings of my life, yet demons dwelled in
these dilapidated walls, which were hostile to all living things.
The screams of pain, the curses and lamentations, which still
haunted the tattered leather wallpaper, were hiding in the
cracks of the wall and in the twilight they were like the buzzing
of mosquitoes, yet they had still not succeeded in deluding me
into believing that I had attended a coven, that I was among
larvae. I listened up and let the magister tell me the miraculous
things that the people, tired of the zealousness and the
artificially created crisis, had already accomplished in this
country, and when he, with fiery eyes and a face that I did not
recognize, swore high and dear, that the bright dawn of
freedom would rise from the smoking and stinking debris of
the shattered fortresses, this description moved me so much
that I felt a desire to see the events in Paris with my own eyes.
Supported by the Magister, I climbed down the
crumbling staircase of Krottenriede for the last time and
knocked on the door of the master of the hound.
He was sitting at a table, whistling to himself and looking
at the components of a gold-inlaid rifle lock, which he had
taken apart and anointed it with a feather from a small bottle of
clear bone oil.
When he heard of my intention, he did not want to know
anything about it, and said that now the fun days of stalking the
red buck would begin and that he wouldn’t like it if the son of
his old crony Dronte left without a successful hunt and with
such an abrupt departure. And as for taking that maleficent
fellow, the windy magister along with, it was completely out of
the question, since he will be taking the next few days, to write
various sharp manifests to the farmers all around, whose dogs
would again begin to prowl and roam around and this must be
stopped immediately and punished with severe punishments.
I replied to him very politely that I could hardly be
restrained from staying on Krottenriede, especially since I had
important and urgent business. Otherwise it would hardly occur
to me to travel for miles on a farm wagon in a state of half
recovery. If he were to take it upon himself to leave me in my
infirmity without any other companion than the waggoner, then
this was a matter that he would have to decide with his
conscience.
These words struck him to some extent, but nevertheless
he swayed his head back and forth and said that he did not like
to let the magister out of his hand. I, as a nobleman, must
understand that such good-for-nothings, when they get the
chance would make an attempt to escape. He had confronted
the journeyman with the fact that a couple of times the wood
invoices had not been correct, for which he, the master of the
hound, was himself to blame, nevertheless, it occurred to him
that he could threaten the windbag, on the basis of this fact, pay
him less and let him walk into the hole until he would willingly
return to food and whip. Because, added the old swindler with
a wink, he would never get such a cheap and good scribe in his
life, and for that very reason, he could not let the man out of his
sight.
I stopped and asked him once again to allow the man as
my escort, he finally gave in after some cunning consideration
and said that he already wanted to authorize the windbag and
give him papers so that the rascal with his severed ears would
have to return immediately after he had brought me to my
destination. But he wanted to advise me one thing: to treat the
imaginary one, the scholarly monkey no differently than a pot
de chambre, porter and lackey, and on occasion not to spare a
few kicks or face slaps. For this is the best medicine for such
birds, who secretly think they are better than a nobleman or a
good soldier.
I shook his hand and asked for a temporary leave; so that
he could think that there was still time and that I would start
packing. Instead of partaking in the upcoming lunch, I waved
to Hemmetschnur, who was anxiously waiting in the
antechamber, since he had always been forbidden to enter the
manorial chambers with the exception of the dining room, and
quickly climbed with him onto the waiting carriage, which the
young farmer on the driver’s seat at my command immediately
set into motion.
We rattled down the steep road and were only a few
thousand paces from Krottenriede when a loud bugle sounded
from the heights.
The farmer made an effort to stop the horses, and said:
“The merciful lord is calling us back!”
“You fool!” said the magister. “It’s only the hunter Räub,
who gives a farewell to the high-born gentleman next to me.
Therefore, be quiet!”
So we drove on, and soon the blowing died away, in
which I well recognized the call “Rallie”, in the fresh wind.
In the afternoon, we stopped in a little village.
My weakness increased considerably. Half asleep I
listened to Hemmetschnur, who, after he had gained so much
confidence, told me the story of his cut off ears and how this
had been a severe punishment for a stupid prank he had
committed in Stambul, when he had responded to the waving
and nodding of a Turkish, veiled lady, by climbing over a wall,
and was immediately seized for the cuttings and, at the
command of a man in rich clothes, was wounded by two
burning cuts with a hand-held scimitar, which one of them
pulled out of his belt, and was deprived of his ears. When he
collapsed from pain, weakness and loss of blood, the cruel
man’s servants dragged him out into the deserted street, in the
sweltering heat of the noon, and threw him on a heap of dung
and rubbish, where he remained. Towards evening he awoke
and felt how the fierce wild dogs that they have there in all the
alleys licked his wounds for the sake of blood, and this was the
reason that no inflammation appeared. A compassionate
Muslim picked him up and took him to a Franciscan monastery,
where he was cared for.
And the most distressing thing of all was that he learned
later that the veiled lady had been a nasty old hag who had
wanted to have some fun, which was made worse by the arrival
of her son-in-law, a Pascha as powerful as he was violent, who
had brought it to such a miserable end.
I was not able to take food and I kept seeing the cut off,
shell-shaped ears of the magister in front of me, and how
shaggy dogs fought over the bloody pieces in the yellow dust
of the street.
When we arrived in the Rhenish city toward evening and
the carriage was parked in front of the door of the inn “Zum
Reichsapfel”, I gave Hemmetschnur leave, although he was
very concerned about me and wanted to stay with me. But I
reminded him to cross the river before the city gates closed or
before a messenger on horseback from the master of the hound
came behind them.
Then he was so frightened that his teeth snapped open
struck one against the other. Once again he kissed my hand,
bowed many times and then pointing to the wide, calm stream,
said:
“I go to freedom, my patron! Wherever I see you again,
my Herr Baron, I will serve you faithfully and be yours with
blood and life!”
After I had amply rewarded Peter, the driver, who had
observed the departure of the magister with much head
scratching and frowning, I entered the inn.
“The gentleman is burning red in the face,” said the
waiter, who directed me to my room. “The gentleman should
go to bed; I will immediately call Doctor Schlurich.”
He helped me to undress, and immediately after that I felt
the hot waves and the shivering chill of the fever that was
setting in again. And then there was darkness around me, out of
which an endless procession of sights passed by me, even more
morose and sullen than the face of the magister on the day
when I had first seen him at Krottenriede Castle.
After long weeks of a bedridden life in which I barely
stirred, after countless days in which my inner gaze firmly and
unwaveringly held the image of Isa Bektschi, the hour came
when I, as if awakening from a deep sleep, saw doctor
Schlurich sitting at my bedside. He was a slim man of about
forty years, very distinguished and intelligent-looking, with a
high, clean forehead and beautiful eyes. His black suit was
made of the finest fabric, and in his tie was a bright green
emerald of great value, and his hands were delicate, white and
well-groomed.
“My lord baron,” he said in a pleasant and subdued voice.
“I am glad that your vigorous nature and will to live have won
the not easy victory over a severe nervous fever.”
“And your art,” I added politely.
“My skill can, at the best of times, support the secretive
forces with which the body can defend itself against the
impending decay, can even summon it, can alleviate pain and
restlessness, but must – with the exception of a few cases – as it
were, watch, how the quarrel surges to and fro. The friendly
fighters against death here and there with this and that means to
bring support (and it may be that this is sometimes decisive),
but on the whole the sick person must find the remedy in
himself or bring it forth. This time you, distinguished Herr,
were on the way into the shadow realm, and you have rightly
returned!”

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Chapter 27 Disaster

Llana looked at everyone in the firelight. “Are there any more questions?”

“So I meet you here next month at the same time?” Tobal asked.

“Right,” she said. “And I will give you the training you need to train Becca and Fiona.”

That was the end of the meeting, and they chatted the rest of the evening, sharing what had been going on in each other’s lives. Llana was very concerned about the medics being kicked off the mountain and the decision to build a permanent base at the old original gathering spot. She urged everyone to be careful.

The lake was beautiful, and they spent a lot of time skinny-dipping in the cold waters and lying on the beach in the sun, watching air transports bring workers and supplies to the gathering spot. With so much activity, it seemed hard to believe there was any danger in the area. Fiona seemed like a sister to him, and he was deeply in love with Becca. Their love was passionate. The days passed, and before he knew it, he had to head back to the cavern for the new moon tournaments. He urged the girls to leave the lake and warned them not to get too close to the waterfall—two were more vulnerable than three, and it might not be safe to stay.

The girls didn’t seem to take his concerns too seriously but suggested they might look up Nikki and see how she was doing with her last newbie. As Tobal left, they told him they were planning to leave the next day.

He was looking forward to his first regular meeting as a Journeyman. He found himself in the area a day early and thought he would check the camp out a little more. He was surprised to find several Journeymen already there. They welcomed him warmly.

Unlike circle, which was abandoned each month, there was always someone at this camp guarding it, hanging around in the caverns, socializing, sparring, or doing some type of assigned duty. They had a lot of time on their hands.

Staying in the camp was a way to socialize, work out, and practice. There was also a hot spring to soak in, and that was a luxury for sore and aching muscles. The tournaments were always scheduled early in the day and the initiations were scheduled closer to midnight. That was why Tobal had seen no tournaments on the day of his initiation. One of the caverns had been set aside as a fighting arena. It had soft powdered sand on the floor like beach sand.

There were a few medics wearing red tunics acting as judges or referees as well as emergency medics in case something went wrong. They took care of the many minor injuries that were common during these fights.

As the newbie of the group it didn’t take long for Tobal to realize how it worked. The referee laid out the ground rules, of which there were basically none. Anyone could challenge anyone to a fight. A person could not be challenged any more than one time in a day. However, a person could challenge as many people as they wanted to. It was set up in this way so if a person got beaten badly they would not have to fight again that night. But if they won and felt like it they could challenge someone else.

