Anarchistbanjo's World

Someone has to go first, so I guess I will. I have been on an ascension journey this past year (actually for many years) and that journey is not what I expected and the stages have not been easy to recognize. I could be wrong, but I don’t think so. That’s why I’m going to share how ascension can be an extraordinary, ordinary life. . .

I’ve known for years that the new age energetics would require the activation and integration of the shadow. I don’t know how I knew this, but I always have and I’ve worked hard to turn my own self defeating thoughts, beliefs and actions into wisdom and empowerment. I thought the healing process would only take a few years of hard work and thirty years later I’m still discovering deeper layers that need healing. I’ve seen people that I love, people able to transmute black shit energy into harmless and empowering energy falter and stumble and finally have their physical bodies ravaged and destroyed by illness. My wife through strokes and brain damage and my best friend through colon cancer. At 68 years old my own body has faltered and stumbled a few times, but I’m still slugging on.

Ascension is not about the physical body anyway, it is about the soul and the integration of all the astral bodies. I envision the new world to be a multi-universe like Amber in Roger Zelazny’s Chronicles of Amber, or 4th density if you will. Said another way, I envision our physical world merging and integrating with the astral worlds as they were in the beginning. But that is beside the point. We use our physical bodies to generate and permanently activate all of our astral/etheric bodies. In the end we live in a world that seems to be the physical world but it is not as rigid and solid as it once was. Perhaps we need to drop our physical bodies at some point and perhaps we don’t???

We speak of ascension and prosperity consciousness. For me, I had to lose everything, hit bottom, down size, and start over from scratch. That means retiring, living on the fixed income of social security. But it works! I can do it. I’m not rich, but I can pay my bills and don’t have any debts. My writing projects and patrons give me a little spending money to help out and to me that is prosperity! My cup is full because it is a small one. What I share with other people is the overflow.

I live in a small apartment in a public housing project with my dog Valentine. I have a kitchen/living room; bedroom and bathroom of my own and a place to park my high mileage car. I live by the Mississippi river and have two parks nearby including a dog park that we can walk to every day. That’s more than a lot of people have.

As common in public housing complexes there are waves of infestations that could be seasonal. I’m talking things like cockroaches and bedbugs. Things that are very difficult to get rid of once they appear. A few years ago some cockroaches appeared and I put Borax under and round the kitchen and bathroom. No more cockroaches. This fall my neighbor was infested with bed bugs. My apartment was inspected but turned up clean. Then a month later I started getting some bites. I knew I had to do something myself so I got a UV/Ozone light to sterilize and kill the bedbugs. No more bedbugs! The light kills bacteria and viruses. The air is cleaner and safer and my health is better. But I didn’t trust someone else to clean up the mess, I cleaned it up myself.

Do you understand what I’m trying to share with you? I live in an ascended world among those who don’t live in an ascended world! There are things that come up, but I’m able to deal with them or get the help I need. I was invited to a Thanksgiving meal today by my nephew and his wife. They live down a minimum maintenance road in the country. I subconsciously dreaded going there in case the road was too bad for my old car, but I went anyway. Sure enough, I drove past their road in the snow and got stuck in some bad holes. There was no phone service and I had to walk ( about a half mile) to my nephew’s and ask for help. My brother towed me out and my car was not damaged that I can tell. The point being that I was afraid something would happen and it did. But I got the help I needed and it strengthened the bond between me and my brother and meant a lot to my nephew and his wife that I showed up. I confronted my fear and acted on it. This is living in an ascended physical world my friends! For some reason I can watch Youtube and not have all the ads showing up. I put on an ad blocker but was forced to remove it by Youtube. Something happened and I’m not getting ads and Youtube is not screaming at me. I don’t know what happened. . .

I have permanently activated all my astral/etheric bodies and live with a multidimensional awareness as my normal awareness. I seek to follow the guidance of my higher self or my future self and it seems to be working even though it can be scary sometimes. But I have learned to trust the process. I’ve had enough proof that it works. Have you?