Anarchistbanjo's World

OD by Karl Hans Strobl and translated by Joe E Bandel

Chapter 22

Friederike was gone, and no one could say where she had gone. A beggar had been at the dairy—a ragged fellow, a vagrant. The stable hand Franz said if it had been up to him, he’d have chased him off so fast he’d lose the soles of his clubfoot. But Friederike had given him food and let him sleep in the hay; Franz couldn’t understand it—the man seemed suspicious to him.

One of the maids said she saw Friederike bent over the stove and the fellow making strange signs behind her back—circles and crosses with his hand. Another noted how Friederike had a fixed, staring look when she fetched milk from the milk room.

Reichenbach had been away for a few days; he’d had to go straight to Ternitz from Vienna. He had confirmed the extent of the collapse—yes, only ruins were left to salvage; he could thank Hofrat Reißnagel for his fine advice. But on the journey home, above all the sorrow and frustration, the comforting thought prevailed that he had someone at home to console him. Just having Friederike near was a comfort; he would tell her everything, and she would offer kind words and a confident smile. And Reichenbach would resume his research with renewed zeal, pursuing the strange phenomena that seemed to lead ever deeper into nature’s secrets, and perhaps Friederike, with her remarkable powers, might know some viable way out.

Reichenbach returned full of longing for Friederike’s gaze and the touch of her hand, and now Friederike was gone.

From Severin, he learned that Friederike had come to the castle the evening before her disappearance, asking for him. Severin said she looked distraught, barely able to stand upright when she learned the Herr Baron wasn’t home.

Reichenbach searched the steward’s quarters for a note, something to indicate why Friederike had left and where she had gone. He still believed he’d find a letter, a scrap, or at least a clue about what had happened.

But then the stable hand Franz brought the farmhand who had seen Friederike with the stranger in the forest. What had they said? They likely hadn’t spoken—the man went ahead, and Friederike followed… as if, well, almost as if she were being pulled by a rope.

Yes… as if pulled by a rope?

The Freiherr was still lost in the bleakest confusion of his thoughts, not yet finding a fixed point to focus his gaze, when Severin came to the dairy to report that Doctor Promintzer was at the castle, requesting to speak with the Herr Baron.

Who was that? Doctor Promintzer, the opposing lawyer in the tangled web of lawsuits he was fighting. Reichenbach rose from the garden bench under the elm where he’d last sat and trudged heavily, with dragging steps, to the castle.

Under other circumstances, Reichenbach would have sent Schuh’s and Hermine’s lawyer packing without hearing him out, but today he resigned himself to the visit. Everything was trivial, even indifferent now; whatever happened, Reichenbach was a broken man, following the path of least resistance, with no strength to waste.

Doctor Promintzer had expected either to be turned away outright or, if he reached Reichenbach, to be promptly shown the door. He had armed himself with all his tenacity and eloquence. He thought he was entering a lion’s den, but found the dreaded man softened and docile to the point of unrecognizability. Something was amiss—surely the Freiherr would soon bare claws and teeth and pounce with a roar.

That had to be prevented, and Doctor Promintzer hurried to get to the point: “I didn’t want what I have to say to reach you through your lawyer. Why the detour? One lawyer is enough, hehe… I believe it’s easier to talk person to person, don’t you?”

Reichenbach nods. He thinks, I must find a starting point somewhere; once I have a starting point, it will be easier to unravel the rest.

“Yes,” says Doctor Promintzer, “one must distinguish between head and heart. The head sometimes wants one thing, the heart another. The head is hard, and people who mean nothing to each other may clash with hard heads… but people bound by ties of blood should let the heart speak. Herr Baron, your children…” Doctor Promintzer instinctively pauses and braces himself, for if he knows anything about human nature, the lion’s nature will now erupt.

But nothing of the sort happens. Reichenbach looks at Promintzer, thinking, no doubt this stranger somehow gained power over Friederike, and I can’t entirely absolve myself of guilt.

“They are, after all, your children, Herr Baron,” Promintzer continues, somewhat encouraged but still uncertain. “And you are Hermine’s father, and I assure you, Herr Schuh respects you more than you realize. It grieves your children greatly to live in enmity with you and to offer the public an unedifying spectacle. They believe this should end…”

Nothing happens still—no claws, no teeth, no lion’s roar. I am to blame, thinks Reichenbach, I must have been the one who discovered Friederike’s disposition and nurtured her sensitivity, and I should have guarded her better. In her sleep, she confessed she loves me—me, the old man. Perhaps I shouldn’t have suppressed that feeling; I should have let it flow freely. Maybe then her resilience would have been stronger, and that man would have had a harder time. Perhaps I hold one end of the thread?