The oldest members by seniority got the first challenge and the youngest ones got the last challenges if they hadn’t already been challenged. Generally the older members took advantage of the inexperienced members by challenging them.

The first challenge was an old veteran that was burly and bearded. He was not well liked it seemed. He challenged Joy. It was easy to see why the grizzly had chosen Joy. He was almost twice Joy’s size. He clearly expected the match to be over quickly. Joy surprised him by being a lot faster, more elusive and more aggressive than Tobal had realized.

The brute simply couldn’t make contact with Joy and three times went sprawling as Joy tripped him during a rush but he always managed to fall within the rope circle and got back to his feet quickly. Every now and then a wild swing would connect and Joy would stagger. She simply was too light to do much damage to him. Tobal could see she was tiring and wasn’t surprised when a wild arm knocked her to the floor. The brute then sat on her and held her motionless until the referee called time and declared the brute to be the winner.

Joy really had trouble with this degree because of her small size and young age. So far she had only won three fights. The good news was that she was getting much better at fighting and she was also getting larger and stronger as she grew older. She was learning about fighting the hard way, by losing. Most of the older Journeymen had already challenged Joy and won. They couldn’t challenge her again. That meant gradually Joy was being more evenly matched as she grew in skill. The burly veteran she had just fought was undoubtedly one of the few older ones that hadn’t yet been able to challenge her. The entire thing made Tobal feel slightly sick.

Next up was Ox. Ox smiled maliciously as he challenged Tobal.

“You don’t have a knife to save you this time,” he sneered.

Tobal felt a weak sick feeling in his stomach and realized he was probably in for quite a beating. Ox still held a grudge against Tobal from that time in sanctuary when they had argued over Fiona. Tobal had only saved himself from a beating by instinctively pulling a knife and threatening Ox with it. This time though no weapons were allowed. It was simply hand to hand warfare with no rules.

Tobal assumed a boxer’s stance and tried a few jabs to no effect. Cautiously they circled the ring looking for an opening. Then Ox put down his head and charged straight at Tobal. He tried moving out of the way but was caught by a huge hairy arm that turned him around. Next a hammer exploded in the pit of his stomach and solar plexus doubling him up. He felt the bile rise in his throat as all the fight ran out of him. He lay in agony on the cave floor gasping for breath curled up in the fetal position trying to protect his stomach from further damage. Dimly he heard the referee call out time. Tobal had just lost his first match in less than two minutes. His eyes were stinging with tears.

Tobal was surprised when Joy re-challenged the brute from the first fight. It was easy to see there was no such thing as fairness in these matches. Anybody was fair game and the smaller and weaker got picked on more often than the bigger and stronger ones. If you were big and powerful things generally went your way. It didn’t seem right but life was unfair at times and the strong often did win. It was brutal survival of the fittest in it’s most primitive form and wasn’t very pretty.

Tobal tasted blood in his mouth as he sat watching Joy. She handled herself remarkably well this time and it was easy to see she had more stamina than the brute. She found an opening and finished the match by landing a kick solidly in the groin of the brute to the applause of the watching crowd. It was then that Tobal realized he had to be really careful. He had to learn a heck of a lot more about fighting than he knew right now. He also realized Joy was right in fighting after her first defeat. It was the only chance she really had to move ahead and it didn’t cost her anything.

He looked over the unchallenged members of the group carefully. Being a loser he had the opportunity to challenge and in a spark of anger challenged one of the remaining members that hadn’t fought yet. In a burst of fury and lightning movements he had tripped and thrown the person out of the ring over the rope. The referee called the match and Tobal was the winner. In a flash of sportsmanship he went over and helped the other person back to his feet and they started talking together.

“Man, what got into you?” The other person said. “You were like a demon or something. I never even had a chance. It was all over before I knew what was happening.”

“That’s how my fight with Ox went,” He laughed. “I never saw it coming either.”

His name was Jake and soon he and Tobal were hanging out together sparring and learning everything they could from any of the others that were willing to spend time training with them. Tobal really sucked at fighting and it was good to team up with someone willing to work hard with him. They spent most of the next two weeks sparring every day for hours. They mercilessly drove themselves to the point of exhaustion. It seemed to Tobal that he was always stiff and bruised but when circle finally came he was ready for it and felt that he needed a little break.

While the tournaments were brutal, the initiations were beautiful in their own way. Tobal watched in fascination as the circle was cast widdershins and the pentagram was drawn upside down. The power was raised, but it felt different and had a harder edge to it.

The primal earth energy of the Journeyman degree was much different than the spiritual light energy of the Apprentice degree. It was more visceral and seemed more magickal. The images of the Lord and Lady seemed more real and it was as if they were really there in the circle. He heard their voices urging him to get up and fight after Ox had slammed him to the ground but had not been able to get back up.

Watching the initiations he saw them beside the candidates after they had given up fighting the six dark hooded figures. His parents kneeled beside the candidate as the circle began to move widdershins and the High Priest and High Priestess bestowed their blessings upon the initiate. Then it seemed as if they merged and flowed into the candidate and disappeared.

Later he asked Ellen about these things and she was interested in what he saw. Apparently he was able to see things even the High Priest and High Priestess had trouble seeing or feeling. More correctly he was seeing and hearing what a High Priest or High Priestess was supposed to be able to see and hear. She was excited about his natural talent and he spoke about some of the exercises and meditations that Crow and Llana had taught him. He didn’t mention his belief that the Lord and Lady were his parents.

There was no requirement for him to go to circle except during guard duty, but he always felt it was very important to show up and see how his Apprentice friends were doing and celebrate with them as they trained and soloed their own trainees. Fiona and Becca would be getting their sixth chevrons and he wouldn’t miss that. He was also looking forward to some quiet time with Becca.

He arrived just in time to change into his black robe and take part in the initiation ceremony as a guard. He didn’t have time to look for Becca or talk with any of his friends and none of them showed up during the day to chat. It was mid July and hot.

Becca and Fiona usually looked him up at least once during the day and he had a nagging feeling in the pit of his stomach that something was wrong.

He tried not to worry as he and Joy made sure the candidates were properly welcomed into the clan and later prepared for their initiation. This time he was the one that cut the gray robe and shortened it to become a tunic. He remembered his own Clansman initiation and felt satisfaction as he cut away the fabric of the tunic. It was the first time he had cut a tunic and it was kind of ragged in spots and high. He might have cut the tunic a little short but she was good looking and had nice legs. The shortened tunic looked good on her.

There were eight candidates and later the new clansmen were taken to the sweat lodge for purification and left to meditate. It was a long day and the eight initiations seemed to drag on forever.

After the last initiate was gone he headed toward the circle and noticed that both Fiona’s and Becca’s students had returned from their solos. They were hanging out by the beer barrel but he still didn’t see Fiona or Becca. He walked over to congratulate both of them on their solos and asked where the girls were. The look on both of their faces told him immediately that something was wrong. They were surprised he hadn’t heard. Yesterday rogues had attacked both Fiona and Becca. Becca had been raped and badly beaten. Medics had taken her to sanctuary. Fiona had gone with her to make sure she was all right. The kids had stayed behind.

There was a hollow sick feeling in his stomach and he felt like he was going to throw up. He was shaken to his very core by the news and his face turned a pasty gray. He looked for one of the medics to ask for more information and made a beeline in the dark to the nearest red cloaked figure he saw. The medic was busy putting some things in his pack. His back was to Tobal as he walked up.

“Excuse me,” He began. “I need some information.”

“ Rafe!” He shouted.

“Rafe, what about Becca?” He asked urgently. “Is she all right?”

Rafe turned a troubled gaze on him.

“Becca’s pretty bad. Near as we can figure four rogues jumped the two of them with clubs while they were climbing half way up the cliff on a ledge by the waterfall. Becca got taken by surprise at the top. They grabbed her and were holding her down and tearing her clothes off. She was fighting back when she was knocked unconscious. Fiona managed to slice one of them pretty bad with a blade before being pushed over the ledge. Becca was already unconscious when Fiona fell over the ledge. She wasn’t able to help Becca and prevent the beating. She’s lucky she wasn’t hurt in the fall.”

“Alarms went off on our air sleds and we responded immediately. The rogues left Becca with a couple cracked ribs and took off running when three medics came flying in on air sleds. Tobal, she was raped. ” He looked at Tobal before continuing.

“We felt she might have internal injuries and took her to the city for specialized medical attention. Fiona went along as a witness and to fill out the reports.”

That was all Rafe knew except they were both at sanctuary now and Becca was in stable condition.

“I don’t know who the rogues were. They don’t seem to be anyone that is a part of our camp. But they know about us, that’s for sure. They didn’t wear med-bracelets, so they didn’t show up on our screens.”

“They don’t wear med-bracelets?” Tobal said grimly. “That means they are General Grant’s men.”

“The air sleds showed up suddenly?” Tobal asked violently. “How did the rogues get away?”

“We don’t know yet. That’s our new camp remember.” Rafe continued. “As soon as Becca was knocked unconscious alarms went off on our air sleds. What I can’t believe is that rogues would be so close to our camp.”

“I know where they were climbing,” Tobal said suddenly. “If they were on the ledge they would have been trapped. The only way down was hand and foot holes and the only way up was through a rock chimney. They didn’t run away. The medics let them get away!”

Rafe turned white as understanding dawned. “It wasn’t our Medics. The rogues were teleported there and out again. They must have a teleporting station set up right there on that ledge. We’ve got to find it and destroy it.”

“What did these rogues look like? What kind of tunics did they wear?” Tobal asked savagely already knowing the answer. “They knew the girls were going to climb the cliff and waited for them on the ledge. The girls were deliberately ambushed!”

“’They were dressed as Journeymen in black tunics.” Rafe told him. “That’s all we know at this time. Ellen’s looking into it further and making a complaint to the City Council.”

There was a lump in his throat and a heavy feeling in his heart. He had left the girls at the lake alone and unprotected. Part of what happened to them was his fault. He had even suggested they go there in the first place. Tobal took up his pack and asked Rafe to give him a ride to sanctuary. The trip was a little over an hour with the air sled. The full moon made night travel fairly easy anyway. It was his first air sled ride but he was too emotional to enjoy it.

As they traveled he wondered about the rogues. Were they really acting under orders from General Grant or his Uncle Harry and did they have the ability to teleport in and out at will?

What was so important about the cave under the waterfall? They needed to really check it out before the enemy broke through the shield and took everything. He told Rafe that they needed to check the cave out thoroughly and see what they could find. Rafe agreed and said he and Ellen would look into it immediately on his return. He dropped Tobal off at sanctuary and sped back toward the lake.

Tobal went inside and stopped at the door to let his eyes adjust to the dim light. Fiona saw him and came running with a glad cry.

“Tobal!” She threw her arms around him in a big hug. “I’m so glad you’re here.”

She led him over to the cot where Becca lay and he sank down on his knees by her bed. He reached out for her hands. She smiled weakly at him. Her face was horribly bruised and there was a look in her eyes he didn’t recognize. He didn’t know for sure if she really knew who he was. It was like she was looking through him. As he reached to move a strand of hair away from her eyes she flinched away from him.

“Becca, it’s me Tobal!” He implored but her uncomprehending eyes remained the same. She was in shock. Part of her soul was gone somewhere else and he didn’t know how to get it back. He stayed with her and Fiona stayed with her but she remained unreachable. In anguish he grabbed her hand and placed it over the scars on his face.

“Becca, it’s me, remember me! My face. Feel the scars, it’s me, remember!”

She slowly looked at him and tears began to form in her eyes.

“Tobal.”

She softly traced the scars with her fingers. “I’m sorry.” She whispered and her arm dropped back on the cot.

He pulled her hand toward him gripping it hard and trying to bring her nearer. Something broke inside his heart and he cried, violent spasms shaking his body.

“Becca, I love you, I love you. Come back to me.”

Her fingers tightened in his. “I love you too,” she whispered.

Two days passed and Becca seemed to improve but something was still wrong. The rape and beating was still fresh and her experience made her both fearful and angry. She wanted to withdraw at times into her own space and be alone and at times she pushed both Fiona and Tobal away. Other times she needed them close to her.

It was the afternoon on the third day that Llana showed up at sanctuary concerned about what had happened. When Tobal hadn’t showed up for their meeting she had gotten worried and gone looking for him. She checked at the new medic’s base and was told that he was here.

“You’ve got to get Crow,” Tobal told her. “Crow told me that he would be needing to do another soul retrieval. He is the one that is meant to help her.”

“Both Crow and I will help her together,” She told him softly.

A few hours later both Crow and Llana had finished the soul retrieval and done spiritual healing work on Becca. She was sleeping peacefully. Crow, Llana, Fiona and he could not talk openly about things at sanctuary because newbies were there and clansmen were also showing up to get the newbies. Crow and Llana left and said they would talk with him later. Before they left Tobal warned them that the General’s men were teleporting into areas without warning and attacking clansmen.

They stayed at Sanctuary as Becca gradually improved. Both Becca and Fiona were looking forward to their Journeyman initiation and joked about it. The bad food at sanctuary was finally too much and they decided to make a leisurely journey to the caverns.

It had been two weeks and was just before the new moon. Physically Becca was pretty much healed but there were still deep emotional scars that were raw. He could feel the scars keeping them apart. Becca and Fiona were to be initiated into the Journeyman degree. They both felt it would help them to turn their minds away from what had happened. They traveled together and reached the caverns late in the afternoon. As the girls were being prepared for the initiations he joined the tail end of the tournaments.

Since he was late he hadn’t been challenged and was given the opportunity to challenge someone. He didn’t care whether he won or lost, he just needed an outlet for the rage and energy that had been trapped inside him since Becca’s accident. It was making him crazy and he knew he had to get rid of it.

In a burst of anger he challenged Ox. Ox had been having it entirely too easy because of his natural strength and size. Nobody ever challenged him and he only challenged weaker and easier victims. He never really had to fight. Tobal needed to fight.

Ox was surprised and incredulous but also had a wide grin on his face as he contemplated the beating he was going to give Tobal. Lumbering to his feet he swaggered into the circle and nodded at the referee. Tobal was on fire and there was no strategy. He was just going to pound Ox until the fight was over. It was going to be brutal but he was in much better shape and had learned a few tricks the past months. He had also been practicing daily. He had never seen Ox bother with any type of training or exercise. The brute seemed to rely exclusively on his own natural ability and strength.

Ox lunged and Tobal narrowly missed getting caught by those massive arms. As Ox passed Tobal swung a viscous blow with an elbow that caught Ox on the side of the head and dazed him. Tobal was not quick enough to take advantage and Ox turned with a bellow of anger. It turned into a slug fest in which neither one tried to get away but simply stood braced and pounded on each other, trading blows without regard for the punishment they were taking.

Tobal had learned how to brace himself for blows and took several blows to the midsection without buckling. Llana’s training had given him vast endurance and it was Ox who began to weaken under sustained blows to the head and midsection. He was used to fights that ended quickly and was getting tired. A wicked knee to the groin finally dropped Ox to his knees and the fight was over. Tobal was battered and bloody but victorious and happy. He had won his second fight.

There was something especially sweet about this fight he thought as he limped out of the circle. He watched as Jake fought his match. There was no doubt about Jake getting better too. But it was not enough for him to win.

As he left the ring and sat down at the edge of the circle his mind again returned to the conversation with Becca that had left his head spinning. He had asked Becca for a better description of her attackers. They had been bearded and hard to describe but she had torn the leader’s tunic off in the struggle. She had seen clearly a tattoo on his chest above his heart. It was a round circle with a male and female holding hands inside the circle. It was the same tattoo he had seen on his uncle as a child.

After the tournaments he washed up and got prepared for Becca’s and Fiona’s initiations. Having two initiations made things go much longer since they each had to be done separately. Becca’s initiation was first and it was almost the last. Tobal was Becca’s guide. He had requested to be her guide and Ellen had approved. He wanted to be close by in case something happened.

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The Rebirth of Melchior Dronte by Paul Busson and translated by Joe E Bandel

“I will venture on it,” I said.
“You, a person of noble heart, will not be harmed by the
room, although –” he faltered and bit his lips.
“Although?” I pressed him.
“I, Baron, would not like to sleep here, and if there were
only one other place in the house, where it does not trickle in
by the ceiling or blow through empty window holes, I would
have chosen it for you rather than this damned courtroom! But
now I wish you a restful night!”
He bowed low and left.
I was alone, and took the candlestick to look around.
The wide chamber had been decorated with precious
leather wallpaper, which was now, of course, everywhere
damaged and tattered on the wall. It showed in hundredfold the
Treffenheid coat of arms with the Moor’s head, which had an
arrow shaft sticking out from the eye. Under it on a ribbon was
to be read the heraldic motto:
“One dies – another lives.”
In the corner next to the door stood a two-sleeper four-
poster bed with twisted columns and angels’ heads, the gilding
of which was worn away. At the lead-framed windows, which
had small gaps, the pale moon wandered behind wisps of
clouds, and a withered, broom-like poplar treetop sometimes
poked at the rickety panes. A table and a few chairs had just
been put there for me, as could be seen from the dust on the
floor.
More remarkable than all this, however, were two large
paintings, which were next to each other on the wall, separated
by a horizontally stretched out naked human arm, extending
from a red sleeve which, was holding a simple executioner’s
sword.
I approached the paintings with the light. The first one
was rich in small figures, and I had to look for a long time in
the restless candlelight until I recognized a procession on the
dark canvas, which was leading the sinner in a cart with solemn
seriousness to the place of execution. Under the picture, on a
white background, it read:
“If you have patience in pain,
It will be very useful to you,
Therefore give yourself willingly to it.”
The unknown painter had understood it, and painted into
the faces of the accompanying persons, secretly and
immediately recognizable to everyone, stupidly proud dignity,
thoughtlessness, malice, cruelty, indifference, and cowardly
contentment; but from the face of the man on the execution cart
cried out fear, and the staring look was almost a longing for the
final redemption by the redcoat, who stood tiny and distant on
the scaffolding.
This image made me fall into a depth of consciousness or
foreboding, which filled me with fearful darkness for several
minutes. It told me that something had happened or was about
to happen, and from my soul a voice spoke barely audibly:
“I know —.”
The roots of my hair were on fire, drops of sweat covered
the inside surface of my hands. But what it was, I could no
longer grasp with my mind, for as quickly as it came, it sank
again into a dark abyss. I turned my gaze from the terrible
image, ducked under the threatening sword arm, so as not to
touch it, and lifted the light towards the other painting.
A fine and cutting stab went through my heart. This face,
blissful and childlike, with reddish shimmering braids under a
small hood, with the delicate nose and the small mouth, with
the curved eyebrows, it was…
“Aglaja,” I whispered softly, and the heavy candlestick
almost fell from my hand.
But then it seemed to me as if a sad, dark glow went over
the lovely face. No, not Aglaja! It was Zephyrine who was
looking at me, as if she were breathing. The slender hand,
coming from a lace ruff, wore a silver ring of woven serpentine
bodies with a fire opal and held daintily between pointer finger
and thumb were three crimson roses and a snowy lily. But what
was written underneath, confused me in the face, which always
showed a beloved face. I ran my hand over my eyes and read
the characters under the painting:
Likeness of Lady Heva Weinschrötter,
Canoness to St. Leodegar, accused of sorcery
and sentenced to the sword
In the year anno 1649.