Promintzer eyes the Freiherr suspiciously; the man seems not to be listening properly. But the matter must be brought to a conclusion, one way or another. Promintzer steels himself and delivers the decisive blow: “For all these reasons, especially matters of the heart, I’ve been tasked with proposing a reconciliation. Your children wish to withdraw their lawsuits against you. And they ask you to do the same in return. These disputes should be put to rest.”

Something about lawsuits reaches Reichenbach. Lawsuits? Oh yes, with Schuh and Hermine. What do these lawsuits matter to Reichenbach—what could be more irrelevant? “Yes, yes,” he says, “I’m willing to do that.”

Promintzer is stunned. He hadn’t imagined it would be this easy; he counts himself lucky to have caught the Freiherr in such a yielding mood—an enigma, an extraordinary stroke of fortune, also in another regard. For Doctor Promintzer’s own leniency is not unconnected to the fact that, in a certain sense, he has butter on his head.

“May I then, on behalf of my clients, withdraw the lawsuits tomorrow?” he asks, and when the Freiherr nods, he adds hesitantly, “I might also take care of another matter right away. There’s something else… and I must ask for forgiveness in this regard, though the fault is only minimally mine.”

The Freiherr makes no effort to help him along; his expression remains as dull as before, his mind already chasing the thread whose end he believes he’s found.

“You know,” Promintzer continues, “that after the death of old Doctor Gradwohl, the Prince of Salm’s syndic, I took over his practice. An Augean stable—God rest old Gradwohl’s soul, but his practice was a mess. The old man had grown very forgetful, couldn’t see well anymore, yet insisted on handling everything himself, leaving behind an indescribable chaos. We sorted through his files back then, but of course, you can’t turn every page—that was impossible. You’ll understand. And now I’ve started sorting out the old, obsolete files from the Salm days to discard them. And imagine… in one such old, unimportant case file, my people found, by chance, a letter addressed to you that was never delivered.”

“A letter to me?” asks Reichenbach indifferently.

“Yes, to you, and I believe it’s from the late Count Hugo. God knows how it ended up in that case file. Old Doctor Gradwohl must have completely forgotten it, and now it’s come to light. It’s embarrassing, terribly embarrassing, but you’ll agree my own office bears little fault…”

The Freiherr raises no objections; he holds the letter Doctor Promintzer took from his briefcase—a yellowed, old letter with brittle edges and crumbling seals, the handwriting still familiar across the long span of years, that of Count Hugo. Promintzer could leave. He had handled everything remarkably well, better than he ever thought possible; there wasn’t even an outburst over the belated delivery of the letter. He talked a bit more and then left, having managed splendidly, though he had found the Freiherr in an inexplicably amenable mood.

When he was gone, Reichenbach still held the yellowed letter with fragile edges and worn seals. Yes, indeed, it was the handwriting of his dead friend, a greeting from beyond the grave, from a grave where the Od light had long since faded. He went to his study, lit the lamp, and broke the seal. The Count wrote:

“Dearest Friend! I call you that perhaps for the last time and thank you one final time for all you’ve given and been to me. My condition is such that I can only smile at my doctors’ attempts to reassure me. It will soon be over for me. Business matters between us have already been arranged. This letter is meant for you alone, addressing a matter of the heart I can entrust to no one but you. I needn’t describe the nature of my marriage—you knew my wife and will understand that I had to be devoted with all my soul’s fervor to a woman who was in every way unlike her. You’ll also testify that I knew how to control myself. I lack both the courage and the time to describe my feelings to you; I want to finish this letter before it’s too late. I count on your understanding. But you won’t immediately understand that one can love a woman with one’s whole soul and yet, momentarily, fall to another with one’s senses. Longing, the pain of renunciation, unfulfilled desires undermine the better conscience, weaken the will; favorable circumstances arise. My own wife cold as ice, the only beloved one unattainably distant, sacredly removed—then one meets a third, blazing like a flame, giving herself so recklessly that she silences all reservations and sweeps one into her fire. To be brief, you should know that the youngest child of my forester Ruf, whom your wife stood godmother to, is my child.”

The hand holding the dead man’s letter sank heavily against the desk’s edge. Later, as he heard a clock strike somewhere, Reichenbach read the final lines. The writing was shaky and uneven; the writer kept it brief, clearly having little time left, saving this letter for last. He wrote that he could make no provisions for the child that might draw attention or prompt guesses about their reasons. He entrusted the girl entirely to the care of his proven friend. And he wished to set aside a sum under some inconspicuous title for Reichenbach to cover her education and eventual marriage.

That hadn’t happened; the Count hadn’t found the time. But that was likely irrelevant. Friederike was the Count’s child, and Friederike was gone.