And then I stood for a long time, until the candles began
to crackle and the wax dripped. – What was appearance and
what was truth? The night had passed quietly except for some
creaking and cracking in the room and in the floor as is natural
in such old buildings.
The new day was of dull light and unfriendly, full of
wind and falling drops. There was a rustling in the walls, as of
rats.
The servant, who brought my breakfast, informed me that
the master of the hound was suffering from gout and would not
be visible before the evening. I should not enter uninvited into
his room, because he had a saddle pistol next to him loaded
with rock salt and pig bristles, and in his piercing pain he was
well able to burn one on me and everyone, as he had already
done to magister Hemmetschnur once before.
So I looked once more in the gloomy light of the room, at
the ruined face which was now even more clearly visible than
in the candlelight. I also discovered the trapdoor in the floor,
through which one could enter the dungeons and chambers
under the earth. And whatever I did, the gray eyes of the
painting of Lady Heva Weinschrötter followed me. But as I,
mindful of the evening’s feelings, looked firmly and attentively
at the rosy face under the gold hood, it seemed to me strange
and distant to me. The resemblance to Aglaja-Zephyrine faded
into the distance and finally disappeared completely.
While wandering around in the spacious chamber I
discovered opposite my bed a door so carefully fitted into the
wallpaper that it was easy to miss. When I pushed its creaking
hinges, I came into a narrow chamber with racks, in front of
which were rotten curtains of shot green damask, all covered
with dust. When I pushed them aside, I found in the
compartments whole bundles and piles of old files, and all sorts
of formerly confiscated corpora delicti, such as knives,
hatchets, bludgeons, rotten wheel locks, thieves’ hooks, gypsy
casting rods and the like, and attached to each item was a
carefully written note. Some I read:
“The knife, with which Matz from the Schellenlehen
stabbed Schieljörg,” and “Explosive and grenade called, Reb
Moische, the Hendl from Poland”. Finally I came to an earthen,
smoky pot, blue-glassed, which was tightly tied with a pig’s
bladder and on the square parchment on the handle, was
written in brownish faded ink:
“Numerus 16. Flying or witch ointment, found under the
bed of the lady of hell, and dug out of the earth.”
This relic of one of the women who had stood here
during the inquisition, aroused my curiosity very much, and I
hid it near my bed, in order to visit it later.
At the midday meal, only the magister appeared, who
asked me politely about the night spent and then said that I was
the first to have been granted a quiet sleep in this room. After
the meal I went for a walk with him despite the rain showers
and gusts of wind, and talked to him. The knowledge of this
man was astonishing, his exact knowledge of languages, and I
could not help but ask him, how he, with his erudition, could
not have found anything better than that of his unworthy
clerical services for the old master of the hound, who seemed
to take special pleasure to humiliate and make fun of his
education in front of others.
He heaved a deep sigh and said that if he only had
enough money so that he could reach the city of Paris, or only
to Strasbourg in the former German land, which the French had
stolen, it would be better for him in an instant. There he would
have friends who would gladly continue to take care of him.
But even if he had as much as he needed for the journey, he
would still have to be on his guard. For the master of the hound,
as he said, had already impudently threatened him, the
magister, and would not refrain from accusing him of
embezzlement and to have him punished, which he, as a poor
and helpless man, was unknown and without any ability to
defend himself.
I said nothing, but made up my mind, to help this
unjustly tormented person, if I could.
For dinner, the gentleman from Trolle and Heist was
brought to the table in a carrying chair, his right foot bound
thickly and sweating with pain. It was hardly possible to hold a
conversation with him, and only in view of the fact that I had to
stay here at all costs, I allowed myself to be subjected to
various of his quarrelsome and irritable moods. It was worse
with the magister than with me, he threw a pig’s bone at his
head for no reason and as for the hunters who were waiting for
him, he would spit wine at them or hit them with a stick. At ten
o’clock he began to drink murderously again, and at about
eleven he started his howling anguished chant. But the
intoxication did not work this time, and I saw how he looked in
fear with puffy eyes into the corner of the chamber devastated
by the fall of the wall. Finally- he hurled a heavy mug in the
direction of the apparition visible to him, laughed, and then
sank down, muttering to himself several times something about
a useless rhyme smith and court poet, and then sank into a
frenzied sleep, whereupon they lifted him up in the carrying
chair and carried him away.

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The Rebirth of Melchior Dronte by Paul Busson and translated by Joe E Bandel

We walked up and down the cool arcade of the manor
courtyard, and I saw, with a tormenting restlessness in my heart,
and indifferently looked at the hundreds of wooden carved deer
heads, boar’s tusks and deer antlers on the walls, from which
long spider threads hung and swallow’s nests stuck. On the
floor lay almost hairless wolf-pelts and worn deer blankets,
which gave the impression of decay and abandonment even
more. And the old man next to me was Heist, of whom my
father had told me that he had killed the duke’s court poet in a
duel, and of whom Gudel had spoken of with disgust.
“Well, well!” said the Master of the Hound, standing still
and stuffed a pinch into his fiery nose.
“Mort de ma vie, you are not a child, after all, Dronte,
and it will not offend you when I tell you that your father and I
were the best sire stallions at court. Isn’t it still told today the
fun of how we stood one of the chambermaids of the duchess
on her head and filled the woman with champagne so that
Serenissimus almost suffered a stroke from laughing? Or how
we pinched the hopeful Annemarie Sassen in the dark on her
firm arse, so that she cried for help and the duchess swore to
have the culprits publicly flogged, even if they were of
standing? Oh, those were good times, wild days! What do you
youngsters know of them?!”
To distract him from those wild memories, which
reminded me in a terrible way of all the suffering that had
come to me from my father, I asked him about the man with the
missing ears who had been sent to find a shelter for my person.
“Him?” laughed the old man. “That’s a former magister,
who went about all over the place and also came to the court of
the grand lord. And there it seems to have gone wrong for him,
for they cut off his ears at the bridge of Stambul. He has lived
here for several years and provides me with board, lodging and
a few pennies, but he is kept quite short.”
Just at that moment the man had silently appeared behind
us; a sour smile on his disgruntled face told me that he had
heard the words of the hound master. But then he said, dryly
and without any raising and lowering of his voice, to his master:
“Accommodation is found, my lord, Master of the Hound.
In the hall of the former patrimonial court, the ceiling is
tolerable and impermeable, in case of new rain. The bedding is
with sufficient linen, the windows are washed and quite clean.
The foreign master can dwell there, if — if namely–“
“Don’t be so long in talking about “if” and “when, but tell
him what the catch is!” the octogenarian snapped at him.”You
educated ass!”
The grumpy one didn’t make a face at this.
“Provided the gentleman is not afraid of ghosts that
sometimes haunt such old chambers.”
“Triple-horned dromedary!” rumbled the hound master.
“Just so it stays in the courtroom! What’s for dinner?”
“Venison with four kinds of brawn, boiled blue tench
with millet porridge and a nutmeg tart,” said the magister.
“Good. Now get back to your writing!”
The gray man walked away with his back bent.
“You don’t treat the poor man very well,” I couldn’t help
from saying.
“That’s how you must deal with such learned dicks or
else they’ll be ridden by conceit and arrogance,” laughed Troll.
“Believe me, Dronte, no one needs to be put down more and
castigated than the learned rabble who stir up the common folk
and make them dissatisfied with us. But now I will show you
your chamber – a rascal who gives more than he has!”
As we ascended the stairs, he asked me, as it were, if I
had any business in the area, and when I said that I hoped to
meet someone here whom I had not been able to identify, he
was satisfied and said that I could remain as a guest as long as I
wished, for he had plenty of food and wine.
Then he showed me the door of my room and reminded
me to be on time for the meal.
With a disconsolate heart I entered the wide room, in
which I now had to stay in uncertainty and wait for Ewli. The
manner of the old man was extremely repugnant to me, and the
form in which he finally offered his hospitality with reference
to the abundance of the food, seemed to me so hurtful that I
would have preferred not to unpack my coat bag at all. Also I
was dreading the constant togetherness with the hearty, by his
age by no means internalized man, and it was completely
incomprehensible to me that Ewli should have chosen this very
place to come close to me. Tormenting doubts came over me
and aroused in me the thought that I had turned in the wrong
direction and could have missed the actual place. But now I
had to good or bad, be satisfied and hope that the man from the
Orient would also know how to find me here, if this would be
in his mind.
Since I would be in the spacious room later I hardly took
any time to look around the barely illuminated and gloomy
chamber. I also found no light, so I hurried with makeshift
cleaning in a metal basin, into which I let water bubble from a
hanging dolphin by means of a faucet, and then went down to
the dining room.
The hall was a reflection of all the misery in the old stone
box. In one corner a part of the wall covering had fallen down
and formed a pile of rubble that no one seemed to have been
obliged to clear away. The darkened ancestral portraits of the
counts of Treffenheid, to whom the coat of arms of the arrow-
headed Moor belonged, looked with white, staring eyes from
the wall, and in a once beautiful, but badly damaged dragon
fireplace blazed, despite the warm day, a huge fire made of
beech logs. At the large, heavy table I sat next to the hound
master in the midst of all the dogs, who were eating chunks of
meat and pieces of cake and biting each other, and at the very
end of the table like a gray shadow squatted the unfortunate
Magister Hemmetschnur. Such was his name, the peculiarity of
which still elicited a guffaw from old Heist, when he
pronounced it, twisted and misshapen in all ways. But the food
was good, and even if the wine in the pewter cups was a bit tart,
it nevertheless pricked pleasantly on the tongue and palate.
After the meal, which proceeded rapidly, the dogs were
driven out, and the old man lit one of the many lime pipes,
which were placed in front of him, stuffed in a cup. When he
had smoked one out, he threw it, breaking it in shards, and
grabbed the next one, so that we were soon sitting in a thick
blue fog, watching the ever coughing figure of the gray clerk
almost disappear in the haze.
I was tired and sad, and also exhausted from the terrible
adventure in the Ball Mill and yet out of courtesy had to stay
and listen to the coarse jokes and jests of the master of the
hound, which were never ending and to show me a picture of
my father, with whom he had committed a large part of his
deeds, that was even more ugly and unpleasant than it already
was in my memory. But since the old man drank intemperately,
his tongue soon became heavy. When the eleventh hour struck,
he opened his mouth wide and began to shout out songs with a
false and booming voice:
“A little rabbit would creep” and “It runs to the wood
unharmed, fellow,” and so on, without pausing, until at last his
bald head sank with a jerk on his chest and out of his open
mouth came a sawing snore and a rattle. As if this had been
awaited, immediately two powerful hunters and a hunter boy
entered, grabbed the hound master by the head, shoulders and
feet and carried him out without bothering about me or the
mute magister. Although curiosity was far from me, I did
nevertheless address a few questions to the man who had been
treated so disdainfully, and who seemed to me to be worthy of
some attention, and I learned that every day at the same time
the intoxication and singing began. And this had its origins in
the fact that years ago, between eleven and half past midnight,
the wife of the master of the hound had found her husband in
the arms of a maid and became so transformed that she was
killed on the spot by a stroke. Sometimes, however, the ghost
of the Duke of Wessenburg’s court poet, who had been killed
by his hand, would appear. This was the reason why the old
man tried to drown out this period of time.
If no one is present, the old man sings alone, but then,
before eleven o’clock, the head hunter Räub must appear with
his hunting horn and stay until the moment he falls asleep, and
then blow the horn as loud as he can. After this explanation,
Hemmetschnur seized one of the candlesticks with five candles
and asked for the honor of escorting me to my bedchamber.
We climbed through the dead quiet house, around which
the wind whined and the poplars rustled, onto the upper floor,
and in front of my door the magister gave me the light, humbly
bowed and wished me a good night.
“Tell me still, Herr Magister, what you meant when you
spoke of a haunting in this room?”
I stopped him. At the same time I opened the door and
invited him to enter the room with me.
He bowed and closed the door behind us, a smile sliding
across his grizzled gray face.
“Certain things I cannot say,” he said, looking around.
“But consider what may have gone on in this chamber for all
the uncounted years, since the jus gladii and the jurisdiction of
it all rested on Krottenriede. People say many things. Like for
example, that old Krippenveit, whom they torqued to death
here, sometimes lifts the trap door in the floor and looks around
horribly.
Or that the horse Jew Aaron, whom they wanted to tickle
for his money, suddenly stood in a dark corner screaming for
mercy. They tortured him here, too, and because he was over
seventy years old, when they raised him, he fell into the
fainting sleep of the tortured, they put boiling hot eggs into his
armpits and pressed them with their arms to get the gold hiding
place from him. But he would rather have died than have given
it away, Emmes gedabert, as they call it in their language,
truth-talking. Up there is still the iron ring on the ceiling,
through which the rope ran. Here they also had the Bee’s Agnes,
also called the honey lick, brought to a confession and then
handed her over to the redcoat, who burned and roasted her and
then buried her at the cemetery of Saint Leodegar with a black
cat and an old hen that would not leave her. The Frau of
Weinschrotter however, a woman of nobility, who grew roses
and lilies from her pots in the bitter winter, was sentenced to
the sword. Her portrait hangs here in the room. You Baron, can
see the crudeness and stupidity of the people that has been
celebrated in this room. From the futile sighs and tears of the
poor, who fell into the hands of these animals and of the
abominable events that have taken place here, a shadow or
image may still adhere to the cursed walls, and for those
predisposed or through special arts those events may appear as
alive once again to suitable persons. That is what I meant.”

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The Rebirth of Melchior Dronte by Paul Busson and translated by Joe E Bandel

Since the candle threatened to go out, I asked Garnitter to
come out with his treasures, and soon there was a new light
burning in the candlestick.
“Hang cloaks or blankets in front of the windows, so that
they do not see the light from outside,” I admonished, and
immediately they went to carry out the advice. In the meantime
I looked at the door. There was probably a strong wooden latch
on the outside, but there was no way to secure it from the
inside. The hinges, however, seemed quite freshly oiled to me,
and I brought it to the attention of the others.
“That bastard of an Innkeeper is up to something,” the
squire from Sollengau blurted out, “and because there are four
of us, since the drunk is not to be counted, we must be hellishly
on the watch, because the host can get help from the
Spillermaxen Gang or from the blue whistlers.”
I said nothing and continued my investigation. The floor
was made of tamped earth, the walls had been built up with
solid blocks and cement and were ancient, and the ceiling had
no visible opening and consisted of heavy, dark beams, such as
one can only rarely still find in such length and strength.
Then Hoibusch emitted a low whistle and beckoned me
hastily. He was standing by the pillar. We trod on the rustling
straw and followed his groping hand with the light. And there
we saw something that revealed to us the trace of the satanic
trickery that was at play here.
In its entire length, from top to bottom, the rough stone
column was smoothly polished as if something heavy often slid
up and down on it and transformed the roughness of the
friction points into polished grooves. And seized by the same
thought, we looked upward at the ring or the capital of the
column, which with its excessive projection and mighty width
enclosed the column. It stood out brightly white in its fresh
coat of paint, and was separated from the narrow, circular space
of the column itself, so that this heavy load, when it was
loosened at the top, could fall down.
And it was precisely in the area of this ring that our head
pillows were arranged around the column.
Haymon straightened up halfway in his sleep and
stammered with wide-open eyes:
“Don’t you want to rest, Montanus? – You can’t get ducats
from your Mary, brother – let go, put away the blue hand–” and
then he vomited out the wine and food from his stomach,
which had long since been ruined, and defiled himself nastily.
“Pull him away from this death-trap” I shouted.
Then they grabbed him by the legs and pulled him away
from the dangerous bed, but he crawled back in his madness,
while we continued and once again he was dragged away. Then
he seemed to want to keep quiet and remained lying down.
“Shh!” whispered Garnitter, who was listening at the door.
We quickly extinguished the light and stayed as quiet as a
mouse. Light footsteps came along the corridor.
“Bärbel, the false hussy -“.
“Shh!”
She listened at the door, leaned. The wood creaked softly,
Haymon chattered in his sleep.
“What say you of sulphurous flames, Portugieser? – Great
hell, brother, how it stinks from your throat! I won’t give you
my hand, you are black all over, you devil- roast -“.
Quietly she scurried away from the door, down the
corridor.
We heard Haymon rustling in the straw, hitting the floor
with his foot and stretching with a groan.
Footsteps again. The boys quietly drew their long blades;
I drew the pistol, my thumb on the hammer, finger on the
trigger, without cocking it. It coughed, scrabbled at the door.
Then it slunk away again.
“They think they’re safe now, the murderous hounds,”
said Hoibush. On the ceiling above us something slid. A low
rattle arose. A dull unintelligible voice spoke something. A
whirring, a grinding, a whooshing fall–
Boom! – It struck heavy and pounding, softly muffled.
Feet drummed like madly on the clay floor, leathery,
clapping…- in our room.
“Strike fire, Hoibusch!” cried the squire hoarsely.
Pink, pink! The tinder glowed up, the sulfur- twitched
blue and sizzled with acrid stench, the candle burned -.
“Almighty!” Garnitter wanted to cry out, but Hoibusch
quickly put his hand over his mouth.
It took our breath away. The wide column ring had
crashed down and buried the head cushions and the unfortunate
head of poor Haymon, who had crawled back in the dark
without our knowledge. His feet were spread apart, his hands
were clasped on his chest in the robe and the rest of him lay
under the murder stone. Like a thick, dark snake, glistening in
the candlelight his blood coagulated in the straw.
“Lights out!” commanded the squire. “They’re coming!”
Ready to strike, we stood on either side of the door in the
darkness. Speaking loudly with echoing footsteps the landlord
and his pointy-nosed wife came down the corridor and pushed
open the door.
There they stood. The innkeeper carried in his left hand a
large stable lantern, in his right fist a sharp axe, and the fury
behind him was clutching a butcher’s knife. We only saw them
for a moment. Hoibusch’s blade went through the guy, and
Garnitter slit through the yellow neck of the woman, so that she
fell down with the squeal of a stuck pig. The host was dead in
an instant, speared through the heart like a starting boar. The
woman was still wriggling, and then lay still on her side.
“Are you dead, bloodhound?” shouted Garnitter and
kicked at the dead man’s belly with his foot. Up in the house
the dog howled.
“The dog! The wench!” cried Hoibusch. “We have to
catch the wench; otherwise she will run away and send the
host’s henchmen after us!”
He and the squire set off with the lantern to look for the
woman.
Now Garnitter and I saw the four holes in the ceiling and
the ropes hanging, by which the stone could be pulled up again.
We set about freeing the dead Haymon. But the stone was
too heavy for us to lift, and when we pulled on the feet of the
murdered man, the bones of the crushed head crunched so
horribly that we had to let go with a shudder.
Then we heard a shot, the wailing of the dog, and then a
dragging and a whimpering, and immediately Hoibusch and the
one from Sollengau came with the woman in shirt and smock,
whom they had dragged out of bed, where she had been under
the blankets and had fallen asleep. They had tied her hands
with a calf rope.
“I am innocent,” whined Bärbel when she saw us.
“Jesus Maria!” she shrieked out, as she stepped with her
naked foot into the pools of blood in which the landlord and the
landlady lay.
“Confess, whore, or we’ll lay you down next to the two of
them!
Both!” said Hoibusch calmly. “Did you not set the dog on
us? Confess, I say to you!”
“O thou bloody savior! What shall I confess?” Howled
the strumpet and fell on her knees. “I have done nothing,
except that I went to listen at the woman’s command to see if
everyone was asleep. I have never known of murder in my life”.
“And what is this, you shamed woman?” cried Hoibusch
in a strong voice and produced something he had been hiding
behind his back. Stones and gold flashed – a necklace with
almandines and artfully forged links shone in the light.
The girl’s face was white with fear and she looked around
with confused glances.
“Red!” said Hoibusch quite coldly, and put the point of
the blade on her bare breast, so that a small little red drop
sprang up.
“Ouch! Mercy -” clamored Bärbel as she squirmed to and
fro. “From the lady in the cellar -“.
Then she fell down in convulsions, and foam poured out
of her mouth. It was a pity to look at. But Hoibusch remained
unmoved.
“You have learned your art of eye-rolling well, you
robber whore!” he said. “Stop making foam out of saliva, and
get up!”
And once more he tickled her with the point of his rapier.
Then, in spite of her tied hands, she sprang to her feet like a cat
and cried out in despair:
“Well, if that’s what it is, I’d rather be dead right now
than let the gallows man sound me out with the thumbscrews!”
And she made such a swift and violent push against the
drawn blade, so that it missed going through her body by a hair.
But Hoibusch was on guard, and immediately let go of the
handle, so she only slashed her shirt so that her dark breast
bulged out.
“To the pillar with her!” cried Garnitter, and the three
students dragged her there in spite of biting and shrieking, and
bound her by body and legs next to the dead Haymon, so that
they could remain in silent and terrible company. For we took
the lantern with us and left the room with its sweetish haze of
blood, leaving only the candle burning as a death light for the
deceased. As we stood in the corridor, we heard the shrill
screams of the tied up woman.
And I must confess it: I took pity on her, because I felt
that it was not only her fault that she had to become like this.
Surely an evil fate had clawed at her from childhood; an
unguarded youth, instincts unleashed at an early age, abuse,
which one with her child body already suffered, poverty,
misery and lack of love did a terrible work on her. Was I
allowed to judge, when I opened the abysses of my own soul?
But as clever as the three students were, and as good as the
heart of one or the other might be, at this hour and in view of
the poor dead they would have looked at me with disgust if my
thoughts had become spoken aloud, and I would not have
helped anyone. So I kept silent and mourned in silence how
wrong people’s customs are, and how thousands and thousands
of children grow up without any care. And not only the brood
of the poor people –. How had it been with myself?

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Chapter 26 Journeyman

“You claim to add your light with ours, but you have only led us further into darkness and danger, making our entire community more vulnerable. How will you defend us in our weakness?”

Once more Tobal had no reply, and his guide remained silent. He was led roughly to the center of the circle and held pinned between two hooded guards.

The High Priest continued. “The Apprentice degree is of spiritual protection and growth. In your progress through that degree, you have been magickally protected from evil influences that might have otherwise entered your life. Then, as a member of our sacred circle, you will always have protection from the evil of the outside world, but we can never shield you from the evil within your own nature and within each one of us. You must learn to master this evil—the weakness and fear that prevents you from acting when needed, and that drives blind, destructive choices. This is the work of the Journeyman. You must combat these inner demons with your own Inner Light, or they will become your masters. Only when you have mastered your own inner demons will you have truly earned the right to this degree—a lifetime work we all face. Symbolically, this inner battle is marked by success in defeating six members of this degree in combat. After defeating six members, you will be considered eligible for the 3rd and final degree of Master that leads to citizenship. Are you ready to continue?”

“Yes.”

“Then let the fight begin!”

Six dark hooded figures stepped forth from the circle and stood in menacing silence as the High Priest, High Priestess, and the two guards moved away. His guide took his torch and left him alone within the circle. Tobal stood silently in confusion, pain exploding in his side as a fist connected, the torchlight blurring his vision.

Gradually, he realized he was expected to fight all six figures. He pulled himself into a fighting stance and began circling defensively. None moved. He circled closer to one, feinting with his right—the figure stayed still. Encouraged, Tobal struck lightly on the shoulder and doubled over as a savage punch to his belly knocked him to the cave floor, fighting nausea. Struggling up, he faced the unmoving six, unsure. He lunged at a second, his thrust parried as a hard blow slammed his head, sparking stars. Rising again, rage built, and he grappled a third, only to find it stone-solid. A crushing bear hug bruised his ribs before he was thrown, wind knocked out, refusing to rise, sobbing in frustration.

“He refuses to fight!” a voice cried from the circle’s edge.

“Yes, he refuses to fight!” murmured the hooded figures, moving silently widdershins. After one circle, drums pounded eerily within the cave as black-cloaked figures drew near, striking light, stinging blows. Tobal couldn’t see their faces or recognize them.

The energy felt wrong, building. Fear and panic gripped him at his tailbone, climbing his spine, his energy slipping counterclockwise. What were they doing? The energy grew, strange and dark, not evil but dangerous.

The High Priest placed his hands on Tobal’s head, his voice echoing. “In the name of the Lord and Lady, I draw the dark energy of the earth up into your physical body and soul that you might become master of yourself and Journeyman.”

Tobal felt a weird tingling and warmth as a glowing yellow-green energy pooled at his feet, rising through his body, exiting his head into spiritual light. His father’s spirit entered, looking out. “You have done well,” said his father. “We will wait for you.”

The High Priestess stepped forward, Tobal recognizing Misty. “In the name of the Lord and Lady, I draw the dark energy of the earth into your physical body and soul that you might become a master of yourself and Journeyman.”

A darker, threatening energy carried frightening images—a feminine Goddess force curling around his legs, tendrils choking his throat, filling his mind like a giant tree of life and death reaching for the spiritual sun. A surge of warmth flooded him, easing the pain.

Then his heart ached as his mother’s spirit held him, her aura protecting. She left with a kiss and a whispered “be strong.” He felt his father holding her hand, their love for each other and him, rejoicing as the energy sank into his bones, changing him forever. Their touch echoed the cave’s astral warmth, a bridge between circle and spirit.

The High Priest continued. “Are you ready to receive wisdom and be nourished by life?”

“Yes,” Tobal mumbled through a split lip. He was helped to his feet.

“The first and most important lesson is that there are times in life when you must fight for what you believe and times not to fight. Learn to choose your battles, and if you fight, fight to win, giving all you have. You will be respected even if defeated, as must sometimes happen. There is no shame in losing a battle. There is shame in not giving all you have.”

“The second lesson,” he continued, “is that fighting is hard and thirsty work!”

“Let’s party!”

As the energy settled, the High Priest’s voice softened, shifting the ritual’s tone. A throaty welcome echoed in the cavern as hoods were thrown back, and Tobal was half-dragged, half-carried into another chamber where food and drink awaited. Goodwill filled the air as he was hugged and congratulated by familiar faces he hadn’t seen in ages.

Rafe pounded his back, laughing as Tobal winced. “Thought you would never get here!” he shouted over the crowd.

Ellen gave him a hug and a kiss.

Tobal stayed a few days, exploring caverns and chatting with 2nd-degree peers. He retrieved his parents’ items, feeling better wearing them again, catching up on their news.

After a few days, his trail food dwindled, and restlessness grew. On the third day, he set out alone to process the initiation’s meaning, bidding farewell to his new brothers and sisters, heading to base camp.

His black tunic felt strange after gray, the shift from a year of intense living and training to idleness jarring. Time dragged, and he dreaded his first fight a month away. Worry gnawed at him—his parents might still be wired to a machine on life support. He preferred Crow’s view of them as the Lord and Lady.

The midsummer celebration at circle was a welcome change. Hot, fair weather made him miss newbie training. As a new Journeyman, his first duty was guarding Apprentice initiations, expected and unsurprising. He arrived early, donned black robes, and stayed on duty until the last newbie was initiated late that night—a long day missing Becca and circle.

Though absent, he heard the news: Sarah, Anne, Derdre, Seth, and Crow’s newbies soloed with Elder approval. Tyrone, Zee, Kevin, and Butch initiated newbies, expected after a month’s wait. The surprise was ten initiates—Becca and Fiona not only initiated but soloed theirs, earning fifth chevrons. Nikki earned her fourth but wasn’t there; Tara and Nick likely waited at Sanctuary.

Becca gave him a brief kiss and hug at the guard post, sharing Rafe’s Council of Elders role. Glowing, she promised, “We’ll talk later,” holding him close before seeking Fiona, who’d already dropped her newbie.

Nikki lost out, still waiting at Sanctuary with others. Mike and another Apprentice quit, hitting Butch hard due to their friendship.

After initiations, Tobal entered the circle in black robes. Friends congratulated him but some eyed him differently. “I’m still the same person,” he thought, then realized he wasn’t. Most friends were Apprentices; Masters like Rafe and Ellen were exceptions. Newbies didn’t know him, and black-robed peers kept to themselves. He hoped to stay connected to Apprentices.

Heading for the beer barrel, he met gloomy Wayne and Char, considering quitting. “Why don’t you talk to Crow first?” he suggested. “He’s taking a group to the village. I visited last month—it’s neat.” Char doubted a primitive life but nodded for a vacation. Wayne agreed, hoping the newbie bottleneck eased, frustrated by month-long waits. They hugged, seeing it as a chance to reconnect.

Tobal hoped he hadn’t erred suggesting the village, liking their simplicity. He moved on, finding Becca and Fiona by the drum circle, high-spirited. They partied, planning a month off awaiting official solos and sixth chevrons. Tobal proposed a lake trip for swimming and berries, ready for a break. They agreed, shifting topics. Fiona asked, “What have we missed about the City Council and village? We’ve been busy.”

“Lots to catch up on,” he laughed. “Let’s find out.”

“Where’s Llana?” Becca asked.

“That’s part of it,” he smiled, kissing her. She didn’t press.

They joined Rafe and Ellen. Becca’s presence felt good; he squeezed her hand, she smiled. Crow’s group discussed teleportation—Char and Wayne listened. Tobal stayed with his group, needing their talk.

Ellen started, “We finally met with the City Council. It’s been a rough month; our lives are changed.”

“An understatement,” Rafe nodded. “Our world’s upside down.”

Ellen continued, “The Council cleaned house—new members, none at the last meeting. The mayor apologized again for the assassination attempt, relieved Howling Wolf’s safe. New members knew and respected him, explaining their selection. Once a clansman, always a clansman—all had done Sanctuary, many served the Elders. The mayor assured full support.”

“This time, General Grant was absent. The Council requested a Federation internal affairs probe but heard nothing. Grant denied Howling Wolf’s claims; the Council believed Wolf, deeming Grant a liar, so he wasn’t invited.”

Ellen smiled at Tobal. “Howling Wolf appeared, offering teleport and time travel skills if the city split from the military project. He rejected the machine’s dangers and inhuman wiring, demanding Ron and Rachel Kane’s release for peace after years of torment.”

“Things got interesting,” Ellen said. “Wolf vanished; Adam Gardner appeared with a pack, introducing items—mostly past, some future—confirming his work with Wolf on Kane’s research and ongoing time explorations.”

“We were impressed,” Ellen chuckled. “The Council sought proof of training. Llana appeared, revealing plans for a secret time traveler group.”

“My COM buzzed—medics were evicted from the mountain, losing the ER and supplies. Grant barred us, even from belongings. The Council, shocked, with Wolf’s approval, made the village a temporary base until a new site by the lake.”

“We chose the old gathering spot for a permanent base, requesting supplies and comms. The City Council voted and agreed to provide immediate provisions for uninterrupted medic work, directing serious cases to the city. They’ll build modern facilities for winter use.”

“Most of us hauled supplies that first week,” Rafe grumbled. “No rogue attacks noted. We’re settled, trained now at Heliopolis hospital.”

“I leave for months, and it falls apart,” Becca quipped. “Danger from Grant’s rogues?”

“No way to know,” Ellen said. “We hope the investigation curbs worse.”

The meeting sparked thoughts. Becca’s questions persisted post-bed; kissing silenced her, leading to delays before sleep in each other’s arms.

Being with Becca, free of duties, felt good. With two weeks before Journeyman circle, they maximized it. Mid-June’s perfect weather brought Fiona, and they headed to the lake, first meeting Llana at Tobal’s winter base en route.

Evening, Llana greeted the campfire. Becca and Fiona, updated, joined Tobal’s group—Rafe, Ellen, Tobal, Becca, Fiona, possibly Nikki (unasked). Tobal eyed Tyrone; Fiona suggested Butch. Newbie training clashed with Llana’s lessons, delaying theirs until Journeyman.

“Tobal’s done two months with Crow, one with me,” Llana told them. “He’s ahead, can help you catch up. I’ll teach him, he’ll teach you. Practice daily, support each other.”

“What about Ellen and Rafe?” Tobal asked.

“I’ll teach them individually,” she said.

Tobal nodded, “Rafe wants you to scout forbidden areas on his air sled map. Drop you off, you teleport out. No med-alert, no monitor.”

Llana thought. “Good. Tell him to meet me at my old base, two days post-new moon, noon. See if Ellen joins. I’ll train them, plan further.”

“Have you time traveled?” Becca asked.

“Once,” Llana smiled. “Awesome, frightening, like teleporting once mastered. Grandfather and Adam check areas for safety, gauging Grant’s time meddling.”

“How soon?” Becca pressed.

“A year to two, depending on training intensity and aptitude. We want both groups ready together to collaborate.”

“What’s Crow’s group doing?” Fiona asked.

“They’ll exit Sanctuary, ditch bracelets, train off-grid like us, likely faster since we juggle Journeyman duties. No contact until all teleport.”

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The Rebirth of Melchior Dronte by Paul Busson and translated by Joe E Bandel

I jumped up from the table. As if in a bright light, for a
small moment I saw the connections of all the mysteries of my
life. But quickly enveloping veils descended on an image that
was not accessible to my ordinary senses.
“May I make a great request?” I asked.
“If it is in my power to grant it.”
“Lead me to the dying man,” I asked.
“So come,” said the priest.
We went quickly to the little cottage at the end of the
village. A reddish light pressed through the tiny, dim windows.
We heard many people murmuring, and when we entered the
low room, we saw several men and women kneeling in prayer.
In a meager bed lay an old man. His small, shriveled face
stood out from a blue pillow and was surrounded by the glow
of the dying candle burning at his head.
We approached his bed. The heavy eyes were glazed, his
mouth was open.
I saw at once that this man, in his distress would no
longer be able to answer the questions that were burning on my
lips.
Then something incomprehensible happened.
Slowly, the staring eyes turned and looked toward me. In
the face already marked by the paralyzing finger of death, there
was a faint movement, a joyful smile played around the thin,
sunken lips, and before we knew what was going on in the
dying man, his upper body rose, his haggard arms stretched out
toward me, and almost sobbing, the thin old man’s voice came
from out of his mouth:
“So you have come after all — at last!”
Radiant joy flamed in his eyes, then his head fell back
into the pillows, a gray shadow ran over his mouth and nose,
his body stretched so that the bedstead creaked.
The clergyman stepped in and closed the eyelids with his
hand.
“Rest now, thou faithful servant,” he said softly. “Let us
pray!”
We said the Lord’s Prayer, and as we left the parlor, I felt
everyone’s eyes on me.
The deceased believed he had seen his friend, Ewli, in
me.
The clergyman did not speak a word. When we were
back in his comfortable room, he looked at me with uneasy
eyes.
“It must have been the scar,” he said to himself.
“What scar?” I asked in amazement.
“The red scar that is between your eyebrows, Baron
Dronte. – No, no!” he cried suddenly. “Further brooding over
these things would be called trying God! – If it is convenient
for you I will show you your bedroom!”
I bowed my thanks and went with him.
When we were standing in the room I had been given, he
took me by the shoulders with both hands and looked me in the
face for a long time.
“Forgive me for my rude confusion!” he then said. “But I,
an old man, have experienced too many incomprehensible and
disturbing things. I myself am not able to solve the terrible
riddles of providence. I want to be alone. Please don’t be angry
with me. I need to flee from the confusion of these mysterious
incidents to a safe haven! In the faith in Him, who directs
everything according to His high will, and in the peace of
prayer.”
“Pray for me, too, Reverend Herr”, I asked with emotion.
Then I was alone. And restlessly I groped with the
feeling that the mind was not able to bring me any help, to find
the little portal within the dark wall that would lead to the truth.
But here and there, in the sleepless night, appeared a faint
glimmer of foreboding – I could not grasp anything of that,
which in the deepest and darkest depths of my soul approached.
A farmer, whom I had taken into my service with his
team and asked for the most stately building in the entire area,
assured me that it was Krottenriede Castle. But the road that
led there was a two day journey through a thick forest and a
horrible moor and was by no means safe. Not too long ago the
Spillermaxe gang had lain in wait in the Damned Quarry and in
Klosterholz near the road, and the poachers were not doing too
well either, and seldom gathered together, for example, to hunt
a more spirited game than a deer or roebuck.
Also the priest, whom I clearly saw had kept watch
through the night, warned me of the vast forest, where it was
not safe. When I had made up my mind to leave, he took his
leave visibly moved and commended me to the blessing of God,
who would protect me from the false arts and deceitfulness of
Satan. For after careful reflection he could not believe that God
would want to use a Mohammedan monk or dervish to help a
believing Christian, whom he recognized me to be.
I thanked him for the night’s lodging and the food and
urged the farmer, whose name was Görg Rehwang, to hurry,
since I had every reason to fear that the little courage the man
had would evaporate before the journey began. After I made
sure that the mail coach driver would be able to travel home in
the course of the day and was quite well, we drove into the
middle of the forest.
By the crouched neck and the shy side glances, which
Rehwang did to the right and left, I soon realized that his heart
was in his pants, and it was not long before he half turned
around and asked with a cheese-white face:
“”Didn’t you hear something, Herr?”
“Nothing,” I said.
“To the right hand someone has made a whistle or I shall
not be blessed!” he whispered, scratching his furry hair.
But nothing happened. It might have been a wild bird.
Then, however, when we reached a marshy area of heath
he began to talk about the inn, in which we were to find
accommodation for one night and which was called “The Ball
Mill”.
“Supposedly there were many a man there with heavy
stones on their feet, without clothes and possessions, in the
depths of the black moor waters, to the delight of crayfish,
water beetles and eels.” he babbled, his teeth chattering.
“Lord, how about we turn the foreheads of our nags to
where we came from?”
I gave him no answer, and so he drove on with a deep
sigh. The area was gloomy and sad. Between shimmering pools
stood ancient and gnarled trees, covered with warts and goiters.
Dead trunks and those peeled by lightning desperately spread
their twisted serpentine arms. On water covered with a skin of
thick green slime, lurked crippled willows, on which hungry
crows squatted. Trunks and branches were whitewashed with
the droppings of the resting birds. Sometimes a duck would
rise out of the reeds with a whistle and beating wings. Very
distant, mournful notes from a flute purred in the wind, and
gray misty women dragged their dripping gowns through the
treetops.
“Here it’s called the Damned Quarry”, the farmer began
again. “And the path there, between the young birches, leads to
the Ball Mill, where we can spend the night.”
But it went on for a long time, until we arrived in front of
the dark gray and unfriendly building. Large, stone balls, green
with moss, eaten by rain and snow lay next to the door, and a
moldy soft spot still showed where the dammed waters of the
moor brook had driven the mill, which had long since become
an inn.
The farmer got off the wagon with a crooked back and
shouted a few times:
“Hey there, the inn!”
But nothing moved, yet we thought we heard wild
singing coming through the greenish windows behind the
strong square bars. After long shouting the host finally
appeared with a huge black and white spotted dog, whose dull,
raw face was not unlike that of a man. The broad-shouldered
man, who had an excessively long knife sticking out of his fat
leather pants, looked at us unkindly enough and grunted:
“Hoho, Rehwang, what do you bring us there for a
distinguished gentlemen?”
“The gentleman has a long way to go,” the farmer
apologized. “And so goes inquiry on account of the night’s
lodging.”
“Still don’t know the household custom, you living cow
patty?” the rude host dug at poor Görg Rehwang. “And if the
emperor and the pope and all the electors and as far as I’m
concerned, also the empress and the archbishop’s bed warmer
come riding and driven, there is nothing else in the Ball Mill
but a bundle of straw in the large room. – The Herr can do with
it as he pleases!” he said with a treacherous look at me.
Behind him, pointy-nosed, shabby and rattle-thin like the
forest crows on the garbage heap by the building, suddenly
stood, as if grown from the earth, the landlady who smiled
wryly and said:
“If it is convenient for the Herr he is welcome! While
there is nothing but a poor man’s bed, we have good wine and a
company in the house, where there is a great deal of fun.”
“There is no lack of wine,” the innkeeper in the woollen
doublet interjected much more friendly. “I just wanted to warn
the gentleman that he does not expect anything fine from us
and does not beat the wheel in disgust at the burping and
farting of the sleeping companions around him.”
I did not reply to the coarse lout’s rude speeches and
entered the house. Roaring laughter and shouting rang out to
me from the tavern when I opened the door, and stinging pipe
smoke billowed out in clouds.
At the long table, above which was an elaborately carved
in wood, six-horse carriage with all the accessories hung in toy
size, also burned six or seven candles in tin lanterns. Three
students sat at it, their long swords strapped around them, their
sleeves pinned up, drinking Runda. With them was a tree-tall,
gaunt fellow with a bald skull and a fiery red vulture nose,
dressed in a scuffed black robe, who held a cheeky brown-
skinned woman on his lap, with his hand waving a yellow neck
cloth in the air. The black-eyed woman laughed in such a way
that her exposed breasts trembled, and she pinched the old beau
in his drunkard’s nose, so that he cried out loudly and let her go.

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The Rebirth of Melchior Dronte by Paul Busson and translated by Joe E Bandel

Only one thing stood firm in my heart: the certainty that I
would see Zephyrine again. She and Aglaja, because they were
one and the same creature of God, destined for me and taken
from me again and again for the unknown purposes of eternal
powers.
During the day I had stayed in my inn room and had
answered every disturbance with the indication of indisposition
and the need for rest. In the course of the night, as the hand
approached the eleventh hour, I left the house and took the long
way to the pleasure grove.
The weather was damp and mild, and the spring wind
rattled under the roof tiles and made the weather vanes creak.
The path was dry. A long train of dark clouds chased across the
bright moon, like strange, stretched out running animal shapes.
Once or twice I was stopped by roundabouts or police
check points and was forced to show my papers and to arrange
my answers to the questions in such a way that it could be
inferred that I was on a secret love affair, which would be
unthinkable for a gentleman. In such a way, which caused me
enough displeasure, it was possible for me to get through and
even in the Egyptian darkness under the lanterns blown out by
the storm, ask for further directions from the public. For it was
not at all easy for me in such great darkness, which was
illuminated only at times by the crescent moon, to find the way
to the Lustwäldchen.
There I went astray a few times between the shapeless
tents and booths, which in the powerful darkness looked
completely different than in broad daylight. But the Magus and
his brother seemed to have attentively been on the lookout for
me, because when I, after looking around in vain tried to go in
another direction, a man suddenly stepped up to me, whom I
recognized as the harlequin, grabbed my wrist and said softly
and quickly:
“Come, Baron – we have been waiting for a long time.”
He led me between the darkened wagons and the canvas
tents to a large booth, from the crevices of which a very dim,
bluish light penetrated, opened a slit somewhere on the wall
and gently pushed me in front of him. The next moment I was
standing on the small stage behind the lowered curtain.
In the background still hung the cemetery scene with the
crosses and tombstones from the performance. The sides of the
stage were closed with dark curtains, so that I found myself in
a square of moving walls.
A few oil lamps made of blue glass gave a weak but
immensely pleasant and cold light, in which one saw quite well
after some habituation. I sat down at the invitation of the
brother in a reasonably comfortable chair that had been placed
for me. A copper basin with weakly glowing coals stood before
me. The brother approached me and whispered:
“Don’t speak to him when he comes. -Have you brought
the property of the person you wish to see?”
After some persuasion, I took the silver ring with the fire
opal out of my vest pocket and put it into his hand, and he went
to one of the side curtains, in the folds of which he disappeared.
Immediately he placed a bowl with grains in it next to the coal
fire and a small three-legged stool.
Then the curtain opposite me moved violently, and the
magus appeared. He was clothed in a dark, wide robe and wore
around his head a white cloth, as I had already seen in old
pictures. His face was pale gray and decayed, his eyes half
closed. He did not seem to see me and walked with his hands
stretched out in front of him like a blind man towards the
ember pan. His brother came quickly behind him, guided him
with his hands and pushed him down on the stool. Motionless
the magician remained seated. The brother took one of his
hands hanging down, opened, as it seemed to me, the closed
fingers, and put the ring in his hand, which immediately closed
again. Then he pushed up a similar stool for himself and
scattered grains from the copper bowl over the crackling and
smoldering coals. Immediately a blue, pleasantly fragrant
smoke rose up with a similar fragrance as that precious incense,
used by the Catholic Church on high feast days.
Immobile and without any sign of attention, the magus
sat in front of me and slightly behind him the brother, on whose
haggard and hollow-cheeked face the traces of progressed
pulmonary addiction were easily recognizable as the seal of an
early death. I turned my attention to the other again and now
saw that his eyes were directed at me with a fixed, lusterless
look. At the same time a swelling, melodic humming and
ringing began and I discovered that the brother had a Jew’s
harp between his teeth and was playing it with the index finger
of the right hand keeping the tongue of the instrument in a
constant buzz.
The Magus sat there for the time being in unchanged
posture. Slowly, however, his head sank crookedly against his
right shoulder, and his mouth opened. The hand that held the
ring began to twitch softly. Thus we sat for some time in the
blue light, and the hum and whisper of the music rose and fell.
Suddenly, however, I noticed between the open lips of
the motionless magus something that looked like the end of a
bluish-white, luminous cloth, which gradually began to emerge.
Moreover, it began to throb and knock behind my chair,
and this sound momentarily continued with even greater force
into the wooden floor, to then rise again into the chair, so that I
had to listen several times to the short, sharp blows with the
greatest clarity at my back and involuntarily looked around.
But there was no one behind or beside me, although the
knocking continued with undiminished strength. The white
tissue came out of the mouth of the sleeper almost to his chest
and then disappeared just as quickly as it had come, and the
knocking ceased with a crashing blow in the left armrest of my
armchair. In the deep silence the brother reached past the
magus once again into the incense bowl on the floor and
sprinkled grains on the coals. Something cold touched my
cheek unexpectedly and stroked my forehead. I reached out
quickly, but grabbed the empty air. But on the Magus’s
shoulder a large snow-white hand appeared, with its flat fingers
shaped almost like a glove. But then it stretched in an
excessively long, arm-like gesture over his head, sank down,
and lay quietly for a while like a third arm on his knee, until
everything faded away in a few moments and became invisible.
However, the sleeper now began to become restless, swayed
back and forth with his upper body and let a quiet, wailing
singsong be heard, whose words I could not understand.
It began to knock again very strongly against the floor
and then against my chair, and an empty stool, which stood at
the curtain and which I had overlooked so far, did four or five
frog-like leaps towards me, then turned around, stayed for a
while with its three legs stretched out in the air, and then began
to turn slowly in circles on the seat board. I suspected that
strong magnetic fluids were now active, which had been
obviously lying in deep slumber at the beginning. But at the
same time the trembling melody of the player strengthened and
accelerated, and the so far rocking motions of the magus
changed into violent and convulsive twitching, which seemed
very uncanny, all the more so because the newly nourished
fragrant smoke intensified and the two persons opposite me
appeared quite shadowy and unreal.
Then it seemed to me as if a folded, shimmering piece of
white cloth was lying there next to the charcoal basin, which
had not been there before. It moved in its center in an
incomprehensible way, as if a very small child or an animal
were covered by the linen and caused it to rise. But quickly the
strange cloth or the luminous mist grew in height, became
taller and narrower and seemed to want to take on the shape of
a human being. I looked in the utmost expectation straining to
see and believed to perceive the folds of a garment and limbs.
It was a human figure that arose before me.
And all at once, as if paralyzed by joyful fright, I saw the
completely pale and almost transparent beloved face of
Zephyrine, her eyes were fixed on me – but then something
grew out of the delicate head, from fine threads – glittering and
shining – Aglajas’ crown of the dead –
I wanted to jump up, to wrap my arms around the woman
that I so ardently longed for – But before my eyes veils were
laid, my feet were stuck in leaden shoes, my heart stood still.
Everything had disappeared. I saw only the raw stage
floor, the smoky, sweet smoke, the magus, who had fallen from
the stool with his eyeballs twisted and lay in convulsions. The
music fell silent.
Feet thumped on the flooring. The brother hurriedly
pulled the magus up, ran his cloth-wrapped hand into his
mouth and pulled out his tongue. With a wild gasp the
magician opened his eyes, looked around him and heaved a
sigh.
“Wake up, Eusebius!” cried the brother, shaking him
gently. “Wake up! Wake up!”
The magus looked first at him, then at me, and then let
his gaze go in circles, as if he first had to think about where he
was. He shuddered violently, grabbed his forehead with his
hand, stared at me and gurgled:
“Two–two there were–two–“
The other hurriedly fetched a tin cup and a bottle, poured
a dark, strong-smelling wine into the vessel and held it to the
brother’s lips. He drank in greedy gulps, put it down, and drank
again.
I discovered that my cheeks were wet with tears.
After a long effort, aided by his assistant, the
necromancer stood up and walked swaying toward me. His
face was slack and covered with sweat.
“The ring –” he stammered.
I took the silver jewel and kept it with me.
“Why two?”
He stretched out his hand toward me. It was trembling
violently.
“Why two, Herr?”
I nodded and said softly, “There were two, and yet there
is only one.”

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